There's no one around, not at this hour. Atsushi says he only comes here because the Port Mafia are still crawling around the place.
It is land after all.
But he knows its a lie, they wouldn't stop him. Gin had invited him to the funeral.
For reasons Atsushi can't quite figure out, nor does he want too. No one stopped him from showing up, almost like they expected him to.
Even if Atsushi stood right at the back.
And only visits at night. Maybe it's because at this hour he can't see the writing on his grave. The moon shines in the sky and any other time Atsushi would find it beautiful.
Now it's a constant reminder of his failures. This wouldn't have happened if he hadn't been stronger.
Atsushi finds Akutugawa's grave, even without seeing the words he knows its his. He curls up beside it, hugging his coat close.
He'd been thinking about what he should say. But now that he's here, all words have escaped him.
But eventually Atsushi speaks.
"Don't know where you are right now." It was a dumb thing to wish, but Atsushi hopes Akutugawa is out there... Somewhere.
There was no body but Atsushi had seen it as he ran. Atsushi doesn't think he'll ever get the image out of his mind.
He smiles but it doesn't reach his eyes "did you see me on TV?" Atsushi tries to imagine what Akutugawa's face would look like. Seeing Atsushi believed to be a terrorist, he'd probably just roll his eyes.
Atsushi would do anything to see that image in person. He hugs his legs, a comfort he doesn't deserve. "I'll try not to starve myself, just because I'm mad at me." The urge was there, there was no one left to punish him.
He didn't know where everyone was.
"And I'll be in denial, for at least a little while. What about the plans we made?" Atsushi hadn't thought of the fight, even knowing it wasn't going to happen... Atsushi couldn't accept it.
Akutagawa had considered him highly enough to make Atsushi his trial. But Akutugawa was wrong, because Atsushi was nothing.
How anyone could consider them equals?
"The Internets gone wild watching Agency members on trial while their overturning the page." Akutugawa deserved to know what was happening. Atsushi hadn't spoken to anyone about it, or anything honestly.
He hadn't said a word since returning from the boat. Sometimes Atsushi still thinks he's on it, watching Akutugawa die before him over and over.
All with a smile on his face.
"Now all of my friends are missing again... cause that what happens when I get too close."
He shouldn't have come, but he'll return the next night. Just like he always did.
(lines are from TV by Billie Eilish)
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the draw your oc thingy
@blackkatdraws2 @blackkatdraws (i didn’t know which one to tag)
i saw the draw your oc thing and realized that this is the exact embodiment of my characters Rue and Cate
Cate is the one who looks more excited and Rue is the one who looks like me when I wake up (will probably explain why Cate is bleeding from her eye and nose one day)
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I'm so sorry for everyone that doesn't speak Spanish cos Shakira has ended her ex in such a incredible way and I'll be screaming this song for days.
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I said in one of my headcanon posts that once rayman cringed so much at an awkward thing he did around his crush that he dug himself a grave and buried himself alive before globox pulled him out ^^
I love this headcanon xddddddd
(I won't accept any more requests to draw headcanons xd)
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Omg i already love this fandom
Bc everyone is lovin' Wally (which I am too don't get me wrong, love the design sm), but are acting like he's a puppy and so innocent
Which is... Very funny to me in the background, bc I'm willing to bet money on when this drops Wally is going to be like... A murderer or a cult leader or something wild like that.
Am i going to stop people for interpreting on characters however they want? Absolutely not do whatever y'all want with interpretation. But i have a habit on my end to think "realistically" on like plot stuff and base off my own interpretations off of that, so it just makes it silently funny to me.
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