#the drama of it all has me freaked

[land-of-solace]

tell me why I gasp and sit at the edge of my seat every episode as if I haven’t been reading the pjo books religiously for over a decade

#like why am i shocked i knew this is what happened #the drama of it all has me freaked #i feel like a kid again except this time im in the comfort of my home snuggled with my cat instead of reading during my lunch period #percy jackon and the olympians #percy jackson #percy jackson show #percy pjo #pjo #percy jackson and the olympians #percy series

[caitlynmeow]

Alcina certainly had distinctive reactions to her daughters hitting puberty and also the daughters all had different reactions from one another. Also, the daughters were late bloomers; Bela and Daniela were over 16 and Cassandra was 17 so it was very new to them.

They all needed their mom when it happened but it was chaotic still.

Bela tried to tough it out and acted as if she wasn't fazed, just being very matter-of-fact about it because what would her mama say if she saw her freak out over something so mundane? But Bela couldn't fool her mother because Alcina noticed her pale face and slight shaking, like girlie was about to pass out and was acting nonchalant tho she did have a little panic moment when Alcina told her it was okay and that she could just-- Allow herself to feel all sorts of things.

Cassandra was the opposite. She was all panicky and loud wanting her mama and she did enough crying too because what is Cassandra Dimitrescu if not dramatic? There was some exaggeration of course, but she is also good at riling herself up so she made herself actually panic for no reason. Alcina was there with her because part of that dramatic personality is Alcina paying attention to it and fawning over her daughter. Which she did. Alcina was there to manage the freakout and stayed calm enough for Cassandra to finally calm down and listen to her.

Daniela was different. One, she has two older sisters so she knows what's up, and two, being the youngest it was Alcina freaking out this time, not Daniela. The youngest Dimitrescu walked casually into her mother's room one day declaring that she got her first period the day before (she told Bela first because she's trying to prove to her mother that she's capable of handling things on her own) and Alcina's reaction was "WHAT?!" Because what does she mean she is old enough now? The lady of the castle knows that she is being irrational, but Daniela is her baby, and having her grow up like that was jarring to Alcina.

#house dimitrescu #cassandra dimitrescu #resident evil village #daniela dimitrescu #resident evil 8 #bela dimitrescu #re8 #alcina dimitrescu #headcanon #bela was like 'gotta act tough so mama is not disappointed in me' #while cass is freaked and crying enough for all three of them tbh #and dani is just *shrugs* 'guess that happened' and continues with her life as if nothing has happened #tho alcina did go thru a crisis bc of dani #like lady u can't stop time #cass gets her no chill from her mama i swear #and the drama of course

[maulfucker]

Yeah yeah jedi Maul au we've all seen him. But what about senator Maul au. Representing Dathomir, a neutral world like Mandalore that is still somewhat hostile to outsiders. Wearing fancy clothes that show a bit too much skin for the cold climate of Coruscant. Falling in hate at first sight with Padmé, the only other senator who brings a gun to the senate floor "just in case". The two of them having a weird rivalry because Maul doesn't trust the Jedi and is neutral in a lot of subjects that Padmé is a vocal defender of.

#hm i should make an original post tag #maul #darth maul #padmé #<- she gets tagged too because she is very in my thoughts as i imagine this #sorry i watched the phantom menace bonus dvd and all the making of stuff made me Think #i want to put maul in fancy clothes and situations #he still votes with padmé in a lot of stuff btw. he just refuses to defend it out loud #because first of all he has his pride #second of all he's not here to speak for himself like all those selfish old men he's here on behalf of the tribes of dathomir #dathomir would probably have a lot more senators than the average world i think. since the tribes are not all unified #so maul would be like. the talzin clan and/or nightbrothers' senator. possibly the only male in the dathomir delegation #and more connected to the dathomir magics and martial arts than to sith philosophy #he'd probably hate both sith and jedi also. they're both freaks who worry too much about light and dark #also. this is half very similar to thoughts i have about an (unrelated) oc i have so i dont want to put this on the main post but also. #he'd probably have a lot of 'fans' who love him for his voice and looks instead of his politics #and i Knoww padmé has fans too. because she is a fashion icon. and very charismatic #so can you imagine. the hot politician fandom drama. #sorry i love creating stupid imaginary internet drama #this and my obimaul begrudging tumblr mutuals who hate each other au. i love creating virtual Situations #senator maul au

[noahtally-famous]

sometimes I wonder how ppl think dave is straight like that boy has so much bisexual in him and he either isn’t aware of it or is in denial/internally homophobic.

being the first (and only) one to notice shawn leaving after the first challenge, physically turning around to watch him go ‘where’s shawn going?’ all concerned and everything (hardly been one day since they all met might I add). that expression he pulled during the first challenge while looking at shawn getting the soup (you guys know the one, I posted abt it) like there’s no heterosexual explanation for that. “whoa shawn this cave you found is pretty neat. does that mean you’ll finally be sleeping with us?” honey you’re acting like he’s been sleeping outdoors for weeks, again he’s the only one concerned. like okay dude just say you’re bi without saying you’re bi

#I’m pretty sure he also said smth abt shawn sleeping in trees #again all concerned #but idk if that’s actually a canon scene or from a rewrite fic lmao #so don’t quote me on that #anyway mr. david is bisexual he just has to get to that realization #literally why is he so concerned abt shawn when no one else is #I understand it’s supposed to lead into their friendship but homies never this concerned abt anyone else #even freaking sky??? #I just find it so fucking hilarious #(but like real talk their canonical friendship is everything to me) #kit speaks #noahtally-famous #total drama #kit stuff #td #tdpi #td dave #total drama pahkitew island

[neverendingford]

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#every time a character does the whole “talk softly and reassure the dangerous person” thing while also walking ominously towards them ughh #it drives me absolutely nuts. like. you're trying to talk them down from paranoia while you're threateningly walking towards them? #someone does that to me and I'm shooting them at least in the leg or stabbing with whatever makeshift spear I've manufactured #anyway. criminal minds is getting real annoying with the whole pathologizing of people. #like. guy shows signs of being very good at torturing people and they go “ah yes.. a pure sadist” or whatever the fuck #I get that it's shitty crime drama stuff but still. ugh. #I just. I fucking hate when people take the obviously wrong route when talking to mentally destabilized people. #like. people are shit at talking to suicidal people. are shit at talking down irrational fears. people are shit at talking down paranoia. #I hate how people don't fucking know how to interact with freaks I hate how people don't know how to interact with me #everyone acts on their own level without understanding what it's like in any way #and so everyone just projects their own reality onto you without performing any sort of empathy or exercising any sort of understanding #and I want to scream so fucking loud #you're all living in a cotton candy world and your words disintegrate in my humidity #and it's so fucking lonely #and my mind has been clear this past week. the autistic need for pressure satisfied by this prescription pushing on my brain #and I can feel the cogs turning. the wheels and pins and linked gear trains and drive shafts and traction band motors. #all the parts of my brain churning around and I can't get close because the heat from my motor makes my hood hot to the touch. #I burn your hand as you try and press your palm against my flanks. #only think saddle and tack make contact. strict guidelines and harsh rules to govern me. #when I am free I buck and I shift gait and I drag you under too-low branches #also. compared to Hannibal I can basically listen to criminal minds as a podcast. none of the visuals really contribute anything to the show #like. feels very shallow

[lieutenant-amuel]

Emilio is officially the main source of comedy in WBTL now.

#Personal #Was Born To Lead #AJSBDFNKFJF I’m just imagining one of the future scenes between him and Valerio and I once again think I’m freaking funny :’D #(which is true one of my classmates said I’m funny some time ago 😌) #Ahshjfjkf he’s just trying to be a good friend too hard #I consider myself socially awkward too but honestly I’m nothing like Emilio in this regard #I would die of embarrassment if I acted like him :’D I’m just constantly silent instead #Honestly it feels so weird writing this story so lighthearted after all the drama that was happening :’D #WBTL: Okay then! If you don’t wanna tell scary stories you’ll be listening to them #Also WBTL: has a scene of a character having a breakdown in front of the grave of his wife #This is just peak media to me #Anyway Emilio and Valerio are not appearing in the next chapter #I have other main characters I need to focus on at the moment wink wink #Yes those are Frida and Ángel XD #Especially Frida because she hasn’t even appeared yet #And well Ángel too because he hasn’t really done anything in the latest chapter :’D #Anyway I keep writing maybe in ten years it will be finished #ajbsnfjjf WAIT #I’ve just realized those two examples WBTL and Also WBTL are from the same chapter XDDDDD #Oh my goodnessss

[luffysbasement]

hello, i'm finally distancing myself from mcyt :]

it's been really fun!! i loved drawing for everyone, for my interest and esp just interacting with you all. this fandom brought me my friends and different experiences and emotions that are rly unforgettable but i think it's time. thank you for everything, i appreciate you all! ♡♡ pls do stay safe and take care of yourselves!

(my art will remain here ofc but i will most likely be turning this blog into how it was before, multifandom, personal and just a bunch of whatever!)

#the shorter version is the post #ill be here in the tags to talk more :] #honestly im pretty grey on the situation and im just rly waiting for whats gonna happen #thats not why im leaving (mostly) i think its abt time to accept im getting tired of how the experience is of being a drm stan #i loved the man i rly do hes been with me for the entire pandemic him and his videos helped me get through it #but its kind of a bummer that just by being a fan u get exposed to antis and their nonstop scheme of just starting up shit #and that everytime something new comes up you keep hoping its just an accusation but at the same time u feel terrible and anxious anyway #ive alrdy distanced myself from twt and by extension even tumblr bc i thought if i just keep drawing and not looking at my socials those #dramas wont reach me (they still do and it sucks lol but i did get a peace of mind just being free of social media) #at some point i started losing interest in mcyt in general the only thing keeping me was drm not even mccs nor other ccs rly just drm #but then recent thing happened and yeah :/ idk what to think im lost and honestly just tired of stuff like this #thats the final straw i think i dont rly want my mental health tearing up over whether to worry abt things i alrdy stress over abt (w the #college and family stuff) and freaking minecraft youtubers fandom #i think whatever the outcome is im just over it if drm comes out innocent i dont think i can let go of him yet #so ill prob still be checking up on hm and watching him by myself #if not then thats that. #stilli cant deny the fact that it rly has been an amazing two almost three years #i hope you all stay safe and takecare of yourselves ♡ #if anyone still wants to see my art im just hanging out in my onepiece sideblog lol @/luffysbasement

[sugaroto]

Zjdbjzjd

If someone tells you their name is [name], then that's their fucking name. Stop trying to find out what "their actual name" is

So-

I'm having a birthday party this Saturday, (it's also a friend's nameday and we decided to celebrate it together) So we made a group chat with everyone to invite them.

We mostly have common friends so like, approximately 10 of the kids are our common friends, 5 are mine and 5 are hers

But it's cool cause we all go to the same school so yknow, not everyone is that close but we'll manage

Except one person, I invited someone that my classmates don't know, actually 2 of them know this person and have been friends for years (I met this person through them) and my best friend has also met this person one or twice

So we're gonna name this person Bob, so, Bob is not a greek name.

Today one of my friends was like who is this "usernameman guy?"

And she was talking with my friend who's met the guy and my friend was like his name is Bob

But she was like "There's no way his name is bob" so that's why they called me and asked me what usernameman's name actually was and I'm like "it's bob"

"But how can it be bob? His parents named him that?"

"That's what he introduced himself to me as. I guess it may be a nickname but that's how people call him so"

"Well I'm gonna call him Mpampi then"(or something very greek starting with the letter of the guy's actual name)

"His name is Bob"

...

Like. Ok. I know- I can tell, Bob is not the name he was given by his parents, I know his very greek last name. I've overheard people calling him by a different Greek name.

Still. He introduced himself as Bob. Their Instagram bio has "Call me Bob, they/she/he" and fanart with the non binary flag as a photo profile

In greek you can't really refer to someone with they/them so they're always referred with he/him pronouns (tho I've noticed sometimes they use feminine words for themselves like καλή) honestly I've been meaning to ask if they would also like to be called η Bob instead of ο Bob etc

My friend dropped the subject assuming I just don't know "his actual name"

But later as we were waiting for the bus one of their friends (I mentioned above I met this person through 2 other people) was there so my friend was like "oh he must know! [Dude] do you know what is usernameman's name?"

And all 3 of us(me, dude and my best friend) replied together that it's Bob

"That can't be his name! Dude whats his name?"

Dude: "it's... Bob"

"Are you kidding me how can it be Bob?!"

At that point my best friend snapped like "What's gotten into you my[girl]? Can you just drop it? The human is named bob" (Μπομπ τον λένε τον άνθρωπο, sounds more friendly in greek)

At that time Dude's parents arrived so he left but I saw his face. He didn't want to have that conversation

I'm sure he knows "his actual name" since they've been friends for years

But if the person introduces themselves as fucking Bob then call them Bob, why you gotta ask everyone

#honestly she kinda annoyed me #like idk if shes that bothered by the non greek name cant she just assume the guy is albanian or something and move on #like half the kids from our class are from Albania and they have non greek names #why was she so freaked out by 'bob' #like everyone is telling you his name is bob why are you insisting #and ok sure i said 'i think it's a nickname' but THATS WHAT PEOPLE CALL HIM #why do you need his fucking ID #oof ok. just wanted to rant on here #*just to clarify i just came up with 'bob' for something to write here. Bob is not the actual name the person uses #you know what. now that i think about it #my friend (the girl who created the drama) technically doesn't use her real name either #shes written as something else but people call her like a different version of her name #like the last 2 letters are not used and she also writes it with ι instead of η and she doesn't like her 'actual' name at all #either cause it sounds ancient or boyish (at least i thought it was a boy's name when i first met her. but i guess i just didn't know #ancient grammar cause i heard a teacher saying η (ονομα) της (ονομα) and it sounded pretty girly) #what if we started calling her 'her actual name' now #sugarenia thoughts #sugarenia talks #sugarenia has friends #sugarenia vent #sugarenia rants

[pepprs]

ive been begging my mom to go to the doctor to figure out what sickness she has for like a week and a half and not only did she have her highest fever of this whole thing last night but she may have an ear infection today. awesome

#im imploring her to go now / soon bc if she doesn’t get that shit checked out she will be in unbearable pain. ear infections are the most #intense horrible pain i have ever experienced i would never wish that on anybody and i had one on thanksgiving last year and it was utter #hell i don’t want that to happen to her and im kinda freaked out that she seems to only be getting worse and it’s been 2 weeks 😃✌️ #purrs #also my grandpa doesn’t have covid (thank GOD) but he does have the flu which is still very scary bc it’s hitting him hard so. this week has #felt like im moving through a vat of sludge bc there’s also been work drama / stress and it’s all eating me alive lol! 😚💗 #like may be too late to stop the infection if she already feels it but she needs antibiotic drops to dull the blow bc there WILL be a blow.

[loptrcoptr]

Guess who has two thumbs and got kicked out of her barn? 👍👍

So two weeks ago I ran into this woman at the barn as she was taking her horses out of the arena and I was taking one in to ride. I know her, her barn is right across from a) the barn with the horse I currently ride and b) the barn just next to it, where I worked for seven months. Seven. And I still occasionally work at the barn where I currently ride. Following me?

Well. She completely forgot who I was and that we had met quite a few times, actually, over the past two years. I said hello as I passed her and she gave me that very specific look middle-aged white women give you that’s somewhere between “are you a criminal” and “you don’t even go here”. She said “are you Lena? [daughter of the people whose horse I ride]” I said “uh, nope”, weirded out by the fact I’m so easily forgotten. She then says “we’ll, are you related to [this horse’s owners]?” I again said no, and “I just ride this guy.” Gave the horse a pat, tried to keep walking. At this point she went full school marm and said “are you on file with the stable committee office??” As in… have u signed all the hold harmless paperwork that everyone has to sign in order to do anything with horses at any barn anywhere. Again… I have worked and ridden at this damn barn for two years right across from this woman���s barn.

So I said “yup, I’m on file, I’m totally legal! I’ve done all the paperwork”. She immediately changed tone and laughed and said “oh you know, I just have to check!” And I fake laughed and said “yep! Ok!” And told her to have a nice day. And it sat in my craw for days and I couldn’t shake the feeling she was going to contact the horse’s owner and “report me” or something.

Fast forward to yesterday morning. I get a text from the guy whose horse I ride and he says that this bitch (not how he referred to her, of course) has been made head of the stable committee. And she has decided that no one is allowed to ride a horse they don’t own, regardless of waiver status, unless the owner is present to supervise. in summary I, a non-wealthy young person, am not allowed to ride at the stables unless the horse’s owner agrees to come out and babysit me like I’m a child.

Also, I am definitely not a worse rider than most of the horse owners at this place (not the ones I ride for) who know nothing about horses and never ride, (which is why they hire me and people like me to take care of their horses for them)! But that’s not the point, the point is this woman has cited “insurance liability” as the reason for banning non-owners from barn activity. She has taken over from the previous committee head, who is an actual lawyer, and decided that the paperwork the actual lawyer prepared isn’t good enough to ensure the barn’s interests are protected… even though it has been doing exactly that for at least five years without incident. This is the same woman who used barn funds to put up a slew of cross country jumps all over the bridle path even though there’s only one (!) other eventer in the entire stables, so no one uses them. It’s utter nonsense.

The worst part is that because I’m not an owner I’m not privy to the stable committee meetings, so I don’t actually know that this is a real new policy, or if she simply told this specific horse owner it was for his, and my, benefit. If my name was somehow brought up at this month’s meeting, my former “friend” who hates my guts now would absolutely have started throwing shade and making up crazy shit. By now most people at the barn know she’s crazy, but too few know me well enough to have a dispute. So I can’t even say for certain, because horse people Are Like That, that this is even a riel now and not just something they brought up for me specifically, without having a better reason to boot me out. Less drama this way, you see. Knowing this woman loves control (turning the entire bridle path into her own personal playground!), I’d like to believe it’s just a whole rule now, but I don’t know for certain.

Anyway… as soon as I read that text message I was like *stares in Tired Horse Bitch*. I was lucky that these folks allowed me to ride their horse, and I had other people offer too, when the family I worked for retired their horses and I was out of options. And it chaps my entire ass that after all the work I’ve done and all the connections I’ve made, the owners didn’t even get the right to tell me when to stop. They can’t even make that decision now. And it has lit a fire under me to just stop lurking on horse boards and checking out boarding barns and commit to horse shopping, because I cannot deal with being beholden to the whims of random old crones any longer. I need a horse of my own that no one can tell me what to do with. Do I currently have the budget I was hoping I’d have? Nope. Am I going to start looking at horses anyway? Yep.

#personal #it’s a great sport but it’s unfortunately filled with a lot of control freaks and fun-suckers #poor man who owns the horse was like when I go riding you can join next time? what a nice man. but idk if I will take him up on it #I’m so tired of feeling like I’m being watched all the time their anyway now it will be so much worse #horse girl #i don’t want to hang out someplace where I’m unwanted and after two years of Drama and More Drama I am ready to shell out however many #thousands of dlllars I have to to not have to deal with any of it anymore #what’s next on her agenda I wonder! Theo oblivion is no longer allowed to visit even though #their hoa funds are paying for the barn to exist? #will the lessees not be able to ride without supervision either? how do the other owners #who let their friends and family ride #feel about this? i may never know lol because I’m not going back there I don’t think #petty neurotic narcissists using ‘liability’ as a catch all for anything they don’t like in the horse world #has gotta stop. it’s too much effort to just exist in shared spaces IN MY OWN LANE #one time last year I rocked up to the barn and their was a riderless horse at the gate #he was fully tacked and freaked out and he had clearly dumped his rider some place #i pull my car in through the other gate and jog over to get him. he’s ln the other side #there are two women doing a lesson in the arena RIGHT NEXT TO HIM and they do nothing #I ask them for the code to the side gate there and they look at me like I’ve sprouted a second head #so I gesture at this riderless fucking horse and repeat my request for the code #as I punch it in another trainer drives up and says “oh good someone else noticed! and we lead the horse #back to his barn (I knew exactly whose horse it was) and in tack him and put him up #then we run off to saddle up and ride out and look for the owner #this committee bitch- the one who’s in charge now- was outside her barn gabbing with a friend #we rode by and said so and so’s horse came back without her we’re going to go find her #and she and her fiend just like. stared at us #we rode for like thirty minutes and didn’t find the rider #(she had fallen off closer to home and by that time had made it back to the barn #with no broken bones or anything) and when we were turning around the bitch and her friend came riding up finally #they had tacked up before us! they should’ve led the search!

[sugarhillpark]

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#tumblr has been so bad tonight. #usually my mood has always been so improved after i come on here and fill out my little scrapbook #and last night i was actually excited to come on and post about silly minor positive things in my life over the past few days #and about some rikey fic stuff #but then it's like oh no it's one of those days where brendon urie breathes i guess bandom tumblr is unusable #i get recommended the nastiest and most asinine shit by turns #i don't wanna read a bunch of threats of violence against and hot takes about brendon urie #by people who won't go to therapy for their anger management issues and people who got bullied by an annoying drama kid once #and then the more harmless jokes and venting about just finding him annoying from people i actually follow aren't tagged #as anything i can filter #and i feel like a freak at the concept of asking people to just tag brendon urie or panic #but this place is making me feel so genuinely unwell #i am just too old to stay here like i was in this fandom when it was treating ryan ross like garbage and brendon like a sweet angel #and it felt bad then as well #people do asshole things #nobody is a demon or your sweet special boy all the time #i don't understand this mentality #and why it hasn't changed in fifteen+ years #i feel really disheartened #like why am i staying here and engaging with anyone to feel *less* hopeful #have to think about this #vent post #mental health in fandom spaces is a MIXED bag #delete maybe

[honeyboyfelix]

i am having,,, many dnd thoughts tonight

#dm: yeah your characters are going into about a month of downtime basically #me whos wanted to talk to basically everyone in the group about different things but weve been b u s y: 😳😳😳 oh? #since weve all talked together we have: #had horrible moon cursed nightmares about our traumatic pasts #fought a hoard of demons and been saved by the vision of a deva related to our holy quest were on #our half orc ansestral barbarian specifically has been having nightmares about being an elf killing orc ancestors of hers #<- our party is 5 elves/half elves.... including the barbarian whos half orc half elf #we pulled from the deck of many things and got a knight #immedietly threw that knight into the most stressful ass dungeon rip elliot youre still alive but i bet youre very confused #had to go thru every single room of the dungeon before we found the last room cause were cowards and kept avoiding the doors to go thru #every room was themed after a different betrayer god #we have 2 drow an orc and a pallid elf so none of us... particularly like the betrayers.... at all #somehow my tiefling half drow avoided all betrayer drama... somehow #the rest were not so lucky #also i did freak out in the vecna room nothing like an evil lich to scare your wizard #the half orc was having an especially traumatizing time and our full drow... has an arms of the betrayer now #so theres that #im nervous about that one cause thats super fucking not great #but anyway thats all happened in 4 days in game :/ #and weve talked about none of it #so im just... rotating my wizard in my mind... thinkin about what convos i need to have #especially with MY new knight... who i know nothing about but was very helpful in the dungeon 🥰

[trans-xianxian]

I've said it before but the reason why so many popular blogs turn out to be fucking weirdos is exactly the same reason why they're able to get so popular in the first place. like what do you really expect from someone who is able to amass a large following thanks to the fact that they never condemn any sort of harmful behavior

#it shows that they either are actively a weirdo themselves #they don't care about other people being weirdos #or they're willing to ignore the fact that certain people are weirdos in order to gain a following #all of which make them a weirdo #this sentiment applies to all kinds of popular blogs on this site #but like I'm never surprised anymore when popular mdzs blogs end up shipping some freak shit or associating w people who openly do #like how do you think they got so popular in the first place.... #my blog is already midrange popular in the fanbase my old one even more so #but I will never reach The Height Of Popularity or whatever because half the fanbase knows that I hate them lmao #and I'm fine w that! I'm quite happy w it in fact #has me thinking abt that old popular cql blogger who seemed perfectly normal and averse to the freaks #except for the fact that they simply refused to condemn weird ship publicly when asked abt it #like I understand not wanted to get into shit I keep my nose out of a lot more things than I used to because I'm tired lmao #but thats just like. sooo spineless and insufferable #if someone is like hey btw op of the post you just reblogged ships incest idk if you care abt that #and you're like well I don't rlly get into drama uwu #I hope you rot lol #anyway. #this wasn't triggered by anything in particular I've just been thinking about it lately... #ghost posts #text

[rogersstevie]

i do not have the energy to devote to my fave celebs that i did as a teenager i can’t fathom having energy to devote to a celeb i hate and the people who like them lol

#literally how do adults run those accounts even if you have the time how can you be bothered to care #like i used to keep up with interviews and other content particularly with 1d #or even if not partaking i’d know from others the hints taylor or whoever is dropping #or what the fandom drama is #which now i get whiffs of sometimes but i’m usually entirely out of the loop what people are freaking out about #and part of the loss is all the blogs i followed in peak 1d days being gone #but also sometimes i’m like ooh what’s going on but if i wanna know i have to seek it out #and i can rarely be bothered to do that #like i might get curious why a person is trending or why people are mad at them or whatever #but then i promptly forget about it after finding the answer #not gonna go digging especially for a celeb i don’t like #it’s just unbelievably pathetic to me the way people waste their time like that #even like having anti larry blogs in this day and age like why do you care #it has zero effect on you lol #like i might be like omg look at this ridiculous take i saw but wouldn’t have a whole blog about it #not to mention how often those takes are not remotely representative of the group

[wishingprince]

GOT A NICE SURPRISE WITH THE FREE SCOUT TODAY!!!! Leo’s second FS came home!!!!! 😭😭😭😭😭😭

#prince text #prince loves ensemble stars #struggling rn lmao I came out to my family as being Leo and non-binary #and it’s establishing some weird drama that I thought we all would have been past right now #hate having to be delicate to cis straight family feelings #my brother with the kids I adore lmao #hasn’t acknowledged me at all in three days despite us being super close #and apparently has been freaking out to his wife and my parents #about how they can tell their kids all this information #and my mom told them this morning like your kids obviously don’t need to know all the gender details??? #just tell them that their aunt goes by this new name now that’s it #it’s not that big of a deal #and mom said they’re fine now I guess #but my brother and his wife have still said absolutely nothing to me #and were apparently also fishing to see who knows #and my mom told them to just ASK me since I made it clear I am open to questions and curiosity and shit #but they insisted on HER asking #so I grudgingly sent texts to my other brothers and came out #and it just feels so annoying and inconvenient #like I myself feel annoying and inconvenient lmao #I was beating myself up for having this weird stress about telling my brother and his wife even tho I’m so close to them #I was like it’s gonna be fine why are you freaking out #this is why apparently lol I have good instinct #anyways all that to say rlly happy Leo’s card came