#tbh winter just sucks

[crumb-crumblet-s-crumbington]

alcina dimitrescu KILLS her maids and drinks their blood

karl heisenberg tried to use a BABY as a weapon

ethan winters is WHITE

mother miranda tries to STEAL someones daughter

at the end of the day, your favorite resident evil 8 characters are terrible people

#resident evil village #ethan winters #resident evil #u cannot tell me that ethan actually did something bad #please be fr 😭 #ethan winters is a horrible person for killing a family a five! #man come on #open ur eyes… play the game maybe… #i get just not liking ethan #but why come up with a bunch of unreasonable excuses for why he sucks 😭 #liek just say u hate him #u dont gotta start babying the lords or demonizing him #hes just a normal guy come on bro #most arguments i see r full of buzzwords tbh #i havent seen anything that has made me think #huh… maybe that is a bit messed up of him… #he is a victim of other peoples consequences #he is forced into situations where he has to fight to survive #idc if people hate ethan… but the second u start pulling stuff outta ur butt… #im sorry i gotta defend my gf #its annoying whenever people complain abt ethan fans goi ng like #‘haha i like him hes a normal guy’ #cos waht r u arguing against #he IS a normal guy #he is literally a civillian…? #come on #conpare him to chris or leon who literally work for the government or whatever #its weird to get defenisive over ethan… not being normal…? #just leave him alone😭 bro has 100 hate articles abt him already #again another essay in the tags

[disengaged]

ooooo god the ED thoughts are so bad again

#happens every damn winter and for what 😐 #embarrassing illness to have as a grown ass adult tbh #i feel so stupid like how is this just something i have to deal with for the rest of my life. how . makes no fucking sense #and i’m flying home for christmas so i CANNOT lose a noticeable amount of weight or my mum will cry and it’ll be awful #pegasus speaks #ed tw - #ask 2 tag #anorexia can suck my fucking ass

[diviedrawn]

Is What If really about to throw me back into my 2012 marvel brainrot? 🧍‍♂️

#tbh I haven’t though this much about marvel since wandavision and falcon and the winter soldier series BQISNSK #bc phase 4 marvel just overall sucked ass and I miss the avengers era of marvel :(( #it all kind of died for me after endgame tbh (like most people I think)

[aroaceofthesea]

Hate it bc we used to have such a fun friend group and everything was great but then ppl started fighting with each other so now there's a lot of tension between some ppl and it makes me kinda sad to think about how it could have been if this all hadnt happened

#and half of them i dont even know what happened bc ''i hate him but i dont like talking shit about ppl'' #or ''uh it was nothing he was just an asshole'' #and then theres the ones who dated for a while and then broke up and then she fucked with his best friend (also in the group) #and idk it all seems centered around that guy and his best friend tbh #the other day a few of us met and that guy and his best friend were close so we went to say hi #and they all hated him and/or were hated by him like howw #also apparently he wanted to hook up with a girl's gf (though i have my doubts about how literal this was) #(bc that girl is the first guy's best friend so she 100% knows what happened and she was deff biased by then) #idk man it sucks when ppl are mad at each other and no one will say why but you still like everyone there #idk this winter we were able to meet up without setting off an atomic bomb so thats. awin i guess #and tbh im glad i can stay out of the drama ngl if they made me pick sides i would go crazy #mine #life #friends

[sotogalmo]

7:47

Ranting to myself and holy hell. Never rlly expected myself to say I relate to Charlie-

(read tags if you want. I get more in depth into it, but also my rant will be in depth of it too)

#time diary(?) #audrey/kellie's time diary #if you couldn't tell. ive been going to the hazbin hotel critical tag/redesign/rewritten tag many times #and im now just gonna be putting my own ideas out and the rant im making just. kinda. makes me think so much of how #much Charlie is SO undermined that she's just a basic fucking hell citizen and not THE princess of hell heir to the throne #HER RELATIONSHIP WITH HER FATHER? WHO. BY THE WAY. SAYS “take that depression!”???? #charlie is so fucking undermined and never thought of that it angers me tbh. her idea & theme is so fucking cool!! but good God the #execution of it?? so bad that it's not even funny at all. i see myself in charlie so much due to her relationship with her father #and the whole relationship at the last episode is just now written as “weak daughter & strong father” and it fucking sucks #i kinda have the same relationship she has with her father but with my mother. we are distant but we love each other very much #and we help each other with the best we can. but the communication needs some working to do. we are distant but we are #still there for each other #oh also. the reason why i mentioned the “take that depression!” line is because it stod out to me. he has depression (or not??) #but that shit gets sidelined for his rival relationship with Alastor and some jokes (“or the second.. bow chica bow bow💥”) #and that. that's not fucking okay to me actually??? my mom has depression. and its not fucking nice or funny #(she has more like seasonal depression actually; shes more sadder/depressed in the winter). i might not know fully #but i know half of what it's like to have a depressed parent. and its. OUGH #Lucifer is such a good idea. Charlie is such a good idea. why the fuck was it wasted???

[thedeliaishere]

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#i hate being at work but i also hate being home #work is exhausting but it distracts me at least #being home just makes me depressed #i feel like things just wont be okay ever again #ive been depressed since the start of winter tbh but everything happening has just completely sucked the life out of me #my hygiene has taken a toll for the worse my rooms a mess i lost a shit ton of weight

[jay-arts-t]

Cold gf/hot bf, not Yenralt. Yennefer? Furnace. That woman has no uterus, she has menopause. Geralt? Furnace too. He grew up in the damn mountains. Sleeping in bed together is unbearable. Yes they both want cuddles but no!! Because!!! it's too!!!! Hot!!!!! When they adopt Ciri and she wants to cuddle in bed with them, she quickly learns why she shouldn't! It's like a sauna in there. Even though Yennefer would probably enchant her bedsheets to always stay cool, they both Still manage to make it unbearably hot. This results in Geralt getting kicked out of bed a lot, or voluntarily sleeping on the hardwood floor. And/or Yennefer opens all of the windows.

#yenralt #yennefer x jaskier #the witcher #yenralt thoughts #listen if yen has a porcelain tub Geralt would sleep in it too #but alas i imagine that the tubs in the 1200s were filthy and not comfortable #tbh.... me too me too #menopause symptoms SUCK #its thr desd of winter where i am and i keep the fan on medium #thank u endo meds for the free old person ism #im closer and closer to metamorphosing into Geralt #now i just need to be tall

[masterkeynobi]

anybody else think two sessions in four months (w no concrete plans for a third) is kind of sad

#sree.txt #sree&d #i know everyone's busy! I'M busy! but can we... try............ #at this rate i dont know if itll work out at all tbh maybe i just need to suck it up and cope #session 0 was over WINTER BREAK! in DECEMBER! and yet.

[saltinesinsoup]

ouhg ahg owie yeowch!! sinus pain

#jaytalking #jayventing #me when. i have sinus issues once again #need to. schedule an appointment with a specialist tbh #like. tested negative for covid the other day while still feeling like this. so unless it's a cold my sinuses are just fucked again #yayyyy i <3 having a headache for the whole day it's my favorite thing in the whole world i love being so tired i love when my face hurts #hoping i feel better tomorrow. if not i will be talking to my mom about it or smth bc i want to rip my face off just a bit #urghhhhh i just Want to feel normal i don't want to feel like Shit why does my body do this to me #AND LIKE. ITS JUST THE SINUS PRESSUREN HEADACHE #and also a sore throat #but genuinely ough. sinus pain has been like an on n off thing for me for some time now and i'm sick of it #i honestly can't remember the last time i felt genuinely healthy (though that might be the winter speaking. but i feel like the sinus stuff #has been fairly present. like minimal on some days but still there.) #i simply am. tired. of this shit. and i want to suck it out of face or like pop it like a pimple #idk man i'm just so done with it right now #(mainly because it got worse today again haha)

[abrushwithdeath]

((Next day off is Christmas, so probably won't be around much. Then I have the 30th through the 2nd off, but I'm using that time to visit family (assuming the weather isn't terrible) so I won't be around much then, either. But I'll continue tossing a thing or two in my queue here and there when I have the energy/time to reply to stuff, so don't hesitate to send asks or whatever if you wanna :)

And now I've gotta head to work, so, see y'all later ♥️))

#ooc. #((Also wish me luck walking there because it's all ice outside right now and our city sucks at keeping up with it. #Also despite being a city NONE of my walk to work has useable sidewalks in the winter bc there's only one short stretch #for part of the walk and they just leave it piled with snow so ya know. that's cool.)) #((It's a v small city but it's a city nonetheless and you'd think making it semi-walkable would be a good idea considering #the colleges here. But nope. my tiny hometown had better walking than this place tbh.))

[nexus-nebulae]

hmm

#weird thing ive noticed #so when i was Really Severely Depressed in high school #i used an app called daylio to journal my emotions n shit #and my most common entry was 'neutral' #which i always defined as ':/' #but then later when i was more recovered i realised that that 'neutral' was actually Bad #idk how else to describe it other than- feeling nothing or less than nothing or simply an absence of happiness #i just thought 'well i dont feel Good™ so clearly this is neutral' #when really my 'neutral' should really be Okay instead of Meh :/ #took me a long time to say 'i feel okay' #like genuinely that was a massive milestone was saying 'i feel *okay*' #not 'i feel happy' or 'i feel good' but just. okay #turns out 'okay' is the neutral for most people. not :/ #so now whenever i get days where i'm :/ #i'm able to say 'i feel Bad' without even having to think hard #(honestly I say a lot of 'i feel' phrases a LOT. it's like.. the only way for me to process shit?) #(like- 'i'm tired' or 'i'm hungry'- i'll say them out loud without even physically noticing the feeling) #(and my brain goes 'oh yeah! we are! we should fix that' that's how i exist) #but i've noticed i've been saying 'i don't feel good' way more frequently lately #probably the seasonal depression idk #idk if i actually have acutal seasonal depression tbh coz my depression was way more general and not time-based #but i've been calling it seasonal depression coz it's just #mounting anxiety and dread bc i know winter is Bad For My Health #idk. #you know. i was supposed to be set up with a therapist back in august. #fuckers never called me back. #sucks too coz that counseling center actually had a booth at Pride when i went so i was really excited to go there :/

[scattered-winter]

overheard a uh. a fun convo among family members today 👍

#they were talking abt autistic family members (not me) and well. #''it must be so hard to have a kid like that.....'' ''if i had a kid like that i would kill myself...'' #<- all direct quotes btw. #like y'all. i was LITERALLY standing right there. #it just sucks how invisible i am in this family. #im Different From The Rest. im neurodivergent and queer and nonreligious and i stand out like a sore thumb. #and they range from pretending im still cis (even after coming out) to completely avoiding mentioning the fact that im not altogether #and tbh. i still havent decided which one's worse. #the autism angle however. that's a new one they havent thrown before. #they were talking abt a cousin of mine who is about middle functioning so its not like they were talking about ME #but you know. always great to hear the people u look up to saying they would commit suicide if they had a kid like you. lol. lmao. #personal #winter speaks #tw ableism #<- ig #i feel like i need a trigger tag just for my family because on GOD. #anyway im working on an edit mads requested to feel better 👍

[doecrossing]

its 5am and i haven't been able to sleep at all tonight and I barely slept last night. im supposed to go back to my apartment at 8am. killing myself.

#i am happy to leave bc tbh im sick and tired of being at my parents house #not that ive had a bad time just. imagine the most unstimulating environment you could conceive of. #im BORED. i miss my friends and going out and doing my own little activities. #i love the countryside in summer and autumn so much but in the winter there is just. absolutely NOTHING to do. #ive also been celibate for like a month bc my parents house has 0 privacy #which sucks #txt

[beaversatemygrandma]

Hey google, how do I make my dinged up ‘05 Camry as terrifying on the road as a semi or squatted truck?

#taks speaks #im gonna have the energy of a hummer driver in this fucked up little thing #all the while driving the speed limit to a point where i give people who drive 75 on a city road road rage #my dad says to go the madmax route #give it spikes. #nobody will ever try to cut me off again out of fear of getting their bumper speared #just ignore the giant rusty dent on the roof and the hail damage. theyre battle scars. #and all damage from the elements bc nature hates me apparently #and the entire duke energy company fucking sucks bc they dont take care of the trees by the power lines out here #and causes massive branches to fall into the street. destroying cars. knocking out power. near daily. #AND ITS BEEN MONTHS AND THEY WONT RETURN OUR CALLS #my dad is going full karen with this thing and literally. the trees out there have gotten worse in the time. #there's a fallen tree literally balancing on a power line and as soon as winter hits this entire part of town will lose power #who owns the property its their fault? its the city electric company. and they suck. #at least back in fl fpl was really quick and giving #but damn. duke. fuck off. #fpl is the company that comes over and is like 'yeah theres a leaf on this line. lemme get that for you' #duke will watch a tree fall on your house and just say 'shouldnt have built your house so close to a tree' #its been months and im still mad about this tbh lmao #anywho side project of madmaxxing a shitty little camry #first steps are still the headliner and replacing the stereo with one that either has an aux port or bluetooth #bc if i have to listen to nascar instead of the usual rock alt on the radio again im gonna scream #(i doubt im doing all that but i need this thing to not look like scrap metal) #(and continue to get cut off by some dickhead in a truck and have to slam on the breaks on the fucking highway bc he was an inch off me) #i've never had road rage. but fuck. THAT gave me rage. #and heart palpitations tbh #im just glad the BIG Squatted trucks are illegal in this state. you cant see over the hood and its unsafe #that one was still ridiculous and theres no way in hell he didnt see me #idk but i want them to fear me as i drive like a safe old person #my goals are the energy of a little grandma with a gun whose not afraid to fuck somebody up

[brine-in-my-eyes]

im really fucccking tired mannn.... just absolutely burnt out.....

#the final goals of our project is literally due next week and it's already the end of friday #im so tired idk if i can finish it #ill have to work on saturday n sunday if i want it completed before the end of winter break #which is #terrible #hate that #ive tried to work from 7pm to 11 and oh my god it felt like 4 hours of no improvement #it really sucks rn i dont knowif im doing this write idk if this is gonna even look decent #hate presentationsthat force me use my creativity #im just gonna download a template tbh fuck me man #i just #dont know.

[xinanigans]

Random burst of motivation save me…

Random burst of motivation..

#I can’t fucking do this anymore #I can fucking do anything #I need to hop off a building #I had the whole day to do work and I JUST finished are you serious #the winter break burnout goes harddd y’all #i hate drawing #I’m never drawing again #I can’t even get myself to draw traditionally nowadays I’m just so internet dependent it’s scary #drawing is so tiring for me nowadays I can’t get myself to do shit #waiting for the sudden urge to clean my room!!… like every moon #ngl I can’t even read my books either it really sucks #need to start reading again damn #I blame twitter tbh I’ve been using it a bit too much to browse and it’s getting annoying #I kinda just lurk on there but like.. it’s basically TikTok 2.0 but worse if I think about it