#ll huh?

[omaano]

👀

I found a pretty Wip in the heap wohoo! (I’ve already posted the monochrome version of this here) but in a moment of inspiration I added a colour layer to it to help me visualize things a little better but then I had a bit of an identity crisis with my colouring regarding painterly vs cell shading and so it’s stuck in this weird limbo state, poor thing...

Send me a 👀 and I’ll post a snippet of Wip I never got around to finish this year

#thank you for the eyes!! #wow that sounded weird my bad…. ^^; #my art #Wip #din keeps losing and regaining that scar on his thumb… even though I’m trying really hard to keep them all consistent on him #that means that I should add a few small ones to his face as we #ll huh? #dincobb #I'm down to a couple dincobb scribbles and 2 Din sketches I didn't expect you guys being so interested aww #I'll stop filling up that tag as well but this one IS pretty

[the-dark-abyss]

Grian stares at his task. He had to reroll; he lied last time about completing. Of all the tasks, committing to the Bit is the most in-character one he could’ve gotten, but committing to every Bit is so much harder than he originally thought.

But this one. This task is going to kill him.

It’s… interesting, to say the least. Getting a wither isn’t that hard, but getting it to fight a warden is a whole other story. There are so many variables, so many things that could go wrong, and what if Etho died? What if Grian died? And now Mumbo is involved--

Someone is going to die. Lots of people are going to die. And it’s going to be Grian’s fault.

He stares at his task, and tries not to think about Last time. There was a wither, Last time. It didn’t do as much damage as he wanted it to. He wanted server-wide destruction. Now, all he wants to do is hide in BigB’s backrooms and never come out.

He can’t fail this. He can’t afford to fail this. He needs the hearts.

Grian is dreading the aftermath. Whatever comes after he places the final skull is out of his control, but he started it. Whatever happens will be his fault.

He stares at his task. Of course Mumbo has to be his… butler? Whatever Mumbo is. But he does know it’s making his life one hundred times harder.

Grian doesn’t want Mumbo to die. Not like… like Last time. He can’t cause Mumbo’s permadeath again. Not when he’s finally back and here and maybe not allies with Grian but still there to talk to and hang out and laugh with.

Grian killed Jimmy and Mumbo, Last time. His sword plunged through their chests and he justified it as retaliation in his head but he knows it wasn’t. He knows it was the red coursing through him and flooding his brain, turning his vision the color of red, red blood, even on yellow. He can’t kill them again.

But he does. He tries, so hard, not to. But they die anyway, and it’s his fault. They’re gone, just like Last time.

Jimmy had been celebrating. He wasn’t first out anymore, his Curse was broken. He was finally happy. 

Now he’s gone again.

Mumbo had just come back. He had just died, just turned Red. But he was back. Two Games without him, but he was finally back. 

Now he’s gone again.

Grian laughs with everyone else, a silly little Game with no long-term consequences. They’ll be respawned back home, waiting for them. Lizzie, waiting for her husband; Jimmy, waiting for his friends; Mumbo, waiting for Grian.

He logs out with everyone, momentarily in whatever Limbo they’re put in between sessions.

But he soon rejoins the world, and looks out over the utter destruction he’s caused. He looks to the hastily-made graves for the three final lives lost, signs crooked and words misspelled so poorly they’re barely legible. He looks at the homes around him, three of which their owners will never come back to. He looks to the Secret Keeper, the puppet master of their lives for the past month. He can feel his pulse move past the twenty-eight hearts on his arm, mocking. He’s alive, but they aren’t. Something he doesn’t deserve.

Grian screams. Gut-wrenching, painfully raw, full of emotion. It echoes through the world, empty of all other life.

This must be how they feel, trapped and utterly alone. 

At least there’s no one to see them cry.

#trafficblr #life series #grian #angst #secret life smp #secret life #secret life spoilers #(but i think everyone knows at this point) #ahhhhh #i speed wrote this #poor man is going THROUGH it #so. session 6 huh? #abyss writes #something something the parallel of secret life being the season mumbo is in #like last life #and grian being responsible for jimmy and mumbos permadeaths in both LL and SL

[theminecraftbee]

for the record I AM at the timeskip now and. the fun thing about one piece is the world is so BIG that I can absolutely get away with my one piece AU taking place during canon and having just never crossed paths with it (pending the devil fruit I accidentally predicted I may have to change whichever one that is to keep to the rule of ‘only one devil fruit of any given power exists at a time’). so now I’m like… trying to imagine what my AU cast would think of the summit war, man. the entire world hears of it, after all.

do you think bigb or pearl lost anyone in the battle at marineford? they wouldn’t have time to mourn, not much; with the chaos that erupts thanks to whitebeard’s death, they have their hands full almost immediately trying to keep order on a seas filled with pirates trying to fill that vacuum. they’re both promoted; somehow, Pearl tells bigb quietly, it doesn’t feel earned at all. bigb wants to say that’s for the best, but it’s not, not with the list of names they aren’t allowed to tell anyone so the world government can claim the victory was more of a rout than it was. it’s a sudden, grim reminder of why they do this in the first place; it’s a sudden, grim reminder of the corruption and power that works against their ideals as well.

do you think the ties and clocker pirates find each other again? safety in numbers; if the marines can end the age of such mighty pirates, they’re in danger from them just as much as other pirates, and besides, etho and cleo may not be the world’s most notorious pirates, but they’ve been at this for a long time and made some enemies they’ve outlasted and outsmarted. the breakout at impel down is unlikely to have any of those enemies, right, but—well, just for a bit they’ll be one crew again, just in case. (now, if only their crews could stop fighting about the name. no, the letters don’t make a good acronym, stop trying!)

the unlucky pirates—sorry, sorry, the bad boy pirates—miss the news for multiple islands, because they think they’re too cool to keep up with the newspaper. it’s only after some unusually impassioned attempts to kidnap and/or kill jimmy that they realize something’s… changed. and it’s only stopped on an island where they have a chance to breathe that joel spots the news in the headlines and realizes why.

martyn looks at jinbe in the news and raises an eyebrow. well. he’s still helping humans, but at least he’s no longer a government dog. next to him, scott wonders what will happen at home now that whitebeard can no longer claim fishman island is under his protection from pirates. but—well, neither of them have been home in a long time. they’ll figure it out.

and for a moment, everything seems to hold strangely still for the whole world.

then they just—

move on.

they have their own lives to lead after all. and they may be changed, but they still have their own things to do.

#ll op au #ANYWAY SO HOW ABOUT THAT MARINEFORD HUH. #one piece spoilers #I GUESS? THEYRE LIKE A DECADE OLD BUT WHY NOT. #this is very self-indulgent now allow me to go be sad about ace.

[quietzones]

For some reason my copy of mgsv does not render quiets eyelashes which I think fundamentally changed my perception of her

#I noticed it like 3 years ago comparing screenshots and was like HUH? #she pluckin those thangs #also one of my dd soldiers (which I based an entire oc off) changes eye colour depending on what she’s wearing?? #strange things happening on there #I have so mnay hours in that game maybe I’&ll get to posting my clips properly Idk #qzth

[rearranging-deck-chairs]

13/dhawan: too orange 12/missy: too blue 10/simm: too suits in offices

this is the burden of the thoschei shipper

#IVE COMPLAINED BEFORE AND I"LL DO IT AGAIN #aesthetically im fighting my way up mount perdition both ways in the snow or whatever the kids say #twissy is most fixable #13s era has some cool landscape shots #ten/simm are ON THE FUCKING PHONE OH MY GOD #im sure theres like some good meta or whatever good analysis good reasons for why they must be so fucking boring but Oh My God #how am i supposed to make this look nice boys!!!!! #im just back in the telepathy dirt scene every time how do i make the suits and offices look nice #thank god they invented whatsapp huh #the phooonnee!!!!!!!! #im not really mad im like giggling but just #do you ever watch last of the timelords?? #it's not pretty #why must one of the most heartwrenching thoschei scenes be iN SUITS AND UGLY OFFICES #they should be in like. gowns. on the moors. on the top of a tower like rapunzel. on a ship breaking up in a storm at sea #anything

[i-am-literal-nightmare-fuel]

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#It’s a little bit overwhelming haha #Being gone for so long and having a rather scary experience over there #Then coming back to people saying they want to k-ll themselves! #And somehow you’re the person they’re telling #The person with a history of bad mental health #And who just got home #is extremely jet lagged #Tired constantly and just overall not with it #Yeah #okay #good people #huh #i’m too much of an empath #I need to be more of a bitch #Then they’ll stop #vent post #vent tw #woah

[flovverworks]

emu would love niconiconii

#stardust speaking ! #in every way. the words the pose the meaning. i think they should get along #akiras too normie they WOULD find it cute but also be all huh?? uh??? seeing it the first time..<333 #do u ever think about nico and in ur mind is (nico gbf portrait) phalanx #the ll collab events were so good........ #love live isnt superlong is it. i should just watch it

[corvusternion]

that response is very funny for reasons

> who the fuck ^re you. show yourself, cow^rd

#grumblr #unreality #anonymous #asks #no. i ^m not ^w^ke enough for this. #i didnt w^nt to w^ke up to someone h^ving ^ godd^mn crush #i. gog #i ^m not p^id enough for this. i ^m not p^id for this ^t ^ll. #corrtalks #im ^ssuming youre m^sking quirk #th^t reminds me of someone #huh

[bad-traffic-smp-ideas]

Last Live: everyone has to stream and donations do all sorts of "fun" stuff like giving one piece of equipment, crafting materials etc (the price is relative to viewer count so it's not that pay to win)

... Wait. That's just. That's just the Hunger Games, isn't it-

#they. they get the donations from sponsors and- #it's modern hunger games. #huh- #bad traffic idea #bad ll idea #ask #trafficblr #last life smp #good idea

[pan-gya]

#gyaa rambles #type moon #fate/stay night #fate #unlimited blade works #ubw #lord el melloi ll #lord el melloi ii case files #el melloi #waver velvet #atrum galliasta #explaining why i ship waver and atrum to my friend who hasnt read el melloi has been a trip man #sanda was insane for doing that with atrum #like wow really went out of your way to make me care about him huh #also i made this meme before i came up with the crack ship #anyways i have many feelings on their friendship 😭

[mobtism]

WHY IS TENZA BLOND

#this looks so off to me. WHY IS HE BLOND #🌟 #they butchered my boy. this is so lame & sad #well. ig butchered IS a fitting word huh. ngjdncjd anyway 😞 #tenza he/lls par/adise. btw #i feel like ive already made this post before. but icr #its been awhile since ive watched the jigo/kura/ku anime #my god tho... tenza... 🫶🥺 #UGH i dont want to see. his anime death

[boundbysand]

i am having Thoughts about my own lasting life character tonight.

something about truly undying loyalty, being shown kindness across the board from places they shouldn’t have come from, being offered more life than he’d started out with and still giving it all up for the one person he’d been loyal to the entire time. being underestimated and underestimating himself, resigning himself to a death he was sure would come, then surprising himself to the point of hopelessness when he gets to the end. having a vague and coy conversation with his partner minutes before mass destruction where he tries to say “you’re going to win, no matter what, and i’m going to make sure of it” and they understand with a resigned acceptance.

a final battle where he has to turn on those he’s come to trust and love when he hadn’t been eager to fight the entire game. coming to find that he’s better than he thought he was. realizing that it was worse watching his entire team reach the end because they’re the ones who have to fight. having to kill someone he deeply treasures alongside his partner and immediately turning around towards them when it’s done, taking off his armor, and saying “alright, kill me” and they don’t hesitate. he can finally breathe once it’s over and done with and he gets to rest peacefully knowing the one he loved won and even more so understood that he wanted them to live more than he could ever want to win.

#man you really can make any minecraft media poetic huh #i’m having many thoughts and emotions about the last session #this game will have such a special place in my heart #castor.exe #ll castor #lasting life

[tonya-the-chicken]

Should I? Should I desire things? Will something grant me strength if I desire things?

#I could write a post saying the lion represents capitalist corporations but I wouldn't be myself to do that #like this is something 'll post to make sure you know I am kidnapped #so much wonder will go away though huh #dungeon meshi #I m going to re read this manga

[angorwhosebabyisthis]

finally cracked open the backstory novellas with povs from pre-war lorien and holy shit we do not have time to unpack all that (i am going to unpack all that)

#lorien legacies #LL loric #lies on my back and stares at the ceiling #'what a series huh' #'moogle it's the third novella' #granted it's not the third novella i've /read/ and that's just last days of lorien #but jfc #also i loved lexa back in the day and i am crossing my fingers she does not turn out to be A Horrible Person and Not in the Fun Way #please writers i beg you give me this #LL tag #LL crit tag #the crit files #LL lexa

[infizero]

god it really is so insane that grian has always kind of pushed away his teammates and preferred to do stuff on his own and then as soon as hes actually on his own he gets upset about it. that is so fucking him im gonna be sick

#obviously this isnt the real reason but its like. man after four seasons of causing misfortune and death for whoever's foolish enough to #team with him. maybe everyone's learned to stay clear of him #just a thought #also just. the hypocrisy and emotional unintelligence of it all. oh grian my favorite little emotionally stunted freak #looks like you might've pushed away everyone for good this time. isnt that what you wanted? #being alone isnt as fun as you thought it'd be huh? #also talking about the LL!Scar parallels. it is a little vindicating to see grian go thru a very similar thing after having been one of #the main people antagonizing scar when he was already down during last life #though grian's lucky that he hasnt experienced that cruelty as much. at least for now. hes just alone and joel was a little salty to him #scar was alone and everyone was so consistently awful for him. im so serious i truly believe scar's experience in LL was the worst #anyone's ever had it in this series. i havent watched everyone's povs so i cant say that for sure but like holy fuck dude. #ANYWAYS. just some of my thoughts smile #serena.txt

[trucbiduleschouettes]

Me: gets angry and speak my mind because fuck being nice and not saying anything, justified anger or not

My body: and now we're gonna give you a case of the full body shiver and stomach curl of stress and anxiety for being the worse person alive

#I hate my body I hate it I hate it #If I was too harsh I ll apologize tomorrow because rn im too emotional to do it properly #but gods I hate that im so used to bottling uo everything and not allow myself to be upset till im breaking that i feel physically sick #argggg #vent #personal #I dont care if Im the bad guy here fuck it #everything fucking SUCKs and I'm fucking TIRED #so what if i m a fucking mean bitch huh #fuck this I dont wanna be nice anymore I dont wanna fucking keep bottling up everything because what if other feels sad #yeah well I feel sad too godamnit #ignore me I'm fine I just need to sleep and step away from the situation and cool down and apologize once I do