#this one sounds insane honestly

[childrenrecord]

part of saeru's character and theming is that he can only really feel any sort of attachment to azami, and that anyone else is really just a means to an end in filling azami's original desire. he has autonomy that azami's other snakes do not and he CHOOSES to revolve his entire self around azami and azami only even if he gains other "masters." the reason he is able to do so is because he was born from azami's most complicated desire. so he is created to be complicated enough to fulfill that desire. even if he has to hurt and trick her, he will do what he believes is best for her in order to understand herself. the fallacy of saeru is that he cant understand human relationships or love, so the way he goes about in his care for azami is inhumane. he can never understand azami or her feelings, no matter how much he believes he does. that's why he's "forgotten" about when azami meets tsukihiko and starts a family. love isnt a part of his purpose. his purpose is to portray the horror of stagnation. his "love" for azami doesnt come from a place of security, it comes from fear of change.i went a lot of different ways with this. but saeru is a hard egg to crack bc i do think jin tries to portray him as pure evil but then contradicts himself entirely with saeru in manga route 2. so this is just trying to make sense of it. but back to my og tweet yeah saeru isnt meant to harbor any love for anyone outside of azami period, and if he did then it would honestly make him 100x less interesting rather then give him MORE depth. it also would take away from his use in kagepro's narrative as the living memory of all of azami's trauma and pain and in turn all of the other character's trauma and pain. the reason he is that way is so he can represent the despair that comes with trying to prevent change, good or bad.

#this one sounds insane honestly #kagepro #saeru

[haunteddollgender]

Let’s hear some noise for femme lesbians who are kind of guys

For those of us who have short hair, facial hair, body hair, who use he/him pronouns, who want to be handsome more than beautiful, who are overtly gnc, pls affirm our masculinity too.

Just as some butches find their femininity in their masculinity, some femmes find our masculinity in our femininity. And we desire it.

Like I’m a femme dyke who often dates butch dykes. And I’m also a transmasc person who often dates other transmasc ppl, those being the butch dykes. The amount of lesbians who are just kind of gay boys is rly insane. Go to a lesbian bar and i promise you a bunch of those women are twinks and bears.

And don’t make assumptions about that either, because in basically all my past relationships, I’ve been the bear

Celebrating lesbian visibility week means acknowledging transmasc/multigendered lesbians. Even if we don’t fit your idea of what a transmasc/multigendered person looks like

#edit: a lottttt of ppl reblogging this without the additions and tbh. don’t #original tags: #like I’m honestly so fr abt this #it’s very difficult sometimes to wanna be seen as a femme lesbian but also wanna be seen as somewhat a dude #like it always feels like I have to choose and split myself up into pieces. like no matter what I can’t be both even tho I am #I’m so stoned rn I probably sound insane but like I know I can’t possibly be the only one feeling this #lesbian #wlw

[weaponizedmoth]

"Ladies and gentlemen, what we have here is a vampire in love with a human. Better integration than I could possibly have dreamed."

(just some Sundown The Vampire in Retreat fanart. More details and B&W vers. under the cut, etc).

:)

#I thought this movie was really cute and charming in a lot of ways #also I love Bruce Campbell's look in this one so much I had to draw him #I wanted to make him really warm to contrast her vampiric appearance which is more or less what they do in the movie #although he's pretty gray #I also like the costume designer's attention to detail like everyone is dressed more or less like they would be at the time they died #and a vampire western is just one of those ideas you pull from a hat that sound insane and are #but anyway charming film! I watched it twice this year! Then what! It's full on youtube so it's easier #I feel like she looked more like the actress in the sketch ALSO her actress played Muffy in April Fools Day????! #I fucking love that movie so much and Muffy is my girl she's like such an insane genius I love her to death #that movie is like a very long Are You Afraid of the Dark episode and this movie is a fairy tale with vampires. Iconic choices honestly #sundown the vampire in retreat #bruce campbell #I usually don't tag actors or actresses but I deserve this one #fanart #artists on tumblr #art #digital art #illustration #my art #digital drawing #robert and sandy

[unopenablebox]

i admit that i find it a little bit frustrating how Wildly Astonished other antizionist jews act when i tell them my israeli jewish family have lived in the region since [some unknown length of time before 1800 when there start being records about it]

#and then they're like ''ohhh they're mizrahi!'' [connotation nonwhite‚ virtuously indigenous] #and i have to be like. no. it's just that‚ as palestine was in fact ottoman-administered greater syria for most of the last 600 years‚ #you could get there from other parts of the ottoman empire. such as the part of now-ukraine your ashkenazi family is also from. #it wasn't actually a hermetically sealed arab-only ethnostate that evaporated immigrants on sight. it was a pretty decent place to live as #a jew by at least some accounts. or better than the front of the hapsburg-ottoman war anyway which is where they were coming from. #i'm not sure who you think it's serving exactly to believe that there were literally no ashkenazim in the middle east before the 1st aliyah #however there were some. and this information does not actually threaten a modern anti-state of israel position like at all. #but since apparently you've constructed your new Diaspora-Centric Identity around the idea that 'palestine' and 'diaspora' #are the two mutually exclusive nonoverlapping regions and the former is ontologically a no-european-jews-allowed zone #i guess i can give you a minute to try to figure it out. #ugh sorry this is nothing it isn't anything. for one thing it's fantastically unimportant #and for another thing i don't know how to like talk about it in a way that doesn't make me sound at least kind of like im trying to justify #myself as being somehow less complicit or something. i mean i think my complicity as an american dwarfs the rest of it honestly but. #i just feel really insanely alienated where the rhetoric of my theoretically most closely politically aligned group is not really built to #like. accommodate the facts of my family history. #sorry. i have honestly no idea why im so obsessed with articulating this concept ive just been chewing on it pointlessly for days #box opener

[harbingersecho]

RVBtober 8+9 > fall + revelation "You know, sometimes, when somebody falls off a cliff in movies, he's actually just over the edge, hanging on a tree branch or something." "Nope. He's definitely dead."

... and he is. presumably.

(also if you ever decide to try and make a 2-page comic in 2 days even if half of it is just a paintover. don't do that. that's the devil talking)

#rvb #red vs blue #rvbtober #meta #simmons #grif #grimmons #dick simmons #dexter grif #mine #*23 #comic #OOOH MY god i finally finished this piece of shit. i debated just posting the last pic bc i like it a lot but then i'd have made those 2 #other ones for nothing... lol i almost gave up on this like 20 times i don't have the comic makers temperament. anyway #this is classic angst fuel material but its timeless. its good. #i've read some 'grif dies/is presumed dead/theyre seperated' things and 1 thing i love abt them is that simmons always goes insane in them. #grif is his emotional support boy you can NOT seperate them. like that fanart with nervous hare simmons and cute bunny grif #its them boiled down to their essence. hare simmons bunny grif. i sound insane rn but hare simmons bunny grif! #those 2 frames where maine grabs grif and he falls down. honestly i love them sooo much even tho they're just kinda goofy sketches. wah #also rip maine my baby. you didn't deserve to go like that. god he died submerged in water and bleeding out. #also its fun that simmons' voice is all screechy but grif is all wobbly. he's freestyling across the upper ranges. siMmoOoOoNs! vs GRIF!!!

[milkbreadtoast]

OK DOES ANYONE KNOW that het romance korean webtoon called "super secret" by eon abt a girl and her werewolf childhood friend... it was 1 of my v first webtoons and i have this super random out of pocket take for it that ive been keeping to myself for yrs im finally breaking my silence LMFOAOAO

anyway theyre cute together i said what i said (no one cares)

(i do rmbr posting abt this before when i first read the epilogue but no one cared/no one still cares BWAHAHHA)

#talk tag #i dont think i should put this in the main tag for this webtoon #this is actually so real and canon to me #but no one cares and i dont rly care abt this webtoon either KFJDJZ #THEY WOULD BE SO CUTE THO. GENUINELY IT WOULD WORK #btw im thinking abt this bc i saw some clips of the anime on youtube #eunsoo(eunho's bro)'s voice sounded so cute.... kim myeongjun (clover cookie & genshin albedo) #(and starrail caelus too) #gyeonwoo(?)(aka 'ryan') has milk cookie's VA shin yongwoo... and honestly idc ldjdkd #and seungwoo's VA im not too big on too... i didnt check who it was but by ear it sounds like espresso's VA park yohan but dont quote me #doesnt fit my hc for him but eh w/e at least #eunho's bro ('ethan') sounds cute #did i mention i fucking hate how webtoon localized the names... ANYWAY #edit: what if i did put this in the tag actually #its under a cut so i dont think itd bother ppl #super secret #super secret webtoon #if anyone reads this send me a shout so i feel less delusional and insane #edit: i dont think eunsoo(ethan)s ever shown w a girl or anything the entire webtoon #not deconfirmed gay --> me: he's gay! #i think hes the only one too kdjfk like this webtoon had sm comphet #that the fact that eunsoo and seungwoo's epilogue scene was fated meeting w eachother + theyre both single #me: IM TAKING IT... and again eon has said that they leave things open ended so fans can hc whatever so. ITS OK I HAVE THEIR PERMISSION

[danielslaw]

“HOW CAN ANYONE NOT SEE THROUGH HIM?“ DANIEL LARUSSO’S TRAUMA .

#daniel larusso #cobra kai #ck spoilers #terry silver #ckedit #cobrakaiedit #ralph macchio #the karate kid part iii #fandom : cobra kai #meta : daniel larusso #gifset : styled #caligifs #caliedits #abuse tw #(honestly just in case okay ) #(if this makes you uncomfortable good because it should be this whole thing reads like pure insanity) #(the last gif makes me so sad the way he looks and sounds so defeated) #(crazy here how chozen is the one who believes him no questions asked) #(a lot of people make it more articulate than i do but it was devastating to watch how he had no back up) #(and how when he did it was after he got hurt once again)

[irregularbillcipher]

having a normal one about brad and birdie again

#no spoilers for definitive edition here because i haven't played definitive joyful yet and haven't gotten any new birdie content in painful #lisa rpg #i know that half the things i say about birdie are looking Too Far Into It #but also they give us another bearded b-named addiction riddled wreck ruining his life because he's haunted by the deaths of young family #members he feels he should have protected (one of whom even committed suicide) and you expect me NOT to go 'wait that sounds familiar' #honestly the 'like/love' parallel really gets to me because it's so throwaway and i don't know why it's THERE #terry and buzzo say that (and ofc lisa originates it) but that makes SENSE #they're both categorized as someone deeply devoted to someone in the armstrong family. ofc that parallel is made #but why BIRDIE #brad's shirt pattern when he's young is the same pattern as birdie's poncho too #god it's not even just brad #dustin's least favorite thing being 'letting people down' and birdie's being 'being a failure' ESP. with the context of his children like #and (prefacing this by saying i do NOT think birdie was at all the type of father marty was) there's even similarities to marty #like you're telling me the companion who visually looks most like marty is *checks notes* the alcoholic single dad whose kid killed themsel #like there are so many weird things that are canon traits of the armstrong family that you can also see in birdie it's WILD #i'm not even saying i think any of this is THAT intentional or deliberate. like i think having fathers that failed their children on brad's #team is an obvious and deliberate choice but i don't think all this minutia w/birdie was intentional. i acknowledge i'm a lil insane #(birdie has rosy cheeks like marty because they're both drunk. fly also has the same shirt pattern so it's recusing assets. i get it) #there's just a weird amount to pick at if you want to

[sobashahzadi]

around and round and round we go around and around we go

here’s something I’ve made to quench my desire to see kariya breakdance into oblivion

@m1zukam3dian once made a post about how Kariya listens to nightcore because Hikaru got him into it

#honestly didn’t take that long #seriously considering making a longer version #It would be so funny to him just spin for ages #I had so many song ideas but went with the most mentally insane sounding one #Hehe love this guy #this scene of kariya breakdancing lives rent free in my head #I kid u not I think about this all the time #It’s always at the back of my mind liek #“Oh hey remember that time kariya just got down and atsrted breakdancing?” #Yeh #ina11 #inazuma eleven #inazuma 11 #inazuma #kariya masaki

[vraska-theunseen]

google how to not be sosososo anxious all the time. its not even like stress that motivates me to get things done it's just like. i make a mistake and misunderstood instructions in class and my teacher is like "you were supposed to figure out precisely where 180 was before taping the draft and punching your marks" when i like an idiot guesstimated it and after a moment of me going "oh..." bc its something i can't fix bc i've already punched in all the holes on the part he's like "i think you'll be okay" and goes back to what he's doing and then for three hours im like he's so annoyed with me i bring things to him too much and ask him too many questions and make the stupidest mistakes every day he hates me. i ask a friend something and they don't respond because they're busy or forget about it or don't see it or any number of other reasons and then a couple weeks later i send them something else and they don't respond for a few hours and its enough time for me to convince myself i said something a while ago that they took offense to without realizing and they're ignoring me and i send another message saying "are you mad at me did i do something can you tell me what i did so we can work it out" and he's like "what?". a friend posts about people treating them badly in a way that's clear they're talking about a specific phenomenon or person and im always like omg are they talking about me did i do something bad and not realize it... and its someone i talk to so infrequently and casually it obviously would not be a concern or someone i've known for so many years that they would obviously come to me if there was any conflict that arose. help

#alex talks #one time that friend from the second example had to rescind an invitation for me to come to shabbat dinner bc he said his parents were #hosting an important rabbi and didn't want their sons friends dicking around in the house and i was like ok i get it and then another friend #mentioned to me something that implied they were still going to the friend's house and i had 2 class periods to stew and get anxious and #paranoid and think like does he hate me? does he just not want to invite me specifically? do his parents not like me did they ask him not to #invite me specifically? and then in advisory we're both just sitting there and im like 'so do your parents hate me' and he's like 'what????' #and i'm like 'jakob said they were still going to your house' and he's like '????? my parents told jakobs parents they could come and stay #overnight bc their parents are out of town so jakob has to come over' and i was like 'oh. sorry' and felt so bad about it for the entire day #honestly? now that im thinking about it so many times i've been like manic in that friends dms about something they said that i've made 10 #leaps of logic over so in my head they said a completely different thing but to them i just sound insane and like i'm taking them in the #most bad faith i possibly can. which i guess really i am but i just get so worried #hm i guess manic is a specific word for a mental health symptom idk how else to describe it like i call him and leave a voicemail where ive #worked myself to tears over something i can't even remember now. maybe hysteric? #nobody reads these right

[mooninagust]

so i was thinking (shocker i know) and the only two reasons i could find for boston to do what he did are: 1. he's pissed ray is moving on from mew bc that means he won't interfere with mewtop anymore, meaning ray won't be on ton's side trying to break the two up 2. there's sth we don't know about mew and ton and the whole thing is more about mew than it is about ray or top even

or the most obvious one of all: boston is just allergic to happiness

#like this is gonna sound insane but what if ton and mew had sth goin on and ton is now pissed that #everyone around him is so into mew #i dont get his character but honestly the first one seems the most logical to me #i just dont know why hes still trying when he himself seems to be happy around nick #only friends #only friends the series #an rambles

[tanjir0se]

Sakuya and Natsuki are kind of meant to be essentially me and my fiancé’s .. KNY sonas? I am an old woman so I don’t know if that’s a thing but anyways it’s very VERY funny to me because as I’ve always said Cam is SO Sasuke/Aki/Giyuu/dark haired bad boy type-coded that of COURSE when I asked him which Hashira he’d want to be mentored by he of COURSE he said Giyuu.

Except Natsuki is functionally mute. Literally I can ONLY imagine every single one of their training sessions is just this >

In dead silence for HOURS. Possibly days.

The “give Tomioka a Tsuguko” experiment ends promptly less than a week in because oh my god oh no it made them both worse now they’ve developed a language and are unstoppable.

#I can’t even judge I picked Tengen because ‘white haired anime boys hot’ and I believe he and Sakuya’s insanities complement one another #I wanted her to be a kakushi until I realized she functionally has about the same personality as. mitsuri and inosuke combined #one more explosion at the butterfly mansion and Shinobu is like THATS IT Tengen please for the love of GOD take her away from me #no one cares about my nonsense but I find it funny that I made a Giyuu type in a show that very much already has a Giyuu type #and then basically mashed them together like dolls because Cam told me to #postcards from stupid town #Rose’s OCs #if I wanted a balanced mentor for each I guess I’d go with #honestly I might just switch them 😂 #in my defense for Sakuya and Tengen though I do a lot of music so if I had to chose a canon breathing form it would be sound

[spider-man-2o99]

Just wanted to say that I have been thinking of you and pre-emptively empathizing with the nonsense you are no doubt being flooded with and the psychic damage it must be causing. Keep stanning the king ignore the weirdos <3

thankg u.,, i feel like ive been trapped in a fuckign . Torture Labyrinth these past coupl days . but. wwe will. We Will Yet Persist onwards w/ our hand on the left wall till we;re either out or at the center i swear 2 fucking GOD,

#talking tag #asks #th pain is forever the Horrors r unending the lack of media comprehension on all sides is Disappointin But Also My Goddamn Life I Guess lol #though i will say ppl in my inbox have actually been.. surprisingly polite overall? if not outright rather kind as a whole. um. post-atsv. #but. god. i have not Talked About so much of that movie because i kind of just. #..ok actually i realize this is gonna sound rude as hell lmao. but. hhaha i Kinda Just. was fool enough to Assume that everbody would yknow #like. Comprehend The Film yk yk yk. since it is a well-written movie that doesnt try to Hide any of what it;s abt? yk? #i come On Here onto tumblr dot bumblr and i make my stupid esoteric gddamn complaints abt 2099 Themes for Me Only so my head doesnt blow up #n silly ol me i really do like earnestly honestly in my Heart think. like. we all saw the same movie. right? mayb thingsll calm down. #but oh oh oh oh oh no no no No No. they do Not calm down they get So Much Worse. #and now hypothetical Internet Strangers might be Passing Judgement bcuz we look like an Apologist 4 assuming Everyone Knew Media Literacy #CHRIST. do people think i think mig was. like. In The Right. in atsv. no ive known he would be Wrong for years dudes. #why do yall think i was so low-key Disappointed he was placed in a role that couldve better suited. like. Superior Spider-Man. #public image. DING-DONGs. man he is Never Going To Be In Movies Again After This Hes An AU SPIDER-MAN FROM THE 90S. LORD! #i had SO MUCH FUN watching atsv!!!!!!!!!!!!! #i dont like the choices it made to put miguel in the situation that it did. Bizarre Thematic Changes to 2099 that Only I Care Abt. but like #that is SUCH a fuckin SMALL and insanely autistic nitpick like i earnestly loved the hell out of the film and its mig is-- #--Earnestly One Of His Better/Best Adaptations despite bein within the limited confines of th plot nd setting he is In & w/o his inner mono #..i just. Hate So Much That This Movies Version Of Miguel Will Be The Only One That Anybody Knows For The Next Seven Years At Least. yknow. #i lov watching that fuckers trainwreck of a slowmotion mental breakdown for two hours but the movie gave practically Zero Context 2 newbies #BTSV please save me BTSV please save me BTSV PLEASE save me PLEASE please please please PLEASE BTSV youre my last hope.... #(arthur clenching his fist meme) ppl r Already so shitty 2 ppl w/ Messy Symtptoms i could Handle losing MK but SM2099 means too much 2 me..

[dennisboobs]

i'm curious to know what the uh. general consensus is on sunnyblr about dennis' MBTI typing because i very much disagree with whatever the hell is going on over at personality database

#that man is an extroverted feeler and you cannot change my mind <3 #surface dennis is one thing but if we're looking at the real him beneath that i'm honestly thinking ESFJ (i realize this sounds insane) #ada speaks

[rearranging-deck-chairs]

where im taking the doctor for a date tbh

#yea we're doing all three in a day no thats not insane thats being honest about the speed at which they live their life #you know that thing about how the speed of your heart determines how fast you experience time? #like mice experience time faster than us and also live shorter? #bc their hearts beat faster than ours? #dont know if thats true but i read it once i think #you know how the doctors hearts sound like. super hyper fast? #anyway i want to spend a day hearing the most bonkers corrections of museum cards and watching them get in fights with museum people #'listen ''mr expert'' i killed the last dodo (turns to me. 'accidentally!' turns back) i Think i'd know what they look like dont you' #'really wasnt my fault. was a little bit my fault. 53 birds one timey wimey detector sort of a situation. shouldnt have brought it honestly #'but you dont step out of your tardis going: #'hm maybe i shouldnt bring my machine that boils eggs at 30 paces in case i run into the last 53 dodos'' #'i mean the 17th century wasnt even on the agenda! i was in the 32nd century! two galaxies over! and then suddenly: mauritius' #'dont know what happened' #'well' #'53 exploded dodos. happened.' #'my sincerest apologies' #and i'll go 'lunch?' #or kissing with tongue behind a dinosaur skeleton whichever

[spineless-lobster]

Linear warfare except when they run at each other they meet in the middle and start passionately kissing each other on the mouth with tongue

#so anyways I watched napoleon #it was good I liked it a lot #the soundtrack was AMAZING it really stood out to me #also I SAW PETER SANDYS CLARKE!!!!!!! #he was at the battle of waterloo he shouted one line of orders and then stood around in the background <333 #(exactly what I was expecting but honestly I was still so excited) #he did amazing and I didn’t even see his character die #anyways the movie opened with a beheading which was insane but I called it and it was so cool #there was another gory bit involving a horse #also all the french people sounded british????? and napoleon was american??? #I get he was played by joaquin phoenix and they want the big name attached to the movie but like come on just hire a french guy #or make him do the accent or something #sorry that’s just a pet peeve of mine #tsar alexander I was fruity as hell so they did a great job with that he was so pretty omg #my favourite parts were the battle of waterloo and the battle of austerlitz so yeah #gonna stop rambling now lmao #watch it if you want it’s kinda long tho