#maybe this is just me being a hater but i didnt. like it

[b0n3m33l]

Just finished the first 2006 Death Note live action movie and like tbh kinda thought it was kinda mid

I did get hype when L showed up tho so here’s the image i made when yelling at my irls about it

#maybe this is just me being a hater but i didnt. like it #like as an adaptation the things it added and changed werent interesting to me #and Light feels like super nerfed #like he isnt as cruel or pedantic or calculating really #and like he doesnt seem as adept as a liar #maybe the 2nd movie is better but the first one wasnt my favorite #honestly because theyre adhering closer to the og i think thats why it doesnt work for me #theres just not enough time imo to execute it properly and the things they changed didnt make it anymore like conscise #like the musical was good because it hit all the beats executed them well and the things it did add aided in its format change #the musical didnt feel hindered by it being a 2 and a half hour musical while this movie feels stiffled by its forced runtime #my favorite part was the last scene with L just silently eating chips while staring at Light #and then cut to credits with dani california by the red hot chili peppers #take all this with some salt tho i write this immediately after finishing the movie #maybe i just have to let it stew for a bit in my brain #also (not a critique of the movie) but i did not realize Light and Shiori were dating till like the end of the movie #like the scene in the art museum when light asks her to kiss just whoosh right over my head #alsoalso haiiii this post has been in my drafts for like months woops still have not seen the 2nd movie #death note

[opens-up-4-nobody]

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#tfw youre hanging out with friends and u throw out controversial take after controversial take #like its me hi im the hater its me #u wanna hear them? i mean thrm in in like the silliest way possible. its not that serious lol #i hated h4n solo growing up and still do. i dont think i like the writing of ne1l gaim4n and only liked the 1st season of g0od 0mens #i thought the 1st season of 0ur flag was fine and didnt really like the 2nd. i dont think anyone in l0rd of the rings is hot. especially #not 4aragon. leg0las is like whatever. sam is my favorite character. i also didnt like l0rd of the rings when i 1st watched it #the gathering was a watch party for that 1st movie and i like it way more now lol. also i dont like overt romance. i like the implication #of romance. if u kiss onscreen im like 99% of thr time not interested. also while im being a hater. i dont thibk steven king is a good #writer and domt like his books. i like the idea of them. wish they were written by anyone else lol. also im too dyslex1c to read physical #books :-( which no one vibes with bc everyone's a grad student overachiever lol. and back to back it all sounds like im trying to b #contrary but i promise its maybe just that i have weird standards. like i also hated movies about animals growing up. it made me mad that #those movies were trying to manipulate my feelings. like jesus child chill tf out. i would also randomly decide i hated lots of things and #characters. some of which i stand by today but most of which im like lol chill #so idk maybe i just have bad opinions. i also wander the earth wearing outfits that i pick out bc it feels like im playing dressup #and i have unhinged options abt narut0. sas and naru fall into the 1% of kisses i care abt lmao #and unhinged options abt bleach the show. idk maybe im just kinda weird. i also study organisms that most ppl look at as globs of goo #and i used to study bits of dirt. my brain was just build ever so slightly weird. not too weird. just enough that i have quote unquote #controversial takes ans im not afraid to say them in a room full of ppl who disagree with me bc its really not that serious lol #i dunno i just think its kinda funny i guess #im just slightly weird in the least interesting way possible #unrelated #also i don't yuvk other ppls yum im just like ay not for me i guess

[waterbearable]

fuck bhaal all my homies hate bhaal

#ari plays bg3 #big mad. i just want to kill orin. i understand that this is how fights work sometimes but. #HATE things being difficulty added just because more guys pop up outta nowhere. its annoying. i dont like it. #i have 2 go to bed anyway so theres no way i was gonna get the farslayer but i thought about it for 2 seconds after restarting #and then quit the game sgdjdjdj #props to ppl who have finished this game multiple times because some of these difficulty spikes are. Spiked. #and it is not as enjoyable when you know /you/ have hit a level cap but your enemies have not. #i do not want to be able to progress to level 18 or anything i get that thats a huuuge boost #but like. idk man. level 14? #i just feel like i hit max level way too early in act 3. #anyway i have been a hater for too long in the tags #i do enjoy the game! quite a bit! but act 3 fatigue Hits. i want baldurs gate to be a big city but its a Lot #like. we already know that orin controls the undercity and gortash the city proper. #maybe there could have been a way to make the player choose b/w accessing 1 of the 2 city halves first and then balancing the undercity more #the obstacles to get to orin just feel like a lot more and more draining and closer together #compared to the lead up to gortash #and like. theoretically you could hunt orin down first but part of me is like. how. how would i have done that #to clarify i think my ideal would have been rivington and wyrms crossing always available but then most of the lower city/sewers #should be inaccessible to the party until orin or gortash is killed. #like i kno a lot of ppl didnt enjoy it but i actually was pretty satisfied w act 2! i think some of the act 1 stuff should have been #part of it technically #but i felt like the length and the throughline was pretty decent. #act 3 is a little decision paralysis inducing in a way i dont super love #WOW that was a rant in the tags. ok. we're normal now. i just have Thots

[penisliker-moved]

look how cute this outfit is

#th hair n shoes r both cc. and the eyes as well #i ended up deleting her bc she didnt fit with my Idea of the character but also ive completely flipflopped skull... #originally th person i made (jeanie) ws gonna be a highschooler but then i remember how Incredibly overwhelming highschool years is for me #like idk something abt it makes me so anxious. ithink its bc rh schools like.. So empty. yk #its weird. and the layouts weird af to me. it just makes me uncomfortable #and ikk that like. well 1 i dont have to go along 2 its like. they Cant pack the highschool with a normal amt of students it would #like. crash the game real bad real hard.but its scary why r there TWO classrooms and like 8 students in each. #also ik this is Also impossible but. man. i kinda wish we ciuld have different highschools for different locations.... #TBVH. th only thing i rly like abt hsy is th clothes and even then only some of them. hehe. #i havent fucked around with boba shops or thrift stores yet thouygh... #but like i HATEEE socialbunny i hate it so bad #i rly rly rly wish they would like. Make up their minds on what the social media js #and obviously irl theres like. Multiple. duh #but having simstagram AND socialbunny and. i think theres another one. its so. #and every socialbunny post is so cringe 💀 theres lke NO subtance to socialbunny i dont get it at all. i hate it... #maybe with th influencer career.. they added that right idr. a little funny. no firemen? but we can be selling tummy tea? ok #UGHHH just like. idkidkidkk... sims 4 just. wellll im a hater lets say that #and it sucks bc i rly rly rly prefer the character creator + th buildbuy mode is Leagues easier rhan older games #obviously i have ISSUES with both . wood swatches 💀 #like i undersrand why some ppl r glad abt the uhmm. create a style being gone #bc i understand it could get overwhelming for sure. but i think like. there could be a balance between swatches and create a style.. #um anyways th baby update do we have any more info on that. i havent looked into it since the direct or whatever. im nervous but excited? #SRY FOR RAMBLING LOL #If u guys wanna see jeanie lmk ^-^ i think ill resrarther as a young adult + move in another sim i started making. and have them get #togerher bc i think theyd be cute..ok.

[chloenadine]

not 2 be controversial but I don't think I like the tl*u show

#ive had a day to think about it and idk #like some parts were good but other parts were meh #like if we're talking about it being one of the better video game adaptations that yeah its ok #is it like the most amazing piece of media ever? idk #I wrote out a whole thing and then erased bc it was kinda nonsensical and rambling and stuff #but basically like #I feel like there was too much time spent on adding extra bg info and not enough on actual canon scenes #and the bg info and world building was kinda weak?? #obv I was expecting context and extra info and an expanded story but #didn't tie into the already existing story well #some of the characterizations felt off to me #weirdly paced and weird transitions #etc etc #d.txt #i didnt go into this as a hater like i was kinda excited but i am one anyway #I went through the tag and only saw like 1 person who didn't like it so idk #maybe I'll feel differently next episode the trailer looked more interesting #or maybe im just not good with things that are reboots or adaptations or whatever #idk im tired snzzz

[upsidedowngrass]

DEVASTATED. bunch of my tags on that texty post got cut off . meaning it doesnt have ALL of what i said

#not gonna adjust it bc it works as is #and tbh . maybe for the better #look . ik the 'i love being a hater' stuff is more common now and i think its GOOD ppl are allowing themselves to dislike stuff #bc thats good!!! self expression is GOOD #but i myself dont wanna do that Personally! #just not my style of things #but id be lying if i said there. ARENT things i go -_- at #and i didnt get fully into that in those tags! just briefly alluded #but also the idea of pissing off more. strict osc members is daunting #i DO have more Stubborn and Angry ideas but those are ONLY unveiled in private #or when i dont think itll possibly piss people off #mostly bc of like. subjectivity and personal stuff! not many peoples business yknow :) #and also i generally just try to curate an environment thatll make people MORE happy #or if itll be upsetting its bc its artistic . you know how it is #im getting off track. hopefully this post makes sense! #(also i CAN tell what the tags were originally abt if asked if so desired but otherwise. #it stays between me and my friends who are kind and listen to me ramble :D)

[guideaus]

Noo I love reading your Trigun thoughts cause I think you’re right about a lot of weird choices. I’ll try to get my words straight but I need to reread the whole ending (especially after the Overhaul finishes) because dark horse translations weird at times <3

We have all these supporting characters at the end that tell Vash that theyre there to fight with him, that they believe in his values, that hes the only one who can stop Knives. None of them are telling Vash what he needs to hear. He isn’t forgiving himself and moving forward because he thinks he deserves it, that he did his best and can move forward, but because it’s necessary to save people. And even though he decides to save Knives in the end from the earth ships… that still isnt a decision to save himself. And then he goes into recovery for months where no one would have helped him, and his brother fucked off without a word while he was asleep so no closure on THAT mess. and Vash is still to blame for things that arent his fault and surrounded by people who claim to love him but dont know him at all besides the plant feather memory thing? I dont know where I was going with this but the ending makes me sad.

I guess we could read Vash continuing on and donning his mantle at the end as a kind of self acceptance… that he was able to move past it at all. But that would make most of his turmoil over killing legato and all the people that died from Knive’s crusade off page. If Wolfwood had lived, had forgiven himself for what he felt he had to do to survive, maybe he would have been there for Vash after Vash killed Legato to set him straight. I don’t think Wolfwood living would have cheapened the story in any way—but I dont know -v- god I just want one person Vash is close to to understand him and help him accept himself. Anyways sorry for sending so much jdjfj, dont feel like u have to respond to this. I just like reading analysis from folks who dont feel like the ending was perfect/ that things couldn’t have gone any other way.

Oh, thank you, I appreciate your ask! And yeah, I could definitely do with a reread of trigun, too, lol. And don't apologize for sending me a message, i like reading what you write, i liked your one post abt elendira, too :)

I agree a lot with what you said about vash near the end of the manga. It'd be very out of character if he suddenly just said "fuck it, you all can die." after everything that's happened (that'd also play into what knvies wants), so of course he goes to try and single-handedly stop knives (and legato), even if it's all pushing himself to exhaustion, but he also kind of isn't really included himself in those he wants to save. I've thought before about if someone had to die in trigun, if vash would fit, and I don't think it would, because he had been suffering throughout the whole thing and a sacrificial moment wouldn't have done him justice considering he already has little regard for himself, and is trying so hard for everyone else.

The series after he's imprisoned has a moment where the human characters are fending for themselves, and pushing to help vash, but it's in kind of weird way... like it is understandable only wolfwood could have saved him, but i think there could've been a longer break after that arc, and then also later after vash fights legato. livio, milly, and meryl (and others i don't really remember lol... i think) help defend themselves, but then i don't think anyone really is literally helping vash after his fight? like they do wait for him to regain consciousness, lol, but he kinda gets a never-ending queue of things he needs to do, and only he can do it. i think there being some alternative to how the problems then get solved could have made it a bit better, lol. idk how i'd change knives' end actions, though, lol.

But yeah, vash is spirited away and isolated again with family #3 or whatever, then is basically thrust into basically the same situation as the start of the story, except he's now got a dead brother, and people from an entirely different planet also are blaming him... his guilt, self-loathing, etc., were not resolved, but this time he's lost all his inhuman abilities after defending these people that want him dead. i think nightow tried for that kind of cliché (?), nostalgic, "its just like the beginning!" thing, and milly/meryl were comedy relief, but being sentimental would've been more impactful. the fucking earth ppl being like "vash BAD" and then gunsmoke's people (especially meryl, milly, livio, etc.,) automatically defending him would've been nice to see instead of both gunsmoke and earth being like "lets fucking get that mf" with milly and meryl making light of it on the side, lol. like trigun ends w vash running into the sunset, and it's portrayed as a pretty/final thing, instead of recognizing that him originally doing that wasn't a good thing, he was alone, and being hunted, and blah blah

#ask #sorry i ended that w blah blah fdsjhfdshj #and i am a HUGE 'wolfwood lives' fan lol #i think someone recently said smth like it was necessary but i couldnt disagree more #i made a post abt it but idk it could still be in my drafts. idk FHJDFS #but yeah i dont exactly think the end was bad (i guess compared to other things ive thought were BAD) but it just kind of... #didnt really resolve things in the end #like maybe nightow couldve got a hiatus to think things over. idk if it was like being pushed to finish/he wanted it over with or something #and yea this site makes me feel like suuuch a hater tho criticizing anything dshjsfdjhd #like i promise i still like it as a whole... thats why i wanna talk abt it unprompted...

[toytulini]

oh. i was gonna reblog the one defending toshiro too from a cultural perspective but the reblogs are off. rip

#toy txt post #dungeon meshi #not to both sides centrism it but i am gonna both sides centrism it a tiny little bit #yes toshiro shouldve corrected his name and shit. but i can also see the line of thinking that leads to not doing it? #hes probably its not a big deal he'll figure it out eventually. maybe after meeting ppl who refer to me by my name #he'll take the hint and be like oh shit wait fuck is it not shuro? #it is Hard to learn to Read The Room and even. sometimes often i think. even neurotypicals will fail that #and if you are actively bottling up the room and hiding it you really cant get That Mad. it was really #like major clash of communication styles there. exacerbated probably by toshiro running himself ragged in his search for falin? #which would make him have less of a reserve of patience to continue bottling up his frustrations and brushing it off #and he was probably trying to brush it off and Be Nice to Laois and humor him etc thinking that it wasnt a permanent situation and that he #wouldnt be living w him forever or whatever #so why would he hurt his feelings when he clearly means no harm by it? whats the point of that? it would be mean! #better to just ignore the frustrations and treat him nice and eventually itll stop being a problem! except oops it didnt stop being a #problem #i understand laois's frustration and its fair. and i also understand where toshiro is coming fro. and i understand how he got to that point #and i wonder if he hadnt been running himself ragged if he wouldve kept bottling it up? but maybe not bc its also exacerbated by #his anger at them doing black magic to resurrect falin? #which. that i dont get. chill bro its just a little black magic its fiiiiiine its the lunatic magician whos the problem! not #marcille or falin. loosen up bro #half joking about that #not to be an uncultured mon magic user or whatever but no offense but how is it really any worse than the other magic it just seemed like #magic with a little more. blood. idk guess im a Black Magic Apologist. what Marcille did is so in line w the ethics of my own personal #magic using ocs for my own shit. whats the problem. toshiro and chilchuck are just haters smh #and the whole world. poor marcille #marcille 🤝 wei wuxian. black magic support group. fuck it im inviting regina mills to it too even tho shes got other shit going on

[princsstwilightsparkl]

im the opposite of a hater but the one thing i will always hate on.. is haters.. ☠️ like if i ever see any of yall hate posting for no reason and talking about how much people with different harmless opinions piss you off, youre immediately on my list of people to avoid..

#i dont block cuz its not that deep but i just know we wouldnt click #cuz why r u just hateful for no reason #the 'hating is fun' 'i love being a hater' trend saddens me to my core #its like we reverted back to being middle school bullies #but we dress it up with pretty aesthetics and hello kitty so we can pretend its cute #'if u dont talk shit abt people behind their backs ur just lying hehe' or maybe everyone else grew up and u didnt #u can talk about ur opinions without hate-posting and shit-talking dude #its actually not that hard to be a decent person but ok #meowing (yapping) #omg to add onto this- ​worst part about being a multishipper is how youll be on multiple ends of a fandom but everyone else hates each othe #like youll be trying to make harmless posts and talk abt ur interests with people #but all everyone else wants to do is go 'this is why my ship is better than these other ships that suck and all its shippers should die🤓' #and ur in the middle of it cuz u like the other ships too #and then people will essentially subtweet u and go 'moot likes the ship i hate 😭 theyre fucking annoying but i cant block</3' #like okkk😭are we twelve #like genuinely #if u have to resort to petty vague posting and shit-talking in priv group chats ur fucking childish im sorry #i mean tbf i guess u didnt come online to be mature all the time #it just sucks that the rest of us can come on here looking for a safe space and people to talk to #and all we find is adults acting like children and throwimg tantrums back and forth

[tacagen]

gotta say, the new dw intro really scratches my brain just the right way

#like. the instrumentation and reimagining is so beautiful #they added so many little things in there!! and its the most orchestral its ever been!! #gragrhghgrrrh I WANT TO FUCKING EAT IT #doctor who #all of a sudden. wow never thought id return to it #cause usually im a hater but that mightve been just chibnall + moffat apparently #honestly i watched the last 4 eps and somehow i dont want to trash the whole thing and i have no idea why exactly #maybe the subconscious respect for tennant and tate. maybe the lack of the master and active mistreatment from both writers and the doctor. #maybe chibnall's writing of the doctor's character was so off i just got used to it and gave up on the whole idea until watching new eps #honestly the fuck was spyfall 2. the fuck was timeless children. the _fuck_ was the flux. the _FUCK_ was potd. #and oh my god can we talk about how much it felt like chibnall was inspired by cw flash (/neg) all the way from s12 to the very end to me #he put the master in doctor's body and MADE THE PROCESS LOOK LIKE THE FUCKING SPEED FORCE i couldnt make that shit up in a fever dream #and thats just what i recalled first. like the very concept of the timeless child sounds like barry being the sf source/beginning/whatever #the fucking crystal flux dude being an enemy doctor didnt face on screen yet yet knows her THAT KILLS HER FUCKING 'MOTHER'???? #..ok that escalated from an intro appreciation quickly. anyway #turns out i actually still fucking love it! turns out it shaped me in so many ways as my first fixation and still kinda resonates with me

[m00ngbin]

Ritsu is such a little hater

#rewatching the first season and i got to the part where Reigen's looking for Shigeo and Ritsu finds him instead #and Reigen asks if Ritsu wants to help him instead #which like #little side thing #how did Reigen not know that Ritsu didnt have powers at the time #hes known the kageyamas for years #maybe he was just being a jerk idk #but anyways ritsu is a little hater and i love him for it its so silly #his onesided distain makes me giggle so bad #mp100

[76l0]

started reading the persistent desire months ago, picking it back up RAWARRRGGGGGGRRRWLRKERKGJDFKGJKD i fucking hate "sex lies and and penetration" by jan brown. it's truly amazing someone could write such bullshit content even in a world without tumblr or tiktok etc "the cunt we both wish did not exist" WELL UR NOT FRIGGIN LESBIANS THEN I GUESS fuck off and die you pornsick spaghetti asshole

#i love being a hater #the fact that some ppl could be so annoying in the 80s and 90s. saves u from thinking that things were better then #but also how much more annoying would these ppl have been if they had the internet *eyeroll* #btw i bought this book in a critical kinda way and flipping back thru oh i went hard on the annotations love that for me #i have boots of leather slippers of gold too but i havent read it #im soooooooo b/f critical like ok lesbians who r enjoying being together GOOD but also lol just b yourself. if ur doing that: good. #if u have to set a bunch of rules for yourself maybe u arent rly being yourself #and umm dont get me started on old time bar women who could not accept anyone who didnt fit in one of their two boxes....... #umm i sound like a gendie 4 saying that. well i say zero boxes not infinite boxes

[yusukenui]

i fr need to get over my k*iri issues before kh4 comes out or im gonna be rolling in my grave in advance

#that gifset is so pretty but i see her and i automatically roll my eyes #go girl give us nothing!! #this is so mean... touch some grass girl . hating on a 2d character #i love ka*ri as a girl... my issue is that nomura never did anything for her as a character #i LOVE namine... i love namine for wanting to make a decision for herself and how that contributed to the plot. sure #i love xion.. and her issues and specifically her identity and wanting to find her own ground #kairi on the other hand... shes like noo haha.. maybe thats not for me... and then she comes back and becomes part of the problem #like girl... #i love creepy kairi hc's i love characters with personality. #the org characters have more depth than her and thats saying something #but then she has that pretty blue bg they use for all the dima arts and im like hm i gotta like her cause shes got this pallete #and characters w this palette always got a lot going on. color psych or smth idm #i love riku... rikus yellow and blue.. and then sora is red and blue so they both carry something of kairi with them #but im just being a little hater 😌👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩 #kairi had SO much potential to be that girly girl character in a boys group which is always rare cause they always wanna make a tomboy out- #of the girl that plays with boys and that is so old news... but she couldve done it. and have her own views and not depend on them- #ans then they would all have their own journeys of self discovery and bettering their characters #like riku did with his darkeness and how sora is doing now in coming to terms with feelings and whatnot #kairi had her huge reveal of being a princess of heart..m but what did they do with that? they did nothing her character didnt improve shes #still a brat 💀 #that scene in kh3 when theyre fighting in the keyblade graveyard is SO important to me because sora and her share this look of #of like... are you ready? and for once i was like yes... shes gonna fight. with her pretty keyblade and her pinky suit and shes a #shes a girly girl that fights and doesnt have to depend on the others... but thats not what happened #for her being the successor of aqua shes a whole lot like terra #if kairi had gone thru some norted route... i wouldve been content #she needs inner turmoil for her character to mean anything to the story #whats a character without conflict? theyre nothing theyre stale. #anyways 🚶‍♂️

[planetmimi]

decode - cl16

context: charles leclerc x black!fem!oc, some smau (cause i love those doooown)

faceclaim: @balialdn on insta

cw: none

summary: after a five-month social media break, artist Ahvi finally comes back to social media. her comeback is in the midst of dating rumors swirling around her and two of her...friends.

Italic = flashback

feedback is appreciated, this is my first one so please be nice

ahvi

liked by charles_leclerc, zendaya and 8.473.875 others

ahvi: my french is getting better, might use it in this project…maybe? (be calm yall)

f1lover: CHARLES WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE?! welcome back queen (im trying to be as calm, i think i might actually explode from happiness)!!!

username74: oh look the whore is back

username54: awww we all hoped you would never come back

username12: no fr! when her contract ran out i thought that we were finally done with her

username276: YOU DIDNT SAY FOR A WHOLE YEAR MAAM

lewishamilton: new music, maybe?

ahvi: maybe… if you get me paddock passes

lewishamilton: ask your boyfriend...maybe

ahvi: blocked, reported and banned from listening to my music cause OMG?! i just got back too?! like please ntm on me

charles_leclerc: teaching you french has been quite the challenge, i would like some type of credit please

ahvi: if you podium i'll think about it

charles_leclerc: and if i get P1 i want a song written for me and to be in the music video

ahvi: *gasps in étonnement* thats asking for a lot, P1 twice this season and you've got yourself a deal

username67: you should have never come back nobody wants to hear your shitty music

stanningahvi: the fact that it’s been damn near two years without any new music… and a year since we've last seen you👁️👄👁️

lew_max.444: no cause if this is a trick…imma do something heinous

ahvi: is this a threat ? cause it’s kinda feeling like a threat

ahvi4f1: i mean…we can make it one if you want us to 🤷🏾‍♀️

zendaya: as your bestfriend i have to let you know, if you don’t drop this, i will do so for you (i will leak it)❤️

ahvi: sounds like less work for me tbh 🤷🏽‍♀️

zendaya: alright yall secret project dropping next month at 4 pm PST

ahvi: ouuu d*sney dupe 🤭

tomholland2013: please, don’t check your messages mate

zendaya: don’t listen to him. go check your messages babe. go ahead.

ahvi: #CANCELZENDAYA

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ahvi

liked by: lewishamilton, sza and 5.946.087 others

ahvi: why didn't y'all tell me Australia is so hot ?? oh wait.. thats just me sorry y'all

landonorris : FIRST !

ahvi: 15th actually

landonorris : ......... you think you're so funny huh

ahvisdrafts: i mean she is actually a full time stand up comedian, part time singer-songwriter.

ahvi: you get it

username2: so, you and whats his face broke up and now you're going between F1 drivers?

f1grids: wow, never expected an A lister to become a grid groupie

girly2pop: are you ready to write a song for that man?

ahvi: stooop. shhhhhh. if no one mentions it EVER AGAIN i won’t have to do it

normani: tea is she's actually written like six of em already

georgerussell63: why is it always me?!

username29: girl we've heard the rumors about you getting around miss paddock princess

username : never would i have expected ahvi to become as close as she is with the f1 grid…like i didn't even know she knew what f1 was

username9: shes sleeping her way through it lol

username: girl you need to back up off charles

username6: no for real...going to australia three weeks before race week? way to scream desperate

Over the last year Ahvi has become somewhat of a hermit, between rumors swirling of a potential relationship between her and Charles, and her break up with her ex-friend becoming known to the public. All of this buzz around her name has generated a lot of hate, whether it be from her ex-friend's fans, Charles fans or her own haters. For the last year Ahvi has just been the internet's punching bag, despite not being active on the internet.

In the year she took away from social media a lot happened, a lot changed. Before she started her break, she was just off a stadium world tour, about to drop her first proper album. She felt on top of the world, until one day, with only three months left in her tour. Just before her second day at Wembly Stadium, when she fainted during soundcheck and was sent to the hospital.

- a year ago -

Her heartbeats so loud she almost can't hear what the nurse in front of her is saying. The nurse smiles lightly "I know this is probably very shocking, so I will give you some time, but your options are a bit limited with how far along you are." Ahvi nods, trying to process the words that were said to her, "I just- I'm sorry, I know I've made you say it to me a hundred times over but just...one more time and can I see the results."

"Don't worry, this is a common response in this situation," the nurse says as she hands over the blood test results. Ahvi looks at the blood test results, there it is, in black and white, "your HCG levels are higher than normal," the nurse points to her HCG results. Aleyah's eyes follow the nurse's finger, "Your results put you at being 17 weeks pregnant." There's that word again, pregnant, the one part of this she can't wrap her head around. As the nurse was talking to her an ultrasound tech brought in an ultrasound machine.

Ahvi tries her best to truly listen and absorb what the nurses are telling her as she lifts her shirt up to start the ultrasound. When the ultrasound tech brings the wand to where the gel was put a fast heartbeat fills the room and tears swell in the young singers eyes.

The 22-year-old looks at the ultrasound screen, a small incredulous whisper tumbles from her lips, "what the fuck."

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[smrtnik07]

librarians redesigned!!! by me!!! :)

the designs are free to use, i used this as a character design exercise for myself while recovering from carpal tunnel issues! read more for all the individual designs + me ranting :*

first off roland!! i included an angelica in here, i designed her before him, shes very triangular to me.. maybe a bit more messed up than roland tells us about, he is a biased narrator afterall. anyways i wanted his design to match hers nicely, so hes like a rounded square type of guy... i think projmoon designed him to be Just A Guy intentionally, so i played into it. overall the least interesting design of the bunch imo. its on purpose :)

angela !!! my baby :) an important thing here is her bangs. i dont want her hair to be able to recover from however many years she spent with the hard middle part in lobcorp, i think its cute to incorporate it still. swoopy, fluffy hair for her! and the clothes are just a bit more casual idk the librarian uniforms were kinda boring and stiff to me, as much as it does go with her character.. if u wanna be human u gotta experience the joy of sweatpants or whatever. also i didnt add color but i dont want her to be fully white<3 or fully clear skinned.. give her sunspots on her face. she finally gets to experience sun. :)

guess ill go in order of appearance lol. malkuth! whats the headband for if it doesnt keep anything out of her face!! since shes a bit more active than some of her colleagues, i also gave her a ponytail(its also for the silhouette...) also gave her some chubbier thighs.. also maybe a butler-esque coat, at least to me; i just made it a bit more form fitting than the original. playing into her personality or whatever. shes cute.. remember to take deep breaths!!

yesod!! i want to play into the skin issues a bit more, i still removed his gloves but i gave him a poncho, not just for the square silhouette im trying to build but for more coverage. also emo hair over eyes was funny. also wide flare pants for you, boy. just very square and put together in general

hod! this ones my favorite (i even cared enough to give her a pattern on that skirt!!) it was kinda bugging me how in the artbook i couldnt tell who was writing because hod's, malkuth's, and tiphereth's colors are so similar. so hod is pink now, and malkuth a bit more orange. i kinda went for a romantic poet thing here, dunno how much that worked out, but i think out of everyone you can tell shes the literature girl. gave her pigtails !! theyre cute :> also since i removed the coat decoration off of angela, i gave part of it to hod in the bottom of her coat :). cute and round!

netzach is a very strange man to me.. ellipse shape and loose fitting clothes for u. if i saw him irl i wouldnt approach him. not to say i dont like him as a character, i love him, but i want him to look like a depressed guy who would pick up art as a hobby to distract himself and it works. bro is just surviving out there. also gave him comfy clothes to make the surviving easier, down to the shoes and wide, id assume non-denim pants - maybe cotton? maybe sweatpants that dont fit around the ankle? who knows.

tiphereth!! since she's like the teen girl of the group i gave her a skater dress, converse, and a tied coat around her waist.. like how i used to wear as a teen when i was being a hater and recovering from a death in the family that changed my entire life (im still a teen ... 9 more days till im 20 as of posting this). also gave her fishnets i think she would like that. i imagine she would get headaches bc of those dumb braids on her head<3 or maybe bc her coworkers are kinda dumb<3

gebura :) round face, reverse triangle shaped body.. like a true butch lesbian stereotype.. i decided a leather jacket, docs and pants i see metalheads wear would fit her! red leather jacket, of course. also gave her spiky hair just like projmoon did<3 my favorite detail here are the eyebrows, i think their shape is rlly neat! nvm i think its just that gebura is rlly neat. anyways the eyebrows fit her

chesed my boy.. idk i just saw him and hit him with the transmasc beam and gave him , as the kids say, wh0re eyes. i wanted him to have rounder hips and just be round in general. turtleneck and cardigan combo also, i think he would like wearing that. also somewhat curlier hair, or at least wavy would do him well! and a tote bag, i dont doubt that he would go out to read in coffee shops if he could - so he gets a tote bag to carry his sociology books. i want him to look like he would give the warmest, comfiest hugs and be friend shaped

binah!! this one was the most challenging, trying to find the right place for the colors - to not use too little or too much yellow. i still dont think i got it right but this is as close as im getting. long face, long nose, siren-ish eyes.. messed up in the head bird lady that speaks like hannibal! i also dont think a dress really suits her so i opted for wide pants and a fancy black button up .. maybe angela styled her, who knows. also black fingertips which is a trait i like to give the arbiters (including an oc).. just my own little consistency thing i like to do :)

hi grandpa! ok for hokma i dont think the changes are that big? i gave him O shaped legs and his sword thing i turned into a walking cane, gave him a vest (didnt want to opt for a corset but i think he would enjoy the back support for proper posture) . also gave him a mild gradient from darker gray to lighter gray, since he IS the gray part of the ABC trio. gave him salt and pepper hair and an older face. forgot to draw it, but i wanted to give him a silicone tip for the sword so it doesnt dull out, which he can take off when recieving guests

honorary mention to go along with the angelica i mentioned with roland, i mildly changed up her twin(k) brother. i gave argalia and angie the same hair but mirrored, his a bit more curly and hers a bit more spikey, his face a bit more edgy, hers a bit rounder and kinder. not much else to say here, i liked his design as is, but wanted to add him here :)

#library of ruina #project moon #art i made #big project done wooo ! :) im proud of myself for setting a goal and sticking to it. are you proud of me. tell me youre proud of me

[acidichcl]

My babies

Was playing around a lil with how i draw them

Anyways, im bored so below is just me rambling about my tmnt fan iteration. I also might change the name. Maybe

If ur gonna read it, be warned, it’s long 💀 i tend to yap alot. I’ll make a clearer post once i figure everything out lmao

I guess i’ll start by explaining this post first. Baxter stockman found a crystal near an alien crash site and he found it super pretty, he wanted to give it to april’s mom, who he fancied. At the time, he didnt think much of it. He just thought it was a regular pretty crystal that was probably formed because of the crash impact or something.

As baxter gives the crystal necklace to april for her to give to her mom, april ends up giving it to Leo instead because april doesnt like her mom and refuses to give any gifts to her. Leo wears the crystal necklace in gratitude for April and on that night, leo had something happen to him. It’s like something from the necklace is taking over his body. That something is basically the crystal’s energy getting embedded to his body, this includes a hologram being (like an AI i guess) that is part of that crystal

This hologram being is what u call a Chronix (im bad at naming, i just pulled that outta my ass😭), that mainly takes a dragon-like form, but it doesnt really have a set form. Theyre holograms after all. Chronix doesnt immediately show itself to Leo, as just like any other virtual assistant, it only shows up when needed. When the crystal’s energy was embedded to Leo, he just thought that it was somehow Donnie’s mischievous doing. Maybe he was experimenting with things and Leo got caught in the way. Weird things happen pretty often and the first suspicion has always been on Donnie due to his mysterious and mischievious nature so leo quickly dismissed it and went on with his day after Donnie gives Leo a device that would help tame the energy surge.

One day, a bunch of utroms have been spotted roaming around the town. While April was still sleeping, an utrom managed to get into april’s place through an open window and climbed onto leo, causing him to freak out and accidentally spawn a holographic whip that would break April’s shelf of her beloved figurines. Leo begged Donnie to fix everything and he also tells Donnie that the device he gave isnt working. Donnie agreed to fix the issues and he tells Raph and Mikey to somehow keep April stay in her room so that she wont see the mess. While Donnie is fixing up his device, Leo is sitting alone in his room, wondering what actually is happening to him.

Prompted by Leo’s question about what’s happening, Chronix appears and tells him that the energy surges he’s getting are because he’s not used to it yet. His body is not trained enough to be a container for the energy nor to gain better control of what he spawns. Chronix explains further about what it is and where it came from: The utroms have a very advanced living condition and what keeps their conditions alive is a big sun crystal that powers everything in their planet. It is linked to everything there and it casts virtual assistants to serve the utroms. As they were fleeing their planet that’s about to be taken over by shredder (i imagine him to be like Wander over yonder’s lord hater lol), the utroms took the big crystal with them as its huge energy source is believed to be able to form a new world and Shredder will have his own loyal army. Cuz virtual assistants cant think or feel for themselves, they just do what theyre prompted to do, theres no way for them to betray him. Shredder took over that planet because he wants that power in order to conquer the galaxy. When the utroms fled with the crystal, they crashed to earth, causing the huge crystal to shatter to multiple pieces. those who came to check out the crash site notice these crystal fragments and take them, either its for collection, or for profit purposes, or for research, whatever. Ppl like shiny things ok. The utroms are trying to gather all the pieces to form the crystal whole again, while shredder, and other alien invaders, are also actively trying to seek out for this crystal.

As Leo is one of those who is in possession of the crystal, he is now a target, hence why an utrom climbed up onto him that morning. Now knowing that he’s not supposed to be in possession of the crystal, he tries to take off the necklace but he is now bonded with the crystal so he physically can’t take it off. The crystals dont have the same effects on other living things tho. But I think i’ll not say the reason for that yet. I have an idea, i just gotta think more about it

To avoid any more accidents, he asks for chronix’s guidance on how to make his body stronger to contain and control the energy. Chronix tells him that he just needs to train n stuff. For better guidance, he tells his brothers. And then april, who then mentions that there’s a dojo nearby and thats where they meet casey jones and his grandpa who owns a pet rat, Splinter, who shortly gets in contact with an utrom and gets mutated. Also the grandpa’s pretty old so he passes away not very long after. Casey is still too young to continue his legacy, but splinter is now an old wise rat who knows of the grandpa’s techniques. So splinter takes the sensei role to initially train only leo and casey, but the other turtles and april also wanted to join in just to have something to do

Yeah

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