🎵 FUFFY!!!!!!!
Okay. OKAY. You have to have known that I would never be able to narrow it down to just one song. I am going to have to dump about a dozen songs on you, each corresponding to a different era of Fuffy. If that's a problem - tough, you knew what you were getting into.
To start us off, both Bodybag by Chloe Moriondo and Saccharine by Jazmin Bean capture that early-Fuffy feeling of "I'm not sure if I want to fight you or fuck you and frankly I think it might be the same thing".
I could cry when I hear you speak but that just makes me angry
Wanna kiss you on your cheeks but I also wanna punch your teeth
I just don't get it, I just don't know
Don't know if I hate you or if I wanna date you
Put you in a body bag instead of my bed
You make me afraid
Come closer, wait no, go away
Disgusted at the fact I care
Cut you the fuck off like dead hair
Speak Your Mind by Alice Merton is the anthem for That final scene in Revelations. I saw her in London a couple of months ago and she was great, but I need to see her again until she performs this song.
And you know that it's hard for me
To look at you and realize you're part of me
But nowadays you seem so far away from me
So out of reach
Won't you speak your mind?
There's a silence in the room and it is killing me
Won't you speak your mind?
If you wanted something for their wild nights bonding in Bad Girls, then Untouched by The Veronicas is a classic, and 100% captures that vibe: horny, but perpetually unconsummated. Speaking of Bad Girls, the song that plays when they dance in the Bronze - Chinese Burn by Curve - is a very Faith song.
She burns friends like a piece of wood
And she's jealous of me because she never could
Hold herself up without a spine
And she'll look me up when she's doing fine
Because the rage it burns like Chinese torture
She's just someone's favorite daughter
Spoilt and ugly as she willingly slaughters
Friends and enemies they're all the same
I know they're TSwift, and putting Taylor Swift songs on a fanmix is a cliche beyond parody at this point, but I have to shout out three songs from Folklore - Hoax, My Tears Ricochet and The 1 - for being unavoidably great Fuffy songs.
For what it's worth, any song that references "the one" instantly rings Fuffy bells in my head, because "the one" is SUCH a loaded term for them (being soulmates who are in direct competition to be The One). As such, I present Uno by Muse, which gets at that post-Enemies feeling thy both have of feeling like the other really messed up by not following them.
You could have been number one
And you could have ruled the whole world
And we could have had so much fun
But you blew it away
For the same period, but more focused on the rage and denial that comes with self-recognition through another, we have Anything Like Me by Poppy, which is definitely up there as one of the most Fuffy songs around.
I'm everything she never was
Now everyone's out for my blood
Stop, you're making a scene
You're coming at me with blood in your teeth
You shouldn't be anything like me
You shouldn't be anything like me
You'll never be anything like me
You shouldn't be anything like me
I feel her heart beating in me
Get her out of me
Love is never-ending in me
Take it out of me
While we're doing cliches, I obviously have to mention that Kiss With A Fist and Girlfriend In A Coma both exist. They're like the complimentary breadsticks of Fuffy mixes - they're not what you're there for, but their exclusion would be a choice. Knife Going In by Tegan and Sara is also another surprisingly appropriate set of lyrics given how on-the-nose the title is.
I feel the knife going in
I'm feeling like she's not enough to kill me
I thought it up and fast
But I'm feeling it now
And I feel like she's sleeping inches from me
I let it pass
Before we finish, I wanna take us to S7, which is just a goldmine - so many songs about that specific feeling of "we were once friends and now we're so far apart". I'll shout out Bad Blood by Bastille, I Want You by Mitski, and Maria by AliceBand, but most of all a slight wildcard - Forget About What I Said by The Killers.
We used to tear it down
But now we just exist.
The things that I did wrong,
I bet you got a list.
Now I know how you remember
And those moments that you choose
Will define me as a traitor
Stealing everything you lose.
If S4!Fuffy is more your thing, then we have When I Needed You by Carly Rae Jepsen and Crash and Burn by Maggie Lindemann to both capture Faith's jealousy and anger after waking up.
You picked him over me
And you left with no apology
Felt a knife in your back
Yeah, you thought I was the killer
You're looking in the mirror
Or for the Who Are You body-swapping soul-muddying you-and-I-have-begun-to-blur of it all: Bloodstream by Stateless.
Words can be like knives
They can cut you open
And the silence surrounds you
And haunts you
I think I might've inhaled you
I can feel you behind my eyes
You've gotten into my bloodstream
I can feel you floating in me
(Yeah, knives is another trigger word for the Fuffy bells)
To finish off, I'd like to bring us back to S3, and Graduation Day Part II. For me, this is the absolute peak of love and tragedy that makes their story what it is. Strawberry Gashes by Jack Off Jill is a great Buffy-POV song that expresses her feelings of wishing she have reached out and done something different to save Faith, while also understanding that it was Faith's choices that led them to this.
Scold me, failed her
If only I'd held on tighter
To her pale white skin
That twisted and withered away from me, way from me
Watch me lose her
It's almost like losing myself
Give her my soul
And let them take somebody else, get away from me
Watch me fault her
"You're living like a disaster"
She said, "kill me faster"
With strawberry gashes all over, all over me
But if there's one song that works for both of them at this moment, it's Switchblade by LP. If I had a gun to my head and was forced to pick one song to sum up Fuffy, it would be Switchblade by LP. Both the mood and lyrics manage to capture the soul of it - the wistfulness and melancholy, the lost love and lost innocence, the doom and destiny, the pain that comes intertwined with affection. The homosexual yearning. Seriously, go listen to Switchblade by LP.
We were electric
We were wild, we were free
And I thought that you meant it
It's hard to accept it
That it's not meant to be
But I'll never regret it
I don't, I don't
No, I don't, I don't
Long live the beautiful hearts
Who find love and tear it apart
Long live the beautiful hearts
Who find love and tear it apart
All of the hurt you've been hiding away
Cuts me at once like a switchblade
So take every stab you can take
And I'll give it to ya, give it to ya
I always knew that you'd cut me someday
I fell in love with a switchblade
And I know that you did the same
And I'll give it to ya, give it to ya
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I've been talking about teasing apart lyrics for the amazing devil's battle cries so here are my two sets of lyrics!
Joey Batey:
The wrinkles and bricks that we’re left with at last
And that drink will it fix all those questions unasked
Who died? And made you king of it all
Now the wind feels so warm on the back of my neck
As I walk with the sun hand in hand from the wreck
Some fictions we took to mean fate believe me I know
Tell the truth to me love, does my hair look as nice
As it did when you once tied it up in your eyes?
Look at me as you say this, don’t look at your phone
Cos that sun that beams down as my hands touch the grass
After summers of fasting I feel hunger at last
For the person fifteen year old me would be proud to have known.
Cos these plates they smash like waves
And the wine stains hide the tears
But that breathing you hear don't mistake it for sighs
Don’t you realise -
They’re just battle cries dear
And these lines aren’t wrinkles dear heart
They’re just dollops of paint on a new work of art
And as I walk away I know I’ve been through the wars,
But that creaking you hear in my bones is not pain, it’s applause
With you I could summon the gods and the stars
Watch them dance out the plays that we wrote from the heart
And we’d laugh at the ghosts of our fears.
We were kids.
‘Come at me you blaggards’,
you’d yell from the banks
Wielding words against make-believe
wizards and tanks
And by god love believe me,
I wanted to play too, I did.
But we sunk into water no creature can know
You dragged me along to watch all your shows
Our devils broke rank,
and out of the depths came an army
I won’t
let you turn our last night into this
I’m going to binge watch a box set,
drink wine, reminisce
This isn’t a break up dear heart,
it’s a season finale.
Cos these plates they smash like waves
And the wine stains hide the tears
But that breathing you hear don't mistake it for sighs
Don’t you realise -
They’re just battle cries dear
And these lines aren’t wrinkles dear heart
They’re just dollops of paint on a new work of art
And as I walk away I know
I’ve been through the wars,
But that creaking you hear in my bones
is not pain, it’s applause
it’s applause
it’s applause
All it took to unearth in the dust and the dirt
Some release or respite from the heat and the hurt
Was taking the time now and then to ask how I am
And now at the end,
I’m not going to scream, beat my chest at the wind,
I’m doing fine.
Madeline Hyland:
I’m at the brink, don’t laugh
At the winks I’ve masked
Who’ll save you when you fall?
Who wins this war? You’ve a knack
For applause from the back of the stalls but you lack
The conviction to look at me straight and say yes
Don’t be uncouth, be a man
Don’t lie with your eyes, you know I despise that look
You’re home.
For God’s sake I’m
Done with your dreams, they won’t last
Thirty winters will pass, you’ll look back
at the woman fifty year old you will be proud to have known.
Place your smile in mine
Why stay? Hide the
Breathing you hear don't mistake it for sighs
Don’t you realise -
They’re just battle cries dear
Hardly knew the words
I’m dolled up love don’t I deserve to just
walk away I know I’ve been through the wars,
But that creaking you hear in my bones is not pain
Come on love, please don’t start
Sing your notes, play your part
Then we’ll leave.
We were gods
‘Come at me you blaggards'
you’d yell from the back of the gallery
Say goodbye.
I am not
A drunkard, A daughter, A preacher, god knows how you
You dragged us both into the darkness that grows
Oh dear God.
I won’t
Leave without a fight
I’m going to binge watch a box set, drink wine, reminisce
This isn’t a break up dear heart,
it’s a season finale.
Place your smile in mine
Why stay? Hide the
breathing you hear don't mistake it for sighs
Don’t you realise -
They’re just battle cries dear
Hardly knew the words
I’m dolled up love don’t I deserve to
just walk away I know
I’ve been through the wars,
But that creaking you hear in my bones is not pain
It’s not pain
It’s not pain
at the end of all things
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NEW SUNSETTERS!!!!!!
back when we first released our first album, back in 2016, we spontaneously (and immediately) followed it up with a 30-minute song. over the years we have refined and polished and rereleased that first album, but this beast was always left behind. because the thing is, in Sunsetters Canon, this "takes place" after their fourth album, No Entry. and we weren't there yet. well we are now!!! and you bet your bottom dollar we've been working on this thing!!!
I can also say "I." I have been working on this thing, as I am kinda the Editor and Producer of Sunsetters stuff. I am allowed to be proud. and I have been hard at work!!! this thing has absolutely been refined!!! listen to it, I beseech you!!! it is a slow buildup but it goes places, and it should keep your engagement all the way through!!!
"so then. is that it? is that the exciting Next Project after No Entry that you've been working on?" nope! this is a side thing, an EP. I just had to also get this done, and I ended up in love with it. there's still two more releases in the works. but they could easily be a ways away still, so seriously, don't wait up, check out this thing I just posted!!!
"but jordan." yes, lurker? "what if I don't feel like listening to a 30-minute thing right now? what if I want to skip to the good bits?" then I have a playlist for you! I have uploaded all five individual movements of this piece as separate videos! and let me break down the five parts for you so you can decide for yourself:
WARWIG. intro.
SOUTH OF THE FOG. slow smooth sassy doom rock.
THE WHITE DROUGHT. intimate grieving acoustic guitar piece.
DEEP CUTS. the big one. all chaos, all metal, my Editing Tour De Force!!!
SLEEP NOW. outro.
"but jordan." yes, lurker? "what if you don't have to even convince me, I want to drink up all your music right here, right now? what if I want to download all this?" then I have a Google Drive Folder for you! this contains six mp3s (each individual movement, and also the big full 30-minute thing) and two PDFs (a Fictional and a Non-Fictional one! read the Sunsetters's words about their work, and the lyrics! and then when you're done, read mine and Lindsay's words!!!).
"but jordan." yes, my lovely? "what if I want to see this on your Website, or on Bandcamp?" that'll come later! I worked a lot today! today is Release Stage 1, the Fuck-It Release! you get youtube and google drive today!! later will be Release Stage 2, with Website and Bandcamp and also a Paid Boosted Promoted Tumblr Post!!! later!! maybe tomorrow, maybe next week, when I get around to it!!
seriously, just!!! the music's there!! right now, it's there!!! we're really proud of it!! @rapturebones is proud of it!!! I am proud of it!!!! let it impress you!!! let it carry you along!!!
Sunsetters: Ancestor!!!!
thank you!!!! :D
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