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frecklystars · 11 months

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Oh my god, thank you guys for the messages! I can’t wait to read them all when I get home! 🥰❤️

I’m going to see the new TF movie. I saw it last night and I handled it really really well. My biggest issue keeping me from enjoying the movie however - besides not hyperfixating on anything anymore - is thinking these characters want to hurt me bc that’s what my abuser made me believe. I used to look at Bee and think he’d love me more than anything in the world, and I’ve been trying so hard to remember how I used to self ship, seeing myself as worthy of their love. I really want to reclaim all of the characters lost to me, but I don’t know how to do that when the trauma is so fresh in my mind

I want to see the movie again with the mindset that they do love me and have been waiting for me to save the world with them again. Especially my Honeybee 🥺💛 way easier said than done but it’s worth a shot. and if I can’t handle it then I’ll just leave

Mirage 100% calls me his babygirl because that’s what’s on my shirt. And when we start dating he’s introducing me to Optimus like “this is my babygirl”

#Optimus is like ‘yeah she’s everyone’s Conjunx. we know’ hdhdhhdj #bumblebee starts talking thru his radio and Optimus is like YES BUMBLEBEE WE KNOW SHE IS UR CONJUNX TOO #the movie was so much easier for me to get thru than I thought it would be #Arcee is BARELY pink she’s more reddish and I just focused on the red parts #bee? cute as hell as always. mirage??? new husband for Keri literally the very second I saw him I knew I’d love him #Anthony Ramos is out there being such a damn SNACK #any time I felt anxious Anthony would be on screen and I’d count his freckles to ground myself #I was very tense during the movie but I didn’t have any anxiety attacks at all. just. tense and sad #but maybe today I won’t be as sad #well… my depression is rly fucking bad today but whatever I am trying to get out of that funk

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mdemn · 3 months

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walk with me here. sarah angelo & alice colletti jennifer’s body moment of “you’re killing people!” / “no. i’m killing boys!”

#ok? OK ⁉️#ARE Y’ALL WALKING WITH ME ?#sarah who grew up with alice (alice is a few years younger but since she was the only other girl they were forced to play together)#and sarah wanted to be rough and wanted to be ‘one of the boys’ so to speak #like she wanted to be involved in the family. was mad when she wasn’t taken seriously #alice wants to be a Good Girl. goes to mass every sunday. says her prayers. she’s smart n march is ensuring that she gets away frm this life #but also . alice has a MASSIVE crush on sarah #sarah who was her first kiss. sarah who was like ‘well if you’re gonna go off to school and change the world-#- you should at least know how to kiss so you can get you a rich husband’#and therefore teaches alice to kiss. more than once. in more than a couple ways #because two girls kissing is not against the rules. it doesn’t count. it’s not sex before marriage bc two girls can’t have sex . right ?#and so anyway . alice is in love with sarah and she’s naive . and sarah is a ‘bad girl’ and march begs alice to stay away from her #bc sarah is starting to help the family in some petty crimes. sarah can drink and handle liquor. sarah enjoys being around men.#sarah’s HURT people before. and alice who doesn’t get it who will never get it #i’d like ‘sarah! you’re KILLING people!!’ and sarah who smiles as she’s washing the blood from her hands is like #‘no.. i’m killin’ boys.. :)’#sarah marino #sarah angelo #alice colletti #mde #mafia definitive edition #post: personal

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stunfiskz · 5 months

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what are some of y’all’s favorite deltarune rarepairs…..

#for a fandom the size of deltarune im counting a rarepair as being eligible if there’s like. one page on ao3 #and generally doesn’t get posted about much. that one’s a lot more vague lol #also if there’s more than one page but it’s like 90% one or two people writing i’d still count that #i’m just curious…. because sometimes i see this question asked and people respond like ‘queenkaard’ or ‘krerdly’ and those are very much no #rarepairs. that’s easily the most popular berdly ship the least controversial kris ship #the most popular queen ship and probably the current post popular rouxls ship considering kingkaard fell off hard after ch2 came out #i want obscure shit yknow…#txt

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exopelagic · 1 month

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okay facing consequences of my actions

#I thought I’d gotten away with it this time #okay it’s 3am and I may have discovered something that completely ruins me #everyone is asleep so I can’t tell if this is me being sleep deprived or not!#so I need to sleep now but I haven’t cleaned my code up or written my answers #I do Not have time #if I don’t sleep now I’m gonna be having a bad time tomorrow morning and I am significantly less productive rn than I could be #with other people around I kinda need that y #so I should go to bed. but also. this code needs cleaning. but also. even if I fall asleep now I’m only getting like 5 hours MAX #I need a good few hours tomorrow morning to have a shot at doing this properly #so it would be more useful to sleep now and wake up as early as possible than keep going tonight bc I’m not going to finish tonight #okay. fuck. I hate this #if I could think straight I’d be able to fix this easy which is probably a good reason to sleep #it’s just an annoying logical problem that I gotta follow through bc currently I’m stuck between three possibilities and there might be more #I have these two rasters and I gotta calculate the area overlap #the first method counts the number of presence points in each (probably) and then counts the number in overlap raster w manually set values #the second counts total predicted points and points where they’re predicted to be alone and does a calculation with that for each species #that one with all points from both species + pseudoabsence. vs method 3 which does that with just individual species coordinates #method 1&2 are now homologous now I JUST caught the logical error but method 3 is what he gave us #but actually he might have fucked up in not including pseudoabsence #i don’t know if method 3 works for two different species either honestly #it gives me results I like much more (my overlap is 100% for one of the species and that shoooouldnt rlly happen even if it’s possible) but #I think it might actually just be wrong because it can’t account for #wait so the line is taking the prediction for all coordinates for each species for each species’ initial coordinates. and not pseudoabsence #and that set of predictions for each species coordinate set is then taken and yeah it’s no longer comparable you can’t count each alone #not with two different species bc you need an overlapping dataset to do that OKAY I have solved that logical problem my initial method works #which is annoying bc the result sucks but whatever I checked the rasters and it’s actually identical so #okay now I’ve figured that out. twenty minutes later. sleep I think it’ll help most #luke.txt

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lieutenant-amuel · 9 months

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you wrote once about your favorite Disney princesses. What are your thoughts on the Disney non princess? Or top 10 princes?

Thank you for the ask!

The term “Disney non-princesses” is too vast, so I’ll go with the princes :P

I’ll take the characters from the same movies the princesses are from (even if they’re not “princes” aka royal), excluding:

EoA, because I’m not even sure which characters to include. Probably Gabe and Mateo because they’re the main characters and around Elena’s age. But I won’t include them because they are not well-known outside their show and either way we all know Gabe is always my number one, so let’s make this top more interesting.

Moana and Raya and The Last Dragon, because those movies simply don’t have male characters who could be considered “princes” (I don’t have the heart to call Maui or the guys (Boun and Tong) from Raya’s gang princes, sorry and I barely remember those characters because I’m not a big fan of the movies).

Before we begin, I want to note that this top is about MY favourite princes, not the best ones, and is supposed to reflect MY opinion, not yours. If you disagree, make your own post and don’t argue with me, trying to change my mind, because this kind of conversations is simply pointless. Anyway, I’ll try to express my opinion as politely as possible so I won’t offend anyone.

And now let’s get started!

11. The Prince (Prince Florian/Ferdinand)

I have nothing to say about him, besides he’s romantic and sweet. His role in the movie is insignificant, he appears only in two scenes and doesn’t even have speaking parts, I think?

I believe he could have a bigger impact on me if I loved the movie more, because my own bias plays a big role in making this top, but sadly he’s just bland for me.

10. Kristoff

Please, don’t bite me.

Despite the fact Kristoff is basically a lot more round than most of the characters I put higher, I still don’t have much to say about him, because he’s simply not my type.

I absolutely love Anna, but it doesn’t make me care about Kristoff as much as about her. He’s kind, loyal, brave, and even has a backstory, but… there’s still something missing. I don’t have the heart to call him unintelligent or God forbid dumb, but he just seems superficial to me. This is kind of people I don’t really like in real life, so I suppose it makes its impact.

I’m really sorry to all Kristoff fans, because really, he’s a great character, but just not for me. I often prioritize character’s personality over their complexity (which is why I’m not a fan of Elsa or Esteban if we take EoA into account because it’s been my brand~ for a long time) and if I don’t like them as a person, I cannot care about them as a character, and Kristoff is this case.

9. The Beast (Prince Adam)

As much as I love Belle, I’m indifferent to the Beast. I know he kind of has a complex character arc as we see how he’s actually changing thanks to Belle’s influence, plus we know a little of him before he was turned into a beast, like the fact he loves books, which actually does add something to his character, but I just don’t think that much about him. He’s nice, and that’s all I can say.

8. Prince Charming (Prince Henry)

I’m not sure what to say about him. He and Snow White’s prince are basically the same as neither of them plays an important role in the movies. I put him higher than the Beast mostly because of the sequels where he gets more personality (and an iconic jumping out of the window scene) that makes him a lot more enjoyable and fun to watch, even though he’s not really the character type I like.

7. Eric

Same as for the Beast. I strongly disagree with people who call Eric dumb or bland, but the fact I don’t insult him doesn’t mean he’s a character I often think about. I’m indifferent.

I love his passion for the sea, it makes him curious and adventurous, and I think it’s actually super interesting that despite being a prince, he has a down-to-earth hobby and is nice to his crew (and he has a super cool dog).

I heard Eric got “more personality” in the remake but I haven’t watched it yet so I cannot put my two cents in. Anyway, this top is about animated princes, so I wouldn’t put him higher either way. But the movie would certainly help me to look deeper into his character.

6. Phillip

Unexpected? Well, as I said, I’m biased. Sleeping Beauty is my favourite old Disney movie, Aurora was my favourite Disney princess as a kid and so it automatically made me love her man, too. He’s charming and brave as he’s actually rescuing Aurora, and as much as this is basically the only thing I can say about him, I still put him that high because he has a special place in my heart.

But you know, if we’re unnecessarily overanalyzing, Phillip is also kind of a rebel since when he fell in love with Aurora without knowing it was her, he refused to follow the betrothal and wanted to marry the girl he actually loved, so yeah, that’s nice. And he has a cool horse and a fun dynamic with his father.

5. Naveen

And we’re finally getting to the characters that I actually care about and even can say something beyond “he’s nice.”

I love Naveen! He’s energetic and optimistic, and I honestly do love characters like him. He’s super fun and has a fantastic arc, and I love his passion for music. As in Eric’s case, that’s great that he has a hobby and treats common people nicely despite being a prince.

Really, I just love characters with a radiant personality.

4. John Smith

I thought for a long time whether I should put John Smith or Naveen higher, because I like them pretty equally, but eventually John Smith won mostly because he’s deeper and I have more to say about him.

John Smith is great! He’s curious and adventurous, which I already said about Eric, but he’s a lot more dynamic and charming, and it makes him more enjoyable to me (his part in Mine, Mine, Mine is fantastic). He’s also decent, brave, loyal, caring, and what’s also important open-minded. I love characters who use to have wrong beliefs but learn eventually that they’re wrong. I think if I had rewatched Pocahontas before making this post, I’d say a lot more about him.

3. Eugene

My Top-3!

Eugene must be one of the most loved Disney male characters, and that’s well deserved! He’s charming and witty, brave and resourceful, has a great backstory that actually makes people care about him and it leads him to have a fantastic arc.

I really don’t know what else to say about him, he’s simply an amazing round character with a unique personality, and I really love him a lot.

I’m not taking Tangled the Series Eugene into account, because I sincerely don’t like how he’s portrayed there. They make a very big emphasis on his narcissism, especially in season 1, making him a comedy relief character, whereas in the movie it isn’t even such a big deal. Not to mention his absolutely terrible arc of being the prince of the Dark Kingdom. It completely erases his backstory in the movie and makes his story of being an orphan a lot less impactful for me.

2. Shang

Another bias, because, as you might have noticed, Mulan is my most favourite Disney movie. Just of all time.

To be serious, Shang is a perfect character for me. He’s brave, smart, takes his responsibilities seriously. He might be blunt and tough on the surface, but he’s also decent, respects his soldiers, wants his father to be proud of him, and always strives to do the right thing even if it’s contrary to his duties (I do have a type, don’t I)

and oh my goodness his song is the fire

He’s perfect, and I love him <3

1. Aladdin

That’s my boy!

Aladdin is my second favourite Disney movie, and Aladdin himself is definitely one of the reasons why.

He’s incredibly brave, decent, kind and selfless without being too soft as he’s also witty and resourceful. He also has many insecurities that force him to make wrong decisions, but he’s learnt from each one, and the general concept of his character being “the diamond in the rough” is really the main reason why I love him.

Aladdin is so layered and dynamic, and he will always be special to me.

Bonus: Gabe

ALRIGHT I’VE CHANGED MY MIND I will include Gabe, because it gives me an opportunity to finally ramble about my best man again and I cannot waste it.

I don’t even know where to start with.

I love his personality. He’s brave, honest, responsible, kind, selfless, protective, loving, extremely loyal and hard-working.

I love his story and how much he’s grown on me.

I love so many character tropes he embodies, and how some of the important aspects of his character resonate with me, which makes him special to me on a personal level.

He’s the character who unleashed my creativity as I created so much content of him and even built my own little universe that revolves around him and that I love to death.

He’s the only character on this list that I think about literally every day, and he will always be special to me because of the impact he’s made on me.

I love Gabe, and he’s placed out of this top, because he’s incomparable <3

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Thank you again for the ask! I hope I wasn’t too mean akjsnfkk.

#Ask me anything #Personal #Okay if I did include Mateo I think I’d put him higher than Eric but lower than Phillip #I… I’m just indifferent to him I’m extremely sorry #I liked him more in the past but throughout the time my opinion has changed #sadly #Honestly writing this post made me realize that princes are actually more boring than princesses #(to me at least)#There’s only five characters that I actually care about #(I don’t count Gabe because he’s not a Disney prince and I included him out of self-indulgence)#whereas in case of the princesses the whole top-10 are my big favourites #Эх

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bepoets · 3 months

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It turns out that what I needed in order to write more wasn’t inspiration or time to write or more ideas, but actually just a fun little color coded spreadsheet to keep track of how much I’ve written and for what and my favorite line from what I’ve worked on that day. It’s like a little treat after I write something I get to put it into the pretty chart and then the statistics change!! It’s like a reward!

#I made a goal to write everyday this year and while I Haven’t #I Have written more this year recreationally than I ever have before #January word count was 10906 words over the course of 17 days which is Huge for me honestly #and I’m 🤏This Close🤏 to finishing up some WIPs so I’ll actually be posting on ao3 again soon I can taste it #anyway I genuinely believe if everything in life involved a fun little spreadsheet with silly statistics I’d be more likely to do things #misadventures of brooklyn

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cunninghamchrissie · 1 year

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i just finished reading a book pls congratulate me i’ve been struggling w it since like september

#text #kinda embarrassing ngl #i used to be a voracious reader #and now it takes me six months to finish 250 pages #tbf i probably read more than that if you’re counting fics #but still #i could never do any reading challenges #atp i get through like 3 books a year max and it makes me feel so stupid #but i finished one i guess so yay #it was the hobbit bc i’d never actually read it #i only read lotr #and then watched the hobbit movies

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emmyrosee · 1 year

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tiny lil baby post but I just need to say thank you to all the renewed love on my pieces. some of my old ones were written with expectations of going literally, actually no where; seeing them get love is truly too much, and i can’t explain how happy i feel when i get to see how far ive come, how far we’ve come in this lil corner of the internet.

thank you for letting me do what i do <3

okay. back to the grind 💪🏻

#i need it to be known that I go back and reread reblogs like #almost every day #and I shit you not #that’s an actual thing I do #so now that like #Viktor&Rolf and Black Opium- two pieces I never thought I’d even post are getting love #it’s just #idk #never doubt how much likes and comments and reblogs matter #because I posted those pieces when I was in a strange place #and they truly do mark a point of when I started writing what I wanted to rather than what I had to #especially in my strangest of thoughts 🧡#so the fact they’re still even a little enjoyed?#that counts for so much more than you could know #WHEW okay. back to normal PFFFFF-

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deityofhearts · 8 months

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I feel like as someone who was a cashier it’s very easy to say I’d hate to be the person ringing up safiya and tylers purchases but I also once rang up like $300+ worth of fake flowers for a rlly sweet woman when I worked at dollar tree and was more like, fascinated than anything

#deity dialogue #she was using them for a big decorative cross btw #it was around easter time I believe #she even let me take pictures of all the flowers she bought #she was really sweet #tbh like when I check out so many items I have nothing against the customer #and especially if they’re nice too like sweetie dw I got this ily you have don’t nothing wrong #even worse is when ppl would buy so many glass items it’s like listen. I hate ringing up glass items cause I wrap them as they go and it’s a #whole nightmare but I have no beef with you dear customer c’mere I will protect you #I only take issue with customers when they’re rude like #listen the purchase can be annoying as sin but I’m not mad at my customers about it #all this to say I would ring up safiyas 100+ soaps and instead of being mad be more amused than anything #like even if she was just some random person I’d be like this is so fascinating why are you buying all this soap #ppl who buy a tone of one thing have plans. they have things to do and I’m gonna figure it out #similarly when I worked at Walmart a woman bough a couple hundred of several school items to donate #and me and several coworkers worked to count them and get them for her and shit then me and two others helped her pack them into some totes #I’m her car and she was so sweet and kept apologizing and we were like no ma’am you’re totally okay ily #she tried to offer to give me and the two helping her a tip but one there was no need tbh we preferred this to the hell inside the store #because the manager was on our ass about how we need to somehow find space for all the school items in storage #and two if we accepted money we could’ve gotten in trouble lmao

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pokebob28 · 10 months

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Todays topic is: shows/seasons that were amazing yet my opinion of them were soured by their conclusion

#miraculous ladybug #miraculous tales of ladybug and cat noir #miraculous season 5 #miraculous ladybug spoilers #kamen rider #kamen rider ryuki #I’m more mixed on the miraculous finale than I am the Ryuki finale #but I don’t particularly like either of them #star vs the forces of evil also counts here but I’d rather forget that finale ever happened

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browngonzo888 · 1 year

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I have a pretty decent job

I can go to one of the two restaurants nearby for lunch, I can have tea or soda or ice cream if I’m out of energy, every contract worker gets paid regardless of how many people show up. It’s $50 a day, not much but there’s a load of perks like keeping the larger portion of sales should one of my woodcrafts sell, and I get to be by myself most of the time. Of course happy face makes happy place, I must be on happiest behavior when someone visits me.

Sometimes I still think about the coworker I got rid of.

She was an older woman who was happy to indulge in the same things I did. But she was a toxic person. I didn’t know until after I added her onto my work roster. I share my shop with other people so I don’t have to work every day. Anyway, this lady was kinda nuts apparently. She commissioned the lady next door to make saddle bags but they weren’t to her specifications. She demanded to keep them and not pay for them. Then she namecalled the leather worker on fb. She was an antivaxxer, calling everyone else weak-blooded (her daughter made her take the vaccine anyway, so I wonder if she was plain lying and trying to pretend she didn’t take the vaccine) oh and she kept missing days of work. Just not pleasant to everyone else but liked working with me.

After finding out she made the workplace anxiety inducing for my fellow coworkers, I asked my boss to help get this woman’s crap out of my shop. She was booted. I was stiff but formal with her, saying it wasn’t a good fit and she lived too far away from work.

I still feel kinda bad for taking away a really peaceful job from her. She was a senior and probably would have never found a more decent one. Every time I drink a $1 Dr Pepper or close shop for a peaceful lunch, I remember how fleeting it is to lose a good gig.

#work #job #counting my lucky stars sometimes #she was really toxic and I liked the leather lady more than her #i try to be a courteous as possible irl because everything can go in a snap and I’d be at the mercy of other peoples opinions #I repair old wooden equipment that would otherwise be difficult to fix and I do it for free #i build displays for other people too though I charge for that

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