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#noooo she's gotta make everything about her
deosilplanarglitches · 7 months
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Reason #345734 why I don't tell my mom shit.
Her pain and suffering is the only kind she cares about, and she'll play stupid games with me like ghost me for 3+ weeks after a minor surgery, just to make sure I'm worried enough about her life to check, so she "has permission" to start in with the talking my ear off about her problems without boundaries or preamble. She won't know shit about my issues til after they're over (if she hears about them at all) bc she never asks a damn thing about my life, and literally only ever leaves room for herself and her feelings in any equation literally ever and then peaces tf out like. Bitch I'm permanently disabled and in a degenerative spiral that's gonna last my whole fkn life, and you're still bitching about yourself? Wanting me to cater to your emotions when you haven't even spared a CRUMB of consideration in return?
FUck all the way off.
Should have known that if she had died or sth bad happened, I'd have heard something right away. After 30+ yrs of her pulling the "yeah my kid tried to kill themself for the 7th time, but have you asked ME how hard it is to raise them doing the nothing I have been, bc I still don't know them as a person at all or even try to? Where's the compassion?!" shit... you'd think I would know better, but my compassion gets me fucked over YET AGAIN.
If she's being flighty, she's being petty. If she's being flighty, she's being petty. If she's being flighty, she's being petty. If she's being flighty, she's being petty. If she's being flighty, she's being petty. If she's being flighty, she's being petty. If she's being flighty, she's being petty. If she's being flighty, she's being petty. If she's being flighty, she's being petty. If she's being flighty, she's being petty. If she's being flighty, she's being petty. If she's being flighty, she's being petty. If she's being flighty, she's being petty.
Back to no contact.
Let the bitch suffocate if she can't self soothe.
#idk how many chances she's gonna get in this life and she's still playing stupid games with my fkn emotions and banking stupid ass prizes#frfrfr every “nice” thing she does is usually laced with something she knows damn well I hate so she can use my reactions against me bc#she just wants to have a nice peaceful time throwing me a bday party i didnt want with cake i don't like and getting butthurt when i don't#lie to her face and spare her feelings and literally replace my own boundaries with hers instead#wonder where I got the minimization of my own problems from hhhhhhh bitingbitingbiting#this shit is why it took over a decade to even get the autoimmune diagnoses i needed to understand why i was infirmed half my fkn life but#noooo she's gotta make everything about her#i never get a “hi how are you” just months of no contact followed by all her drama in a full discography without even checking to make sure#i'm in a space to be carrying all that shit#which as a chronically ill and fatigued person it's just courteous to ask before you dump shit on them if you know they're gonna be tired?#it costs zero dollars to check on someone before you dump every article of your dirty laundry on them and throw a pity party without consen#i can also be guilty of venting too but ffs at least i check in on my vent friends if i go too hard and try and keep shit stirring to a min#nvm the last time i told her anything it was to say i got those diagnoses and actually have medical reasons for my permanent exhaustion#and she turned it into a fkn competition!!!!!!!!!!#this bitch only cares about herself it literally doesn't matter if she's well or sick it's all about her and what she wants out of it#never once did i get anything to the degree of 'what would you like to happen/where are your boundaries here' bc she doesn't fkn care#so i am done giving her the grace she doesn't need and hasn't yet earned back bc i'm not putting her needs before mine again fuck that#fffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffuck this shit i'm out~#vent rant#pls ignore
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strawberrysturniolo · 2 months
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never grow up seven
summary: after taking things to long distance, sunny and chris face the highs and lows of their love story. smuttyyyyyy and angstyyy. mentions of depression. some phone sex.
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Chris’ POV
The first two weeks of me and Sunny were so good. So fucking good. 
We were on such a high, a honeymoon phase I had never experienced before. We were talking consistently, both of us trying our hardest to make time for each other while we continued with our lives as we lived on opposite sides of the country.
One weekend in particular, I was kinda shit about responding, but it really wasn’t my fault. I had a shoot for Fresh Love on Friday, then had to go to an event that night. Saturday, we filmed a collaborative video all day with other YouTubers, and that night we filmed our podcast for Monday. Sunday, I met up with my friends at a music video shoot, and now that it’s Monday again, Sunny is back in classes.
I woke up late from having such a loaded weekend, and when I tried calling her at 1 p.m., she declined my call.
Me: Hey. Are you in class?
Sunshine: at work
Me: Oh
Me: Sorry. I had a crazy weekend. Woke up late because I’m exhausted. Can you talk after work?
Sunshine: i wont get home until midnight and then i have an 8 am tmr.
Sunshine: you didnt have a minute to text at all?
Me: I’m sorry baby
Me: I was really busy
Me: I’m trying to talk now but it’s the time zones fault
Sunshine: yeah
I know she’s upset with me. This is one of those unfortunate things that comes with distance. I’m really trying. When both of us are free, it’s great, and we can talk forever, but when one of us is really busy, it throws everything off. 
My schedule was loaded this weekend, and hers is loaded through the week with her classes and work, so with those combined, we haven’t really talked in a week. 
Me: I love you. Text me when you’re home from work so I can say goodnight
Sunshine: i love you too
I feel like shit. I’m really trying here. I can’t read her tone over text messages, and we haven’t had the time to have a real conversation over the phone. 
We’ll try harder tomorrow.
Sunshine: are u kidding me christopher!!!!
Me: What!!!
Sunshine: what are these flowers for??????
Me: Lol. Surprise
Sunshine: i’m gonna cry
Me: Noooo they weren’t supposed to make you sad
Sunshine: i’m happy! this was just so sweet. i miss you sm 
Me: Can you talk?
She FaceTime’s me instantly. I was never a FaceTime kind of guy. Even though me and my brothers are away from everyone we grew up with, I still was never the kind of person to opt for a FaceTime call. 
With her, I’ll always answer a call so I can see her face.
“Hey, pretty girl,” I smile, watching her place her flowers into a clear vase in her kitchen. I lay down on my bed, tucking a pillow under my chin.
“Hi!” she waves. She’s fucking adorable. “This is so cute, Chris. I had no idea you were doing this!”
“That’s the point of a surpriseeeeeee,” I remind her. “Did you see the card?”
“I did,” she nods, smiling big at me. “Very sweet of you.”
I shrug casually. “I try. How was your day?”
She lets out an exhausted sigh. “Good, but busy. I’ve kinda been feeling like shit lately.”
I sit up straight, pushing the pillow I had been laying on out of the frame. “What? Why didn’t you say something?”
“You’re 3,000 miles away,” she reminds me. “What are you going to be able to do?”
“Listen while you rant, give you advice, give you some encouragement,” I list off for her. “What kind of shit?”
“Just the usual–”
“Sunny!” I interrupt her. “You gotta tell me these things!”
“Well, sorry! I didn’t want to text you, ‘Hey, congrats on all the great stuff you’re doing, I’m super depressed and feel miserable all the time and all I want is my boyfriend to come home and be with me.’ That would only make me feel worse.” 
I frown at her. I don’t want her feeling like she’s going to rain on my parade. 
“I’m okay, Chris,” she assures me. “Promise. I wasn’t feeling too well, but I’m better now.”
“Will you tell me next time? I don’t want you to be alone.”
She nods gently. “Mhm, I’ll tell you.”
“I’ll come back by myself if I have to–”
“No,” she interrupts. “You’re going to stay and do your thing because I need to be able to figure this out myself. You can’t run back to Boston anytime I have an issue.”
“Why not?”
She gives me a ‘come on,’ type look, like I’m being ridiculous. “How was your day?” she asks me instead. 
I lift the camera up so she can see me laying in my bed. “Hasn’t started yet.”
I can see her eyes scanning my body closely, her face inches from her phone as she bites her bottom lip. I know she’s staring at my body. We’ve been feeling more risky about things, sending each other suggestive photos. It’s the only way I can really feel close to her sexually. I never thought I would be sending her, of all people, pictures of my hard dick through my underwear. 
The other night she got me good, sending a picture of herself in the shower, her arm covering her tits, but pressing them into her chest enough for them to look plumper than usual. The water droplets on her skin added more to the photo, sending me into a spiral. 
“Whatcha looking at, babe?” 
She smirked at me through the phone. “The underwear poking out of your sweatpants.”
“Yeah?” I asked, pushing my pants down so she could see my underwear fully. I pulled the bottoms of it down more, seeing that it rode up my thighs as I laid down. 
“Jesus,” she sighed, taking me into her room with her.
“Yeah?” 
I set the phone up on a stray pillow across my bed so she can see my entire body. I press my hand into my dick, palming myself lightly. I immediately feel a rush through my dick, forcing me to shove my hand into my briefs to touch myself.
“I miss you baby,” I nod at her. “Miss your sweet face.” 
She watches me as I stroke my dick, whispering softly in that sweet voice, “I miss you more.”
Not a fucking chance. 
“No shot,” I challenge.
“I promise,” she insists, her doe eyes really doing the trick to convince me. 
I hold my dick still in my fist, shoving my briefs out of the way so she can see me. “You see how much you turn me on, baby?” I ask her, hoping she notices how red my tip is right now from the swelling, not to mention the fact that I have precum leaking out of me like I’m touch starved, probably because I am. 
She lays down on her bed, right on her stomach. She mumbles a “fuck,” as she gets comfortable. “You’re so hot.”
“You are,” I smile, stroking myself faster.
I watch as she pulls her jeans off, lifting her ass in the air for me to see.
I pause for a second as I stare at her lower back, the thong hugging her hips in the most perfect way. I’m contemplating booking a flight right now so I can put my handprints all over that ass.
“Ohhh fuck,” I groan, squeezing around my tip with a tight fist. “You’re perfect.” She smiles at me as she watches my motions, now listening to my groaning sounds as I struggle to keep myself casual.
“Does that feel good?” she asks curiously as she turns over to her back.
“Mhm,” I hum. “Not as good as you.”
She lowers the camera to her pelvis, showing me her hand as it glides down her thong, and settles right over her pussy.
“Oh good girl,” I nod. “Show me how you touch yourself, Sunny.” She lowers the camera even further, settling it between her legs on a pillow somewhere a few inches out. I have a clear shot over her fingers burying themselves in her. A loud moan escapes my lips. “Perfect fucking pussy. All mine, right?”
“Uh huh,” she whimpers.
My cock continues to drip, and I quickly spread the precum across my length. “Talk to me baby. Tell me how much you need me,” I taunt as the sound of me fucking my hand fills the room. “My mouth on your swollen little clit, yeah?”
She nods desperately as she rubs herself faster. “I need you so bad, Chris,” she whines for me. “Stretching me out like before.” 
“Yeah?” I ask, mindlessly bucking my hips so I get the illusion of her pussy as my hand right now, hovering above me as my dick buries itself into her. “Fuck, I’m gonna cum baby.” 
I set my phone up next to me, changing the angle slightly so she can see my face and my dick in the same shot. My balls tighten, and I rub them for some sort of release. 
I listen to her pretty moans, using them as fuel to the fire. 
“You’re so pretty, Chris,” she tells me, but I can’t focus on it. I’m moaning so bad, I sound like a fool. 
“Fuck, fuck, fuck,” I chant to myself, my face scrunching in pleasure as she continues to try talking me through it, but my ears are fucking ringing as the release floods through me. “Oh! Shit!” I curse loudly, laying my dick on my stomach and rubbing myself through my orgasm, the cum dripping across my abdomen. 
I keep my eyes on her despite how heavy they feel. My breathing is just as bad. “God, keep going baby,” I encourage her, noticing how badly she’s dripping in front of me and I can’t fucking touch her. 
“I’m close, Chris.”
“Uh huh, you got it.”
The sound of her fingers going in and out of her has me ready for another round. I’m half hard, really debating on going again as I watch her.
“Oh god, Sunny,” I breathe out. She looks fucking beautiful. She always does. “My perfect fucking girl.” She bends her knees, the most perfect shot of her pussy as she cums directly in my vision. “Ohhhh there you go.” She starts panting tirelessly as it drips down her hand. “Good girl. Fuck, I wish I was there to lick you clean baby.”
She looks down at the mess she made and says, “Me too.” Once she cleans herself up and settles back in bed, she asks, “When are you coming home?” 
I wipe my stomach clean and pull on a clean pair of underwear. “I don’t know yet, I answer honestly. “Maybe the end of the month.” She nods at me, and I can tell she’s disappointed. “Soon, I promise.” 
“Okay,” she gives me a half smile. “I have to go change for work.”
I nod, disappointed that our call is coming to an end. “Okay. Have a good day, baby. I love you.”
“I love you,” she says, and that’s the last time I talk to her that day. 
– 
The last few days have been rough. We’re back to barely talking. I feel like shit. I feel guilty, but it’s not my fault. I’m trying, I really am. It’s the time zone. It’s fucking everything up. I sleep in, and by the time I’m up and doing stuff, she’s at work and can’t talk. Then she’s going to bed, and we have like… an hour in the day to talk.
I thought we could make this work. I thought things would fall into place. 
I’ve stayed up every night this week trying to think of how to talk to her about this, but I’m too scared. I keep holding back everything that I feel. 
I’m quite literally shaking as I click on her contact, texting her a quick message. 
Me: Hey. Can you talk?
Sunshine: i’m about to go to bed
Me: Please
A photo of her smiling pops up on my phone with her caller ID on top. I answer the call with a deep breath.
“Hi.”
“Hey,” she mumbles. “What’s up?”
“Are you in bed already?”
“Mhm,” she hums. “Long day. Is everything okay?”
No. 
I’ve never been in this position before, and I don’t know how to do this the right way. 
Just rip off the bandaid. 
“I don’t think this is working out,” I say simply. My voice is soft, yet firm.
I hear the rumbling of her bedsheets and then her broken voice. “What?”
Shit. 
That pretty voice that sews me together just ripped me apart. 
“Sunny– I just– I don’t think I can give you what you need,” I say honestly, picking at the subtle rip in my jeans on my thigh. I pull at the fraying material and toss the scraps on the floor. 
“Chris–”
“I’m sorry,” I say quietly, looking at my ceiling. “I just don’t think it’s fair to keep stringing you along if I know it’s not going to work out.”
I know this isn’t what she wants to hear. I think in the future we could work out, but right now, we’re doomed. I don’t want to have this heartbreaking story when we could prevent it. We were in over our heads. 
“We’ll try harder,” she says.
The desperation in her voice is killing me. “I know this is hard.” Fuck, I’m trying to keep myself together so I don’t back out of this. “But I think it’s better this way.” 
“We can make it work, Chris,” she insists.
I shake my head, trying to keep myself from breaking down. “It’s not that easy. You deserve someone who can give you everything you want and need. Someone who can be there for you, emotionally, and physically… and I can’t do that for you right now. It’s so hard for me not being with you. I just want to hold you and be with you and I can’t, Sunny. I want to come home and be with you everyday but I need to be in LA.” The line is silent, and I know she’s going to make this hard for me. I deserve it, but she deserves the truth. “I really want this, but I can’t give it to you right now, and it’s not fair for either of us.”
The only conversations we’ve had this last week are us arguing or sexting. That’s not how this should be.
“How long have you been feeling like this?” she asks hesitantly. I know she’s scared of the answer.
I let out a heavy sigh, my hand running through my hair and tugging on it. “A little bit. I don’t know how long, but I’ve been trying to ignore my feelings and–”
“And you didn’t tell me you were having doubts?!” she asks accusingly. 
“It’s not that I didn’t want to talk about it with you. I just– Fuck, Sunny– This is difficult and–”
“How is it difficult!” she asks. “I’m your best friend. I’m supposed to be the easiest person for you to talk to.”
“I know,” I agree with her, but does she not realize how fucking hard it is knowing that the one person I’m trying to be open with is the person who is going to face the damage? “That’s why it’s so hard. I don’t want to lose you as a friend too.”
She ignores my point. 
“Why did you start a relationship with me then? You started this, Chris.”
I mean, she kissed me, but alright. 
I’m too in shock at her tone and fight for this to think of anything to say. 
“I… I didn’t mean to,” I stumble over my words. “I thought… I don’t know. I thought we could make it work.” 
“Then let’s make it work.”
I roll my lips into my mouth, trying to keep myself from crying. The sound of her voice is destroying me. “Maybe we can, but right now I just need some time to think.”
“How much time?” she asks. 
“I don’t know. A few days, maybe? A week?”
She scoffs. “Chris, if you have to think about if you want me or not then–”
“I said I need time to think, Sunny,” I remind her. “I’m not making any decisions right now.”
“But you’re questioning us to begin with! You said you’ve felt like this for a while so what’s there to think about!”
“Baby–”
“Don’t,” she says sharply. 
I pace my room, a pit in my stomach growing. This is fucking awful. “I said I can’t right now.” 
I hear a soft cry from her end, and I freeze. “Please, don’t do this.”
My eyes well with tears. “I’m so sorry. I really am. But I can’t be in this with you if I’m feeling doubts. I just need to figure things out, and maybe we can work it out.”
Something in her switches and all those tears and sadness turn into anger. 
“So you fuck me after we’re friends for our whole lives. Then you leave without a word. Then you come back and say you’re in love with me, fuck me again, and then leave and want me to move on and be with other people. Oh wait! But then!” she continues. I just stand there in the middle of my room and let her rip me apart through the phone. “You want me to be with you and we’re happy and great and then you drop this and say you’ve been unhappy and want to break up?”
Yeah… So, I sound like shit. 
My eyes narrow as I grip my phone. “That’s not fair,” I say, shaking my head. “I didn’t force you into anything, and I’m not trying to hurt you.” 
“But you made me feel wanted by you!”
“I do want you!” I remind her. “But this isn’t about what we want, it’s about what I need right now.”
She pauses and lowers her voice. “Do you need me?”
I hate myself for the way I hesitate to answer her.
“Yes, I do.”
I can almost hear the sigh of relief in her voice.
“But not in the way you’re asking.” 
Then I hear her cries. At this point, I’m breaking down with her. 
“Is there anything I can do to make this work?” she asks again.
“No. There’s nothing you can do.”
I sit on my bed, listening to her cry, and I feel awful knowing that I can’t wipe those tears like I always do. 
“I love you so much Chris,” she says desperately.
I wipe the tears that fall down my own cheeks. “I love you too, but I can’t be with you like this. Not right now.”
“Are we still going to be friends?” she asks. “Or are you going to go ghost again for four months?”
“I’m not going to ghost you,” I assure her. I fucked up that time, I really did, but I thought it’s what we needed. That time of no contact to figure ourselves out. It clearly made things worse. “I think we need some space though, just for a little bit.”
She’s pissed. It’s obvious. She’s gone from trying to talk me into staying with her, to now saying nothing at all. 
“Look,” I say, trying to keep myself from sounding like a broken record. “I get that you’re hurt and disappointed, but I need to do this. I can’t keep going through this cycle of wanting you and then pulling away from you because I’m scared. I need to get to a place where I feel secure with you and I know we can make it work. Right now, it’s not that time.” 
All I want right now is to hold her, kiss her, tell her it’s going to be okay. I want to lay next to her and smile at her before we go to bed. I want to be with her forever, never losing sight of each other.
But if we keep trying to force this relationship, we’re only going to ruin everything. 
“I wish I could hate you,” she sobs. “I really do. But I could never hate you, Chris, and that’s the worst part.”
“I’m sorry,” I keep saying to her. The pain in my voice only becomes more evident. “I never meant to hurt you.”
“I’m always going to be in love with you, and you’re always going to know it.”
I sigh heavily. “I know. And that’s part of the problem.”
“Why?”
“Because,” I say, pausing to find the right words. “I can’t be with you like this. I need to figure myself out first.” 
“You started this!” she says again. 
“I know.” My voice is heavy with guilt. “And I’m sorry.”
“Are you even upset about this?” she questions. “I’m sitting here fucking crying and it’s like your emotions are shut off! Give me something, Chris!”
“Of course I’m upset!” I raise my voice in frustration. “You want to hear me cry? I never meant to hurt you like this.”
“THEN STOP!” she screams.
“I’M TRYING!” I yell back, my eyes rimmed with tears. “I can’t keep having this conversation. I’m sorry, but we need to break up.”
The line goes silent again. 
“Please,” I plead with her. “Just say something.”
After a minute of silence she says, “I love you, and I hope you can get your shit together. If not for me, then hopefully for the next girl so you don’t fuck her over the same way.”
I sit staring at my floor. I don’t know what to say that will fix this or give her the same hope I feel for us. I do want this. All I’ve ever wanted was her. I just can’t do it right now. It’s not the right time. 
I’ve dreamt of marrying this girl, and the idea of us having the wrong timing is terrifying me. It needs to be perfect, and it’s just not right now. 
“I’m sorry,” I say finally, my voice thick with emotion as I try not to break down again. “I really am.”
I expect more fight from her considering she wouldn’t back down before. 
I don’t get that.
“Goodbye.”
I’m torn between heartbreak, confusion, and anger. 
“Goodbye.” 
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littlepadika · 10 months
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Joel thoughts… What about Petal had a close encounter with an infected while little (Joel of course gets them out of it) and ever since then Petal has been scared to be little cause she feels guilty for putting her and Joel at risk so Joel is trying to coax her into little space and make her feel safe. 💝
noooo dis has me so so emo 😢 (thanks for ur patience bb). i hope you likie 💕
Close l Joel Miller x fem!Reader
Warnings: DDLG, scary situation, angy joel, angst and comfort, talk about littlespace
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It was supposed to be safe, damnit. He had scouted this trail a few days ago to make sure there were no infected. The area around the meadow seemed quiet and secluded. Close enough to the border that the town took turns checking. It was sunny and all the wild flowers were in bloom. You were so excited to finally get out.
He should never have taken you there.
It was perfect for a moment. The sun lighting up every corner of the meadow and you had brought him a flower crown. You were in littlespace, not paying attention. Fuck, he wasn't paying attention. And that's when they came. Out of nowhere. Two of them. Running across the field, their horrible faces pointed right at you.
"Petal!" He had dropped everything and ran to you. He dropped his gun. What the hell was he thinking.
"Daddy!" Your wide smile now a wide scream as you met him halfway. You cling onto him and refuse to move.
"Come on, baby girl." He grabs you by the shoulders and tries to pull you back towards where his gun is lying under the shade of the tree. "We gotta run. Come on!"
"Daddy!" You're too scared. Frozen to the spot. You're clawing at his t-shirt like you're trying to crawl inside. And the infected are getting closer. It's the first time in a long time that he's seen one so up close. You look behind your shoulder and shriek. He feels his panic rise.
"Fuck fuck." Joe grunts. He can hardly focus. His heartbeat is loud in his ears and there's this awful sensation that he's been here before. He heaves you over his shoulder and makes a run for it. He knows he has about a five seconds to grab his gun and making the shot.
Joel couldn't tell you how he managed it. Managed to shoot the two in pursuit. He blacked out. All he knew is that he couldn't get you to talk for a few minutes.
"Hey... hey... you're safe." He held you close to his chest, blinking back his own tears that bubbled up.
"Daddy... daddy..." was all you were whimpering. Like you were stuck.
Other folk nearby heard the shots and showed up. Joel told them what happened.
"But why are you out here any way?" One of them, Harper, demanded.
"I thought it was safe. I mean- we're less than one mile from the border."
"It's my fault." You finally spoke up quietly from behind his shoulder.
"No-" he frowned immediately.
"I wanted to come out here." You hugged yourself. Shame bubbled in your tummy. "I was stupid."
"Just..." Harper sighed. "I'm glad ya'll are okay. We can't let our guard down for anything."
Joel bit down his retort as Harper gave him a disappointed glance. Joel wasn't reckless with you. But it sure seemed that way. All the adrenaline made his hand shake as it reached for yours.
"Are you alright?" He asked and he knew it was a stupid question.
"I'm sorry." You whispered, fresh tears sliding down your face. You looked so... ashamed. The shine of trust and innocence missing from your eyes.
"None of that, petal." He squeezed your hand. "It was- if anything it was my fault. You trusted me to watch out for you when you- when you were playing and I fucked up. Shit-" His voice cracked and he had to look away to compose himself. He felt disgusted with himself..
You shook your head. "No, Joel. If it weren't for you I- I would have- I almost killed both of us."
Joel wanted to disagree but he doesn't. He just hugged you and leads you back into the safety of the town's perimeter.
You decide then and there that you'd never be little again. It was too dangerous. You'd never be able to live with yourself if something happened to Joel. You hated yourself for bringing up painful memories for him. He was trying to hide it but you could tell he was beating himself up for it.
Your plan worked pretty well for a couple days. You kept yourself busy and pretend you were fine. You knew Joel could tell something was up. You felt his concerned eyes follow you. And it made you even more angry at yourself because you didn't want him to have to worry about you. You were sure if you told him your resolution to not be little that he'd try to talk you down. But it wasn't up to him.
"Petal don'tcha want April in the bed?" Joel asks on the third day after finding April sitting on the scratched up book shelf in the sitting room.
"Not today." You smile tightly.
"Petal... this ain't like you. To leave April all lonely."
"It's a stuffed animal, Joel." You snap back, some of your frustration boiling over.
Joel looks hurt by this. It was more than that. You loved your stuffie.
"Hey now..." He frowns.
"Stop!" You clap your hands over your ears. "Stop suffocating me!" And you regret it the moment it leaves your mouth. Your resolve crumbles and you run into the bedroom to avoid your tears being seen. No. be strong. Don't be weak. You can't do this anymore. You curled up on the bed, holding your legs to your chest.
"Petal..." Joel stomps after you, his voice rising. "We don't talk to each other like that. Now you may not wanna be my-my little girl anymore-" He sucks in a breath "but goddamnit we need to stick together. Not turn on one another."
When you don't turn around he sits on the bed a foot away from you and rubs his face. You hate feeling like you can't be close to him. But you know if you were to feel him you'd instantly crumble.
"Talk to me, petal. Please, baby. It's safe." He puts a tentative hand on your knee.
"Not safe. Not. I have to be big." You shake your head. Your voice growing quiet and soft. Joel felt his heart breaking in his chest. He hated to see you punishing yourself as if you were trying to have some semblance of control over what happened. "It's my fault I couldn't-I couldn't-"
"You ran to me. You did the right thing." Joel scoots closer.
"But I should have run faster. I should have stayed closer." You lament, hot tears gathering in your eyes.
"Hey..." Joel gently turns your face with the crook of his finger. You're eyes are big and wide and looking up at him with so much trust. He feels all his frustration melt away.
"It's not all on you... We both let down our guard but that don't mean we should hide who we are." Joel says with conviction. "Believe me, petal. I did that and I never want to go back. I don't want to see that happen to you." He cleared his throat in an attempt to keep his own emotions bubbling up.
"I'm so scared, daddy." You cry, sitting up and crawling into his arms. Giving up the fight and taking the comfort you so needed since the incident.
"Shit..." Joel feels some tears fall from his eyes as he presses a kiss into your hair. "Me, too, baby. All the time. But I feel somethin' else too..."
You look up to hear his response. He takes your hand in his and presses it into his chest where his heart beats fiercely. "I feel love. That's why I was able to fight my way to you that day. See... what we have doesn't make us weaker. It make us stronger. Gives me the fire to keep on fightin'."
You sit with that for a moment while Joel slowly draws circles over your knee.
"I'm sorry, daddy." You sniffle. He kisses your head again.
"I'm sorry, too, petal. I'm sorry this happened." Joel curls into you further. He wasn't going to let this fucked up world win. He wasn't going to give way to despair and fear. Even though so much was out of his control... he wouldn't fail again.
"How about this... you come up with a codeword for daddy when you wanna be little outside the house and that way I know to keep an extra close eye on you."
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the-fiction-witch · 3 months
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Council Hall
Media The Maze Runner
Character Newt
Couple Newt X Reader
Rating Flirty
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Y/n lays in her hammock her blanket over her head trying to block the sun that had already peaked over the top of the walls of the maze, but she refuses to get up, far too snuggled in her hammock with her shoes and clothes in a pile below the hammock, left wearing only her oversized boy's hoodie and her cotton panties, only the top of her hair sticking out the top of her blanket, Y/n is the only girl in the glade and has been here a year and a half fairly comfortable and use to the way the glade operated, 
Newt Approached the homestead and Y/n's hammock, a smile escaped his lips as he looked over her, He walked over to her hammock, and his footsteps made a soft thud on the soft earth. He took the blanket in his hand and pulled it down letting the morning light illuminate her face.
She groans and grumbles turning her body away from him and the sunlight, 
Newt chuckles and looks at her with a smirk. His voice is low and affectionate. "Wake up, sleepy head."
"Noooo," She whined, 
Newt chuckled again, "Come on, lazy bones, you know we gotta get to the meeting soon." 
"The meeting can happen without me not like Alby lets me say anything..." She whined tucking the blanket up and back over her face, 
"I’m sure you’ll say something if you want to. Alby is a pretty understanding guy, and you should come, it’s almost time, and we can’t be late…" Newt smiled softly, 
"Noooo," She whined, 
"Aww come on, we gotta be there. It’s an important meeting, and don’t worry, this time I’m sure you’ll get to say something, I’ll even make sure that Alby hears ya!" He cooed, 
"No." She pouts childishly,
"Come on please, for me?" He pouted, 
"You can't just say that every time you want something Newt,"
" I can and will." he smirked, "And I’m telling you right now that I want you to be at the meeting."
"... but my tummy hurts,"
"Does it now? why does your tummy hurt?"
"The moon and my womb have cursed me,"
"Oh please, your period isn’t that bad to complain about."
"You shank! My whole body is ripping itself to shreds right now! I have every right to complain," She complained, 
" Yeah, right. You’re just being dramatic." He laughed crossing his arms over his chest,
"dramatic! I'd like to see you when your body floods with hormones that make you wanna cry one minute and scream with rage the next when you have boobs that have doubled in size and are now so sore you don't dare touch them when your body decides to rip out your flesh crush it up and them cramp your whole lower body to force it out of you though a hole so small you can't even fit your hand."
Newt's expression goes serious and soft. He feels sorry for her "… I take it back" he gulped, He then softly took her by the hand even if she was still under her blanket "I am sorry I shouldn’t have poked fun at you like that. I didn’t think it was that bad."
"yeah, and that's not even adding headaches, backache, vomiting, loss of appetite and the inability to klunk,"
Newt is speechless. He doesn’t know what to say. He is looking into her eyes, seeing her in a whole different light now, after thinking about everything she’s going through every month, he feels so bad for her. "...Bloody Hell,"
"so yeah. I'm not exactly in the mood to hear Alby yell at the runners for wanking in the showers again. I'd rather just lay and die until it's over,"
" So, every month, this happens? And how long does it usually last?"
"four to seven days,"
"And it’s every month right?"
"Every 28 days."
His face is filled with concern, he feels so bad for her now. He just stares at her for a moment, letting the thought soak in. "And you have been here for how long?"
"a year and a half and yes. It does this every. single. month."
"Ohh my god... that's actually insane. I am so so sorry y/n."
"It's fine," She sighed, "such is the life of a woman,"
"Ohh shut up y/n," he joked, 
"don't tell me to shut up... Seems unwise when I could very easily throw up in you right now. Or bleed on you. Whichever you'd find more frightening,"
Newt laughs A genuine laugh,  "His voice is slightly amused when he says I think I’d rather you throw up on me, blood just scares the hell out of me."
"Then I'll bleed on you,"
"oh really? Is that your best threat?"
"It's all I have... Newt do I have to go to the stupid meeting? Can't I just go and lay in a hot bath for like... A week?"
"No, you gotta go to the meeting. I am not letting you miss out on the meeting, if you wanna lay in a hot bath for the whole time after the meeting then fine, but you’re going to that damn meeting." 
"Fine..." she whined as she pulled the blanket off her and climbed out of her hammock, she grabbed her bra slipped it on under her hoodie and slipped up her denim shorts slipping on her shoes, "do I have to?" She whined holding her stomach,
"Yes, you have to. Just try and keep your cool for the meeting, and I know it’s gonna be tough for you but I'll help as much as I can love,"
"newt?" she whined, 
"Yeah, Y/n?"
"Would you carry me?" She whined opening her arms, 
"You want me to carry you?" He smirked,
"Mhm,"
"...C'mere," He rolled his eyes he grabbed her softly and lifted her in his arms carrying her like his own personal princess, The feeling of holding her close made his heartbeat speed up. he carries her in his arms, holding her close as he makes his way to the meeting. she nuzzles into his hoodie slipping her hands in his pockets and almost falling asleep in his arms The sensation of her brings comfort and peace to his mind and he is reluctant to put her down and break this wonderful moment of closeness they are sharing.
Once arriving at the council hall he tries to set her down but she won't let go of him she clings to him so he simply rolls his eyes and sits down keeping her with him she moves slightly to sit on his thigh her head on his chest struggling to keep her eyes open, Newts hands wrap around her as he notices how much pain she is in, as well as trying to comfort her. His heart begins to beat faster and his breath grows shallow as he lets her snuggle her head against his neck, her nuzzling just making him want to pull her even closer. Their bodies almost fit perfectly together and the feeling of her laying her head against him brings an urge to run his hands through her hair, but he resists.
Alby coughs getting everyone's attention and starting on the meeting, Newt's body goes into autopilot as his attention is divided by Y/n clinging to him and Alby starting the meeting. He is looking at Y/n, concerned about her and trying not to think about how much pain she is in. His whole world suddenly seems to narrow down to only Y/n and nothing else. Alby is talking about the food supply and how the crops this month have been lacking and how they are going to have to stretch their rations a little longer. Newt's eyes are only half listening, half watching Y/n. She is almost asleep again from the pain she's in but she nuzzles closer to Newt finding comfort in his grass-like scent and dirty skin, in the middle of the meeting she moves and pressed a kiss into his jaw before she burrowed her nose into the crook of his neck luckily everyone was listening to Alby so didn't notice
Newt's heart rate suddenly speeds up and his body freezes as his cheeks turn a bright red, but he forces himself to stay calm and remain stoic. The sensation of her lips brushing against his skin and her nuzzling into his neck sends an overwhelming surge of desire through him. He struggles to keep the urge away and not lean down or pull her closer. The feeling to kiss her and running his hands through her hair was so strong, but he still resisted. Newt's breath grows shallow and he feels his heartbeat racing.
Newts hands tightly hold Y/n’s back and his thumb massages her back while he thinks about her lips brushing against his skin. He cannot stop his desire from wanting to kiss her and pull her closer but he still resists and forces the urge away. He tries not to think about it but his heart is pounding with desire and the feeling that he wants more only grows the longer he thinks about it. However he forces himself to remain stoic, with his head still up and listening to what Alby is saying. The whole time his heart is beating like never before.
Newts mind was on a completely different track than the meeting. All he could think about was Y/n pressed up against him, and how he wanted to drag his fingers through her hair. A sensation of warmth grows in his stomach and his heartbeat begins to speed up more and more. He wants this meeting to end so he can take her back to the dormitory and lay down with her and maybe kiss her. But he snaps his head back up as he hears the silence and Alby asking if anyone has anything else to add. Newts attention is back on the meeting.
Once the meeting is done everyone heads out leaving only Newt and Y/n, as he sits there he is filled with the desire, he wants to kiss her so damn much but he doesn't move even if he has the urge too,
Y/n has her head buried into his neck and she clings to his body desperately like her life depends on it. Her body is so small in his arms that he feels like he could pick her up and throw her over his shoulder if he really wanted to. The fact that he could have easily man-handled her, and he feels this urge grow inside him to just pick her up and hold her more tightly. Even if it was just for a moment it would feel so good to pick her up and just have her body pressed against him, she nuzzles even closer stroking his hoodie like a blanket giving his neck small nibbles.
The feeling of her nibbling at his neck makes his breath catch and he can feel his heart skipping a beat. Newts breath is shallow and he can feel his heartbeat racing. He is trying to hold back his desire to pull her close and kiss her. He wants to run his hands in her hair and feel her body pressed against him but he won’t do it. His hands are tight and locked around her. He is starting to sweat in his hoodie as he is heating up from the intensity of the urge.
He feels her soft breath on his neck as she is nuzzled up close against him. The urge inside him is almost too much to bare. he thinks about how soft and tender she feels in his hands. Every part of him is wanting to take her head in his hands and just kiss her deeply. He notices her stroking his hoodie with her fingers. He is starting to want this moment to last just a bit longer.
He looks down at her, watching the way her hand strokes his hoodie softly and how she nuzzled her head even closer against his neck. The sensation of her soft body pressed against his is such a contrast to how hard and rough his body is. He feels his heartbeat pick up more and more and a heat is growing in his body that is slowly beginning to feel unbearable.
Suddenly she moves in her sleepy painfilled state and gives his cheek a kiss "thank you for taking care of me newt,"
her kiss on his cheek catches a surge of emotion in him and his body suddenly tightens and he feels his breath catch. His heart beats harder and faster as his body begins to feel all the desires growing inside him. He tries to contain the feeling but when she whispers thank you he can feel his eyes begin to grow moist. He looks down at her beautiful face and his eyes grow heavy and hot as the desire inside him grows. 
He suddenly feels his body acting on its own accord, his body suddenly leans closer and he pulls her into a kiss, but at the last second, he pulls back. 
His body heats up and he is filled with shame. He knows he has to resist. For a moment all the desire and urge inside him is just pure pleasure and bliss but when he pulls away he suddenly feels ashamed and disappointed with his actions. He looks away to avoid looking in her eyes and can’t bring himself to look at her.
"what did I miss?" She sits up and yawned
newt clears his throat and rubs the back of his neck feeling a little bit ashamed of himself. He smiles nervously as he looks away, not wanting to catch her eyes “uhm…” he stares down at his hands “What did you miss…?”
"mhm what did I miss? What did Alby have that was so important?"
Newt's face is flushed red now as he continues avoiding her eyes. “he was… talking about stuff…”
"stuff. You got me out of my cosy hammock... For stuff?" she asked and he nodded "fine... What are you so blushy about?"
he still looks away from her and takes a deep breath “I am not blushy.”
"you look like a strawberry newt. What's going on? Did you get a telling off or something?"
his face is still extremely red and he continues avoiding her eyes “no… it’s nothing.”
"newt. Tell me. Or I will throw up in you"
he lets out a sigh and looks back at her, he is still avoiding her eyes “I… well… I might of tried to kiss you…. At the meeting.”
"you... Did what now?" she glared,
he finally looks her in the eyes as he takes a deep breath “I tried to kiss you.”
"on the lips?'
his whole face lights up red when he thinks about the moment again and nods his head “on the lips.”
"and?"
his jaw clamps down and he starts to feel heat all over his body from the embarrassment “and I was gonna pull you even closer… but I pulled back.”
"I see..."
his words catch in his throat and he is feeling very uncomfortable looking at her, he takes a deep shaky breath and looks back at his hands “Im really sorry I don’t know what got into me, it was a moment of weakness and I -"
she moved and pressed a soft kiss to his lips stopping his words, he blinks in surprise as she suddenly gives his lips a little kiss. His body heats up again and this time he cannot stop himself from pulling her closely to him and kissing her again, this time with more force and passion than before. His body is feeling all the desire and urge growing inside him again and his hands are caressing her back and neck. Newt's heart is thumping loudly inside his chest and he is breathing heavily.
the feel of her kisses brings a tingling sensation to every place they have contact and is lighting up his body with desire. He can feel his pulse quicken and his breath grow shallow as he pulls her closer and continues the kiss. Newt's hands begin to roam the curves of her body and he is starting to feel like he is losing control. His tongue brushes against hers and he starts to feel an overwhelming urge to pull her closer and closer.
She happily separated her lips she happily separated her lips letting his tounge battle with her own her hands happily stroking his chest, playing with his hoodie even trailing as high as his neck and the bottom of his hair the feel of her lips and tongue against his ignites a fire all over his body and he feels his body heating up from the rising desire. His hands begin to roam down her legs and he is starting to lose himself in the kiss. The feeling inside him grows more and more overwhelming and the kissing becomes even more intense. Newt's mind blanks as his body is filled with lust.
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nono-uwu · 25 days
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Chapter 136 thoughts -w-
Spoilers duh
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- this chapter was certified meh. Mid, even. Not great, not horrible, just eh
- Mika looks so fucking ugly atp
- Urd in action!! Too bad he looks ugly as hell while at it
- Since when was there a curse that vampires can't kill Mikayuu?? This is the first time I'm hearing about it?? Huh
- wow, for once Mikayuu fail at a plan. That's a first
- Krul looks so good, adorable, beautiful. Truly a Queen <3
- No Ferid vs Krul brawl this chapter :(
- also Krul why are you doubting ur abilities against Ferid? Ur still way older than him, have some confidence >:/
- Shinya!! He's so ugly lmao what even
- so is Kureto. Lol. Lmao even.
- Their banter is nice tho. I liked it
- Shinya is so chill with having the wall of his fucking room burst open (not like it's the first time that happened...) bro is over this
- Guren squad soon??
- seems like a deliberate move on Shikama to not reveal that Shinoa is the one devouring him bc despite *gestures vaguely* everything, Yuu would probably still side with Shinoa. I hope.
- Shikama looks a little better art-style wise!
- Right, Yuu's goal now is to resurrect the angels... EVEN THOUGH THEIR REINCARNATIONS ARE LIKE, RIGHT THERE?? Except Asuramaru who he fucking ate
- no way Yuu got the cheatcodes to bypass god himself. Someone gotta smite this overzealous teenager bruh
- also dude, do NOT become Shikama's successor, what is wrong with you, you literally just saw how badly he fucked up bc of the love for his people
- FUCK YEAH SHINOA IDC ABOUT YUU'S GOALS BC HE MAKES ME SICK ATP GO FUCK SHIT UP- I mean whaaat Shinoa no don't destroy Shikama's and Mikayuu's plans noooo :(
- "But I'll take it all from you... So you can never hurt anyone with it again." Queen behavior. Also Shinoa looks v pretty,,,,
- ^ so from that I assume Shinoa isn't just doing allat out of her 'love' for Yuu but also out of love for anyone who got directly involved in Shikama's batshit insane plans (so Mahiru, Kimi and Yoi (they were test subjects too. btw.), probably even Mitsuba and also Yuu and Mika probably. But I also like to think she's doing it for her past self :) )
- anyways watch Kagami make Shinoa go full yandere bc god forbid there is a decently written woman in this series
- ends on Rigr and his squad maybe hopefully cornering Yuu. BEAT HIM UP PLEASE- I mean what noooo let the poor guy destory everything to revive your past angel incaranations :(
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chiquititaosita · 1 year
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if you can, could you write op monster trio with a sick reader? (pre-chopper joining the team)
ive been sick for the past week and one piece has turned into my comfort anime, and i still have a lonv way to go haha
thank you in advance, hope you're having a nice day!
i got you my darling! im just recovering from being sick three weeks ago. (Sinus and chest congestion) please get some rest and remember to try and rest as much as possible. good luck (I’m still getting there with you :) )
Fluff, cute shit. And just vibing
Monster trio with a sick reader (pre- chopper joining)
Luffy
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- don’t get me started 😭
- he’s going to want you to rest. Even if you’re feeling fine. He’s going to make sure you’re being taken care for by sanji (since luffy says his soups can help a cold)
-“ NO y/n.. rest.” he’ll say it in a stern like tone
- Out of the times he was serious outside OF FIGHTING
- he’s only harsh on you when you’re sick because he loves you that’s why.
-“I want you to rest! So you can get stronger!”
-“so when you’re strong enough ! I’ll be able to protect you.” He grins as he’s nuzzling your face.
- “hey y/n! how are you feeling?” He’ll walk in with a happiest grin on his face.
- if he doesn’t sleep in your quarters that night or during those nights. When he wakes up you’re the very first person on top of his brain.
-he’ll sometimes surprise you with drawings (I think he draws stick figures sometimes lol) “look what I made you!”-
-“see it’s you me and the treasure we found!”
-“what’ are those other people right there?” You pointed at that pft of the drawing.
-“oh that’s zoro with his swords and sanji smoking a cigarette, nami is there stealing the money. That’s ussopp shooting a cannon. Oh look that’s robin not giving a-“ you love how creative he is.
- when you get better he lets you do more tasks just to stimulate your brain.
- recovery is just him being excited because he knows you’re being loved and cared for
Zoro
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-“woah you okay?”
- “y-yeah I’m fi-fine.” you replied in between coughs.
-ngl zoro will drop everything to protect you.
-“you have to rest.. dummy.” he’ll flick in your forehead because you’re a stubborn pendeja
-“noooo i Can get up..” you fell as he picked you up for almost fainting. It had been a few hours since you passed out, and zoro periodically checked up on you everyday. but today felt different.
-zoro went to go and see you. That was until he noticed a blonde male with curly eyebrows humming and holding a dish going into the same direction he’s going to.
-“what’s that for?” Zoro referred to the dish
-“oh this is for Y/n Chan! I heard she was sick, so I made her some soup to cheer her up” he mentioned, and asked why zoro was going to see you
-“I’m checking on her… that’s all.” He blushed lightly, looking away.
-“ you know ever since she came on the sunny. You’ve gotten soft.” Sanji snickered as he was keeping his laughter down.
“Why I outta—-“ he’s just going to argue with him usually but today he had no energy for that.
-“forget it. I guess you’re right I just really care about her you know .” The moss head huffed as he was given the dish.
- “shit I gotta finish dinner!- give this to y/n chwan will you?!” Sanji literally ran off to the kitchen just as zoro made it to your door.
“Oi, y/n Can I come in?” zoro poked his head out of the door.
-“ it’s open.” you mumbled as you were bundled into the blankets. You smelled the soup and poked your head out.
-“hey.. how are you feeling?” he placed the dish of soup down on the little table near you, and gazed upon you. Zoro had missed your face. He hated seeing you feeling unwell, and miserable.
-“I’m okay. Just bored…sick and out of my mind….what’s that for.?” You pointed at the soup
-“curly made you dinner and wanted you to eat first. He said he hopes you feel better.” He rolled his eyes over the words about a certain cook. You couldn’t help but chuckle
-“awe that’s sweet of him. But what about you?” You gestured him to come lay with you, and he plopped himself onto your warm body, clinging onto you like a little koala.
-“ why did you come back? I thought you were training.” you hugged him as he laid on top of you, he hadn’t thought about it like that. Zoro just missed hearing your voice motivating him to keep going, seeing your smile, hearing your voice, especially seeing you looking adorable when mad or yelling. Annoying him while training.
- Literally you were like his personal chihuahua. It just didn’t feel the same without your presence near him. Especially when y’all took naps together after training or if y’all just felt lazy.
-“i- well- um. I finished early. it was just..that I like- training with you more. It was annoying to not hear you yell my name ‘zoro this zoro that zoro can we take a break my boobs hurt?’ ‘Zoro carry me. Zo-Chan hold my hand. ‘“ he mocked your voice and it made you laugh as you nuzzled into it.
-“Awee so you did miss me..” you nuzzled him, as he pulled himself up to hug you in the bed.
-“don’t push it..” he rolled his eyes as he kissed the top of your head.
-“I love you.”
-“ I love you too you big goof.” You sighed happily as you knew you were the luckiest woman on earth.
Sanji
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- now him HEHEHEHE OMG
- the minute he noticed you were sick, you missed breakfast and you never EVER MISS BREAKFAST! You get up around the same time as sanji.
- “y/n- my loveee! It’s time to get up!!” He sang as he tried to wake you up from you quarters.
-“ really? It’s too early .” you coughed into your fist. You sounded very congested, and your eyes looked so puffy. Your natural bed head with your textured mane, all over the place. he was in awe of how beautiful you sounded in the morning!!
-Sanji immediately gasped as he heard your voice. “Oh no! My Angel! You’re sick!! please lay down to rest! Your prince is going to take care of you!!” he kissed the top of your head, placing your tea near the night stand.
“S-sanji i’m f-fine!!” You tried to push him off your shoulders that was until you ran to the bathroom. acid reflux! or even food poisoning DUN DUN DUN. You must’ve felt like your guts were being rearranged and not the good kind. Luckily it was not sanjis cooking. Because he would’ve been crushed. It was someone else’s leftovers from the previous island you brought in.
-he immediately ran after you, patting your back. “It’s okay, darling. Let it out. you’ll be okay.” He’ll gently pull away your hair out of your face. when you finished throwing up you began to wash up. You went to the kitchen to see if you could put up your cup of tea and wash it.
-that was originally the plan until your blonde man put his hand over your hand, disposing his cigarette immediately after seeing you in sweatpants and a big baggy tshirt. His eyes go into heart shapes.
- “You look adorable as ever.” He coos and pinches your cheeks. you rolled your eyes at him.
-“oh hush your face babe. ..” you mumbled as he embraced you.
-“let me wash that cup for you. Go sit down I’ll make you a plate ” he kissed your cheeks, and booped your nose then forcing your stubborn ass to sit down, after taking your empty cup of tea away from you. you just loved how he shook his hips and sang a little song about you making your plate. it’s one of the reasons you fell in love with him.
-“are you singing [song name]??” You giggled
“Yup!!! Because it’s your fault! You got it stuck.in . My. Head.” He poked you jokingly and lovingly at the end of each syllable. Serving you a cup of fruits and sweets.
-“oh shut up you!! how was breakfast?” You asked him as you were tracing the table cloth, sitting in your seat. You’re not even used to the princess treatment that he’s been giving you.
-“ it was good, I already told everyone you weren’t feeling well, they went off the ship already to gather resources and meds to make sure you feel better” you smiled at him already as he made you some avocado toast, taking a bite of the dishes your face lit up, as you did a little happy dance.
- you know when the food is delicious when you do a happy dance when you eat.
- “Oh my how this is amazing.I’m so happy I can taste your food!” you smiled at him with a little sniffle
-“oh y/n merolineee! the way you compliments me takes me a few steps from ascending into heaven.”
- yes overall Sanji best boy to take care of you during pre chopper era.
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daisychains111 · 1 month
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live "tweet" books with me (via the Goodreads progress bar) pt.3 Iron Flame by Rebecca Yarros
Live tweeting as I read...back by popular demand (literally 1 person on Tumblr (@dumpsters-little-matchbook) asked me to do it again and I was already planning to)
stay strong Vi....just bc he's hot doesn't mean he's redeemed himself for his (understandably) traitorous ways
"she's worth a dozen of me" Xanden you shut up right now I'm mad at you
I'm glad Brennen's alive but I do not trust him at all...pretending to be dead for 6 years is fishy as fuck
hashtag: Andarna protection club...if anything ever happens to that dragon I'll burn the world
violet "I know more than you" sorrengail back in action
lol Brennen making fun of her love life
petition for violet and sgaeyl mother-daughter bonding
awww andarna, all growed up
moody teenage angst Andarna is the comedic relief we all didn't know we needed...nothing is as iconic as her growling at Violet for calling her my dearest
idk if Tairn signed up to be the sole father figure to two teenage girls but Violet and Andarna are about to give him a run for his money
he deserves not to trust Dain bc Dain is the scum of the earth
RIDOC AND RHIONNAN ARE SAFE AND ALIVE EVERYTHING IS ALRIGHT IN THE WORLD
call his lying ass out Violet as you should
slay violets mom with the redeeming qualities...glad she actually cared if Violet was alive and isn't completely a heartless bitch
fuck dain but also FUCK HIS DAD
the fact that it's him who officially outs them makes me smile hehe
I agree Nadine...that was hot
Xaden being an absolute tease flirt bc she's mad at him is iconic
YAY SQUAD LEADER RHI!!!
the joke was funny, your friends ate just lame (jk I love them but still)
THE PRINCE???
awwww Liam's sister you better make it across istfg
noooo I wanted to be friends with Sloane
violet in her older sister era
gotta love the "is everyone I care about alive? yes? slay" moment
the fact that even tairn is warry of the orange dragon freaks me out
tairn reporting for fatherly duties will never not be my favorite...violet may be annoying but she's his annoying
I'm all for the Violet and Imogen friendship but they better not be mean to Rhiannan
also if Rhiannan gets annoying and jealous about them I'll be really sad
nooo I liked Nadine...who tf just snaps people's necks like that tf
Xaden warding her room so he's the only person who can come in COMEDY
SIMP
hehehe he wrote her a letterrr
violet lying to everyone about her feelings about Xaden except Tairn is so funny...like who's the dragon gonna tell
Xaden is winning every award ever rn bc 1. he's hot as hell, but 2. he's like I wanna sleep with you so bad, but I won't bc it's for the wrong reasons....honorable mf
literally FUCK VARRISH
Sloane needs to get her shit together and Violet needs to stop avoiding her friends
I'm like 80% sure they just got drugged but slay ig
called it...they were totally drugged
tairn comforting Violet about missing Xaden even though Tairn is the one with the bonded mate thing isn't being talked about enough
I would really love to know what those letters say...just saying, sharing is caring
I want to trust jesinia...I really do but it gives me a bad feeling
you let my babies see each other istg...violet is actively moving towards miserable without him
Imogen is slowly becoming the biggest violet/Xander fangirl and I love that for her
give it up Imogen...yall are friends
girlie just wants to be back in a library fr
period Rhiannan...don't put up with Xaden's shit....you threaten him like a bestie should
If Rhi and Violet don't stay friends I'll riot
ooooo don't mess with Tairn's kids...he'll bring that dad defensive
I'm so glad Violet is letting Rhiannan in..be besties again pls
HAHA "SHOWING OFF (MAKING OUT)" IN FRONT OF MIRA....ICONIC
"omg your falling for him" No matter how many times I hear that I'm media I will always be a sucker for it
"you're my only sibling" REALLY MAKING VIOLET SEEM LIKE A TERRIBLE PERSON FOR NOT TELLING MIRA ABOUT BRENNEN....UNCALLED FOR
tik tok says she finally just fucking forgives him in chapter 27... we're on 20, kick into gear people
at her core, Violet is really just like me fr.... 21-year-old girlie pop vibes for the win
 damn the disdain for Dian is STRONG
Rhiannan wins the bestie of the year award....being the best even tho Violet is being a fuckass about not telling her things
DAIN FIGHTING ISNT GONNA DO MUCH BC YOU DONT DESERVE HER AND NOW EVERYONE GETS TO WATCH AS SHE BEATS YOUR ASS
see, I knew her mom was a bitch
Rhiannan and violets friendship rn makes me so sad
This aaric dude better keep his mouth SHUT
really looking forward to Xaden beating the shit out of Dain for the shit he just pulled
besties having beef in private...which honestly I feel like will be a good thing
"that isn't a secret" I love ridoc....also Violet why tf would you think that's a valid secret
them getting graded for withstanding torture is WILD
WHY DO YOU HAVE TO BRING DAIN INTO THIS VARRISH YOU BITCH
VARRISH YOU ABSOLUTE MOTHERFUCKER...I DESPISE YOUR SOUL
I hate dain to but I love him for that...thank you for being a rule-following asshat
two things: tairn constantly being like "duh your fine, I make great choices" is so sweet but absolutely hilarious....and Rhiannan being a slay icon is my favorite thing
WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU MEAN JACK IS BACK FROM THE ACTUAL DEAD....SHUT UP RIGHT NOW
I'm so ready to watch the Fab 4 (I've decided that I'm calling ridoc, rhi, sawyer, and Violet this bc they are so slay) kill jack again bc wtf
YES CHAPTER 27 I'VE HEARD GOOD THINGS ABOUT YOU
watch Mira walk in on them right now...that'd be so freaking funny
tairn and Violet's father-daughter bonding is my fave
tairn is a grade-A overprotective father... it's adorable
no literally....tairn is so over her 21 bullshit...I love them
I have no recollection of who Kaori is...but him standing up to varrish makes him my favorite
YES YES YES LET FAB 3/4 KNOW ALL THE SECRETS
ridoc having the vibes to give violet a hard time while his world was just flipped on its head is why I love him
also shout out to Imogen and Quinn bc yall are slay too
why did Jack save her life...go back to being an ass, not sucky jack is frightening
"argue with you about books? I only pick fights I can win" Xaden clearly knows his place
literally just sobbing at the Liam cameo
why does Varrish keep responding to Liam...is Violet talking out loud or like did he pull a jack
damn dain is just...redeeming himself...didn't have that on my 2024 bingo card
her mom redeeming herself too? damn we're on a redemption roll
very serious war book until someone says something like "show off" during an important meeting (cough garrick cough) and you remember that these bitches are in their 20s
Brennan, Xaden, and tairn: violet protection squad
ANDARNAS BACK YYYAAAYYY
YUH SLAY FOURTH WING
flame section is the iron section? One might say they're the iron flame....wink wink
patiently waiting for a sorrengail sibling reunion...pls bring Mira into the loop
YES MIRA BEAT HIS ASS
Mira beating the shit out of Brennan, Violet yelling at them to grow tf up, and ultimately Mira and Brennen rebonding over the ickiness of xaden/violet pda...the best sibling reunion EVER
"I have control" girl be so for real rn...the only time you use your power is when you're mid-orgasm, you're not controlling shit
Mira and Xaden being "let's overprotect violet" partners in crime...straight vibes
Andarna: The Hungry One (trademark)
oooooooo violets in trooouubbblleeee
jealous Violet storyline is about to be just as stupid as I'm keeping my friends safe by distancing myself Violet storyline
oh God not talking in 3rd person
"I wasn't in love with you then," *jim halpert camera stare* stfu xaden
DAMMMMNNNNN he's def being annoying but saying he's acting like dain is looooooowwwww
yeah cat just stfu...violet is better than you don't be a bitch
YOU WEAR YOUR HAIR DOWN VIOLET...TORTURE HIM BUT ISTG IF YOU LET HIM GET AWAY WITH THAT BS....
YESSS Liam mentions make me so happy...also I'm so ready for Violet and Sloane to bond
dain just bc you saved her doesn't mean you're not on extremely thin ice...stfu
HA, a length joke...I like Maren
IF YOU KILL RIDOC RIGHT NOW REBECCA, I WILL HAUNT YOU
HES SAFE....fab 4 lives another day
cat's a bitch...that's all
Cat's a bitch...but you know who isn't? Rhiannan. gave her bestie the best fighting skills
well that's one way to combat jealousy
he really said "You were annoying and emotional last year, this year it's my turn" Live laugh love healthy relationships
fab 4 are my favorite group of fantasy besties ever....icons..every single one of them
I'm very very excited for the Sawyer and Jesinia subplot...also I don't think I'm opposed to a Dain redemption arch, he just needs to learn his place
"I might even be in love with him after that declaration" HA game recognizes game dain, love that for you
ROLL CREDITS
Garrick doesn't get enough credit for being just as awesome as Rhi....slay besties
girlie pop bickering with a side of danger mission and dragon obedience school...my favorite
HAH grammar jokes
 "I get the feeling that this '2nd signet' thing is gonna be a BIG issue...like the plot twist that ends the book BIG
tbh I feel like I don't know him either so I get why she's mad at him
BRUUUUHHH he redeems himself with the "less than a minute" comment
tairn is girl dad...yelling at Violet and Andarna for their shit, yelling at Xaden for talking to Violet...girl dad icon
"Mom and Dad are fighting" See tairn and Sgaeyl are Mom and Dad
poor mama sorrengail...that's not the best way to break that news brennen you bitch
I'm really hoping Violet gets iron squad to go help bc them leaving the others to die is bullshit
they mentioned that the venin had runes, but they were confused as to how. cat is the best at them, and I really really really don't like how sus that is
everyone is so over Violet and her friends bc they're the only ones saying true things
YUH IRON SQUAD...my favorite squad of besties
FUCKING JACK
that was the most stressful thing ever read in my life...if Rhiannan dies I will never recover
I thought Sawyer was going to die and I started crying
YES ANDARNA BE SPECIAL AND SLAY
The fact the andarna hatched just for Violet is so sweet
you better not fucking sacrifice yourself right now violet unknownmiddlename sorrengail
DUMBASS
rip mama sorrengail...this was the redemption arch you deserved
violet breaking down to Rhi is EVERYTHING
FAB 4 LIVES TO SEE ANOTHER DAY (along with Imogen, Quinn, Sloane, Jesinia, Aaric, Maren, and Cat because yall bitches grew on me)
yay xaden's safe, was worried for a bit
IM SORRY WHAT NOW
I'M SORRY WHAT NOW
saying that xaden cant feel sgaeyl better be a fucking joke rn
FUCKING JACK
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gayerthanevertbh · 2 years
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gun down | n.r
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requested by anon | hold on i cant do the "this" thing 😂🤦🏼‍♀️ its jealous reader when nat is being casually friendly to a civilian and reader just cocks a shot gun at nat and nat will be like "detka, no hold on NO NOOOO"
summary | maybe you took things too far when you saw natasha talking to some random girl and everything was a misunderstanding.
warnings | gun involved, super fluffy i think, reader just being jealous HAHA 
notes | i tried... i really did. i hope you enjoy it though. <3
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It was Christmas Eve when you and Natasha decided to go to a small carnival that was near Central Park. Natasha never experienced her childhood and was so brightened with all the sparkly lights and the toys that she saw when it was all displayed in the area. You asked if she wanted one, but she would shake her head and tell you: I'd rather just look at them. And you would smile and hug her tight, nuzzling your head into her neck.
When it was about time to leave, a lovely civilian approached your wife and you watched them intently as they talked. You were a little distant, but you were there just wondering how your wife would react. The woman was indeed forward and flirtatious, and to you it seemed fun to watch as your wife got all flustered.
"Are you alone this Christmas?" the woman asked, touching Natasha's wrist but the redhead quickly pulls away with a nervous laugh – feeling a lump in her throat when the civilian was dangerously close to her. Never once in her life had she encountered someone like this, it was always her that was forward.
"You seem kind and all that..."
That was it for you and decided to go home alone with a thick coat wrapped around your torso while you had hers, thinking if you should throw it in the street. But that would be too barbaric and scandalous – so you walked back home that was extremely near Central Park.
Natasha shakes her head in disapproval and shakes the woman's hand in kindness, looking around to see if you were there. But as she expected, you weren't near her. The redhead says, "I'm flattered but I'm in a happy relationship with my wife."
The girl was rather baffled, her eyes twitching as she tries to speak: "Oh! I'm so sorry–"
Natasha didn't even let the girl finish and instead followed you back home where there was worrisome inside of her that was roaring out. She was thinking if you were upset by the scene, which was understandable, and couldn't wait just to hug you and let you know that it was all a misunderstanding.
"Baby?" her voice echoes inside the living room, removing her thick leather shoes and kicking them off – gulping nervously. "Baby, I know you're home. Come on now, come to mommy will you?"
You come out swiftly with a silver pistol in your hand, pointing at her with a blunt face as she turns around with a shocking voice and covers her face – realizing that you're the one who's holding the gun, her gun. She gives you a nervous smile and tries to reach for you, but you shake her off with the gun in your hand.
"Baby, hey! You gotta stop this," she asked you with her hands in the air, like asking for mercy – which you find amusing. Usually, you're the one who's asking for mercy but the fact that this woman is even frightened by you is just hilarious and fun to look at. She drags her words, saying: "Little one, please drop the gun. I swear I didn't flirt with her–"
"Lies," you say but not in an angry way – surprisingly and you almost laughed when you hear her let out a tiny whimper. She shakes her head frantically and holds both of your wrists, smiling at you but trembling.
"My sweet angel, you gotta drop it down... okay?"
"No."
"Please?" Natasha begs, bringing you into her arms and holding your wrist that has the gun in your hand. She gives you small pecks on your head, whispering with a sweet tone: "Come on, don't make mommy sad. You know I'd never cheat on you."
Rolling your eyes playfully and you pulled away with a scrunched look on your face, you responded with your voice a little louder than before.
"Are you really sure you weren't flirting with her?"
"I promise my love, I didn't." she reassures you, her smile never fading away, and wraps her arms around your waist, pulling you in with a hum in her voice. She pouts down at you, but you knew she was joking and no matter how much this woman tries to be a badass woman who wears a leather jacket all the time, you see her as this baby that likes to be cuddled. So, you sighed and dropped the gun to the ground – making her smile with a toothy grin.
"I love you so damn much."
You both laughed in exchange and pressed your head against her chest – hearing her heartbeat that thumps on your temple. Moments like this really get you all flustered and blinded, but you like it that way. And she did too.
"I love you more, Tasha."
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thoughts? <3
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barrenclan · 1 year
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WOOO NEW ISSUE!! i began reading this earlier, but couldn’t finish due to me rereading what i had just read and focusing on the pictures!!! so yeah, finally finished it, and GRRR GOOD ISSUE
first off, throws thrasher in the cootstorm pit too, they can share. no transphobic kitties allowed (obviously not literally, but i love how like.. natural it is? it’s just cormorantpaw’s life and what he’s been raised to think). egrettail should deck him
also egrettail!!!!!! favorite kitty therapist!!!! i assume maybe asphodelpaw asked about her being aroace, maybe brought on after daffodil was like “oh!! ur just like me and asphodelpw!!!” to pinepaw, and that made her think “wait am i into men even?” but. yeah. she just wants to help and she’s such a sweetie
SEVEN. SILVERS. SHE’S MADE IT!!! SHE’S IN AN ISSUE FR!! ULTIMATE ALLY INVENTED HRT TO SUPPORT EGRETTAIL. THE MOST BASED CAT EVER. I LOVE HER SHE’S JUST A LITTLE KITTY. I HOPE SHE’S OKAY. IM GONNA SAY IT METHINKS EGRET, HUSH PUPPY, AND SEVEN SILVERS R FOUND FAMILY JUST A COUPLE OF CHOSEN SIBS. UNLESS THIS IS A NO. SORRY IM EXCITED ABOUT SEVEN SILVERS
shoutout to cormorantpaw for getting his 2nd issue. kinda a crime that i only bring him up now but its ok. i love the goofy early cartoons titlecard image with the literal lovebug and him just thinking it over before going “oh fk im bi” and i love how egrettail was like “it seems like it to me, but it’s up to u” bc she can’t really like. force him to think he has a crush, something about that was really gentle- back to cormorantpaw!!! now he’s a blushy mess and i love him for it. also WHAT DO U HAVE TO DO BOY. WHAT IS YOUR ANGST
yes i know daffodilpaw was hardly here but she still gets her own section bc that’s my favorite community hc collection. cormorantpaw doesn’t seem to want to be involved romantically with her, saying how she’s nice but also noting how she doesn’t tend to listen to him (which doesn’t make daffy a bad person!! just something they gotta communicate as buddies) but also mentioning how she puts her paw on his, and also in the sleeping shot cormorantpaw is staring past daffodilpaw, who sleeps next to him, and at pinepaw. i’m just. babey noooo. break out of ur toxic mindset its okkk. unless u actually do like cormorantpaw then i’m. sorry. how did i make the daffodilpaw section the longest oops
rate this issue 5 mysterious end birds out of 5!!! thank u for another great issue :3
So sorry not answering this ask for awhile! All that trouble with my account hit at a bad time. I'm glad you liked the issue, though. :)
Egrettail had the patience of a saint for not beating the absolute shit out of Thrasher when they were in Defiance, and I'm certain she gave him what for on more than one occasion after Hush Puppy died.
Yes, she and Asphodelpaw may have had a conversation about similar realizations she was going through just like Cormorantpaw, heheh. We'll get there someday.
I was so excited to finally include Seven Silvers in an issue!! When I first created her character I wasn't planning on it, but she's just too fun not to use. Hell, I'm allowed to invent magic cat hormone therapy if I want to, who's gonna stop me. Seven, Hush Puppy, and Egret are any manner of close friends you like, and found family/siblings are as good a way as any.
The POVs from other characters are not going to be very common, since Pinepaw is the protagonist in the end, but it's always nice to dip back into Cormorantpaw's thick little skull. I was pretty pleased with myself for thinking of the rubberhose style joke with "lovebug", honestly. Don't worry about his angst, I'm sure it's nothing.
Good catch on everything with Daffodilpaw in this issue! It's something I did intentionally include, and did want to draw a comparison between Corm describing her as not really listening to him with Pinepaw always listening to what he says (which as you said, doesn't mean Daff is a bad person, just that she's got her own things to work out).
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LOL ty! im glad you think i could write JFJFFNND but nah i use a lot of run on sentences lmfao but i also have too many ideas that are in my head or on my notes app
but honestly the avatar universe is just so good on its own like i think u can make 28747373 fics out of the canon story like and still make more yk but i do love thinking of neteyam and loak in different aus like the royalty one 🤭 soon to be king neteyam whose bethrothed to another but loves his maid he known since childhood and plans to run away with her to a small cottage with a garden to sustain themselves
and prince loak doesnt reallt care for neteyams future wife (only cares abt training and finds her bratty) but as time passes when she goes to visit them he falls for her and her bitchy attitude (i imagine their relationship is all bark no bite)
and OMLLL loak who goes to visit her families nation/kingdom and as he's getting a tour of the place he can hear rumours from the knights or princes at the event later that night that theyve had sex with her and she was crazy shit like that
and then the first time they have sex he finds out shes a virgin and he would be just so SOFT with her and when she wants to ride him he says she just doesn't have too but shes like No I will then cue her getting the wind knocked out of her as she slowly inches further down on him and then he just takes over and fucks her from that position - he pulls her down to where theyre chest to chest and hes trying really hard to not go so fast bc its her first time but hes going crazy he gotta grip the sheets and lots of praise from loak saying shes being such a good girl for him and calling her his princess
im realizing i made their dynamics so 180 from eachother LMDAOKFJFNF
also i think yk whose who sending the messages based on the typing style but ill just do that emoji anon thing NFND
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I swear it's like you read my mind because I was just going to make a post today asking if you wanted to be my first emoji anon lmao
Welcome 🤍 Anon!!!
I completely agree that on its own the Avatar universe is so huge and one of the most ideal worlds to write in. It's so unique and real - like firmly settled in what it is and how thought out/meticulously it was crafted. But there's also so much room for fans to take bits of it and put their own spin on it while still staying true to the overall world as a whole. Like the queue play thing: we know how they work and what they do for the most part, but we're able to be like "hmmm, I think it would feel AMAZING if we put it here (wink, wink)" and play with it and attach it to body parts that James Cameron would probably be horrified if he knew what we were trying to do to the sacred alien appendage 😂
Catch up on the story:
Part One | Part Two | Part Three | Part Four | Part Five
Extra: One | Two
CW:// None
I can just imagine Lo'ak's reaction after Neteyam and his girl run away together and Lo'ak becomes the future king-to-be. He'd be so upset because his whole life he's been compared to his older brother and always in his shadow and Neteyam always got everything, but at least Lo'ak got to focus on training and eventually he would be able to settle down with someone that he gets to choose. But noooo, Neteyam gets everything he wants, including the girl he wants, and just left Lo'ak there to take over every responsibility that he just up and dropped.
Now Lo'ak has to take be betrothed to the girl Neteyam was supposed to be with and she's got an attitude problem even more than before Neteyam left. But can you blame her? Poor girl grew up in a society where men ruled everything and woman were looked at as things to be used or bargaining pieces. She knows what's said about her - the rumors that other people make up about her to put her down. God forbid we ever have a strong, independent woman with any sense of self confidence. And she thought she was getting lucky with Neteyam, maybe she finally found someone who would respect her and treat her well. But he never gives her a chance, prefers the company of a maid, and then runs away with her.
Her confidence would be absolutely shattered after that and then here comes her replacement prince, the king of attitude himself, also scorned by his older brother's actions. They both have walls up, both have issues they have to deal with - but when those walls finally come down? Hoooo boy. Magic ✨
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soulsxng · 2 months
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If my oc's were misinterpreted by fanon, pt 3:
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Alsina
These next two are ladies (or present as ladies, in Alsi's case, since sexes are different for the vasyrus), so of course they would end up getting shoved aside for the boys. Or viewed just for sex.
I feel like she would get minimized to both the big booby goth and the wine aunt stereotypes.
People would just treat her as an accessory to Sivel. Because she did plan to overthrow him when she first came back, people would also probably speculate that she's using him/biding her time before she stabs him in the back.
I think people would take her habit of going as far as she has to in order to accomplish her goals, and her being unashamed to speak or act against things that she feels are wrong would get her pegged as being overly emotional. Or a bitch that takes things too seriously.
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Nirbhi
Again, she's a lady so she'd automatically be pushed aside for the boys, for the most part. Or just viewed for sex. I could see that being especially bad with Nir.
Portrayed mostly as a ditzy airhead that lets her attendants take care of everything for her. Probably also a good bit of spoiled and selfish princess in there too, because of course.
I can see a lot of people either forgetting that she was a goddess for most of her life, or making her out to be some horrible woman that abandoned her followers without warning. All because she wanted to shirk her responsibilities and go have fun, instead!
She's a healer-type, so obviously that means she can't defend herself and is very weak. Needs protection, either in the "oh noes uwu, she needs a big, strong man to keep her safe" way, or the "ugh, she's so annoying, she can't do anything" way. I hate both, and so would she.
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Pythius
People would absolutely only see him for the act he puts on with everyone. Arrogant, flirtatious and indulgent, vain and hotheaded. No depth here, no sirree! Might kind of sum up to a hot, but almost comic relief-y character in some ways.
He was never married, noooo, he's a playboy, he probably just knocked her up, he was never actually in love with her! And he probably neglected his sons, too! Actually no, I'm sorry. I mean he probably neglected Satan's sons--
People would also probably try to paint him as a drunken lecher, too. But in a "sexy way", for the most part.
Lazy, leaves all of his work to his siblings. But he still argues with all of them constantly, because there's gotta be one sibling in the bunch that causes a bunch of fights and drama!
I say all of this, but despite it all, I still feel like people would still somehow love him, and make all kinds of excuses for him.
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Shilo
Always dozing off somewhere random, lazy, pretty emotionless and mysterious. People would treat his eels as snakes. This makes them sad :c
Cares a lot about nature and the state of the realms, so I can see a lot of people making him out to be really primitive and dumb. Or making him out to be the type that will jump down a person's throat for even considering the use of a plastic straw. Either way, I can also see it being treated as some haha funny joke.
Able to do mind/body control = he's instantly irredeemably evil.
Again with the "he's misunderstood, nothing he did as the Tyrant of Ennirem was wrong!" vs "he's evil and did that because he's evil and bad, and he didn't change or learn anything at all from what happened back then" battles.
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Sivel
I can see a lot of blatant casual racism toward Sivel, unfortunately. Toward all of the Vasyrus, if I'm being honest. Because in a lot of places, they're painted as "the bad guys" in the Brinnelan war, with no acknowledgement to what led up to and caused any of that in the first place. And since Sivel is the king, he'd probably face the brunt of it.
He'd be viewed as cold and ruthless, power-hungry, unreasonable...all kinds of things, I'm sure. No wonder his wife left him!
Speaking of his wife, he probably forced her to marry him. Among other things.
On the more lighthearted side, I could see people dialing his nerdiness up to 11. Also his shut-in tendencies that pop up when he's really into something he's working on, or studying.
Serious all the time. Cannot take a joke. Doesn't tease, and is never playful. Sarcasm goes way over his head. I can see this being construed in both a sillier, kind of oblivious sort of light, and in a more negative sort of light, depending on what part of the fandom you ask.
Another "If you like this character, you condone everything bad that he's ever done, and you're just as problematic as him" victim.
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Xena Reactions S2Ep2
A RIVERRRR
"After all, it's a family thing" Gabrielle is her familyyy
GABRIELLE RIDES CLINGING TO XENAAA
the maiden, the mother, and the crone
"Xena, it's not your fault" T_T
She kebab'd that guy
I know you, you're Xena yes we all know Xena my guy
UHOH. Does she know him? Yeah it is harder when you look at their dead faces, not hidden behind masks
THE THREE FACES OF FATE
"Spill but a drop of blood and it all changes back"
"As a warrior, you can't."
Oh shit. EVERYTHING changed back, from the beginning. From back before she lost him. But she lost Gabrielle now...
She looks so DOMESTIC
Awww, she appyyy
Uuuuhhh.... NOPE DID NOT WANT TO SEE THAT
Ooooh, this is a Name of the Doctor situation where every one of Xena's victories never happened. So instead, a ton of people she would've helped are suffering...
Who...? I don't know this guy
OH HER MUM IS DEAD :c
"I never meant for this to happen. I just wanted that boy's life back."
"The hardest part is losing you and Gabrielle." AAAAAA I AM NOT CRYING YOU ARE
The world is very much nOT a better place without Xena to protect it
Ooooh, they realise something's going on...
Oh no, soldiers being shitteyy
"Good thinking" she's trying to do it peacefully.
GABRIELLE
Xena is SHOOKETH
She seems very uncomfortable...
"Gabri-" AAAAA
"You've gotta go along to get along. That's how the world works."
Argh, this hurts...
AHAHAHA SHE MADE THE DOG LICK THE BREAD
She getting information about when they leave
NOOO THE AMAZONS DEAD OR ENSLAVED...
"It's not your fault the world's the way it is" hhhhhhmmmm...
She hid in hayyy
Sdjdhd a bag of wine
She'll try to get Gabrielle out isn't she
"Yeah I remember. You tried to buy me." OUCH
NOOOOO
I'm trying so hard not to make a comparison to Planetoid 50 audio... Because it's killing Xena that Gabrielle isn't like she knows her
Oh she's fighting without blood...
SHE GOT GABRIELLE OUTTTT <3
"You're right though, there's a reason I'm doing this. You remind me of my friend." AAAA
"The purest, the kindest person I've ever known."
*cough* "Break this enchantment, my love, and remember." *cough*
GABRIELLE MY BABYGIRL I LOVE U SO MUCH 😭😭😭
FUCK THIS GUY. EW. DISGUSTING. I HATE THIS SHITHEAD.
Now they're all locked up :(((
Xena don't you see you're losing everything
"I'd rather die fighting these bastards than live with myself if I don't" ough...
GABRIELLE IS CRYING NOOOO 😭
"If it wasn't for you I'd have never been free again"
"You gave me hope" GABRIELLE SHE LOVES YOU AND YOU LOVE HER
Did whatshisface sneak in to free them. Yes.
YAYYY FREE GABRIELLE and the brother
Maybe these two bois should kiss
Oop the brother runs to be a hero... He's gonna die either way.
I'm guessing her brother will be mortally injured, she draws a small cut later, and everything reverts.
"Where are your table manners" KICK
If she made someone's nose bleed
HOLY SHIT GABRIELLE STABBED HIM
SHE'S BACKKKK, And she saved the boy
It's her brother's token
AAWWWW SHE HOLDS HERRRRRR 🥺
They're so cute 💕🥰
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rei-does-stuff · 5 months
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MAKE YOUR MARK CHAPTER 6 LIVE BLOG BABYYYYYYYY
EPISODE 1!!!!!!
-FIRSTLY I’ve been so fucking excited for this that I dreamt about it THATS RIGHT I DREAMT ABT IT
-This is gonna be the last mym chapter….:(((((
-OKOK LETS STARTT
-NO MORE SPARKY TRANSFORMING THE NETFLIX LOGO :((((
-MANESTREAM!!!
-SIBLING BONDING I LOVE THEM
-“Hold onto your cutie marks!” IN MORE WAYS THAN ONE SUNNY
-AAAA THE INTRO ITS THE LAST TIME WELL HERE THE INTRO!!!
-PIPPP YA GOTTA STOPPP
-I love you izzyyyyy
-HOW THE HELL DID SHE BLOW THOSE SO FAST, strong fuckin lungs
-BLAIZE!!!!
-All the dragons have the same model yes, but they all still look unique and pretty good IN MOTION
-OH SUNNY IS TERRIFIED
-Aww trying to put on her tough voice this is why ur my favorite sunny!!!
-AWW IZZYYYY
-I LOVE LUXXE
-Leaf is cuteee
-Tumble and him are def gay
-FOUNTAIN IS A LITTLE CREATURE….Well big creature but yk
-PIPPS FACEEE
-OH SO THEY HAVE THE SAME SHIT AS SPARKY
-OPALINEEEEE
-OOO SONG
-HER VOICE IM IN LOVE
-God that was sooo goodddd
-Love sunny rushing in to defend alicorns
-Also her putting her hoof around zipp GAYYYY
-MISTY I LOVE YOUU
-Hitch and your dad jokes I love youu
-Sunny trying to make friends with Blaize, IS THAT A PERSONALITY I SEE?
-Also her and Blaize? Rlly gay
-Love this green dragon (already forgot his name im a little dumb)
-SPIKEEE
-OH HIS VOICE WILL TAKE A WHILE TO GET USED TO BUT ITS NOT BAD, he finally has the deep voice he’s always wanted, good on you for the transition, plus he is total nonbinary goals
-AWW SAME HUMOR!!
-Also Sunny fangirling a bit
-AWW HE DOESNT REMEMBER :(
-TWILIGHT MENTION
-AW HIS LIL ‘Twi?’ OUGHHH
-okok so we were all pretty right on the real story!
-“You lost magic??” LMAO EVEN SPIKE IS LIKE ‘rlly???? After everything you rlly lost magic yall are wild mannn”
-When sunny gets excited her alicorn-ness starts to show, I’m not saying its a stim but it’s totally a stim
-AWW SUNNY REMINDS HIM OF TWILIGHT AAAA
-Love his speech but I wish they referenced how he thought the same but realized his true family were with other ponies
-GAYYY i need to see ship art of sunny and Blaize NOW
-ALSO WHY ARE YOU ON HER BACK SUNNY YOU CAN FLY, MORE REASON WHY SHES GAY
-YOU TWO PIPP AND ZIPP YOU CAN FLY!!!
-OUFHHHH THAT WAS SOOO GOOD!!!!
OKOK NEXT EP
EP 2
-TWO PARTER BABYY
-NO NOT THE TOGETHERNESS TREE
-The townsponies still freak just the same as g4, some things never change
-SPROUT
-‘And Pipp’s hair is still fabulous!’ I LOVE YOU ROCKY
-YEA MISTY WOULD KNOW
-LOVE THIS SPEECH UGHHH
-“That is…An option!” SUNNY DONT BE MEAN
-AWWW IM GONNA CRY
-PRINCESS SUNNY AAA
-FILLY MISTY
-‘SHE DOESNT KNOW HOW TO CHECK HER MESSAGES’ HAHAH
-NOOOO NOT THE DRAGONS
-SPARKY YOU ARE ON YOUR OWN
-OHH SHE KNEW SHE FUCKING KNEW MISTY BETRAYED HER
-GET HER ASS ANIMAL FRIENDS
-OOO YAY THE DRAGONS ARE BACK
-OOP NEVERMIND
-YES HITCH GET HER ASS
-OUGH SUNNY UNDERSTANDING HOW AFRAID MISTY MUST BE TO SEE HER ABUSER AGAIN AAAAA
-AAAAAA THAT WAS SOO GOOD
NEXT EP NEXT EP
EP 3!!!
-GRAB HITCHS CUTIE MARK MISTYY
-YESSS GO MISTY
-GET HER ASS
-GO AFTER YOUR GIRLFRIEND SUNNY
-OO PIPP YOU SMART
-WELL IT WORKED FOR A SEC
-UGHH I LOVE THIS INTERACTION BETWEEN MISTY AND OPALINE
-HEY YOU GOT TO DO YOUR PLAN IZZY
-SHE IS SO SMARTTT
-DAMN IT NOO
-‘We could just call’ I LOVE THEMMM
-THE NECKLACE
-NOT OPALINE PLAYING THE “you and I were not so different” CARD
-BUT ALSO SUNNY YA CANT REDEEM HER SORRY
-SPARKY YOU GOTTA BRING IT ALL BACK HOME
-SONGG
-DONT CRY REI AAAA
-NECKLACE TIME RAINBOW POWERR
-THEYRE RLLY PULLING OUT EVERY STOP
-ELEMENT OF HARMONY???
-HA GET YOUR CUTIE MARK WIPED
-AWWW
-CRYSTAL PONY TIMEEEE??
-AWWW THAT WAS AMAZING
LAST EP LAST EP
-40 MINS AND NEW NETFLIX PRESENTS LOGO
-THE MUSIC????
-THEYRE SO PRETTY
-ZIPP BEING WORRIED ABT HER GIRLFRIEND
-THEY DID ALL THE STOPS WITH THE VISUALS ITS SO PRETTY
-CRYSTAL TOWN CRYSTAL TOWN
-New threats maybe?
-MISTY I LOVE YOUU
-CRYSTAL PONIES
-SONG
-TRANCE???
-Auroricorns! New name for Crystal ponies?
-STARSHINE TIME
-AWW THEYRE ALL DOING CUTE EYES AT HITCH
-This is def giving me comfort special vibes!!!!
-Trip-Skating!
-STIMMING SO MUCH RN
-THEY DONT KNOW ABT EQUESTRIA
-Never allowed to leave? Ooooo
-SNOW PONIES
-GIRLFRIENDS AGREE WITH EACH OTHER
-If this keeps going this well this might be my fave ep
-WTFFF
-This is some freaky shit
-WTF ARE THISE????
-GRIFFINS??
-ANGEL BUNNY 2.0
-HER VOICEE
-So she’s like Opaline, but probably less fun? Interesting….
-Messed up tbh
-Maybe Allura will get a redemption arc?
-SUNIZZY CRUMBS
-SONG
-WOW she is stupid I love it
-DAMN THIS IS SOME OUR TOWN SHIT
-SNOWBALL FIGHTT
-YEA MISTY
-SONG
-So she might be back!
-VIOLET FROST
-AWWWW
-NEW FRIEND
-LETS GO COMET
-THEY EACH GETTING THEIR OWN FORM OF ELEMENTS OF HARMONY
-WHO IS THAT VOICE???
-BROTHER???
-THIS IS GETTING INTERESTING
-MANE 7 MAYBE??
-NEW GUY TOO
AAAAA I LOVED THAT, even tho there’s no more mym I’m sure tyt will be just as good once the episodes get longer!!
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fickleminder · 10 months
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Just realized that you did a swap-aftermath for the brothers, but how would the lesser demons react to Kirana knowing what goes on in "original" (aka game/non-DWBD) timeline?
Oh and the sides in either timeline?
-qrowsofafeather
(For sides I'm just gonna write for the angels and Sol cus I imagine that without a strong friendship with the brothers, MC probably won't be close to the Royals either)
Lesser demons in DWBD AU
“Noooo,” Rache's jaw fell open dramatically. “You gotta be pulling our legs!”
“I'm really not,” Kirana insisted, sinking deeper into the beanbag chair as her friends crowded around her. “They were super nice to me... It freaked me out even more than the clones and I ended up yelling at them.”
“You yelled at the Lords of Sin and survived?!” Erkid would have pounced on her if not for Talon holding him back. “How?!”
The lesser demons listened in shock and awe as Kirana explained how her alternate self had pacts with all seven Avatars, and without having to give up her soul too. “But even though I didn't, they were still so kind. I think they must really like the other me.”
“What about us?” Belyth asked. “We had to be there too, right?”
“You were, but I was a complete stranger to you. None of you recognized me, which really sucked.”
Igfuur squeezed the stuffed Devilbear in his arms. Vorgo opened another tin of snacks and offered Kirana her favorite candy.
“My room was so pretty, and there was so much stuff in it! I didn’t get to enjoy it much though, not when the brothers kept asking me to hang out with them. Satan was…” Kirana trailed off, but her reddening cheeks gave away exactly how she felt about her old crush.
“Do you wish you could’ve stayed?” Dracius spoke up quietly, and all heads turned to him. “You had everything there, and—”
Kirana grabbed his hand and yanked him down next to her. Dracius barely managed to avoid falling into her lap, blushing furiously at the close proximity. “Of course not! You’re my first friends here, and I wouldn’t trade you guys for anything!”
“Group hug!” Erkid and Rache yelled together before dogpiling the two. The rest didn’t hesitate to join in, glad to have their favorite human back with them again.
Purgatory Hall gang in DWBD AU
Solomon is beyond jealous. He knows about canon!Kirana’s pacts of course, he’d seen her use them here when the brothers had gotten a little too possessive of her, but how in the nine circles did she manage to land Lucifer all seven Avatars?! For free?! Canon!Kirana must have sensed how power-hungry Solomon is here because she doesn’t tell him anything, leaving Solomon no choice but to grill DWBD!Kirana when she comes back. Too bad she was too freaked out by the canon brothers to learn anything useful :)
Simeon is just glad DWBD!Kirana made it back safe and sound, but Luke is skeptical about her experiences in canon. He doesn’t believe the brothers could be genuinely nice, especially since the ones here have been trying all sorts of tricks to regain her friendship. Still, it relieves the angels to know that their Kirana was well taken care of, had lots of good food to eat and slept in a comfortable bed every night.
Purgatory Hall gang in canon
None of them would ever admit this out loud, but they miss having Kirana all to themselves.
They tell canon!Kirana about how her other self would automatically follow them back to Purgatory Hall after classes and spend most of her time there, and how they started buying extra groceries to prep meals for her.
They don’t mention how DWBD!Kirana had been so much more present with them, even if it’s because she was trying to get away from the brothers. It breaks their hearts to learn what happened to her in her own timeline, and they don’t hesitate to help her locate her lesser demon friends (and console her when they inevitably don’t recognize her).
“Thank you, for taking care of the other me,” Kirana says when she finally gets the chance to catch up with them after her return. She makes it a point to hang out with them more often, grateful that no matter which timeline she’s in, there’s people in her corner watching over her.
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knowlesian · 2 years
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quick thought because rewatching the finale for ed means rewatching for stede: god, the ‘is there anything you want to tell me about doug’ / ‘on a whim’ scene with mary and stede kills me every single time and is just... such a perfect and human example of bad communication.
stede enters that exchange wanting mary to confess she’s sleeping with doug, and given his followup doozy of ‘i forgive you’ later in the episode he wants an apology for it.
he does not say: i know you’re sleeping with doug, and knowing that bothers me.
which would be a good thing to say! mary could reply (as i would reply) something along the lines of ‘you thinking you have the right to be bothered by this in a way that ends in you trying to tell me what to do with my body is the kind of shit i am not gonna put up with, so you should quit while you’re behind’.
he does not do that.
instead he goes on a fishing expedition. he doesn’t even just start a conversation: he starts with purposefully clearing his throat, doing it again when the first time fails, loud enough mary has to answer. 
then he comments that she came in late last night (subtext: i know why you came in late) and mary confirms it then tries once again to go back to her newspaper and head off this on-coming train.
then stede does the thing that makes me want to claw my face off, and says "is there anything you want to tell me". (with the follow-up that makes it clear what he means, without him having to say what he means: “say... about doug?”)
for personal reasons i have a lot of trouble dealing with people who do this; outside a few exceptions, that sentence usually translates to ‘i have a problem i want to air, but i’m certainly not going to approach this like a healthy adult in a no-bullshit manner’. and without exception, it always makes me want to snap back ‘NOPE but it sure seems like you fucking do, so why don’t you quit trying to force me to start this conversation for you and say what you gotta say’.
mary apparently feels the same way, and she reads him to hell and back: then she ends on ascribing his actions to whims and it veers left into noooo, don’t do that-ville. her saying that instead of what she actually means (which is: i don’t know why the hell you did this, and i do not know because you never told me why) is understandable, but not the road to take if having a productive discussion is the goal. assigning motive instead of assessing behavior in these situations is a bad call, if only because it allows people to jump on that moment of editorialization and evade your actual point.
(this is also one of those things where how much weight a person puts on the generally accepted implications of the word whim— aka: that there was no reason behind it at all— is gonna change the use of the word, but for now i’ll take whim = he did it for no reason and/or no good reason.)
stede does not factually object to anything mary said. he acknowledges: yeah i did all that, i just object to the word whim re: why i did everything i absolutely did.
and that’s just... oof. now: this is a super human dynamic. when people say to us ‘but i didn’t mean to’ it feels like an excuse; when we say it to others, it feels like context.
mary’s point is not the whim part; assigning motivation is her frustration speaking. (alongside her simple lack of anything else to think, given stede left and then showed back up in fairly short succession, and he did not give her a reason why he did it either time.)
her point is: you left. you came back. you have no right to blow up my life once again, especially not this second time.
stede doesn’t actually engage with that part of what she says. he only quibbles over her use of the word whim.
that’s the point where he reeeally goes wrong. if he had said ‘i swear that it wasn’t on a whim, mary, but you’re right and i’m sorry’ and then explained his reasoning during the resulting conversation that could open up, that engages with the actual point and allows him to explain himself and admit his own pain while also owning that pain we cause is not mitigated by the motivations behind it, only contextualized.
it’s just such a believably bad conversation, where stede sets the tone and mary ends up falling back on bad argument habits herself instead of just focusing on addressing the issues at hand. 
love it, ngl. so good.
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Accidentally Dating (2)
Summary: A series of accidental dates and meetings between Kagome and Satoru over the years.
Pairing: KagomexGojo
Ch 1
What are you doing?
Kagome jumps and clasps her hands over her mouth to stop the scream from bursting out of her. She glowers and turns around slowly to glare at the intruder. "What are you doing?" she questions, wrinkling her nose at Satoru, who sucks on a lollipop as though he has no care in the world. He's dressed in a black hoodie and dark jeans. The darkness of his attire makes his white hair stand out even more.
"I was in the neighborhood."
"Really? I didn't know you lived around here." Come to think of it, she doesn't know where Satoru lives. He claims he has a home, but she's never seen it or heard him talk about his parents. Or any relatives, for that matter. Maybe it's one of those situations, like Mama is always telling her. Not everyone is blessed to have a happy home life like she and Sota. "You know, if you're ever in trouble, you can just stay with us. I'm really good at hiding things."
"That's unnecessary." He rolls his eyes and sinks to a squat next to her. "What are you doing?"
"Well," she starts, turning back around to peer through the bush, "... where did Sota go? Oh no!" She jumps to her feet and flails her arm, smacking Satoru upside his head in the process. "Crap! Sorryyyy! I lost Sota."
CrapCrapCrap!
Satoru grumbles and rubs his head, but Kagome can't focus on him right now. Where the heck did Sota go? He was right there and then he wasn't. Oh no! Mama is gonna be so upset when she learns she is only down to one kid.
Somehow, she knows Mama isn't gonna be consoled by the fact that only one child is alive and well. Noooo, Mama is gonna be so upset. Sota is like the baby, baby.
"We gotta find him. Can't you use those special eyes of yours to lock on his location? Like a map?"
"Lock on? That's not what my eyes do." Satoru blows out a breath and crunches down on his lollipop. Kagome cringes at the sound. That must have hurt his teeth. "What was he doing and why were you watching him?"
Kagome sucks in a deep breath and tries to calm her racing heart. Everything is going to be okay. She hasn't failed as an older sister. "I was overseeing his first errand. Mama didn't ask, but Sota is sooo forgetful, and what kind of sister would I be if I didn't look out for my little brother?"
At Satoru's dumbfounded expression, she lets out another huff of frustration. Seriously, it's like Satoru grew up sheltered. He should just move in with them and maybe he won't get into so much trouble.
"Have you never done an errand before?"
"That's what servants are for. Why would I do that?" He stands and stuffs his hands in his hoodie pocket while gnawing on the lollipop stick. "Shouldn't you be sending one to take care of all of this?"
"We don't have servants." Perhaps it is worse than she thought. Satoru has been led to believe that he has servants. Kagome frowns at his attire. He's dressed as if he doesn't truly care about his appearance. The clothes aren't bad. She doesn't recognize the brand as one of the local ones at the market, but still, just because the outside looks okay, doesn't mean the inside is fine.
At least that's what Gramps is always going on about. He said that Satoru is different from other kids, after all.
"At any rate. If you can't help me, then I have to cut this intrusion short. I have to find Sota!" She beats her chest with her fist and winces. Her yellow polka dot dress is actually quite thin and does nothing to soften the blow.
"Tell me you didn't seriously hurt yourself with those puny fists."
"No one asked you."
"Didn't have to. I have good eyes."
"Yeah, well, that's why you're like 10. So there." She sticks her tongue out and rushes past... or attempts to. "Let go of my arm."
"Or else what?" Satoru rolls his pretty blue eyes. Not that she'd ever tell him that. If he ever asks, she'll tell him that his eyes aren't all that. She's got pretty good eyes, too.
"Or else, I'll do this." She leans in and licks his nose. He staggers back, letting her arm go to rub his nose with the back of his sleeve. Kagome laughs as she runs away. Yeah, that outta teach him. "Now you have cooties!" She yells over her shoulder, giggling at his utter look of disgust.
Not only has Satoru never done his own errand before, but he's never been to a proper school either. He probably doesn't even know what cooties are. Serves him right for trying to hold her back when she is an older sister on a mission. Kagome heads over to the older woman with a broom in her hand.
"Excuse me, ma'am. Did you happen to see where my little brother went?" Kagome fiddles with her fingers as she waits for an answer. The older woman, with her curly white hair and dark brown eyes hidden behind thick glasses, stops sweeping and taps a finger to her chin.
"Ohhh, hmmm. I think I may have seen him go that way." The lady points to the left. Kagome bows and thanks her. One of these days, she will remember the older woman's name.
Kagome turns and runs right into Satoru. OW! What is he made out of? Stone? Kami, her nose hurts.
"You tried to leave me."
"Satoru, I couldn't leave you behind if I tried."
"What does that mean?" He leans forward until their noses touch. He may be a year younger than her, but he almost has her in height.
She hopes he stays shorter, so she has one thing over him.
"It means that you are a clingy cat and you are lucky that I'm partial to cats or I would have thrown some catnip on the sidewalk."
He narrows his eyes and huffs. "Whatever. I sense his energy coming from that way." He pulls back and jerks his thumb towards the direction the older woman pointed to.
"You just overheard what whatever-san said." Still, Kagome follows behind Satoru, who grumbles under his breath. He's always grumbling under his breath. She tugs on his hood. "Hey! Stop grumbling. I can't hear what you're saying about me."
"It's frustrating that you can just touch me."
"You're so weird. It's not like I actually have cooties. It's just a thing kids claim girls have."
"Bleh."
Kagome opens her mouth and then closes it. Mama always says if she doesn't have anything nice to say, then she should keep her mouth close and pray for their souls instead. But Mama never said what to do if she doesn't have anything nice to pray about. "Keep it up and I won't invite you to my birthday party."
"Your birthday is in April. It's August."
"Semantics. I like to plan ahead." He is not getting an invitation. "Fine. Then you can't come to my other party."
"That's fine. Your mom would invite me, anyway."
Dang. Mama would invite him. Kagome pouts and then perks up when she spies Sota at the stand. She grabs Satoru's hand and drags him to hide with her behind a tree.
"How have you survived all this time?"
"Shush. Keep your voice down. We can't let Sota see us," Kagome whispers, peering around the slim tree.
"All he has to do is look back and see us. This tree isn't nearly as big as you think it is."
Kagome whips her head around. "You're right. Your head is huge."
"Says the girl with five foreheads."
Kagome bites her tongue and slaps his arm. "Such a jerk. My forehead isn't that big." She places a hand to her forehead and turns back to Sota, who is bowing at some man before taking his bag of goods. "Yes! His first errand seems to be on the right track."
"Thank Kami for that."
"Are you being sarcastic? No one invited you." Kagome sniffs. Vanilla. "Are you wearing the cologne Mama got you?"
"No." He turns his head away, cheeks tinged pink. Oho, is wittle Satoru embarrassed? Kagome grins and starts to tease him, but someone clearing their throat stops her.
Oh no.
"Sister, what are you doing here?" Sota asks, holding the bag close to his chest.
"Uhhhh, not following you." She laughs and elbows Satoru to be quiet. OW! One of these days, she is going to learn that Satoru is made out of brick. He is not like the other guys she knows.
"Oh... are you and Toru playing?"
"I don't—"
"Yes! We're playing! It's just a total coincidence that we ended up here while you're running your first errand." She chuckles, but it sounds like a duck quacking for help.
"You're saying it," Satoru whispers in her ear. Kagome ignores him and keeps smiling at Sota in the hopes he won't get suspicious.
"You guys stay here." Sota nods to himself. His cat shirt is a bit too big for him, but it's cute none the less. Everything is cute on her little brother. He's the cutest. "Don't follow!" he commands, breaking off into a smile before walking back in the direction of the shrine.
"Did you see that?" Kagome asks after a moment. "He ran an errand all by himself!"
"So amazing," Satoru deadpans.
"Okay. You aren't coming to my next party."
"That's fine. You can come to mine."
Kagome throws her hands up and lets out something between a growl and a shriek. Satoru is the most infuriating kid she has ever met.
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A/N: Turns out writing kid Kagome and Gojo is a little harder than I thought, but we're getting there lol. Sorry, this came out way later than I was wanting. Somehow forgot my grandma was going on a cruise and I needed to take care of her pets. Next update will be How To Tame. I do have part of Wish I could drafted and it's looking like that chapter may be smut, idk, we'll see. As always, stay safe and healthy. Winter blues is a real thing, so make sure to do little things that refill your well! P.s. Usher and Jung Kook totally did a Gojo shout-out (thanks for telling me to watch the video)
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