#now ur just lying!

[quirkle2]

no matter how hard i tried i couldn't get this piece to work w full color and lighting so ur just gettin this instead </3 reigen's somewhere off-camera with his head in his hands wondering who FUCKING hurt his kids

#qkdraws #id in alt #not as obvious without color so that's teru who's lying on mob btw #no color Also takes away the fact that mob is wearing reigen's stupid bear (???) sweatshirt #yaknow that one w the Fucking Thing on the front.whatever the hell it is #i think it's rly funny that he gave his first one to an Alien and he just.bought another one. of the same design #he liked it apparently #and now it's mob's.i Do make the rules and i say so #u can tag this as terumob btw idrc #i usually see them as platonic or qpps but whatever floats ur boat :] #btw i always draw teru w his intro haircut but he's almost never pre-mob teru #i just like his first haircut so i draw that one. a lot more fun to draw than the others too #i think that one fits him the best <3 i miss his intro haircut .. #kinda bummed i didn't get this to turn out how i wanted but ! tryin to work on letting my art be unfinished and unpolished #and bein like.okay w posting stuff like that #maybe one day ill color a sketch and Not line it ...................woahjay slow down #mob psycho 100 #mob psycho #mp100 #teruki hanazawa #mp100 teruki #mp100 mob #mp100 shigeo #shigeo kageyama

[b4kuch1n]

fuck it sk8 sketches from da sketchbook. get sk8ed idiot

#sk8 the infinity #kyan reki #hasegawa langa #renga #sure whatever. tagging ship is probably easier than explaining what the fucks up with these two in my head #hi. I watched sk8 with my friend cosme a while ago. I actually dont care about the allegations that much I just got #blasted with teenage years flashback. and now I need reki to have everything on earth and be well #these have been around for like a week lol Ive just been debating posting them to tumblr. bc like. Im not finishing these lol #hesitant to call sk8 ''therapeutic'' but boy oh boy. does it make me confront some stuff. yes a sport anime leave me alone!!! #its just. I think I was this way about raz too actually. listen I have History with Stuff. I'm allowed ok? I'm totally allowed #u can See it in some of these doodles actually. this fuckign anime got me so unwell #hey. if ur a fellow adhd potentials-havers out there. ur a real one. thanks for still hangin out doin what u love/ur best #if u were an 'if u wanna do art u have to be excellent and high-art at it otherwise it means nothing' kid. I am holding ur hand #I'll be normal now I prommy (lying) #well. what I'll be doing now is taking a nap. maybe. gods my schedule backslid like four hours again #eh whatever. I go to bed anyway. got my portion of the day done and tomorrow I go buy new knife #hope someone come give me a new table top and lower the whole thing a bit soon. so I can stop sitting like Im in a shopping cart #have a good night lads. have fun. its imperative

[wulfhalls]

.

#over three weeks now since hes gone #sometimes ill hear a noise and think. ah well there he is. ofc hed be back he wouldnt just leave me like that #like a specific way the wood would creek when hed jump up to his favourite sleeping place. the way his paws sounded against the glass door #the floor when he made his lil tap tap tap walk across the hall. #still haven't put away his boxies or his lil things or his bowls. #i still talk to him like hes lying just out of eyesight in his favourite boxie #we always did my puzzles together (i did the puzzle and he ruined it) and we just started one a few days before he. well. #i miss him all the time everywhere #cant stop crying. but like the curling up on the floor weeping type. #its like missing a limb or part of ur soul lol #collecting his fur like its treasure but then the realisation comes that thats it. thats all ill ever have of him now. #for the rest of my life. just this #and then we're back on the floor weeping lol #but i bought a locket to put some of it in so hes always with me still. #anyway. SUICIDE #bb boy #txt.me #u know the spiel. lets not talk about it i just needed to type it out #bb baby

[jimmyspades]

One more sappy post just to say happy birthday Jimmy, love you lots

He’s been one of my favorite actors for quite some time but it wasn’t until the last few months something clicked and I really fell hard. He’s what I needed when I needed it, a gorgeous bright spot in the midst of a rough personal time. Diving into his filmography has been a lot of fun and at times even challenging. There’s a lot about his best work that pushes me out of my comfort zone and asks all the painful, awkward, worthwhile questions we should all ask ourselves—and even harder, it confronts us with some of the honest answers.

I’ve learned a lot about myself and other people and sexuality and fear/anxiety and how to be a real person in the world. And I’ve watched some really terrible movies. Most importantly, I’ve met some very very amazing people who love Jim too and we get to hang out on this silly website every day and have fun :-) I think the greatest thing art gives us is community (in many forms) and I’m just very grateful to James for being the center of ours and introducing me to so many wonderful people. And he isn’t too bad himself ! A pretty special guy :’)

Soooo happy birthday Jamesy, thank you for being you—you’re the only one who can get away with it. You’ve made the world a much stranger, much more exciting place in every way ❤️❤️

#hope ur pleasantly tipsy listening to jazz right now. or sailing this weekend. or something idk whatever old men do now <3 #james spader #much of last fall is a blur. maybe thankfully so #but I so clearly remember lying in a hotel room in the midwest before my uncle’s funeral watching tbl #just bc it was safe and familiar and funny and one of the only things that didn’t send me reeling with grief at the time #I kept calling him a distraction then. which he kind of was. but I’m glad he’s more than that #anyway. anyway #thank you james

[dipplinduo]

If there's anything you could change about your writing setup what would it be?

Probably not at ALL what you're expecting me to answer with but I'd want better air circulation and more humidity in my current room LOL. I have dry eye syndrome and it gets bad sometimes. Literally my biggest obstacle to writing if not my regular life schedule, which is often obstacle #2.

I already do a bunch of things to protect my eyes and I'd honestly advise anyone to do the same if they notice any issues with their own/these are just good things to do for your eyes in general, as needed:

- Sleep enough. No like really, try to get 8 - 8 1/2 hours as often as you can. Sleep is no joke.

- Adjust the night light on your screen so it filters out a good chunk of the blue light.

- Lower the brightness and use dark modes on literally everything. Get extensions for things that don't have them, especially if you're using them a lot (e.g. I use google docs for fic writing)

- Use a humidifier (in drier environments; this literally ensures that I don't wake up with reddened eyes)

- Use a warm compress on your eyes for 5 mins or so (emphasis on warm, not hot. Be verryyyyy careful not to burn yourself, the skin around your eyes is sensitive).

- Eye gellllllll & eyedrops omg. I'd be dead without them.

- Oh and since I decided to unsolicitedly run in this direction with the ask pls wear sunglasses and sunscreen!!! Even in the winter!!

All of the above is legit a godsent for me and it's been my default for everything since before fic writing because yes I do need all that maintenance for my sensitive lil blue orbs. And they still give me problems anyways. 🙄

The orb part was a joke btw

#i am particularly shot down today from dry eye syndrome so excuse the health lecture LMAO #it just SUCKS and I want y'all to protect your eyes!! #especially important to think about if youre in front of a screen a lot #i was fine until like a few years ago #but it may also be the climate of where i am atm influencing stuff too #I will move soon back near AGUA and HUMIDITY so hopefully that fixes things~ LMFAO #asks #fun questions #oh i should say otherwise #my “writing setup” is my tiny lil laptop on a laptop stand and a dream #WHICH BTW USE LAPTOP STANDS TO HELP W UR POSTURE & NECK PAIN TRUST ME BRO #laptop stands are elite and i use mine everywhere #but yeah #my n key broke again and i think thats funny #this 👌 close to typing up fics on my phone while lying down #i can do it (no really i can) #that was a taylor pun btw #okay im done with the rambling now #can you tell im procrastinating?

[wifegideonnav]

tbh when mitski said “you’re my best friend/now i’ve no one to tell/how i lost my best friend”

#my freshman year of college my best friend and I were both a wreck #and on opposite sides of the country #during winter break I made the decision to share certain information with their parents bc I was actively concerned for their safety #they were deeply upset about me betraying their trust like that and asked for a break in our friendship #(a few months later (which happened to be early March 2020. lol) they did shrooms and realized they wanted to talk to me again lmao) #(so we talked and cried and now we’re still best friends almost 4 years later) #and my birthday is in january so it fell right in the middle of the period we weren’t talking #and my friends at school actually put together a really lovely party and it remains to this day the best bday party ive had #(most of my bdays have been sad and shitty lol) #but i just remember being drunk in my friends dorm room with my friends all around me #it was the end of the night people were just kinda chatting in little groups or whatever #and i was lying on my friends bed just miserable bc all I could think about was how my best friend was supposed to be there too #bc my parents were going to fly them out for the weekend as a present #and obviously that just got dropped #and id been talking to my friends about it kind of but all I wanted was my actual best friend #I left them a very embarrassing drunk voicemail that THANK GOD they deleted without listening to #but it’s just. the quiet agony of being angry and sad and hurt because your person doesn’t want to be ur person anymore #and still wanting to talk to them about it. still needing them to comfort you and give you their advice and insights #i don’t want to talk to anyone else about it. they’re not you. #sigh. anyway. ive actually lost several close friends for various reasons ranging from reasonable to bullshit #and it always blindsides me how much I want to talk to THEM about it #so thanks mitski for expressing that so artfully #op

[cringengl]

Look at this and never EVER say that Will isn't down horrendous for Mike ever again😡😡😡

#ik u can never trust what the actors say but idc this is so funny #like have u guys seen horton hears a who #pre s4 byler is like that one point in the film where all the whos are shouting 'we are here' and noah schnapp is the mayors emo son that #looks like s1/s2 mike that shouts 'yop' and breaks the sound barrier so that the evil kangaroo can hear the whos #and now everyone knows that will is gay for mike just like the purple kangaroo knows that horton wasnt lying about the whos #like we talk a lot about how mike is so in love with will but will is such a simp it's insane #painting a big red love heart on a painting of ur crush as a knight in shining armour is insane behaviour #it's simp behaviour #i dont always agree with noahs takes about will but this is so real #byler #stranger things #will byers

[seknots-izumimir]

ok so about that prticular drama . that chick was called cat uh so my loki groupchat (fish pork gc my beloveds <3 i miss them i should say hi its still semi active) put out a call for new members cause it was a lil dead !! anyways we kind of put an age limit due to previous problems , girlie lies about her age to get in, we find out later shes actually 28 but we felt bad so didnt kick her . anyways like after a few months she starts sending stuff in the group chat about poor tom hiddlestons location we're like GIRL WE DONT WANT TO SEE THAT STOP IM BEGGING and later on she ssends us a photo of her with him . cause she actually like . tracked him down . im still not quite sure why . uh one of my mutuals in the gc tried contacting his manager or smth about it i cant remember what they did exactly or how that turned out . anyway we kicked her out of the gc not long after, after which she started full incest posting on her account and complaining about annoying minors stopping her from doing that before and blocked all of us but not all our priv accounts so we're still seeing all this shit . she later went on to also stalk sophia di martino if i recall correctly, or at least try to (played girl loki . i hate her ass but she didnt deserve that)

so yeah thats about it !!

i- um. fascinating. i hope that girl got help.

#that is definitely some unstable behavior there!!!!!!!!!! #also man lying abt ur age is such a red flag like. if someone does that its immediately a reason to distrust them (to me at least) #like. ough. glad ur able to just kinda chill now.

[cremegrll]

abby is a lesbian. talk over

#abby anderson #abby tlou #abby x fem!reader #cmon now ur lying if u think otherwise #i wont even take bisexual i just cant see her with a man #ik she was with owen but it didnt even feel romantic #she is a girlkisser canon talk done #tori talks *ੈ✩‧₊˚

[nerdpoe]

so like, general feeling of cops aside; when they drag people to their cars they do it by gripping under the armpits.

do u think their fingers perpetually reek like B.O.?

or do they have lovely little scented hand sanitizers?

#don't ask me why this thought happened #just that it did #and now i'm like #can u tell if ur tinder date is a cop and lying about it if their fingers smell like armpits? #thats nasty #they gotta have hand sanitizers cuz like #that aint right

[entitybear]

Some recent stickers & trinkets I've got. Nearly covered the front of my new bigger sketchbook with these, and a few my friend gave me ^-^

stickers, keychain & notebook from @strawbunnycakes And other recent sticker haul from @sweatermuppet respectively 🫶

#havent posted these sorta things in a bit ive not had 2 much to spare for this sorta stuff till now #stickers #sketchbook #keychains #santos momentz #i guess ill put that in my talking tag 👍 #but if ur able too these artists i def recommend as well as kficc since my friend gave me one of their stickers as well anddd i love it <3 #other big ones are from leofox on insta from when i got my prokaryote season book #thats it i thimk the rest are just from stickerbooks ive had lying around or gotten

[frecklystars]

dude my eyes burn every time I blink I need to be smothered in warm safe hugs by all of my f/os until I finally fall asleep

#Barbie and Ken where ARE u I am SUFFERING #hugging my dolls and hoping I pass tf out #I hate not sleeping RAHHHHHHHHHHH #ONE DAY THIS WILL BE SO FAR AWAY FROM ME I REMIND MYSELF AS MY BLOODSHOT EYES STARE AT THE CEILING #flashbacks are a bitch but I think the worst parts of ptsd is the insomnia that comes with it bc it affects ur entire day. and yeah so- #-do the flashbacks #but fuck man I used to have good f/o dreams weekly. now I’m lucky if I get 3 hours of sleep any night #ughhhhhhhhh one day years from now I won’t have this fear anymore I remind myself as I shake to death just lying down in my own bed #vent #delete later

[amrv-5]

survived Badly (argh) but going to work on fic for as long as I continue to enjoy doing so then switch over -- see if I can find somewhere to watch The 400 Blows and probably cry forever and dehydrate and feel soooo sad and then feel better after. Thank you French New Wave

#boooo whatever saying nonsense nothing matters delete later #somebody should invent a proximity to your parents that doesn't immediately make you so emotionally weird forever #overdramatic. Im feeling fine im eating some crackers and lying around chilling. Just. Weird. Off Balance.. #Mild Disturbance in my Year of Exceptional Emotional/Mental Chill #not gonna let it break my 2024 streak of feeling generally Pretty Freakin Good and mostly Recovered From The Lost Year #Which btw. can I say... have i said...? Genuinely having one of the nicest years of my life so far... feeling really pretty good #mfw having more control over your life + surroundings + choices + living circumstances means you can genuinely #meaningfully improve ur day-to-day lived experiences and find what works for u to keep u happy + healthy + excited about life... magic #anyway. brief Huh I Feel Kind Of Bad And Sad In A Deeper Way Kicked Off By But Unrelated To Events Of The Day moment earlier #really made me realize how exceptionally good I've had it so far this year... i think... it's possible... things Do Get Better #anyway. ok done Tag Blogging now. just hope everyone enjoys a nice treat or something. get good sleep enjoy ur time change if it applies #watch a movie or something. idk have fun guys have a good night

[pcktknife]

anon who votes against you on purpose back with an extra special message:

i also voted for dynamite dont worry. peace and love on planet lets kill patd

ON PURPOSE??? ily btw ty

#asks #anon #ur gonna make me just start lying now on what i pick on polls

[mqonlighting]

real talk in the tags for a second because i have a crush on a girl and i. a hehe. ahehehe.

will be burying this in reblogs and never touching on it again

#so random disclaimer this girl is like a year older than me and in high school it’s like a nono for older and younger batch to like be #a thing so i know i generally have no chance but i like to live in my own insanity and the progression of my crush on her has been absolute #ly cuckoo bananas. so like it started out as ‘i wanna be your friend’ and progressed into ‘shit they’re really pretty’ to ‘wow ur so??’ to #‘fuck i like them’ and then it died down and then by all golly it came back but more of a hallway crush now which is bearable bc i’m #not really a part of their life?? like we know each other but we don’t wave and shit and we don’t like ever interact that much so i was lik #ok this is fine bc they literally never think of me so i’m just admiring from afar. and the FIRST inciting incident was i request them onig #and i expect to not get accepted because according to their friends they onyl accept close friends and i’m like k this is a bad idea probs #but the worst that could happen is i get left in their follow requests right?? RIGHT?? but then within like two hours of reqing. lord. #i got. ACCEPTED. and they requested back. and suddenly it’s +1 tangibility like ok?? maybe we’re not as strangers as i thought we were #i later discovered i was not that special for this but also?? cool?? anyways for a while it kind of laid dead and we never spoke at all eve #tho i was in their acc now (at this time they barely posted but whenever they did it was so?? funny like they would slap the randomest shit #on that acc) and it was still a hallway crush altho my friends r awful (/pos) people who would always make me pass their hallway and i #would run into them so often but at this point we only ever like exchanged glances and they would walk right past me like i wasnt even ther #but THEN the second incident happened which was basically we had to play instruments for this christmas event thing and bc they’re literall #y amazing they played for it and i was roped into it and. i was so gay the whole time. bc who wears a leather jacket to school and gets the #prettiest haircut ever right on the last day before a long break?? and the worst part is whenevr something confusing happened they would #turn to me and this one other person and we’d b laughing together. like we r friends. and they’re so fucking nice they were checking up on #us the whole time i was literally dying i kept dropping my pick and stealing looks AURURUGH and they’re so gen funny and interesting i just #and the first few days of holiday break i just couldn’t stop thinking abt them it was so bad? like that was the moment where i was genuinel #like is this more than a hallway crush… eventually it died back down until the next event we had to play together where they were being SO #SO much more comf w me? like exchanging knowing looks when smt funny happens and that stuff.. at this point i didnt even know what to like #think of my crush on them so i just let it be yk. atp they’re not even waving at me in the hallways at all still so maybe they’re just bein #nice! BUT NO. THAT IS UNTIL I AUDITIONED FOR A BAND (theyr in charge of accepting) AND THEY ACCEPTED ME WHICH COOL BUT LIKE A DAY LATER I #HEARD FROM OUR MUTUAL FRIEND THAT THEY SAID ‘yeaa im so happy i got (my name)’ AS IN IN THE BAND. LIKE. HELLO?? HI U THIUGHT ABT ME?? and #during the first band mtg where everyone’s all awk they kept making eye contact w me and asking if i was good and making sure i got to say #smt before anyone made a decision and it. murdered. me. i’m sorry maybe it’s the fanfic writer in me or this shit is literally nothing and #think they’re just nice to everyone but who cares bc it means they’re nice to ME too. and then last week happened. which was like the nail #in the coffin. INTERACTION ACTIVITY. I IMPULSIVELY ASK IF THEY WANNA B GROUPMATES AND THEY SAY YES. THEY ONLY TALK TO ME AND THEIR FRIENDS. #I ACT STUPID. THEY ALUGH AND TOUCH MY SHOULDER. I ASK ABT THEIR CAMERA AND THEY GO ON A LONG-ISH (cute) RANT ABT SMTH. THEY ASK WHY I HAVE #BIG ASS STACK OF POST ITS. WE TALK. THEY LAUGH AT MY JOKES. SUDDENLY. THEY SAY A FULL HELLO IN THE HALLS. THEY WAVE AT ME A DAY LATER. FUCK

[big-tees-and-short-skirts]

healthcare bullshit cw

HEY. LOCAL HOSPITAL. WHY DUD I HAVE TO FUCKING CALL TO FIND OUT WHICH PROCEDURE IM GETTING TOMORROW MORNING?!?!? NO INSTRUCTIONS SENT, JUST, "dont eat or drink for 4 hrs pls," AND NOTHING ELSE?!???

heres a baby snapper to apologize for the caps spam <3 thats about to follow

#upper GI means SO MANY DIFFERENT THINGS #imaging means SO MANY DIFFERENT THINGS #ESPECIALLY TO A LAYMAN #'so i called the imaging dept and they said ur doing a barium swallo--' WHY DIDNT U JUST SAY THAT INSTEAD OF 'UPPER GI. CHECK IN HOSPITAL' #im so fucking done w this place #guess ill be driving 2 hrs to the next hospital for now on cuz FUCK THIS SHIT #MY DAD IS TAKING TIME OFF WORK BC WE THOUGHT I WAS GETTING SEDATED FOR AN ENDOSCOPY (also called upper gi BTW 🙃) #im so tired of my dysmotility and my joint pain and my migraines yall. i wish i wasnt fucking allergic to THE ONLY MEDICINE that fix me #i had to take ANTIPSYCHOTIC TRANQS for 5 days that have flared up ALL OF MY PROBLEMS #bc my GI told me i cant take fucking steroids. #im probably gonna be fucking hospitalizwd fir this damn migraine and my GI cant fucking tell me if IM GONNA BE SEDATED OR NOT #OR WHAT PROCEDURE IM DOING TMRW #🔥🔪🔥🔪🔥🔪🔥🔪🔥🔪🔥🔪🔥🔪 #... #okay rants over 🤥<-lying #healthcare #cant believe im gonna say this but my healthcare was exponentially better in Georgia than in Illinois #i had better care in middle of nowhere georgia than FUCKING CHICAGO #i go a school famous for its medicine school.... #now class imagine if this was happening to an old person living alone w a million health problems and no techsavvy #or strong self advocacy skills 🤗 #wouldn't that just be fucked up 🤗