Tumgik
#swiiivet
sir-beingmyself · 2 years
Photo
Tumblr media
I’ve become, hesitant? To upload art? For some reason? I mostly use this blog just to reblog stuff I either find funny or relatable, kinda like a collage of everything about me and my interests-- and because this is the primary usage for the blog I’ve forgotten I’m allowed to even make my own posts xd  So I’m changing that now :D
I haven’t done a lot of art as of recent, or at least, anything that I’d even want published. But I have, in fact, made art that would fit the bill. So I’m thinking of going through some of my folders of art I haven’t posted before but still want out to the world; Which means this stuff might get a bit old.
Also ye ik it’s pixelatey, Krita’s gif conversion isn’t great so it got squooshed-- Got a better lookin not gif one tho under the cut + some extra info
Tumblr media
Speaking of this art itself tho I was in the middle of making an animatic when I saw the clip in question, and just the pure shock going through c!wil in the moment was somethin I wanted to show off. Was also generally just practicing with a new brush as I wanted to figure out how I wanted things to look (spoiler didn’t go through w it, took too much time for not a lot of worth)
I also wanna inform that I haven’t followed dsmp very closely and only had that clip happen in my recommended, the amount of people I’ve been able to watch have been continuously dwindling due to either their personality or hitting too close to home for comfort, and unless someone I can actually watch starts playing in it (if honestly it’s still even going I’ve literally not kept up whatsoever xd) I’m not sure if I’ll do more content in the future. Especially because even after this long I haven’t exactly gotten over, yknow... I hope there’s someone I can watch eventually, people having fun together is fun to watch xc
9 notes · View notes
Text
Oh btw just for clarification I'm Swiiivet / Sir-BeingMyself, in case anyone wants to go on the hunt for info on "who's siv" xp
6 notes · View notes
sir-beingmyself · 3 years
Text
I’m Back Bitches!!!!!
I have returned from my involuntary vacation!
Now for some explanation as I kinda just disappeared n due to having no access to Tumblr I couldn’t explain myself
Why did you disappear?
Getting the obvious one out of the way
I disappeared because my entire computer decided it just didn’t feel like starting and only gave me a vague error msg that we dubbed “The America screen”
Our theory is of what happened is that either my mouse broke and killed my usb port or vice versa, and whenever I start the computer the error msg would pop up if the mouse was plugged in.
Ofc we didn’t know that was the problem since all the error said gave us the opportunity to find some answers on the internet, though ofc all of the answers had nothing to do with our problem, our only lead was that it could be a usb problem. We had a bit of an unortunate set of events as we thought every one of the usbs was broken since we plugged in other functional usb items into to non-functional one which resulted in nothing working.
We sent it in, they said nothing was wrong, and now it’s back
I’ve fiddled with it about an hr ago from this posts creation and everything seems to working as intended, except ofc the mouse and the single usb port
What happened whilst you were gone?
I’m sure not many will ask this though I still have it in me to want to share most of the events
- At the same time my pc broke Peanut was sent for some private but very extreme issues, meaning for about 4-5 days I, the tech dumbass, couldn’t and was too afraid to fiddle with this scary error msg which at the time I was even just worried about was mby even a virus even tho all I was doing was watching yt
- Due to the extreme situation my Osdd flared up for the first time, and now I have several fronting alters, as in before no one would ever speak to me, never front and within the yr as I realized I had it I could only hear them if I was in a dead silent room. But now they’re here fairly frequently! And I love them all But at the time, my persecutor/protector wasn’t too happy, as we sat for those 3-4 days only hearing their voice telling me this was the end of everything
It was a stressful time to say the least
- When Peanut recovered the two of us has have had a lot of conversations, and the tldr & “I want my privacy on this” answer is that now our private dynamic has changed a tad but moreover everything is better n I feel a lot better (I didn’t want to make it seem like this is bad end cause last point made it seem like it, we all good, only a bit salty my rare af mouse is dead xd)
Is anything going to change content wise because of all of this?
Just a tiny bit but not much
Only really 2 things
- A very few set of games won’t be available for play, the only thing I have on mind is Overwatch since it is heavily dependent on my old mouse, since my only mouse had 3 sides buttons (which makes it rare af) and my current temp mouse only have 2, which is a gargantuan difference when your right hand is so much more capable than the left xdd Though this is a temporary change, whenever I find a new mouse this change will be retconned
- Our system! Our system gets fronted very easily nowadays, theres even a few who has some game triggers. So seeing and meeting the alters is going to be more common, if not just simply base common. Although I do want to notify that some might not always want to be on camera, some might not know what’s going on 100%, some might be there to only do their job and not be a content creator and any other reason, so I do request that if someone doesn’t introduce themselves or isn’t as pleasant as I usually am (if you consider me pleasant that is) then please, pretty please, do not harass them for it, please do not be angry for the difference of behavior, and just generally, I hope you won’t be upset with them for doing their job or accidentally coming to the front. (Though if they’re vile like if they’re racist or sexist or whatever then ofc scrutinize them, though for the time being my entire system are all lovely people, even the persecutors)
I do want to note that my system is all but confirmed 1b, and for all of the people who doesn’t know what that means, in a very barebone, simple version - I, the host El, the one you’ve seen most often in streams, will in some capacity always be at the front, so no one is truly alone at the front and the amount of confusion that will happen won’t be too bad since everyone who’s at front shares the bodies memory bank.
This will, unlike the other change, be permanent.
I won’t update you about everyone in the system, I won’t even tell their names unless they’re comfortable with it. I just wanted to inform that when you watch me, you’re not watching a single person, we’re a collective of people
Tldr?
My computer broke, I fixed it, some games I can’t play & I discovered my Osdd-1b system properly
If you wish to speak to us we will return to near daily streaming as we did before https://www.twitch.tv/swiiivet I cannot tell you how much I’ve missed it and I am incredibly happy to be back at it again
1 note · View note
sir-beingmyself · 4 years
Text
Streaming Modded Terraria in about and hr
I forgot to say here, I’ve had 2 streams on Modded Terraria (first time ever playin n i’d like some guidance xdd) so if ya wanna come n watch im on Swiiivet
I first gotta do dishes n eat tho so it might maybe be more or less :p
Note - I have the fatal flaw of not bein talkative on my own, but im more than willing to discuss if ya chat
4 notes · View notes
sir-beingmyself · 4 years
Text
Big risk here oops
Ok so hi, i feel obligated to give some sort of introduction just cause of my own worries n I’m sry if you just dc xd
You might’ve seen my art around, I feel like I have a pretty recognizable art style (even tho like only 1k ppl have even seen a single pic I've drawn xc) and if you are one of those, I beg of you don’t share to those accs, most of the info that I’ll spread freely here I don’t want my family to know, and they have quite a thorough look through my other accs, some of them havin my accs open 24/7 in case some changes happen, so just for my own safety I ask of you to please not share this around to the audience who knows my other content.
Now w that out of the way, heyo, I’m Elzyv, most call me El for short, I’m demisexual and girlflux (idk my orientation yet), I’m 18 (though the body is not) [outdated info, host has no identity currently], I’m currently the host of my newly discovered system which I still find baffling due to my almost crippling capabilities, mostly due to paranoia. I’m currently not working or doing school due to the unbearable amount of stress it puts me under and currently my only attempts at occupation is art and Twitch (Swiiivet if you’re curious).
For most of my life I’ve lived socially isolated (In case you’re unaware SIR in this context stands for Social Isolation Recovery) and as borderline definite consequence of it I have most of my mental problems, so I’ve started this tumblr to hopefully gain some friends, or at the very least ppl I can connect to and maybe if there’s more ppl who have grown up isolated we can all start a lil group together? idk prob hopin for too much xdd My response to social isolation was to completely mentally and emotionally shut down (I call it bein gray) and only recently have I actually tried to undo it, mostly w the help of my bf, so if I’m emotionally weird or completely detached to the situation or whatever else could’ve been as a side effect, know that there’s that (also I have prob short term memory due to it yay)
So ye I just plan on hangin out for the most part, prob actually reblog stuff just cause for the longest time I’ve been terrified to for some sorta potential accusation of stealing xc Post art whenever I can think of it, n if anyone asks me anythin I’ll try my best to have art accompanying it
3 notes · View notes
sir-beingmyself · 4 years
Text
Streaming :)
Currently building so I can attempt to apply for MunchyMC
Swiiivet is username still
0 notes
sir-beingmyself · 4 years
Photo
Tumblr media Tumblr media Tumblr media Tumblr media
I had a request stream over at https://www.twitch.tv/swiiivet n these are in order of creation
Ty for Kylar, Guu & Droberry for coming to the stream n chatting but also for requesting for stuff in the first place. Apparently the first art I made was for someone who is accused of bein untrustworthy tho I have no proof but idk if they come around again then don’t listen to them wanting their aardvark I guess (Sry that I don’t remember the name n twitch chat history doesn’t go that far apparently, can check in the recent vids tho whenever I’m able if no one else wants to do the work tho)
Also for anyone askin bats & cats don’t exist I only drew a dog there is no such thing as cats or bats and I didn’t draw them I can’t believe you’re tryin to convince me otherwise how dare you
0 notes