#sorry im being sentimental

[cquackity]

the mc soundtrack. man. yesterday holly and i went on an adventure that took us several thousands of blocks out and i remember finally coming back to our bases and mice on venus was playing and then we danced around to otherside. and god. minecraft's discs are so special. minecraft's soundtrack is fucking irreplaceable. there's so many moments that wouldn't be complete without it. so many good memories attached to those songs. so many more memories to make! i get it tommy. i really do.

#personal #sorry im being sentimental

[corpsejelli]

I feel like death is not as scary as we make it out to be at times, I've always seen it as a slow descent into a comforting nothingness, like falling asleep in a parents arms as a child

#sorry im being sentimental #cause im tired #this isnt suicidal btw dont kill yourself #its just meant to comfort my fear of death ig

[ilynpilled]

why must everything that the text clearly states atp be misconstrued like i really dont get it he has plenty of flaws in that relationship but we, and cersei, know that he was ready to kill robert for just the disrespect of the cheating if cersei said the word. he doesnt concern himself with the personal consequences, he is reckless, detached from a lot of things, and can close his eyes at the future if he doesn’t want to acknowledge it. also the concern over the “shame” and ned type judgement feels so overestimated to me atp. he never regrets aerys, he is mad at how he is perceived (but again, notably doesnt try to rectify it by telling the truth for a lot of complex reasons), but he would never take it back. if he believes its the right thing to do, and is not overdosing on copium trying to juggle vows he cares about, he will do it, reputation be damned. though he has selfish concerns regarding being viewed as good, the internal matters so much more than the external: see weirwood dream: who actually shows up? what makes the fire go out? “it was not him. it was never him”, see the trebuchet fiasco, see the choice in adwd. why shouldnt we take cersei at face value when she implies that if jaime knew about the physical abuse he would have killed him? he loves and cares about cersei to an insane degree, even if he can be selfish toxic and unhealthy too. i really find it very very difficult to imagine that he wouldnt have killed him based on almost every single part of his characterization.

#ik its better to reply than to do this but i dont use my twitter for fandom and i keep seeing this general sentiment over and over again #like it makes him so inconsistent and nonsensical #i don’t understand this whole jaime was never there for cersei prehandloss he was at her disposal for almost everything he would have maimed #a child just bc she asked like what??? #u think that wouldnt have shamed him?? #he gave up almost everything for her at 15 #and im gonna be real if u r frustrated by jaime burning the letter being framed as this grand triumphant redemptive choice #by people #which i get i dont think its framed like that either #its just as unfair to treat it as the opposite #it is the end of a certain delusion #which is why the joanna dream is the focal point #and #he can divorce himself he has no obligation to die to try save her atp #and remain her sword #i dont see him as the literal devil for that sorry #i feel like some of u feel the need to misconstrue his character to make some of these choices out to be as bad as possible

[harvestmoth]

steven got them for her

#ive been on a bit of a su kick recently i was rewatching some episodes #just kinda picking and choosing them though but i’ll probably do a full rewatch sometime soon #still really really like this show :] i didn’t realize just how much i missed it #ive never posted or said anything about it before but this show was so huge to me and i think it really holds up still #hard to believe its 10 years old later on this year. grew up on this #lapis was always one of my favorites i think. i remember rewatching her debut episodes over and over again when i was younger #sorry for being sentimental on my not-quite-art blog im just going insane about an old favorite #man i hate how its an. old favorite to me now. absolutely horrid #anyways i hate the passage of time but i think im too young to think that #steven universe #lapis lazuli su #probably wont be posting anything else su related i just had to get it out of my system after rewatching alone at sea earlier

[bigfemboyenergy]

The Worst Crossover To Ever ‘Cross Over’ Pt.2

See, Danny isn’t terribly surprised with his predicament. And by that, he means that he is wholly unsurprised that he has to fake who he is. A fourteen year old kid working, in this day and age? Unlikely, he thinks. So he decides to pretend to be fifteen, what an easy fix. But that doesn’t help with Sonic’s side of the problem. Sure, Sonic gets confused for a kid, but..how old is he?

As soon as the thought surfaces, Danny opens his mouth to speak, turning to look at Sonic as they walk around, searching for a somewhat acceptable abandoned building or something similar to hide out in for now. “Uh, how old are you, exactly?” Danny asks, with little hesitation. Sonic shrugs; “Old enough to legally drink in some countries- why, worried about something?” Danny feels his face turn a bit white. Wow, his appearance does not match his age. With a nervous smile, Danny responds with, “Yeah, dunno if you could get a job looking like that. I’m fourteen, and even I look older than you.” Sonic coughs awkwardly. “I’m gonna have to work on that, aren’t I? What an unlucky day it is,” he says, with a yawn. Shelving that problem in order to focus on the most important one, the two continue to wander the streets, looking for something to temporarily call “home”.

It isn’t too long before they find a suitable place. Dark, dreary, just like everywhere else; but it’s far more exaggerated, and even dirtier than the rest of the city. Some old graffiti here and there, a broken window or two. Not too shabby on the inside, still has running water and an AC. It makes Danny wonder just how old this building is and just how long it’s been since it was last lived in.

Sonic inspects every nook and cranny of the building, as if checking for safety violations. It appears to be an old office building, with kitchen necessities in what might’ve been a break room, and running water in the bathrooms. He investigates alone, namely for “Danny’s safety”, he says, but it makes one think. The amount of spiders he’s killed seems to point to a different conclusion..but that’s of no matter.

After looking at every floor, Sonic finally decides which one they’ll be staying on. Something that’s just a cut above the rest, and also safe enough- the third floor, out of four. He waves Danny over to the cleanest spot in the spacious, main room, calling out, “Let’s sleep over here for now, since we kinda can’t clean anything yet. It looks a lot nicer here, away from the nasty corners.” Danny nods, agreeing in silence. It looks like they have a lot of work to do, as they both flop on the floor and try to sleep.

Danny, however, struggles to sleep. In an entirely new city, an empty building, with someone who he’s just been freshly acquainted with, trying to sleep on the cold, hard floor? That’s no easy feat, and he acknowledges this. So he comes to the most logical conclusion: why not check out the city from above, via Phantom form? In silence, he nods in agreement with his own thought, intrigued by his new possibilities. He’ll fly out and survey the town, enjoy the sunrise, if he’s awake for that long- try to make this place feel a little bit like home. Familiarize himself with it, perhaps. It sounds like a good plan, no? So he acts.

He whispers to himself, after assuring that Sonic is asleep, “Going ghost!” He transforms in silence. A little reminder of who he is, the whispers of who he was only hours ago, come to him via his reference of his beginnings. It gives him a feeling of determination, a want to explore. A desire to protect this new friend he’s found, and the strangers of a place he’s newly discovered. Slowly slipping through the floor, intangibly, he floats out of the building, making himself invisible so as not to spook anyone else who may be out at night.

In the night sky, he soars through the clouds as he takes in the layout of the city. It’s large, dark, and..full of crime, which makes a lot of sense in such a poverty-stricken area, but.. it has an air of abnormality. Suddenly, he hears some horrible sounds. Shrill, shrieking laughter booms out from a warehouse a few blocks away, his ears wishing for the silence of seconds before to return. Although he doesn’t truly want to approach, his obsession to protect those in need draws him to the source of the sound. The closer he gets, the more off everything seems. And..are those furries on the top of that building? What have I gotten myself into, he thinks, with an accompanying facepalm. Oh, boy.

Back in the cold, dreary office building, Sonic wakes up, restless. He feels terrible..he turns towards Danny, wanting to check on him, before quickly finding out that he’s not even present. What a fantastic day this has been. Sonic feels his heart pumping, ready for a run. He has to find Danny, to make sure he’s okay. Unless..he left of his own accord? Shit, what if he actually is weirded out by me..he said something about the unusualness of a guy like me showing up, didn’t he?! Sonic struggles to decide what to do. He knows Danny could be in need, he knows he’s young. And, from what he’s gathered, he’s a bit odd too, but if he needs help, of course Sonic should jump on in for him! They’re “partners in crime” now, aren’t they?

Despite his conscience screaming at him to go, he still struggles to make the choice. What if Danny really didn’t mean anything he said? But..he listens to that loud, desperate part of him. He doesn’t want to lose the only person he’s found here. If he can save or help this kid, someone who accepts him in this strange new place, that’s just what he’ll do.

So, against his “better judgement”, he rushes off, speeding around the town to find Danny. If anything, he should be where it’s quietest or where it’s loudest, since both are eeriest. As Sonic zooms off, going incredibly fast so as not to be seen clearly, he is particularly careful to check suspicious, disturbing areas.

Not long after he began his run, he finds Danny. But it’s quite the weird situation to be in.. cause Danny’s colors are inverted now? Amd there’s this weird bat guy a few buildings away, with some friends, too.. and a fucking..clown?! What is this shit, bad writing??!

#help did i make danny too sentimental #i love it though #sonic being more neutral? yes please #sonic boom version implies moreso that sonic is a badass do you get me #of course he curses #im definitely not projecting my love of chill mischievous characters #im attached to this story #i need knuckles the feminist and tails in here #this is actually awful so the person who said itd be insane in a potentially positive way i regret to inform you that this aint gettin good #i keep using too many tags to communicate sorry #dp x dc #dc x dp #sonic x dp #sonic x dc #dc x sonic #dp x sonic #sonic x dp x dc #dc x sonic x dp #dp x dc x sonic #The Worst Crossover To Ever Cross Over™️ #danny phantom #sonic #dcu #fanfic #fic #my fic #my fanfiction #this is utterly ridiculous #help i even have art of this shit

[ghostlypawn]

people on tiktok being like “mean girls the musical is a BAD musical with a bland score. anyway this is what REAL musical theatre sounds like” and then they play waving through a window

#i am so serious ive seen at least 3 of these sentiments #and dgmw its a good song! a great song even! but baby that is the same realm of theatre….. #someone in the comments mentioning hdstown and op being like ? whats that ? im sorry i did laugh

[lemons--lemons]

Me getting on grindr: yeah!

Me having to respond to messages: NO

#🍋.txt #nsft #mlm nsft #t4t nsft #i am a delicate princess and i must be treated like a rare species of flower -most masculine sentiment i have ntw #btw* #also why i'm bad with asks and messages here. i have chronic issues <3 #i just feel lucky that nobody's been too weird about me being trans lmao #one guy even went 'oh i saw your t4t tag and im SO sorry bye good luck!' like... THANK YOU #he's the fucking GOLD STANDARD cis people btw

[sunshinecatie]

My Time with Rogues! The Podcast

My little journey with Rogues! the Podcast started back on July 27th. I got a DM from friend of mine talking about this podcast on Spotify (and that I would LOVE this version of The Riddler). I distinctly remember laying in a hammock falling asleep to Edward Nygma berate listeners over their stupid riddles and questions. (I later almost fell out of the hammock when I heard a southern Jonathan Crane). Rogues! was my little safe space for a long time. I kept it close to my chest. I was dealing with a lot of very emotional things that summer and Rogues! made me happy. It made me feel better. I could turn on an episode and I knew I would feel at least a bit better. November 11th is another very special day in my heart and journey with Rogues! (and the greater Codotverse) That was the day I uploaded my very first tiktok about the podcast and it was just supposed to be a silly little joke. Nothing was supposed to come of it. I even made a joke about how niche it was. I tagged the creator himself, Codot aka TheVoiceBoss, not expecting anything of it but it changed everything. I became a prominent tiktok creator who made Codotverse content. I started making friends through the podcast.

@sh4pes-4nd-colors and I became campaign managers for a season. We're managing a zine dedicated to Rogues! called Rogues! the Fanzine. We're making our own story driven podcast.

My best friend in the entire world @lunar-scapes and I got internships across the country together and we're going to be living together.

All of this sprouted from the love of a singular creative project from two people that truly do love what they do regardless of the popularity or monetary compensation.

Alls this to say. Thank you @voiceboss for everything you've done knowingly or unknowingly for me. Rogues! provides me a comfort not many pieces of media can. It means the absolute world to me. Rogues! reignited my love in DC comics (and comics in general) and I cannot thank you enough for everything you and Dee have done. Thank you from the bottom of my heart. I look forward to next year of fun and dastardly schemes.

#codotverse #catie speaks #rogues! the podcast #me being sentimental on main #im not sorry #rogues! means the world to me

[todayisafridaynight]

yk in retrospect it really is no surprise that rgg has a lot of queer fans. outside of the games being utterly homosexual of course

#snap chats #sorry i finally finished reading the second volume of yakuza's bias #GREAT manga i cant recommend it enough im already crying waiting for the third one to be translated #i got a stroke when the manga mentioned.. those like. ai-chat character things #like christ i know this is a new series and the japanese version was released in january but my GOD this is still topical #anyway let me. get to my point LMAO #because while i was reading there was a speech given by My Main Man that ive noticed is. p common in yakuza media #yk a speech about how the only people who'll give them (yakuza) worth is themselves #and that they'll forever be casted out by society so their passion is the only thing to turn to and live for. something like that #and of COURSE i remember a similar sentiment from The Clan Heir Is A Trans Woman #and listen..... organized crime is very different from being queer. im pretty sure dont quote me on that-- #HOWEVER when you have messages like that being thrown left and right... yeah its no wonder LMAO #of course its not note-for-note and the contexts are VERY different LMAO but yk what i mean #its like that one post talking abut monsters and monsterfucking being queer or something #dont listen to me i only go here on legality but i think im onto something #ok bye im gonna stare at my ceiling until i pass out. i wanna start working on my dummy comic but alas... #too busy with comms this week... AND im sleepy...

[obihoe]

there is something .. so insane about the like. statement that naruto makes about human bonds i think .. like how sasuke tells naruto that our bonds cause us pain and how naruto will never understand how much it hurts to lose them bc he has never had any bonds in the first place, how obito says (also to naruto) how bonds are dangerous and u should rather abandon them for ur safety, how madara does the ultimate version of this. abandons all bonds completely, strives to abandon his humanity completely bc of this .. bc of how much it hurt to lose his bonds, how much it hurt him to trust someone and then have that trust betrayed, so much even that madara does not share that with Anyone. hashirama is the one who shares that with the readers and other characters, madara never ever speaks about this to anyone .. but at the same time the series also makes this great statement abt how ultimately, those bonds still are what makes us human and even if smth like that happens .. ur bond with that person still somewhat prevails .. idk like the message i feel like, ultimately. is that theyre worth pursuing and no matter what happens, ur bonds Will still prevail, they will not break completely bc while hashirama betrays madara and hurts him and stabs him in the back. they still get to make peace w each other in the end. and they still Want to make peace w each other. they do not abandon each other completely. sasuke feels misunderstood by naruto for most of the narrative but he still can not kill him and still, his moment of bliss in the end is with him together. sasuke also dedicates his entire life to kill itachi and building hatred towards him and rejecting their bond as brothers but as soon as he finds out the truth abt the massacre. he forgives him. even tho it is still smth. arguably unforgivable what he did, in particular since itachi himself seems to still think its right and sasuke knows that but he still .. does not direct his rage at itachi, he directs it at the konoha elders for putting him in such a position in the first place. bc itachi is his brother and he loves him and feels for him. like smth abt this like. feels rly moving to me .. like how it is worth it to bear the pain that comes with ur bonds .. make urself vulnerable to them bc as soon as u trust someone it will give them power over u just like hashirama had so much power over madara but like. madara cant help himself, cannot help to like still feel drawn to him and want connection with him and he openly admires him and raves abt him and his strength to his enemies even. and like hashirama in turn, after killing him, erects those statues of them to commemorate their bond and when he talks abt him, he paints such a beautiful picture of him. so ultimately, they are still connected. in some way. and madara finds his "true bliss" not in becoming the savior but by truly and honestly connecting his heart w hashirama in the afterlife bc thats what he's always wanted .. to connect to another person and feel close to them and feel seen by them. to not be alone. to love and be loved .... and naruto and sasuke do the same, except they are lucky enough to get to experience this while they are still young and alive. sasuke realizes that rejecting ur bonds and doing everything on his own will not feel good, instead it will feel good to finally allow himself to connect with naruto .. bc that is what everyone wants in the end. it is what makes humans humans. connecting to others, even if maybe it comes with hurt and with losses. or betrayal. connecting ur heart with another person will still always feel so much better than choosing solitude to protect urself

#posts #naruto #sorry im feeling sentimental tonight i guess adsesfsfsds #anyway i love being normal abt naruto #madara #hashirama #sasuke #hsmd #sns #itachi

[piplupod]

it just seems cruel and sick to me that I tell someone "i think this little life has inherent value and I'd like to extend a little kindness to it when I am able to" and they laugh at me as if I'm being foolish and tell me I must squash it with my shoe :/

#to hear somebody earnestly tell you that and not even stop to consider you might be wrong. it is baffling #absolutely foreign to me. if somebody were to insist upon something so earnestly i think i'd at least stop and think for a moment #especially if it were about just... being kind to someone or something. it feels very strange that you wouldn't even pause #god im such a fucking sap. idk. this is all probably just ramblings of some naive sheltered little freak w stars in their eyes sdfjkl #''oh the world should be kinder to pests'' i sound ridiculous dsgjkl i am being laughed at by another part in the brain #i KNOWWW this is unrealistic and overly sentimental. i just feel awful any time i have to kill a spider idk #i dont think it should be all that ridiculous. but im probably getting too worked up about it fdsjkl #curse this overly compassionate freak brain of mine #anyways. sorry. i'll be normal now fsjkl. this was just weird and upsetting today #pippen needs 2nd breakfast

[citrinide]

Saying this in the nicest way possible.

Some people really need to shut up.

#cecil.fm #DESPERATELY begging some of you to stop ignoring huge parts of a character JUST because you like them #He's an asshole. He's CONSISTENTLY an asshole. He makes slights and unnecessary judgements toward EVERYONE. PLEASE IT'S NOT JUST THE CHASSIS #yes this is about Wheatley obviously I'm going to be pissed over people misinterpreting characters from my special interest AGAIN #I was there when people UwU-ified him and treated him like a precious baby while demonising GLaDOS at the same time I'm bashing heads in rn #they're. fucking. FOILS!!! #THEY'RE BOTH BAD PEOPLE OH MY GOD THEY BOTH MAKE UNNECESSARILY RUDE REMARKS YOU NEED TO ACCEPT THIS OH MY GOD #I am begging oh my fucking god #there's moments where I see this behaviour and like desperately want to block people because oh my god what ELSE are you blatantly ignoring #like I'm not innocent either here I'll be the FIRST to admit my f/o is a shitty person too! He's a pathetic little suck up #he's annoying and so fucking rude but I'm not ignoring any of that! #The portal fandom has such an issue with this I swear to god. nothings changed we're going in circles. character analysis is dead. #I think thats what made me cancel LaaC originally too. fuck. #this is why I stay in my little Aperture Tag corner. Because at LEAST we aren't operating under the false pretense that Nigel is some saint #forcing you all (non-specific) to play the game again and TRY to explain away the blatant instances of him being all types of awful #just a general sentiment I've seen again recently that I REALLY despise. stop declawing characters im going to MAUL you #anyway sorry for the tag rant im just very passionate about this game and people misinterpreting characters WILDLY off is. Yeah :)) #extra note: blaming the chassis for his actions as if he wasn't predisposed to that behaviour is a stupid ass take and always has been <3 #i could go on for hours but I'd hit the note limit so <3 #one of my biggest pet peeves in fandom honestly.

[birdsong-warriors]

I MADE A GOOF I AM SO SORRY

Silver passed away in the Summer of 2020.

I reblogged the post I had made at the time of his death because I wanted to appreciate the light he brought to my life as I had attempted with my sister's mention as well. I still very much miss him because he was incredibly close to my heart and didn't make that winter any easier when my sister followed him to the grave.

I didn't mean to confuse anybody, his memorial post was just the only one I could find that really mentioned him. I'm so sorry!!

My current four birds are all healthy and happy, including Silver's little brother and my late sister's feather son, Tsuki! He is Baby. (Featuring a bit of Cloud there too.)

#i didnt mean to mislead anyone i clearly wasnt being smart about this last night #was just being real sentimental and stuff and wanted to honor the lights that still grace my life #even tho they may no longer be with me #i am so so SO SORRY #not my smartest moment there gosh #i deleted the reblog so as not to continue to mislead anyone!! #im so sorry guys

[rearranging-deck-chairs]

14 tbh

#godwhat am i even sAYING #beige and bullyable got in my head its a great description #also i love the way my yaz re 13 is like this Looking Up #even when she knows she sucks the doctor is still like. larger than life a little. extremely untouchable #in a human way - 13 wont be touched - but that keeps the alien way sort of intact you know what i mean? #and then shes faced with 14 and shes like What a fucking loser #highly dunkable biscuit #yazs reaction to 14 is similar to like 9 or 10 re domesticity #'aw dont tell me i settle down. gross! boring! horrifying!' #anyway i just like the contrast #i like intertwining all the feelings yaz has abt being back on earth and seeing the doctor again and #it turning into this master-like sentiment of 'you used to be fun and now youre a little wimp' #yaz re 13: shes Special #yaz re 14: hes just some guy #bc like the thing is yazs doctor.........like..............travels. #i think is the thing #thats part of it. she loves the doctor for the doctor but she also loves the doctor for the life she leads #and lets yaz lead #i think #anyway yes im still writing this fic sorry i let myself get distracted but i will get it done in the end #also 14 woudl adore being thought of as just some guy #yaz: no i was insulting you #14: 🥰🥰🥰

[hyp3rfixation-h3ll]

i have been Considering. watching sgt frog again. bc i stopped at around 119 . and it is a very fun show. but The Horrors

#sgt frog #keroro gunso #i cannot explain to you the amount of mental shit i have to brace myself for when watching this show #its good! dont fucking watch it. please god #its like home//stuck . like im dead serious it has the same effect #everyone who ive asked about hs to. has told me Never to read it #and im going to repeat that same sentiment for sgt frog. Never fucking watch this show /lh #they GET YOU with the first episode it's CAPTIVATING it's UNIQUE its like CANDY #and the rest of the show is one Long #Long #terrible horrible no good Very Bad trip . that IS GOOD. in some parts #but sometimes it leaves you wondering what the FUCK they were smoking in the writer's office #this isnt accounting for how unwelcome in the fandom i feel being a keroro fictive btw. which is its whole OTHER POST that nobody'll read #my point is . fucking . sgt frog sucks (affectionately derogatory) #it aged like the finest Milk left out on a Hot summer day in arizona #and by god we are all consuming the absolutely rotten curds #sorry for that analogy it was trhe best i got #btw i put this in the main tags . bc everyone Knows sgt frog sucks. we;ve all agreed this show sucks Butt and Ass and Balls #i should hope so anyways #because it does. its GOOD dont get me wrong. but Oh My God is it Bad

[quillkiller]

the desperate urge to write a lesbian girlfailure lily evans turning 26 w gifted child syndrom and living most her life being an absolute doormat and recovering from an abusive relationship-fic just to project my own experiences idk

#bro i went into an abusive relationship at 22 and now im just on the other side turning 26? what the fuck do you mean #i lost my early twenties and for what #for my friends to hold an intervention abt my relationship #im being so fucking sentimental and weird im sorry i’ll honestly probably delete this tomorrow #its 1:30 am and my bday what do you expect #anyway the fic would be pandalily i think #panda sweeping into lily’s life being unpredictable and strange and not caring what people think or expect from her #and so much female friendship w the marauder girlies #the abusive past relationship will not be jily #it will be w a woman idk probably an oc