#softboyshawn

[shawnmendesbuddy]

LOVE AND HATE

Summary: Shawn and Y/N have hated each other for a long time now. But lucky for them, a little magic can make all the difference.

Warnings: Drunk Shawn (if that even counts)

A/N: So this is my first imagine, don’t judge me 😬. It’s not perfect, but give me feedback in the comments, thanks!

Sometimes the world is not as it appears. Sometimes people fall in love and tell each other. Sometimes people fall in love and instead of telling each other, they create an intense hate for the other to push their feelings away. But love and hate are so closely related that sometimes feelings get mixed up. Especially when there is a dash of magic involved.

“Pleeeaaaasssseeee let me hold your haaannnd,” Shawn slurred out to Y/N. At first she thought he had been messing with her as one of his cruel jokes, but after a half hour of his persistency, she granted him his wish of following her around the club. Now he wanted to hold her hand and Y/N was not going to let it happen.

Y/N was unsure if Shawn had gotten so drunk that he forgot that they hated each other, or if someone had slipped him a little Amour into his cup. Amour was an extremely rare flower that was said to make you fall in love with someone for a short period of time if inhaled or ingested. Y/N hoped it was the latter because then she would never let Shawn live it down.

You see, Shawn and Y/N hadn’t always been enemies. In fact, all the way up until sixth grade they were best friends. Neither Y/N nor Shawn knows who started it, but one day, their friendship shifted into a hateful thing and they had never gotten past it.

Some people would argue with them and say that the reason they grew distant and hateful toward the other was to push them away so they wouldn’t find out their true feelings about the other person.

But Shawn and Y/N were so engrossed in stopping the other person from finding out their feelings for them, that they couldn’t see that they both felt the same way.

“Please Y/N. I just want to hold your hand so bad. Please.” He begged again. Y/N ignored him and walked away. She heard a whimper behind her, but refused to turn around.

“Y/N you realize that when someone is under the influence of Amour and you’re the person they’re in love with and you leave them alone or ignore them they are in physical pain. It’s like the worst heartbreak you’ve ever felt but ten times worse. And you also suffer low self esteem as one of the side effects if the person you fell in love with ain’t giving you attention?” Laney ranted on.

She had been very intrigued in the Amour plant for as long as Y/N could remember. She knew so much about it, and all she was doing was spewing facts at Y/N to try and make her help Shawn.

Y/N had to admit that she felt a little guilty about making him go thorough that. She cared for him deep down but she couldn’t show it or else he would never talk to her again. She would rather have rude and spiteful Shawn than no Shawn. So Y/N turned back around, sighed, and reached her hand out to Shawn’s , who’s face beamed with the biggest smile she’d seen him give her since right before they started hating each other.

“Aww thank you so much Y/N You’re so beautiful.” Shawn whispered into Y/N’s ear causing shivers to go down her spine. He hadn’t called her beautiful in the longest of times. Her heart stuttered in her chest.

“Can I hug you, please?” Shawn gave her puppy dog eyes and Y/N nodded as he pulled her into a bone crushing hug.

“You’re going to have to bring him home with you tonight, you realize that?” Laney said.

Shawn released Y/N and kissed her forehead. “Ooh, when we get back to your place, can we cuddle?”

Y/N chuckled. “You know, on a normal day Shawn, you hate me.” Shawn’s eyes widened at what Y/N had said.

“How could I ever hate an angel like you? Are you sure that’s not a different Shawn you’re thinking of?”

“I’m positive.”

“Well then I’m so sorry. I never wanted to hurt you. I promise I’ll never hurt you again. Forgive me?” Y/N chuckled as Shawn pouted.

“You realize that when the Amour loses its effects you’ll break that promise?” Y/N’s voice dropped with sadness. Sometimes she just wanted her best friend back.

“Why?! I don’t understand!” Shawn whined. “I’m in love with you so how could I hate you?”

Now Shawn was genuinely confused. Yes he was under the effects of the Amour, but he had always harbored feelings for Y/N. And he had regretted ever being mean to her or making her feel worthless. His intentions were to make her distance herself but it didn’t work too well since they had the same friends.

He shook his head to clear his thoughts. He hoped to remember the promise that he made her once the effects wore off. He wasn’t positive who had slipped him the Amour, but he was pretty sure it has been Laney. She had wanted a test subject for years and she must have just got her hands on some Amour and what better way to test then on her best friend’s enemy.

Y/N dragged Shawn out to her car and helped him into the passenger’s seat. He whimpered in pain when she let go of his hand and closed the door. He had to be touching Y/N or it felt like he was being pricked in the heart by a bunch of tiny needles.

“Here you go,” Y/N said offering her hand up to him once she had started the car.

“Thanks,” Shawn said kissing it and putting it back on the middle console with his hand clasped in hers.

“Actually, instead of going to my house, let’s just head to yours. You have a comfier couch anyways.” Y/N said.

Though their hate had stopped them from being friends years ago, Shawn’s friends requested that he invite her to every group hangout that he hosted at his house. Shawn would act out out about it, but secretly would love the fact that Y/N would be at his house.

***

“Hurry up and get in my house. It’s been soooo loooong since me and you have been alone together.” Shawn whined pulling Y/N into his house. “Do you want something to drink? Let’s watch a show and have snacks like we used to do when...before...” Y/N was surprised that even in his state, he could remember what had happened between them or at least sort of.

“Umm, I don’t know if a movie is the best thing to watch,” In truth, Y/N would’ve loved to have watched a movie with Shawn because she missed the old times, but she was worried about what Shawn would try during the movie. Plus, it was already 10:45 and she wasn’t sure she could stay awake much longer.

Shawn pouted his lips at Y/N and she sighed. “I’m putting my foot down because it’s late and I’m tired and taking care of you is not something I’m very fond of doing!” She snapped at Shawn. She didn’t mean to, but she was exhausted and wanted to go to bed.

A tear fell down on Shawn’s cheek. “Umm I’m sorry. I... I don’t want to be an inconvenience, but I guess I must’ve really hurt you and I’m sorry. I thought there might’ve been a little part of you that still cared about me. Umm...goodnight Y/N.”

Y/N felt her heart ache for the boy. She remembered Laney saying that people under the influence of Amour were extremely sensitive to what the person that they “love” says and does.

Shawn trudged over to his room and closed the door. Y/N walked through his apartment—something she’d never done when she’d been over—and found pictures of when they were kids and still friends. She found one where Shawn had his arm wrapped around her shoulders and they were staring at each other in a way she could only define as love.

Y/N shook her head and sighed, walking over to Shawn’s piano. She touched a few of the keys and looked up at the sheet music resting on the piano. ‘Why’ was the name of the song.

Y/N jumped when she heard the clicking of Shawn’s door opening. “I...umm...I’m taking the couch tonight, you can sleep in my bed.” He was dressed in a white t-shirt and black sweatpants and his hair was tousled. Y/N’s heart swooned at the sight.

Y/N shook her head. “I can’t take your bed, this is your house and I’ve been so mean to you.”

“Well I’m not taking the bed so you better so my bed isn’t wasted tonight.” Shawn shot her puppy eyes.

“Fine, but just because you gave me puppy eyes.”

“I uh...” Shawn scratched the back of his neck. Y/N hadn’t seen this nervous side of Shawn in a while. Usually he was really cocky around her. “I left some clothes out for you to change into, but if you don’t, I get it.”

“Thank you, I’m sorry for yelling at you,” Y/N said hugging Shawn and kissing his cheek. “Goodnight.”

***

Shawn woke in the middle of the night in cold sweats. His head ached and he was disoriented. And why was he on the couch? And were those...no it couldn’t have been Y/N’s shoes at the door. But...he didn’t know anyone else that were specially made pink Doc Martins.

So did that mean that Y/N was in his house...right now? Not just for a group hang out? No, that couldn’t be. Shawn shook his head.

He thought back to the night before. He had gone to a club with his friends and Y/N was there. She looked so beautiful, as always. And then...Laney offered to buy him a drink. And...oh gosh!

His memories came flooding back to him and he cringed in embarrassment. How could he have let himself go so far as to cry in front of her? She seemed almost...happy in his memories that he was talking to her. Did she really care that much if he was in love with her? There was nothing more he could do to harm their friendship.

What if...what if this was his only chance to talk to her normally without it being awkward because she thought he was still under the influence of Amour. All he would have to do is act like he did yesterday. It would be easy, right?

Shawn cleared his thoughts and grabbed his phone which was resting on the coffee table. 5:00 AM. He should at least get up and go to the gym or something.

He heard the door to his bedroom opening and he quickly covered his head with blankets and pretended to be asleep. “Ahem,” he heard Y/N clear her throat. It was one of the cutest things ever and Shawn couldn’t help but blush.

He slowly stretched and yawned pretending like he was waking up. He cracked his eyes open and smiled at Y/N. She was dressed in one of his gym shorts and his gym shirt. She looked so adorable in his clothes and Shawn’s heart fluttered.

“Umm good morning. I hope you don’t mind that I’m wearing some of your gym clothes, but I kinda wanted to work out. Do you want to come with me?” Shawn nodded his head eagerly, perhaps too eagerly, even for someone under Amour.

***

“Here, let me pay for that,” Shawn said pulling out a 20 and placing it on the counter at the smoothie shop.

“You shouldn’t have paid for me. I’ve been awful to you. Well you probably don’t even remember. You probably won’t even remember this conversation in a couple of hours. I think the affects are only supposed to last 12 or so hours. Let’s see, you started acting up at around 10:00 so we have,” Y/N checked her watch,”3 hours, give or take.”

Shawn nodded his head trying to act oblivious. He was unsure what to do. Should he just tell her?

“Y/N I’m not under the influence of Amour. Or at least not anymore. I haven’t been since I woke up.”

Y/N looked up at him, her eyes widening. “Okay then, tell me something that only you would know if you weren’t influenced.”

Shawn scoffed and shook his head. “I’ve made you cry more times than I want to even think about. When we were in sixth grade and I vowed that I would never hurt you, I broke it. So many times. But I thought that by breaking it,” Shawn sighed taking Y/N’s hands into his own. “I was scared. I fell in love with you. I didn’t want to ruin anything. I didn’t understand why I felt nervous around you. I thought that maybe if I distance myself right then, I could fix our friendship later. But the only way you would leave me alone was if I really hurt you. So I did what I thought I had to do. And I’ve been regretting it since then. Every time I would say something mean, I would cry myself to sleep thinking I hurt your feelings. And I kept the act up because you would be mean right back to me and I thought you hated me. But I can’t keep doing that. I’m in love with you. Every song I’ve written about love has been about you. My cards are all out on the table. You can take them or...you know...leave them.” Shawn said voice quieting towards the end.

“I’m so glad to hear that Shawn! So incredibly glad! Was that song on the piano I think it was called ‘Why’, was that about me?” Shawn nodded his head.

Y/N pulled his ear down to her mouth. “Let’s not put each other through hell and let’s get over ourselves.” Shawn smiled and pulled Y/N into a sweet passionate kiss which she returned.

Sometimes love and hate are so similar that who you hate is the person that you love.

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[butdaddyiluvvhim]

Unwanted | Timothee Chalamet

Ask: Idk if you do Mob!Timothee or mob! at all but I was hoping that you could write something with Mob!Timothee x pregnant!reader where he doesnt want kids so he pretends that you're not pregnant until you had to drive yourself to the hospital when your water breaks? I'm sorry this is alot

Its totally fine I love this!!!

Not Proofread!!!!!!

You ever have that feeling of being in a room full of people, yet feel completely and utterly alone. That's exactly how you felt ever since you found out you were pregnant. You had known that timothee didnt want children but you had hoped that he would change his mind, be happy, and supportive about a child. His child, coming into this world.

9:34 AM Augest 8th 2019

He was the complete and total opposite.Timothee was angry and pretended that your belly was protruding from eating a full course meal and not from carrying a four and a half month old baby. You had also hoped that he had some sympathy left to at least help you set up the nursery. But he didnt.

He had walked by numerous of times whether it be on the phone or just passing by for amusement. Yet he still failed to help you when he had seen you were struggling to set up the crib. His best friend coming in to from a meeting down the hall to help after he heard you grunting with pain and annoyance from spending hours in the small but large room.

7:23 PM November 25th 2019

When you went shopping for baby clothes women and men. Gave you looks of pity, obviously thinking you were a single mother, and honestly it felt like you were. You had always had sympathy for women who have had to do this alone and now all you could do was sympathize yourself.

2:48 PM December 6th 2019

You thought of leaving. Hell you had tried leaving but as soon as you stepped foot outside the front gate that protected the house from the outside, with a bag in your hand filled with clothes and money. One of the many guards had brought you back into a place where you couldn't call home anymore thanks to one man.

4:25 AM February 10th 2020

You and timothee had seen each other obviously but everytime he still had not acknowledged your baby bump, he barely looked at your collarbone if you were lucky. Everytime you had said "Timmy we need to talk," he'd cut you off with , "Not now I have a meeting." Or it's end with a bad argument spitting words at you for "Carrying an ABOMINATION, in you fucking stomach!" And sometimes he'd laugh at you in front of his other mafia friends, something you use to love so much.

1:37 PM May 3rd 2020

That was until you woke up one night to blood soaked night shorts and timothee not answering the phone. You knew he had been clubbing alot more in the past few months, so it wouldn't surprise you if he was accompanied by another women. That usually made you furious, but right know you were struggling to clean up and put on fresh clothes. While taking the suitcase filled with both yours and your baby's clothes down and into the car.

2:50 AM May 3rd 2020

Arriving at the hospital was worrisome. Not ready to push something the size of a watermelon out of your vag. The doctors had set you up into a private room, calming you down a bit, not much though. While waiting you had checked your phone to see if you had replied or checked you messages at all. He didn't, he hadn't in the past few months. What would be different now?

Timothee

I'm bleeding

Can you get home pleaseee

I'm at the hospital

I'm going into labor

I'm sorry

Delivered 3:02 AM

You had started to silently sob thinking of all the things he had missed out in this pregnany.

_

"Oh my god!" You gasped, feeling a strange yet comfortable feeling in your belly. "What?" Timothee asked, slightly on edge as to why you looked so happy yet weirded out. "The baby's kicking!" You said feeling the small flutters, hoping that this is what brings him around. "Oh, he said looking disappointed "that's nice." He said as he walked away. Knowing later tonight you would be crying what was left of your heart out in your once shared bedrrom.

3:03 May 3rd 2020

_

Your mind was brought out of its haze as you heard a door open, begging it to be timothee, but to no avail it was just your OBG/YN, Dr. Robbins. "How are you doing?" The beautiful blonde doctor asked. While checking how far along you were. "M'fine" you replied, no emotion in your voice, in what should be the happiest moment of you life, but was one of the dullest. "No dad?" A question she had asked everytime you went in for an appointment. "Has there ever been?" You replied snarkily. Instead of replying she gives you a look, one you knew all to well, guilt.

6:10 AM March 3rd 2020

_

You stared down into your beautiful daughters eyes a few hours later, your forehead glistening with sweat, and chest heaving up and down at an ungodly rate. Her eyes didnt have pigment yet, but you were sure would come out a greenish/hazel.

The door burst open, startling her filling the room with cries, but silence from everyone else in the room. Timothee stood in the doorway clothes disheveled and backwards, with freshly painted hickies on his neck. You grimaced, knowing your beliefs were true. He walked in sitting on the bed with you, he leaned in to kiss you but you pulled away from the stench of vodka and perfume. He frowned and looked at you to see your eyes that once shined with love and affection towards him were now dull and sad.

"Its a girl."

6:11 AM March 3rd 2020

_

Part 2 maybe???

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Hope you enjoyed!!!!!!

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[brianc521]

To the Genius. To my Inspiration. To someone who has become a really good friend. To someone I admire and look up to.

@softboyshawn you were the first fic id ever read on tumblr and made me wanna write like that. Even from before we started talking I was dropping ideas in your inbox. It’s insane to me that the Royalty to me on this site talks to me everyday.

I hope you have a fantastic day, you truly deserve it. Happy Birthday!

#softboyshawn

[softboywriting]

I like how every time you're writing badboy stuff you always turn them to soft boy in the end lmao

Soft 👏 is 👏 all 👏 I 👏 know

#my name is SOFTBOYSHAWN #do you expect any less? 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣

[shawnblrficawards]

Nominated Fics - Summer 2019 (updated daily)

part 2

updated August 11, 2019

***LINKS ONLY WORK ON ORIGINAL POST, NOT REBLOGS***

Best fic < 5K

You Play? || @shavvnmcndcs

Little Family || @saintlymendes

Honey, Honey || @shawnjpeg

Drunk || @t-lostinmendes

Lovely || @grawndolandes

In His Calvins || @smallerinfinities

Red, White, and You || @shawnscheekscar

Amsterdam || @bakedmendes

Not Good Enough || @sauveteen

Tell Me When You’re Ready || @shawnjpeg

Gold Digger || @chillmichelle

Nothing Feels Better || @shawnsmoose​

Best fic 5K+

Good Boy || @sauveteen

When You’re Ready || @softboyshawn

On The Edge || @wanderingmendes

Tutors || @fourtristattoos

Blood Stained Guilt || @heartsofminds

Decisions || @shawnandyn

Third Time’s A Charm || @sauveteen

Hitched || @softboyshawn

Break My Heart With Mercy || @mend-es

Ours || @softboyshawn

All That Matters || @softboyshawn

Bold and Bubbly || @feministshawnmendes

Coffee and Flowers || @feministshawnmendes

Falling Stars || @softboyshawn

Building Affection || @softboyshawn

If I Can’t Have You || @t-lostinmendes

Goth Girlfriend || @jawnjendes

For The Love Of Books || @shawnm521

Broken Glass || @chillmichelle

Winter King || @fourtristattoos

Change of Pace || @harryandmolly @achinglyshawn

Best Fic 10k+

Roommates || @infiniteshawn

Because Of You || @parkershawn

Dirty Little Secret || @getwaytooinvolved

The Perfect Arrangement || @softboyshawn

Like The Back Of My Hand || @harryandmolly

Third Time’s A Charm || @sauveteen

Jealous of Aladdin || @shawnsassymendes

Benefactor || @agentunwin

Healing Touch || @softboyshawn

Falling Stars || @softboyshawn

You Flower, You Feast || @shawnjpeg @sauveteen

Building Affection || @softboyshawn​

Goth Girlfriend || @jawnjendes​

Sugar I’m Going Down || @softboyshawn

​Fake It Till You Make It || @mend-es​

Stuck Together || @sauveteen​ @bluerroses​

Best Smut

At The Same Time || @shavvnmcndcs

Silver || @pastelshawns

Fooling Yourself || @parkershawn

Dirty Little Secret Part 1 || @getwaytooinvolved

Slow It Down For A Second || @shawnjpeg @wanderingmendes @harryandmolly

Routines || @shavvnmcndcs

Saint Valentine || @mendesromano

Knowing That You Love Me || @sauveteen

Soundproof || @harryandmolly

Taste || @curlsofshawn

You Flower, You Feast || @shawnjpeg @sauveteen

Hymn and Praise || @sippingchai

Camping || @parkershawn

Curious || @getwaytooinvolved

Stamina || @pinkk-peonies @dylshoney

Let Me Do That || @sippingchai

A Beautiful Existence || @wanderingmendes

Lost || @harryandmolly

Sunkissed || @pastelshawns

All For Me || @sippingchai

Best Fluff

Pre-Concert Talks || @bakedmendes

Showers || @pinkk-peonies

Oh Baby || @serendipitousshawn

A Baby’s Intuition || @ificanthaveu

1.0 || @choco-chip-cookie

Three Lifes || @accuratemendes

Prank Warz || @shawnm521

Boobs || @sauveteen

When You Can’t Fall Asleep || @shawnjpeg @sauveteen

Cherry Knots || @sauveteen

If I Can’t Have You || @parkershawn

Falling For You || @imagine-that-100

Shower || @cashmereshawn

Sleep || @cashmereshawn

Man Of The House || @atlas-of-a-human-soul

Wine Red || @bluerroses

Meet You Under The Moonlight || @shawnjpeg

From Italy, With Love || @shawnscheekscar

Best Angst

Third Time’s A Charm || @sauveteen

Little Matchmakers || @winterdaylove

She’ll Be Okay || @parkershawn

Because I Had You || @perfectlyephemeral

A Mother’s Love || @saintlymendes

Three Little Words || @choco-chip-cookie

Decisions || @shawnandyn

Spilled Popcorn || @chillmichelle

Cold Sheets || @honeyrosemuffins

Not Good Enough || @sauveteen

Gin and Juice || @smallerinfinities

You Flower, You Feast || @shawnjpeg @sauveteen

Slamming Doors || @shawnm521​

We Find Love || @cashmereshawn​

Mercy || @cashmereshawn​

The Start Of Nothing || @cashmereshawn​

Goth Girlfriend || @jawnjendes​

Finding The End Of The Line || @mendeshoney

Fight Series || @pinkk-peonies​

Anything by @winterdaylove​

Unsteady || @rosiemercy​

An Exuberant Burst, A Silent Beauty || @holdinbacksecrets

Best Werewolf!AU

She’ll Be Okay || @parkershawn

Hypersensitive || @parkershawn

In My Blood || @zankivich

Running With The Wolves || @tnhmblive

Comfort || @zankivich

Mated || @softboyshawn

Safe And Sound || @softboyshawn​

Werewolf Masterlist || @softboyshawn​

Growl || @shawnm521​

Bubba || @t-i-n-y-d-i-n-o​

Mine || @t-i-n-y-d-i-n-o​

@wanderingmendes​

@sugarshawn

Best Dad!AU

Parenthood Series || @fourtristattoos

Little Matchmakers || @winterdaylove

Hurt Feelings || @cottoncandyshawn

Brown Skin Girl || @lostinshawnsmemory

Bubble Baths || @redrebecca

Third Time’s A Charm || @sauveteen

Baby Steps Series || @shawnm521 @shawnhavemercy

Bring Heaven To You Part 5 || @shawnjpeg

Ours || @softboyshawn​

Family Night || @parkershawn

​Oh Baby || @imaginashawnns​

Skyla Rae Anne Mendes || @shawnm521​

Best Badboy!AU

Because Of You || @parkershawn

Rainy Nights || @cocoashawn

Senorita || @watchmegetobsessed

Tutors || @fourtristattoos​

She Got The Moon In Her Eyes || @harryandmolly​

Desperado || @harryandmolly​

Tequila Sunrise || @harryandmolly​

Best Plus Size!Reader

Girls Like Me || @shavvnmcndcs

Clothes || @alittletoomuchshawn

Neighbors || @zankivich​

Best POC OC

Nadine, “Stuck Together” || @bluerroses @sauveteen

Val, I Could Write It Better Than You Ever Felt || @harryandmolly

Kinks and Curls || @agentunwin

Witness || @fourtristattoos

Ginny, The Emancipation of Ginny || @harryandmolly

Tolani, Figure You Out || @lostinshawnsmemory

Teacher’s Pet || @zankivich

Lady Jane || @rulerofnocountry

Finding The End of The Line || @mendeshoney

Alisha, Bring Heaven To You || @shawnjpeg

Anya, Third Time’s A Charm || @sauveteen​

Best OC

Nadine in Stuck Together || @bluerroses @sauveteen

Lola from Because Of You || @parkershawn

Business and Pleasure || @zionsvalentine

Tolani, Figure You Out || @lostinshawnsmemory

Val, I Could Write It Better Than You Ever Felt It || @harryandmolly

Lady Jane || @rulerofnocountry​

Annalise Flores || @jawnjendes​

Penny, Complicit || @harryandmolly​

Most Unique Story

Superhero Blurb || @mani-lifes

Winter King || @fourtristattoos

The Rapture || @fourtristattoos

Jealous of Aladdin || @shawnsassymendes

I Could Write It Better Than You Ever Felt It || @harryandmolly

Benefactor || @agentunwin

The Guru || @shawnase

Anything By @fourtristattoos

Still Here || @agentunwin

All That Is Evil || @lumineshawn

Fireproof || @softboyshawn​

Goth gf series || @jawnjendes​

Melted Gold and Copper Crowns || @fourtristattoos​

Best Series

Routines || @shavvnmcndcs

Because Of You || @parkershawn

When The World Stops Turning || @harryandmolly

Your Favourite Colour Under The Light || @shawnjpeg

Stuck Together || @sauveteen @bluerroses

Fake It Till You Make It || @mend-es

You Flower, You Feast || @sauveteen @shawnjpeg

Teachers Pets || @zankivich

Lost In Ibiza || @serendipitousshawn

Fireproof || @softboyshawn

Senorita || @watchmegetobsessed

Honey, Honey || @shawnjpeg

Roommates || @infiniteshawn

Complicit || @harryandmolly

You Flower, You Feast || @shawnjpeg @sauveteen

Oh Baby || @imaginashawnns​

Words Cut Like Knives || @t-lostinmendes​

Curious || @getwaytooinvolved​

OC PAIRING || @rulerofnocountry

​Heavenly Entities || @mendesromano​

Goth GF || @jawnjendes​

Forgotten Memories || @pinkk-peonies​

Gin and Juice || @smallerinfinities​

Best Blurbs

@bakedmendes

@fourtristattoos

@choco-chip-cookie

@winterdaylove

@wordsandshawn

@pinkk-peonies​

@lumineshawn​

@wordsandshawn​

@honeyrosemendes

@shawnpetermuffins​

@gentleshawn​

Best Collab

Stuck Together || @bluerroses @sauveteen

Stamina || @dylshoney @pinkk-peonies

When The World Stops Turning || @harryandmolly @achinglyshawn

When You Can’t Fall Asleep || @shawnjpeg @sauveteen

You Flower, You Feast || @shawnjpeg @sauveteen

Change of Pace || @harryandmolly​ @achinglyshawn​

Best All-Around Writer

@shavvnmcndcs

@parkershawn

@fourtristattoos

@harryandmolly

@zankivich

@agentunwin

@softboyshawn

@dylshoney

@infiniteshawn

@getwaytooinvolved

@shawnm521

@rulerofnocountry

@jawnjendes

@mendeshoney

@pinkk-peonies

@sauveteen

@sippingchai

@alittletoomuchshawn

@smallerinfinities

@perfectlyephemeral

@shawnpetermuffins

@honeyrosemuffins

Breakthrough Writer

@curlsofshawn

@winterdaylove

@tnhmblive

@mani-lifes

@ruinedreputation

@serendipitousshawn

@lostinshawnsmemory

@pastelshawns

@shawnscheekscar

@imaginashawnns

@jawnjendes

​@Curlyshawny

@honeyrosemuffins

​@rosiemercy​

@tell-me-when-ur-ready​

@cashmereshawn​

@rosiemercy

​​@shawnmendesstorycollection

@winterdaylove​

@zankivich​

@fourtristattoos​

You can nominate your faves here! 

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[wholesomemendes]

any fic recs? not looking for anything in particular, just some good stuff to read ❣️ (asking because i've read all your writing and want to see what you read :) )

i have so many amazing mutuals (and non mutuals) that i love more than anything and if you look in my following 99% of the people i follow are talented writers. buttttt with that being said here are some of my favorites that i can think of off the top of my head right now:

*blogs that i found before i had my own tumblr that i’ve been reading for ages and that inspired me to create a tumblr and write. getting special recognition just because i’ve been in love with them for so long lol

1) @theshawnmendesstorycollection i will sing praises about her masterlist for the rest of my life i’m pretty sure. i’m obsessed with all of her mendes triplets work, Friction being her newest Raul piece that i LOVE. but yeah super great person all around and mega talented so yeah.*

2) @fallinfortom is so beautiful inside and out and everything on her masterlist is a great read. 3am Cuddles is so soft and exactly what you need when you’re feeling down during that time of the month (if you know what i mean wink wink-i hate myself it’s fine)

3) @begginyouformendes is also a super kind human (spoiler alert i’ll say that for all of my mutuals because i love them) that has such an amazing masterlist to read through. Between the Lines is one of my favorites (it’s an author!shawn au) and it’s so adorable but i’m in love with everything on there.*

4) @softboyshawn bro where do i even start on this one. there is not one single fic on their masterlist that i haven’t read twenty million times. i can’t even pick a favorite to be honest because i love them all so much but Fix You is the newest wip from them and i get so excited whenever it’s updated. i’m a sucker for any aus and all of them on there are just incredible. 1 million/10 so so talented highly recommend*

5) @brianc521 is another one that is just *chef’s kiss*. i’m so obsessed with the 

CEO Peter series it’s not even funny and i’m super excited to see where the new series they’re working on is going. they are such a talented writer it’s not even funny and they’re another account that i come back to reread their fics when i need something to read randomly because i can never get sick of any of them.*

6) @princecharmingmendes so so kind and also an incredibly talented writer, the mendes triplets fics are absolutely adorable. i love all of the valentine’s day parts for each triplet and i highly recommend to take a look at each part for each triplet. I haven’t read His Hoodie  because i suck (honestly i have been meaning to read it because i’m really looking forward to it i just haven’t had the time to read anything lately) but i already know it’s incredible so i’m rating it a 10/10 even though i haven’t read it. i just know it’s good

7) @lavenderhoneymndes god damn when i need some good smut i know where i’m going. i should not love the whole Manners universe as much as i do but it’s too good not to. however, smut aside her aus are so so incredible, honestly some of my favorites, and she writes amazing in every genre. *

8) @sweetwritesx i don’t even know where to start. i had first found their account on wattpad and when i finally found their new account on tumblr i was so flipping excited. they are so talented and are so descriptive in their writing that you feel like you are right in the universe they write about. one of my favorites is Anomaly which came from their old account but i thought about it randomly even when it hadn’t been reposted just because i loved it that much. another 1 million/10 *

9) @fallinallincurls one of the kindest humans i’ve had the chance of interacting with and she’s so talented as well. Stuck with You is so fluffy and soft it melts my heart. her whole masterlist is beautiful and so many make my heart go *poof* *

10) @shawnjpeg has been one of my favorites for so long now. Your Heart Is All I Own makes my heart so soft and i’m just in love with everything on their masterlist. also their series are so incredible so definitely check them out *

ok so this was kinda long but also not long enough because i could go on and on. honestly just check out my following for more fic recs because i follow everyone that i’m currently reading.

also i’ve been really into harry styles lately because my friend got me into him but because i’m a shawn account i wasn’t going to go into detail with those. however, if you are interested in some harry fics some of my current favorites are: @chillmichelle @adashofniallandasprinkleoflunacy @sunflowervolvimp3 @stylishmuser @goldenhoneypot @smokeinherperfume @harryforvogue @styleslovebot @waitingfortwilight all super super talented so definitely check those out if you’re into harry styles or just want a good read.

#asks #anon

[sheslikeacurse]

21

inspired by the song “21” by gracie abrams

warnings: this is my first story so the writing is probably really bad

“I missed your 21st birthday.”

21. Something Shawn had been looking forward to for a while. He was constantly working in the US and he hated the fact that there were 2 whole years he wasn’t allowed to drink there while he was legal back at home.

The both of you had been looking forward to his 21st birthday party. You knew he would be on tour in New York at the time and you’ve been working hard to plan a good party for a few months prior.

You had joined him on part of the European leg of his tour during your break. You loved to travel and Europe was your favorite place to visit, so you were having fun to say the least.

You went back home when your university courses started back up. It had been a few months and that’s when you got the phone call you never expected to come so soon.

It was Shawn, he told you that he wanted to breakup because he didn’t think it was fair that he would be gone on tour for long periods of time while you were stuck at home doing university.

Not long after, you started seeing pictures of the two of them together. You feared that the real reason he broke up with you was because he found someone else. Seeing him with someone else hurt. How could he move on so quickly after you spent 2 years together? Did he ever really love you?

That’s when it hit you. His 21st birthday was coming soon and you didn’t think he’d want you there. You’d spent months planning it and now you would never even get to go.

“Almost tried to call you, don’t know if I should.”

You wanted to call him that day. You were looking forward to it and you cursed yourself for forgetting to take if off your phone calendar. It’s not like you really ended on horrible terms, you just hadn’t talked to him since it happened.

You got as far as pressing his contact. His contact picture was still a picture of the two of you in front of the Eiffel Tower. You made a mental note to change it some time soon.

Your finger was hovering over the call button. You ended up deciding against it knowing that you wouldn’t know what to say to him once he actually picked up, if he even would.

“Hate to picture you half drunk, happy. Hate to think you went out without me.”

You tried to keep yourself busy all day and avoid your phone at all costs. You knew that pictures and videos of his party would be all over social media. You still had mutual friends and you were bound to see the pictures they posted sooner or later, but you didn’t have the strength to see all your friends having fun while you were wallowing at home in self pity.

You could picture the smile on his face. The goofy smile he always had when was drunk. He would be dancing and he would probably be too drunk to give a speech.

Imagining him partying and having fun without you hurt. You were always the sober friend. You barely ever had anything to drink. You would be the one to make sure that he never got too drunk or did anything that he might regret in the morning. You wondered if she was taking care of him that night the way that you would. You wondered if his friends loved her the way they loved you.

“I still haven’t heard from you family, but you said your mom always loved me.”

It was the next day, and you finally built up the courage to open Instagram. The first thing that popped up on your feed was a picture of Shawn and Aaliyah. You always admired how close Shawn was to his sister.

You wondered how she was doing. You became really close to her when you started dating Shawn and you even referred to her as your own little sister at times. You haven’t heard from her or the rest of his family members since the breakup.

You remembered the times you used to drive to Pickering when Shawn was on tour. The Mendes’ became your second family and you loved visiting and spending time with them alone while Shawn was away.

Karen was your second mother. She considered you her own daughter and often made you meals and care packages while you were studying for exams.

You missed them and wished that you could still visit them whenever you wanted to. Losing your second family was probably the most painful outcomes of your breakup with Shawn. You wanted so badly to just call Aaliyah and tell her that you missed her, but we’re scared of how she would react. You couldn’t handle the pain of being rejected by someone you considered your own little sister.

“When the night is over don’t call me up I’m already under.”

You spent hours scrolling to Instagram looking at all the pictures his friends posted of his party. It looked like everyone was having fun and you were glad that they enjoyed the party you planned even though you didn’t attend.

That was when you stumbled across the video. He reached his hand out and she gladly took it before kissing him passionately. You saw his mom smiling in the background. They were happy and as much as you wanted him to be happy, it still hurt. You felt your eyes start to tear up when you got a notification.

“The party was great! You should’ve been there.” - Shawn

That was a text you weren’t expecting to receive. You didn’t think he’d want you to come after what happened, but he never really uninvited you. Even if he asked you to come, you probably wouldn’t have. You couldn’t bear seeing them happy together right in front of your face.

You didn’t reply and decided to just leave him on read. You finally decided that you had enough of enjoying the party you planned through a screen. It sucked that you weren’t there, but at least you had the satisfaction of knowing that everyone had fun at a party that they knew you planned.

I hope you guys enjoyed my first story. I would love to hear any feedback or comments from y’all. Thanks for reading!

tags - just some people who’s work I love @alessiaase @theshawnmendesstorycollection @fallinallincurls @softboyshawn @wordsandshawn @watchmegetobsessed @perfectlyephemeral @shawnsmoose

#shawn mendes #shawn mendes fanfiction #shawn mendes fanfic #shawn mendes fic #shawn mendes blurb #shawn mendes angst #shawn peter raul mendes #shawn mendes writing

[wordsandshawn]

hi!! i’m new to tumblr and would love to know some of your favorite blogs! i hope you’re having a great day! <3 :)

Hiiii! Welcome!! Here are some of my favorite shawn blogs for you to check out! 

@softboyshawn @shawnsreputation @lonelyreputation @saysweartogod-og @itrocksmysocks @fallinallincurls @fallininyou @sinceweremutual  @shessoparticular @brianc521 @lights-on-mendes @nervousmendes  @theshawnmendesstorycollection @honestreputation @wholesomemendes

[butdaddyiluvvhim]

I realized that "I dont have a type" means "i have a type and they have curly hair and are Canadian/French/British/Slovakian are five to ten years older than me and will never know I exist"

#david dobrik fanfiction #werewolf!shawn #david dobrik #fiction #fanfic #harry styles imagine #tom holland #lady bird #cmbyn #softboyshawn #timothée chalamet icons #armie and timothée #timothée hal chalamet #timothée chalamet imagine #new york times #one room at a time #timor invest #all time low #tim drake #timothy drake #david dobrik imagines #shawn mendes fanfiction #shawn peter raul mendes #shawnblr #shawn mendes imagine #shawn mendes #shawn x camila

[princecharmingmendes]

your favorite work

💓my favorite work? okay, this is a tough one... i really don't have one i guess, but i'm going to try to mention a few as fic rec:

- au - complete

insatiable by @theshawnmendesstorycollection

mated; safe and sound; always loved you; mine; the perfect arrangement; welcome to the pack by @softboyshawn

manners (universe); snuggle pup; soft spot; grumpy; goodnight, dove by @palhacomendes

anatomy; head chef; baby; things i love by @parkeraul 

 can i kiss you? by @sauveteen

good luck charm; no nut november by @shawnsprincesse

teeth by @watchmegetobsessed

confidence; gears of love by @shawnm521

how are babies made? by @curlsofshawn

- au - on going

safety; turning tables by @theshawnmendesstorycollection 

haven port by @softboyshawn

 CEO by @shawnm521

-non au - complete

i'm baby;  happy birthday, honey; falling for you by @softboyshawn

puppy; come back to bed; roommate; thunder; massage  by @theshawnmendesstorycollection

big spoon by @palhacomendes

neck kisses; drunk romeo & juliet; cherry knots; boobs; pretty by @sauveteen

better; red thong; valentine's day  by @watchmegetobsessed

sick boy; pneumonia; flare up; ruined stunt; happiest birthday by @shawnm521

warm; bath; niiiiice; come over; sick; be my valentine; pierced by @curlsofshawn

move in with me; first date; fuzzy socks and extra love; snowed in; sweetheart; little spoon  by @fallinallincurls

-non au - on going

fame by @illumecherry

here are a few examples from my favorite works... i mean, i know there are a lot but i'm pretty sure there are so much more and from so many other talented writers in here, so i'm so sorry if i forgot anyone, but this are the ones that popped on my mind right now

i hope you enjoy your little fic recs masterlist anon, thank you for asking 💓

#fic rec #asks

[myshawningstar]

Hey everyone!

Just thought I’d let you all know that there is a little project going in for Shawn’s birthday, @theshawnfanatic on instagram is compiling videos of us all doing Shawn’s classic blowing a kiss to the camera.

If you wanted to take part send a video to her.

The deadline is August 6th!

Please reblog so word gets around!

@shawnjpeg @shavvnmcndcs @shawn-youth @softboyshawn @fallinallincurls @fallinfortom

#shawn mendes fic #shawn mendes x y/n #shawn mendes x reader #shawn mendes x you #shawn peter raul mendes #shawn mendes #shawn mendes fanfic #shawn mendes fanfics #shawn mendes fluff #shawn mendes series

[softboywriting]

softboyshawn -> softboywriting

[watchmegetobsessed]

“I shouldn’t have let you go.” (Adam Driver)

by now, yall already know about my obsession with adam driver, so i decided to write a fic about him, what a surprise! it’s been a while since i last wrote anything off my drabble list, so i thought i would do this one for that. also thank you @softboyshawn​ for motivating me to write it, you always know when to give me a push!!

word count: 3.2K

drabble list masterlist

Walking into the building Adam pushes his shades up to the top of his head, keeping his hair out of his forehead. He intended to get a haircut weeks ago, but he wasn’t sure what’s gonna be needed for this role, so he decided to keep it long just for a little longer. He is welcomed by a nice receptionist who helps him out with where he has to head for the reading and he takes the elevator with a delightful smile on his lips.

He feels thankful to be back in the drill, working is exactly what he needs right now, something to keep him busy and focused on what’s important. Starting a new movie is always exciting and powering for him, meeting new people, challenging himself with new scenes, this is what he loves the most.

As he steps into the small auditorium that was turned into the location for the reading he looks around, searching for familiar faces around the long table that has a labelled seat for every role in the movie. His eyes meet a well-known face and he can’t help but chuckle as he approaches the director, Shawn Levy holding his arms out for a brotherly hug.

“It’s so nice to see you again!” Shawn pats his back.

“You too, man.”

“I’m sorry I couldn’t be at your audition, but to be honest, I knew you would be the perfect for the role,” Shawn lets him in on this little secret.

The two of them has worked together in 2014 and Shawn didn’t doubt Adam would be the perfect fit for his new movie’s leading role. He told his assistant to reach out to Adam and ask him to audition. It was kind of an informal meet up with the movie’s producer with a short screen test and they were entirely sure Adam is the one to cast for the role of Derek Lahey, the big city guy moving back to his mother following a split from his long-term girlfriend after he finds out she’s been cheating on him for quite a while.

“It’s alright,” Adam smiles as they let go of each other.

“You got the new script, right?” he asks pointing at the table where Adam sees a rack of scripts in the middle.

“Yeah, got it yesterday, I gave it a few reads last night.”

“Amazing. We had to make a few changes last minute, sorry about it. But we had a change in the cast as well.”

“The cast?” Adam furrows his eyebrows as Shawn looks around and his eyes lighten up when he sees someone he was looking for.

“Yeah, you remember Y/N?”

As Adam turns to the side and his eyes meet hers, he can’t even figure what to do or say. It’s been about four years he last saw Y/N, but time has definitely changed her and it’s kind of taking his breath away. The shy, baby-faced girl has turned into a very mature, eye-catching young woman, but there are some things that stayed the same. Like her freckles all over her nose, her dimples when she smiles and those amazingly dark eyes that just pop out thanks to her reddish-blonde hair she refuses to dye for any role.

“Hi, Adam,” Y/N smiles, feeling just as startled by his presence as he is at hers, but snapping out of his awe he finally goes for a friendly hug.

“Y/N, you’re the change in the cast?”

“The girl we originally casted broke her leg, so we needed to make a quick decision in order to start filming in time. Luckily, Y/N was able to take the job!” Shawn taps her arm smiling at her happily and she tugs her hair behind her ears. Adam finds himself staring at her longer than he should be, so he forces himself to look over at his director friend.

“It’s like a mini reunion,” Adam chuckles. All three of them worked on This Is Where I Leave You in 2014, a time Adam definitely hasn’t forgotten about.

“Take your seats, guys, we’ll start soon,” Shawn says before drifting off to another cast member, welcoming everyone.

“I’m sorry if working with me is uncomfortable for you,” Y/N starts when they are alone. “I thought about saying no, but… this is a great opportunity for me.”

“It’s not uncomfortable! I’m very glad to see you. Honestly.”

Their history is a little longer than the other cast members’. Five years ago, when filming started they hit it off pretty quick on set, even though Y/N was just an extra back then, while Adam was one of the main actors. He was freshly wedded at that time, only one year into his marriage and Y/N was… a realization for him. A realization that hit too late, definitely not at the right time. As a 22 year-old ambitious actress at the start of her career, meeting Adam and somehow forming a bond with him was confusing for the both of them. Adam first questioned his marriage and tried to deal with his confusing feelings for this girl who also seemed just too young for him at the time, while Y/N feared she might ruin an entire marriage and became the blame for the divorce of an up-and-coming, popular actor, which could also ruin her career.

Nothing ever happened between them, they refused to let it go too far. Besides stolen glances and touches, deep conversations and shared secrets, they never crossed the line from where they could have never returned. Once filming and the premier was over, they forced to lose touch thinking this is what’s best for everyone. They went their own ways until their paths crossed again in this room, forcing them to face each other again.

“Well, that’s good to hear, because we’ll spend a lot of time together,” she chuckles nervously.

“Yeah, I guess,” he nods smiling down at him.

All through the reading Adam can’t help but sneak glances at Y/N, sitting right across him, whenever he could, slowly listing everything that changed about her and things that stayed just the same. Their eyes meet a couple of times, Y/N blushes whenever it happens, focusing her gaze down at her script.

“Great job! Thank you for everyone, I can’t wait to see this on the screen!” Shawn cheers once the reading is finished and a round of applause follows his words. “See you on set in three days!”

Everyone starts packing and Adam makes sure he finishes quickly so he can walk over to Y/N.

“Hey, wanna grab lunch with me? We could catch up a little.”

He hopes his offer didn’t come out as anxious as he feels, waiting for her answer. She hesitates for a moment, sliding her script into her bag before nodding her head.

“Okay. Why not?”

They are perfectly hidden in their booth in the nearby diner they chose to eat in. Adam is anxiously scanning through the menu even though he knows what he wants, but is just too afraid to look into her eyes.

“So, how have you been?” she breaks the silence putting her menu down and their eyes finally meet again.

“Um… busy, mostly.”

“Congrats on the Star Wars movies. You were great in all of them.”

“You saw them?” He is genuinely surprised, he never thought she would be the kind of girl to watch them.

“Yeah. Wanted to see what the hype is about,” she smirks leaning back in her seat. “Turned out I like watching dudes in uniform, fighting with some more dudes, without uniform.”

Adam laughs shaking his head, happy that her humor hasn’t changed.

“That’s exactly what Star Wars is about.”

“Alright, so what’s up with you outside work?”

Before he could answer their waitress arrives. She takes their order and collecting the menus she disappears leaving them alone again.

“Outside work?” Adam inhales rubbing his hands to his thighs. “Um, not much. I’ve been hitting up the gym daily, I’m learning to cook and…” He pauses for a moment, debating whether if it’s the best time to admit it or not, but he decides it’s something that should be cleared. “You know, I have a lot of time since I got divorced last year.”

Y/N’s eyes go wide as this wasn’t something she expected to hear.

“What? Oh God, I didn’t know… I’m so sorry, Adam.”

“Don’t be, it was for the best,” he sighs with a sad smile. Even though it really was the best choice, it took a toll on both of them, letting go of something that was supposed to last forever.

“How are you holding up?”

“Fine, I’m trying to focus on work, most of the time.”

Y/N nods in agreement.

“Yeah, that’s a great technique. I… I did the same when my boyfriend broke up with me after two years.”

“Oh. I didn’t… I didn’t know you had a boyfriend.”

“Have you been keeping an eye on me?” she smirks, making him realize it sounded like he has been following her ever since they stopped talking.

“I wasn’t—That’s not how I meant it…”

“I know, relax,” she chuckles. “I kept it as low-key as possible. Turns out it was the best choice since the asshole left me for some high school senior,” she grimaces.

“Ouch, that sounds… illegal?”

“Kind of, but that’s not my problem anymore,” she shrugs. “So, I guess we both had our ups and downs lately.”

“Seems like.”

Adam feels like this is the moment when he is supposed to say that he is sorry for the way they parted. Things were getting out of hands and he knew it was time to make a decision. Work on things with his wife or end it and give it a try with Y/N. He made the wrong choice, but regardless of this, he also chose the wrong way to let her know they can’t do it any longer.

“Y/N, listen. I—“

“Don’t,” she shakes her head. “I totally get it. Let’s just… move on. Okay?”

Looking into her eyes he sees how much she doesn’t want to talk about it and forgetting about the past is exactly what he wants to do. So nodding they come to a silent agreement. The past is left behind, they have started a new, empty page.

 ***

 Heading to her trailer Adam runs his fingers through his hair and fixes the shirt that’s already his outfit for the filming. Knocking on the door he waits for her to call out, but instead she opens it for him.

“Hey! Got your text, everything alright?” Standing at the bottom of the stairs he is finally shorter than her so he has to look up at her.

“Come in,” she nods and he follows her inside.

She is still in her robe, but her makeup and hair is done, ready to take up on the role of Leah, the next door girl Derek falls for upon coming home.

“I’m a little freaked out,” she admits, fear filling her dark irises as she stares at him, arms hugging herself.

“Hey, relax, it’s fine.” He immediately figures what the problem is, the first day of filming coming at her a little more intense than she thought.

Taking her hands he pulls her to the small couch at the back of the trailer and they sit down next to each other.

“Talk to me, okay? Tell me how you feel.”

“I-I’m… I’m just afraid I will blow this. This is my first big role, like a main role and I’m so afraid I’ll disappoint Shawn,” she sighs in despair.

“You can’t disappoint him, he wouldn’t have casted you if you weren’t good. Believe me.”

“I just don’t want to embarrass myself, forgetting my line or something.” “I’ll do that all the time, don’t worry.”

“Oh please, I bet you already know even my lines!” she rolls her eyes chuckling.

“I definitely don’t. Don’t you remember how much I messed up back then? I think half the gag roll is about me.”

“I loved it when you started laughing at your own line,” she chuckles recalling the memory.

“See? Don’t worry about messing up, I’ll do the same, though I’m sure you’ll be great. Just don’t stress okay?”

She nods taking a few deep breaths. Adam feels a sense of intimacy in how they shared this moment, something he missed so much ever since they stopped talking. They had so many moments before, in between takes, after filming, early before filming, they were seeking all these little sparks since they didn’t have more. They couldn’t have more.

“You’ll be fine?” Adam asks squeezing her hand.

“Yes. Thank you for coming by,” she nods smiling as they stand up and head to the door. “See you in a bit.”

He just nods smiling and leaves so she can get dressed and ready for the start.

Filming together is now a different experience for the both of us. While they had no interaction on the screen before, now they had to bring a whole romance alive and though Y/N has seen Adam work his magic, it’s the first time he see her in real action. And his mind is blown away. Seeing her change into a whole different character amazes him on a different level and in between takes he thinks about how he has never felt like this with another cast member he worked with on a movie. She is just… different.

Once filming is over Adam is in his trailer, taking his time to get ready to leave when there’s a knock on the door.

“Come in!”

Glancing up from his phone he turns to the door and see Y/N sticking her head inside with a warm smile on her lips.

“Hey.”

“Hi, come on in!” he invites her inside and she walks in closing the door behind her. “So, how did you feel on your first day?”

Without even answering the question Y/N strides over to him and hugs him. It takes him by surprise but after a second of hesitation he wraps his arms around her.

“Thanks for being so patient and nice with me all day. And messing your lines up on purpose.”

A deep chuckle shakes his chest as he holds her close.

“It wasn’t on purpose,” he lies, but she just smiles to herself before letting him go.

“Do you have somewhere to be?”

“Not really.”

“Then what do you say, staying a little, celebrating the first day? I have some wine in my trailer.”

“Sounds great,” he smiles.

Twenty minutes later they are sitting on the floor in her trailer, drinking white wine out of plastic cups and laughing about anything and everything.

“I remember that day!” he chuckles holding his cup up.

“Yeah, it’s not hard remembering me spilling three cups of coffees on myself,” she snorts taking a sup from her drink.

“Fuck, I missed having you around,” Adam sighs closing his eyes. If he weren’t four drinks into the evening, he probably wouldn’t have said that, but now it’s already out there.

“You did?” Y/N tilts her head smiling at him, watching him lean his head against the wall behind him.

“I did,” he nods, eyes still closed.

“I missed having you around too. I missed our talks.”

“I’m sorry for the way it ended.”

“Hey, we agreed on not talking about that!”

“I know, but… I really wanted to tell you that,” he sighs looking down at his cup, stirring the wine around before chugging it down and pouring some more from the bottle.

“I don’t blame you. You were married and we were… dancing on a dangerous line.”

Glancing up at her he watches her just sit there, busy with her own drink and he admires this moment, something he has been waiting for years to have again. He regrets making the wrong choice back then, thought he understands his own reasoning behind it. People don’t just give up on a marriage, he couldn’t have known it wasn’t gonna work out. But he also lost so much time with her and that’s his biggest regret.

“I shouldn’t have let you go,” he breathes out.

Lifting her gaze up her eyes meet his as they stare at each other, feeling the change in the conversation, obviously. An absent-minded smile appears on her light pink lips as she tugs her hair behind her ear.

“I always thought that you found me too young, outside all the other circumstances we had.”

“I did think about being an old man compared to you,” he chuckles. “But I feel like it was bridged pretty fast.”

“Yeah?”

“Yes! I mean, it’s not even ten years, the world has seen way worse,” he chuckles making her laugh as well.

“You’re right.”

Putting his drink down to the floor he climbs over to her and sits next to her, resting his back against the couch just like she is doing and they sit there in silence for a couple of moments before Y/N rests her head on his shoulder.

“Adam?” she breaks the silence.

“Yes?”

“I think we are at the line again.”

“Yeah. We are.”

Another short silence while Adam turns to the side a bit, just enough to brush his lips against the crown of her head.

“Are we gonna cross it this time?” Lifting her head she looks at him with doubtful eyes as she puts her drink aside too.

Instead of answering his hands find their way to her waist and somehow he pulls her to his lap, her knees on each of his sides, hands resting on his broad shoulders.

“I don’t know what we are going to do, but I’m gonna cross the line.”

And without hesitation he presses his lips to hers. She doesn’t think twice before returning the kiss since she’s been waiting for this moment from the day she met him. He digs his fingers into her hair at the back of her head while she combs through his messy strands too, kissing like it’s their last moment on Earth. His hands slide under her shirt and soon it lands on the floor somewhere next to them.

As much as she wants to continue this, she still doesn’t want to do it lying on the floor of her trailer, that’s not what they deserve. So pushing away she tries to catch her breath while she admires his swollen lips and messy hair, running her fingers along his cheeks.

“We shouldn’t be doing this here. Not like this.”

“You’re right,” he nods realizing he got a little carried away.

Leaning down she softly kisses him again before sliding off his lap, landing on the floor again.

“We should head home, we have work tomorrow,” she advises as they slowly get up from the floor and gather their stuff, getting ready to leave.

Walking out to the parking lot they stand midway between their cars, staring up at each other, neither of them wanting to leave.

“See you tomorrow?” She bites into her bottom lip and it’s enough to drive him crazy. Pulling her closer he kisses her again.

“Yeah. How about dinner after filming?”

“Sure,” she smiles.

“It’s a date,” he raises his eyebrows as they start backing towards their cars.

“Surely is,” she chuckles. Right as she is about to turn around Adam leaps in her direction and running back to her he kisses her once more before sprinting back to his car.

Giggling to herself she gets into the car and heads home, knowing he would be here in the morning, ready to continue everything from where they left it off.

#adam driver #kylo ren #adam driver imagine #adam driver imagines #adam driver fiction #adam driver au #adam driver fanfiction #kylo ren imagine #kylo ren fanfiction

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#SMFicRecFriday- 23/05/2020 Edition: Binge It!

First of all I know today is saturday but I had an exam yesterday and I was too lazy to type this.

I got tagged by @theshawnmendesstorycollection and I kinda freaked out a bit because somehow one of my fav writers tagged me in a fic rec. Let’s get down to business!

Quarantine is making me read a LOT more so don’t be surprised if there are a lot of works in this. Also there is no particular order to this, I’m just scrolling down through my phone notes and sharing some.

Turning tables by @theshawnmendesstorycollection

resident!Raul 

10 parts (so far)

the way he doesn’t know how to talk about his feelings but still manages to tell her he loves her somehow just melts my heart 

this story has a normal life vibe that I love so much

Safety by @theshawnmendesstorycollection

werewolf!Shawn

10 parts (so far) 

I’m sucker for werewolf!shawn so I obviously jumped on this story the second I found it and I have 0 regrets

him trying to make their relationship has human normal as possibily even though it’s different for werewolves because he knows she doesn’t feel the mate pull as strongly as he does is freaking cute

Who You Are by @theshawnmendesstorycollection

Mendes triplets au & Raul is the main guy

8 parts (so far)

this story is so good that it has already broken my heart and glued it together in just 7 parts

as someone who loves emotional stories, this has been one of my faves lately

chapter 4 broke my heart (and Emily’s) and chapter 7 fixed it

Fix You by @softboyshawn

Mendes triplets & royal!Raul

work in progress 

the relationship development between the main characters is AMAZING and feels so real

I have no clue where the story is going but has someone who has read at least 90% of her masterlist I can promise you it will be great and won’t disappoint

Fight for You by @softboyshawn

fighter!Shawn

1 part (so far)

I don’t usually read this concept because I don’t know much about fighting but I gave this one a chance and boy was it worth it

something about this story gives me a normal life vibe that I love, maybe it was the fact everyone had normal jobs? or the fact she moved to a new city because her needed to get away from her old life? who knows

South of the Equator by @kerwritesthings

Shawn Mendes au

one shot

I found this story while reading all the works nominated for Shawnblr Fic Awards (here if you haven’t looked at it yet)

this deserves way more attention

it’s pure fluff and I personally think this story radiates love

Red Flag Warning by @thotmendes

doctor!Raul

one shot

the beginning is very angsty but then it turns into pure fluff and I just wanted to protect them both from the world once i was done reading

Manners Universe by @palhacomendes

dom!Shawn

5 parts

as most series I read, I started reading it in the wrong order. After reading aftercare I knew I had to read the whole series.

I don’t really know what to tell you about this story without spoiling it but but give it a chance

Ceo!Peter Series by @elvisp521

mendes triplets & ceo!Peter

10 parts

the title might give you smutty vibes (i know it gave me) but it’s way more than that. in this series, you can find a bit of everything: fluff, angst, smut, you name it

shawn and raul looking like mustard and ketchup? it’s a yes from me

Gears of Love by @elvisp521

Mendes triplets and mechanic!Raul

one shot

the way he sacrifice himself (not in a literal way) for her dreams because of how much he loves her? shit like this is the reason why I have high standards for my love life

Romanced by TikTok by @elvisp521

Mendes triplets au & Raul is the main guy

7 parts

this is such a fun story

if you’re looking for something light and fun (but still good) to read this is it

I know that this is quite long (sorry about that) but I couldn’t not post any of these. I’ll also try to include more one shots next time I do this. Once I manage to stop doing everything late, I’ll start tagging people but that’s clearly not today.

#smficrecfriday #but posted on saturday because i'm always late #i need to start taking notes about one shots too!! #this took me 2 freaking hours to write