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neobaobei · 8 months
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Flower
Pairing: Husband!Jeon Wonwoo x Wife!Female Reader
Genre: pure fluff, kinda arranges marriage au, spouses-to-lovers au lol
Warnings: few profanities, wonwoo wears glasses(yes, this is an important warning)
Word count: 1.7k
Summary: A little sneak peek in your new married life with Wonwoo as you both celebrate your one month anniversary.
A/N: Lovelies I'm back from being unalive :^) been really really busy with studies and shit. Will try to update a little frequent TT
Song Rec: Flowers by Seventeen.
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"Thank you", you mumble with a smile on your face, bowing in the process. You look at the pretty water lilies, the light pink shade pleasing your eyes, as you ponder why these are so underrated.
You stride to your car and place the bouquet of the newly purchased flowers gently, not forgetting to savour the fragrance yet once again. You get into the car, tucking yourself under the seat belt, before smiling again.
If anyone could see you, they would probably think that you're possessed by some smiling demon. But no one knows that you are actually smiling because of your husband!!!
You sit there, leaning your head back on the seat, pushing your glasses up, thinking about how you are going to give him these flowers. In all honesty, you don't even know if he likes these and you would be lying if you say that you did not ask your friends about the birth flowers and the theory behind it.
You would also be lying if you say that you did not spend the whole two hours last night, browsing through his facebook page, looking for his birthday, just because you were too ashamed to ask him directly!
You just hope that he likes these flowers…
You start the engine and drove back to your house, with a smile still adorning your face.
It all feels so fast. You feel like you just were in the first grade with your dad wiping you tears that would not stop coming; but now suddenly you are married and not to mention, today's your one month anniversary!
You still remember the exact moment wonwoo came into your life. You always wanted to marry a person who you knew by heart and loved dearly, but when your dad said that he wants you to get married to wonwoo, you couldn't obligue to it. Not because you knew your father knows what's good for you, but also you knew wonwoo.
Yes, you knew wonwoo. I mean he's your dad's friend's son. Your classmate, who barely had two friends, had his face always deep inside a book, occasionally pushing his glasses back to its place.
You've never seen someone that attractive with glasses. As someone who wears glasses, let's just say that you knew not all look good in glasses.
You wanted to marry him not just because your dad wanted you to, but also because you knew how much of a gentleman he was. He used to send you goodmorning and goodnight messages everyday from the age 19 till now, because you jokingly once said that you feel sad when no one wishes you those as you lived alone. The little white heart near texts still flutters your heart.
You look back into the day, when you both had your lunch together, to discuss about the invitations and designs. You remember taking your first picture together with him (it's still in your wallet!).
You were so in love with him, but never once you would admit it to yourself.
You had a smile on your face as you pulled the car in front of a cafe. You entered the cafe, the bell chiming indicating that someone has entered the shop. Your best friend and the cafe owner, Mingyu, looks over his shoulder at you and smiles. His shirt sleeves rolled up, some flour sticking on to his purple sweater that you both bought together.
"Gosh, it's blinding to see you smiling so much!" He exclaims rolling his eyes playfully, but genuinely feeling happy, when he finds you looking at the little cake that you told him to make for your one month anniversary.
It was a cute cake, blue coloured lettering(as you found out his favourite colour was blue, after some… let's say investigation..) that said "Wonwoo & Y/N; Since 8th July" and some heart shaped milk chocolates here and there. You couldn't stop smiling at it.
Gosh, you feel like a teenage girl who got accepted by her crush!!!
A playful scowl taking over your giddy smile as you turned to him. "Shut up and just tell me how much it is." You said as you rummage your handbag, looking for your wallet.
"Get out of here if you're gonna pay." Mingyu says, crossing his arms in front of his chest, before he walks towards, packing the cake that was freshly baked an hour ago, in a blue coloured box as you asked for.
You know that he's never going to accept the money you give him, so you walk towards him, trapping him in a hug. But little does he know that you slipped a fifty dollar bill in his apron.
You thank him with the hug (and the money that he doesn't know you sneaked in until the shift got over. He knows it's definitely you and reminds himself to give you a handful of nagging next day) and leave the bakery with a smile and drive back straight to your home.
You parked your car into your garage, not forgetting to check your hair and apply only lip balm, knowing that he doesn't prefer makeup. You hang your bag on your right shoulder, carrying the cake in one hand and the pretty, pink flowers in another.
You somehow manage to carry all those and open the door, already knowing that he would be home by now as it was already 7:47 pm. For a fact that you knew that wonwoo would always be chilling on the couch with his novel (also waiting for you, so you both could eat the dinner together even if it's going to be in absolute silence), so where was he today?
You place the cake and the bouquet on the dining table, before setting off to your bedroom in search of him. You open the bedroom door, softly calling out his name, only to find him doing something you never expected him to.
He was arranging red carnations and a Lego set and what it said absolutely shocks you!
'I <3 U to my pieces'
Hearing your voice, he quickly tries to hide the Lego set and the flowers he prepared for you under the bed, failing miserably as you've already seen everything.
You were supposed to reach home only at 8:05, why are you early by eighteen minutes today!? He's even still wearing his glasses for God sake!!!
Wonwoo stood up from the floor hurriedly, his face and neck painted red, as he tried to make something out as he saw you standing at the doorway, shocked.
You walked towards him, wanting to ask what this all was before he started blabbering: "Y/N, I really want to surprise you with the Lego set as it's our one month anniversary but you were not supposed to come this early today. Heck, I'm not even ready yet. I really wanted to tell you that I've been in love with you for the past one and a half year but before that happy one month anniversary; I love you and it's fine if you don't like me back-"
You cut his rambling with a hug. You hug him tight, your glasses hitting his chest as you turn left, your head barely reaching his shoulders. You could hear how hard his heart his hammering against his chest as he turned redder than he already was. He stands there with his mouth gaped, not knowing if it's right for him to hug you back.
You're his wife for god's sake!
You stand there in his embrace after he finally decides to hug you back, after a whole two minutes of debating whether to hug you or not. A smile forms on his face, as he feels you smiling against his chest too.
Tears pool your eyes but a smile still present on your face. You never expected this!
You look him in the eyes, breaking the hug making him feel the lack of warmth even if it's not even thirty seconds yet. The moment he looked at your teary eyes, his smile dropped so quickly, thinking that he spoke something really absurd as he starts apologizing profusely.
"Oh god! I'm-I'm so s-sorry, did I do something wrong? Did I hurt you? I'm sorry, I'm s-sorry-"
You cut him off once again, but this time it's with a kiss. You locked your lips with him, his eyes double the size that usual. Your glasses collide against his as he finally moves his lips against yours, a never ending smile playing on both of your lips, as he grabs you by the neck deepening the kiss. One hand on his neck and another on his waist, you pull him closer than you already, not minding your glasses that keep dashing uncomfortably against each other.
You both pull away, gasping for air, red tint adorning your cheeks, feeling like a goddamn teenager. You pull him closer, wrapping your arms around his neck, making him hold onto your waist.
He gently rests his forehead against yours, holding onto you as if you're going to disappear if he loosens his grip on you.
"Wonu, I love you too." You whisper softly, your fingers playing with his black locks in the back of his head.
"W-wait wha-t? Are you for real?!" He exclaims with genuine surprise on his face, as he tries to pull a bit from you.
You smiled before shyly nodding your head, making him beam in a way you never thought he could, making you smile too. Though he had his glasses on, you could still see his eyes getting teary as he pulls you into a hug, a poor attempt to hide his tears.
You both stayed comfortably in each others arms, before he shyly, too quietly whispers: "I fucking love you so much, Jeon Y/N", making you chuckle softly before replying: "I love you too, Jeon Wonwoo".
Time passed as you both exchanged the flowers with each other, smiles never leaving your faces as you even ate the cake, taking tons of pictures together.
You want to hang your portraits with him in your living room, just like mingyu and his wife, too!!
You both passed out on the couch, watching the movie that was long forgotten as you both were busy kissing each other every two minutes once.
husband wonwoo for the win.
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neobaobei · 8 months
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[09:36]
Pairing: Mingyu x Female Reader; Pure fluff
WC: 320+
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"ax plus... b and dx square...?" you mumble incoherent math equations, looking at your textbook that has nearly thirty questions in one page. You let out a sigh, a deep one, deep enough to make your seatmate glance at you in a not so subtle manner.
This was your eighth one of the day.
You sigh once again, blush creeping your cheeks, as you felt mingyu's elbow brushing past your clothes ones as he kept writing. Having a left handed seatmate has it's cons!!
You look back at your teacher as he was taking a really hard question. You couldn't really focus now that his elbows wouldn't stop dashing with yours as he imprints those letters on his notebook!
You try to move step away from him as you saw him struggle with his gigantic arms in that really tiny table. You moved a bit, noticing his gaze fixated on you as if you were doing something crazy.
"Um.. What are you doing..?" He whispers at you, slightly nervous that he had made you uncomfortable. "Incase, you were uncomfortable, since you are left handed..." You mumble in a really low voice that only he could comprehend, and continued taking notes as if nothing had happened.
He narrows his eyes at the little space between your and his seat, cursing silently at the university for not providing bigger tables before pulling your chair closer to yours swiftly, his hands finding its way to yours. He did it so nonchalantly, that it took you solid minutes to process what just happened.
His large fingers wrapped around your small, thin ones as he smiled at you, making you blush at the physical contact of your skin's against each other.
You immediately look around the classroom, checking if anyone saw you both holding hands, only to find your friends already sending knowing smirks at your direction, making you turn redder than you already were.
Guess it's time to finally reveal your relationship.
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neobaobei · 7 months
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[1:27]
Pairing: MarkLee x F. Reader; Fluff.
WC: 300+
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The sound of the pin code being pushed from the lock of the main door, resonates through the quiet house that's been opened by a figure looking like he went through a whole day of military training.
Mark enters the house, tiredly, dropping his shoulder bag on the floor near the coat rack (though you have told him so many times not to do it!!). His eyes half opened as he felt extremely tired with today's practice.
After handing his jacket on the rack, his eyes fall upon the sleeping figure on the couch. His eyes instantly soften, fully opened as a small smile forms on his face.
Suddenly a pang of guilt hits him, as he gazes over your body, uncomfortably napping on the couch, when you should be clearly sleeping peacefully in your bed. Your skin is adorned with goosebumps because of the cold air, eyes bags and dark circles under your eyes breaking his heart.
Clearly showing that you've been waiting for him, so that you could ask him about his day and tell him your 'i love you' before going to bed.
He sighs, walking towards you. He wishes he could give you what you deserve. "I told you not to wait, love.." he mutters lowly.
Slowly picking you up in his arms, being extra careful, so that you wouldn't wake up from your sleep. He carries you in bridal style, struggling to open the bedroom door with his legs and placing you softly on the duvet.
He drapes your blanket over your shivering body, before leaning down to press a soft kiss on your forehead with a smile.
"Sleep tight, my love" he whispers softly as he leaves to wash up, so he could join your slumber.
while you lie there, half awake and blushing, trying so hard to hide your smile.
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neobaobei · 8 months
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Hitorijanai
Pairing: Bodyguard! Lover! Seungcheol x Rich! Engaged! Female Reader (ft. Fiance! Minjun)
Genre: Angst, Infidility AU
Word Count: 1.5K
Warnings: Lots of crying, curse words, cheating, violence (slap)
A/N: this is just pure angst with the MC's crying with e/o. idk who this minjun guy is but fuck him lmao
Summary: You are set to marry a person who you don't want to and also, because you are so much in love with another man. But what happens when you have just ten days for your marriage and no other options in you hand?
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"Dad, but- but I don't like him-" the sound of a tight slap resonates through the room. The force of your dad's palm hitting your face pushing you down to the floor, your knees giving out as your eyes get teary, the pain in your heart much bigger than the pain of the slap.
You look up at your dad as he grabs you by your jaw, forcing you to look at him. "All these years you've been nothing but a fucking disgrace to the family and now, don't you fucking dare to put my pride down". He spats venomously as he lets of of your face harshly, letting your tears fall wet your cheeks.
Your dad leaves the room, not sparing a glance at you, mumbling something him.
You lower your head down as you let yourself go, crying as if there wasn't a man smirking, standing at the doorway of your room.
You look at the man, who was supposed to take care of you as your father told him to, but your dad doesn't know what his real intentions are.
Minjun, the devil in your room, your fiance, strides towards you, grabbing you by your shoulders forcing yourself to stand up and making you sit on your bed. Your gaze still fixated down as tears fall profusely.
He grabs your chin lightly trying to be gentle with you, but he doesn't know that he can never be gentle with his rough touch.
"Babe, you know it will be really easy for all of us if you would just confess that you love me.." he speaks, faking a soft tone. His finger tips grazing disgustingly soft on your cheeks. He tucks the small strands of hair behind your left ear, his index then making its way down your neck, trying to go lower.
You push his hands away from you, standing up defensively, wiping your tears. "You think I would ever love a man like you? You are nothing but a fucking mons-" second slap of the day lands on your face as your face turns left at the power.
He grabs you by your hair, pulling harshly on it, making you look at him. "Listen, you little bitch, this marriage is gonna happen, whether you like it or not! So, you better make up your mind, so that your life would be easy!" He exclaims, releasing you from the painful grip as he leaves the room, making you drop on the bed like a mess.
Right now, you don't want anything, but to be in his embrace.
Jus at the right moment, someone knocks your door. You weakly excuse them, expecting your house maid, who used to treat all his hits whenever Minjun came.
But to your surprise, you look at the person you were expecting. You look at the person who knocked the door, opening it waiting to enter after he makes sure that no one saw him enter your room.
You look at him as you saw him enter the room, locking it behind. You run into his embrace, crying harder than ever, but this time in relief that you finally got to see your lover.
"Cheol, I can't take it anymore!!" You cry in his embrace, wetting his black t-shirt that hugs his built perfectly. A bloach of your tear drop, wetting the exact spot of his left side. The wetness of your teardrop actually hurting his heart looking at you in this state.
"I can't stand him coming into my room everyday, acting as if he's the one I'm in love with! Acting as if I'm his goddamn wife! I can't do it anymore.! I- Please.. please, just do something.." you practically beg him, holding on to him tightly as if he was your last hope, which he was.
His heart couldn't take what he's witnessing right now. He's in no position to do anything against Minjun, let alone your dad who's practically the one paying his bills every month.
"Honey, please calm down. Please, sit down baby. Wait, let me get you some wa-"
"Just stay here with me" you cut him before he could even finish his sentence, pulling him into your bed, making you lay on top of him. You did not want to calm down. You just wanted him to hold you. You just wanted to be with him.
He just lays down there, holding on to you gently. His touch was the one that makes you feel warm and loved.
He really wants to do something. He really wants to set you free from this golden prison that you've been living your whole life. He would've done that by now if he wasn't just your bodyguard kept by Minjun to keep a track of you. Your bodyguard who was your childhood sweetheart that had your whole heart. Your bodyguard who you were so much in love with. Your bodyguard who loved you and fell harder than you did.
He wants to fight your dad. He wants to fight, no scratch that, he wants to kill Minjun. He wants to fucking kill him for hurting you, he wants to punch his ugly face for slapping you. But he knows what will be the consequences. He could get fired, he could get killed but what worries him the most is that he might not get to meet you again ever.
His heart wrenches at the way you painfully sob, holding onto his t-shirt tightly, trying so hard to calm down so that you wouldn't worry him even more. He couldn't stand seeing you like this, it physically hurt him so much.
"Honey… ca-can we… run away?" You ask quietly after trying your best to calm down. Your question making him sit up straight in shock.
"Y/N, what are you talking, we can't-"
"Are you fine with me getting married to that bastard?" You ask, eyes staring his, filled with nothing but extreme pain and hatred towards minjun. Even the thought about you marrying him made seungcheol clench his fist. But he cannot elope with you.
"Honey, I can't even stand seeing him close to you. I would die to see him marry you, Y/N. But… but I can't elope with you babe…" he whispered the last part, looking down not able to meet your eyes, breaking your heart. This was your last hope, you were ready to throw everything for him, but why is he like this now?
"But why? I want you coups, I love you so much. I want to be with y-"
"Y/N, I can't give you the life you deserve! I can't give you a comfortable life. I'm just a mere bodyguard whose family depends on your dad's salary. I'm sorry honey, but I would rather see you live comfortably with minjun than suffer with me-" you pull him into a kiss, his tears sliding down his cheeks along with your's.
You pull him closer to you by his shoulder with him holding onto your waist, tightly in fear of letting you go. His touch is nothing like the man who you called as your fiance.
Seungcheol made you feel loved while he made you feel sick. Seungcheol made you happy even with the little things while he made you scared even with his extravagant gifts. Seungcheol is the guy you love, while he is the guy who you want to get away from.
You both pull away from the kiss, tears flowing down your cheeks, so much pain in those eyes. You rest your forehead on his, throwing your arms around his shoulder, him hugging you waist.
"Cheol, I-I.. I love you. I don't love your house,I don't love your money, I fucking love you! I will be happy with you wherever I am. I will be happy with whatever you give me, heck, I'm more than happy even with your love. I will not be happy with him, honey… I'm not happy here.." you sob.
What did he do to deserve someone like you? What did he do in his past life that he got someone that loves him this much..?
"Cheol.. please take me… take me somewhere.. with you.." you whisper softly, pulling him closer, falling into his embrace.
It hits him. Seungcheol realizes that this is the last chance. Your wedding in ten days, this was the last option you both had. As much as he wants argue and make you stay with minjun, so that you could atleast have a comfortable life; he wanted to be selfish, this was the first time somone ever loved him this much.
"Okay.." he mumbles softly, pulling you into another kiss, tears of relief flow this time. You smile into the kiss when you find his hand grabbing your's to remove that engagement ring and throwing it somewhere in the floor.
One day you and seungcheol might get married and he might not be able to afford such expensive ring, but he promises to himself that he would sell his soul to make you live your dreams with him.
But little did he know that your only dream was to live and love with him.
scoups is the standard idc
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neobaobei · 8 months
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SEVENTEEN Masterlist
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Disclaimers:
◉ English is not my first language, so there will be grammatical errors.
◉ I write fluff and angst.
◉ Feedbacks and corrections are appreciated.
◉ My works are completely written by me only and if you find these in some other platform, it's been stolen. Please inform me.
◉ Lastly, I don't own the idol nor the pictures I use, except for the plot. This is just a fiction, so this doesn't depict the idols real life character.
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Choi Seungcheol
Hitorijanai
Angst, Infidelity AU
Jeon Wonwoo
Flower
Fluff, Arranged Marriage AU
Kim Mingyu
[09:36]
Fluff
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neobaobei · 8 months
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NAVIGATION
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My Other Blog <3
NCT Masterlist
SEVENTEEN Masterlist
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About Myself (even if no one asked lmao):
I'm sana, 21 years old. ISTP. Kpop enthusiast; Has a hobby for writing and embarassing myself in public;
Life is hard on me lol, so my updates are super inconsistent.
Thank you for reading my shitty writing <3! I hope you a have great day and a week ahead <3
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neobaobei · 2 years
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Pairing: Jisung x F. Reader; Fluff; WC: 400+
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I can't believe I'm going to do this!!
"H-Heyy…?" A boy suddenly leaned on the locker next to yours. You looked at him with a questioning gaze, having no idea who he is.
The boy had platinum blonde hair and basic glasses. He looked like a tall giraffe. His mouth and nose kind of reminded you of a mouse..? And needless to say, he was handsome.
"Yes..? Can I help you…?" You asked, looking at the male, who licked his lips nervously as he averted his gaze elsewhere.
"I.. I.. Have we met somewhere else before..?" I can't believe I'm fucking doing this!!
"Um.. I don't-" before you could finish, the said male cut you off.
"Because you look so much like my future girlfriend." he blurted out, cheeks flaring red like a tomato.
What the hell?
"Oh.." that's the only thing that left you, still speechless that a boy came out of nowhere and flirted with you.
But you soon composed yourself. Time to show who Y/N is.. *insert smirk*.
Before he could stop his cheeks from burning, you pinned him on the locker, a smirk playing on your lips. The male left in shock, panicking internally which was visible through his red cheeks.
"Oh really? Did I ever tell you that you look so much like my husband?" You said, a smirk still decorating your flawless face.
Why did I even agree to this, again?!
Chuckling at the boy, who looked like he would pass out any minute now, you moved back, giving him some space to breathe.
"Hey, I was just kidding. Okay?" You reassure him, thinking that he is scared of you.
"You don't want me to be your husband then?" His mouth blabbered and for the first time in his life, he wants the earth to just swallow him, so he could save his embarrassed self from you.
A naughty smile took over your face, you leaned a bit close, placing your hands on the either side of him, on the locker. "Oh baby! Why wouldn't I, hm?" You casually flirted with him.
"But I would like to know my husband's name first.." you say, taking a step back, extending your hand for a handshake.
"I'm Y/N, your wife.." you said with a playful smile, unaware of what that is doing to his heart.
"I'm-I'm.. I am J-Jisung..." He said shaking your hands, his heart beating so fast at the touch of yours. "Your husband..." He mumbled so low, but enough for you to hear.
You smiled, your heart doing weird flips at the shy boy standing in front of you.
"Well.. Catch you around then, hubby.." you say with a smile, before blowing him a flying kiss and walking to your class.
He touched his heart which was beating like crazy, a smile forms on his face. What this the start of his relationship with you..?
For the first time in his life, Jisung thanks his friends for giving him such a dare.
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A/N: Happy belated Birthday wishes to the one only Maknae of NCT 💚💚 One of the best dancers ever in the history <33 My baby that I love with my whole heart 💛
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neobaobei · 2 years
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Pairing: bf! Johnny x gf! Reader; fluff, suggestive, slight harrasment; WC: 330
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Walking hand in hand, you smile at the warmth of his hands over yours, almost hiding it. The pleasant smell of coffee brushing your nostrils as you hold the cup in the other hand.
The breeze passes swiftly around the road, a cold atmosphere engulfing you in this beautiful evening with your man.
"Babe.." he says, slowly slipping his hands out of your grasp. ".. Wait a minute.. I'll be really quick… you know…" he says before running off to a convenience store, doing a weird hand sign, with a smirk.
A tint of red creeps your cheeks, because you exactly know what he meant. Love glove. "You drive me crazy, John…" you mumble so low.
A rustle of whistles blow through your side, as you turn to the side the sound comes to see a group of boys standing with smirks.
You sighed out heavily, no protection for girls in this world anymore…, you turn to the other side, completely ignoring the creeps.
Suddenly you heard a voice from those creatures-unfit-to-be-called as human beings. "Hey gorgeous, looks like you're alone, wanna catch up...?" He asked with a cocky, annoying smirk. You take a deep breath to calm yourself down. Y/N babe, don't get yourself to jail. You have Johnny waiting for you, the angel Y/N said.
"Umm, actually no and she's mine!" A voice comes from someone whose owner is a very familiar one. A smirk made its way to your face when you felt your boyfriend, Johnny, pull you close to his chest with the loop of your jeans.
The boys stood there shocked when they saw him sneak his hands inside the back pocket of your jeans, giving it a soft squeeze. He, then, pulled you into a soft kiss making the boys groan as they started to leave.
You smiled in victory as you know that your boyfriend always got your back.
"Next time if someone tries to touch you, karate kicks them babe." He said, chuckling.
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A/N: HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOHNNY!!! UR SO HOT BAE 😙 Also, don't you think him pulling you by your loop and squeezing your butt inside you back pocket is sooo sexccc kskskskks
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neobaobei · 2 years
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Pairing: husband! Yuta x wife! F. Reader; fluff, jealousy; WC: 446
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The party hall, shimmering with colourful lights and so many people, yet felt so lonely for you. An angry pout settled on your face as you looked at the couples slow dancing.
Not that you are single, you even have a husband. Correction: The most handsome, sexy, cute and caring husband named Nakamoto Yuta. Yup!
But where was he, you might ask. But let me tell you that the answer to the question was pretty sad.. at least for you.
You never thought there would be a moment in your life like this. You are jealous of your own dad!
And not to be petty, but your husband, whom you loved and cared and showed affection, left you for your dad. No matter what they say, you are still angry that he ditched.
Your dad has always been a villain in your story. Yuta had told jokingly before that he married you only to get close to your dad. Even during your wedding night, Yuta came late because he was having a drink with your dad. smh for a villain.
"Hey babe.." a hand hugged your waist, the words falling into your ears as a sensual whisper. That voice, a very familiar one.
You scoffed, your lips unintentionally forming a pout, making Yuta suppress his coo for you. "Honey, what's wrong, hm?" He asked, almost like talking to a baby, his hands squeezing your pouting cheeks.
"Why shid chu come mow?" Your words muffled, earning a heart eyes from him and a loud "kiyoOo".
You angrily (read: like a child) removed his hands, standing in front of him with a hand on your waist. Your hot red dress totally not matching with the cute, angry look settling on your face.
"Go back to my dad, why did you come now?" You look down, mumbling annoyedly. You almost thought your husband was cheating on you with your dad until you heard a deep chuckle.
"Honey, really now?" Yuta laughed at your face, his ears turning red from hard he is laughing at you.
A smile unknowingly formed on your face at the sight of your man laughing heartily.
"Babe, your dad is like my own dad. You don't need to get jealous of him" he chuckled, pinching your cheeks and placing a peck on the tip of your nose.
"Also, he said he wanted a grandchild soon.. hm? What do you say baby, shall we begin?" He slurred in your ears, making you giggle. You pushed him with his chest, a breathy laugh exhaling out of you, looking at the man you love looking like a prince.
Damn, what did you even do to get this lucky?
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neobaobei · 2 years
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Black Rose
Pairing: Jaehyun x Single mom!Married! F. reader (ft. Husband! Doyoung)
Other's: Koeun (your daughter), Minho (your son).
Genre: Infidelity AU, Marriage AU, Single Mom AU, Angst, Fluff.
Word Count: 2.5k
Warnings: Cheating, Language, Suggestive themes.
Summary: You can see that your marriage is failing and you even have a person to help you out. But are you really ready to trust again?
A/N: Happy Birthday to the one and only Valentine's Boy, Jung Jaehyun 💛💚 I hope you have the best year ahead and you will always stay goofy as u are 😚💛
Song Rec: EXO - Runaway.
Disclaimer: I don't own the characters nor the pictures but only the plot. This is a piece of fictional work, so this doesn't describe the idols real character. English is not my first language, so there will be mistakes.
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"Okay… Fine.." you sigh heavily, remembering that this is the 4th time this week this is happening.
"Love y-" before you could say that you loved him, the phone hung up. Sighing again, you buried your face in your palms, dropping your phone on the sheets before lying back on it.
Everything changed. No, you're not talking about how much your little puppy grew or how you changed your little apartment into a big bungalow.
You are talking about how fragile your relationship is with him.
You are fed up with the constant late night arrivals and leaving early morning. You are fed with how much your daughter has to go through. You are fed up with how you both constantly argue with each other. You are fed up with how slowly you are falling for Jaehyun.
Sure, everything has changed.
Your husband, Kim Doyoung, the only heir of The Kim Corporations. You both love each other so much. So, you persuaded your father to marry you to him. You know he loves you.
Or at least that's what you thought.
You thought he loved you all the time he whispered softly in your ears, everytime he cooked for you, everytime he carried your books because they were heavy. But oop, you were wrong. So damn wrong.
He never loved you.
It was a stupid plan of his only mom to get your dad's company. He revealed this himself to you. He said that he never loved you and also never will. But you couldn't just give up.
You did all, I mean all. Every single possible thing to make him fall in love with you. But no, he didn't seem to budge..
You are just fed up but one night, a dunken night's mistake (as he saw it), turned your life into a beautiful tale with a miracle named Koeun, your daughter.
When you told him that you were pregnant with Koeun, Doyoung literally thrashed out on you. He slapped you saying that you seduced him. He said that neither he nor his family would need a baby from a useless woman like you. He told you to abort it, but you couldn't. You completely stood against saying that you would rather die than kill an innocent being.
With a lot of hardships, you gave birth to your little baby girl. You thought, this little being would change him. But this made the situation worse than it already is.
Right in front of your eyes, he brought home different girls everyday. He fucked every one of them in the same bed you both shared so many of your memories. You couldn't tell anything, he would say that you were a maid and you would earn a disgusted look from that girl.
Afterall, he is the only financial support for you and your daughter.
Yes, he successfully got your father's company. You saw your father on the verge of tears when he had to sign an agreement with Doyoung that his company will be shared with Doyoung.
From that very moment, both of your parents hated you. Like literally despised you. Your mother didn't even visit once when you were pregnant.
You life is a fucking mess…
But, then, you met Jaehyun, Jung Jaehyun, your daughter's elementary school teacher. A handsome guy with dimpled cheeks that showed up the moment he saw you, too cute looking for the big muscles that'd been compressed in the tight white shirt.
The first time you met him, you almost couldn't take your eyes of him, a strong aura of attraction pulled you towards him. Koeun was confused to see her mom looking like she was being hypnotized by the 'Jae-Jae' teacher. "Mommy… why are you looking at him like you want to eat him..?" Oh boy, how much you want to. Ignoring the dirtiest meaning of the sentence, you looked at your daughter looking so innocent and worried for you.
"It's nothing baby.." you say, shaking your head, gaining a nod from her. "Hey Miss…? Are you Koeun's mom?" The handsome teacher who you were thinking about came to you.
You felt like you have had this kind of feeling years before… You know the kind where a zoo jumps in your stomach and your heart lubs-dubs a lot more than usual.
Imagine how nice it would be for him to be married to you rather than Doyoung. Very pleasant right? Now, come back to reality.
He talked so casually, as if like an old school friend. You wondered if he was like this to everyone… or its just you.
But babe, the Jung boy chose the second.
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"Y/N..?" He called, at this point you have been calling each other by their names. And with all honesty you don't know how you ended up in a coffee shop with your daughter's teacher, just a month after meeting him. Even your daughter is not there.. How surprising for you not to know what this means… gasps.
You hummed back, sipping down your coffee, looking at the beautiful yet jealousy sight of the couples walking happily. "You.. I.. I mean, where is Koeun's.. father..?" He asked, trying to be as careful as he could.
You let out a sigh, remembering that you told him that he was working abroad and he won't be available. "And.. please don't lie.. Trust me, please..." He asked, almost begging. Why is he so eager about this anyways?
Because he wants to tell you something…
You exhaled deeply, you never had friends of your own. It was always Doyoung's friends you hung out with in the past and when you have one now (that's this peach boy), you feel like you could rely on someone for once.
"I.. He-He is not working abroad.. It's just that he doesn't love me.. He cheated on me… He-He.. Manipulated me just.. just for my dad's company…" you let a dry chuckle, that sounded nothing but pure bitterness.
There was a mixture of feelings displayed on Jaehyun's face, furrowed eyebrows and crinkled eyes showing worry, a hint of concern… and a very small glimpse of happiness.
"Y/N-ie… you know.. you should leave that kind of man…" that made you jolt in surprise, what is he trying.. Is he asking you to divorce Doyoung?
"Jae, what-" you are cut off.
"Divorce him, Y/N… He doesn't deserve you nor do you deserve him.. You deserve someone better, someone who would cherish you forever…" he said, almost like hinting that someone is him.
You let out a laugh. "Jae, how can I leave him..? He is the one providing me and Eun everything. Do you expect me to be on the roads-" again you're cut off.
"Come with me" he blurted, eyes burning with passion and the need to make you happy. You thought he was joking until you saw how serious he was. His eyes showed the loyalty you wanted. You thought he was saying this only because he was pitying you.
"Jae, what are-" for the third time tonight you were cut off.
"Y/N.. I like you.." he told you.
With all honesty, he never thought he would confess to a married woman who had a daughter. But his eyes showed love and affection.
He looked so desperate to be with you.
And honestly, you feel the same towards him, even a little more than that. You too wanted to be with him, getting finally out of the hell hole after giving a divorce to Doyoung.
But are you really ready to trust someone again with your already broken heart? I don't think so…
Before he could grab your hands and stop you, you muttered a sorry before leaving the cafe.
A very heavy feeling lingering in your chest, you feel like crying.
On the other hand, Jaehyun did cry. You just left him like a waste paper. His heart broke.
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Weeks passed and a lot of things happened. Least to say, you weren't happy with any of it.
Doyoung signed the divorce papers and you had to sign too, he forced you to do so. The very next day he kicked you out of the house, you didn't know a single person other than him but he just threw you out ignoring all your pleas.
You had to rent a small apartment and you barely had money for your daughter to eat. And speaking of your daughter, she was mentally and physically tired. Even at such a young age, seeing her mother in such misery made her think that she was a burden for you.
And for Jaehyun, he is completely ignoring you. Well, you can't blame him, you did insult him. Whenever you came to pick Koeun, he would turn his face to the other side and make sure you saw it. But you aren't better either, every night you cry regretting why you didn't say that you too loved him.
Your life became a greater mess and today was one such day.
You hurried your daughter who was trying to keep up with your pace, eating fast as you wore your jacket getting ready to drop your daughter at school and go to work.
"Eun, faster honey.." you call her as she was washing her hands in the kitchen. "Yes Mommy! Coming!" She shouted, running to you.
You carried her, walking to the school faster, as it's already late.
Finally with breathing a lot of air and gasping you drop your daughter in her class. But then you saw a specific teacher who was looking like he was waiting for you.
"Hey..." The male started. How long has it been since you last heard his voice?
"J-Jaehy-"
"Mommy!" Your daughter came towards you, cutting you off with a smile. You saw him motion his hand outside the campus.
So you did come out of the school, to a nearby park.
"Tell me, Jae.." you ask, why did he want to talk after ignoring you all the time? "I… I-I am sorry..." He started.
"I didn't know that… that you got divorced.. I should've been with you…" how did he know this?
Your cheeks burn in embarrassment. "H-How.."
"Koeun.. she said.. Don't scold her please… I was the one who asked her what happened because she was being dull these days.." A wave of guilt hits you. Your daughter was suffering all the while with you. You had to hurt her too..
Tears start brimming in your eyes, you close your eyes tightly to avoid more embarrassment.
"I should've been supportive to you, took care of her.. I'm sorry that you had to go through it alone." Suddenly you looked up at him, was he looking down on you? Did he think that you are not capable of taking care of yourself and your own daughter? Did he think you were weak?
In this situation, the only thing you had was your pride and your daughter. And you can't lose them too.
"What do you mean, Jae? You have no reason to do that. Did you, perhaps, think that I'm not able to provide myself a good life?" You ask, with a painful look settling in your eyes.
Jaehyun opened his mouth to say something before getting cut off by you. "Are you thinking that I'm useless too?" You looked at him with a betrayed look.
Jaehyun just stood there looking shocked, why are you saying such things like this. He can feel his heart tightening.
You chuckled dryly one last time, "maybe that's what I am" you muttered very lowly but that was loud enough for him to hear, tears slowly falling out of your eyes.
You turned to leave, but you were tightly hugged by a stronger figure from the back, completely stopping you. He turned you towards him by your shoulders, hugging you close to his chest. "Leave me, Jae" you cried in his chest.
"Y/N, please. Why do you never allow me to talk? I wanna tell you that I'm here not because you are struggling only, but because I fucking love you! Why do you never hear that?!" He asked, tears from his own falling.
"Jae-"
"Stop! Let me finish. Eun always says that you cry every night, she says to me that you need help but- but why do you never come to me?! Do I s-scare you?! I love you so much, that it h-hurts me seeing you hurt.." he squeezed you in his chest. Thankfully, Koeun is not near as she is playing with a group of kids.
He then held you by your arms, looking into your eyes, tearful eyes. "I-I'm not pitying you.. I l-love you, so I wanna help you.. Please lemme do it." You know this is now or never, so you just nod your head.
"R-Really..." He seems shocked, despite wanting the same answer. "Y-Yes.. I wanna be with you, Jae.." you whispered, which came out hoarsely, with a very small smile.
He felt his heart pick up the pace, a tinge of happiness and victory rushing through his heart. He pities Doyoung, like he genuinely does. Why would someone leave an amazing person like? But anyways, that's good for him.
A smile formed on his lips, cheeks digging itself into cute dimples and tears still falling, he leans down slowly. "C-Can I k-kiss.. you.." you know that wasn't a question.
And who are you to decline such a tempting offer? You nod, making his smile even wider.
He leans close enough for your lips to brush, "I love you, Y/N-ie" he whispers, before tasting your lips.
His plump ones perfectly synced with your pink lips which tasted like your sweet strawberry lip balm. The kiss filled completely upto the brim with love and longing, you almost felt like your heart stopped beating. It's been so long since this feeling spasmed into you.
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"Babe, what are you doing?" Jaehyun asked, his vision still dark through the blindfold. "Honeyyy! Wait for a while!" You practically whined, not being able to stand him questioning you continuously. Jaehyun pouted.
You drag him by his hands to somewhere he can't find and then you stop. "Okay, remove it now!!".
Jaehyun hurriedly removed it, finally feeling free from the black world. But when he saw what was there, he almost cried.
There was a banner in front of him and.. and it said that "Happy Birthday Daddy!" with your eight year old daughter, Koeun and your three year old son, Minho standing there with a cake. He couldn't control himself, a wave of happiness, love and care hit him hard.
He immediately threw himself into your neck, tears brimming in his eyes. "Baby! Thank you so damn much!" You giggle at his cuteness.
"Daddy, daddy! Shall we eat the cake now?" Your son asked cutely, you almost swore that Jaehyun's eyes turned into hearts.
"Sure, hon. Go to the kitchen, we'll be coming!" Your children cheer, before sprinting off to the kitchen.
Jaehyun turned towards you, a smile wide in his face. He leaned towards you with a teasing smirk, "What are you gonna gift me, baby?" He whispered playfully against your lips.
You take the box from your back that you've been hiding this long and place it in his palm. His eye brows furrow, confusion painted on his face.
He looked at you with a questioning gaze but you just mouthed 'open' with the same smile. And when he opened, he was surprised for the second time of the day.
There was a pregnancy test and it showed positive. The tears that Jaehyun held finally fell. "B-Baby… really.."
You just chuckled and nodded. "Oh my fucking god!" He whisper-shouted, before kissing you with so much love.
Moments like this are enough for you to say that you will never regret coming with him nor bearing his child.
He is the one for you.
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The Christmas Gift
Pairing: Jeno Lee x Female Reader.
Genre: Fluff, Mild angst, Bestfriends-to-Lovers AU, Christmas AU.
Word Count: 5k+
Warnings: Profanities, making out that is a bit suggestive (like vv tiny)
Summary: All you wished for Christmas is a boyfriend and unfortunately fortunately your best friend overhears it. And it's always BFF's for rescue, right?
Song rec: NCT U - Sweet dreams.
Author's Note: I know it's been ages since Christmas has passed, but this is a fictional work. So we are going to pretend that it is Christmas. Also, this is my first work and I really hope you guys like it. Feed backs are appreciated.
Disclaimer: I don't own the characters nor the pictures but only the plot. This is a piece of fictional work, so this doesn't describe the idols real character.
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Christmas gifts, interesting? Well, it's absolutely not! It might be if you have your own significant others, but guess who doesn't.
It's you, fucker.
All you could ever do is dream about getting a gift from you significant other any time soon.
You deeply sighed in anguish as you saw Mark gifting a box full of Polaroids of them being together that year to Donghyuck, who didn't waste a single moment before pulling him into a kiss. How romantic.
And no, you're not jealous of them. But pure longing for a partner like Mark.
Another sigh releases out of your mouth as you chug down another sip of water.
Guess I'm a single bell single bell single all the way.
❝Why is my bitch sooo sad today, hm?❞ Yuta, someone who you could call as 'bestie', sat near you.
❝Nothing much... just fed up being a single..❞ nth sigh of the day comes out. A comfort hand placed on your shoulder as Yuta held you.
❝Sweetie, Don't worry. God is making you wait because your prince charming is on his way...but if you don't wanna wait, I'm always here.❞ Yuta finishes with a wink. That poor flirting does no change to your friendship.
Yuta knows if anything like that, Sicheng would bury him alive.
❝Uh-oh if my prince is coming for me, then he must be riding a tortoise.❞ You scoffed.
Yuta just laughed, before cuddling closer to you. Damn is he trying to make Sicheng jealous or what?
Okay, that was confirmed the moment you saw Sicheng looked like he was about to kill Yuta. He knows you, he also knows that it's always Yuta who wants to see him jealous, for whatever reason saying he looks hot when he is jealous.
All you did was raise your hands up in surrender, breaking a smile from Sicheng.
Yuta whined when you put him on the ground, letting Sicheng for rescue.
Then, the infamous JaeYong couple came to the centre and gave each other gifts. You almost teared up when Taeyong read a letter for Jaehyun.
Suddenly you found someone near you.
Jeno Lee.
Your best friend, on whom you had a very teeny tiny weeny winy crush on. You have been friends with each other for more than ten years.
❝What's up, Y/N?❞ Jeno said, before giving you a warning smile not to say sky, receiving a teasing smile back.
❝Nothing much, Jen..❞ you replied.
❝Anyways, shall I give you my gift, then?❞ oh, the gift. Your cheeks flushed red the moment you heard it.
You remember arguing in your dreams on saying how you need a boyfriend as your Christmas gift to 'god', which was unfortunately heard by him.
And from that very moment, he's been telling you that he will give you a boyfriend as a Christmas gift.
❝Shut up!❞ you whined.
Suddenly, he took a big box and gave you. Did he pack you a boyfriend? But is that even possible?
Sike.
❝Come on. Open it.❞ and you did.
You opened the box, only to find so many pieces of papers.
❝The fuck is this?❞ you deadpanned, receiving a smack from him.
❝Idiot! Look well inside the box.❞ and you did see again only to find a cute miniature figure.
But you looked clearly, squinting your eyes only to find resemblances of Jeno in it.
❝What is this?❞
❝A boyfriend for you.❞ Jeno smiled, eyes almost disappearing.
That was enough to set a whole zoo in your stomach. Heat slowly rose to your cheeks, releasing Jeno was almost referring to himself as your boyfriend.
❝W-What...❞ you stuttered with a blushing cheeks.
❝I didn't have time to make a Renjun figure, so I gave you mine which I had since ever.❞ Jeno pouted.
Oh, not that 'crush' on Renjun.
Jeno had misunderstood that you have a crush on Renjun because he caught you sneaking a box of chocolates inside his locker, which you did. Did for Jaemin who didn't have the balls to do it.
You mentally shaked your head in disappointment. How much you wanted to say that you liked him, not Renjun.
He then showed you a apologetic smile and said: ❝You wanted a boyfriend, I'll give you one.❞
The male knew he fucked up. What was he even thinking? He could have simply given you a teddy bear and call it a day. But he had to do this.
❝Hey, you can imagine it as Renju--❞ Jeno was cut off when you hugged him. Now he felt even more bad for giving the most simplest gift ever.
❝I'm sor-❞
❝No, I love it so much, Jeno. You have no idea..❞
A smile made its way to Jeno's lips when he heard it. Only if he was your real boyfriend…
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Jeno passed many couples making out in the process of searching you. The moment he stepped into the balcony of Chenle's richass guest house with two red cups, he found you and came closer. He looked at you, who was looking at the trees and feeling the breeze.
He admired your side view. You were his best friend for years, who called your maths teacher a 'squeaky grocery cart' because he was constantly making you solve other's (read: math) problems. You were the first girl he ever befriended. The first girl he fell in love with.
❝You okay?❞ the boy coughed awkwardly, before turning away with red cheeks. ❝Here❞ He said, handing the cup to you.
You thanked him, before taking a sip from it.
❝Anyways.. I know you weren't really happy with my gift.❞
Who wouldn't be happy with a miniature figure of your crush? You are 100% happy with it. You wouldn't even mind carrying it all day or cuddling with it (though it's too small for that).
❝Since this isn't enough, I'll give you another gift.❞ The alcohol in your system making it all hot for you. ❝Still a boyfriend.❞
With confusion written on your face and the alcohol heavy enough to make a mess inside your head, you asked: ❝What?❞
❝Boom! Surprise!❞ Jeno shouted with a victorious smile.
There it was again, a fluttering feeling in your stomach. Oh, Hello Butterflies.
❝I'll be your boyfriend!❞ Jeno said with a wide smile.
That was the last thing you remember before passing out.
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Pain. Pain. Pain.
That was the only thing you could feel right now. Your head hurt like a bitch and your whole body felt like it was thrown on a field of thorns.
❝Ugh!❞ with a groan you sat up on the bed after hearing loud screech from dolphin named as Chenle.
At the same moment, you felt another body pulling you closer causing you to yelp. But that felt awfully warm and cozy.
Wait, what? You just realised what was happening the moment you opened your eyes only to see a familiar man cuddling you.
Jeno Lee.
But who are we kidding? We all know that Jeno is a loud sleeper whose snores are too loud for your liking.
So since when did he slept so quiet? He sure is acting up.
❝Lee Jeno.❞ you called out in threatening tone, knowing that he wouldn't want to get on your bad side early in the morning.
❝Mm.. Sorry.. I did try to be quite as possible as I could..❞ the boy slurred sleepily.
❝And why is that?❞ you asked suspiciously.
❝because you don't like noise..❞ oh.
The moment was cut off when a human dolphin Zhong Chenle barged inside the room, ❝Bitches, itz breakie time. Whoohoo!❞
Damn, how did he even manage to have THIS energy early in the morning, when you're practically suffering because of a hangover.
Both shake your head at his energy and giggled when you heard kun saying him to shut up.
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❝Let's dig in!❞ The oldest, Taeil said, making every single soul happy in that room, as all of you eat the delicacies.
While all of you were sitting in the dining room of the rich ass house Chenle owned, everyone were in their own little world talking and teasing each other.
Jeno, who happened to sit beside you, was determined to annoy you. He leaned closer to your ear and blew a mouthful of air.
❝What the fuck!❞ you whisper-shouted to him, for which you only received a laugh as reply and he stuck his tongue out.
It was your time of revenge. You smirked as you took a glass of water and when he looked away to talk with jisung, you poured a very little amount of water on his head.
He turned angrily as he thought of your weakness. Sensitivity. He placed his spoon down and attacked you with tickles.
❝J-Jen, Je-no stop! s-stop!❞ you were out of air and Jeno finally decided to stop when Taeyong's voice spoke.
❝Now let's talk about you two. We saw you talking about something yesterday.. so what is it, huh?❞ taeyong asked with a teasing smile. Like this what you practically call it as 'when a boy likes you, everyone knows it except you' moment.
Every single person in that room knew about Jeno's crush on you except your own self. Oblivious, smh.
❝Y/N, I think it’s the time to reveal..❞ Jeno said with a smile, almost sounding like suspense.
❝What? Is she pregnant and you're the daddy?❞ Johnny asked playfully, wiggling his eyebrows, receiving a hard smack from Ten. ❝Oww! Why would you hit me?❞ The tall Chicago guy whined, too big to be cute.
❝Noo! That’s not it! Or maybe at least not yet..❞ You knew it was a joke, but that didn't stop you from getting flustered. ❝S-Shut up, Jeno!!❞
❝Okay, enough! Enough. Now, Jeno continue.❞ It’s always Taeyong for rescue.
❝O-Okay… I…❞ Jeno said before standing and raising his right hand, before announcing ❝Y/N and me are getting married!❞
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❝Ouch. Ouch, Carefull, girlfriend.❞ Jeno whined when he felt a sting of the antiseptic liquid on his forehead.
Now, you might ask what happened to this boy. Well, he is currently drinking his own medicine. He messed up with you by spouting nonsense which, led to him getting a good hit with a fork on his head. Though you unintentionally only hit him, the guilt was this close to make you cry.
Ignoring the stupid butterflies, you ask the question for which you have been wanting answer since the very moment Jeno got hit. ❝Now tell me, Jen. Why did you say something like that?❞
❝Like what?❞ He asks pretending to be innocent. But you're his friend.
❝Jeno Lee.❞ Nothing, just a threatening call of his full name from you, made him pout.
❝Y/N-ie, if I am your boyfriend, then I'll marry you right?❞ You close your eyes, taking a deep breath. At this point, you can't even tell whether this is a joke or not.
❝Jeno, stop this act. You don't have to do it.❞ You said softly.
❝Please, Y/N-ie. I wanna do it.. Or at least till you confess to Renjun.❞ Yeah, he is just doing this for you. Not because he has any 'feelings' for you.
At least this way, I can feel how it is to have you as my girlfriend. Jeno thought.
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If someone needs to see how a son behaves when his mom nags at him, they could simply come to the swimming pool of Chenle's house, where you and Jeno are currently standing.
❝Help me, you little bitch!❞ a scream comes again.
❝Jeno, please. Renjun needs help right now.❞ You practically beg, standing near the pool.
❝Bu-But I'm your boyfriend!❞ Jeno stomps his foot acting like a five-year-old. Oh dear, how good it would be if it is true.
❝Jeno, stop! He's literally drowning.❞ You say releasing his hand which was holding back yours, before jumping into the pool to save the drowning boy.
Jeno stood there, absolutely heartbroken. This is a small thing but it did make him realise the fact that no matter how hard he tries, you will always choose Renjun. A sad smile formed on his face.
❝Jeno, Come here, dude!❞ Jeno's friend, Mark called him.
With a heavy heart, he walks to his friend. The sight of you dragging a shirtless Renjun, only with a two piece. From far, it seemed like a girlfriend hugging her boyfriend.
❝Aww, man! Are you still in Y/N feels?❞ Mark asks when he sees the smiling angel's eyes on you. ❝I mean, I get it, that you love her so much. But what is the point of wasting time here, hmm? How about you man up and confess to her?❞
❝You speak as if I'm not willing to confess to her! I-I just… don't wanna ruin our friendship…❞ Ruining his friendship with you for his love? Hell no! He would rather watch you being with your crush rather than not being friends with you.
The only circumstance he would do that is when he is 100% sure that you like him back.
❝Jeno, you'll never know unless you confess yourself.❞ How much Jeno wants to sass back saying that just because he is in a relationship now, he can't go and advice people.
Afterall, Mark beginned as a pussy too.
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❝Renjun, you okay?❞ You asked the most obvious question. Of course, he was not okay!
❝Einstein, do I look okay?!❞ Even in the panting, this guy managed to sass back at you. The Chinese coughed a few more times before coming back to his senses.
❝For someone who doesn't know how to swim, why would you even jump into the pool?❞ You ask him, in a mom like voice.
❝Exactly! Why would I jump?! That mouse of a boy Jisung pushed me!❞ He whined at you, eyes speedily searching for the youngest.
❝There's that little shit! Park Jisung! Stop!❞ Renjun yelled, before running behind Jisung.
All you could do was chuckle at their childish antics. You stood up to see Jeno standing there.
❝Oh hey there-❞ You started only to get cut off by Jeno.
❝We need to talk, come to my room.❞ For Jeno, it's now or never.
You opened the door, only to find the muscular back of a man. That man is your man, Jeno.
❝Jeno?❞ You called out hoping for an answer, moving close to him, who was standing near the window.
But you were left surprised when you saw that tears were almost threatening to fall out of his eyes.
❝Jeno? What's wron-❞ Before you could finish, the boy hugged you tight. His warm breath hitting your neck.
❝Why are you crying, hm?❞ You asked in a soft voice you could muster up.
❝I'm no-❞ His voice betrayed him, breaking softly as his tears were now freely falling.
❝Don't cry, Jen.❞ You brought your hands to his head, slowly patting it.
❝Don't make me jealous, again! Ever, bambi!❞ The always smiling angel was now crying in your arms.
Bambi?
❝Bambi?❞ you ask raising your eyebrows.
❝Yup! You are my bambi. That's my nickname for you!❞ he says with a smile.
❝A'ight Boyfriend!❞ you teased him, to ease the atmosphere. The Christmas gift long forgotten.
❝I'm your boyfriend, right? Shall I do what a boyfriend does?❞ Jeno whispered, raising his head from your shoulder.
Too immersed in the moment, you saw his eyes moving to your lips. You might be oblivious about his feelings but you weren't that dumb not to know what he was trying to do.
Sure, you had thought about kissing Jeno. Daydreaming about how those pink plump lips would feel over yours. You have imagined kissing under the rain or somewhere more romantic, not in Chenle's guest house and a bikini.
But with Jeno anything is ok.
After what felt like an eternity of staring at each other, Jeno leaned in, painfully slow.
He leaned so close to you, so close you almost can't feel your legs. That one stupid organ beating too hard against your ribs, making you doubt whether is it even healthy. All those different species of butterflies finding a residence in your stomach, yet again.
❝Please, don't kill me.❞ he whispered. In fact this guy is going to be the death of you.
And finally he kissed you.
His lips so soft on yours, almost perfectly moulding with you. Both the lips danced with each other in a perfect rhythm. A soft tickle of his breath over your lips. Jeno's lips were sweet, effortlessly so sweet like honey.
Your heart was not calming even when he broke the kiss off, panting.
You looked up at him, seeing him touch his lips with a very small smile. Realising you have been looking at him, Jeno looks at you.
No, this isn't it!
Before you could even say anything, Jeno turned and ran out of the room, while you stand there shook and heartbroken.
He just kissed me for fun, not because he had feelings for me.
You can't even understand why Jeno would leave you half naked, after kissing like his life depended. Weren't you a good kisser? Aren't you sexy enough?
You fell on your knees, letting the tears fall.
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❝Mark! Help me!❞ Jeno cut off mark who was busy making out with his boyfriend, barging inside the room like he owned it.
❝What the fu- Wait, Are you crying?❞ Mark realised that the strong boy, Jeno was crying.
Not letting the older talk anymore, Jeno hugged mark tightly, not finding the jealous stare from Donghyuck.
❝I-I fucked up…❞
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❝Oh… Oh! You did fuck up pretty bad!❞ Mark said, after hearing the flashback Jeno said.
Who would even leave your crush after you kiss them?! Well, Jeno would.
❝You know, that doesn't make me feel any better…❞ Jeno whined. He came here to get any advice from this 'wise man', but all he ever heard all the while was him interrupting every time he described the moment.
❝But Jeno why would you do that? Don't you like her?❞ Donghyuck asked carefully, not to make the situation even worse.
❝I don't know. I don't even know what came over me hyuck!❞ Jeno let out, frustratedly. He is in a utter state of depression.
❝I was scared! I was scared that she would push me or ignore me, that's why I myself came before she could do anything like that.❞ A frustrated sigh let his mouth as he gripped his hair hard before burying his head in his palm.
Donghyuck saw it. He couldn't bear seeing his friend suffering from a heartbreak that probably never existed. He is fed up seeing both of them being so oblivious about each other's feelings.
❝Okay,Jeno. Listen. Tomorrow is the last day we're going to be here and you confess to her. As far as I know, she doesn't has any crush on Renjun..❞ Donghyuck says, ❝In a relationship, you should be open to each other. Though your not in one yet, why don't you talk to her rather making up things? What if she likes you back? Wouldn't that be awesome? You'll only know it when you talk to her... Just do it, Jeno.❞ Donghyuck finished, getting a wide eye from him boyfriend.
❝Who… who are you? And where is my sunflower?❞ Mark asks dramatically, receiving a eye roll from his boyfriend.
❝Really? But she has a crush on-❞ Jeno started, only to be cut off soon by Mark.
❝Did she tell you?❞ Mark asked the question that made Jeno freeze.
❝But- But she gave him chocol-❞
❝Can't friends give chocolates to each other, Jeno? Think about it… She doesn't have a crush on him.❞ Donghyuck tried make his friend understand what the real deal is.
❝Yeah… you're right… She never told me…❞ Jeno told as if he had discovered something.
❝Yes! She doesn't like him!❞ Jeno screamed in happiness, immediately going in a hug with both of them. Hugging the both of them tight enough to make them go out air.
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❝I-I don't know, Jaem…❞ You body tightened the hug as you continue soaking his shirt. That poor boy just wanted to call you for eating, but his heart broke when he saw you on the floor, sobbing.
Tightening the bed sheet that Jaemin gave you to cover your body, tears poured out freely.
❝Y/N-ie, you will never know what he feels like, unless you talk to him…❞ Jaemin is tired, like everyone else in that house. The only person who doesn't know Jeno doesn't like you is you.
❝Jeno.. Jeno thinks that I like Renjun and... I don't even know Jaemin...❞ You share your sorrow with that bunny boy.
❝Oh god.. Why don't you people sort out these misunderstanding rather than living with it.❞ Jaemin sounds depressed.
❝How Jaem? I don't know if he even like me or not... What if he doesn't like me? I can't afford to loose him..❞ You worry for something you've never tried.
❝Sweetie, you'll never know if you don't try... You know we are leaving tomorrow, right? Don't waste this chance, okay?❞ Jaemin says softly.
That boy has a point. Maybe you shouldn't waste this chance…
❝Okay, Jaem… but why haven't confessed yet to Renjun..?❞ That made him blush.
He literally gave you a whole lecture on how to man up and confess, but here he is, being a loser.
❝T-That… That I-I… I have to… Yeah…❞ The boy stutters. If it weren't the fact that you are in pain, you would've definitely teased the hell out of him.
Not having energy to do so, you just yawned letting the boy put the shirt through your head.
❝Sleep tight. My mom says that a nap after a cry is so heavenly.❞ That boy giggles and you just mustered up a smile.
After this nap, I'm going to definitely talk to him!
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The knock of the door, woke you up from your slumber. Rubbing your eyes to get a clear vision, you groaned. Jaemin left the door open, why would they knock!!
❝Just come in!❞ you said from inside, slowly gaing back your consciousness.
The door opened to reveal a boy, the boy who broke your heart's best friend, Mark Lee. Not like he is not yours but for this kind of situation, this is the way to describe Lmao.
❝Sleepy head! Come let's go!❞ Mark grabbed you hands and dragged you out of the room.
❝Okay mark, but where? Lemme at least wear some pan-❞ You ask, trying to grab any pants that your eyes catch.
But the Canadian cuts you off.
❝Dinner Is more important that pant, anyways.❞ He says, shrugging.
What? Dinner? Did you sleep that long?
❝It's night already…❞ You murmur as you let Mark drag you.
That means, your time is slowly ticking off from your hands.
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❝Cheers!!❞ all of you raised your cups, before drinking the wine, a familiar sensation surpassing your throat as a satisfied groan silently came out. The hot food being an equalizer with the cold climate. Goosebumps on your thighs making your shiver.
A cold hand suddenly comes in contact with your bare thighs, sending shivers down your spine.
You turned to your right, to see a jealous puppy, which almost looked like it would bite its owner.
❝Why the heck are you not wearing any pants? Want to show these pretty legs to all?❞ Okay, is he scolding you or complimenting you? And why is he suddenly caring about you?
❝Thanks..? but what's wrong in me not wearing pants?❞ You ask squinting your eyes, not minding lowering your voice, since the table has Donghyuck, Lucas and Chenle.
❝Umm… your legs… I… Your.❞ that boy stutters, the tip of his ears slowly turning red.
❝You, what Jeno?❞ you ask, suppressing the urge to coo at this sight.
❝I-I… It's-It's winter, yeah. Don't you know it will be cold?❞
Yup, he said that because it's winter. Definitely not because he's jealous. Acting as if he didn't kill Johnny with his eyes, for looking at you as if you were a prey.
❝Ohh… It's okay, Jeno. I'm fine.❞ the disappointment evident in your voice. He just cares for you as a friend.
❝No, it's not!❞ That boy was fast enough to remove his hoodie and put it on over your legs.
❝And you don't get to remove it, bambi❞ he whispered the last part in your ears, turning you into a tomato.
Is he still trying to continue that stupid boyfriend-girlfriend game after what happened?
Despite feeling shy, you turned away, trying to ignore him.
❝Meet me in the balcony after dinner. I have something for you.❞ He whispers, sensually, tucking your hair behind your ears. That action causing a zoo in your stomach.
When did I even eat that many animals? Ugh!
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As much as you didn't want to go, your legs dragged itself to the balcony. Not because you wanted to go. A fucking lie.
You step into the balcony, to find Jeno Lee, the man of your dreams, looking around.
Hearing footsteps, he turns to find you standing in a hoodie and sweatpants. A smile forms on his face after seeing that it's his hoodie.
❝Hey Bambi…❞ No matter how angry you are, that nickname can make you go all soft.
❝What do you want, Jeno?❞ You ask him, trying to keep the situation serious, though your cheeks showed how flustered you are.
Clearing the throat, he, too tried to be serious.
Why was he suddenly feeling crying?
❝Y-Y/N… I-I… like you…❞
❝What the fuck, Jeno! I'm sorry but I don't like you…❞ you said, before turning and walking away.
What just happened? Did you just shatter all of his dreams? Did you really… This feels like a effin' nightmare!
❝Jeno! Jeno?❞
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Or what if it actually is?
Jeno woke with cold sweat rolling down his forehead and tears streaming down his cheeks, as he heard your voice call him.
Opening his eyes, he met with your worried ones. Without a second thought, Jeno dove into your arms and continued sobbing in your chest.
❝Shh. Jeno, It's alright. It's just a dream. It's okay, I'm here…❞ You said softly, running your hand through his hair, hugging him tightly.
So, it was actually a nightmare. It's just a nightmare. Did he just fall asleep on the couch waiting for you?
❝Y-Y/N-ie… Please, Don't leave me…❞ The boy sobs onto your chest, damning the hoodie with his tears. But that's the least of your concern right now.
❝Jeno, why would I leave you, huh?❞ You ask him.
❝Because…❞ Guess it's the time…
❝Because I like you! No, no I love you. But- But you like Renjun.. You are going to leave me.❞ Jeno sobs harder, clutching onto you like his depends on it.
What… Jeno likes you? Okay.
Wait, what?! This fucking crush of yours likes you back?!? Damn!
❝Jeno, what do you… Oh wow.❞ You break the hug and stare at him, astonished. Yet, sitting so close, foreheads almost touching.
❝Say something…❞ Jeno whispers hoarsely. ❝I'll accept whatever your opinion is…❞ He continued, pretending to be strong.
This is the moment, Y/N. Just confess it!
And guess what? You finally did it!
❝Jeno… I-I like you too… And no, I don't like Renjun…❞ You whisper.
You expected him to be surprised or even burst into tears once again, but when you saw him smile and hug again, Surprised became an understatement.
❝I knew…❞ The smiling angel replied sheepishly.
Okay, what was he planning?
❝What…❞
❝Sorry, but I heard you talking to Jaemin…❞ He locked you so hard in the hug that you weren't even able to look him and scold.
❝Jeno, I don't… I don't understand… What…❞ You still are confused as hell.
❝Morning after I… left.. I realised and came back to apologise but… then I heard you talking to Jaemin… And yeah…❞ Jeno said.
He literally made you a fool!
You wiggle in his arm, trying to break the hug. ❝Jeno, leave me you bitch!❞
He broke the hug finally with a laugh. You hit his chest repeatedly, but that made Jeno giggle.
Soon, the laughter died, just the cliche staring. Nothing in your mind, just you and Jeno. But then one question came to your mind.
❝If you heard me, then why did you cry…?❞ you question him.
Getting embarrassed, Jeno said: ❝I was still a bit… scared..that you would choose him over me…❞ In a very small voice, like the ones of a scared baby.
❝Oh, Jeno.❞ You pull him again in a hug. Then, Jeno says something making your heart thump.
❝Can I kiss you?❞ The puppy whispered. Who are you to say no? Right, No one!
❝Only of you promise me not to leave this time…❞ you whispered back, indicating that you still have some untouched business left.
❝I'm sorry bambi…❞ Oh that nickname, damn he knew his ways.
❝I promise you not to leave… not just now but forever. Even if you want to leave, you can't.❞ He whispers, giggling in the end.
❝Then, I'm happy.❞ You say with a smile, before pulling him into a kiss. A kiss full of love and care.
A warm feeling bloomed in your chest, heart ramming against your ribs. Bringing your hands up, you tangle with his hair as his hands makes its way to your waist. A gentle squeeze, forcing a gasp out of your mouth, giving him enough space to enter his tongue, exploring the warmth of your mouth.
You both break the kiss, breathing heavily with dreamy smiles on your lips, foreheads resting on each other.
❝I love you, bambi.❞ Jeno whispers against your lips.
❝I love you more, Jen. And thank you for the best Christmas gift ever.❞ You reply, before capturing his lips once again.
And that's how your life with Jeno started. Started with a Christmas gift.
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neobaobei · 2 years
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Promise You
Pairing: Boyfriend! Kun x Girlfriend! Author! F. Reader.
Genre: Angst/Comfort, Fluff.
Warnings: Insecurities and stress.
Word Count: 1k
Summary: You spend all day and night, working for your upcoming book. Hence, you don't have much time for your boyfriend, So what happens when he confronts you?
A/N: Kun best boy <33 It's almost painful that he has very less fics in this app >:(
Song Rec: NCT 127 - Promise You.
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Change every 'and' to full stop and make another new sentence?
You shook your head, thinking that it is so dumb. 
Have a heavy dictionary?
Another dumb idea in your brain made you groan. "Gosh!" You whine, gripping your hair tight in frustration.
Currently, you are sitting in front of the computer table, the desktop screen being the only source of light, illuminating the whole bedroom.
Another groan goes past your lips, as you try stretching your back a little after hours of sitting in the same posture.
Throwing your head back, you let out a loud sigh that almost sounded like you were getting your vocals ready. 
The empty cup of americano you had hours ago sits near your notepad. You glare at it remembering what happened a couple of minutes (read: an hour) ago. This shit ruined my paperwork. You squint your eyes at it, almost cursing it out.
You are like this not only to this poor piece of cup but to everyone. Like everyone and everything.
But let's hear your side story too. You are practically on the mark of your deadline and who have nearly like a half of the plot to put into words. 
The nth sigh of the day releases as you extend your hand to take up the glass of water to at least convince your dying throat.
Suddenly, there is a click at the door, and with squinting eyes you try to see who has tried to invade your personal space.
Oh, a human being like me. Yup, it is the effect of ignoring people or shutting them out.
"Y/N, come on, let's eat." A man's, more like your man’s, stern voice cuts you from your train of thoughts. You knew that what he said wasn't a request but a pleading order.
You sigh before answering, "No, Kun… I still have a long way to go" and turn back again to the bright computer screen. You hear a sigh, he knew that you would do this…
"What the fuck?!?" You frantically yell in surprise and shock when you feel yourself being lifted from the gaming chair you've been spending your dear day with.
"Kun, what the hell are you doing?!?" You ask him, more like yell at him. 
"Well, I'm trying to be a good boyfriend." He replied nonchalantly placing you on the bed, opening the box of chicken he brought for you. The sight of the chicken looking so crispy and tasty made you forget your novel for a second. He knows that you'll never ignore a chicken wing.
You licked your lips, feeling a little ashamed about this. "Okay fine, I'll eat… but that's only because you forced me and definitely not because it's chicken!" You exclaim quickly, earning a chuckle from him.
"Sure, babe" he replies before handing the chopsticks and the box to you. You start eating, more like hunting. Damn, how long was it since you ate? You feel like floating in the air as the taste of food hits your taste buds.
"Dang, it's so delicious!! I love you so much, Kun!" You tell him, blowing a flying kiss which he successfully caught and placed it over his mouth.
You giggle at the sight. 
"Honey..." He started, which sounded like it was really important. You nod.
"Why don't you take a break?" He asked, even after he knows that you'll never say yes. "It's been long since you slept properly… and we spent time together…" he continued, whispering the last part.
You can't do anything but to stay silent. "Kun, you know I have the deadlin-" you try to be as calm as possible, but you got cut off.
"Then, what about me? What about you? Are you going to starve yourself till death?" He snapped,voice raised a bit more than before. You close your eyes trying to be calm. He's just angry that you're not spending time with you, Y/N. Don't get angry.
You put the box down and stand up, trying to get closer to him. "Kun baby, you know that it's just for this week, right? And after that I promise that I'll do whatever you say, hm..?" You grab his hands softly, calming him rather than shouting with him.
"Y/N… I was scared.." Kun whispered out of the blue, sounding so vulnerable and soft. You are confused, why was he scared.
"Honey, but why?" You asked, still confused.
"I thought that I was… not enough f-for you.. that's why you n-never spent time with m-me and was always at w-work… I was ins-secure because of my own self…" he said, a tear rolling down his cheeks. Your heart broke, how could you do this to your man?
"Kun, you have no reason to be insecure, baby. You are everything a girl needs in a man, in fact I should be the one saying it…" you bring your arms around him to embrace him.
"You don't have to feel like that honey… No matter what, I'll always be with you, mm? I promise you. I love you so much, okay?" You told him softly, holding him near your chest to tell how much you love him and only him.
"Okay.." he whispered, that coming out rasp. You smiled, breaking the hug, looking him in the eyes. "I love you so much, baby.." you whisper, resting your forehead on his.
"I love you too… but can we.. um cuddle for a while…?" he asked in a very small voice and you almost cooed at it.
"Sure.. but how about I finish my work first, hm?" You teased him.
"Noo!" Kun whined, making you smile. "I love you so much, so I'll cuddle with you now." You say, before pulling him for a kiss.
You felt Kun smile in the kiss, this feeling will never be old for him, his heart beating like crazy almost scaring him. Your lips express so much love and care.
In these moments, he knows that he'll be your only one. 
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neobaobei · 2 years
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[4:05]
Pairing: Ten x F. Reader; angst; WC:450; Infidelity AU.
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You tap your fingers on the cup of your coffee, a sharp pang on your chest at the thought of what he was going to talk with you.
"Y/N, I think it's best if we just stop seeing each other.." you heard Ten say and with all honesty you expected it now or then. He doesn't call you anymore nor spend time with you.
"Yeah.. I think that's the best too.." you whisper loud enough for him to hear, though you feel your heart clenching.
"I'm sorry.." he says, holding your hands. You take a deep breath, trying to calm yourself down.
"I can't take it anymore.. The guilt and all are fucking me up. My wife.. I don't even know! She- I love her.. " he told you, breaking your heart more. Was he trying to break your heart, if yes then he is doing a great job.
His wife, Kang Chohee. Such a beautiful and caring woman. She took good care of you when you presented yourself as their babysitter. She was everything needed in a woman. Good looks, character and on top of all, he loves her.
You can't even bring yourself to hate that lady because you knew she wasn't at fault and all she did was to love her husband. You felt horrible every moment you fucked Ten with Chohee sleeping in her bed, peacefully thinking that her husband is working late.
You wonder why he had started anything in the first place with you if he loved her. So you asked him.
"I don't know why.. but I just regret this." He said, regret obvious on his tone and face.
"I'm sorry.." you whispered, fiddling your fingers with your sleeve, a tear rolling down your cheek but you were quick to wipe it off.
You felt like you were the one who is at fault. At fault for seducing an already married man, having a son who you had to babysit.
Ten just nodded, not having the heart to say anything.
"Well then, I think this is the last time we will be meeting… Take care, good bye.." he said quietly, standing up along with you. You nodded. "Goodbye, my love…" you whispered the last part, but Ten heard it and it almost crushed his heart hearing your tired and broken voice.
Just when he turned and was about to leave, you grabbed his hand, turning him around before hugging him tight, letting the tears fall.
The last time you'll be feeling his warmth probably.
"I'll miss you and I love you." You said one last time, before wiping your tears, running out of the cafe, leaving him in his new set of regret.
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neobaobei · 2 years
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Sweet Dreams
Pairing: Jaemin x F.Reader
Genre: Angst, Character Death AU, Married AU.
Warnings: Major character death.
Word Count: 1.4k +
Summary: You reminiscence the past you had with the person you loved standing in front of their grave....
Song Rec: Mark Lee - Child.
A/N: I love my boy, Jaemin best man <33 also thank you for all your likes and comments <33
Disclaimer: I don't own the characters nor the pictures but only the plot. This is a piece of fictional work, so this doesn't describe the idols real character.
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You were never lucky nor happy. Life had to be cruel for you, always.
From the moment of your birth till now you are suffering. You had to lose your mother and little brother at a very young age. Your mom died giving birth to him. But there was time, a time where you were actually.
The golden memories with your husband…
Na Jaemin, your husband. A lovable one who pretends to love coffee more than you. You fell in love with him, each time he would whisper a raspy 'sexy' even when you are in your pajamas, each time he would kiss you after drinking coffee just to annoy you.
You fell in love with him even hard when you knew that he was going to be a father. You saw how his eyes sparkled every time you would say that the baby kicked and he would come running from the kitchen or somewhere just to feel the kick.
The nine and a half months of your pregnancy was heaven. Jaemin spooned you with so much love and care, never leaving your side. He slowly even started reducing the number of espresso shots just because you jokingly said that your baby could get an allergy or something. You still remember that day, how his eyes went wide in horror and surprise. Cutie.
In the middle of your pregnancy, you came to know that you will not be having one but two treasures. For the first time, after your wedding day, you saw him cry. How the smile never left his face even when the tears were falling when he saw the ultrasound.
The very moment after you left the hospital, he got a frame of the scan of your twins. Even today, you get nostalgic thinking about that day.
Your kids are all grown up now, the twin boys are seven now and another little baby girl who is 3.
When you finally thought that your bad life was over, you were wrong. It was actually the start.
You didn't need medical knowledge to say that your husband was getting weak. He was weak, to the point that he needed your help for almost everything.
But when you finally snapped back at him saying that you both had a child and you didn't want their father to be ill. After so many tries, you finally brought him to a doctor.
But your heart broke when you heard the doctor say, "I'm sorry, Mr and Mrs.Na… You are at your last stage of your heart cancer..." she said with a very hurt face, she was a close friend of yours.
You cried to her, begging to make Jaemin normal again. But you both knew that wasn't possible.
You couldn't stop crying even when Jaemin, himself, made up his mind. He stopped going to his office, he was getting weaker. He started spending time with you and your children. And whenever you would see him smiling at your kids like they were his world, you would break down again.
How am I supposed to do this without you, Jaemin-ie?
After a week or so, he couldn't even walk properly. He needed your help to eat and bathe. It hurted you seeing him like this, he looked like he wanted to give up but your knew. You knew he was holding on just for you.
Will he be finally without pain and be happy after he leaves…?
You remember the last night before the painful parting of your love. You had your arms placed on his back, so soft and scared to hurt him, his face buried in your neck, you both completely lying down on the bed.
"Baby..." His voice completely lost its charm, it sounded as if a dead person was speaking. You hummed, softly locking your fingers in his hair. "Promise me something..." Jaemin rasped out.
"Yes baby..?" You ask, getting emotional for no reason. Even if there is one, no one would understand.
"When I die-"
"Jaem, please.. don't say things like that..." You heard him chuckle, a dry one.
"Sugar, I have to leave today or tomorrow..." He laughed but it was full of pain, pain of losing you. "On my grave.." you let your tears out.
You never thought there would be a moment like this, where you would talk about his death. "B-Baby.." you whimpered, softly.
"I want my name.. written as Lee Jaemin..." You cried. Your last name. An ugly sob rolled out of your throat. "J..J-Jaem..." You sobbed, tears choking.
"I wanna be yours… even after my.. death..." You couldn't see but you knew that he had a smile on his face. A sad one.
"J-Jaemin baby… I love you, I love you so damn much.. Please stop talking like th-that…" you cried. "No, Y/N… I need to talk...I have so much to say…" he started.
"Sugar.. you have no idea how much I l-love you.. the moment I saw you in our school halfway running around from your friends, trust me I don't believe in love at first sight, but I truly fell for you…" he giggled. You smiled softly at the memory of your first encounter with him, you bumping on him and his coffee splashing everywhere, making him an angry bunny.
"Then, things went very fast and before I knew it, you were my wife. And when I saw you walking down the aisle in that beautiful white gown, I wanted to cry. I w-wanted to c-cry and thank the fucking god for giving me such a b-beautiful girl as my wife…" you felt his tears dripping on your shirt.
"Well, I did cry… And I'll never forget that night in my life… We both made love for the first time and we were gifted with beautiful little boos.. I-I.. really want to t-thank you… Thank you for b-bearing the pain of pregnancy. Thank you for being with m-me even after knowing that I was a god d-damn patient… Thank you f-for taking care of our kids… Th-Thank you for t-taking care of me…" he took a deep breath, trying to control himself. He wanted to say a lot, but his body, his mind, nothing was cooperating.
"Sugar boo… Get yourself a-another-man… Don't be s-single.. you and our k-kids need s-someone, babe…" he never thought he would say things like this to you.
"But.. But, pl-please remember… I'll always l-l-love you…" he sobbed so hard, clutching on your chest as if his life depended on him.
Why did God have to do this to you? Why did it have to be him? Why was it not you? Even now you would tear your chest to give your heart to him, but you can't.
"I.. Love you more, j-jaemin..." the moment you replied, Jaemin grabbed all his strength to raise and place a kiss after so long on your lips, salty tears evident on each other's lips. The last kiss.
Next morning. When you thought he was asleep, he had already gone far away from you.
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Lee Jaemin.
The grave had it imprinted on it as you looked at it with so much pain in your eyes. You shut your eyes tight before you would cry.
You opened your eyes to see how much your kids grew up, your twins almost fifteen and your daughter just hit her eleventh year.
It's been eight years. Eight long years since Na Jaemin left you. You couldn't bring yourself to forget him.
Your eldest son getting a signal from you as you motioned your head to take them to the car.
You sighed seeing that it was just you and him. You slowly placed the red rose on the grave and sat on the ground near it.
"H-Hey babe.." your voice shakes.
"How have you been? It's-It's been eight l-long years…" You wait for a reply that you know you'll never get.
Painfully letting the tears out, you started, "Jaem… Th-This wasn't easy.. I-I want you b-back baby… I don't wanna d-do this alone… Pl-Please c-come back… I love you, honey…" you cry out, a painful crack at the end of it.
After a whole minute of weeping, you wipe the tears and get up. "Okay, then baby… I'll g-get going n-now… I l-love you…" you wiped the tears that didn't look like it would stop.
A sudden breeze hits your skin, sending shivers down your spine. The rose blew from the top of the grave and fell on your feet. And you heard a mother suddenly shout to her daughter, "I love you too, baby" on the road.
The tears that dried came back, Na Jaemin never left you.
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neobaobei · 2 years
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Pairing: Husband! Taeil x Wife! Reader; Fluff; WC: 270
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A groan leaves your mouth as you try turning left, hoping to get comfortable but you feel more excruciating.
"Fuck!" You silently curse, a tear drops out of your eye. But then suddenly, a hand sneaks around your waist and a chest touching your back.
You, quick as Mark's rap, wipe away your tears. "Baby.." The owner of the hand, whispers deeply.
You hummed, still not turning to face him. "Honey… Is this about that..?" He asks carefully, as if that was a very big thing.
Still in a very uncomfortable position, you nod your head. You then heard him giggle. "My baby's so cute!" He squealed, turning you towards him.
When you looked at him, he had a teasing and a wide smile. "Taeilll!" You whine, hitting his chest, making the male laugh loud.
"I can't believe you, babe! How cute!!" He said, caressing your growing belly, while you looked at him, pouting hard hoping he would do it.
"Dang, fine!" Taeil defeatedly said, getting out of the bed to bring your thang.
"Ouchh!" You whine, sounding purely fake, as a pillow hits your face, making him roll his eyes.
"Drama Queen" he muttered before getting under the covers with you. For a second you thought that he would turn to the other side and sleep.
But your husband is a soft bitch. Hence, he placed the pillow under your legs, before taking you in his arms.
You smiled. Then you heard Taeil mutter, "Sleep tight baby.. and you too Y/N.." He teased you.
You punch his chest softly, before drifting off to the dream land, too.
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neobaobei · 2 years
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Couple
Pairing: Taeyong x Female Reader.
Genre: Fluff, Bestfriends-to-lovers(?)
Word Count: 400+
Summary: Couple hoodies for the soon to be couples.
Song rec: BTS - Coffee.
Disclaimer: I don't own the characters nor the pictures but only the plot. This is a piece of fictional work, so this doesn't describe the idols real character.
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Your eyes literally sparkling the moment you saw beautiful clothes. With a quick peck on Taeyong's cheek, a way to thank him, you dragged the blushing man to the couple's section.
❝Yongie, isn't this cute!❞ you squealed when you saw a pink couple hoodie, one having it written 'King' and another as 'Queen'.
The boy chuckled and grabbed the hoodie. ❝Then what are we waiting for?❞ He asked with a knowing smirk.
Much to the surprise of the salesman, you both sprint to the trial room. It is actually funny seeing two grown adults running in a public place.
There was always a pact between you both, the last to finish 'the business', pays for it.
Looks like I'm unlucky boy today. Taeyong thought, a small pout evident on his face, when he saw you standing there in that pink hoodie with a smirk.
❝Boo! You're gonna pay!❞ you stuck out your tongue, so much for a revenge as he made you pay for the coffee before.
❝Anyways, it's pics time!❞ taeyong announced before taking you to long size mirror.
Strike a pose.
You stood in front of taeyong as he hugged your waist from behind, pulling out your phone. You took a lot of selfies.
When I say a lot, I mean a, really, lot. Each picture has a different genre. One cute, one cool and one just plainly dumb.
Thinking that it's enough for the day, you had to drag that boy who couldn't stop looking at the new Prada model, Jung Jaehyun. You both changed the hoodie, making sure that the hoodie was big enough, as you both literally cuddle being in a same hoodie.
❝Enough Tae, let's gooo!❞ you both race up to the cashier, who absolutely fell in love with your cuteness. What a cute couple!!
❝A cute couple hoodie for a cute couple.❞ the cashier beamed at you both, giving the bag to you.
A sudden rush of blood entered your head, cheeks reddening slowly. Couple? Sounds… good.
The bubu boy stumbles to take the money from his wallet, looking red as a tomato, just like you. ❝H-Here… And we're not a c-couple…❞ Taeyong muttered the last part so low.
❝.. yet!❞ the cashier teased back with a wide smile, turning you into a complete tomato. You look at her with a smile before shaking your head.
❝Thank y-you…❞ you both say, before escaping the place.
You turned to look at him, his cheeks still red, a perfectly sharp jawline that is enough to make a cut, a cute scar that you would love to kiss every morning you wake up, that boba eyes sparkling every time he saw something adorable like him.
He turned to see you, a smile on his face, the same thought on both your minds. Shall we become a couple?
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