#me watching them both again rn

[loverkasp]

thinking abt the era where i first watched the witcher and the dragon prince at the same time and i would come on here and see fan art and could never be sure if it was geralt and jaskier or if it was rayla and callum

#me watching them both again rn #brings me back #methinks #the witcher #tdp #rayllum #geraskier #lol

[alpacacare-archive]

inside you there are two wolfs

#repostober #day 19 #undertale #alphys #gaster #wd gaster #ive given you old man gaster & alphys father daughter friendship dynamic #now its time for same age group queer nerd coworker besties #this was inspired by a con i went to #when i was there i couldnt help but notice two prominent kinds of people #cosplayers/anime fans dressed in cutesy merch and clothes(/positive) #and gamer nerds who were also dressed in merch and pins of games they liked (/positive) #and i also couldnt help but notice that its them #they are in fact discussing an anime they watched and with them both being academics i can only assume that every argument is extremely #detailed well thought out and informed. id like to believe that they sometimes site sources. aloud. #details i love in this are alphys painting her tail to look like mewmews for her cosplay i just think its cute hdfks #you can pry aroace gaster out of my cold dead hands that man made his children in tubes i just know it #also i shouldve drawn him wearing portal merch i almost wanna redraw this just for that #actually i really wanna redraw this i think. i wont rn (i am so. tired) but i feel enough anger at gaster not wearing #an aperture science t shirt that it might make me draw again

[xiewho]

not to also be in tc denial but i cant see how this conversation won't include gorgug saying in some way that he joined the owlbears to spend time with fabian. what other reason would he have to be on the team for so long if not to hang out with him or something 😭

nno cause. youre so right like what reason do u have other than u wanna spend time with ur bff . like 'if i get to be with u then that's enough for me !!' . its ok anon if we hold hands when the episode drops then through the power of friendship and Believing this WILL get referenced in the ep. godspeed

#cause it's like. if u werent drawn to the sport What Drew You In #AND FOR SO LONG TOO like he;s been on the owlbears since fy #im gonna start my spiel in the tags #i feel crazy #like picture a conspiracy board with red string #but the string isnt actually connected to anything. ive tied them into bows. #and there's just red marker overlapping both the corkboard and the photos and it's just in the shape of a big heart #thats what im feelin like rn #idk whats goin on actually im just here for the ride #VERY EXCITED THOUGH #lou and zac pc interactions always eat #it drops at 7am for me so. haha #watch this scene end up being like. so unserious #its ok we can dramatize it thats what the imagination is for #asks #thistlecaster #guys i just fucking realized if gorgug leaves the owlbears #fabian will be alone. Again #hey guys what the fuck #LIKE TEAM-WISE. like im sure tbk would watch his games from the stands #but on the owlbears itll just be him. Man #fhjy

[theinfinitedivides]

SRK!Don girlies pack it up and take it home we're all f*cked after 84 years we finally get official news about Don 3 coming in 2025 or so and there's uh. i can't believe i'm saying this this is actually coming out of my mouth but there's no Shah Rukh

#film: don 3 #don #don 2006 #don: the chase begins again #don 2 #don 3 #shah rukh khan #srk #farhan akhtar #bollywood #local gay watches Bollywood.txt #Farhan posts on his Instagram about how lucky he was to have both Amitabh and Shah Rukh as part of the franchise #and now they're passing on the mantle to another actor bitch!!!!! you robbed me of older DILF!Don bitch!!!!! #i was rooting for you we were all rooting for you we saw the rumors and then had them credibly refuted so what is this. wtf is this #istg if we get an announcement about the successor and it's Ranveer i'm going to throw something #i love the man but i cannot see him as Don. if you wanted to do sh*t like this you should have just made Don 3 earlier #and done a spinoff ffs #i'm grieving rn. literally grieving i only get two films with SRK in what is possibly his sexiest role to date??? you're f*cking kidding me #ykw maybe this is for the better. maybe Shah Rukh will have a project in 2025 that will blow the Don franchise out of the water #and have me thinking that it might have been a good idea to leave it alone. let's think happy thoughts happy thoughts— #*screeches* #Farhan i'm coming to your house. i'm in your walls Farhan

[vvanessaives]

a girlboss (sad) and the cause of half of her problems (a daughter)

#hii this is like a timeline kind of template so there's spoilers be warned :] #and hiii again this is the first time i come up with my own template if u see smth weird don't mind it please <3 jkdfnk #DO NOT LOOK at vhanya's fc i just idk i struggled so hard bc i need someone with blonde hair so it's easier to edit to white and just jsdnfk #i was losing my mind truly #anyways rhaenne and vhaemond <33 my current brain worms #*ocstuff #oc: arianne #oc: visenyra #mine #this was supposed to be an arianne only show but then i was like...i will never get the energy to make a template from scratch so i'll #squeeze this as much as i can. i just needed smth like..relationship template but also timeline?? then i wanted to talk with no sense about #them and the second template was born. idk i just like intricate stories. much to say just vhanya is both sooo dumb and sooo..i want to hug #i could've easily go with haha she sides with the blacks :) but noo i want her to feel the pain coming with her choice till her very last #moment <33 i love torturing my ocs huh. and arianne..girlboss gaslight and so on..her putting her daughter above love... #the resentment and hate but love and affection that goes on between mother and daughter...shocking #there's so much i could say but my brain feels blank rn so rip #also watch me trying to find alternative ways to not just plainly write 'these guys fucked lmao' in vhaemond timeline dkfjfksd

[skitskatdacat63]

Okay finally posting my pics from when I went to Hanger-7 on Saturday July 1st !!

RB9 🥹

STR3 !!!

RB16B

RB7

Various Red Bull-Saubers(including Kimi's first F1 car!!!)

Tbh I think seeing these cars was more surreal and insane to me than going to the actual race the very next day. I think it's because I'm more deranged about the 2010s than nowadays(for the most part), so seeing all these incredibly iconic cars in the flesh(especially ones like the STR3 and Hungry Heidi) was just unbelievable to me. And the fact that it's free entry as well??? Yeah yeah, feel free to waltz into our aircraft hanger, free of charge, and witness these spectacles of engineering 🥱

#as i said it was just super surreal to be standing next to those cars after seeing so many pics and watching so many vids of them #like ??? im standing next to seb's first gp winning car ???? #im standing next to seb's 2nd wdc winning car rn????? #(ALSO OMG SEEING BOTH MARK AND SEB'S NAMES ON THE RB7 HEHEHEHE FOREVER IMMORTALIZED TOGETHER) #im standing next to *the* 13x race winner 4th wdc winning Hungry Heidi rn?????????????????? #like the fact that they had (i think) 4 championship cars just there is insane to me #(also shhhhh i dont know which chassis they have obv so dont be like 'well actually!' to me) #no rb6 tho :( which is a shame bcs thats my fav rb car but god so many other favs so its okay #actually i think they had rb6 but in a different livery so i only have like one pic of it #but anyways i guess its also just more surreal than the gp bcs i was standing so close and getting to appreciate it all #whereas the gp was more of an experience and a really really insane thing to go to and experience rather than appreciate more finely ig? #but yeah do you guys like when i say ill post pics soon and then dont do so until 10 days later? #tbf i just didnt want to post them on the race wknd...but now its almost the race wknd again #btw they had some more cars. i think the rb10 and rb13? but the ones i posted are all my babies yknow #hahaha wait for my course we're supposed to write reflections(in german my god) abt some places we visited right? #and ill do them i swear i swear but like my brain was pretty useless at trying to write that much german while doing so much else #so the only one ive ended up writing was abt going to hanger 7 and how unglaublich it was and it was basically just a rant #omg also!! i have a pic w hungry heidi !!!! (and rb16b boycar ofc) #its so funny bcs basically until the day of i was unsure if i was going to see this alone bcs the guy who ended up going w me was unsure #so id just constantly daydream abt what it would be like to have to ask a stranger to take a pic of me with rb9 #but luckily my friend did! but god no way was i leaving that hanger without taking a pic with at least one beloved #red bull racing #f1 #formula 1 #formula one #rb9 #catie.rambling.txt #rb7 #str3 #rb16b

[fifthnailinstevesbat]

thinking about how after i watched the last episode of season 4, i genuinely could. not. listen to the song that plays over THAT PART for literal DAYS. you know the one. when it’s cold i’d like to die. i had to actively avoid it because hearing it made me so violently i’ll and HEARTBROKEN i could feel it like my body physically REACTED. it was insane. it still actually hurts to hear it but nothing will come CLOSE to that feeling the first week afterwards.

#it’s so hard to ever watch that episode too #like i’ve done maybe three season rewatches since that first time in july 2022 #and i still think i’ve only watched those scenes maybe two of the times #i am in a rewatch rn. and. i’ve just. stopped. #it’s been WEEKS since i binged the rest of season 4 #but i just cant bring myself to watch it again yet #it’s been like a good WHILE since i’ve actually watched the episode all the way thru #so… #yeah. #safe to say this show is wired into my emotions and i grieve the characters like i would real people #stranger things #OH my GOD LITERALLY THE WEEK AFTER. maybe like three days had past since the episode #my sister and my dad both like came up to me and asked if i was doing ok or if something had happened because i had been really quiet #and i had to look them in the eyes and explain that technically no nothing has happened #but also EVERYTHUNG has happened. #but yeah i’m ok just. stranger things season 4. #proof of how wrecked i was. #stranger things 4 #st4 #stranger things 4 vol 2

[tariah23]

Ppl still be calling Sasuke abusive, it’s crazy to me-

#I will defend him for the rest of my life I’ll be old in a senior citizens building still on tumblr writing long essays about him #sorry he’s so awesome #how does anyone read or watch the entire series and come out thinking that #🧍🏾‍♀️… #his character is all about love bro #literally the only ppl who get his character are sasuke fans and like about half of sns fans (most of them mischaracterize the shit out of #both of them to hell so that’s why I say at least half lmfao) #the dudebros only see him in a meta sense #Sakura fans act like it’s his fault that she’s miserable and still sucks when she was the one who forced herself on him and he just gave in #because he’d already felt guilty about what happened before and the story (idk why kishimoto did that shit because it made no sense for his #character) had his ass feeling bad about what he did when he was always right from the very beginning #gaslighting a genocide survivor is crazy #a lot of sns fans do this as well so again that’s why I said HALF lmfao #it’s so ugly bro #there’s sm more but I don’t want to talk about it rn it just annoys me sm #rambling

[bbreaddog]

.

#personal #ran out of repeats for my anti depressants last weekend and it’s been hell ever since #the only free time my psych has available is when i am not #so I’m just fucking. waiting i guess #for hopefully a cancellation or something so i can be a regular person again #cant believe i ever thought these meds didn’t work for me in the beginning #that’s the curse of taking meds isn’t it #is that you never know when they work or not bc they make you feel normal #which feels like FUCKING NOTHING #so you don’t know! until you’re not taking them! #bullshit i tell you. who invented this. #anyway my physical health sucks and now my mental health sucks even harder #which is making my physical health suck like a vacuum #i cant even bring myself to watch rwrb or heartstopper rn #what. the entire and whole fuck is that about #i dont think I’ve ever been so unwell that even my hyperfixations have to take the backseat #any video longer than 2 minutes is making me feel like both my skin and my insides are being sanded with course grit #tell me how I’m supposed to watch a 2 hour film #or an 8 episode season #at least i have fics and books #and very low volume rent obc soundtrack #life is hard rn… #still gotta talk to boss about my future in teaching…

[1980ssunflower]

I? Gonan die

#I WANT THEM HERE SO BAFLY #PLEASE #MY BABIES I MISS YOU INLOVE YOU DO YOU HEAR ME PLEASE #I NEED YOU BOTH TO KNOW I LOVE YOU PLEASE COME SEE ME AGAINNN #WAHHH #Ive been missing them sm i want to work on art of them sm rn #but im so #idk i feel icapapble of dping anythi b rn rven w school #i wish theyd come see me again and talk to me #i miss them... #i love you min-gi.... ryan.... #i always will #until the end of everything #even after i will love you #my heart belongs to you botj #let me hear from you again te amo #ot3: ❤rhyme💛easy💙 #tape entry circa 1980 #id love to be held by them rn #be drunk and silly w them botj watching horror movies on pur vcr w them #and fall asleep tofether cuddle pile stykr #feel mins strong arms around me and ryans face snuggled againt my chest #aoahh #i love you min-gi. i lvoe u ryan #always #amwayd and alwayd and always #i wont forget that

[spacefunclubs]

To anyone who followed me for Beavis and Butthead last year and now see me switching hyperfixations to Good Omens this year, I am so sorry (half lie)

#sammy rambles #technically i got into GO in november of last year when my b&bh fixation was starting to fade a bit but ya know #i know a couple of people follow me from those posts i made about them (and I STILL get notes from that one scene of beavis) #and are now just seeing me losing my mind and sobbing over GO #also btw PLEASE watch good omens I BEG (ESPECIALLY season 2 rn) #i'd be a lot more happy if we got a season 3 of that than b&bh ngl (i love both but i need my proper conclusion to GO) #also someone do me a solid and draw beavis and butthead as aziraphale and crowley respectively and call them ineffable dumbasses #i'll literally pay you whatever you want fr #this blog has been through a lot with jumping ship to other fandoms (or just now jumping ship from twitter to here again LOL)

[minakoainosupremacy]

I’m sad, I’ve had a bunch of fun cool ideas sitting in the back of my head since like new years which I wanted to use for rare pair week, but like life has been kicking my ass so I didn’t have time to even start anything and now it’s over :( guess they will just keep living in my head until next year

#this is if I’m also not dying next year… which is unlikely #don’t do what I do. don’t work full time and do school full time. especially when you’re doing a dual graduate degree program. I’m in hell #brain screams #it especially makes me sad cause when I started writing fics in the summer it made me SO happy to be writing again!!! #especially about sailor moon!!! one of my special intrests and fav shows of all time!! it makes my brain SO HAPPY!!! #as I keep telling myself - just cause I don’t make these things now doesn’t mean I can do them in the future. my ideas will still be there #I can write the fics I want and finish the YouRube videos I’ve started. I can make silly little doodles and comics and short animations #I can take my Venus plus on hikes and exploring and to wonderful places!! we can go to museums and cafes and concerts!! #we can go to the ocean and climb mountains and get lost in the forest and get muddy and wet and cold and sit by campfires and climb on logs #I can take my not fully fleshed out idea of using her and my other plushes to make a sort of live action stop motion skit video!! #I want to be creative and free and have fun and live my life and pursue my passions!! #but rn… all i do is work. work and homework and class and homework. until I’m so fatigued I can’t walk and I can’t sleep and I can’t think #to be real watching the anime and having the codename: sailor v and stars arc of the manga is like one of the few things getting me through #when I’m so tired I can’t think I have those as comforts so I’m not sitting on the couch wanting to die #I find so much comfort in existing in the space of this fictional universe and I draw strength from the characters #like sailor moon helping me get through some of the hardest fucking shit I’ve ever done in my life. and helping me remember to love myself #also lowkey helping me fight off my depression and ed and substance abuse issues #I just both get so much joy and comfort from this space but also I feel I owe it so much gratitude for kinda helping me from crumbling #I want to also contribute to this space cause it gives me joy to do so and cause i want to give back and contribute to others joy as well #like it’s a combo of I love this and want to and also as a form of gratitude i want to and also to help others experience joy I want to #but… I don’t have the time or energy now. and if my life keeps going on like this. will I ever? I’ve never let myself slow down. #idk if I ever will :( oh well

[space-coupe]

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#okAy so i'm not going to finish writing it i lack the skill n talent but i Must get this out there it's haunting me #i know rpf freaks some ppl out in which case why are u following me i literally made this blog bc i wrote so much goddamn rpf #but anyways. fair warning in advance. n i will delete this once i stop being insane blah blah blah #but god. just obsessed with piarlesteban ideas rn. with charles watching all the alpine stuff we're seeing trickling out now and like #the bittersweet feeling that comes with watching someone you love succeed at the cost of them potentially moving on without you #at least when pierre and esteban weren't talking it wasn't a constant reminder that Technically he's not pierre's oldest friend on the grid #that while he Technically thinks he knows pierre best. he wasnt one of those kids from normandy #is it jealousy? is it fear? is it something else? #after all if he called pierre 'pierrot' on main and started posting tiktoks with how important their friendship is #it would be smth f1 reposts and takes everywhere and makes a situation out of. but esteban can do it naturally. #him not wanting pierre and esteban to fall out again because truly he Does love them both albeit in very different ways because they *did* #all grow up together. but then if they do. he doesn't have to worry about if pierre starts to hesitate more when he's asked who he's #closest to. who his best friend is. doesn't have to worry #plus. plus plus. add in the context of it mirroring /pierre/ feeling like he got left behind while charles #blazed trails in his top team and pierre went back to his junior team who try as they might could never give him that wdc #sorry ive just been listening to smile like you mean it on repeat. and like #and someone is playing a game in the house i grew up in. and someone will drive her around on the same streets that i did #i CAN and i WILL make this about them #esp because im already deep in copium #YO the fact i can edit tags now. fucking SEXY!

[noxtivagus]

apollo n i have been watching stuff lately ehe

#🌙.rambles #we both feel rather unwell so we're just staying at home 😭😭 #mostly just watching like 1 episode of each stuff rn to see how we'll like these series n #so far we've watched 1 episode each of #yuru camp & komi can't communicate & horimiya #miya is so pretty.. >.> #n watched a bit of jjk again hehe memories #we'll watch the movie soon hopefully #WE JUST FINISHED THE FIRST EPISODE OF BLUE PERIOD JUST NOW N #OH MY GOD #that hits personally 🥹 #i really really really like yatora #OH DEAR I HAVE A NEW FAVORITE CHARACTER #he makes me heart warm sob looking at the personality section in his fandom wiki n bro i like you #it's been so long since i've watched anime like this #i really miss reading manga too #it's been.. really really long hehe #goddamn i can really see the type of characters i like #usually they have this side to them that's. not super obvious huh uhhh #IDK HOW TO SAY IT but say like some of my fav charas like #noctis n oikawa n megumi n claude n UHHH my mind is so empty rn but new one yatora yes #w the ones i mentioned above there's like #the type that's a bit aloof or idk the word but yh they have this side to them that's more soft n sweet i think or smth #n another type that's more playful n flirty ig in a way but have yeah another side to them too #good example for contrast is other than claude in fe3h my two other favs are sylvain/linhardt. yeah 💀 #i'm rambling oh dear indulging myself in fiction again is bringing this side of me back fuck reality #i'm observant n all so i'd be good for these characters ykykykykyk #..i'm so embarrassed saying that #my social battery is so dead n my head still aches but it's better than earlier today where i even felt slightly nauseous #my sleep keeps on getting interrupted w dreams lately :<< but!!!! i'll rest for today hehe 🤍

[haeroniel-doliet]

God that mood where you both need to do stuff and want to do stuff but both needs are vague and have too many options so you just. Do nothing you want or need to do and realize all the time you had is disappearing. A good time!!!

#haeroniel talks #forget the tag oh well #but for real. had 4 days off work and a ton of real life stuff i both have to get done and have been meaning to get done for a long time #ive pretty much only played video games and called my friends. genuinely not time wasted and i love when i get to do that #and like rn i would love to play more games and spend time with my friends like if one offers you know i never say no #but its also already getting dark and i have to go back to work tomorrow and ive not done everything i promised to have done yknow? #time doesnt feel real and i dont wanna get up even if the anxiety slowly builds to hopefully productive panic #but in the mean time im like ugghh i wanna stop laying around just playing sudoku and watching lame youtube. i wanna play something #(unclear what it is i actually wanna play too many options i kinda wanna play all of them and none huehheh) #im also very sad i havent drawn in ages and any attempt just feels shit. like maybe if i read enough fanfic thatll respark the love. #id love to post something before christmas to get me excited to draw again over the break but who the hell knows if i'll manage #and yeah still have the annoying job related/driving school related/therapy applying/other life admin that really really should be done #im just being grouchy and stuck and need to vent hi tumblr love you all kiss kiss i wish i could function better #i think maybe perhaps. ill concede that driving school and therapy arent priority (important but ive wasted ages on them already) #i think i can do work related things bc theyre sort of fun. i can use my parents help to whack through the life admin and then #maybe i can let myself spend the rest of the evening guilt free either calling my friends and/or playing or if im going totally w drawin

[exopelagic]

once again facing unstoppable force (anxiety-driven need to finish my work) vs immovable object (brain doesn’t wanna do anything but think abt little gay people)

#solution: write tumblr post #I JUST figured out a fix to my plot problem in this story I’ve been thinking abt #and I rlly rlly badly wanna start fleshing out these characters bc this is the story I’ve been most excited abt in a long time #it’s also combining a bunch of elements I’ve been playing with for a long time but never fit #and I am obsessed with all of the character concepts I have rn. there are 4 and this caters DIRECTLY to me #I’m getting much better at crushing the anxiety spikes that are uh. like. vaguely scrupulously ig that kept me from making things do ages #in favour of going hard on self indulgence and I’m having a great time #scrupulosity* as in i worry incessantly abt readings and sociopolitical implications until I’m just exhausted by the concept and drop it #sometimes you can just have fun luke it’s okay #but yeah I am!! and I wanna draw them all and do more stuff but #I have THIS FUCKING LECTURE. most boring frustrating man alive hislectures SHOULD BE GOOD but he SUCKS #he cannot get to the point and takes so many detours which are COOL but he’s so pretentious about it his lectures are PAINFUL #I get headaches within a few minutes of listening to him talk this hasn’t happened since I was sleep deprived in the v basic first year 9ams #and I’m on the last one. out of four. I have half an hour left. but this half an hour is insurmountable #and I gotta finish it bc I have so much other stuff to do (only two more lectures (better)!!! but also coursework now #which is easier!! and I know how to do both of them but it’ll take a chunk of time and I’m committed to getting it done by end of next week #okay. okay fine. I will watch this dumb fucking lecture and it will hurt #but once it’s done I will literally never have to listen to him talk again this is it forever. one last stretch #and then I can mess w my story while I have food. I can do this. pray for me #luke.txt