#they actually came to tolerate it

[theshipdiaries]

saw this and immediately thought of kastle and klaroline!

#they learned to not be repulsed by it #they actually came to tolerate it #dare I say... not give af #so real for that #klaroline #kastle #frank castle #karen page #the punisher #daredevil #the originals #the vampire diaries #tvd #klaus x caroline #daredevil born again #marvel #2.11 #2x11 #5x01 #5.01

[thedisablednaturalist]

Office disability culture is so fucked in environmental science and fieldwork. Like the mindset that to do the job you have to be in perfect physical health or you should just quit. Like I'm not talking about something that is 100% physical labor here, everything is mostly achievable with aids and you don't need to be able to do every single thing. But there's this weird like..pride..that my older coworkers have. They work out in the gym and brag about how many reps they did. They tease each other for having medical issues. They don't ask for accommodations because they fear that their legitimacy will be hurt. That it means that they can't do their job anymore. That they won't be TRUSTED to do their jobs anymore. That it will get taken away.

So they FURTHER hurt their bodies by not resting, not taking breaks, not using ergonomic equipment, not using safety equipment. Not drinking enough water. Not using mobility aids when they are so old that it's supposed to be acceptable. They don't use the scooters at the grocery store, they don't use their handicapped placard, they don't use knee pads or compression gloves.

And here I come in, 24 years old, looking perfectly healthy. And I use walking sticks, I sit down a lot, I have my care bag, I have a ton of gadgets for making fieldwork more comfortable, I have boundaries and limits, I wear braces and knee pads and compression gloves. I use my handicapped placard.

They react in one of two ways:

1. How DARE I. I'm so lucky to be young and no one sees THEM having to do all those things (literally nothing is stopping them but pride). Like old man if you need a break take a fucking break. I'm not going to hurt my health to make you feel better about hurting yours. I'm not risking a flare up to spare the 65 year olds feelings. Im gonna take my break and use my equipment cause my boss doesn't care as long as the work gets done. I'm tired of glares from 100 year olds making themselves struggle across the parking lot when they could also be using the fucking scooter. (I never take the last scooter, there's always another available. Also it's not my fault if walmart only provides 2 scooters for the whole store).

2. It shows them its okay. Its okay to need aids. When I first showed up at my job it was very...macho..everyone was afraid of seeming old (theres probably only 3 of us under 30 in the whole department, most people are at least 50, mainly 65 year olds). Then they saw me using my walking sticks, taking my medicine openly, bringing a chair with me when working away from my desk, using my TENS unit. I overheard one lady ask her granddaughter what fibromyalgia was (apparently she had spotted my pain tracking journal).

My older coworker with a bad knee got a walking stick like mine and beamed when she showed me. The grandmother uses a cane and a walker interchangeably and more often. I get asked where I get my little portable fan and pocket heaters and special clothing. Even abled coworkers are doing it. My coworker who's younger than me sets alarms to take breaks now just like I do. People seem more comfortable using things that help them now.

My boss has really struggled. He has a lot of internalized ableism and hates thinking of himself as crippled. He spent his whole life physically active and strong and all these health issues and overexertion are catching up with him. Like he did environmental testing in areas with fucking radon. He did work where they threw asbestos around like snow for fun. He's done a ton of really hard physical work. He grew up with the mentality that pain was just something everyone has to push through. But I think seeing a young person make the choice not to push through is helping him a bit. He wants to make his own walking stick, he goes to the doctor more. We bond over having constant medical issues and I even gave him the name of my surgeon. Yea he still says stuff like "shoot me if I have to use a wheelchair" (not as much anymore since he now knows I use one) but he's getting there.

Yeah so I've had this in my drafts for a bit and I wanted to update that my boss has been walking around with a fucking broken ankle for the past couple of weeks. He thought it was just arthritis pain and eventually couldn't take it anymore and went to the foot doctor. The doctor has no clue how the fuck he's been walking on it. Now he has to wear the boot and he's banned from fieldwork while he heals.

Older people and the elderly need to learn that it's okay to not push through the pain and ask for help. Everyone needs to learn this, and not be like my fucking boss. Go to the doctor, get that sore joint checked out. Get those tests done. Use that aid. Stop walking on a broken ankle just because you can.

#chronic disability #chronic pain #spoonie #disability #from the field #wrenfea.exe #literally fucking flabbergasted #he walked in after leaving for a bit to go to his appointment and came back like so yeah my ankles been broken #BUDDY #everyone needs help sometimes you dont deserve to be in pain #like thats some catholic guilt shit im pretty sure #this man has had 4 major back surgeries so i guess a broken ankle is nothing compared to that #but still...jesus fucking christ #not sprained..BROKEN #and thats along with all the rest of the pain hes in #like i get being used to pain but if i stub my toe during a flare up I can't handle it because it pushes my pain level over the edge #so it actually makes me less tolerable since im already in pain #but im used to a higher pain level than abled people are #ok im done rambling for now im gonna go play Minecraft

[grabyourpillow]

H– hear me out. Found family.

but it's Rose and Jed and the Corinthian is the cool uncle who pops by and takes Jed to eat ice-cream and amusement parks and just accidentally leaves the thing that Rose happens to be needing that week around. Oh, a sandwich and... candy? Oh, nice the hole in the wall is repaired. Oh a new fridge. Why is there a jar of eyes–

And then discussions happen "yea kid gotta do what it takes to survive. I know how it is when parents ain't around."

Rose stresses out for her law school exams so the Corinthian asks her questions on the material. He thinks it's all bullshit because

"No problem that can't be solved with murder or sex."

It actually really puts things in perspective for Rose. Just maybe there are worse things in the universe than potentially failing law exams (she won't).

"You're so perfect all the time kiddo, gotta unwind a little." And The Corinthian just takes her and Jed to the places he's been to he thinks are the coolest.

He shows Jed his collection of portraits of people who have the most perfect teeth.

"Do you have to brush yours? Eye-teeth I mean? Cause I hate brushing my teeth couldn't imagine doing it three times."

"Jed–" Rose tries to interrupt. But Jed has questions.

"Do you have three oesophagi ? I learned the word oesophagus in biology today."

Increasingly bothered Corinthian rakes hand through his hair. "Uh–"

What was he thinking.

"Can you laugh with them? Are they connected or can you use them like independent one from the other. How can you even ACTUALLY SEE"

"I DON'T KNOW AIGHT– ask Morpheus."

Rose is not a vortex anymore but these kids attract trouble, petty criminals, flaming sofas on wheels, and malevolent entities like the Corinthian has never seen.

Rose doesn't know of course.

The Corinthian always gets to them first.

Once Dream visits and Rose almost calls him granddad.

#you're safe with me #i #have no idea where that came from #don't hurl stones at me ok #the corinthian #rose walker #jed walker #the sandman #actually I think I do know it's cause #i feel like when he said #he was genuine #also genuinely cool with jed #like yea adults are warped and fucked but children? leave them fuckers alone #i... just think #given Rose's previous roommates if there was one person who can tolerate a little weirdness it's her lol #maybe she gets the Corinthian to only eat eyes of really bad people idk #(Jeff Bezos)

[navarice]

“am I the only one who—” yes you are shut up. oh, is that not what you wanna hear? you are the only one and in fact will ever be the only one so shut the hell up. get a job or a hobby or do anything else but be here dear god PLEASEEEE spare the world with your half assed takes that only cater to your limping sense of self righteousness GODDD YOU’RE ANNOYINGG GO AWAYYYY SHOO SHOO *sprays with water*

#polin short came out and keep seeing people in the comments being annoying #which is tolerable on a good day but no not today #I don’t care if you don’t find Colin handsome and I certainly do not give a shit about how you feel about pen and eloise #just stop watching the show atp and fuck OFF #bridgerton #this applies to anything actually #some ppl just be so… #at leaast trust the show to take care of it #or better yet go develop your sense of story context and comprehension #jfc it’s getting ridiculous

[liquidstar]

a friend who'd wait :)

#im posting this very late because i was sort of weary of how it came out and ended up messing w it until it was like 4am oops. #and i have plans tmrw so... oh well! i did my best and ill put it out while i can! #and i tried to make the scene match barnard's colors lol #finn's ocs #finn's art #i know i said id do more sillay stuff with the simpler screentone only style but i had a couple more of these in me #and this is the first piece im making thats like an actual part of the story too rather than just setting stuff for fun #i wanna write something to go with it too but for now ill just sort of briefly explain the context in the tags here: #barnard has a pretty bad case of OCD and his compulsions have made it difficult to make friends in the past #he was never outright bullied or anything but people just didnt really have the patience to deal with it #he has compulsions that include stuff like walking through doors until it feels right and needing things to be perfectly aligned #which in group settings has lead to people having to wait for him to finish his rituals and join them #they might find it tolerable at first but eventually they grow impatient and hes just... not invited to stuff anymore #but juno is a newer member of the guild who ends up frequenting the same library. hes also kinda a little weird #and they dont become fast friends or anything but just sort of naturally spend time in the same place #though they never plan meetups they eventually fall into a routine. around the same time theyd just both be at the library #and read next to each other. and maybe talk a bit. and eventually they end up walking back to the guildhall together #since theyre going to the same place after all. and juno always waits for barnard outside the door #eventually barnard asks if this bothers him. juno kinda just tells him 'of course it does' without any malice or anything. just a statement #barnard is surprised and apologizes and juno says not to. but the next day juno doesnt show up at the usual time. #barnard assumes hes committed somekinda more by bringing it up. he ends up staying there late reading to get his mind off it & not ruminate #but when he leaves juno is in fact still waiting for him down the hall (see pic) having collected a bunch of books literally abt ocd #he fell asleep bc barnard stayed later than expected. and hes an eepy guy generally. and also one very bad at expressing himself #but now barnard gets that juno's 'of course it [bothers me]' had the implication of 'but its worth it' which no friend has previously done. #and from the interaction juno was also able to understand that this isn't something barnard just does for the hell of it so. he studies. #and checks a bunch of stuff out because he thinks it could help his friend too (theres ocd workbooks and such- i remember working w them) #and thats the point where they became more ''friends'' than ''pleasant library acquaintances'' #from there on they also do get into juno's problems. whole other bag of worms. but this specific scene is more about bernard from his pov #sorry about when i said briefly explain. i lied </3 #but compared to the whole sequence im picturing its brief so shhh

[true-blue-sonic]

I honestly kinda get but kinda don't get Lanolins angle.

Like Silver knows Duo is Mimic as he was potentially almost killed by him but he when he tells Lanolin, he doesn't actually provide any proof. Same goes for Whisper, she just says that Duo is Mimic and THEN trys to prove it which seems to mean putting Duo in danger or atleast risk of injury. From Lanolins POV, it probably looks like these 2 well respected team members are bullying the newbie with a weak excuse and are progressively getting more aggressive, escalating name calling to physical harm.

She didn't really know Silver personally before this Duo problem and probably thinks he's just a vindictive person who still hasn't gotten over Duo 'running off to get help'. With Whisper, I presume she just thinks she's being paranoid which when you have a nemesis like Mimic it something that could happen. Plus I don't think Whisper had actually properly told Lanolin just how dangerous Mimic can be so Mimic might not register that high of a threat since he isn't exactly destroying citys like Eggman or the Zeti.

However, I don't understand why she's taking the direction she is. She's incredibly disrespectful of Silver which I can only presume is because she now thinks he's a bully (otherwise I can't think of a reason) and she's incredibly disrespectful of Whisper, I could see her annoyance for Silver maybe bleeding over to Whisper now she's on his side but it feels very meh.

I feel like if Lanolin just had a page to explain her train of thought then alot of this could be sorted and I hope she actually starts giving Duo the side eye since now 2 people are saying he's Mimic.

I think you nicely describe the issues I see with this current plot, yes.

I mentioned it in my ask to Beevean as well, but this entire plot is fully dependent on not letting characters do or say entirely reasonable things we can expect of them, as to not fall apart. In issue 63 alone, Silver should have provided proof, namely that he got kicked, and Whisper should have backed him up, because she literally says later that she saw it herself as well. Silver also should have said that Duo's face changed to something super ominous, because in that same scene with Whisper later he says he saw so! And Lanolin, Whisper and Tangle should have noticed that Duo says to them he couldn't do anything to help Silver, but that Silver says Duo just ran away without saying anything while Duo himself protests he was 'getting help'. This isn't a small thing, this is Silver literally nearly dying because of Duo's (in)actions, and there could not be a greater discrepancy between what Duo first tells the girls ("I couldn't do anything") and then later says to defend himself against Silver ("I was getting help"). There is so many should have's, but all of these will make the dramatic irony plot fall apart, so the characters cannot say them! And thus we get the highly unfair scene of Lanolin immediately picking Duo's side and tearing into the literal saviour of the world as if she's his boss (no, Silver is not part of the Diamond Cutters, he's just training with them) and knows far more about heroing and psychic powers than he does (ma'am, in your first mission in the field ever Whisper, you, and Sonic got captured and Tangle almost got shot right through her head). Silver meanwhile is mischaracterised as immediately folding under that scolding, Whisper suddenly becomes a coward who does not back Silver up until all is said and done, and Tangle does not point out Lanolin is being overly bossy again. So basically in that scene, everyone is written terribly, but it is a necessity to keep the plot going. In that way, I can accept it is not fully Lanolin's fault that she doesn't know what is going on, because she's stuck in a badly-written plot with all the above should have's ensuring that she'll nicely not find out the truth until it is too late... but her terrible personality and constant immediate defending of Duo do not help in her figuring anything out, either.

And besides, Lanolin does, or at least should, know Silver's feats. She was there for the Metal Virus Arc where Super Sonic and Super Silver saved the entire world! Duo literally confirms people not allied with the Restoration at that time know of Angel Island! Silver was part of the Resistance for six months! He's got tons of credibility and a presence during prior events where he absolutely necessary to stop things from going to shit to back him up, where he was a team player and overall a very helpful person. We are never shown where her sudden disdain for him comes from, meaning we can only fill it with theorising that link right back to the should have's (e.g. "She thinks Silver is irresponsible because he nearly dropped those rocks on her!" -> Silver should have pointed out he dropped them because Duo kicked him). As for Whisper, from what I can tell Lanolin does indeed not know that Mimic specifically is the one who betrayed Whisper's old team... but instead of doing something more sensible like asking "Why do you think that?" or "Why would he do that?" when Whisper accuses Duo of being Mimic, she instead becomes defensive immediately. No surprise, no shock, no concern, just immediate defensive anger with her usual pissed off I Can't Stand You Actually facial expression. Why does she trust Whisper so little that she can't even hear her out normally? Why does she immediately assume Whisper is lying when she is presented with such an outlandish claim (too outlandish to come up with out of nowhere, imo) that still indicates they could all be in terrible danger? I can accept the idea that she thinks Silver is still mad about nearly being eaten by a Giant Chopper, but why did she react in the way she did to Whisper, who by that point had done nothing to indicate she should not be listened to?

And like, adding to that... why would Lanolin assume that Silver and Whisper suddenly are bullying Duo anyway, when neither has shown him any badwill beforehand? Whisper was totally down with him joining the team since they needed volunteers, no issues there. Silver was friendly to him until the Chopper incident, with not a hint of bad blood or envy or whatever negative emotion you might ascribe to it. And you are right: we are never shown why Lanolin is so protective of Duo, just that she values the newbie far more than a teammate she's been on a mission with before and the actual saviour of the past and future. Lanolin is written like an altogether terrible leader (cannot de-escalate situations and only makes them worse, clearly favouring one member over the others for no reason, cannot hear all parties out first before immediately jumping onto the defense) and to me as just a rude, unpleasant character on top, and we simply don't know 1. why, and 2. if this is intentional in a 'meta' sense. Nobody calls her out on her behaviours, but we do see that characters like Tangle are quite disheartened by her words and actions, and she herself admits she's bossy. So she's a character aware of her flaws who does nothing to become better: how nice. But overall, there's a lot of questions around why Lanolin acts the way she does, and why she can easily be taken as altogether hating her teammates (if her facial expressions around them are anything to go by) or at least not trusting them. And the comic is doing very little to answer such questions or indicate if we should root for Lanolin because she's 'doing her best' or dislike her for her nasty personality instead, unfortunate as that is.

So yeah... I don't know what is going to happen. All I know is that I do not care for it much: Silver's got quite the happy ending with someone who actually respects him and listens to him, and that is all I can ask for, haha. At most, I would love it if Mimic gave Lanolin the callout of a lifetime for trusting his random ass over the two far more experienced people around her, and allowing him an easy escape with her constant interrupting, distrusting, and scolding of her teammates so that he didn't have to keep scrambling for excuses. And if Lanolin admits she's been a terrible leader who only escalated things further with her actions and who clearly does not respect her team members for no reason, that would be nice too. We'll see what happens: I am going to predict there'll be absolutely zero consequences for Lanolin and her behaviours and actions, then it can only become better, haha.

#one thing I do know for certain and that is that Silver is not gonna get an apology lol #or like... not even an “You were right after all” or something like that #he's luckily no longer around to be mischaracterised and get scolded by the second-greenest person around so that does make me happy for hi #at least Blaze actually hears him out and clearly seems to actually like and respect him‚ you know? #fans don't look #I feel that my own idea of what Lanolin could have been would at least have made for a more *tolerable* character haha #but that is of course because I came up with that idea myself lol #long post

[solvicrafts]

I'm sorry I just can't get over how ungodly fucking funny this whole scenario is

Genuinely this is the funniest thing that has happened to me in this game and I highly doubt it'll get better from here.

what's absolutely KILLING ME is that this man just deadass was like "other people suck but honestly idc I'm too old for this shit"

AT OUR WEDDING

#garan marethi #I know it's because he only has a few lines of dialogue but the timing is truly hilarious #if I knew how to and had the time and patience to mod I'd be sorely tempted to actually expand upon him #this guy went from being an NPC I never thought much about to blorbo in the span of like 10 minutes #man looked at me and was like 'you are the only person I can tolerate here because you are not like everyone else. whom I hate.' #nobody came to our wedding and I think he was very much okay with that #and honestly I'm sure Maramal was too #I can't wait to drag poor Garan on all of my wild Skyrim adventures

[shopcat]

i think perhaps saying dnis don't work is a bit silly because well they do as the function of them By and large "work" by showing what you will and won't tolerate or stand for as a person and what you will be posting about in that regard and anyone who willingly follows you will know this and if they didn't read it and would be upset by the criteria on it for whatever reason it's their own fault. it's like a built in contingency as well as a statement more so for others than a big sign saying "keep out racists!!!" that the racists will sadly walk away from your blog with. so. you can't reasonably say do not interact x y and z especially for systemic bigotry that anyone including ourselves are capable of enacting but you can reasonably say i don't agree with or tolerate this shit and will kill you if you are near me, which i think is better than people just assuming so personally, esp bc a lot of things AREN'T just like, something you can assume. mostly i think it's just quicker to say a 3 letter abbreviation than anything else.

#🐾 #like yeah ppl will do whatever they want anyway but i'd say most ppl esp the kind in my dni for example #are very insecure and hateful individuals who consider themselves the victims and do not want to be quote unquote ''discriminated'' against #WHICH is why anyone saying something like pr*shippers dni works anyway bc they're so entitled that they wouldn't be ABLE #to follow someone who hated them they would rather pitch the mother of all tantrums than do that lol #and if they did follow or heavily interact despite it they have to put up with people being hostile towards them so well it's lose-lose #for them.. lol #dni's as a function anyway came from im pretty sure just normal etiquette culture in certain communities #like those banners and stuff ... ppl integrating them into their blogs themselves is a pretty natural progression but does come with other #issues that i guess other people are critical of but i don't really see the point in being so bc like well everyone KNOWS so who cares #like yeah you can't actually control who sees ur blog or posts / no one checks people bios before interacting w something #but it's expanded to just mean a plain ''don't follow me/talk to me or i'll block you'' #you can't necessarily be mad perpetually at the idea of someone you dislike as a person touching your stuff but you can control ur own like #space... #other stuff that's like sounds obvious/could be interpreted as pandering/is ''the bare minimum'' is like well okayyy but it's not FOR THAT #it's for saying you don't tolerate that type of harmful bigoted shit

[morningmask27]

i've accidentally been thinking too hard for the last two hours about my family and a trio of fictional siblings and the trauma's that I experienced and the shit they went through... Accidentally made some discoveries...

#morningtalks #Love psychoanalyzing myself at 3 am #I wanted to sleep early... #All that for wanting to fix my sleep schedule... #Anyways. I just stumbled upon the fact I had no actual parental figure in my childhood. #I had my mother who was working or at home tired from working or sick and dealing with Problems #My grandparents who dealt with my physical needs (sometimes to an overbearing degree) but I couldn't go to them #Not for personal matters anyway. #That was kinda still my mother's role. But simply because there was nobody else #And my own sister has this sort of weird stop where she kinda acted more like a weird aunt to me than a sister. 9 year age difference and a #But that was only in my teens and later. Before that I would go to my mother. Be briefly tolerated and then sent away because she was busy. #And I couldn't go to my grandparents so I was just Dealing With It. #Fun fact. I have had a serious gimmick of being a teachers' pet since I was 8 or so. It definitely came from my lack of adults that cared #For my emotional needs. I was going through DRAMA at school and they were basically the ones I had to turn to. #Ah.... Family. What a fun thing!

[prestonmonterey]

WOOOOOOOO SPIRIT WEEK IS FINALLY OVER

NOW I CAN TAKE A FUCKING BREA-- [gets bonked by super saturday hammer]

#marble musings #ill be ok #at least my #less tolerable friends are NOT coming #im actually so glad business and marketing is seperate from the other tech departments #if i have to see this girl another day in a row i think id actually cry #m so glad other people talk to me #bc otherwise id never make friends TwT #(if im being honest i think like half my theater/tech friends came from them seein my wiggly stickers or tsats shirt--) #which means the obscure references are working!!!!! :3333

[17yearcicada]

i think daniel radcliff should stop being known as "harry potter's actor" and instead be "the guy who played igor in that one strangely homoerotic frankenstein movie from 2015"

#it's a very strange movie in general... although it's actually on the more tolerable end of frankenstein adaptations #unlike the OTHER frankenstein movie that came out in 2015 which SUCKS i hate it #.txt

[wheatstar]

the thing about warrior cats that bothers me the most is that there are so many writing decisions that COULD be really interesting but i know the authors probably didnt mean it in that interesting way so instead i just get disappointed over and over again

#rot.txt #like sunbeam actually liking nightheart IS a problem for me but it could be interesting #in the way that shes grasping for companionship after blazefire and legitimately thinks he came to shadowclan for her #when in reality shes just an excuse for him a method to get away #but thats! not how its going to play out! and we know it. theyre endgame. and i hate it #there are actually a lot of things about nightheart that i think if improved on would make him actually tolerable #for one i think the pelt color thing should have been more subtle instead of his Whole Thing #also making firestar more of a mythic and revered figure so this pressure to be more like him doesnt come out of nowhere #personally i kind of think sunbeam and nightheart could be nixed entirely #just to focus on frostpaw. i think the isolation of one main character would drive home the “starless clan” thing #idk if that makes sense but it does to me #i DO really really like sunbeam though. i think shes so normal and funny. #also i have NOT read thunder yet im still getting through the slog that is shadow

[apollo-cackling]

I'm like lukewarm on taylor swift's music it's nothing I would listen to on purpose but like compared to most of everything else that's on the radio it's like that one skater that won because everyone else fell over

#brought to you by the relief I felt when cruel summer came on after like 10min of being bored out of my mind #my rambles #tbf I don't listen to the radio enough for me to care about finding stations it'd probably be different if I knew any radio stations that #consistently played songs I actually liked #music #idk why everyone has such strong opinions on it it's like. fine it exists #it's usually some (small) degree of actually enjoyable instead of just. tolerable. which again can't rlly be said of most music on the radi #although again ig I might get it if I couldn't get away from her music #but like eh #my overwhelming reaction is like. shrug

[applesandbannas747]

No joke if your boss knows you’re not afraid to call in the union over seemingly ‘little’ things, they won’t fuck with you about that shit

#jackshit #the way I’ve accidentally strongarmed my admin to actually uphold their zero tolerance policy just because #they know I’d call into my bestie at the union over discrimination #the way my principal came to check in on how things are going with me after my union rep came to my class just to see it and catch up #like. the power in unions is insane for real #please please please join your union #it saved my life this year in a very literal way

[chrismcshell]

Dexter the German Shorthaired Pointer turned 10 today! and he's having a sleepover with his cousin Fritz the Wirehaired Dachshund 🎁

#dog blogging #disclaimer: fritz isnt actually here for dexter's bday. my sister & i are visiting family; fritz came along cuz we're still babysitting him #fritz and dexter dont even get along very well. they tolerate each other well enough but theyre not HAPPY to be together lol #dexter in particular is a grumpy old man who's used to being a single dog #but still. fun to imagine that this is actually a doggy birthday party :-)

[solarisgod]

I ain't joking at all when I say this that this year, since January, I had actually found genuine peace in winter and made it my favourite season because of MICAH fucking XENOWAKE—

#𓁹 ༑ ࿐ྂ ⩇⩇ : ⩇⩇ ⚠︎ [ 𝙴𝚇𝙸(𝚂)𝚃 : 𝙶𝙾𝙳 ] * ‹ OOC . › #[ fall had always been my favourite and winter was my least... and then Micah came through with their endless love for winter... ] #[ I have a few starmates including Zero who enjoys winter so ] #[ I think the OSDD passive influences makes a factor of me having better tolerance in winter ] #[ though I do know the biggest factor is because of Micah who enjoy winter so dearly much since childhood as it's their favourite season ] #[ I'll eventually write a meta on it but aaaaaaa ] #[ I'm laughing looking at my old text last December in my personal server about how Micah's love for winter was actually rubbing on me ] #[ and then in the first few weeks of January this year I had said that winter's my favourite now dhfjBKJNSLBKHJK ] #[ part of me still can't believe it sometimes to be honest lmfao ] #[ BUT... thank you so much Micah for making me a winter lover truly <3 <3 <3 ] #[ there's truly something beautiful about how Micah can take a thing that is as cold and dark as winter ] #[ and make it into something more delightful and comforting and beautiful ] #[ they just really have that kind of an ability and honestly? that's so fucking sexy of them!!! ugh I love them so damn much :((( .... ]