i think i butchered havers' face, but I have no idea how to fix it and fiddling around with it just makes it worse so *shrugs* here u go ghosts fandom x
whatever u do don't imagine the captain watching his little war documentaries and seeing Havers in the bg of one and (quietly) losing his mind asking Julian/Allison to rewind it over and over for that one little frame and don't imagine him thinking about it for hours on end bc Havers is right there for the first time in like 70 years and he looks exactly like the captain remembers and don't imagine him laying awake at night wondering what horrible things Havers must have seen or where he was during all the other documentaries and don't imagine him gently reaching out toward the TV screen when he thinks no one can see him
I hope to see a fic one day, modern day AU or not, where both William and Anthony exist.
The former is the guy Cap thinks he wants, all perfect and just standing there all amazing, and the latter is the guy Cap deserves, an authority figure with a rugged scar on his face who protects him from the haters.
hey uh. wtf was going on with lord brigadier sir anthony bartholomew raisinby jones. he served with the captain in the war. he left for north africa. was the captain not ready to tell the others ab havers? why would he make up a fake name? did he and havers talk ab secret spy names when they were doing paperwork or whatever back during the war? was havers just like "yeah my super cool spy name would be lord brigadier sir anthony bartholomew raisinby jones" and the captain was just like "yep I'm remembering this forever and ever" did they actually go on a super secret spy mission? (probably not but I'm delusional and silly) what happened on that walk with him? WHAT HAPPENED ON THE WALK. WHY IS IT UR FONDEST MEMORY CAP. U CAN TELL ME. PLEASE.