#loveliest lovely anons ❤️

[singsweetmelodies]

Hiii Katie!! I am so sorry for the incoming word vomit in this ask but I just had to get this out or it would have driven me to madness. I am not a writer and this idea won't leave my brain

It started with wine, red wine, maybe merlot. charles is just trying to relax in his hotel room in the soft white robe that the hotel has provided, is idly scrolling through insta and is drinking merlot because he read on a tik tok that wine relaxes you and tik tok is always right. He is a slow drinker though because lorenzo says he's a lighthead and should drink his drinks slowly to not become tipsy and lorenzo is always wise. His lips have been stained red, making him look every bit of the ferrari driver that he is. At first he thinks he is imagining it but no someone is pounding on his hotel door. With great reluctance he goes to open it only to be faced with the sheepish faces of one carlos, behind him lando, max and pierre, all of them holding ps controllers. Wordlessly he invites them in and carlos rushes to explain that his girlfriend was staying with him and they needed to play this new game that is just so lit charles. "damn they do spoil you lot", whistles lando, taking in the big (messy) room. He can feel pierre staring at him and subconsciously he wonders if he has something on his face before realising it's his red stained lips. He chuckles to himself, pierre was always a sucker for lips. Outloud he welcomes them in, offers them drinks and makes small talk with them while they set up the playstation like his maman taught him is polite to do. He is many things but he will never be a careless host. He knows that now it's not only pierre, that now they are all sneaking in glances at him when they think he isn't looking but charles had a sixth sense for cameras and eyes. He knows that the right thing to do would be to discard his robe to wear a shirt over his boxers and to discreetly wipe off the wine with a tissue and to join them for playing but damn him, he finds he likes having this power over them too much, this power where they're all attracted to him but only he has the choice to choose. So like any minx, he drops himself onto the lone armchair, politely declines to play saying he's just not in the mood and resumes his insta scrolling. If he pouts or bites him lips just a little extra than his usual, well that's for him to know. He smirks to himself when all of them are less boisterous than usual and he knows it when max leaves with a hard on, when carlos lingers his eyes on him or when lando looks like he has just discovered sex is a thing. But he only lingers with pierre.

Next time also happens innocently enough or not. His maman dragged him along for shopping along and now they're in a beauty store. His maman tries all the shades of lipstick on the back of his hand and before she can decide on one, they are interrupted by riccardo and martha while they're out baby shopping. riccardo is as annoying as his brothers therefore instead of saying hello like a normal person, he comes up behind him and starts tickling him until he can't stand and is a breathless mess. he can see them greet his mom and ask her what they're looking for. when he finally gets his breath back, riccardo is looking at him mischievously when he says "you know, this would suit you so well charlo" just before jumping at him to swipe his lips. He can hear martha and maman laugh while he tries to fight him off but he knows he doesn't try too hard. He lets himself be pulled in front of a mirror and he knows someone is saying something but he doesn't hear them because he is struck by how pretty his looks. not just pretty but pretty. before he wipes it off, he makes sure to take a selfie and send it to pierre and he can just imagine his reaction.

Next time, he tries on a lipstick that is only one shade darker than his lips in the team debrief after friday and wonders if anyone will notice. Ofcourse carlos notices. He can feel him staring from the opposite side, he can feel him looking at his lips. But he doesn't say anything.

His love for red lips just keeps growing and so do his attempts to show it.

Five fridays later, he shows up on saturday with the perfect shade of red that suits him and makes sure to jovially greet max. he can almost hear something grind to a halt in max's brain. when he gets pole by 3 tenths, he momentarily wonders if this can be considered mind games and if michael would be proud before focusing on flashing his most brilliant smiles to the camera

OK IM DONE IM SORRY FOR THIS!! You and Akira have inspired me too much. This post is also to thank for it.

https://at.tumblr.com/watercolor-hearts/so-yeah-i-couldnt-resist-trying-it/t5y0mhtnhyis

oh my GOD!! okay, anon, don't you dare apologise, because this is absolutely GENIUS and I loved every second of it. OMG!!

ahhhhh, so much to scream about here, but firstly, visuals 💋

(image credits to this post from @watercolor-hearts - you are brilliant for finding this, anon!!)

secondly. SECONDLY. babe are you sure you're not a writer?! because this is a spectacular idea and i would give half of my left arm to read it, lmao. little minx/tease charles my BELOVED... give me more of it. more of it ASAP. *discord blurry eyes react*

also!! charles using his red lips as a form of mindgame - now, i'm no schumi expert, but i'm pretty sure he would've arched an eyebrow and been pretty impressed by that. DAMN. chef's kiss! (pun unfortunately intended.)

i'm going to tag @effervescentdragon here too, because you did say akira inspired you too, and because i think she should see it immediately. EVERYONE should see it immediately!! anon, your brain is absolutely massive and i am quite simply on my knees for you 😘 thank you so so much for sharing this epic idea!

#asks & answers #anon #loveliest lovely anons ❤️ #genius anons 😍❗ #the 💋 anon #i am not kidding omg you are a GENIUS for this #AHHHHHH i am losing my mind slightly over those charles lipstick pics #BUT ALSO THE SHIPS HERE #charles with his sixth sense and arguable attention kink enjoying the power over them all makes me want to scream tbh #you are a GENIUS for that #and and and #'pierre was always a sucker for lips' ILY BECAUSE I THINK THAT IS SO SO TRUE OMG #also 'lando looks like he's just discovered what sex is' i'm crying laughing anon j'adore #AND THE IDEA OF CHARLES WEARING LIPSTICK IN A FERRARI BRIEFING #WELL #WELL WELL *WELL* #when in rome do as the romans do... when in ferrari do as ferrari does. which is to say; red. all over. oh i LOVE that #i will even grant you the lestappen in this case because i am cackling over the picture of max.exe just stopping functioning #and outwardly angelic sharl going on to take pole... yeah. YEAH #give me more of this universe because i genuinely think i am hooked #OMG #❗❗❗💋

[trentskis]

claudia you are such a kind person with beautiful energy and I love seeing you on my dash. i looove your positivity and your takes on things. and you are so gorgeous too❤️

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#thank u thank u thank u soo much this is one of the loveliest things i have ever read 😭 #thank u for finding my energy beautiful no one has said that 2 me before and it means a lot!!! #thank u also for loving my positivity bcus sometimes im like.. am i just in denial SHCJDJF #this msg made me so happy thank u so sooo much ❤️❤️ #ask #anon

[gabessquishytum]

Feeling like some family fluff ❤️

Dream and Hob reunite in the modern day, clear the air about 1889, and somehow manage to confess their feelings. There’s just one little hitch to keep Hob from immediately jumping into this relationship: either by adoption or by accident, Hob has a small child that has to be his first priority. And they are a feral little creature to nearly anyone who isn’t Hob, and very protective of their father.

Dream is rather nervous to be introduced to someone whose opinion is so important to Hob, but determined to try his best to like and bond with the tiny human, for the sake of his relationship with Hob.

Upon meeting them, the kid starts by biting Dream’s hand. He is enchanted.

So wrapped up in his worry about messing this up, he’d forgotten how much he genuinely likes kids, and look at how delightful and interesting this one is! They’re the sweetest angel in the world to Hob, which reminds him of some of his loveliest dreams, and does their level-best short of maiming to scare Dream off, reminding him of his youngest nightmares. They’re the best of both worlds, and Dream is besotted, no longer just for Hob’s sake.

The child is growing more and more torn about the situation. On the one hand, no one they’ve ever met has been good enough for their dad, and they’re reluctant to admit that this guy might be the exception. On the other hand, he can do magic, which is pretty cool. On the other other hand, their personal pride at their ability to chase anyone off is at stake here. But on the other other other hand, it’s kinda nice that he never gets angry at their tricks or threats, and in fact seems to enjoy them. Not to mention their dad seems to actually really care whether or not this guy sticks around, which is significant.

Hob tries his best to rein his kid in when they’re like this, but he can’t help but see their feralness as a kind of zest for life and therefore isn’t very good at reprimands. Dream tends to wave off his apologies anyway, and his obvious delight at the child’s creative antics (not trying to tame or gentle them, but appreciating them as they are) does funny things to Hob’s heart. This might work out after all.

-🪽anon

Oh yes this is very sweet. I love it when Hob is a dad.

And oh, I love the idea of Dream having to go through the traditional ritual of "You're dating my dad and I hate that about you." As every potential step-parent should.

And the best part it - Dream loves it. He loves being scrutinised by this very small human, who is so like Hob in many ways. He doesn't mind how feral the kid is, basically because they are clearly having a really great time trying to chase Dream away. The whoopee cushion prank in the middle of the new inn was pretty epic, even Hob has to admit that, and he's never seen Dream laugh so much.

Maybe somewhere along the line Hob has a big emergency and there's no one to babysit, so he calls on Dream to help. The child is secretly thrilled because a) Dream is magic and they secretly love that and b) being alone with Dream is the perfect opportunity to be as feral as possible and prove that Dream is not up for the job of dating their dad.

But Dream turns out to be a rather excellent babysitter, and keeps very calm during all the antics that occur. Eventually he sits down on the bedroom floor in the middle of the chaos with the kid and they actually talk for a bit. The kid shares some concerns about whether Dream will actually stick around, whether he'll be nice to Hob, all of that stuff. And Dream (not exactly king of communication) tries his best to promise that he does want to be with Hob longterm and that he's learnt a lot about not hurting people, recently.

Hob returns to find his kid tucked in and snoring away (benefits of having the literal sandman putting you to bed, Hob is so jealous). They end up kissing on the sofa because Hob is kinda horny about Dream’s potential parenting skills, and in the morning the kid begrudgingly admits over breakfast that maybe it would be ok if Dream comes over more. And takes Hob for dates. Maybe.

But no kissing. They got up to pee last night and saw more than enough of that 🤮 <33

#🪽 anon #the sandman #dreamling

[konigsblog]

All I just want to say is, I love your blog.

all your dead dove fics / darkfics scratches a sickening, traumatised part of my brain and I’m love it.

I don’t support this stuff ofc but… it scratches good. Also your blog doesn’t make me feel like bad a person for reading, wanting or liking these fics.

Anyways, keep doing your fics! Ignore those people who try to bring you down ❤️

of course, i also don't support any of the things i write, writing and reading it doesn't mean we support these actions IRL. (⁠ ⁠ꈍ⁠ᴗ⁠ꈍ⁠)

and i'm happy that you're able to enjoy my work and fics, and i'm happy my blog is free from judgement (aside from the bitchy anons that come back every now and then...)

thank you for your sweet words, my loveliest!!! i appreciate your words and message 🌷🫂🪽

[lacebird]

Dude, going through your Hayden Christensen tag and it is everything to me. Your tags on all Hayden related posts are so related and me coded. Thank you for your service ❤️ That man has THEE BEST SMILE. It is literally the loveliest 😩

asdfgf ANON I LOVE THIS ASK THANK YOU AAA

Hayden makes me go all stupid and I love him sm. I'm happy my tags are relatable to people, makes me feel a little less crazy 💜

and his SMILEEEEEE SEND HELPPP

he's so soft and sweet i wanna cryyyyy 😭💜 imagine him looking at you like this i'd literally collapse 😭

#like the way his eyes scrunch up when he smiles bYEEEEEEEEE AAAA #he's so PRECIOUSSS #also gET OFF ANON AND INTO MY MESSAGESSS WE NEEDA BLABA ABOUT THIS MANSS #adsfdghfg #asks #hayden christensen

[oddmawd]

I also want to point out that you have been doing ALOT of work emotionally and mentally to answer and respond to these types of asks the last few days that can be super draining.

I’m not sure what feels good for you for support, but please know I am here and so is the community to hold space for you friend. ❤️

oh my god toomanycats you are the sweetest human ALIVE, WTF HOW ARE YOU SO NICE??? thank you omg, this was such a nice message to get after the past few days of anon-ask-hell!

also yo it's been a WEIRD couple of days, first that weird anon bullying people over reader inserts and now THIS? wild to me someone is reacting to "hey watch your back, that can get you in trouble" with this much hostility...is there something in the water??? another eclipse?????

ANYWAY...thank you again, and i hope you have the loveliest of lovely nights, ily <3

#thank you for the love my friend #i am so happy we're friends!!!!

[saltpepperbeard]

hi lets show some love for our mutuals. tag your favorite mutuals and tell them why you love them

Oh, anon <3. I so very love that you're spreading this loveliness around, because I ALSO love talking about dear mutuals so LET'S GOOOOO:

@ella-doe - My WIFEY <3. Arguably the #1 Stiddies Fan, and ASSUREDLY the #1 Daddy Jenki-(GETS SHOT). Talking to her is always such a delight; she's so lovely and supportive. Started from the bottom (occasionally screaming over something in DM's), now we're here <3 (married like 4 or 5 times over at this point idk).

@blakbonnet - MY PARTNER IN CLOWN CRIMES 🤡. Any time ANYTHING clown-specific occurs, Meow is like the first person I think of hsdjksds. And I think the feeling is mutual; we both have matching rainbow wigs at this point 🤡🤡🤡. Can't wait to start the clownery right back up after season 2 airs lmao like ALRIGHT, SEASON 3 TRAILER???? 🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡

@dickfuckk - Josh and I were having a time and a half when some footage of Taika in his S2 Ed getup dropped lmao. Like we Saw God for a split second there. So he understands me on like a fundamental and deep level. He ALSO has saved my life numerous times when it comes to panels, or any other sort of cast/crew-related video. Had it not been for his sacrifices and battles against Pop[redacted] lmao, I would've missed MANY a panel.

@bizarrelittlemew - Talented beyond belief, like holy SHIT. Makes immaculate gif sets (DJenks even reblogged one so like, 🎵can I make it anymore obvviousss🎵), and is also an INSANE writer. Need y'all to know that Keep Your 'Lectric Eye On Me, Babe is in my regular rotation, but I'm just always so SO astounded by everything she makes.

@snake-snack-stede - Regularly makes me laugh OUT LOUD with her memes and commentary. Like, if ever I come across a post with her name on it, I know there's like a 100000000% chance it will make me release some sort of "bAHAAAAA." The wheezes I've whoozed,,, So, she's always very much a welcome presence on my dash.

@sherlockig - If EVER you need a good screen grab/edit of OFMD, Alexz is 10000% your best bet. Has probably captured and edited every inch of the show, which is perfect for the times where you want to see a specific moment and cry/throw up/pass out over it being so wonderfully frozen.

@stedebonnets - The sweetest, loveliest darling of a human being I ever did know. Is always SO wonderfully supportive, and just radiates warmth and niceties. Also makes IMMACULATE gifs; inspired me to turn up the Coloring Heat on a lot of my own, really! And I also just learned that the first OFMD thing I ever reblogged was actually one of her sets, so she's VERY IMPORTANT TO ME SHDJKLS <3

@xoxoemynn - Speaking of understanding me on a deep and fundamental level lmao, EM UNDERSTANDS ME ON A DEEP AND FUNDAMENTAL LEVEL SHDKJS. We keep cracking each other up because like, we'll share the most random opinion ever, only for us to realize we align EXACTLY. she makes me feel Seen, okay. she makes me feel UNDERSTOOD SHDJKSL. Also, her writing is so so lovely, and her presence is even lovelier <3

@forpiratereasons - Produces some of my favorite writing in the entire fandom. I am so SO fond of so many of her stories, and regularly re-visit a lot of them. Insane to me that we regularly cross paths now, because I remember seeing her works before I was officially in the fandom. AND NOW SHE REBLOGS MY SETS??? AND I CAN ALSO SCREAM DIRECTLY @ HER???? #BLESSED HSDJKLS

@not-nervous-jester - And SPEAKING of favorite writing, darling Jams wrote one of my favorites aka Somewhere in the Water. YES, I bring this up a lot, but LISTEN LMAO, I NEED THEM TO KNOW 🔪. I NEED THEM TO UNDERSTAND HOW LOVELY IT IS/THEY ARE 🔪🔪❤️❤️ HSKDJS. And aside from their lovely writing, they also Hear Me Out and hype up my silly goofy screaming fits, which is ALWAYS appreciated <3

@skysofrey - AN ABSOLUTE RAY OF SUNSHINE. I see those 💛💛💛 in the tags or on a post, and just immediately feel so much sunnier myself. Just so so sweet and lovely, and just like Jams, ALSO furthers my hollering/analysis/breakdowns PFFFF. A Hypeman (gn) for the Screams™

@crueley - Yet another person who just Gets my Taika breakdowns, and has also been the DIRECT CAUSE OF MANY SHDKLSKD. Like sometimes I'll just wander into their gif tag, and lol oh no BOOM I've suddenly spiraled down into the abyss. But I can't even be mad about it because we bonded over Mostin Posts, and have been crashing downwards ever since <3 PFFF

@awkward-fallen-angel - Extremely fond of Heather, because he was one of the first people to ever try and talk to me when I first got into the fandom! It's always very daunting wandering into a fandom space, especially after the fact/after things have already dropped. So, she made me feel welcomed/included, and allowed me to find my footing a bit faster as a result. And even though he's busier with life, I still always think about her! Like, that one picture from last October-ish where it was all the spooky mutuals around the cafeteria table? STILL THE MOOD <3

@blackbeardskneebrace - Miles' art drives me bonkers bananas in the best way possible. They always capture the likeness of the characters SO freaking well, and have posted so many creative pieces that my mind gets boggled on the regular. Also, my go-to for FORGS,,, I really love froggies as well, so seeing Little Guys and subsequent facts about them on my dash is SUCH a delight.

@darkinerry - Regularly decks me upside the head with Taika footage I've never seen before, and I cannot express how happy that makes me LMAO. Like, I'll just be minding my business, and suddenly I'll be steaming in a Jodi-shaped crater in the ground because a Taika Gym Set or something equivalent from Marlena has slammed my sorry self through sheets of bedrock idk </3.

@adickaboutspoons - Writes the most poetic, and I mean, THE most poetic tags. I regularly get exposed to just lovely MASTERPIECES of thoughts, and it's like reading a beautiful fanfiction at the bottom of a gif set. Also, regularly backs Stede up, which is always appreciated because I'm holding him so tenderly in my hands at all times. So she GETS IT <3

@aha-my-villainous-thoughts - Creates some of the most striking art EVER. I've said this before, and I'll say it again; the usage of COLOR knocks my socks clean-off. like lol they're gone where did they go idk i am SOCKLESS OVER SUCH LUMINESCENCE. Every piece seems to GLOW, and it's just an absolute marvel to stumble across each and every time. I'm just in a constant state of being blown away, and LOSING MY SOCKS SHDJKLS <3

#Answered #Anons #OFMD #GASPS FOR AIR #worth it lmao #I will forever write essays on the kind and talented souls around here #It just makes me so so happy to be here #And makes me so so happy to be here with so many LOVELY people

[fuckyeahdindjarin]

not saying that the seams series helped me with todays nyt strands but …

also love everything you write, you are so talented, and thank you for sharing it !!

I've never played NYT Strands before! So I'm guessing the theme was sewing related 🪡 I took a peek at the game, I headcanon that Pin would love doing it as a daily puzzle, but Joel wouldn't have the patience for it and get grumpy real quick 😂

Thank you for this sweetest message, you are now Strands anon going forward! I hope you have the loveliest weekend ❤️

#fuckyeahseams #fuckyeahasks

[lestappenforever]

hi angel c:

i wanted to introduce myself, mclaren video anon is here *shyly waves his hand*

I'm from Czechia so English is not my first language and not even near to it so I'm really sorry if this ask gonna be a mess,, 🥴

I also wrote some Lestappen dynamics asks (for example this one https://www.tumblr.com/lestappenforever/728150895813115904/i-love-lestappen-dynamic-i-love-how-similar-and?source=share), Oblivious Charles Leclerc idea (https://www.tumblr.com/lestappenforever/728236675926556673/i-was-thinking-about-how-the-topic-of-oblivious?source=share), quatar shit-show and a lot of other screaming 👉🏻👈🏻

also I'm the one who's engi-nearing his limit at uni. I'm feeling better now! even though I have some tests already coming next week and I really need to study hard but how am I supposed to do that when LESTAPPEN HAD THE PADEL DATE AND NOW IM CRAVING FOR CONTENT???? I really REALLY HOPE that we'll have some photos. please. Universe, HEAR ME OUT IT'S LIFE OR DEATH SITUATION we need that.

yk I came to F1 cause of cars. I love cars with all my soul. for me it's the most beautiful creation of humanity. cars. cars. and I was like ok cars racing adrenaline and now? here I am screaming about some gay married couples again. I thought it would be my straightest interest. but who am I kidding? 20 men on a grid. how that was supposed to be straight?????

to this ask: I KNOW RIGHT??? IM STILL NOW OVER IT IT'S DEFINITELY THE LOWEST I HEARD HIS VOICE EVER https://www.tumblr.com/lestappenforever/731046319552151552/i-just-want-to-say-remember-that-anon-who-said-in?source=share

Mona, I love you and your blog. I'm so grateful that you're posting all of these, that you're so open to anons and it's so comfortable here😭 THANK YOUUUU THANK YOU THANK YOU you're the best you're the loveliest you're the sunshine and the bless to this fandom

and to end this long ask wanna say about your fanfics. angels roll the dice is a masterpiece. cause of fucking course it's a masterpiece. and the 2nd part of it is my FAVOURITE fanfic about the marriage. every time when I'm feeling lonely I open it and reading. the shoe game is the best part, I'm laughing so hard even though I'm reading it for the 20th time. and the 3rd part... oh my god. I was a bit scared that it's gonna be angsty but I was like "Mona wrote that. C'mon, Denis, you need to read that, whatever it is, it's gonna be a masterpiece". and it was. realistic and so Lestappen-coded. that was beautiful.

19 times the grid saved Lestappen? I couldn't drink my coffee cause of laugh. Let them sing? shit that was so HOT. Lap dance with THAT dirty talk? I was dead. Not Fucking Leaving? couldn't survive that. Mona, you're absolutely my favourite writer on ao3. I don't have enough words to express all my THANK YOU's for you

I hope you're okay, I love you and you are the best

*gives a hug if it's permitted*

Oh my God, Denis (love your name, by the way), hi, hello! It’s so nice to be able to put a name and a blog to some of my absolute favorite anon asks, so I'm so happy you decided to send me an ask off anon. ❤️

I love Czechia - it’s such a beautiful country. And don’t you worry, your English is great and absolutely nothing you ever need to apologize for.

I'm so happy to hear that you’re feeling better about uni, and I am absolutely certain that you’re going to nail your tests next week! And I am so with you about needing more Lestappen content following that padel date - we have honestly been deprived, and I'm crossing everything I have that some high quality photos and videos will appear in the coming days.

Cars are truly beautiful, wonderful creations, and I very much understand why your love for cars would bring you to F1. And I'm so glad it did, because I wouldn’t be having the pleasure of talking to you right now if it wasn’t for that! Even if it did turn out to be as straight of an interest as you had anticipated. 😂

Denis, I don’t think I can express in words how much your ask means to me, and how happy I am to know that you enjoy my blog and that you feel welcome and comfortable here. Because you are so very welcome here - you and everyone else who would like to come into my ask box, on anon or off, or anyone who just want to scroll through my blog in silence. You are so lovely and wonderful and kind, and your ask has truly made my day. I love you. ❤️

And I am so, so incredibly happy and grateful for your kind words about my fics. Nothing makes me happier than knowing my writing can bring such joy to others. Knowing that my words can evoke such emotions in my readers is such a huge honor.

I'm your favorite writer on AO3? 🥹 Please excuse me while I go sob from overwhelming happiness for a while.

Thank you so, so, so very much for this ask, Denis - I love it as much as I've loved each of the asks you’ve sent me on anon in the past, and I hope you know that you can come into my ask box whenever, about whatever, or send me a DM. I hope you’re having a beautiful Saturday, you are absolutely wonderful, and I love you too. ❤️

And I'll happily take a hug any day. 🤗

#Asks #Personal #Not me actually crying a little bit as I read this and typed out my response #paint-it-red-and-black #Denis ❤️

[my-castles-crumbling]

Thank you so much for answering my ask about my sexuality and my gender, I'm the anon who asked about it.

I am a female (you're right), and yes I have thought about identifying as a boy and it has always felt a little weird, because I felt like I was both I think, or like depending on the person I liked.

I mean I like girls, and boys, but then there's times when I want to be a girl and times when like I said before I liked the boy and felt like i wanted to be a boy.

Does that mean I'm genderfluid? I mean sometimes I do think I am, and I wish I literally looked less like one gender, and I wish I could just change my whole face (cuz my face is very feminine, but cuz of my flat chest and body people think I'm a boy) and look and tell people today I identify as this. But I don't think I can do that.... idk anymore, I feel exactly like you said more time, and I wish I can find out soon enough, though 🫠

Thank you for answering my ask. You really really made me feel seen and made me understand myself better. I hope you have the loveliest day/night. Sending you lots of love ❤️

Hi!

Okay, that makes sense! It definitely could mean you're genderfluid. As a genderfluid person myself, I think a difficult part abut being genderfluid when it comes to labels is like...some days you more feel like the gender you were assigned at birth, so then you're like "oh...maybe I'm mistaken?" and some times you feel like the 'opposite' gender so you're like "oh...maybe I'm trans?" and some days maybe you feel like both/neither and then you're like "what the fuck?" At least, that's my experience, lol. It sounds like you could be having similar emotions? But remember, even if you aren't, my emotions can be different than yours and we can both still be genderfluid if that's what feels right to you.

Here are some other labels that you might want to look into as well- not saying you're not genderfluid, just here are some other things that might also/instead feel right to you: (also remember this is just my knowledge, so someone might have a different/better definition. I used the nonbinary wiki for a lot of these actually)

Genderqueer- someone who has a general 'non-normative' gender identity

Demiboy/girl- someone who has a partial connection to a certain gender

Agender- someone who doesn't really have a gender

Bigender- someone who has two genders, either at the same time, or in fluctuation

I think what you said about time is important. Don't push yourself, just take your time figuring out who you are. If you're not comfortable telling people/changing your expression, that's okay! You're already on such a great track by reflecting. Be gentle with yourself <3

#ask #asks #ask cas #queer stuff #queer community #queer #lgbtq #lgbtqia #coming out #genderfluid #genderqueer #gender stuff

[singsweetmelodies]

"All jokes aside: he's agreeing because it's Charles, first and foremost. Pierre has always been a little too protective of Charles - he's the older one, so it's always been natural to draw Charles close to him and try and shield him from the horrors of the world.

It never truly worked, of course. Charles has seen more horrors in twenty-five years than many people see in their whole lives. But that instinct, that need to protect? It's never left."

i haven't stopped thinking about this. i can't stop thinking about this. it just-- i just. yeah, these two paragraphs took my breath and sanity away and i don't know how to move on. i don't know how you're able to describe love that matches my vision of it, but i feel so validated and acknowledged and just. aaaaghhhhhhhh;!)&-);!9!) thank you for writing the way you do, the way you describe love is the way i want it in my life and i have never read it so accurately put down on paper and i keep going back to your stories so i can feel a sense of humanity in myself and i just, yeah. thank you, katie. this means so much to me you have no idea 💗💗

oh my god, anon, i don't even know what to say 😭😭😭😭❤️❤️❤️❤️ except, holy shit, thank you so so so so so much!!!! this means... i have been staring at it all day, and i keep coming back, and just sitting there, wordless, because just. wow. this might be one of the most sincere and beautiful compliments i have ever received? and it means so, so much to me, anon, truly. the fact that my writing could mean so much to you?? it is just mind-blowing, and absolutely the best thing ever, and single-handedly making me want to never stop writing, i think. just. whoever you are, wherever you are - sending you ALL the love i can tonight. may you find a love like this in 2023 ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

#asks & answers #anon #loveliest lovely anons ❤️ #no this one... god i am truly just speechless #this means SO much anon; truly #thank you from the bottom of my heart #for not only feeling this way about my writing #but also taking the time to share it with me! #it means everything ❤️❤️ #and i am just so so so incredibly touched and grateful to you #just. all my love ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ ALL OF IT #(and also on a proud writer note - AHHHHHH thank you so much for noticing those paragraphs omg!!) #(they were the first bits of characterisation i noted down before i'd even started writing ANY of the fic) #(i was just like: ok so why WOULD pierre agree to be fwb with charles like this? what is his character motivation?) #(and my mind immediately just said - protectiveness. bcs he loves sharl more than anyone and just wants to take care of him always) #(and that was the core i built my entire pierre characterisation in this fic around) #(so the fact that you not only noticed it but that it also meant this much to you?) #(just. i have never been so touched by a compliment to my writing before ❤️❤️❤️❤️) #(thank you thank you thank you a thousand times!) #fic: game for two #saving under: things to brighten the rainiest day ❤️

[inevitably-johnlocked]

Omg Steph it’s almost your birthday!! Happiest of birthdays to the kindest, loveliest fandom queen I know 🥰 Btw I’ve made an account just so I could keep up with and chat with you off anon hahah! Will miss your postings (I literally read them first thing in the morning, it gets me through the day) but glad you’ll have a much-deserved break ❤️ Happy Birthday Month to Steph🎉🎉

Hey Lovely!

AHHHHHHHH You're the first for the well wishes!! And you're so very kind, thank you so much!! <3 Truly, it means the world to me that you went so far as to make an account AND that I'm a daily part of your morning routine! Such high praise!

Thank you so much!!! *HUGS*

#steph replies #happy posts #birthday wishes #testimonials #words of kindness #august 27

[sunlightmurdock]

Katie!! 🧡 I’m so sorry you’re having to deal with shithead anons (again 😡 like seriously, anons can we pls grow up already? If you don’t like something, don’t read it, and definitely don’t complain to the author who put their precious time and energy into writing a story for you, for free, about it !) so I just wanted to pop in and send some love into your inbox! I haven’t gotten a chance to read the new fic yet, but I know that it, like everything you write, is sure to be phenomenal. And, though I’m sure you already know, just want to remind you that myself and so many others appreciate you and your writing so very much 🥹🫶🏼 sending you a big hug and lots of love, and wishing you a great rest of your day, my lovely!! 🥰❤️

- @sugarcoated-lame 🧡🧡🧡

Kricket I think you’re actually the loveliest person in the entire world! You’ve always got the kindest things to say ♥️♥️ thank you for this, I really appreciate it, and you’re spot on. I don’t want anyone to read my stories if they feel like they aren’t going to like them, wouldn’t bother me in the slightest if they didn’t.

Thank you again for this, hope you have the best day ♥️

[the-pale-goddess]

Hi hildee!! Missing you here. I was feeling angsty and thought, What would be the reason for Ethan and Tiffany to divorce (cheating can't be the answer). I know it is not possible, but let's imagine a parallel universe where they did. What is the plausible reason behind it? And how will they navigate their lives since they work at the same place? Will they find someone else and move on, or at some point in the future, will they give their marriage a second chance?

Ahhh, loveliest Anon, I miss you too—horribly so! Can’t thank you enough for still thinking of me and E&T ❤️❤️❤️ 

It’s common knowledge that I live for angsty AUs, but I must admit that your ask inspired a disgustingly fluffy fic idea first ksdjksjdksj Your power, hello?! I couldn’t be more grateful because you helped me settle on a quite important canon HC I couldn’t figure out for the longest time! I wish I had more space to pursue this tooth-rotting fluff…Sadly, with my poor health and everything going on in my life, it seems impossible at the moment. 

Still, you’re waiting for angst galore, and I’m here to deliver…

I received a similar ask in the past, and I still stand by my answer—I can’t think of any circumstance that would break them up. Canonverse E&T go through a pretty solid character development; both of them worked on their personal issues and unresolved past traumas, finding inner wisdom and integrity so crucial in overcoming any obstacles that could endanger their relationship. 

However…You made me ruminate on the topic again. What if...They would somehow...Skip this long and difficult process? I can picture (1) particularly heart-wrenching scenario in which divorce would certainly happen 👀 As you can imagine, anything that had the power to dissolve their bond and force them to separate must be huge and tragic. 

I feel terrible even thinking about this entire AU…So buckle up! I’ll try to paint the scene and address your questions. Please, don’t hate me ksdjfkdsjfksj

TW: neonatal death

Tiffany was 38 when she got pregnant for the third time. Though it was a dangerous gamble, E&T put their trust into medicine and hoped for some luck. Unfortunately, the nightmare possibility became a horrifying reality: she developed preeclampsia. At first, the danger seemed contained; both the mom and the baby were closely monitored and taken care of. But her condition suddenly worsened, the severity of disease calling for a premature delivery.

While Tiffany was fighting for her life, Ethan had no choice but to make an impossible decision—a decision he reached with zero hesitation. He wouldn’t risk losing the love of his life for a 60% survival rate a baby born at 24 weeks would have. Despite receiving the best possible treatment in the NICU, the little one didn’t survive the night.  

While canonverse E&T would certainly navigate through such a traumatic event with unwavering mutual support and dedication to recovery, AU E&T would spiral into the darkness. Instead of making an effort to communicate properly and listen to each other, trying to understand those conflicting emotions raging inside them, they would focus on the misery, fuelled by those underlying personal issues they failed to address back when it was expected.

Gravely depressed, Tiffany was furious with Ethan’s decision. She thought he should have tried to save the baby no matter the cost. It was obvious that the loss she suffered clouded her judgment. If given the choice, she would have to agree with Ethan. She studied the case obsessively every day, went through all the possible outcomes, and the baby truly stood no chance. But she could be saved; she had to fight for her two other children—the ones that already had a life, the ones counting on her, trying to grasp what happened. That was perhaps the essence of her anguish: she had no choice, no say in this, no chance to meet her tiny daughter, to say goodbye. She couldn't fix it. Grief poisoned her mind in ways she could never predict.

Ethan was too fixated on his own sorrow and the absurdity of his wife’s resentment to actually see past her pain and empathize with her extremely fragile state. The fact that she was so willing to leave him and orphan their children for a slim chance of saving a fetus? He couldn’t understand her reasoning. He wouldn’t understand her reasoning. Yes, the loss affected him too, it affected all of them. But there was no other choice. She had to see that, right? 

The tragedy struck them in separate bolts, and they landed on different paths, too consumed by their own agony to meet half-way and reconcile. Inevitably, the connection between them began to dim and they grew apart. With no emotional support from Ethan, Tiffany became distant as she struggled to get better. Ethan fell back into the old patterns and put his emotional defense back up high. He started spending the majority of days at work, neglecting not only Tiffany, but also NJ and Letty.

Every attempt to patch things up led to cruel arguments and blame-shifting. Eventually, Tiffany recognized it all went too far and saw only one solution to their problems: she filed for divorce and full child custody. After a short yet intense custody battle, they reached an agreement that allowed Ethan to have the kids for the weekend. 

As soon as the divorce became final, Tiffany and the children moved to NYC (no surprise here, I guess kdjfksfjksfj). Ethan would visit them most of the times, but on occasion Tiffany would fly the kids to Boston and spend the weekend there, strolling through the city with old friends. 

NJ was 9, and Letty was 6 when the divorce happened, so I imagine it was unbearably tough for them to process, especially with all the mess happening prior. But they’re the kind of troublemakers that would 100% come up with a genius plan to Parent Trap E&T and bring them back together lol Would they be successful? Well…Only if both Tiffany and Ethan went to therapy and dealt with their inner problems first. Then, I presume, they would be able to have a heart-to-heart with each other and see if there are still some remnants of trust and compassion left in the ashes of their relationship. Despite all the bitterness and trauma, the love between E&T remains intact, so it all boils down to whether they would allow themselves to open up to the frightening idea of reconnection and the risk the second chance carries. 

Ooof…That was extremely painful to conjure up and felt even worse as I was writing it down ksdfjksjgksj Nevertheless! Thank you for the ask, dear, I'm sending you lots of love ❤️

#i didn't proofread this #i wrote this with tears streaming down my cheeks kjfksfjs #angsty angst and AU shenanigans #ethan ramsey #ethan x mc #ethan ramsey x mc

[jamesunderwater]

Hi James, I recently had a very long and beautiful dream about us two falling in love. You were lovely and cool and gorgeous, and there were secret letters, finding each other again and again, and the gentle joy of being close.

I hope this isn't creepy, I just thought I'd share. Have a lovely day

It doesn't feel creepy to me, I've had dreams about tumblr people too ❤️ And this really made me smile to wake up to. Very happy to know someone's subconscious thinks I'm lovely (and gorgeous 😏)

You do have me hooked with this secret letters bit... and finding each other again and again? As someone who has very intricate dreams, I'm so curious to hear more. It sounds like your brain weaved this whole splended love story for us, which is just very cool. Also, "the gentle joy of being close." What a beautifully tender line 🥺

thanks for sharing and thinking so highly of me, anon. I hope you have the loveliest day.

#lovely anons #the post is here

[hitomisuzuya]

Thank you to everyone who got me to 50000 likes!

Omg everyone! Wow. I was so surprised when I saw this. Like wow, thank you so much everyone. I am stunned because I didn't expect anyone to notice my quiet little writing when I first opened this Tumblr. Like I lurked for years on Tumblr as a reader. I challenged myself at the spur of the moment to starting taking requests and post more of my own writing to go out of my comfort zone and I am very glad I did. Writing for all of you guys had been so therapeutic and inspiring. Everyone thank you so much. I'm blowing you all a kiss. MWAH!

And in no particular order especially thanks to some of my loveliest of lovelies.

@kichikichiko

@xxventiswindblumexx

@cryo-lemon-tea

@nikibeloved

@mixed-kester

@misachan1506

@0rah-s

@h0ney-mochi

@3vwritesthings

@that-one-gay-writer1227

All of my anons and regulars and everyone who has ever reached out to interact with me personally. I couldn't be here without all of you. I struggle with being socially awkward, so don't hesitate to reach out to me at any point. I won't bite I promise ❤️ Requests will be open again sometime next week, I promise. Please continue to wait on this humble little author who's only talent is writing a little longer.

#50000 likes #tumblr milestone #thank you