#sorry to anyone who reads this

[adancingalien]

I just can't stop thinking about seducing bruno. Being a much younger woman, maybe even dolores's friend, and just being obsessed with bruno. Trying to seduce him all the time and it's so obvious but he always say no bc of how much younger you are. And he wants you too but he feels like a gross old man even tho you're into him- ugh and maybe even other family members supporting it bc it's like the early 1900s and he's just so conflicted and you get more desperate-

Idk I just wanna throw myself at him even tho he's over twice my age😩

If u know any fics like this pls let me know

#bruno madrigal #bruno madrigal x reader #god this is so specific #sorry to anyone who reads this

[jaxieus]

ive written this three times but tumblr keeps messing up and undoing all the writing i did :'(

but i wont let it discourage me! ive got a lot to say about the art i made even though its messy sketches on mspain(t) XD

i had been feeling burnt out and decided to draw comfort characters ( some that ive not drawn in a long time or have acknowledged but never drew before) and the carebears is a franchise thats been with me for so long i made a whole painting for class about it!

i made a list and with utter shock i realized that i basically bacame my owm worts enemy! the list grew so much (and is still growing :')) and i only drew a few characters so far

i know ill render these soon but the others will take a while

(but im really concerned about how im gonna tag this without being obnoxious 🥲)

i have like alot to say about these characters i drew because they mean so much to me and i never really could delve into them at school.

theres more i want to say and its under the cut! :D

so this is gonna get a lil personal but hopefully not too much to the point its boring ,:)

the first character i want to talk about is Ursula. i remember when i was younger being increadibly infatuated with her. i would draw her whenever i could. on chalkboards, the wall, i made paper cut-out of her and digitally drew her on ms paint! she was the first character that a had a desire to be close to in a way. a character albeit evil felt comforting and till this day make me tear up from how beautiful her design is! Ursula was the first female character i felt a strong aesthetic attraction to. (im just kinda a sucker for powerful women)

so i made sure to stay true to her design by keeping her body type and tentacles. basically just switching her hands and head to the carebears design (im still deciding whether or not to keep her hair)

second has to be Rosalina. she really made me accept and realize that i did have an attraction to the same sex ':) i loved playing as her in smash bros, listening/watching her story in galaxy. i never really 'got' the whole thing but reflecting and growing as a person did make me realize that not just fictional men look great but women too!

her design is based on the carebear cousins because the main thing was the mane! you dont really see a bear with a long loc covering its eye so having her different from the others i think gives good variety

third King Candy. oka y i recently feel back inlove with him! mostly because of @/ blackthewolf17's drawings of him!! and that made me rewatch the movie and wow! i remember liking his character a while back but i never really appreciated his as a villain! watching the movie and seeing the art made me remember the discussions i had with my fam about liking him and them not really understanding. (its kinda a running theme with a lot of the characters i like)

i wanted the characters the pop out and look recognizable. i kept the crown and collar. his belly badge is a paper covering his original badge! this one shows the crown and a few bits of candy. (leaning into the fact that he doesnt belong)

next is NME SalesGuy for Four. (such a clever name) this dude is literally a character that i was shocked by his stature! i mean what did i expect? falling for a dude that exudes tall energy but is literally a short king! this dude was there during some cool family times while watching right back at ya!

while looking for references, i found i cb comic and i loved how their legs looked. it wasnt bent like the originals on the cards and i thought they looked really goofy! so i went with that with the design becasue he just doesnt really fit with everyone elses stlye

fifth Rick Sanchez. man, this old man. has been with me through a lot. i saw a poster if the show before it premiered and two years after, i watched it and ive obsessed over him so much i made people watch Rick and Morty so i could talk with them about it. R&M really got me back onto tumblr because it was my entire personality since the show was at its peak and after. (old men tsk tsk) i made OCs Self inserts and played the mobile game. i literally memorized episodes to recite as i went to sleep. and analyzed frames of my fave episode to get better at animation!

i gave Rick clothes because i wanted him to have some flair. iconic elements of him is his tousled hair, coat and alcohol. (hes drinking 'happy juice')

Sixth is Coach Brunt. a girlboss of a villain! she took care of and orphan and made her feel like she was her own! shes determined, strong, fierce, fit, has a great voice, money, and kind. what more could a girl ask for?? this was another character that i had seen while watching CS with the fam. (still havent completed it tho)

i did break the rule and give her a tuft of hair also ':/ but i like her BB i gave her.

its a paw punching a heart (maybe too violent)

Seventh is Johan liebert. i really loved this dude. the series just made me think more about human nature and nurture. i met some cool people becasue of this dude. Johan in a way made me cope with the problems that happened in my life. he really was the character that i also found out i was ace+aro. i just loved drawing him. filling pages of my sketchbook and centering english papers based around him and the lessons i learned from seeing the bad in his character and how people might turnout to be similar and how it can be a problem. (idk if it made sense, but i learned to appreciate humanity more and not be so headstrong and become blinded by my views. but also learning that its good for people to know whats coming for the people that wronged you)

Johans BB is painted on white, so you wouldnt be able to see what he is all about :)

theres is so much already but eighth is Senpai. this Fker is my worst enemy, just like all the characters i drew soo much of this guy that i thought i was gonna go crazy, there was a pang in my chest when the drawings looked like trash. he was the character that made me want to get better at art and engage more with people. i made a fnf OC to be this dudes father. (it was some of the most wholesome thing i ever drew)

Senpai has a more basic design. he also has his identifying elements like the backpack and mic

ninth is Saul. my bbg. it started with the character but sadlt turned into a full obsession over Bob Odenkirk and finding all of his shows and movies that he directed of acted in. thankfully im not deep into it anymore. but when i regularly used instagram, you could see the decent into madness for him. i made animations and really detailed fanart. if Sen got me to draw my fave better, Bob made me attempt to perfect it.

his design sadly is my weakest. i wanted to add some fake hair on him. but im sure you can see that i got lazy. a few weeks ago i made versions of the BRBA&BCS cast as Geronimo Stilton characters and (sad excusee) but i didnt want to put more into the design because i became drained from looking at the growing list D;<

his BB is based on themis :)

tenth is Big Jack Horner. i love this man. i ironically said "he was the hottest character in the movie" on my third watch and man i actually believed it on the way out of the theatre. i wanted to see if anyone liked him like i did and to my surprise people did! this dude has such a great bod, voice, attitude and like many of the characters i like i ask, "is there any proof of death? i dont think so".

i havent drawn him in months and i dont like that i havents so he was the first bear i drew. his BB is a pie but i think ill add his insignia or have him draw on it like Oopsie bear to fit his situation.

like maybe something silly like a frowning face on his BB

im going to put eleven and twelve together because both play a similar role. my two men of science. ive only recently started to like Medic and Scudworth. these two bring such a great jot to me just like all to kooky men i like as well.

sadly, they both look the same, the only thing differentiating them is the glasses. i love their voices and design.

i ahve yet to give Scudsy his own BB tho.

last thing i want to say is why i chose carebears as the main style.

the franchise has been with me since i can even remember or at least before i could comprehend what it was. i remember seeining either oopsie or good luck bear plush at a carnival and i really wanted it but it was closing and i mean it was probably bigger than me so i couldnt get it and it became an obsession of mine! i loved green and a already had a few at home whats one more? so i tried to drop hints at my mom. well as good as a 5-7 yr old could do with drawings.

theres a lot more to say but i might go one for so long it wont fit here!

this was very long and if you read it thank you very much! im glad i got to comfortably speak my mind (well write it) in my own way that did have structure but felt more personal and less embarrassing that my english teacher asking me to write something about myself and my life. or my Art teacher saying i have the freedom to create something but then talk about it with in a time span because im not the only one that has something good to say about their art.

im not sure if all of it was understandable and might've been really unnecessary but im glad either way.

#fanart #illustration #jack horner #jax23 #sketches #bob odenkirk #ursula #nme salesman #king candy #saul goodman #senpai fanart #fnf senpai #johan #principal scudworth #cinnamon j scudworth #tf2 medic #coach brunt #rick and morty #rick sanchez #care bears #long post #sorry to anyone who reads this #but i feel so passionate about this #ms paint #my art #johan liebert

[moncuries]

born to phil lester forced to dan howell

#coming out #sorry to anyone who reads this

[kktang0]

Entry to an art contest

This is a rant and I didn't read through it because I'm tired <3

This isn't actually the entry to it, I just wanted to talk about it.

So a couple of days ago I was looking through the art contest search on tiktok because I recently joined one and I found it fun, even though I didn't win, so I wanted to join another one. It was just of a gacha life character, it was simple so I started drawing them. The winner could've been a drawing or an edit of the character which isn't too bad I just thought they should've been separate categories. I ended up drawing for a while so I stopped for the day.

The next day I checked to see when the deadline was and it was the next day, I realised I needed to hurry up. Also while checking the deadline I saw that the person hosting it changed their oc, oh but don't worry, "You still have time 😊" No we fucking don't. Me especially takes AGES drawing something so I can't just redo it because that'll take to long. I was pretty pissed off about this because I thought the winner would only be the ones that did the new oc. Anyway I finish it, didn't think it was good then posted it.

The next day (today) in the afternoon I look to see who won. A pleasant surprise was that there was two winners and runnerups for each oc, so that's good. It started with third place, it was an edit. Then second, it was a drawing I saw before I entered that I thought was pretty good so I wasn't annoyed. But then first place, it wasn't me but that's fine...if the art is better than mine. I don't want to be rude but I think mine was better, probably not enough to win but better than the one that did.

I don't blame the artist in any way I think it was the host that was bad. Anyway here's the art if you were wondering:

I could point out stuff I don't like/mistakes but I'm tired of typing. I could try and find the winner if anyone was interested 👀 but that might be mean.

#sorry for the rant #ranting #art contest #Art contest story #art #digital art #digital artist #gacha life #Almost deleted this by accident xx #sore loser #Art contest entry: A story you will forget #sorry to anyone who reads this #someone else's oc #A night rant

[cutiecatsub]

*gives u a handjob but my hands are so cold your dick freezes and breaks off* oopsie

#kitten's posts #sorry to anyone who reads this

[justalurkerwhoisverybad]

This is my second Tumblr post.

I am terribly sorry for such a rude intrusion and corruption of your mood, everyone who will have the misfortune of seeing this post. However, if you try to pretend that you can tolerate me, can you please answer at least one of my questions to the Glorious Tumblr People:

How high are this website's standards for the post to be considered "adequate"?

Is it a normal and acceptable practice to engage in "lurking", that being not posting/re blogging/liking anything frequently, and rather just consume the content without polluting its quality with my horrible rubbish?

Is there a dictionary for the numerous terms that are frequently used on this website, and if yes, is it available for such lowlifes as me?

Is it normal to constantly apologize and be anxious about your activity here, perhaps even paranoid about whether I'll be able to fit in (I think I won't, from what I've seen the standards are too high for me)?

Thanks in advance to those of you who may or may not answer this. I will be grateful to anyone who sees this and doesn't send me death threats. Sorry once again.

P.S. I am terribly sorry, English is not my first language, so my post may have turned out horrible in terms of spelling, grammar and numerous other aspects.

#new people #new on tumblr #newbie #new account #sorry to anyone who reads this #tumblr newbies #questions about Tumblr #am i an idiot

[the-principality-of-sealand]

Pwincipawity owf Seawann :3

Youw cawn uwu me iwf I’ve alweady uwued mysewf.

#sealand answers #sealand real country #sealand best land #sorry to anyone who reads this

[thisboydreamsoflife]

Hey!

Whose werewolf boyfriend came on the tumblr logo??

#I'm very sorry #i was battling demon when i wrote this #it's me #i was the demon #and also the demon won #sorry to anyone who reads this #werewolf #wereralph #your legacy lives on homie

[scythemichaelfaraday]

I feel so immensely alone sometimes. Like I’m a talentless, unapproachable imposter. I don’t really fit in in any community other than the one that dominates my life in the worst way possible. And even then… I haven’t attended meetings in so long that I feel they’re slipping away from me too. I think a lot of people believe they aren’t made for community, but find one anyways, but in my case I truthfully just don’t have one. There’s something wrong with me that has followed me through my entire life and scared people away and I just don’t know what it is… maybe it’s better if I don’t. I am grateful for the people I do have in my life.

I DESTROY ALL OF MY RELATIONSHIPS I AM TO BLAME. I DESTROY ALL OF MY RELATIONSHIPS I AM TO BLAME. I DESTROY ALL OF MY RELATIONSHIPS I AM TO BLAME. I DESTROY ALL OF MY RELATIONSHIPS I AM TO BLAME. I DESTROY ALL OF MY RELATIONSHIPS I AM TO BLAME. I DESTROY ALL OF MY RELATIONSHIPS I AM TO BLAME. I DESTROY ALL OF MY RELATIONSHIPS I AM TO BLAME. I DESTROY ALL OF MY RELATIONSHIPS I AM TO BLAME. I DESTROY ALL OF MY RELATIONSHIPS I AM TO BLAME. I DESTROY ALL OF MY RELATIONSHIPS I AM TO BLAME. I DESTROY ALL OF MY RELATIONSHIPS I AM TO BLAME. I DESTROY ALL OF MY RELATIONSHIPS I AM TO BLAME. I DESTROY ALL OF MY RELATIONSHIPS I AM TO BLAME. I DESTROY ALL OF MY RELATIONSHIPS I AM TO BLAME. I DESTROY ALL OF MY RELATIONSHIPS I AM TO BLAME.

#from the gleaning journal : vent #sorry to anyone who reads this #I promise I’m not always whining like this

[tidepoolalgae]

why do (former) treatment kid group chats always devolve so messily? 😭😭

#i know it's the mental illness but oof... #gotta have at least one person threatening suicide within the first few weeks cause the thing goes dead #we are strangers to each other communicating through text on the internet of course you're not gonna get 24hr support please call a hotline #vent #inpatient #personal #sorry to anyone who reads this

[oswhys]

I know no one’s likes Tales of Tribute but I got really into it. But they boosted the difficulty in this update to the point where I couldn’t even beat a novice NPC.

Like novice npcs were super easy to beat you could smash em in 3-5 minutes. Proficient npcs provided a bit more of a challenge but I finished most matches in 5 minutes sometimes 7 and occasionally 9 if I felt like playing more. But I just challenged a proficient npc and they beat me, no big deal it happens. But then they beat me two more times. The next match I’m super focused and I beat them. Then I head to the next area and the prof isn’t npc beats me and I’m like “ok I’ll just play the novice I don’t feel like thinking too hard about this rn.” And the novice beats me???????????? I play them two more times and loose, so I quit and get my shitty prize. I… man I’m so close to reaching the veteran rank I just want the card table for my house.

I guess I’ll wait a month to play it again and see if it gets fixed. This is more annoying than my food buffs no being visually indicated, like at least the buff is working I just can’t see it working or how long I have left with it. But they ruined my dumb card game :(

Got literal psychic damage from this I just logged off, couldn’t even bring myself to mess around with my arcanist. (Which I was having fun with blasting spiders in bleakrock)

I genuinely like tales of tribute but this was… horrible. I was looking forward to getting the new cards too… :(

At least there’s a cute tales of tribute travel kit achievement furniture piece.

Oh!!! Also!!! Azandar does not like tales of tribute!!! It’s only -1 but still.

#tes #eso #my stuff #sorry to anyone who reads this #I never make original posts tbh but losing to a novice npc just really fucked me up #had to complain about it

[monkilu]

vent

going to sleep hungry to avoid my father so he doesn’t call me all the disgusting and demeaning names he can think of.

i’ve spent the entire day crying my heart out, therapy was hard, i feel lonely and sad and helpless and it just sucks.

#i get to go grab coffee with my friend tomorrow and i bought a ticket to see the guardians of the galaxy movie #just gotta get to tomorrow #will probably delete idk #sorry to anyone who reads this #basil.txt

[chososhairbuns]

idk if anyone else around my age (or older) feels the same way but looking back i feel like i didn't actually become a proper adult until i was like 22 (and even then i was kinda..... waves hand) and by that i mean that i seriously see myself as a late bloomer whose brain didn't finish developing when it was expected to because i think back to when i was like around 19 or 20 and realize that the me back then should've been punched at some point lol. that feeling only grows stronger when i see younger users on here and get the impression that they have their heads on far straighter than i ever did, but that may just be the result of differences in the online environment now vs then. i don't know if any of this makes sense btw i'm just reflecting on myself, how i've changed over the years, and how i'd like to go back to 2018 just so i can maul past me

#.are #sorry to anyone who reads this

[secretagentspydetectiveninja]

posting this with absolutely no context

#am i a cryptid now? i log on like once in a blue moon to post cringe and then leave again #ace attorney #apollo justice #tikki #random stuff #my stuff #ooookay okay okay okay. anyone reading the tags can have a LITTLE context‚ as a treat #so. sitting on my ao3 currently is an unfinished fic with exactly this premise #i want to finish it so bad. it haunts me every day. people leave such nice comments and everything #but i just have no motivation. trust me i've tried #i thought that perhaps drawing it might finally kick my brain back into gear #i'm so sorry readers i'm sorry i WILL finish it i promise it's not abandoned #it was so much fuuuuun #tikki are you seeing this. cringefail author who keeps playing video games instead of writing lmao #anyway goodbye friends i am gone again. logging off once more