#so I’m fully appreciative

[kavehater]

Stop men really are horrible with emotions it’s not just a stereotype 😭

#THEY DONT UNDERSTAND JACK BRO #dora daily #listen like #at least my dad tries to understand #so I’m fully appreciative #I just gave up on any hope of recovery so I’m just glad he listens #albeit it’s when I’m at my last straw sobbing crying exploding etc #maybe not the last one #at least he’s not like my mum #aka the biggest man I have ever seen #my mum was once like what is good about being a girl being a man is easier and that she wishes she was one #simply for how easy it is #but like woman you are a man #you see with me in a sense I am both cause #I face the horrors of girls yet the exact same struggles as guys #cause guess who was bullied for being weak sensitive and emotional 🥹✌️ #now I’m as emotionally constipated as men BUT I STILL TRY YK 😭 #men like to be like boohoo I’m so sad no one understands me #yet they don’t even try to understand others first of all #like babe maybe you should exhibit what you wish from others yourself then talk

[astrobei]

every byler creator who has ever felt unappreciated or has never seen their work on a rec list or has stayed awake for hours working on something for it to get no interaction or has had their work passed up in favor of the big fandom favorites or has never been taken a chance on or has ever come last in a poll they didn’t ask to be on or has felt self conscious about posting or about calling themselves a creator if what they’re posting is not a magnum opus or has created something for themselves and still hoped deep down that people would love it: get behind me. i’ll protect u

#i’m five foot three and terrified of confrontation but i’ll go down swinging #andi would like me to add that she and i are standing on top of each other in a trench coat fighting for u all #thea is also wearing a trench coat but it’s just her and tutter in there #u all better fear thea’s fully developed frontal lobe and streamlined leadership experience (her words) #but seriously guys like #maybe i’m taking fandom too seriously or whatever but i know how scary it can be to put urself out there #especially in fandom spaces where the whole point is u want to enjoy urself and be accepted and not be judged #i’d be lying if i said that luck and timing wasn’t a huge part of why ppl enjoy my fics #and i’m flattered that my name shows up in rec lists a lot but. there are so so so many talented writers that go unnoticed when ppl fixate #on the same 5-6 names #and i know bc i’ve been them for other fandoms! #especially in this community there is such a big issue with putting big creators up on a pedestal #expecting them to be perfect and to keep churning out high quality stuff for free on demand #twt is something else too . like i’m not even talking abt that rn #and people always saying stuff like #‘atp i refuse to read fics unless they’re by _ or _ or _’ #just know that even if u are not one of these names u are so so valued and appreciated #get behind me fr #ok Bye <3333333 #🫂 #byler #/astro posts

[uhbasicallyjustmilex]

the intro to mirrorball should always be accompanied by a golden pink sunset like this

#also yes sorry i know the video cuts off just before the end but i wanted to fully appreciate it in the moment so i stopped filming #also sorry for the slightly blurry shakiness #but this was just too gorgeous a moment not to share #aghhhh #i’m getting goosebumps just rewatching it #alex playing the piano is truly something else #am glasgow 2023 #alex turner #arctic monkeys #lulu posts

[just-a-lonelypenguin]

a tiny little zine inspired by @koddlet’s how-to! (i love your zines, they’re so fun and inspiring!) i first just folded it out of a sticky note for fun and put it in my pocket thinking “i’ll fill this in later when i have an idea” and then i looked outside and it was so. fucken dark. and here we are :) i really loved treating it as an exercise in “draw whatever comes to mind, let it be as shitty as possible, just try something” — drawing isn’t something i think of as my strong suit but little doodles sure are fun!

#looking at this again as i add the IDs i think i made the darkness angled the wrong way lol #whatever #this was so fun and freeing!!! #if it was larger i probably would have added another scene and some more commentary to explain the sunset scene— #i get really picturesque sunsets where i live and it’s tempting to take them for granted but i don’t want to #so whenever someone comments on it i make a point of fully getting up and looking and just Appreciating it for a minute #every time #even when i’m kind of annoyed that it’s already getting dark when i need the daylight to motivate me to Do Stuff lmao #(how to make this story more stressful: imagine the book on page 3 is a required reading book and i have to read 8 chapters by the next day #but overall it’s just a snippet of my winter nighttime mood :) #penguin’s ponderings #i hope that’s my tag for og posts. i forget tbh

[snapbackslide]

DOES ROUTINES IN THE NIGHT HAVE DRUGS IN IT WHY AM I SO ADDICTED TO IT

#THE BEAT DOES SOMETHING TO MY SOUL #i’m watching the livestream again #a little earlier in the night 🤣 so i can actually fully appreciate it this time 🤣 #twenty one pilots #music

[assburgerz]

I can’t stop imagining a scene in your mermaid AU where Xara waves Ellie over. Ellie walks closer and crouches near the water, unsure of what to expect. And Xara proceeds to reach into the murky water in front of her and pull out the silliest little brindled madtom catfish ever and hold it up to Ellie like “look at what I have!”

awww absolutely!! mer!xara likes to show off her prized possessions to ellie. it’s her odd way of showing affection and building trust. and she also just never gets to show people anything she finds bc she never interacts with any humans so it’s very exciting when she meets ellie!

mavis is one of those prized possessions

truth be told if mavis was a catfish in this au xara might just eat her the first time she encounters her. she’s a wild animal after all. she eats fish 🤷 though i do love the idea of her being like “i like this one i’ll let it live”

however i am debating on how i wanna approach the concept of xara being able to transform herself and walk on land. so if i did ever incorporate mavis somehow, she might just be the same lil tortoiseshell cat that she is in the normal xaragaard au. that way she would have a better chance of being spared (again, xara is still a wild animal. she would probably have the temptation to strike, but would hold back cause wait a minute this creature isn’t familiar to my diet and it’s kinda cute)

xara might find a boat nearby with the name “mavis” on it and think you know what this slaps actually

i might just not have mavis involved in this au though cause it breaks my heart thinking about xara seeing her sweet baby as potential prey. maybe she’ll have a cameo appearance instead :)

#damn this au is getting so much love i’m so glad but also don’t know what to say bc it’s not even fully fleshed out lmaooo #i’m so tired i’m probably gonna read this back in the morning and be like wtf am i yapping about #i appreciate you a lot op it warms my heart knowing someone enjoys my content and actively asks questions and gives input!! #i just love you all thank you so so much for the love #the pit of confessions #minecraft story mode #mcsm #xaragaard #mcsm xara #mcsm ellegaard #mcsm fanart #mcsm au

[joaniejustwokeup]

Goddamn this edit is good.

#I’ve been meaning to get into dimension 20 for so long #always putting it off #but oh man I think I’m going to binge it just to fully appreciate this edit #song #like I like the song in the edit better than the original song #ahahfjtkgkgkgkglglkgkhjfjf #it’s so good #tiktok #jester.step #dimension 20 #ankarna #fantasy high

[theshadowrealmitself]

I can’t articulate it, but it gets to me that, outside of Spock and I think Tuvok, being logical and regulating emotions isn’t something that Vulcans are shown to just endure, the same way they endure lower temperatures for other species, or higher oxygen for other species, or anything else that has to be incredibly uncomfortable at best to painful at worst that they just endure

The vibe I get from it is that a majority of Vulcans enjoy it, they like being logical, maybe they didn’t get a choice in being logical as kids, but unlike the select few like Sybok, they don’t seem to be resentful that they were raised like that at all

This isn’t just something they’re all forced to do now to prevent their emotions from causing their species’ end, dedicating themselves to logic brought them inner peace

#Star Trek #Vulcans #can’t articulate it especially while really tired and lying in bed #but hopefully y’all still get what I’m trying to say #I say I think for Tuvok because I know he struggles with violent thoughts #but I don’t think it has the same vibes as Spock struggling with his human half to fully accept Vulcan’s ways #even though it seems like fully dedicating himself like that brings more harm to his human half #which causes it to be more prominent like a vicious cycle #fuck definitely can’t articulate rn #also maybe for Tuvok Vulcan’s ways are actually even more appreciated #because they’re exactly there to help Vulcans regulate intense emotions #also I think this is part of why it seems more like Spock struggles compared to other Vulcans #for other Vulcans logic and regulating all emotions is seen as a way for them to be content #to be able to live their lives peacefully and to its best extent (peace and long life) #in a way that embracing emotions wouldn’t because they’re intense emotions would destroy themselves #but for Spock logic and regulating emotions is more about trying to reach impossible standards and get acceptance from everyone else #abd things like that again very tired can’t articulate #also adding to my hc that while Vulcans regulate their emotions and come to logical terms on why they feel like they do #and peacefully handle it #Spock believes that they’re all suppressing so that’s what he’s actually doing #just suppress suppress suppress everything which isn’t healthy #just my personal thoughts

[stormofdefiance]

2.2 spoilers //

He finally texted me back and I’m on my knees. Like I might actually cry - he wants to live 😭😭 ffffuck. HAPPY about being alive, FUCK - I can’t believe he just said that with his fingers aaaHHHHH. He’s worrying about being a bother but also actually SHOWING he’s insecure about it oh my god lay me down in the tall grass

#2.2 spoilers #Aventurine #HSR #my witterings #I cant express fully how much this means to me #he mentioned he’s still having nightmares as well so it’s not like his cptsd is just magically cured #but wanting to live #still struggling with anxiety and loneliness and still entrenched and entangled with the past #but still able to experience that fragile sliver of happiness that comes with the simple fact he’s alive 🥹😭 #I’m gonna throw up #I can’t tell you how meaningful it’s been to just appreciate being a living thing #something so fundamental and simple and small #fuck and it’s what rat wanted for him too 😭 #staying alive for his own sake #and only for the sake of living #no value prescribed to it #it’s okay to just be your messy fucked up self auahagghhhhhhhhh #idk so many people with cptsd never get to this point #its a diagnosis with not a super high rate of favourable outcomes #and representation of the suffering that comes with ir means a lot to me but also the hard won difficult joy and appreciation and recovery #is so so so so wonderful to see #I’ll have much more articulate thoughts about it later right now I’m just #so so happy

[the-cookie-of-doom]

So glad to see everyone being very normal s out Jeff’s latest performance xD

#cookie speaks #I love all of you feral monsters #Jeff satur #I’m at work so I can’t fully appreciate it until tonight

[isawken]

every day on tumblr dot com past september 1st:

#kenposting #i’m happy for you spooky season lovers but in my old age i've just become too much of a summer guy to fully appreciate it like i used to #i live in one of the cloudiest cities in the US so all fall is for me anymore is a harbinger of 6 months of dreary woe #i already miss the fireflies :/

[kiirotoao]

So. Something possessed me today and I got not one but two Byler oneshots miraculously done. And for some reason I want to make this a game of choice, so pick for me, if you don’t mind! Which fic should I post?

(A snippet from each:)

1. Cleradin… with a twist

“You couldn’t hurt me if you tried.”

That’s untrue. The only covenant that strong in their Party lies squarely between their Bard and Ranger, and even then, the two often try to test its bounds. The only seal between Cleric and Paladin rests between hands and welcome, of vows in health and happiness. They would face the rest together.

Mike tips farther into his hand.

“Shall I start trying?”

2. The kiss dream

“I wanted to kiss you.”

Will gasps softly.

Mike doesn’t think he’s ever felt this close to someone else in his entire life, and they’re only connected by a single touch.

“Will.” It’s pitch black. It’s daylight. “I wanted to.”

#byler #byler fics #miwip wednesday #I’m counting this as wips because actually I still have to edit oops #but they’re both fully written #so yeah #hehe #help appreciated <3

[harmonictechnicality]

just popping on to say hey hi hello, and that i miss all of you lovely sunflowers v much

#got diagnosed with pmdd ayooo I love having hormones #no no but I’m v grateful to have a diagnosis now cause falling apart once a month was eating me alive #if anyone reading my rambly tags ALSO has this - pls know my heart fully goes out to you #you are a brave soul just doing your best #I’ve never experienced such intense sadness so I’m giving you the biggest hugs #but on a positive note I’m writing again #and cannot WAIT to go gush over all the lovely comments y’all have left on ao3 #seriously this community is full of precious little pebbles and I appreciate all of the kindnes so so much #okay I’m done bein gross i swearrrrr #back to the doods 😎🤙

[hightowres]

why do i feel like there’s some sort of veil between me and the rest of the world

#like i just feel like there’s this weird seperation #ppl all seem to have such full lives and be so connected with friends and stuff #but it feels like i can’t fully join in?? #like i have friends and ppl i love and hobbies and whatever like i have a life #but sometimes it feels like i blinked one day and everyone else found their ppl and their super close knit #and i’m just like?? how do i cross this invisible curtain between me and everyone else #like sometimes i meet someone and we get along super well and then we just don’t hang out more #maybe bc i suck at texting ppl back #but i feel like nothing ever deepens #anyway #ignore me #today was a good day #apart from one thing lol #even on here like i love love love my mutuals but i lowkey feel like everyone’s closer with other ppl than with me?? #i’m think i’m feeling a bit lonely bc i’ve been so busy lately i haven’t spent much time with anyone #and it feels like i just am missing out a lot #and i’m definitely someone who appreciates having alone time but i do actually like socialising and connecting with ppl #talking to ppl is one of my favourite things ever i think there are so many incredible ppl to find out more about and become friends with #nadiya.txt

[dahldahlbills]

I really need to get serious about personal projects again

#I think I said something like this last year too lol #currently in a weird headspace about it #the biggest reason why I lost focus on them was bc I prioritized engaging in fandom #(something that I never really did when I was focused on publishing a few years back) #so part of me feels like in order to make considerable progress on projects again I need to cut myself off from fandom #and I kinda have been weening myself off a bit from animanga but not really for that reason #it was mostly bc I was getting overwhelmed by how much I was consuming and I wanted to appreciate things fully #I don’t think I’d cut myself off from fandom completely either I’d still try to keep up with stuff #but the idea of not engaging in fandom anymore kinda.. scares me? #idk I feel like a major loser admitting this lol #it just feels like I’d lose a lot of connections with people #and would lose a lot of the love I have for stories if I’m not actively interacting with them :( #and then there’s also that stupid feeling of being a ‘fake fan’ because I’m not dedicating every single second of free time to fandom #which is dumb bc like I have a life and need to make money yknow I got things to do #im just Stressed bc I’m at such a critical stage career wise and im getting closer to 26 so hhhhh healthcare coverage will be up in the air #so I really can’t afford to dawdle #there’s just so much I wanna do and while I’m not necessarily racing to get it done I still want to take advantage of the time I have #but it also sucks feeling like I’m giving up a part of myself to progress on another part of myself #I don’t think any of this makes sense sorry I just needed to dump my thoughts bc I am Terrified™️ #anyway personal projects! gotta get back to those ! #blahblahbills #delete later

[no1ryomafan]

The getter emperor having several faces on it (at least in vehicle mode) reminds me of manuscript demons. These demons had many faces on them as a visual metaphor of sorts to indicate that evil has many faces and is endless/all consuming/ever changing.I'm sure the faces on the getter emperor is more to indicate that it's made from many more smaller getter machines primarily and the emperor is displayed as a neutral if incredibly and horrifyingly destructive force but I can't help but notice.

I can’t give solid input on this because I just got up but I remember one time me and my friend generally discuss one that the forms of the getter despite having each their own designated pilot are not actually a different person but rather the same entity with 3 different faces, so I could see this absolutely tying back to emperor and having a deeper meaning. Not sure about the evil part since emperor is in a bit of a grey area for me-despite the whole universal conquer stuff, I don’t think it’s truly evil and there could be a outcome where emperor actually does protect humanity without twisting it, we just never saw it-but i can see their maybe being some Buddhist thing tied to it.

#meg text #getter robo #I always appreciate your questions anon even if you can tell here I’m FUCKING tired lol #tho I mention Buddhism but it’s funny how Ken diverts from the belief of “we don’t believe in a god” #because emperor is just robo god that’s a cosmic horror #im not fully knowledgeable on Buddhism and know like other religions theirs branches but I still don’t think they worship a god💀 #there’s more so deities within Buddha so it’s possible emperor is representing a significant one #that or instead of robo god its supposed to be Buddha which- lmao #where’s my fucking art of emperor doing meditation poses