Stranger Things DR: Bullying, Transformation, Neighbors
X-Files DR: Forests, Peer Pressure, Alliances
Criminal Minds DR: Forced Bonding, Sad Ending, Photography
Okay I swear I went with the first ones I was given but why do some of these actually make a lot of sense skfjskjdsj the spn one is a little weird but the others???
I think if I shifted to the world of Supernatural, Dean would laugh the shit out of me because I'm vegan, I'm disgusted by meat and I'm choosing to go to a world where if a vampire's head can fly off, it absolutely will happen :)
Hey y’all!!! Is it just me or do portals in lucid dreams not work at all?
At first the portals would show up and I'd go through it and I'd just end up in another dream
Then gradually I would lucid dream less and if I did the portals would either not appear or if they did they'd be too small? (I would still try to shift by trying to make it bigger or push myself through it but to no avail)
Last time I wasn't even trying to shift I just wanted out of that particular dream but I couldn't get through
I wanna add that the last few times I've gone lucid I didn't bother with portals I just affirmed that I was gonna wake up in my D.R. But yeah I just thought it was odd and was curious if y'all have had same or similar experiences lol
I’m already insane about the shows I watch, I can’t imagine how insane I’m gonna be about them once I actually Go There and like meet the characters… I was never normal but boy will I be very not normal after that
No one was writeing what i wanted so im writing it myself dean (winchester) finds out you shift and he isnt exactly happy. Angst open ending 371 words use of y/n
Dean walks up to you journal in hand and your stomach plumets "what is this?" But something in deans broken voice tells you he has a vauge idea but your a sucker for love so you try to deflect anways "oh just my diary" you say as you grab for it but he just pulls it out of your reach "cut the crap i read it, whats all this stuff jo and ellen not dieing about bobby not dieing what do you mean by all this y/n?" Its like wittnessing a car crush its horrible but you cant help but just stare. You clear your throat but your voice is still hoarse when you speak your tongue feels to big for you mouth "just give me my diary Dean" Dean clears his throat his voice hardening you can practically see the wall you desembled over the time you knew Dean building right back up "did you make popcorn?" Dean asks the question surprises you to the point you actually verbally say "what?" Before you can stop yourself. Dean looks at you eyes cold face stoic "did you make popcorn and eat it while i was being tortured in hell? Did you eat popcorn while sam was addicted to demon blood? Did you laugh when we broke the seals? Did you find it intertaining when cas decided to play god?" Your eyes widden in horror "no chuck no Dean" Dean gulps refusing to meet your eyes "are we nothing but a show to you?" You find yourself laughing at the idioticity of in some univere you only seeing supernatural as a measly show "What you find this funny?" You stop laughing immediately "no of course not i love all of you" Dean just shakes his head "just leave" your eyes sting becoming glassy with tears "Babe" Dean's head snaps to you and he growls out "you don't get to call me that not anymore" you bow your head your voice breaks but you manage to say "i will go let you cool down without me here" you say your safe word and let the tears fall and you slowly fade away unsure if you will ever see any of them again
just imagine being loved by the winchester brothers. their love runs so deep, it‘s so selfless. so perfect. imagine being part of their family. imagine the winchester brothers looking at you with pride. imagine dean calling you ‚kiddo‘. sam staring at you with those puppy dog eyes of his. imagine getting a bear hug from sam, or dean hugging you tightly and pressing your head under his chin. sam clasping your back as he lets go of you. dean letting out a deep breath and smiling before he lets go. imagine being part of that.. imagine castiel looking at you with those dreamy eyes of his. imagine castiel bringing you a little gift from the supermarket because he knows you like that sort of thing and he saw it and thought of you. imagine watching movies together with castiel, sam and dean.
Well, I'm going to tell you that not only did I pick up Supernatural but I also decided to try shifting again. And I said, why not combine both things at the same time? Supernatural is basically my favorite series and I couldn't ignore it. Especially when there is someone there who I love very much that I want to protect *cof*S̶a̶m̶m̶y*cofcof*
And I already had my first attempt, more than anything to test symptoms, without a script, just my will (?) I listened to this audio of the Impala and it was very beautiful but apart from At one point, while struggling not to fall asleep, I began to see some lights passing by and feel especially relaxed. I thought I was onto something but suddenly an ad came on and it broke my moment. insults in Spanish
Things I want to keep in mind for next time:
Don't try it so late I FALL ASLEEP.
Premeditate before and if it is with yoga I think it is better.
Feel the feeling of already being with them and always.
Thank me for not continuing to judge me for trying something like this.