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[soybean-official]

Something's wrong with my copy of Bayonetta!

(vers without the WiiU layout under the cut)

#devil may cry #dmc #dante devil may cry #dmc dante #dante sparda #bayonetta #dmc fanart #digital art #beanie art #devil may cry meme #devil may cry fanart #dmc meme #idk i dont feel like tagging anymore #this was fun!!!!!!!!!!! #i actually had fun drawing it #been struggling with that lately #it may be unrendered but it is still art.. #also yeah this was entirely an excuse for me to draw dante's ass

[skunkes]

(trying to be) happy to be here

#a doodley #1st pic is from last yr #im an easy crier and lately its bc i hate the way my life is going but then i think abt how one day ill be dead and i wont be able to #draw anymore or look at birds anymore or eat things i like anymore and it also sends me into insane crying hysterics #i want to live so bad.... but idk... i shld make the best of what i have. and try to cope with what i have (hence the images) #bc like idk. i want to leave so bad but my parents will be gone someday too so why am i in a rush to not see em...idk. #i dont knowwwwwww chimp image #copium. i have to find anything to be excited about. trying. #sorry its those nefarious 3 am thots -_-

[francesderwent]

yesterday I said out loud for the first time that I’m dropping out of school. and today a parishioner came by the office and asked in passing if I was still working on my doctorate, and when I told her no she said she’d dropped out of her doctoral program too, and we talked about higher ed and how leaving was all about letting go of pride and how difficult it is to mourn that, and then she encouraged me not to totally give up on teaching and to find adjunct work someday. and I just. Jesus is near to me. He knows. He’s taking care of me.

#in which cate tells stories #PhD students need your prayers #(even if they don’t include me anymore) #and it’s made me late for my lunch but for the first time I can cry about it!!!!

[nirvanaida]

code geass is underrated for so many reasons but i just wanna say it’s INSANE that there aren’t more people pointing out how good the fucking score soundtrack is. not just the ops and eds!!! genuinely nakagawa should have been given fifty bajillion awards for the shit he cooked for the backing tracks because they add so so so much to the series. stream eternal seperation and zero

#code geass #when i say cg is underrated im not saying that no one likes/talks about it #it was one of the most popular animes in the late 00s #and has had like 50 spinoff and the like #no what im saying is i think code geass is the best anime of all time #and im not even joking a little bit #the fact that it isnt considered essential watching anymore is a crime to me #honestly #it might actually be up there as one of this millenia’s best pieces of television so rar #anyways that soundtrack always makes me cry #code geass: lelouch of the rebellion #lelouch vi britannia #lelouch lamperouge #suzaku kururugi

[yyamssoup]

this is almost like 2 years old idk 😭

#i dont really like it anymore but i mean #VIVIDLY remember drawing this with my laptop touchscreen and my thumb during a math class 😭 #i miss that #I MISS MY MINI DMC FIXATION I CANNOT LIE #dante #devil may cry #my art #bleahhhhh its 4am i need to stop deciding to post so late man #anyway i think i should redraw this . perhaps maybe

[zer0point5ive]

something about adam’s mom reaching out to him .. adam seemingly being closer to his mom .. call mom. call mom? .. “please call, honey” .. the potential of mamas boy adam .. oughh. everything going dark

#‘i have family i dont see them thats my mistake’ its a mistake id like to fix’ #hate it here so bad. soo bad #the damage i have taken thinking about this is insane #adam falling out w his dad nd by extension not talking to his mom anymore or putting it off until it was too late .. haunts me #adam stanheight #saw 2004 #📹 #saw 2004 script you have done it again. breaks down screaming crying

[lemm-moxx]

Just realised i never posted an ut au i've had for a couple years called voyagetale and its ex whore, now boy fail (Voyage) sans

it's b-plot is crazyyyyyy 😔😔💥💥💸💸💸💸

And also old ass art to better explain the dynamic/ plot ( you can tell it's old since it doesn't stun grenade you when you look at it )

#MASK GUYS NOT CHARA. HE'S A IMAGINERY TORMENTOR VOYAGE MADE UP TO EXCUSE HIS ACTIONS WHO TAKES INSPO FROM CHARA AND FLOWEY!!!!!!! #SO SHH #my art #utmv oc #utmv au #oc garbage #this man will run up to you holding a bloody knife and covered in dust and start crying about how they think he's a “murderer” and “evil” #sorry abt all the oc stuff lately it's a default when im burnt out #he will go into a blind rage where he just kicks the shit out of things and then say hes refrormed and not that toxic person anymore #bros ability to make himself the victim is more powerful than killers ability to be gay

[stillgotme]

𝕒𝕝𝕝 𝕚𝕥 𝕥𝕒𝕜𝕖𝕤 𝕚𝕤 𝕒 𝕜𝕚𝕤𝕤

#the sims 4 #ts4 #sims 4 #ts4 edit #ts4 render #simblr #aliya's sims #naiyana #antonio #amongussy #theseus 08085 #being a menace and posting this while salem is asleep #THIS IS SO LATE BUT I CAN'T WAIT ANYMORE #excuse me while i cry over them publicly #i've been crying over them privately the past two weeks #salem and i just making our npcs fall in love nbd #FUN LOVING BOUNTY HUNTER GIRL AND HER CUTE WILD TALL ALIEN BOY

[hannibalismos-jaaneman]

sometimes i think about what would have happened if richard had died instead of henry and the rest of the book had been narrated the song of achilles style and it hurts

#raj shitposting #imagine had the fight led to the gun being thrown out the window. had henry seen that richard was shot. had the ambulance been too late.. #that is the saddest thought i've ever had #henry would quit college. buy the estate he had seen with richard. live there with all his stuff and sob into his clothes like a baby... #he'd go to california every christmas and spend the time alone in some stupid hotel and become absolutely fucking unhinged. #he'd tend to richard's mother because ofc his father would run away from home that was the kind of man he was. #and he'd call no one but his own mother for her funeral because no one else would be bothered. #he'd send some money to richard's father along with the news and go about living his life like a goddamn widow. #that's the perfect word. widow. henry would be nothing but a widow. #the bmw would be the worst thing in his possession. he'd think about selling it but he wouldn't. #he'd think that anytime he had a semblance of thought that maybe richard was with him.. it would be in that fucking car. #he wouldn't sell it out of superstition that the car was the only place where he could safely feel richard and fall apart in his memory. #he'd cry like a madman every damn day in that car.while getting groceries.visiting francis at the country house.going for dinner with them. #he'd probably get a portrait done of richard. maybe of a photo of richard in some fancy clothes francis took at the country house. #yk those times rich people ugly cry by a full size painting in a burgundy robe with wine spilled on the floor by them clutching their chest #as if in physical pain and agony? that would be my man henry. #he'd be too out of his mind to even remember that maybe that day he killed charles too because nothing seems to matter anymore. #henry winter #richard papen #winterpapen #tsh #donna tartt #the secret history #literati

[n4rval]

a little pause on art for finals(they are all late) but boy has brain been braining

more specifically on dings' dynamic as asriel and chara's weird uncle bc that's just something i don't see a lot

#talking to the wall #i personally like to think dadster came up to be because these two warmed up the idea of children on his lonely heart #he used to babysit them occasionally #when they Fucking Died™ mf was absolutely destroyed. back to his lonely cave of mourning and no funny children #unless ☝️ #but now we're getting into babybones territory we already have a lot of babybones content #and mad scientist playing god with DT yadda yadda you know the drill #asriel couldn't care less about the complicated sci-fi weird machine creepy shit he pulled off #in fact the guy gave him the creeps at first. made him cry once as a baby #but chara thought the guy was the coolest idiot. lab coat and super cool sci-fi shit?? you built WHAT?? #So Cool. That's their idol. Also they get to sleep late and do dangerous nerd shit their parents would never let them otherwise #eventually asriel warms up because he's also into shenanigans (and doesn't want to feel left out so he starts trying to prove himself) #by acting like a smartass #fine i'll help but only to laugh when you go bald or something 🙄 (has the time of his life) #they went bald. now them and G are both eggheads #how delightful children are. he misses these two dearly #and then their parents proceed to divorce. is love even real anymore. #should i even tag this #oh well #undertale #gaster #asriel #chara #please nerd with me dont let me shout into the void #thank you

[angel-of-sweet-revenge]

When your friend needs you to be there to comfort them, but you have no energy for serious conversations and so you're stuck wondering if youre being a selfish asshole or if youre justified in not wanting to be the one to sort their problems out

#vent #its not like they didnt offer to hear my problems. but i just dont want to talk about. or anything #i dont want serious conversations. i dont want to have to worry about other people. i just cant. #im just so fucking exhausted and i dont know if its talking to them and feeling drained by the fact that theyre going through something- #-and that i need to be the therapist or if im just sick. again. #plus yesterday i slept late. my mum made me cry (i think she was just tired out by that point in the day so i doubt it was personal) #and just #im fucking tired ok #and I'm sorry im a bad friend #i just dont have energy. i want to have good energy around me to try give me some. #but when theyre upset it gets into me and drains me and I've been there as much as i can but i just cant right now. im too tired #i know im a shitty person but literally everyone got to be a shitty person at my expense so isnt it my fucking turn? #and then assuming i was acting like that to hurt them. I DO NOT WANT TO HURT ANYONE. IF WE HAVE A FIGHT I WANT TO MOVE ON. #I'm not gonna be caught up in it if we resolved it #but yeah. long story short they're going through shit and i feel like shit #and i think them going through shit is what makes me feel like shit. because i worry about them #and they can lash out on me #i just dont know anymore. i dont know if im an awful person or not #last year i broke up with a friend and my mum said I'll do the same with the next friend #it wasnt my fault #that friend ghosted me #im trying not to be her rn too and im scared that ive been in the wrong im scared im a shitty person too #but at the same time im too done to even really care #i just wanna stop fucking feeling all this and just get on with my day

[itspileofgoodthings]

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#struggling big time with questions of likability and popularity and school environments and social environments in general #and what it means and just feeling faint and sick at heart about it all right now #in many ways this 5th year has kind of …. idk solidified things at school for me? and also solidified my reputation #but with not flying under the radar anymore and not being someone that people can write off anymore #comes a whole host of new problems #and weights and difficulties #and I don’t know. there’s a wrestling I always feel internally between my (very great) desire to be liked #and my desire to be a good and fair teacher apart from that #and the ways that I fail #and then there’s other people’s insecurities opinions and jealousies #to contend with. such as they are. and then there’s just the way that I feel on the inside most of the time #which is actually not loved or liked at all! there is a deep loneliness in my soul #kind of always. but especially lately #but it’s contradictory to what it seems #I also just LIKE flying under the radar while also being someone who is drawn to occupying a space to speak #and be heard from #and it’s just all a lot and I am so very tired #idk just having some Friday night venting. it was a very tough week. I am tired and I am sad #I also for real just need to cry

[pointyfruit]

Just imagined a complex animated short about Bloodmoon huntin for ye good ol blood except it was in the perspective of one of the children that get hunted.

I almost made myself cry.

#Like it was a huge punch in the gut #the silly don't feel so silly no morein this context #dca fandom #bloodmoon twins #you just want your mom to be happy again and what happened #sams bloodmoon #sun and moon show bloodmoon #fnaf bloodmoon #like you hear on bbc news that this Infamous red monster has killed 100s of families in poverty and everyone's panicking and trying to #evacuate the city but yall neck deep in poverty so on top of struggling to get food on your plate every night you also gotta somehow find #the money to move and everyone is trying and trying and working themselves until their exausted and stressed and sick and mom is struggling #and sad and dad is struggling and sad while rich people ride their private jets into the sunset and everyone's sad and depressed and crying #because no one deems your lives important because you're poor and you just wondering why mom keeps crying and dad have time to play anymore #and you are just barely grasping any of this you're like 8 and after all that hard work of 80° days and sleepless nights it's to late and #everyone is getting killed except for you because you're small and weaseled your way out of it but not for long because here it comes and #you're run as fast as your little weak legs can go with your heart pound out your chest and you're crying and screaming and your voice is #cracking from screaming but no one hears you or is too scared to save you and just like your parents you lose hope and strength too and you #cant run anymore and you fall to the ground and cry (the ugly cry) and the silly has come to harvest ye good ol blood and you're dead and-

[ellcrys]

That’s right. I want to see that place... How about you, Barbatos?

Mobile Suit Gundam: Iron-Blooded Orphans Episode 19 | The Gravity of Wishes

#eeeyyyyyyy *kicks down the fandom door 7 years late and walks in with starbucks* #if there’s a creditless version of this scene somewhere then oh well lol bc i wasn’t gonna go look for it and spoil myself 😬😬😬 #ep12 made me cry and ep16 made me sob like a baby but this scene made me FEEL THINGS #anyways idk if there’s even a fandom anymore but i wanted this scene on my blog #if you fools spoil me i’m gonna eject myself into a black hole #gundam iron blooded orphans #gundam tekketsu no orphans #i didn’t know how to tag this show 7 years ago and i still don’t know how to tag it #gundam #gundamedit #iron blooded orphans #i spent my entire evening on this these are the decisions i make #gundam tekketsu #man that insert song tho #made the entire scene 😩 #mobile suit gundam #gundam ibo

[abyssalhuntersnerd]

Thank God Lonetrail is gonna be available until the 28th because... Fucking hell... I hate finals.

#normal posts #everything sucks and I want to cry and rip my skin off as of late but honestly what the fuck #can't even sit down to read anymore ugh I need this first semester to be over already

[ff2-soda-pop]

I'm starting to question if I should even bother with the stupid paper.... I'm probably just gonna fail anyways lmao

#ive been running around stuck on Babysitter Duty for the past three days and the teacher only gave us any instructions on thursday yet #somehow expected a full paper done and edited by sunday. even if i wasnt stuck on babysitter duty she'd get a shitty paper just due to how #little TIME that is to get things done. but because i am on babysitter duty uhhh..... well so far there's no paper #ive been spending practically full days having to take care of my sister and i cant just Ignore Her so i havent done my paper while watchin #her because again: my focus needs to be on Her. and shes incredibly loud which makes it super hard to focus. fun combo /s #so i was like 'i'll just stay up Really Late and do it then' but that hasn't worked because my sister WONT GO TO BED if im awake. i was up #until 4am last night hoping she'd fall asleep and shut up and i could work but Nope! #and then i got too tired to even care anymore #i've tried explaining this to others and they're just like 'ok well you just need to find a way to make it work :/' which is very much #easier said than done! and im scared about this paper because this teacher doesnt accept late work at all for pretty much any reason #and im sure she wont understand my situation. because shes also the teacher that didnt understand that i didnt have the textbook on time #because it was still being shipped and i dont control the rate at which book ships and she was like #'..........okay well you still need to have the book by tomorrow at least <3' when i told her the book had Just shipped and idk when i'd ge #the dumb thing. so yknow i dont have high hopes about this #also just as extra 'make stuff more difficult' i have zero accommodations because my mom cant keep track of my fucking IEPs and they wont #let me have accommodations unless i have that and idk how to get a copy anymore. so i've also been running around with no help in that area #and it's not great </3 #idk im just stressed out and frustrated and i Want To Cry :) #vent