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yuanology · 9 months
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You write for jjk right? So tender/soft sex w Gojo ,like imaging him actually having scars yknow with this “I’ll kiss all the scars on your skin” ,I’m down bad for that man ,like he is secretly begging for someone to praise him in the way he deserves yknow ,that man needs someone to love the weak and hurt gojo behind his facade of the strongest 😩😩😩 im going insane 🐸
yes, i do write for jjk and yes, i do write for gojo satoru and yes, i am going fucking feral
gojo satoru who finds his scars to be a sign of his failure as the strongest, a reminder of all of the people whom he failed to protect. he treats each scar not as a trophy of his survival but rather as a sign of weakness. a foolish thought, truly, but even the strongest has his faults at times.
( and there is a reason, after all as you so often joke, why he is called the strongest and not the wisest )
it's rare that you have the time to simply exist together and so, you both try and take as much advantage of it as possible. on the times when you can linger, you always do. even as he begs for you to go faster, tells you over and over again that he can take whatever you give him, that he won't break, but you still go slow. you ensure that he stays still — not that it takes much convincing; all you have to do is ask and he's eager to be your good boy. wanna be your good boy. am i your good boy, yet? — and that he feels every inch of you all over him.
this is one of the rare occasions in which satoru is self-conscious of himself, and you're more than aware of that. so, you ease him into it. first, you keep yourself quiet — easier to be agreed to if you don't give anything to rebuke — choosing instead to focus all your attention on kissing him all over. his throat, his lips, his cheek, his eyelids, his chest, his tits, his stomach, his thighs, his calves, everything. satoru, ever the perfect, pliant boy that he is for you, never tries to stop you. his muscles strain from his efforts to keep still, to take everything you give him, but he's so good at it that you barely even notice. you're too busy peppering kisses all over, hands on his skin so that you can feel more of him.
only once he's calmed down, used to the feeling of your mouth on him, do you begin to talk. you've learned a long time ago that a man like gojo satoru may preen under the attention, but the lonely boy in satoru will always shy away from honest compliments. so, you have to find another way to appreciate him without having him shrink away from you.
so, you kiss his hips, turning a blind eye on the way his breath hitches as your thumb brushes along a dent on his skin there, and you softly murmur, "you're so pretty." right against his skin.
so, you kiss the scar over his chest, right above where his heartbeat echoes through his ribs, ignoring the way he squirms and his gaze averts from you, and you tell him, "your heart's pounding, baby."
so, you kiss at the inside of his thigh, pretending not to feel the way his thighs tremble when you press a little too hard on an old jagged mark on his skin there, and you whisper, "you're so damn perfect." and you forget to tell him that you don't mean it in the way that he's the strongest, but because he's your satoru, but you know that he understands it all the same.
so, you kiss the most recent scar on his throat, the one from one close call or another, and you catch his chin in your hand and force him to meet your gaze so that he listens when you say, "i'm glad you came home."
sex with satoru after that is never the rough, harsh tumble that you would often do when you're chasing after time and desperate to have each other one last time. it's never just a good fuck, one with greedy hands and very little devouring mouths.
sex with satoru after that is always slow, tender, as if you're trying to meld your bones with each other until your entire existence becomes one and the same. it's always nails digging into your back, satoru's low sobs echoing in your ears, and your mouth peppering kisses and gentle worship against his skin.
the world can have tough, perfect gojo "the strongest" satoru.
but you?
you'll have scarred, beautiful, vulnerable satoru, and that is all the more precious.
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haecien · 4 months
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hi! can I request seventeen's reaction to having a girlfriend who's often misjudged because of her cold appearance and attitude to strangers, but to seventeen she's very sweet and caring??? thank you!
ANON THIS IS AMAAZINGGG!!! Literally what i just needed to get my writing fuel up
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A/n — Happy new years btw!! (From gtm+8), hoping you guys will have a wonderful year mwaaahh. I wrote this in a rush so I hope u don't mind how I did it hehe <33 ALSO THANK YOU TO SKY AND SKYE (double sky(e) ) FOR HELPING OMFG.
Tags — Fluff, a bit of humor?
Since it's new years and I'm being nice ill give you guys TWO versions! First one is this fic right here:) and the 2nd one will be posted soon ! <;33
Ver 2
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🗣 : " Your girlfriend seems so scary, I wonder how you keep up with her! She also seems like she doesn't care AT ALL !! "
Would get mad and instantly defend you
— Hoshi, Seungkwan, & Mingyu
Flabbergasted you decided to call his GIRLFRIEND mean and DOESNT care??? Oh how absolutely WRONG that is!! They would start defending you like a lawyer in a serious case, they would pull up receipts and read them to you then eventually start blabbering how your the sweetest most loving girlfriend ever.
Just try his best not to laugh at the very wrong assumption
— Jun, Woozi, & Jeonghan
"You're wrong + L + ratio " I swear they tried there BEST to not laugh not wanting to embarrass the poor person, and considering you act like such a sweetheart infront of them is funny too..... they do eventually end up laughing then explaining how its the complete opposite.
" Oh no- she's actually the sweetest person "
— Vernon, Joshua , & Dokyeom
Will just immediately say that there assumptions were wrong, no arguing just straight to the point! He will go on and ramble a bit on how happy you actually make him and how you are the most caring person ever. He will go back to his normal convo tho afterwards:D (the most sane response tbh...)
Glares and looks like he about to fight
— Wonwoo, Minghao, Dino, & Seungcheol
Bro you just told that to the wrong person... basically the first one but WAY worst, they will stand up and start threatening you. Like how dare you say those types of things about HIS GIRLFRIEND and think you'd get away with it?? Let's just say you didn't exactly have a nice chat with him after you said those words.......
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Svt taglist — @slytherinshua , @woozvc , @weird-bookworm , @mayashu , @bangantokchy
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otomes-and-tears · 1 year
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Hello,I hope you had a good day! I have an OL2 request if that's alright!!
In step 2,with Qiu,GN-Reader,Best Friend status with both Qiu and Tamarack and Qiu is just pining over their best friend,MC. How would Qiu realize their crush on MC? How would they act around MC who shows their love thru physical affection towards their neighbors?
Basically what im asking is 'the brooding,pining one x the oblivious,affectionate one' but it's with Qiu and MC :D!! (A LIL SIDE NOTE/ASK ADDITION : Maybe MC is also insecure abt themselves,thinking that they're not that lovable or smth,maybe cuz of their looks if u know what I mean?? THANKS FOR WRITING FOR OL2 BTW IT MEANS A LOTTT <3)
(side note 2 : sorry if this isn't that understandable,english isn't my first language 🙇‍♀️)
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♦ Qiu having a crush on a physically affectionate and oblivious GN!MC ♦
► tags and warnings: -
► words: 861
► A/N: Please don't apologise! Your english is great, anon ♡ I'm also not a native English speaker!
► Masterlist
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I think they’ve always been aware that MC was different from their other friends;
As a kid, they remember other friends complaining about Qiu’s giving MC special treatment, and as someone preoccupied with fairness it used to annoy them to no end;
Because they knew it was true, they just didn’t understand why they felt so compelled to treat them this way;
As they grew up and the idea of romantic love became a less threatening, more concrete concept, it didn’t take them too long to piece it together;
MC was always there for Qiu, always ready to show them support and kindness and to look out for them, when Qiu was used to other people relying on them to be like that;
They’d watch them laughing at something Tamarack said and would just feel this… warmth in their chest;
Like this was something they’d need to protect;
The world could be a cruel place, but MC’s kindness and their laughter was the one thing Qiu wanted to preserve;
I don’t think Qiu had this grand moment of realisation;
It happened one night, right at the beginning of autumn, when the leaves started falling and the nights grew colder;
They both agreed to meet in Qiu’s backyard in the early hours of the evening to look at the stars through a telescope together;
Mc managed to bring their favourite tea in a thermos, and gave Qiu the biggest hug once they saw them;
They were just… so happy. Being awake at odd hours of the night trying not to be too loud to not wake Qiu’s parents from their slumber;
Watching the stars and talking about mythology;
Mc started rambling about something they had read and stopped in the middle of it, apologizing about speaking too much;
And Qiu found that they didn’t mind it;
Not only that, they welcomed it. They loved how passionate MC was, how happy and comfortable they had been all night;
Qiu didn’t want them to stop at all, and they realized that they wanted to be the person that MC went to when they wanted to talk about these things;
Well… when people described love it always seemed so overwhelming, and in some aspects it was;
But it mostly just felt right;
Their name is Qiu, their friends call them Autumn, and they are in love with MC;
It’s been a part of them for a long time, and was just nice to finally understand that part of themselves;
Not too much changed after that, only that perhaps their affection and special treatment became more blatant;
In their teens, MC is one of the few people Qiu can stand to be around, and after they’ve realised their feelings they started relying on MC a bit more;
Because Qiu trusts them with that!;
Honestly? MC’s affection is one of the things that keep Qiu going;
MC, despite their obliviousness, ends up noticing and making sure to support them whenever he needs it most;
When Qiu is having a bad day MC will just… Wrap them in a hug and stay there for as long as Qiu needs;
If MC noticed how fast Qiu’s heart beats when they hug, they never mention it;
There are also more subtle types of affection;
Like linking their arms together while walking, grabbing their hand to lead them somewhere or just leaning against Qiu when they’re tired;
Even with all their angst, MC’s affection is always a sure way to soften them;
Qiu will often pinch their cheeks or pat them on the head and lightly tease them for being touchy;
I’m pretty sure Qiu’s love language is acts of service, but knowing how important physical affection is to the MC, Qiu will make sure to initiate it too;
Honestly, I don’t see Qiu as a very jealous person, and knowing Tamarack for years and being close to her, I don’t think that they’re jealous about MC showing her affection too;
Instead, it makes them happy that MC is surrounded by good people that care about them as much as Qiu does;
Tamarack ends up noticing their crush eventually;
I mean… I’m sure everyone knows about it except MC themselves;
And even if she seems a little too invested in it and will sometimes give Qiu a hard time about it in private, she’s very supportive;
And it means a lot to them to have MC’s other best friend support them like that;
In regards to MC being insecure… Qiu doesn’t get it at all;
How can someone that amazing be insecure about themselves? How can they worry about not being loveable enough, not interesting enough? Not beautiful enough?;
And they’re fucking pissed at anyone who would ever make MC feel that way;
MC is a person that Qiu cares about deeply, even if they’re colder at that age, there’s no way they just let them think so little of themselves if they can help it;
So… MC is one of the few people that Qiu will make a big effort with;
They make sure MC knows how special they are, and how beautiful of a person both inside and out!
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DATE NIGHT
Arkin O’ Brien x GN!Reader
Last Edited: 16/04/2024
TW: none
Anon: Short fluff fic of Arkin x reader? Maybe him taking the reader out on a date? please and thank you :3
Word Count: 962
AO3 LINK -> HERE
Notes: We know who sent that, and thank you for it. This is set before they go on the date but plan to go BTW. And yes, Arkin is 32 in this. In 2009, High Steward was 32 when he played Arkin and that’s all we have to go on for his age.
@rppik (editor/co-writer): I like my pathetic divorced Meow Meows UNWELL /lh /don't use that as my editor's note
You’ve known Arkin for a long time. You worked alongside him during his time as a contractor; you knew about his wife, Lisa, and little girl, Cindy. Finally escaping The Collector to find out that Lisa filed divorce papers after he told her to flee completely broke him. He loved his wife, despite her constant gambling and using Cindy as a way to keep him leashed, and watching her leave him after everything he had done to get back to them destroyed the man.
 You had been there throughout the whole shit show, providing as much comfort as you could. Your shitty flat became home to the recovering man, who slept on your couch more than enough times to leave an imprint. Hell, even your bed had become contaminated with his smell on more than one occasion; on some nights, you insisted he spare his back from sleeping on the old piece of junk. But you didn’t kick him out or turn him away. You couldn’t, not when you had seen the previous fights between him and his ex-wife, or how he talked about Cindy in such a caring way, clearly missing her more than air. You couldn't help but want to help the guy, with his unkempt appearance and dark shadows under his eyes being equal parts concerning and somehow handsome on him. And his witty comebacks always made your day, naturally, you had to admit his company wasn't one you minded keeping, even when he was close to hitting rock bottom some days.
You know he doesn’t care for himself like he should, not when he only cared about seeing his kid. With that no longer possible, thanks to Lisa’s papers and custody battle, he would be lucky to see Cindy at all or even get to call her. His will to get better or take care of himself in any way deteriorated rapidly after the decision was finalized; if it wasn’t for your encouragement to shower or eat a little bit, he would have wasted away in your living room.
Of course, you weren't above abusing your professional connections to help, too. An ask here, a bribe there, and the next thing you know, envelopes to small packages full of pictures of Cindy arrived at your work. You would then bring them home to give to Arkin as some sort of gift to show that his baby was okay. He never asked who you talked with to get the photos, and you never told him, either; neither of you minded crossing some lines if it helped. 
And it did help him– The life in the man started to slowly, but surely, trickle back into his being. His eyes seemed brighter, and he started to take care of himself a bit more. He’d even gone back to his previous job as a contractor. He didn’t move out, though, not that you minded him sticking around. To others, it might have been awful to have someone you had helped get back on their feet not go on to leave your home. For you, however, it was just another thing you had hoped would happen, coming to fruition. 
The man you’ve been pining after for years, a best friend and romantic interest, staying with you? While you should feel awful he had to lose his wife and kid for it to happen, you couldn’t help but feel glad in a way. All the same, you couldn’t help but want him to still have some sort of access to Cindy. He loves her, you know, and wouldn’t take that away from him for the world. Even if it meant using some favours on your part, to see him happy and becoming healthy was all you cared about.
At some point, your feelings for him became an open secret, as sharing a living space with the man meant that little could go unnoticed between you two for long; you had yet to breach the topic explicitly, however, knowing he needed time to recover from his previous relationship. It’s on a day both of you are off work that you spring the idea of a date up, if only to test the waters.
“It can be between friends if you prefer, Arkin. I just thought we could go out,” you tell him. You don’t want to force him into joining you if he really doesn’t want to.
“Depends. Where are we goin’?” He’s relaxed on the couch, looking at some of the blueprints for another bit of decor needed on a house he’s going to be working on soon.
“The museum. The one a few blocks away from the bar you used to frequent before that guy happened,” you reply, hinting at The Collector but not outright saying the mass-murderer’s title for Arkin’s peace of mind.
“Is it any good?”
“Depends,” is your answer, echoing his early answer in a teasing tone of voice. You can hear him snort in good humour.
“We can go. Let me just put away these papers. Do I have to dress up?” You give him a quick look over before shaking your head.
“You can dress down for all I care. As long as you have something to cover your muscles.” The pillow cushion that hits you in response makes you laugh. You couldn’t help but poke fun at the other.
“Alright, alright. I’ll throw on my shoes. But you can’t go teasing me like that, I’m too old for it,” he insists lightly.
“You’re thirty-two, Arkin! You’re hardly old, Asshat.” His laughter from your bedroom gets that warm feeling in your gut to curl up close to your heart. Yeah, you’re pretty lucky to have this asshat in your life, despite the circumstances that brought you two together.
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zzoguri · 6 months
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my lovely lovely moni!! how r u? i just applied for the network u were suggesting!! and i’m pretty excited idk why 😭😭 anyhow, i hope that u’re doing fine. keep smiling moni! i’ll keep all the things you’ve said in mind, feel free so hmu too!! (btw feel free to call me anything!! fleur or ria kung saan ka masaya hehe) take care moninini, padayon lang!!
I JUST SAW THE ACCEPTANCE POST!!! i'm so happy to have you here!!! tbh... kinda struggling bc undas break means a week of just work T___T profs talaga..... pero thank you :DDD i hope you're doing well as well!!! if not, don't worry </3 i'm suffering with you </3 SIGE if ever i might call you ria occasionally but i'll probably stick to fleur as your tag!
thank you again always for your messages :'))) please know it was really nice to open my inbox to see your kind words, from lovely anon ria to now fleur 🪷 ! kapit lang babes!
ps if you're interested in joining the disc server <333 we would love to have you there!!!
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wooahaes · 2 years
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Aahh! Thanks so much for replying to me, it was super helpful! I really appreciate how in-depth it was too. I shall try reblogging something now (v excited hehe). Can I be bold and ask for any writer recs? I've seen you talk about June and Ursa alot, so I'll make sure to check them out! (You prob have it somewhere, but it's 2am and I need sleep haha) I don't mind getting assigned a random emoji (I'm far too indecisive to pick one tbh haha). I hope your tummy feels better! Thanks so much again!!
sorry to everyone im about to @ in this post sfdkhsdf BUT
(also i saw ur first reblog and sdkfhd anon ur SO cute!! i recommend finding a profile pic somewhere and changing it so ppl don't block you while assuming you're a bot!!)
ok so all of these ppl write for svt and i believe also write for other groups? i'm mainly going by svt writers who ik have posted fics before!! i'm so sorry in advance bc i know i'm leave some ppl off btw just bc i don't want this post to get super long :(
even tho you said you've seen me talk about june and ursa, i'll @ them here again so you can find their blogs
although june i don't think has written anything (yet), she tags everything she reblogs/recs over at @junhui-recs so v good source to find writers <3!! i trust a lot of june's taste tbh + she's just a lovely person to interact with in general <3
ursa @thepixelelf is also a lovely person and writer and i fully suggest checking out her social media AUs if that's your thing!! they're super inclusive (gn!reader, no ulzzangs, generally ursa's writing has no reference toward reader's appearance too tbh!!) and honestly ursa is rly funny <3 love u ursa
i also recommend livvie @husbandhannie <3 livvie has very comforting writing that feels like home + she's so good about tagging things so if you need to avoid a certain topic, you most likely will (and if u dont, she absolutely does not bite and will add a trigger warning if you let her know)
(which btw i think every single person on this list is pretty solid about tagging things and open to being corrected if they leave something out!!)
sol @leejungchans also has popped up a few times on my blog i believe! sol is super duper nice and also has super cozy writing <3
aria @joshuas also has some lovely svt fics on her blog!! + aria is a huge sweetie as well (literally everyone i rec here is super nice)
elv @dokyeomblr is also a very very lovely person (mwah) who writes for multiple groups!!! one day i will go back through her masterlist n reblog when i have the brain cell to fully write out the tags she deserves <3
i don't think i've ever interacted with @suhnshinehaos aside from reblogging her renjun smau, but i like her sense of humor a lot <3 (also v inclusive smaus!!)
uhh i also don't think i've interacted with @blossom-hwa often but she seems cool and i also like her writing (i reblogged a hoshi fic from her once that i enjoyed!! + i believe she writes for both skz and golcha and being a golcha fan automatically makes u cool in my book tbh)
i will cap my list there but there are sooo many good writers out there tbh !!! i think almost everyone here i've interacted with (but even if i haven't, maybe one dayyy after i stop being hindered by anxiety lmao) but they're all super nice to people in my experience! :)
i also have a fic rec tag where i've reblogged from writers that are and aren't listed here!!
also goodnight anon <3 btw i hope 🍧 is fine with you? i can absolutely change it if you want! i just think its a cute emoji and ur cute n also sweet like shave ice is (esp on a hot day... i am so tired of summer weather)
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verobatto · 5 years
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A road too hard to walk
Sam's leadership journey
14x15 Peace of Mind spoiler. Sam's meta
Hi! I'm here again, this is my fourth meta (ugh!) About the last episode Peace of mind.
This meta is dedicated to the Anon who requested me more Sam meta, so this is four you! 💕💕
If you want to read my other metas ABOUT this episode, here are the links.
I made a promise (Castiel's meta-Destiel meta)
Did you noticed the difference? Sam/Cas vs Dean/Cas
Kissing you goodbye. Lovers separation (Destiel meta. Visual narrative meta)
The boy with a dream
We know Sam's destiny from the beginning was to rule an army and Hell. To be a leader. But he always was the rebellious child, it was obvious he wouldn't fulfill any forced destiny.
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The idea of follow a different path grew strong in him, that's why he decided not to join his father and his brother and having a normal life.
He really tried, but again his truly destiny was chasing after him from the very beginning. And he was dragged again into the hunter life, not because he wanted to, but because he needed to fullfil his revenge, as his father did. Repeating his father story, even if he had disapproved him.
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The boy with a destiny
When Sam came back from the dark side, from drinking demon blood upgrading his psyquic powers, there was still another destiny chasing after him: LEADERSHIP. But not just any leader, but Hell's king, as Lucifer vessel.
Although every cell of his body fought against his destiny, he ended by saying yes to Lucifer, using all his strengths to take control over his own body helped by family love. And he jumped into that Hell's hole, saving the world and receiving the redemption he deserved. He is a hero.
Pic credit @spn-idjits-guide-to-hunting 👇
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The man with a mission
In season 12 we finally saw him as a leader. It was just one episode, but Sammy showed us his skills in the leadership. And it fits him perfectly. I think we all know that the whole time. Because Sammy is an innate leader. He is smart, strong, he evaluates each decision and he has this empathic way when he talks with people.
In season 14 we saw Sammy's leadership in all it's splendor, he even had developed a system to keep the connection between hunter and the bunker, filming the missions and reporting constantly.
Dean was amazed and felt proud of him, but also Sammy received critics and judgment from AUBobby in 14x05, representing John Winchester btw, and showing Sam's inner fears for being responsible for so many people's lives.
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But a leader will always receive critics, for his position, and bc all his decisions affects a group.
A man with faith
He always is looking for another way out, even when things are hard, he is the one keeping hopes up, searching, investigating. He is constantly fighting, and rarely he give up, because he learned to fight till the end from his brother, and even from his father too, whom never gave up trying to get revenge.
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In the beginning of the show, firsts seasons, he was a very angry character, affected by demon blood and the pain of loosing Jesse.
After being in hell and solving the soulless issue, Sammy developed a very calm mood, always trying to help people, and empathizing with them. Showing a virtuous strength, which had helped him to resist in the cage the tortures from Michael and Lucifer.
He is very controlled about what he feels, and moderate in showing it. But there's situations he had been going through, mostly these last season, in which we had seen him broken.
Recalling when they losing Mary by the end of season 12 (after saying to her he felt complete having his mom with him), losing Jack (his adopted son) in 14x08, trying to convince Dean to not use the Mal'ak box in 14x12 and losing all his "army" in 14x14. Every one of these episodes had something in common: IMPOTENCE. When Sam feels he can't do something to fix things, he breaks. Beacuse he is the one solving the situations, doing research, trying to figure out things, but when he sees there's no way out, he breaks...
Talking about "Peace of Mind"...
In the last episode, Sammy was again in that emotional state in which you could say, he was about to break. Having visions about your dead friends in the bunkers isn't something that happens like nothing. He was struggling inside with his "failure as a leader" , so he tried to run away from the place that Remember him his failure and his impotence.
When we saw the poster from "Charming Acres", and we had two excelent meta about it from @drsilverfish here and @poorreputation here. I first saw the color (yellow, related with Sam). So that will be the place where SAM COULD REACH A FAKE HAPPINESS AND A FAKE PEACE OF MIND FROM ALL HIS GHOSTS.
The man with a destiny
As we had been talking about, Sammy fights against his destiny, but he ends always by embracing it, against his will... This season begins like this...
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Sammy naming himself as new King of Hell, maybe not being so conscious about the height of his own words... He is embracing symbolically what he was rejecting all his life. Fullfil his destiny.
Please check the following spec I wrote about Sammy, is here, because this clues I saw in the last episode, supports my theory...
So... We had
The boy King destiny ruling Hell
Sammy "losing"? His powers as psyquic
The psyquic girl in season 12 and Sam talking with her about his psyquic past thing.
Season 12 leader of hunters episode.
Season 14 episode 5 Sam talks about that psyquic old man from season 8.
Season 14 call back to season 4 and 5 (Sammy's destiny again)
That post in episode 300 an eye inside a triangle with the word psyquic on it.
Season 14 begins with Sammy "accidentally" naming himself as the new King of Hell.
The last episode was about a psyquic.
Coincidences? I don't think so, this proves Sammy's destiny is many chasing after him again. Let's see.
A man with a family
So Justin Smith was living a "happy" life, Sammy wanted to scape from the hard and sad reality he was living, and that was perfect for him. Brainwashed, new life, the life he wanted in his past. Lying to himself. The mind control was strong... Till CAS appears again.
And there's three olives on the martini, and not just two, as always... (Letting the menáge a troi meaning, I found it very interesting Sam pointed WE ARE THREE DEAN, CAS AND ME)
And there was that beautiful parallel with 10x22...
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Gif credit @angelkurenai
Castiel, the best friend Sammy ever had, is who made him break from mind control mentioning him: FAMILY (JACK AND DEAN) AND HIS FAILURES AS A LEADER empathizing with him, he talked to Sam as a Commander to another Commander, as a friend to another friend, and as a brother to a brother. Mentioning KEEP FIGHTING, It's a call to Sam's essence. FAITH, KEEP FIGHTING, FINDING ANOTHER WAY, KEEP FIGHTING. That's what brought Sammy back. His family, his mission, his destiny, his choices.
To conclude
Sam is a hero, he had walked a path full of pain and hard moments, but that's what built in him the grown up character we are seeing now.
He is a generous, empathic, smart, insightful person who not matters what, keeps his faith and keeps fighting.
He can break when he feels IMPOTENCE, and he is always searching for another way to solve situations.
He had always fought back his destiny, but the story showed us he ends doing it anyway (like leadership).
I would love to see him in a big role as getting back his powers, would be interesting beacuse the improvement of his character was huge, and adding his psyquic powers to it plus the little detail he named himself (accidentally) as King of Hell could lead us to a wonderful end game for him.
I hope you like it, is my first Sam's meta here, so please feel free to comment.
I'm preparing too a post with the two huge specs I have, with all the clues I could recollected with the help of my friends.
C-u! 😘💕
Buenos Aires March 18th 2019 9:48 PM
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soraenun-archive · 2 years
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(i enter the stage and the crowd cheers and chants my name. i wave at them and blush from the amount of love i'm receiving) hiii, i'm here <3 how have you been doing?
yeah, it sometimes feels like you have to know everything about it (football) but i only watch it to take my mind off of things lol oh shoot! did i give you too many hints already? 😳 from now on, i won't reveal anything about myself. i might have underestimated your sherlockholmesque skills. this is not about my url btw, i'm not telling if you're right or wrong about it to stress you out even more (jk ofc i don't want to stress about it). i want to keep the big reveal for later and i want it to be extraordinary hehe 💖
when i saw the pink outfits on my dash, i thought of you right away 💞 i was like 'shannon must be super happy right now' and i was right. i saw your tags under the rv posts you reblogged. reading the tags under posts is one of my fave things to do on this site lol
wait what? i thought harry kane was way older than that. it's.... so weird to me that he isn't even in his thirties........ i really thought he was 35-36 already. in case he's reading this, i'm sorry mr. kane but i don't know anything about football players' ages. i'm always shocked when i learn about their age because i always imagine them way younger or way older than their real age. i'm sorry but did i make any sense? my brain is not able to process this info </3
since i forgot my question of the day the last time, here is one: are there any other sports you follow or enjoy watching? if so, which ones and what made you so interested in them?
as you might not know, i started taking singing lessons so please sit down while listening to my beautiful voice. 🎵 dear sha-aaaaaaa-non. i wish youu-uuuu-huuuuuuuu a niiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiice (this was the high note) dayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy (vibrato at the end) and pleeeeeeeeease take caaaaaaaare 🎵 see? i didn't lie to you when i said i have a beautiful voice ;)
from 🐘 anon
hello!!! i am the crowd 📣👩 (that’s me cheering) hi bestie <3 i’ve been doing okay! i think your threats worked 🥰
exactly!! especially as a girl i feel like you get questioned so much more like im just here to have fun and support my besties :( the classic “explain the offside rule then” like i dont even think the players could explain offside anymore …. or the you must only be pretending to like it to get attention from men… but unless the man is heung min son i absolutely am not interested. oooh i must be onto something then 🧐 but you’re right! i will retire my detective skills and wait for your big reveal!
hehe i was super happy!!!! they all looked so pretty i love those outfits! and the stage with the flowers was stunning too <3 it’s so cute that u thought of me when you saw them :( have you watched the wildside mv yet? what did you think of it and the song?
yeah it makes sense!! i don’t blame you ajkhdaksd i think the fact he’s also married with kids certainly makes him seem like he’s a lot older than what he is?? but i’m hoping he still has a lot of years left in him especially if they’re gonna be spent at spurs 🥺 but nooo other than football i’m not really into any sports :/ i used to hate football too but something about tottenham hotspur just got me hooked <3 but i’m not really a sports person! sometimes i’ll watch rugby with my dad but it’s way too aggressive for me ajksdhjsakd
oh thank you for the beautiful song! you didn’t lie u have the most beautiful voice and you hit that high note perfectly! 👏👏👏 sorry if i’m being stupid are you really taking singing lessons or was that just for the fun message?? 🥺 if you are i'm curious what made you want to start taking them and how they’re going but if it was just a joke then u can ignore me <3
i hope you've been doing well too bestie and that you're having a good day/night 💞💗
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notahammer · 7 years
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you mentioned in tags some time ago that you hoped someone would come ask you for your thoughts on wonder woman when they wouldn't be so potentially spoilery timing-wise, and i'm here to ask you for that now if you don't mind! i have been DYING to hear your thoughts on this movie (which i loved ardently). (btw, one of my side-note-personal-fav-things about the movie that has nothing to do with diana or amazons was that eugene brave rock got to speak blackfoot!! can u even believe)
I’m still in a State about it, darling anon. I have, since watching it for the first time, taken off the rose-coloured glasses and noticed the flaws, but they still don’t seem to matter, because with films and narratives like these, the importance comes from the emotion and comfort they provide. And that’s where Wonder Woman pays off in an entire deck of spades.
Like there was a moment in the film, where my stomach dropped - when Diana kills Luddendorff and the war doesn’t end like she believed it would, and for a second, my stomach fucking dropped because they could have so easily turned it into a story of How Diana Learns The Harsh Reality Of Humanity And Life, belittled and chastised her for her lack of cynicism, but they don’t… her resolve and fundamental beliefs and idealism are all in constant validation in the text (even as they are challenged).
And that is why, even though I struggle with the third act, and an argument can be made that having a villain was a bad choice, that it would’ve been more compelling had Ares been dead all along, and Diana would’ve had to confront the fact that man is inherently destructive and cruel - I’m glad they didn’t take that route. The film didn’t need to invalidate or crush or remake Diana into a superhero. She hasn’t always been Wonder Woman, but she’s always been a hero, she’s always had the heart of a hero. And the film gets that.
So, she gets to be naive and vulnerable, care about all the ‘little people’ that are usually ignored for the ‘bigger picture’, AND kick ass.
In a time, where most of the (male) superheroes in our media are disillusioned, brutalized anti-hero versions of themselves, Wonder Woman is a breath of fresh air. Wonder Woman is a gift.
(I learned about Brave Rock speaking Blackfoot later, but I’m happy for you, anon, and everybody else it was a big deal for! Chief was my favourite side/supporting character, and I gasped at the “Who killed your people?” “His people” bit. I liked that they addressed it in such a candid way, really put into perspective that people who present themselves as the ‘good guys’ are the villains in somebody else’s history.
There were other little things I appreciated: the train scene had a lot of Indian and Sikh soldiers, made London look more diverse in WWI than most of the current BBC shows set in modern times; the Amazons were pretty diverse too (still wish more of them had had speaking parts); also, Sameer not being able to act because of racism, and Charlie suffering from PTSD. They were all very brief moments, but they were such a large statement.)
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fabrickind · 7 years
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if u don't mind me asking, how did u sew the yurio cosplay? Did u use a leotard base then added the extra things or did u completely sew from scratch? (If so kudos to u bc that looks so hard) btw it looks amazing!!!!!!!!!!!
Hello there!
Thank you so much! That cosplay was thrown together in a week, so I’m not sure how much of my actual construction notes ended up online, or if it was mostly just me grumbling about how much I hate glitter fabric. All of my progress should be in this tag.
I made the leotard from scratch. With how I made it, using a pre-made leotard would only give me the advantage of having it already patterned and have the sleeves done, since the applique is all sewn into the seams -- I would have had to have taken the leotard apart in order to add the detailing, and then sewn it back together. I patterned the leotard myself, as well, but there are plenty of leotard patterns available commercially.
Here’s my basic order of operations:The leotard is all one continuous piece of fabric for the base. This is the light grey matte milliskin seen around the bottom of the leotard. Everything else was added on top. If I had done the original design rather than a fem version, I would have used a flesh tone mesh or opaque spandex for the top portion rather than the silver all the way up, since the original outfit is supposed to be sheer on top. Since it’s already scandalous enough that I don’t have a skirt on this outfit, I decided that bucking both figure skating regulations and the rules of common decency by having the illusion of nudity up top would not fly, so I made sure no one could interpret me as being topless. :P
For the top portion, I flatlined silver glitter mesh to the silver milliskin, but only to about the waist. I left the bottom edge free, so that I could trim it in case it extended below the level of the applique (which it did in a few places). Flatlining is a process where you sew two fabrics together within the seam allowance so that they act as a single piece of material. This is really useful for things like adding mesh overlays or using an interlining for body on a thinner material. I did the same for the sleeves, though the mesh continues for the entire length.
I then did the dark grey applique first, then the shiny silver on top of it. The dark grey actually extends beyond the visible edge, so that it sits underneath the silver. This was so that I only had to deal with one delicate jagged edge rather than trying to match two edges up -- the edge of the dark grey naturally follows the edge of the silver because the silver is sitting on top -- as matching up the edges would have been nearly impossible to get clean-looking. I have some notes on stretch applique here: http://fabrickind.tumblr.com/post/155192872888
I did a lot of paper patterns before cutting my fabric for the applique, and the applique took almost an entire day alone. The designs were mostly freehanded, though I folded the dark grey ones in half to be symmetrical. There’s a couple of parts where they don’t /quite perfectly/ line up on the sides, but that’s what happens when you throw a cosplay together in a week and don’t have time to redo it.
Then everything was sewn together -- the sleeve caps were done first, and then the side seams and underarm seams were done in one go. The sleeve cuffs and pointed hand pieces were done in two pieces each (the top and a lining), sewn together along the outside edge (where the point is), flipped so the seams were on the inside, and sewn to the sleeves. There is a small loop of elastic so they sit on my fingers. the neckband was done in much the same way, and attaches in the back with hooks and eyes. The whole thing has hooks and eyes at the crotch to get it on and off (since the neck is too narrow to step through and I didn’t want to do a zipper) and for ease of restroom use. The tension of the leotard’s stretch keeps the hooks and eyes in place, so no wardrobe malfunctions!
Ostrich feathers at my hips are handsewn on. I feel like I need to add more, but that’s all I had at the time. Feathers at my hands and shoulders are made out of white goose feather trim that I cut and handsewed into shape. The shoulder pieces are a line of trim facing one direction, another line facing the other direction (so that the tape portion of the trim/the bottoms of the feathers butt against each other), and another line on top to hide the seams and add fluff. Hand feathers were done with the same trim, but cut short so that only two feathers were together on the tape. I cut four of these, and sewed them together into two V shapes. All of the goose feathers attach with multiple snaps so they can detach for washing (or walking in the wind and rain).
If you were to use a leotard as a base, I’d recommend opening the side seams, doing the applique, and then closing the side seams again. This will both allow for the applique to be sewn into the seams for a cleaner finish and prevent you from accidentally catching the back of the leotard in the front applique or vice versa. 
I hope that helps, Anon! :]
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rotten-dan · 7 years
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For the anon confession thing: your sexual identity and sexuality confuse the fuck out of me. Ive considered asking, but I'm too shy and also I don't want to come up to you and just question you, that would be rude? I just, you tag some things one way and some things another way, I just want to be clear. What was your designated gender at birth? and now? and are you romantic and/ or sexual? if so, who are you attracted to? IM DYING FOR CLEAR ANSWERS
heheheheI know I must be the most confusing motherfucker everif you want clear answers, here:
-I was designed female at birth! yaaay?-Im genderfluid! but more inclined to the male gender, thats the one I feel the most and thats why in spanish I want people to address with male pronouns but in english to address me with any -Im a lil confused asexual, not in the sense straights think, but in the sense that I feel like I sometimes feel sexual attraction, I have a list of people I would def fuck! (mostly from people I could never touch or characters) and I fall in the gray-asexual category, but I prefer to just say asexual, its easier *shrugs* -I’m panromantic and that’s set in a stone! I love men, woman, nb pals, robots, ghosts…I hope that cleared up your mind! thanks for being considerate about it btw, its okay to ask me this stuff, just dont come to me in a rude way, thats all I ask,but this way, it was funny, it felt like “I NEED TO KNOW THIS, PLS, IM DYING SQUIRTLE”but also, that info is in my about me you kno♪ but I was glad to try to explain dis a lil love u!!
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