#lol im out again bye

[amelia-yap]

AUEGH

#ruby rose #rwby #obligatory tiny distressed ruby #my art #HELLO I HAVE OFFICALLY FINISHED YET AGAIN ANOTHER ONE OF MY SEMESTERS #and holy shit it was the most awful by far #i felt like absolute shit the entire sem and was behind in literally all of my classes #it was so shit that i actually skipped a class because of the stress of being behind on work. which i had never done before. #i am a criminal now lmao i feel so bad #also a little mad at myself because i know i could've done better. i've been doing the bare minimum and cutting corners #which was very noticeable lol #im gonna actually split my upcoming semester this time my ass and health cannot do this anymore #BUT ANYWAY I FINISHED MY SEMESTER RAAAAAAAAGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH #COUGHS OUT BLOOD AND SINKS BACK INTO EARTH'S CORE AND EVAPORATES #IM DONE!!! #also my eyes are really red now for some reason #probably from the lack of sleep or the long hours staring at my bloody laptop idk #probably both #yeah i should go sleep now lol bye #ranting in the tags because i don't know how to talk like a normal person lmao #sorry if you read all this nonsense jkdhkfsdhfkhd #but i should be more active around here again!

[enka11]

big man big fan

#splatoon #splatoon 3 #inkling #big man #flosart #hes so hoodie shaped it was an easy conversion #alright i have to finish an essay now lol bye (HE MAD!) #update: ty for 100 notes! :D i will note that i made this design in the perspective of how convenient id be for me to sew it #so it is relatively simple its just a hoodie with big sleeves and a shaped hood #the hardest thing (to me) would probably be the patterns on the fabric but you could always paint it on!! #im particularly fussy about my sewing projects... so id prbably do sublimation printing #though AGAIN. painting is always an option and whenever i see painted clothing it looks cool af. im just BORING!!! #back again like a day later i just realized you could just cut out fabric pieces in the shape of the pattern and sew them on #and itd have like a quilted (??) sewn on kinda look #thatd be so cute

[todayisafridaynight]

brother was talking to me about how if you almost die from an extreme-temperature-related incident then your body is just forever fucked towards that temperature and that's why i think kiryu and saejima are weak to ice. i dont know why aoki isn't like that too but ignore that statistic everything else tracks.

#snap chats #i already made this post highkey but im making it again cause i didnt know this was an actual real thing ☠️ #my brother learned this when he started to work for target. because apparently that's a thing they tell you frame one #'snap how did this topic even come up' i am LITERALLY so glad you asked :) the cold has almost claimed me twice #am i exaggerating Maybe but its my fucked up body temperature now listen #when i was younger i got locked out of my house for like. three hours since i was a latchkey kid #and my dad wasn't supposed to come home with my siblings (from their after school events) for Three Hours #and it had snowed outside and Was Cold Yeah and i couldn't get in cause i forgot my key like a weiner #and yeah. was really cold :) my dad was real cross with me when he found me shivering in the shed LOL #he made me hot cocoa tho so its ok. second incident's just funny No I Talk About It Evvery Other Week #and im p sure i talked bout the first incident too but yeah that time after the con when i was at my sister's #like i cannot stress how cold it was because It Was Late November and the cold still existed #and my sister's heater just. Didnt Work but yeah. i wont go into detail cause i share this story every five seconds #POINT IS i've always had a hard time with the cold- like i'm cold nearly all the time even if the room is 90 degrees #i wont be COLD cold but i'll be colder than i like #anyways can't believe i'm weak to ice this is so sad. i love winter.. #aoki isn't weak to ice cause uhhhh /aoki/ didnt almost die in the cold 🥴 masato did 🥴 #imagine changing your identity so well that you just remove your past elemental weakness. fucked up. #alright bye

[everymlmhybrid]

this part genuinely makes me feel like eating dry wall like i can't explain how i feel about it without making some of you finally tire of me and block me about it i think

#.txt #reservoir dogs - #sorry for just randomly posting clips . i was actually working on my vid i swear but then i started Thinking. and here we are. #anyways going genuinely insane in the tags . i'm so sorry. -> #(im only sorry for the sheer amount of tags or if u disagree w/ my interpretations / headcanons. if ur just annoyed lmfao sucks to be you!) #anyways. you guys ever think abt the way orange HAS TO know white's lying to him abt his odds of survival. #bc i think abt that genuinely constantly. all the time thinking about it. #also the ''joe's gonna get you 100% again'' -> first of all . lol. second of all -> ''he was the only one i wasn't 100% on'' hello? HELLO!! #also freddy's voice here makes me feel like punching walls . like it makes me wail in anguish. #no but yeah i think abt the theme of lying & the fact some of the first lies we hear are in this scene in a way #also this part is leaning wayyy harder on headcanon but i always think. like if orange WASNT lying abt who he is. then it'd be reasonable #forhim to not know how likely he is to die and/or how blatantly larry's lying (''i'm talking days!'') but as a cop he SOOO knows he's fcked #but like . what's he gonna do. ''hey i know that's bullshit'' like obviously not and partly bc of How he knows but also bc like #you just don't argue with the only guy who's caring for you while you're seemingly on the brink of death!! LMAO #and certainly not when he's the only one telling you you'll be fine!! even if he's just bullshitting you so you don't freak out!! #I DON'T KNOW i go kinda insane about this scene . as . you can tell. #if you too are insane about this and the implications . don't worry. in several months. my fic will feed you. you will see. #idk . larry lying to and/or for him <33333333 kinda makes me go insane. kinda makes me go wild. #idk. i should be getting ready for bed rn. WHATEVER. bye. logging off. if you read all these i'm in love with you okay #i've just been turngin them around in my head like a microwave for hours so i needed to infodump or else i would explode i think

[silenthillbunni]

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#i hate my brain bc if i go 1 week without talking to someone i've already gone thru the 5 stages of grief #& im in the process of moving on #like im actually in morning every day i dont talk to them. i mourn whatever connection we had & im sad & miss them everyday #**mourning #fr my brain is like ok they're never gonna talk to u again!! that was the last conversation u ever had. say bye to them bc it's over forever #but if my brain goes thru the entire thing w/ interruption ie interaction from them #i will *feel* less (much less) for them. and i'll just be like oh hey a ghost from the past what's up :| #and im aware of how fkn irrational & dramatic this is like wtaf?? this is not healthy nor normal but ig that's just my brain :') #i need constant & intense & 24/7 or else my brain just shuts off. which again isnt normal #this is why im scared of moving out & not living w/ my mom. i fear i will grow detached from her just bc i dont see her everyday... #think this is part of why i isolate myself too lol #my sisters also havent talked to me in weeks and im like?? damn i actually kinda dont care abt u anymore lol

[apathyfairy]

not me pulling up to the starbucks drive thru looking as ugly as humanly possible only to realize that the cute barista boy is working and he got a haircut and he's even cuter than before i fear

#i want to say thank you to my two best friends: oversized sweatshirt and sunglasses for doing their best to hide me #anyway. i didnt see him for so long i thought he quit so i was like good for him but there he is rip me #let me tell u what im not going to do and that is end this hell year with a crush on top of everything else lol so im joking but also not #anyway not to be crazy but here's what happened. i got to the order thing and i was like i have a pickup pls #and i was like oh no it's him bc he's literally the only man that works at that starbucks and he was like ok! drive to the window #and i was like oh wait can i have 2 waters too and he was like oh. i got u :) and i was like.. noooo dont say things like that to me.. #but i was like ok thank u!!! and then i get up there and he's about to hand me the drinks and im like ok yeah he's cuter than i remembered #then he pulls back the drinks and he's like oh wait actually do u need a drink carrier?? and i was like nah im good :) even though i did #and then he gives me 2 trenta waters!!!! trenta!! and im like thank u!!! and he's like yeah!! #anyway. thank u have a good day u too etc etc. but his smile really is sm else tbh. #Anyway. my scorpio venus is trying to break out of the prison i locked her up in but it's not happening. #especially bc if i have a crush. it's not a crush. but if i had a crush on him he'd end up being a scorpio that's just the way my life goes #and im not letting that happen again so im gonna keep watching gilmore girls and rory and dean to remind myself that i do not want or #need a relationship. #but that's a whole other issue bc im on the episode where they finally break up and then the jess thing is going to start #ok nevermind ill watch 48 hours instead ok bye

[torifuckingspring]

the masculine urge to marry a cool mysterious guy who seems to dislike you

#lol i hate myself #i might have fucked up #bisexual #wtf is going on #im way to tired to figure this out #That's rich coming from someone who just drank an energy drink and also a coffee (yes again) #ok fuck it bye

[lily-blue-blue-lily]

not to be dramatic but goodbyes are the worst thing in the world

#all my housemates have moved out now #i just had like a half hour where i had to say goodbye to five different people one after the other #cos my last two housemates left for the last time #so i had to say bye to them #and one of their girlfriends #and then a couple other of my friends came to collect stuff they left here #and now everyones gone and the house is all empty and idk when imma see them all again #its awful #i hate change and i hate goodbyes and i hate this very uncertain weird stage of life im in #now i have to finish packing whilst trying not to cry #i know my life is objectively good and i am very grateful for that but also life sucks and i am sad #idk when i started using tumblr to just ramble all my thoughts about my personal life but its quite a good system lol #ill probably delete this later it feels like im oversharing

[astrxealis]

hozier yoo

#⋯ ꒰ა starry thoughts ໒꒱ *·˚ #yoo his new songs ... the new ep ..... so good #personal fav is 'all things end' you're so right !!!!! #uhh i am a bit stressed bcs lots of things i gotta do but i'll try my best to manage things well #anyway. HELLO good afternoon !! i hope you all have a lovely day or evening or whatever? :< #also i'm still unsure. bs psych or compsci aaa i like both equally with the cons and pros so it's sucky LMFAO i can't decide #it's funny. i recently got woa i wna go to psych and med etc etc bcs i watched a video and was like i wna help ppl fr #but then the tried out chat gpt bcs my mom and dad mentioned it again and i was curious. ai is absolutely terrifying yet so interesting #there's a bunch of data that goes into that stuff and i've been interested since #i first went to this science museum here in the ph! i really wna go again sometime aaa i miss that place. i still rmbr it #robots are super interesting to me haha sometimes i forget my clubs as a kid were engineering robotics coding related #and only in middle school it turned to. more sporty clubs LMFAO but even then i always preferred tech stuff lol #except i am extremely interested in psych and the like and SCIENCE and RESEARCH and all that but compsci just as much #i am not fond as fond of. chem and bio? bio depends on the specifics of what it is #but then arghhh physics is uh. idk i prefer it actually now that i think abt it LMFAO but math is. smth i love but also it's hard #IDK OKAY i'm still conflicted. uhghm. i love both and both are difficult but i like that lmfaooo #research is smth im interested in a lot and so is data stuff! snd then eventually im interested in either compsci or psych as a career #and both are things im interested in a lot even if i dont end up. going into that career #IDK ANYMORE BYE anyway play gbf and have a lovely weekend

[todayisafridaynight]

my dads never beating the masumi arakawa kin allegations why the fuck did he say to me 'i was like both your mother and father when you were growing up' ???????????

#snap chats #this coupled with my dad just offhandedly being like 'i used to want to be a girl growing up' .... bonkers #he's not wrong tho like before my mom drove him off like an evil witch he really did everything for us #i regularly say i dont have a mom so i mean. my dads free to take the title too ig LOL #hes goofy as hell tho he also has a chronic condition of loving my mom so much. excpet my mom sucks a lot unlike akane #i dont even know why he does .. we regularly talk bout how cringe she is/was but he'll always be lke She Wasn't Always Like That #WELL SHE IS NOW OLD MAN you already blocked her number JLAKRWJFLAKJ #he makes me sad whenever we talk bout her cause he just has so much love for people when he shouldnt 💀 #oh but yeah. in case it wasnt obvious i hung out with my dad today :]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]] best day EVER I GOT JOLLIBEES #AND MY DAD GOT ME A CUTE LIL GIRAFFE BRACELET VLAEKJVLEKJVLEKJ i cant escape kirins #he keeps giving me bracelets i sound lke a maraca when i shake peoples hands now #ok bye maybe ill doodle something #jk im making tea. again. i had tea.

[caramelmochacrow]

probably gonna be inchoherent af but ABYSSMARE COVER YIPPEEEEE

they covered "monster" or "kaibatsu" by yoasobi, just search monster or kaibatsu by abyssmare U WILL NOT REGRET IT.

#crow talks #d4dj #d4dj groovy mix #staying up yet again lol #abyssmare man.... #i think theyre just checking things out w them but like. the cover is preddy swag lol #idk what im sayinb but the cover is cool listen it pls #im so tired lol sorry im gonna sleep bye bvyeeeeeee

[koluniie]

☆ ～('▽^)-

#yes i changed my username again #i domt know what im doing anymore #nightsky and le stars #shiny #im slowly running out of ideas lol #also if u read my tags for some reason im not going to be able to post as often anymore bc school is starting so uh yeah #school sucks #my art #ocs #digital art #aesthetic #cute art #hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh #lmao bye

[partyinthemysterymachine]

me @ me "you're supposed to be editing and making it shorter and more concise and not adding a bunch of new paragraphs and words to the damn thing so shut the fuck UUUUUUPPPPPPP" while working on writing the next chapter of goomt challenge

#ches writes #goomt #:3c dontcha guys just LOVE me when i do this :3cccccccc????????????? #yeah. i sure do love me too <3 i'm having a blast :) (no i'm not. omg me shut uUUPPPPPPPPP LMAOOO) #(ME @ ME UR WORSE THAN H A R R Y SOMETIMES STFUUUUUUUUUUUUU) #im sorry gang. i just like to want to be able to tell a story 😔 gomen nasai minna-sans 😔😔😔😔😔🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏 #yet this is my Curse to Bear; so SUCK IT (@ me @ me @ u @ me) #(no rly i pwomis i'm working on it LOL) #(i unfortunately just have to Write Out A Bunch Of Words before i can Start To Cut Them All Out (Again™️)) #THAT'S ALL #lmao maybe One Day i'll try to keep and release The Writing Process #and show what the original states of a previous chapter of GOOMT looks like before the Final Product goes out lol #idk would u guys like that?? would u like to see it?? Asking Honestly ngl #and no harm done if not <3 For Real tho my feelings won't be hurt it's just a Curiosity of mine :3c #anyway BYE i gotta go grab me some more Energy Dranks 😩😔 #(i subside mostly on Adderall; frozen pizzas from Target; and Lots of Energy Drinks. idk does it show?? LOL #(don't answer that it's rhetorical i know that it does <333 I'M AN ARTIST AND A GEMINI OK. LIFE IS MY CHAOS)) #and u all just get to Observe It <3 Lucky U LOL #ok byyyeeeee~~~

[ihatebnha]

Hi. I don’t know if you’re taking requests right now and I understand if not. I was wondering, if you might be able to write an Aizawa x reader comfort? Honestly, I just had to put down my 13 year old dog and I just can’t stop crying. I just miss her so much. I totally understand if this isn’t up your alley, just thought I’d ask. Thank you.

MY apologies for being late!!! I wouldn’t really say I’m writing anything right now, but I can give you some Aizawa comfort thoughts, if that’s okay?

I’m so sorry to hear about your loss. May your baby rest easy🤍

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Hmmm though... I feel like, even though he can be a bit tough, Aizawa is one of the better people to go for when it comes to comfort... because he both totally understands, but also really knows what to do to make you feel at least the tiniest bit better. A great mix of cuddling, letting you eat ice cream, and keeping you busy so as to help you not dwell on whatever might be hurting.

Whenever things get bad, whether it's losing a pet or because it's just... One Of Those Days, he does his best to plan out little activities for you, even if it's simply taking a walk before work or going grocery shopping after and making dinner together. Taking you to the nice park w/ the flowers on his day off, or sending you cookie recipes he thinks looks good... all the while making time for at least a little cuddle every night, where it's safe for you to express anything and everything you want to. Feelings, tears, stories... even just little exchanges about work and jokes, if you had any.

(Or kisses and the like, if you want that too, but... he's not going to initiate anything unless it's something YOU bring up. Pleasure like that is the last thing on his mind when you're in distress cuz... he just wants to take care of you.)

Anyway, alongside all of that, though... he definitely makes an effort to bring you home a treat whenever he comes home, at least so you can have something nice for yourself after crying. A yummy cookie, maybe, a mug he saw in the window of a coffee shop and thought you'd like, a note from his students; all being his own silent way of cheering you on and reminding you that it's okay.

I also think... he'd be really adamant about holding a funeral for your pet, too. Even if you didn't feel up to it, or didn't have any remains, he'd still want to hold a small ceremony or celebration of life so you could both express your gratitude and say goodbye. Even if it was just a little prayer, candle or incense, it would be done to show how much he cared for them, too (and he wouldn't really require you to speak so much as just... be there for it and watch).

And obviously, as a pet lover himself, when you were ready, he'd definitely help you set up a little shrine for your puppy, too. Change the water on the flowers and buy little treats for her whenever he could.

#aizawa #hope this was alright!!! #i realized i missed a bunch right as i was wrapping up... so some of it might seem a little hastily added #again tho... im so sorry to hear about ur dog #13 is really old tho so i dont doubt you gave her the best life imaginable #and she knows how much she's loved and that u did what was best for her #she's hanging out w/ my kitties now too and they'll take care of her #LORD now im crying lol bye #but hoping u feel better soon <3<3 #now another lucky dog will get to experience ur love too #and thats a beautiful thing #ask #anon #caitie things #pet death tw #pet death mention tw #queue

[munamania]

is it really really stupid to give her the gift. i know she’s not worth it and im making myself feel like shit over and over and i need to stop and it doesnt matter how sad or angry i am about it she’s not just gonna dump him and even if she did i wouldn’t like. want to be the second choice (not that i inherently would be. weirdo dream scenario) and it’s just not gonna affect her much to not see me anymore and i have to be okay with that. and im truthfully not rn but i have to be cause that’s the reality. anyway lost my point there

#like. i just cant imagine class being over monday and just being like. ok bye forever ig. or not rlly saying anything #idk guys im sorry i know ive gone on and on and on nonstop for months #it just sucks #even if i think back to monday like. it's classic baby steps of leading me on and i fortunately for once didnt nip at the bit right away #but just the little ways she looked at me and smiled or joked around. kinda flirty. just for her to yk #post the bereal today and hes in it and its like 'wait let me get a shirt on' so just blatantly fucking yk. didnt even have to do my sleuth #work. and like. i know maybe ive overreacted to a lot of it and over thought it and she really didn't intentionally do a lot of it #and wasn't ever confused or anything and i just told myself that to justify being sooooo bonkers over it. idk #so it's like. with all that in mind. no i should not give it to her i should just walk out of class and not talk to her again #but the wounded part of me the 17 yr old in me is desperately asking why it's so easy for someone to get over me #but she was never into me! or at least not enough yk. she has a boyfriend. and that yk. shouldve been enough #but i got so lost in all these little signs and feelings of tension and #i guess. lol look at me abt to say this. doesnt help to dwell (lol!) but who knows if it was mutual some of those times when it just Felt #tense. yk. or if she just has problems and really liked the ego boost #cause boy did i make it fucking easy to enjoy my attention! and i never ever ever shouldve done all that bc she wasnt mutually engaging #at least not till like. october. and only briefly. and i just. ugh #anyway :( whatever. i know the answer is no. i know it's no i know i shouldnt #but as i was saying. the wounded part of me wishes i could make her feel even a fraction of the hurt or even just fucking regret #but not pity. but regret for being an asshole. if i could just say something as my final word or something and still be dignified #but i just dk how that would happen. so. yeah #hopefully this is one of my runner up last posts about her #film girl saga