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turtledovenycx · 4 months
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hey love! Saw you were open to take requests so I thought I'd drop something here...
So hear me out. Professor!BangChan and innocent student!Reader but like it's not smut. Girl falls in LOVE with the dude, like in some Shojo manga shit, you get me? I think there are very little to no Professor!Chan fics that are wholesome/ suggestive (like without heavy smut)
If this ain't your style, you can ignore but if you wanna take this up, I'd be happy lol. You can make it suggestive or vanilla/body worship smut tho [a girl just wants to feel validated and praised *sigh* wanna quench them 💫Daddy issues💫]
Hey anon <333
Thank you for requesting this! I agree prof chan or prof SKZ is so rare </3.
Totally my style i love this sm ughhh
Honestly, this has been in the making for a while please wait a lil longer *pouts*. I mean who else has Daddy Issues *points at myself* THIS GIRLLL!!!! will be quenching them <33
I would love to tag you once it's done so if you would like to send in your username or blog ID feel free. I haven't been able to work on it like I mentioned but I feel like I am leaving you hanging without a reply I'm sorry so hence this short reply. If you don't want to reveal your ID that's alright too I'll just reblog the fic with this post.
Again, my updates are slow and I hope you haven't forgotten this ask.
-nyx.☽༊˚
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idkluvutellme · 4 months
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✨️When you get this ask you have to put 5 songs you listen to, post it, then send this ask to 10 of your favorite followers (positive vibes are cool)🎶
I'M SOMEONE'S FAV FOLLOWER? I'll cry </3
This is so cute ahahhahah okay okay here goes,
Don't Let Me Love You (DLMLU) - Stray Kids
2. Stay- ari abdul
3. I wanna be yours - Arctic Monkeys
4. Volcano - Stray Kids (Han)
5. I hate to admit - Stray Kids (Chan)
Thank you sm for sending this to me @skz-lover21 I don't have many followers on here <33
But I'll be sending this to the few special people I have
Everyone is encouraged to join in (no pressure tagging everyone)
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bubbles-for-all-of-us · 5 months
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I've spent my entire day binge reading Pretty like the Wind. HOW I HAVEN'T READ BEFORE?
It's so well written that I literally couldn't stop reading, like I was completing my chores while reading at my phone! It got on choke hold. I'm officially in a literary hangover rn.
Plus Zo and Ax? Ugh, have my heart! Especially Ax bc he reminds me a lot of baby brother. Oh, and Nyx and Zofie? I can wait to see Azriel on high alert and on calming tea at their first official date.
Oh, and a question: How do you imagine the wing the baby will be born like? Bat like and white or feathered and black? It would be a girl or boy??
Sorry for the long ask, but I just wanted you to know that you're an amazing writer and shall binge read your masterlist (as soon my literary hangover passes I need more 24+ hours to digest this masterpiece)
Lots of love from Brazil tho 🇧🇷✨️🩷
Hey, babes, sorry that my reply took a bit of time. Thank you so much for your time reading it. It still blows my mind that someone actually enjoys the things I write cause most of the time it all looks meh to me. So, your kind words are so so important. 😭✨🤍
As for your questions. I actually sat a couple of days thinking about the wing situation. Haven't come to any conclusions just yet but happy to listen to your interpretations. Same goes for the gender. Although, I'm leaning towards a girl. ✨
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revclver-jesus · 7 months
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Isn't he really...not actually confirmed to be legitimately religious, though...? It's kinda a plot point that what SEES reads in a newspaper is just outright not true and the first confirmed example of Takaya consciously lying about something (he knows SEES isn't at fault for the apathy syndrome, nor the murders and he does not actually considers himself to be Nyx's prophet, either. Plus Aki says that Takaya isn't being truthful and the general narrative framing of this game is a really obnoxious "main characters say so = it's objectively true").
Jin then claims that Strega literally only learned about Nyx after Ikutsuki's death, which implies that, up this point, they only vaguely recognized Tartarus as having some sort of role in bringing the end of the world (hence the "Tower of Demise"), at best (although, imo, they didn't know that either, since Takaya was clearly puzzled by what the twelve shadows even had to with it and seemed more concerned about the potential disappearance of the Dark Hour itself, rather than the tower). And, I mean, sure, he absolutely does genuinely recognize Nyx as a god, but also that's what she just objectively is (and Adachi felt similarly about Ameno-sagiri, if I remember correctly).
And where I agree that, outside of being a mercenary, his biggest sin within the narrative is literally just having a different life ideology than the main characters (which is actually more ableist of Atlus, than it is antagonistic of Takaya, for that matter, because unironically calling out who is functionally a palliative patient for passive suicidal ideation is just so absurd it's hilarious), but...isn't his actual religiousness literally just...fanon? Unless we are simply finding it interchangeable with fatalism (which he definitely is).
Unless-unless I am totally just missing some crucial piece of information, which is honestly kinda why I am even sending this in the first place, taking advantage of the guy's obvious understander saying something on the topic I've been curious about for some time. Sorry if it reads like I'm trying to um-actually you up, I promise it's not the intent, haha. Thank you in advance with how stupidly long this message is 🤍
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(( Ok, forgive me, it is very late at night, so I apologize ahead of time if I'm not reading this great but if I don't answer now I will almost definitely forget to later--
First, I do want to clarify, everything I say about Takaya I am referring to my canon divergent take on him that i've written for 3 years, he's had a few adjustments made to him to make him a more coherent character, that's also why I emphasized "potentially a good antagonist" in that rambly post and my wording of I love the "idea" of a religious person in persona-- that is to say I don't think they actually depicted that completely in the canon series
Though honestly! I swear to god, I couldn't really give you a provable quote off the top of my head, but I've seen the novel, the stage play, the in-character AMA replies, and I could have sworn... I saw Takaya imply real reverence for Nyx. Because I remember making a post freaking out about it? Besides... I just find it hard to believe he didn't intuitively understand his persona and ability to see the dark hour were something from a higher power when he consistently refers to them as "blessings" and as the lab children as "chosen ones". You could argue he's referring to the scientists that tested on them but that's very unlikely considering he talks very resentfully about how they used him in his final fight speech and he seems to disregard Ikutsuki a unimportant. Its like he's... referring to something else blessing them.
This is the thing with Takaya-- I cannot give you... a single, easy, quick refuting explanation. I can only point to what little canon characterization he has and hope it makes intuitive sense lmao.
So.... What I think is most likely here, even by the main game's logic, disregarding my own canon-divergences... is that Takaya does indeed have a religion of a kind, but much like how the game takes the time to explain that Strega calls the tower something else, " The Tower of Demise"... They just didn't know the name of the god that was going to kill them. But surely they knew a god was going to kill them, why else would they call the tower the tower of demise, how else would they deduce that the tower was leading to anything of the sort without some higher knowledge of what's going on? And then that leads you to wonder where they got that knowledge, etc, and that's where headcanon has to fill in the blanks because its very unclear.
( though I admit i might just be forgetting something- )
Now one thing I do think, in my experience of having to depict this guy, is that it would be near impossible to not depict Takaya as a religious zealot-- as in a person with intense ideological drive based in spiritual beliefs-- and still keep him acting and speaking as he's only ever shown to speak in canon. To me, its very much a... "all but said" situation? Yes, he is a dishonest and manipulative man but... that passionate sermon in his final fight was entirely him showing his real zealotry. Its so evident in his archetype of character, his design, his way of speaking, that it naturally lends itself to depicting a man that is very religious in his thought process. Not merely a fatalist, but someone who holds visible reverence and manic exuberance for that which can end the world. To the point where I think it is fair to assume that in the event of say, my future-verse where he lives to see other gods attempt to end or change the world, Takaya would choose to side with the gods basically every time-- not simply because he wants the world to die, but because he holds their power in higher regard than humanity's obsession with trivially living on, unchanged and unimpeded. Its hard to explain-- but to me Takaya has a personality that is so fundamentally anti-mundane humanity that it necessitates a reverence for the supernatural and the divine-- if only because he seems to find the grand and cataclysmic to be outright awe inspiring in a very religious way, if not ideologically necessary.
Something of which is evident in how he seems to find such beauty in the dark hour itself! Such as in the novel, where he not only marvels at the sight of it but he's described as seeming to be revitalized by the atmosphere, as if coming alive. There's no magical explanation for this-- its just his mental state. He has some sort of worship-like fascination with all this supernatural stuff.
There's even an element of faith in his behavior! Notice how Takaya, despite his passion and frustration with the main party, will take a deep breath... and say... very well. "fate" will decide who is right. Why would he say that without some kind of belief in a destiny, that something will guide the outcome in his favor? Notice how he puts on the illusion of calm only right up until its evident that fate isn't on his side, then he seems to claim an unfairness. He's not merely indifferent, he has faith that things will go in his favor, because it rightfully ought to.
And the idea that he doesn't believe himself to be a prophet-- I don't believe that for a second. Perhaps logically he knows that not to be literally true, its not like he hears Nyx's voice giving him advice, but there is very much something about his personality that feels he deserves that title to some extent, he almost certainly believes he is some sort of " truth bestower " as entirely evident by just how he presents himself and how he speaks. I mean.... " It appears even I am fallible " is a battle quote of his.
Though full disclosure.......... I appreciate you thinking I'm the expert on this guy, but I'm... just some nerd fascinated by him more than anything! And even if the above is me trying to describe a more objective look at canon Takaya... My headcanon take, the one I write, has been shifted by dozens of interactions and years of headcanons-- I wouldn't be surprised if I'm just misremembering details.
If the new game comes out and... it turns out his entire behavior and mannerism is just an act he does for fun purely because it tricks the weak minded, I mean valid and I'll take that L, but I have to admit I can't blame fanon for taking this as his personality if its consistently his behavior whenever he's on screen. ))
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turtledovenycx · 4 months
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Idk why I’m saying this here but one time I cried bc of how beautiful Chan was, it was a very humbling and universal moment for me. That’s it, thank you.
Hi anonnie 🤍
I'm happy you said it here. I'm sure many of us on Stayblr can relate to this emotion. I've had celebrity crushes the infatuation stays for a week or two, and then it fades.
But Bahng Chan... How I feel for him is a different emotion in itself. I know reality, I know he will never be mine but it still doesn't change the way I feel. I would choose him again and again in every universe in every circumstance.
Anonnie, I understand how you feel the most... I'm an emotional person and I react deeply. I've cried so many times too. I cried when I saw his face the first time he won the award. I've cried when I saw how hard Chan worked to become who he is today, I've cried during Chan's room and cried so much when it had to be shut down, and I've cried when I think about how beautiful he is inside and out. I've cried because I am so proud and happy to be able to live, breathe, and admire him. I am overwhelmed with what I feel for him but at the same time, it calms me.
How can he be this beautiful? Like how? He is so handsome. Even if he believes differently. If I could, I would cherish him every day, and give him so much affection till he believes it himself. Channie is so handsome. He is the dream of many out there, he is mine I know that. His eyes- they crinkle when he smiles, his big nose that I've grown fond of- his nose is one of his insecurity but to me, it is the cutest thing I've seen, his plush lips, his cheeks, his smile lines, his dimples, his hair, body, arms, fingers, legs, everything!! god, I love this man so much. I love his smile and laugh... I'd die
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However, Channie is more than handsome. His beauty is not limited to his physical features. I could say a million things about his features and millions more about his character and personality. Trust. The trust the team has in him, the trust the boys have in their hyung, he is their boulder you can't tell me otherwise. I picture him being there for the most mundane things without complaint. The way he cared for each one of them in the way they needed. He calms Jisung when he is anxious, and defends Changbin. Channie makes Seungmin believe that his voice is of an angel and that Minnie's smile is the best, he literally raised Jeongin. Chan is Minho's only hyung, He is Felix's best friend and Hyunjin's comfort. Us stays don't have to worry about whether the boys are taken care of. I know they are well taken care of and loved by their leader.
His soul. I have cried so much thinking about his soul. Chan has the kindest most beautiful soul I just know it. He has endured and he is wise. He is humble reminding us that to be perceived and respected you have to be down to earth. I've seen men at their best and their worst. I've experienced the worst most of my life but Chan made me believe that there were good and bad people, I was just stuck among the bad ones. He made me feel appreciated even though he was speaking generally, he made me feel valid, and he made me feel seen.
Some people can't understand that and I don't blame you, But if you have been through what I have been through, if you were in the darkness like me I think you would understand why I fell in love with a man who doesn't know me. I cry when he is sad, I cry when I'm proud of him and I cry because I love him. I hope he will learn to love himself soon.....
So love, I want you to know that when you feel the most humbling and universal moment, many are there with you. I am there with you. He truly is one of the best humans out there. I love him and I will continue to do so. He saved me, he saved a lot of us.
I kind of got carried away but I'm not really sorry. I love him, words are not enough, sentences are not enough, and pages won't be able to cover it.
_nyx.☽༊˚
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turtledovenycx · 4 months
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hellooo! this is my first time requesting so i rlly hope u see this!! ~ Y/n is a "nerdy but hot" type of girl whos also rlly smart. The bad boy hyunjin has secret eyes for her. Shes always alone in class and doesnt talk to many ppl so basically shes mysterious ooo. One day hyunjin finally asks her to tutor him and she gets surprised knowing he knows she exists. Hyunjin has hooked up w many other girls but y/n is different as shes not despo like them and thats what attracts him to her. They both meet late night at a cafe and y/n is wearing a black tank top which has her neck and chest exposed and her lacy bra straps can be shown as well. She covered herself w a fuzzy jacket before entering the cafe but eventually took it off whilst tutoring hyunjin. Hyunjin feels lusty looking at y/n being so effortlessly hot and unknowing of it, he also gets turned on by the way she sucks her frappe straw etc. But he controls himself and after their study session ends hyunjin offers to drop her home on his bike and somehow enters her apartment as well where she lives alone and cozy with a good view of the city. They both have a deep convo before it turns into hot late night sleepy smut fr (ps its y/n's first time being w a boy ever too)~ Whew thats the format of what i want this fanfic to be i rlly hope u see this again and write smth that'll get my stomach twisted lmaooo. hope u see this!
Hello dear anon <33
First and foremost thank you for sending in your idea I appreciate that you thought of me and thought that I would be capable of writing this.
But please note that a similar fic already exists on Tumblr. It has so many same elements that you mentioned here.
To be quite frank you have mentioned some very detailed information from that fic. The fuzzy sweater and tank top beneath, Hyunjin staring at her as she sips her drink, the bike ride and the deep convo before they end up doing more.
Therefore, I apologize but I cannot write this. Maybe you've read it before and it had slipped your mind or you have lost it amidst all the great works on Stayblr. Or this is one heck of a coincidence!
Anyway, I think this fic is perfectly suited to your request and it is so well-written by the author @hyunjinfairy
I'm linking it here
Check it out and send the author some love <333
If you have any other ideas do send them in I'll be happy to write them, but be it known I have slow updates.
Have a great day/night
_nyx.☽༊˚
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turtledovenycx · 6 months
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I want to thank everyone who interacted with my Bang Chan NSFW post. I really did not expect it to receive so much love. Thank you guys so much I'm genuinely so happy rn aaaaaah
Here is a Chan heart for everyone mwah mwah mwah <333333
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turtledovenycx · 4 months
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Hey honeyy!! How u doin 😉
I just wanted to ask (if you feel comfortable with it ofc) about the part 3 of felix story?
It's okay that if it's late or not feel free to upload it please but I just wanted you to know that we just loved that serie and we are corious 😊
(its definitely okay, upload it whenever you're ready)
HI lovely 😘
Thanks for sending in an ask and I apologize for making you and everyone wait.
I'm having major writer's block that's one thing none of the endings I wrote seemed to satisfy me.
Also, I'm starting my university semester this February. I'll be moving away from home so I am a bit busy packing my whole life into two suitcases (can't forget my albums can i?)
but nevertheless @daughterofodine my sweet pookie 💞
there will be a third part for Midnight Runs with the Blue-Haired boy (Jesus fuck why did I make the name so long 😑!)
I cannot tell you when it will be out but it will definitely be out I promise.... Possibly soon.
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turtledovenycx · 4 months
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What happened to hyunjinfairy omg 😩
Had to do a recheck on this </3
annonie I’m not sure what happened I’m just as confused too 😫
hopefully we hear from her soon I really love her work I’m bummed 🙁
_nyx.☽༊˚
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turtledovenycx · 4 months
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Love your fic Midnight Runs With The Blue Haired Boy 🐥🐥🐣
Thank you so much anonnie <33
love you, appreciate the feedback the final part will be up soon I am really sorry to all the gorgeous humans who read my work !!!!
I'm trying to write I swear it's just not getting anywhere, writer's block and whatnot....
Promise to try harder <33
You're feedback, reblogs and interactions motivate authors. Thank you once again <33
_nyx.☽༊˚
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turtledovenycx · 2 months
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Announcement 📢
Hey guys!
So how have you all been? all good? I hope so. So, I am, back from the dead... well kinda. This official announcement will mark three things. namely:
✩ I am NOT officially active yet, I still have to work out a proper schedule to write and post. I just moved out of my home to another continent therefore please bear with me! I have a lot of things to tend to, my studies, travel, accommodation, taxes, expenses..... Everything. I have to start from scratch in a new city with no friends or other support except distant relatives. It's hard.
✩ This should have been first but I want to extend my love and gratitude to these lovelies @noellllslut, @comet-falls, and @hearts4i-dle. They have helped me so much through this ordeal.
Moving out and away is hard but y'all made it easier by just talking to me or always just checking up on me. I appreciate you so much mwah mwah!
I would also like to mention some of my dearies on this blog like @daughterofodine who took the effort to talk to me! Thank you for reading and sticking with me. To all my followers who didn't lose their faith and have been patient for a new update, I appreciate each and every one of you. It means so much.
✩ The main announcement. I have a few new works in progress plus my back log. I will be completing Midnight runs with the blue haired boy series. The final part is in the making along with that I have two new works and many ideas in my drafts.
Introducing :
1) Promise to love you - Bang Chan 2) For blood and love - A Kim Seungmin Series
my two new almost done works which will be posted soon.
✩My updates are still gonna be slow as I don't have much finished works.
I will also be writing ff on Minho - I have this idea but it's still in the making.
Also to add to that to keep you guys engaged or curious I will be posting sneak peeks of the new works.. but like I said updates still will be slow so I apologize in advance.
That's about it lovies
Enjoy your day !
I will be online till the 21 of February so feel free to come and talk to me in my inbo or on chat <3
Have a good afternoon bye !!!!
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turtledovenycx · 4 months
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hey everyone
how are all of you? fine I hope ???
This is a small announcement sorta thingy so bear with me ....
Thank you to everyone who has stayed with me and followed my work I appreciate each and every one of my followers and I say this with gratitude from the bottom of my heart 💖
Speaking of followers, I noticed an increase in the number of untitled blogs that have been following me. Guys, it's hard to differentiate between a bot and a genuine reader who may be shy or lazy to put something on their blog. Nevertheless, I will be giving you a day or so to put at least an age indicator or something on the title just so I can ensure that you're not a bot. After this time, I will be blocking untitled blogs, no exceptions!
if you have empty blogs with a title and I think you are a genuine person I will let you follow me but I suggest interacting and filling your blog with things you like. It's really easy to reblog and say your comments to people, and it's wholesome, trust me when I first began reading on Tumblr I was shy af, I wouldn't reblog or interact much, but once I gathered enough courage and began reblogging I really started to feel like part of the community and it was wonderful.
Many wonderful creators nitpick through every work just to find a comment or reblog appreciating their hard efforts so fill your blogs make them pretty and make your favorite creator happy. I highly recommend it <333
I will be opening a tag list soon so look forward to that heh
That's pretty much it!
Thank you again to all my new genuine not-bot beautiful gorgeous hoomans😍 even if we don't speak or I may not know your names I love each one of you and I mean it.
Thanks for giving my blog a chance
my inbox and messages are always open to anyone who wants to chat 💞
_nyx.☽༊˚
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turtledovenycx · 4 months
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seen the news about @hyunjinfairy
someone reblogged a post from them and it turns out they deactivated theyre account.
oh no :( I hope everything is alright....
I will miss them really :'(
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turtledovenycx · 4 months
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hey happy new year!
do you by any chance know what happened to @/hyunjinfairy ?
happy new year darling 🩵
no I don’t know what happened to @hyunjinfairy I can’t find her blog or anything… 💔
really confused and really sad too she was a great author! maybe she is just taking a break ? Or changing her blog aesthetics I hope to hear from her soon :(
_nyx.☽༊˚
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turtledovenycx · 5 months
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SO turns out visa applications are hard and time-consuming driving me away from writing :(
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turtledovenycx · 6 months
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Hi everyone,
so an update, I'm on my periods yay!!! (fuck me)
I'm sorry I haven't posted in a while I am hoping to finish a few wip.
I will be back but your girl is sick right now.
I'm sorry again to all those who have sent in a req I will start writing as soon as I get better.
please look forward to it.
_nyx.☽༊
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