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spectrumgarden · 27 days

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Okay so I've never really joined the whole "small talk" argument that's been happening increasingly over the last years because I tend to just not agree with anyone I see discuss it. Like no I dont think people who use it are evil or making things hard on purpose, I also dont think it makes them lesser, ... I Also dont think that someone who refuses to use it / cant use it is automatically worse and will not make friends.

Importantly i also dont think everyone can learn it. I should know because I spent multiple years with professionals trying to teach me how to have a conversation At All and I still am actually nowhere near what would be expected at my age group. (Most recent reports usually go something like "makes slight improvements in having a two sided conversation" - because I can say nothing, or I can ramble on and then not react to your answer. The rest? Struggle time, to this day, in every aspect) No matter how many intricate guides you write, if I fail at the basic concept of a conversational structure very frequently then I will not succeed at small talk either. And additionally I also genuinely can not tell what might be too personal for this other person.

A lot of these people who get upset when people say "I cant do small talk because I'm autistic and I cant learn it, I tried and failed" and go "of course you can!", just sort of like. Ignore that a lot of the developmental delay in conversation and / or (nonverbal) language never closes up for many of us, the way a lot of us generally never reach the developmental level of our peers (in some areas). and it's not because we have not seen enough complex flow charts or not practiced enough. when so many of us literally spend so much additional time of our youth sitting in front of whiteboards and workbooks and such, being explained over and over how to talk to someone at all. I am 22 and after years of explicit teaching I still have to ask for verbal confirmation and explanation of any nonverbal cues that I think were used by my conversational partner, but do not know what they mean. Which is pretty much all of them. And I probably miss a lot of them existing at all. You can scream "just practice until you can recognize the other persons little cues on if they want to deepen or end this" until you turn blue but it will not actually make me accomplish it if the fucking people who've been spending their whole life teaching it didnt make me figure it out. On account of, you know, the developmental delay.

Sure some people can learn! That's why they try to teach us after all! Cause it has been successful! But generally stop with this shit of "everyone can learn this you're just choosing not to!"

I will never be rude to someone for engaging in small talk, I will obviously fail at their attempts to engage me in some, which usually makes them stop trying (thank god). But I will not tolerate others talking shit about it that is uncalled for (implying malice from every user, making fun of people who seem to crave it, ...).

But I also do not care to learn it anymore at this point? It's no goal of mine. I have made multiple friends, most non autistic, without ever using small talk. Including in adulthood. We simply skipped that stage. We went from "hi!" "Hi!" Immediately to "heres when it went wrong in my life (humorous but still often dark / personal). Also these are my political opinions. Sure I want to hear about the girl you dated for years in excruciating detail. Let me retell you the plot of this old indie movie you will never watch for 20 minutes and why I enjoy it. Let's go to a concert together after talking slightly in depth like this twice". Is this the way that you creep everyone out in everyone's friendship acquisition theory I've been seeing? Sure! It's been working perfectly fine, enough of the times for me, though.

Will this work in like a work environment or something? Most likely not, which is why I generally plan to keep to myself. Does this mean I still confuse every stranger who approaches me trying to small talk? Sure. that's why I'm still fucking disabled. But I have created meaningful relationships as an adult without small talk. I have genuinely tried learning in many ways and failed. And I'm done apologizing for that, either you take me with my inability to small talk or you wont.

#actually autistic #autistic adult #autistic community #actually disabled #developmentally disabled #idk what to tag this at idek if i want to actually post this because ive seen people get so mad abt this stuff #also putting this in the tags because the post is already too long . no i dont think the concept of small talk is ableist #insisting to people that they are 100% able to learn it after they told you they can not? that is.#“if you cant do it then those long posts telling people how to get better at it dont apply!!” when will yall learn that if you make -#-overarching statements a la “hey random reader. yes you too! all of you! you can learn this thing!” then you are including disabled people #and us telling you that we are in fact incapable of this is a fairly normal reaction to being semi directly addressed #and all youd have to do is say “anyone who is not unable to do this for disability reasons. you can do this” and move on #instead of going “hey of course when i address everyone i dont actually address disabled people. silly. want everything to be about you”#like last time i checked i was part of everybody and excluding me of that because of disability does not pass the vibe check

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cherry-dr0p · 2 months

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Drawing characters (my favourites) as cats: Pt. 1

Nosfer-cat-u???? Real??

Note: All of these are my personal headcanons... Gonna write some kitty headcanons under too because I am silly like that and cringe culture is dead :3

1. Kitty (Herr) Knock!

Here is kitty Knock headcanons!

I'd imagine him to be an orange ragdoll cat!! Orange cats are generally known from what I've seen for being peculiar little guys, so I thought that would fit Knock very nicely for being out of the ordinary and silly. I honestly chose the ragdoll because of the fluffy appearance of their fur but reading into it, they can be affectionate and friendly too. And they love belly rubs. Perhaps he is a friendly cat who originally wanted attention and love for people but after being shunned for being abnormal, he gave up.

Ragdolls are intelligent too, whilst orange cats are known for the opposite. I reckon that Knock seems unintelligent with some of the things he does (getting stuck in high places, running into things etc.) But he is actually quite a smart cat in reality.

He's definitely a stray cat who was abandoned at some point on the streets and had to survive on his own until finding Orlok </3 Poor guy

He likes smaller animals, especially rats. The ones cats are meant to kill, Knock does not. He refuses to.

He is quite an old kitty (hence the gray fur parts), but he's still full of life!

He's also extra mischievous. I reckon >:3

Hes very dirty, his furr is matted and he also has fleas because he hasnt been groomed :(

What did this poor cat do to have the whole town after him </3 /j

Kitty (Count) Orlok

Note: For kitty Orlok, I wanted him to have light gray skin but it was too late when I realised the gray was way darker than I wanted it to be :( I have new pens coming in a few days so I can redo Orlok

But anyways, kitty Orlok headcanons;

But yeah, I think Orlok to be a Sphynx cat. Ive heard others talk about how unappealing and somewhat creepy Sphynx cats look (honestly, how dare they >:[) and I think it's sorta the way a supernatural vampire like a creature would be viewed. Despite all this, Sphynx cats for their loyal and intelligent, which I imagine could be overlooked when seeing kitty Orlok. (You can probably guess who he's loyal to)

I also intentionally made him extra spooky looking too. He has lifeless white eyes and sharp claws, with lots of wrinkles and a tall, lanky stature to catch the creepy aura. I also imagine he can make himself look taller willingly in order to look extra terrifying when he needs or wants to be feared.

Kinda messed it up a little too but dark purple collar. I didnt know what to put for the little tag so diamond shape because hes extra fancy like that.

Hes always been a stray cat, getting used to being alone since he was a mere kitten. He doesn't really get visitors often so imagine his surprise when a peculiar occurance is present and a specific orange cat finds and befriends him.

Despite Sphynx cats having an affectionate nature, Orlok isn't really the most affectionate cat at all. He can be quite violent, which pulls most people away in itself.

Kitty Ellen (Hutter)!

Last but not least, Kitty Ellen headcanons!

I honestly dont know why I chose the Scottish fold. Just saw some photos and for some reason went "Fuck yeah, Ellen!!"

Unlike the other two, Id imagine Ellen to actually have a pet owner who possibly has both Thomas and Ellen living in the house.

No doubt she'd be spoiled to death, with a fancy pretty collar and a fancy little tag to go with it.

She likes watching birds outside the window because I said so >:]

Even though she has the chance to go outside like Id imagine Thomas to do, Ellen actually feels more comfortable just lounging around in the house and just doing cat things. Sure she will explore outside sometimes but she doesn't bother with it too much.

Shes a friendly affectionate cat who likes attention sometimes.

Yeah I dont have as many headcanons for Ellen as I do the other two surprising

And that's all I have for my Nosferatu cat AU. This is so dumb but I love it and it gave me the excuse to practice drawing different types of kitties! Im not sure for this how accurate everything is but Aaahhh

#Cat #Cat drawings #nosferatu 1922 #I may be cringe but I am indeed free #I love cats sm bro #I would 100% adopt Knock in a heartbeat...#Oh and Knock finds Orlok in an abandoned house Orlok probably stays in #and they probably spend the rest of their cat lives playing with the rats and cuddling #Sometimes I wish I was a cat #ellen hutter #Herr Knock #Knock #Count Orlok #Orlok

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azumasoroshi · 10 months

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guess who just watched summertime rendering (it's really good)

guys what the FUCK

(spoilery-review stuff will be below the cut but tldr: summertime rendering is really good, subverted a lot of my expectations, gorgeous animation, keeps you on your toes and has smart characters and good writing, just try not to cringe too hard at some of the haha boobs/haha panties jokes i swear there's not too many)

okay funny story. i got interested in this anime literally yesterday because one of my favorite channels was analyzing its ending song by chance

and i was like oh it's like anohana but a murder mystery? interesting premise. doesn't necessarily guarantee that it's good, the animation looks pretty at least, but it's 25 episodes and my attention span kinda sucks...

and i see the main girl in a swimsuit and im like alright. the second there's a really weird zoom on her chest im out

(my live thought process pictured below)

and the first shot or so was of the swimsuit girl (ushio) without any weird zooms so i was like okay hey we're in the clear so far

AND THEN

one minute ten seconds. dawg. that actually has to be a record of some sort

and i was 🤏this close to dropping the anime but i really wanted to see the dark horrifying stuff so i continued anyway

like. maybe that's a one off joke. maybe they wont do it again and that was just to get weirdos to be like AYYY and keep watching. maybe there is hope

there was no hope.

but i hung on anyway because right after that was the OP and it looked really interesting mostly because there were no anime visuals at all until the very end

which was. shinpei being a little bit silly. little but quirky. vibing persona 3 style baby baby baby baby baby baby baby

so yeah i decided to keep watching until the end of the first episode despite my apprehension because i just. wanted to see the dark shit go down. uaghhhhhh

and i kept watching EVEN THROUGH the clear insinuation that the mc's adopted sister was in love with him and that the mc was in love with his other adopted sister and the police officer was looking at porn in public and then FINALLY

FINALLY

(major + ending spoilers start here)

they killed my favorite character.

and then they killed the younger sister and then they killed the MAIN CHARACTER AND I WAS LIKE DAWGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG

like i was expecting it to be dark but i didnt expect them all to straight up die on screen with blood splatters n everything :sob: wasnt expecting the time loop either

like. you gon have this gorgeous animation just to make the characters' deaths that much more brutal. holy fuck

i realized the other anime this reminded me of. this anime is a anohana x kagerou project crossover. thats fuckin crazy i kinda dig it

people also compare it to re:zero which is fair cuz it has the time travel, the unexpected brutality, the short haired girl who gets rejected in favor of the long haired girl (lmao) i just like kagerou project more

it somehow didnt connect the first time that it wasn't mio and i was like huh i wonder why they suddenly skipped time

and then when this scene rolled around for the second time i literally like. it hit me so fast and i was like FUCK. i was like genuinely terrified help

and then she started stabbing the ever loving shit out of totsumura and i was like oh okay! guess i dont have to wait in suspense for what she'll do at the very least

and then she stabbed shinpei in the throat and i was like OH OKAY

that scene also terrified me cuz like the phone call happening while the killer is nearby is a classic horror trope but like. i dont watch horror usually. that's my worst nightmare

it was on his third death that shinpei really started to shine for me as a protagonist because like. he's smart. notably so! it was really nice because the classic horror starts to fade away at this point and everything becomes a giant chess match

fair enough though cuz bro was like "LMAO NAH I REFUSE TO DIE AGAIN THAT SHIT PAINFUL AS FUCK" (and then repeatedly died a bunch more anyways)

it's interesting that his whole "take a step back" thing is like. a trauma response too. we love dissociation representation lmfao

shinpei was also really quick to adapt to everything and it took a LOT of shit going down to make him finally lose his composure, but he gets back in it and doesnt waste time and it was really refreshing because yknow anime (and the horror genre in general) with its overdramatic clueless protagonists

and also!!

i immediately pegged sou as the loud dumbass yosuke/ryuji type (i love them and their depth, im talking about surface level) best friend who wingmans for shinpei and immediately gets sus of shinpei and gets killed first n shit

but that was my bad like damn sou was a really good character

to be fair this was his first introduction

and the line "I should tell Sou everything" with a shot of the sky is REALLY FUCKING OMINOUS, so i feel like that was a bit of a bait and switch on the author's part lmfao

i stopped taking screenshots around this point so ill just talk about a bunch of parts that stood out to me pff

HIZURU MINAKATA MY BELOVEDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

she's so autistic and so smart and so just. god. i love her

AND RYUUNOSUKE IS BABYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY

i literally wanted to cry seeing him in the ending like dawggggggg he's SO cute id marry him no questions asked

he and hizuru were my favorites along with nezu because badass old man SLAYS

i also surprisingly really liked ushio lmao i thought she'd be like the usual manic pixie dream girl and then just based on her being in a swimsuit but like. she was honestly a joy as a character lmfao

like. her being the biggest powerhouse next to hizuru? did not see that coming, we love a girlboss!! and she's also smart and forward-thinking despite the airheaded vibes so like damn. good character! i really liked what little we got to see of the real ushio interacting with her shadow too, it was a nice bit of character building + it was funny lmao

mio was the only character other than shide that i just straight up did not like lmfaosgkjhsjg the whole "im in love with my stepbrother" was just. fuckin. weird to me from the start and you have no idea how fucking relieved i was that shinpei didn't accept her confession or get with her at the end

of course it's like. not any better that he got with his other stepsister. but like mio was more annoying so it's fine (😭)

she ended up being a damsel in distress who didnt really do anything up until the school fight where she still didnt do much, and with how much ushio emphasized "protect mio" you'd think she' have some sort of plot relevance but nope she just. thought about her brother a lot and confessed after 20 episodes and got rejected and cried

it's like all the buildup to her confession was PURELY to buildup for the ACTUAL confession which was shinpei telling her that he was in love with ushio

which is lame

like jesus her shadow had more plot relevance than her. i literally liked her shadow more than her like ????????

tokiko was a good character though i liked the "i didnt dirty my hands for this" foreshadowing and also her being a lesbian was an unexpected surprise that i liked lmfao she's a fuckin real one for still encouraging mio to be with shinpei despite being madly in love with mio. what the hell was that "i want her to see all of me" line like girl????

shide was a good smart villain, he kinda started getting cheesy typical anime villain by the end but by that point the anime was pretty firmly in the action/strategy genre and relying a lot less on the horror/mystery part so it was alright

i did love the talk he and shinpei had about video games and the FF7 namedrop was hilarious lmfao

it was cool how they had the callback to him being a video game nerd during the first fireworks festival with that 2d 3d king thing

absolutely despise him for what he did to hiruko though like. ew.

i didnt really get why hiruko deadass reverted into this weird lookin baby thing at the end but like haise was cute i liked her

didnt understand how they literally changed history either but i guess the magic eyes are like "fuck time lmao all my homies hate time" so oh well, i guess it works

the ending was really a full on "everybody lives and is happy" type deal but like. i didnt even mind man i was literally ecstatic seeing hizuru's boobs again like holy shit. you know you're watching a weird ass anime when you start crying at the fucking fanservice scenes like ohhhh my god

and like goddammit they deserve happiness

although. i was a bit pissed that they brought ushio back to life. like yeah she deserved to be brought back and yeah i do love her but rip the themes of grief and regret i guess

the show was never really about grief so i get why she was brought back but like ueeeuueueuueuee the whole "i don't want to do anything i'll regret again (including leaving ushio before we had the chance to say goodbye) so i have to keep moving forward" was really good character stuff and hrekjajsghjhsg i guess it paid off at the end???

whatever ill take getting hizuru and ryuunosuke back no matter the narrative costs

anyway yeah really good anime, definitely exceeded my expectations (which were pretty low to be fair though), i did watch all 25 episodes within 24 hours so i might be a little insane

#summertime rendering #summertime render #summer time render #summer time rendering #god. i fucking knew the tags on tumblr would be a mess the second i saw the name #shinpei ajiro #ushio kofune #hizuru minakata #ryuunosuke minakata #tokiko hishigata #sou hishigata #ginjiro nezu #not tagging mio for any mio likers out there im sorry :sob:

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sometipsygnostalgic · 9 months

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Time for more salt and violence :DDDD

7. Which character did you begin to hate not because of canon but how the fandom acts about them?

15. That one thing you see in fanart all the time

19. You're mad/ashamed/horrified you actually kind of like...

7. Which character did you begin to hate not because of canon but how the fandom acts about them?

I find myself VERY RESISTANT to this kind of shit so when the universe makes me feel like I want to hate a character I kind of go the opposite direction and love them harder than any of their fans.

For example I see so many infuriating takes with Catra and Hordak but I REFUSE to hate them. I insist on loving them more for all of their flaws, to be the one who loves them most for their character. I fucking adore those characters.

Maybe my opinion would be different if I was saturated by fandom like all the realtime watchers were? Like I'd be worn down.

I'm trying to think of other characters this DOES apply to.

For a show I'm genuinely obsessed with - The closest might be Lemongrab in AT fandom, he was super woobiefied by some people and some of those people were not particularly good to me or to the AT crew (talking events that happened over 10 years ago). I will be real it's nothing on the scale of what happened in shera fandom, and I still love Lemongrab as a character, but I avoid making anything with him in it because I don't want his fans to speak to me. Hoping the situation is different now.

There's also Simon Laurent from Infinity Train. I never particularly LIKED Simon, I find him interesting, but FUCKING HELL. TAKE ALL OF THE ABOVE CHARACTERS AND MULTIPLY IT BY 100. I was still getting messages from the "Simon Anon" A FEW WEEKS AGO SAYING THAT I NEED TO BOYCOTT INFINITY TRAIN because the creators said some stupid ableist about Simon, which they did, BUT IT'S NOT MY RESPONSIBILITY LEAVE ME ALONE. Anyone who is a Simon stan is usually completely terrifying, and is occasionally racist or sexist depending on their stance on Grace while defending their precious white boy. Once I entered a server and someone IMMEDIATELY asked me what my thoughts on Simon were, they were completely ready to start a fight with me over it and I've never felt more terrified in my life.

I also got sick and tired of Hunter quickly for pretty much the same reasons as Simon, though he's not written to be an evil incel like Simon, he REALLY IS the woobie boy that everyone considers him to be adn that's why I don't like him. I appreciate his character arc but ehhhhhh I couldn't stand him until the end of season 2 and during season 3 where it finally got past the "im going to be MURDERED by BELOS if i dont do EVERYTHING IMMEDIATELY" phase. The reason Catra never falls into this category for me is because she had supervillain energy and tried so so hard to regain agency and she kicked Hordak's ass and opened the Portal. Hunter meanwhile takes every hit, and I just... it is painful to watch, especially having been in situations of fear and psychological abuse. I don't enjoy it and I don't enjoy the fandom's TERRIFYING OBSESSION with him.

Zuko is almost a character I don't like. There is no anti-fandom for Zuko so I have no reason to stubbornly love him. People always compare every redemption arc to Zuko and I am fucking sick of it.

15. That one thing you see in fanart all the time

If it's a group it's ALWAYS Best Friend Squad 4 man, which makes sense I guess since theyre The Main Group but like... Q_Q i just want to include Entrapta and Scorpia and make it a BFS/SPT combo. Is that self indulgent of me? Especially when it's S5 fanart, I want more Entrapta because she was basically with them the entire time! Aaaaaaaaaa!!!!! I have a lot of thoughts on "4 man BFS" as an entity and why it works as an answer to s1, and why it doesn't work so well in s5, and why I am sad there was no s5 closure to sPT even if that is a dead sPT i just wanted one more scene--

wait that's not really what this question is about, we are crossing into canon wishlist but also fanfic modern AU territory and ALLLLL of my annoyances with how Adora and Catra's friend groups are treated in those. Like how Bow, Glimmer, Scorpia, and Entrapta are supposed to be their BEST FRIENDS but all become irrelevant and straight up absent once Catradora are together. Uhhh...

Okay more about Entrapta, a pet peeve is when people give her Normal Hair. Like, not absolutely insanely long rapunzel hair. Just normal hair. IT'S NOT RIGHT--- i guess people find it hard to draw her hair if they're going for a more realistic style?

I actually like most She-ra art I see though. It's very rare I see something that annoys me. There's not enough fanart posted in this fandom recently for me to have seen something that grinds my gears. All the catradora art is fucking gorgeous. I don't look at nsfw so I have absolutely no thoughts about any weird tropes like I would for other fandoms like AT where the fandom was a lot straighter and drew more demeaning stuff including the girls.

19. You're mad/ashamed/horrified you actually kind of like...

I can hear Kan yelling at me to post Entrapdak under this heading. Fuck you, Entrapdak is great!

I don't have any really wild out there crackships, I don't have any "problematic pairings", but I usually get self conscious and cautious when I post Catrapta, or any Entrapta x a member of BFS stuff, LMAO. Even the normal fluffy stuff but especially the sex headcanon post yesterday with Catrapta. The issue is a lot of the time people are like "she's way older than the others???" and either I have to say "actually, that was a post by a character designer with no evidence in the show--" and I look like an idiot trying to justify something wrong, or I just say "theyre both somewhere in their 20s" and get it over with.

But I ship all of the princesses with each other, I especially think Entrapta x Everyone is fucking hilarious, just go off girl. I'm not ashamed of that per se, it's just some people in this fandom have a stick up their ass with anything that isn't a Certified Canon Pairing.

Now if you want something I do enjoy and am mildly disturbed by that, it's Seadak. Sea Hawk x Hordak. And also x Micah. Just pair the dads together. They have never interacted but isn't it fucking brilliant????

#she ra #spop

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laneynoir · 1 year

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A few quotes from my brother during RotK:

Opening scene: "what the? Oh I thought he was going to eat the worm."

"Oh so its his fault"

Sam: not before mister Frodo's had somthing to eat.

"Sam's got his priorities straight. Oohh do we still have some of your lambas bread? Wait not I ate it"

"Pippin is smoking weed, I want some."

As Eowyn gives Aragorn the drink:

"Eowyn is driving him isnt she?"

Me refusing to tell him who the "she" Smeagol is

Him: "its you isn't it? Your going to eat the hobbits."

Gandalf sleeping with his eyes open:

"Creepy fucker."

(Jokingly)"Aragorn and Legolas are gay"

"Haha 'You smoke to much' "

*arwen seeing her vision* *Oh she's hallucinating"

"Is that baby Aragorn? Oh no, the old guy's Aragorn"

"disrESPECT TO THE BOOK? HOW do you still like her? You stabbed me for dropping yours!"

*Gandalf telling pippin not to say anything* "oH so THAT'S why you say that to me"

*Denthor insulting Aragorn* "oh fuck this guy, Aragirns the one running around t;e wolrf protecting your fatass"

"Oohh the dead city is cool, it looks like that picture you drew"

"DAMNIT FRODO!" (×10)

"I like Farimir, he seems cool"

"I want a job where I just sit around drinking and set fire to shit"

"Come on Théoden, dont be a loser"

"Oh good hes not a loser"

(The ring dangling infront of Gollum/Smeagol) "grab it and run Gollum!"

*Gollum trying to convince Frodo that Sam eants the ring* "Fuck you buddy, Smawise just wants his potatoes and to snuggle with Frodo"

*Denthor saying he wished Farimer had died and Boromir lived* "Well somebody sure is loosing the perant of the year award" "he's sending him to his DEATH, yes Pippin, that is exactly my face right now"

"Oh come on Sam! Hit him harder! Kick him off the edge"

"Frodo- your going to trust the thing that tried to kill you over Sam?! SMEAGOL NEVER MADE YOU SOUP!"

"... I am done with this tomato eating son of a headghog and orc mutantv

"Merry, you nearly stabbed Eowyn!"

"I feel like Aragorn is the perfwct mix of stupid and brave"

"Théoden isnt even her real sad and he's still better than Denny dude."

"Noooooo I wamt to see Èowyn fight!"

"Ooooh its a ghost king. I thouht hey were just people living underground."

"I think the reason you don't date is because you need a guy like Legolas, or Aragorn. Èomer is also a candidate."

*as Gandalf knocks Denthor out* "YES! GO GANDALF!"

"TEELLLL ME WHO THE "SHE" IS! IS IT GOLLUMS GIRLFRIEND? DOES SHE HAVE CUSED JEWLY THAT MAKES HER EAT HOBBITS?"

"How many watts does that star pack?"

"I like Grond"

"So... Your saying Rohan has the most horse power?"

"Oh yeah, because Farimir hasn't gine through enough shit, lets burn him alove!"

"Go Gandalf! Smack the fucker!"

*Èowyn battling which king* "But since shes not a man dies that mean she might acctually kill him?"

*Legolas kills the Oliphant and slides down the trunk* "yeah no, you just need to date an elf"

*as the forces of Mordor suround them* "Wait does Legolas die?"

(Here is where I admit that I told him that Legolas, Aragorn, and Frodo die.)

"NO- WHY ARE YOU MAKING ME WATCH THIS?"

"Good aim Sam."

"The Eagles are here!"

"Frodoooooo whyyyyy"

*Aragorn fighting troll thing* "Kill my boy and see what happens..."

"YOU LIER! IT GOLLUM THAT GOES OVER THE CLIFF WITH THE RING"

(at this point I did get a book thrown at my head)

"YOU- THE BIRDS SAVE THEM!"

(Insert me convincing him that the reason that the lighting is weird when Frodo wakes up ids because they all died in the battle)

*the coronation* "Aw Farimir and Èowyn can help eachother get over their trauma."

"Wait I though Arwen died?"

"Wait so why does Frodo have to go to the inspiring lands?"

#lotr #lord of the rings #rotk

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hisredhysteria · 2 years

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Heya! Since summer is coming up, do you have any hcs or activities the gang would do for the summer? Or maybe for a beach party/picnic thing they might do? If you don't mind that is.^^

Note: ...I wrote way too much because I started to have fun with these.... I HOPE YOU DONT MIND I WROTE THEM AS ALMOST HC SCENARIOS...I was going to take some out....but maybe it couldn't hurt to have more to read...? Feel free to skip any parts, I tried to section them a little from the intro....then highlighting the names so they're easier to find—

They may alternate who partakes in certain activities, but for the most part, almost everyone is at least there.

Yes, Courier finds it to be troublesome that he's involved in everyone else's antics more often than not...why's he setting time aside for these shitheads again..? Oh right, he didn't.

Everyone takes turns choosing the activity they're all going to partake in. Of course, it doesn't go down without some sort of debacle about why another got to pick before them.

It's usually Brawler that has the most problem with this part actually.... he seems to think that the person with the best idea for an activity should go first-!

You can also bet that he thinks the person with the best idea is none other than him... Well, he wants his idea to be first until Hoodlum reminds him that most people save the best for last...

Now that Brawler's arguing for last place though, Cutthroat becomes upset because he wanted last place too. As Hoodlum said, the best is for last, isn't it?

While they're both going back and forth, Hacker takes up the opportunity to suggest an outdoor Go-Kart track to settle their debate. This will become their first activity for the start of the summer..!

It wouldn't be as fun if they didn't sneak in after hours to mess around with the go-karts either...this way they're the only ones on the track.

The first race around they do, Courier refuses to take part and so does Doctor. They share a smoke off to the sidelines while they listen to the mixed sounds of Cutthroat's cheering and Brawler's loud threats to knock Hacker out of first place.

Courier notices Swindler having a tough time getting going though and after enough of watching her struggle, he clicks his tongue and drapes his arms over the gate to ask her what she thinks she's doing....

Doctor probably mutters something about Courier being a feminist under her breath as Courier decides to help Swindler straighten out...

Hacker definitely passed Swindler and reminds her that she's losing while this happens too...or tells her "come on, it shouldn't be that hard. I taught you this beforehand, didn't I?"

Hoodlum gets distracted by Brawler calling out for him to watch how cool he looks going no-hands on the wheel. Distracted, Hoodlum of course causes himself to swerve into Cutthroat's go-kart by mistake—

He tries to meekly yell out an apology too, but Cutthroat doesn't really acknowledge it as he's busy cheering in glee while his go-kart spins off into the sidelines—

It's all Hacker and Brawler from here on out it seems...

Until Swindler passes them both to the finish line—

Swindler's favourite summer activity is just about anything that's a little slower paced and at ones own leisure. Many thoughts cross her mind, but to be a little original she suggests visiting a garden—!

Andddd, she earns a great big sigh from Brawler for how boring the idea is. He's still going though since ya know....his bro tried to hype it up. Meat eating flowers..? Sounds kinda cool....

They all eventually split up from the group as they walk through the garden.

Cutthroat gets lost somewhere along a path of rose bushes. He could have sworn he was following Swindler down them....but where'd she go now?

Doctor's quite intrigued by the different plants. As long as no one's looking—they aren't. she's knocked them out with a poison—she'll indulge in picking the promising ones that are rare and may offer something to her.

Hoodlum probably broke a statue or vase by accident somewhere and he was trying to act all nonchalantly about it to stop the possibility of attention resulting in consequence. Thanks to Brawler though, now everyone knows how cool it looked for Hoodlum to take out a statue with just his bare hands...

Now Brawler is testing to see if he can pick up all of the garden fountains....he can, but dear god put it down..

Swindler finds herself teasing Courier about the deeper meaning of a flower and just as the conversation might delve a little further, Hacker interrupts to tell them that Brawler and Hoodlum have been kicked out—

Hoodlum chooses the beach and it's all fun and games until Cutthroat forgets to put sunblock on...

Of course, he'll reap the consequences after a few hours though. The first thing he's worried about is getting into that gorgeous clear ocean...

Cutthroat gets salt water in his mouth and his day is ruined until something makes him forget it happened...

Doctor comes in the most elegant sundress and bathing suit. She earns a comment from Hacker however, who points out that she's doing nothing but sitting under her umbrella.

"What..? The sun is bad for skin. That nauseating woman would know..."

Swindler agrees with Doctor before realizing maybe she wasn't looking for another woman's confirmation and that it was more a stab at the state of her skin..

Hacker and Brawler partake in building a sandcastle together ..which results in an argument about the layout—

They ask Doctor for her opinion too and she tells them to restart the whole thing from scratch... Now Hacker has to watch in frustration as Brawler undoes all their hardwork...

Courier prefers to sit back and have a smoke instead of partaking in any of the others activities.

Cutthroat, Swindler, and Hoodlum end up going seashell hunting together. They bump heads as they wander around looking down like a trio of mindless idiots too...

Hoodlum accidentally made the mistake of hovering over Cutthroat at one point in their hunt... all for Cutthroat to spring up excited and knock Hoodlum square in the face-!

Well, at least Cutthroat found a red seashell...and got to watch the blood spill from Hoodlums nose...

Swindler ends up finding out that Courier has been sitting on his beach chair the whole time and she practically forces him to go into the ocean with her.

Cutthroat eventually joins them too, only forgetting the nasty salt water encounter in exchange to see Swindler's pretty face.

You know what, Hackers coming too-! He's had enough of trying to get Brawler to listen to his layout requests for their sandcastle.

As he steps in, Courier gets prematurely knocked down by the tide for a moment, which all calls for Hacker to make a teasing comment before he gets knocked over too.

The best part about it is Cutthroat clapping as Hacker struggles to regain balance—

Swindler ends up nearly getting carried too far out and Courier is the one who has to pull her back in.

Cutthroat also gets carried a little too far out and I mean...it's not like Hacker isn't trying to warn him that it's dangerous...it's just that Cutthroat isn't listening—

He manages to find his way to shore though... although maybe he'll wish he didn't when the pain of his sunburn finally kicks in..

Cutthroat's favorite summer activity involves just about anything with water....and getting ice cream—

This makes the water park absolutely perfect..!

Courier could NOT hate Cutthroat more for this choice, wow-!

Cutthroat goes wild at just about every activity they have to offer— He even forces Swindler to try out the water slides that drop you below your feet-!

Hacker offers Swindler some teasing words of encouragement to help ease her, but they don't do much as she still panics the entire time they're waiting in line. In fact, if she didn't think Cutthroat would pull her back, she may have booked it a long time ago—

To top it all off, Cutthroat makes Swindler go down first so he can watch her fall—!

Hoodlum and Brawler go on all the slides together. Brawler even keeps a mental note to ride all the biggest ones before they leave.

Anxious, Hoodlum tries to distract Brawler a couple of times by bringing up that they offer food... and it works seamlessly for about a good 30 minutes until Brawlers ready for the next slide—!

Hoodlum probably smacked his head on the sides of the slides or somehow lost his water donut beneath him midway down a slide...

Hoodlum also makes the mistake of walking under the bucket in the water playground that fills and tips once full—

Cutthroat's probably spent a good amount of time watching it spill onto the people down below too...

Hacker somehow ends up in the wave pool with Cutthroat and he quickly becomes out of breath trying to keep up...where was Swindler when he wanted to drag someone along with him...?

Suggesting the lazy river instead seems to spare Hacker his life though as it catches Cutthroat's attention when he says it. He's only more elated to find that Swindler was heading in the same direction as well...! Oh lovely, Cutthroat again—

Courier admittedly dislikes anything to do with water and he's had enough of it after being knocked over in the ocean once. He does however get beckoned over by Doctor when he passes by the hot tubs..

Letting out a sigh...he doesn't necessarily join her or anything....but sitting on a chair to the side and having a conversation couldn't hurt..

Afterwards the 7 of them go out for ice cream and Cutthroat's the first one to run through the doors of the shop, knocking the socks off the poor workers who jumped at the suddenness..

Doctor's summer activity ends up just being a night out to her favorite dine in restaurant.

She originally makes the reservations for 6, but Courier shoots her a glance and so she begrudgingly makes it for 7...

Of course, going to a restaurant with everyone was never going to end well....and it doesn't.

First, Brawler wouldn't stop scarfing down all the appetizers and leaving nothing for anyone else.

Hacker got increasingly upset at Brawler for chewing so loudly next to him...

Hoodlum held up the entire table as he couldn't decide what he wanted to order with the time he was given.

Cutthroat ended up spilling his red fruit juice all over himself, Swindler and Courier. He was somehow more upset that he no longer had anymore juice to drink either...rather than, you know... he's completely soaked and so are two other people...—

To deal with the out of control situation, Courier pulls out a cigarette.

Swindler then tries to hurriedly tell him that he should make it less obvious he's smoking where everyone else is eating.

Doctor asks Courier for a cigarette of her own which causes a brief quarrel to take place as Swindler JUST told Courier to be careful about smoking.

Hoodlum ends up not getting what he actually ordered either and he wasn't about to speak up about it until Brawler yells out to a server, making Hacker all that much more annoyed-

When the server comes over, it ends up being Doctor who has to complain about the wrong meal as Brawler can't seem to get Hoodlum to explain what the matter is.

Before they even sat down, Hoodlum thought it would be funny to joke with the servers that they were there for Couriers birthday too. He wasn't being serious, but maybe they took it as such when a row of waiter's and waitresses come down with a cake to sing happy birthday.

Courier has to quickly burn out his cigarette and act like...well, he still acts like he might just rather die than be there, but how could anyone blame him...?

Cutthroat claps along and gets upset when they leave. Courier is so tired of Cutthroat by now though that he offers him the cake if he'll sit still. Anything to avoid the workers coming back over for another round of happy birthday...

Alright, Courier's turn-! His favorite summer activity is everyone leaving him alone so that he has time to complete jobs and ride his motorcycle with nothing but his own thoughts to accompany him..

He sighs when he realizes that's not gonna fly, at least not with Swindler...so he suggests having a fire under the stars. Simple enough, right?

Ironically, Courier's choice seems to be ideal for Cutthroat as he brings a whole bag of marshmallows to the gathering... nobody said they couldn't make s'mores...

Doctor and Hoodlum are the ones to provide drinks for anyone who wants them.

Swindler brings jars to catch any fireflies too. Of course, Cutthroat is more than happy to join her in catching them and setting them free. Hackers the one who ruins the fun when he tells them there's no point to what they're doing though...why catch them just to set them free?

Hoodlum burns all his marshmallows in the fire and sometimes they even fall off his stick....how's Cutthroat so good at this..?

Eventually Hoodlum just gives up and eats his burnt marshmallow s'mores—

Just when the night was getting a little too peaceful, Brawler brings up the idea to tell scary stories and the look of excitement in Cutthroat's eyes strikes fear in everyone else's. Scary stories usually come with the promise of blood in them, right...?

Hacker suggests that Courier goes first as this whole thing was his idea anyways...

Courier refuses which only makes everyone more curious about him...no one said it had to be a story he actually experienced..so does he really not know one—?

Swindler chimes in to tell a paranormal story on a documentary she came across once though, saving Courier the trouble of everyone's eyes on him.

Somehow the topic changes to whether or not they all believe in ghosts and by the end of it, Hoodlum is clinging onto Brawler for dear life—

All while Cutthroat adds that he thinks more blood would have made the story and conversation much more interesting to him...

Brawler's turn—! Just like he would have wanted it too. The best for last, right bro-?

His choice of a summer activity is a grand test of everyone's strength. A one on one fight with him-!

Of course, everyone only sighs to this....but Hoodlum thinks it's a good idea... right...? He looks a little nervous though....

As a compromise since everyone seems to think he'd battle with them one on one; summer or not....they decide a deadly game of paintball would be fun...!

Brawler's however unimpressed at the usage of guns instead of fists— why did he have to compromise his original idea again..?

They split off into teams of two, with one of three....

Brawler and Hoodlum are together given that this was Brawlers idea and there's no way he's getting paired with a pipsqueak—

Swindler, Doctor, and Cutthroat are grouped together...which....only further angers Doctor as she wanted nothing to do with this anyways....at least Cutthroat is happy...

Leaving Courier and Hacker to fend on their own...!

Hoodlum ends up following Brawler around the arena until Brawler darts off on the other side of the field while beckoning him. Inevitably causing panic, Hacker is quick to pick up on it which prompts Courier to take advantage of the situation... making Hoodlum the first victim of the day—!

He didn't expect to win....but it's a little ego-shattering to take a walk of shame covered in paint...

Cutthroat follows Swindler around as she's trying to stalk Hacker...of course the commotion the two of them cause helps Hacker notice he's being watched—

Hacker turns to leave until Doctor traps him from the other side. Right as he thinks he's about to be paint-balled next, Courier gets Doctor from behind—

Brawler ends up seeing that Courier seems to be the main enemy on the field and so of course his main tactic is greeting him head on....

No idiot, Courier is just barely able to dodge him at first... leaving Brawler's paintball to splatter against Cutthroat who was shielding Swindler from it...

He doesn't leave the field without sighing that he can't be next to Swindler anymore either....

Swindler now left to her own devices is able to use the opportunity of Brawler and Courier being distracted by one another to seek out Hacker....

As she sneaks up behind him again, he makes a remark about how she fell right into his trap.....all before Courier begrudgingly shoots her from behind —!

They seemingly knew Swindler would seek Hacker out if Courier entertained Brawler for a little while..

Now that it's just the three of them left on the field, Brawler throws his gun down and challenges Courier to a fight...Just the two of them.

Feeling underestimated and rather ignored by Brawlers words, Hacker decides to use this opportunity and makes the final shot, impressing Courier—

Now that Courier and Hacker leave without any bruises....Swindler catches up to congratulate them....and make a comment about how she never thought Courier had it in him to shoot her..

#akudama drive headcanons #akudama drive

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shhhhhiminsidesaitamascloset · 7 months

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Personal Vent

I didnt think a long time friend would block me on tumblr or at all. I admit, i was a bit upset and just thought their cold response online was because they were busy playing video games atm.

i went to go share my new fic w/ them and found out they blocked me. So it was what i thought. They genuinely didnt care or was annoyed i guess. Im not gonna ask somebody to speak to them or wonder why they blocked me. Or think that this aquaintance was built on something nefarious.

But im just going to take it in stride and not worry too much about it. Im just glad they werent my only friend and that i didnt heavily depend on them. People acting funny nowadays anyway and life is too short. People are just willing to snuff the light out of people with good intentions, and some are jealous. Some fail to see the good in people that are different. Or theyre just fickle for any reason.

If i'm your friend, we may disagree on things or run in different circles, but im not going to be petty and block you. im petty with strangers i dont agree with or dont know. But no matter how much we disagree i'm not gonna be petty with you if i think youre a cool person. Though maybe this is a teaching moment.

Maybe this is telling me to be more kind and not block people??? But unless we were friends beforehand i wont block you. Im still not going to care too much because the world is too envious and fickle nowadays. If i only got like two online friends then ok. If they betray me then i know that i wasnt meant to befriend others in this life or world. And i guess thats ok.

I was told long ago that i had to accept that not everyone would like me. I was told in church that the world will reject me. So its a soul crushing admission to someone who always wanted friends and a best friend. But im ok if God and Jesus are my besties at this point. If thats how it is, then thats how it is.

But if anybody is nosy and read it up to now, cherish the people in your life online or irl. You never know how important that friendship is to them and how much theyre willing to put up with to be your friend. If theyre a ride or die like me that is forgiving as i am and looks past the negatives. Do not take that person for granted.

Stop taking friendships for granted in general. Because for years i thought i had to change for people. When it was never me who was the problem. A lot of people in my life didnt care and were too fickle. they were jealous. They refused to see me for who i was! And im tired of trying to prove myself to people who are selfish and only care about themselves.

crying! getting rsd because they refuse to text me back! putting up with what felt like abuse and neglect. Im freeing myself for forgiving those who have treated me less than. forgiving people who were jealous or didnt like how i shined my light. i never tried to commit unalive because of how people treated me and im still here watching this world go to crap because too many people pull the "woe is me" crap and only care about themselves.

too many people blame God but dont realize they perpetuate their own demise. they see anything with a semblance of good and assume its bad. Forgetting that i was even a proshipper at one point in my life. i was pro lgbtq+. i was all that s*** even a feminist! Yet when i switch teams and go my own path im bad for it!

If yall think im some horrible person for standing by what i believe even though ive always been first and foremost a lover! not a hater! Then some of you need to reevaluate yourselves and look in the mirror. I know im not perfect! I never was and neither were yall! At least im aware to admit that with my whole chest!

But like i said imma stop blaming people for my issues. Imma stop getting sad when i get rejected. Imma stop worrying why nobody will text me back. if yall fickle like that then maybe its a good thing you left. Maybe this was for both of us to move on. Ive lost alot over the years. i struggle. But im refusing to let anyone take my shine away from me. no more.

you never know loss or rejection until it happens to you. and too many of yall go around like your loner status is bulls*** and that you have more people in your life than you like to admit. or act as if you dont need people to talk to. Either youre very priveledged or miserable pretending to be ok. Especially (lemme just say it) if you dont have God or Jesus in your life.

You try to go for inclusion then ostracize people you have your own bias or prejudices against. Liars and hypocrites! Then i cant speak my mind because its wrong to believe something "my oppressors" believed. Its not the religion its the people! Its not the race its the people! When you take away politics, race, sexual orientation, disability, gender, etc. Its the person. Its the people who hate. The individual person. And hate isnt exclusive to people who oppress you. You and your community can hate too. You just dress it up as ✨️prejudice✨️ you cant fight fire w fire. You can put evil against evil!

Yet here i am. I'm willing to put all that aside. Im willing to get slapped, neglected, spat on, and abused to learn the true meaning of forgiveness and what it means to forgive. what it means to turn the other cheek and rise above hate and evil. Like after all after we die none of this trivial mess will matter at all. And if yall are sick of injustices, sick of how people treat each other, sick of the evil bulls***. Then why not rise above it and do better?

Also self reflection is a good thing. When you start wanting to live life with better principles and a better heart its always a good thing! and the best thing to learn from all this is that you'll never know if your friends are on opposing sides until you bring up stuff like politics and religion. Stop making that your identity and talk about your favorite shows and anime. gravitate to likeminded people. And learn to agree to disagree or walk away.

But with me im just built different. I'll befriend anyone until they talk about hate for something or blaspheming God. Even then im patient because im aware not everyone thinks like me. And im constantly misunderstood. Even though i could go for others who think like me, im willing to befriend people that dont agree with me and show them the most love. Some i wouldnt like to interact with but i'll still love from a distance.

Love is suppose to conquer all right? thats what its all about? So i'll do that. i'll love. i'll forgive even people who wrong me. I'll never stop trying to be the best version of me. this planet can suck an egg if it thinks im going to crumble and become bitter. im going to be that annoying positive person from now on. Because insurance companies dont care about getting me therapy and i still know a bit about cognitive behavioral therapy to know that with christianity it can work. By God it will.

Yall are not going to make me bitter and sad like yall. im sorry. I actually wanna live and go somewhere where im not suffering. And im not a masochist. I got too much to live for. Your feelings about me dont dictate me or my life.

i love you, i hope things work out for you, i wish the best for you. And take care of yourself! I hope someday you'll come to the realization i came to and treat people even the ones you hate. With love, compassion, and understanding. And i hope you'll find happiness and freedom from being the way you are now.

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occasionalsurveys · 1 year

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What type of survey do you refuse to take? One that has gross questions I suppose or too short.

Is your dog mixed or full breed? I don’t have a dog currently but in high school I did, it was a German Shorthair

Who was the last person you kissed? My husband

Do you own a pair of brass knuckles? No, why would I?

Would you take back your last boyfriend/girlfriend? No, no one has come close to my Husband

Did you babysit for money when you were in middle school? No, just my brothers and cousins - I did take a babysitting class though

How did you get your last bruise? I ran into my desk at work so I have a small one on my shin

If you could go to Africa, would you? Not really, but there are a lot of countries I don’t particularly want to go to

How often do you see your most recent ex? Never, I think he lives in a different state (He was in the Navy)

Do you think you have made a difference in anyone’s life? My husband said that I’ve made a difference in his

How old will the last person you kissed be on his/her next birthday? His bday was a few months ago but he’ll be 37 next year

What letter does your boyfriend/girlfriend’s last name start with? I’m not comfortable with sharing that

Have you ever felt like you weren’t good enough? Oh yes

Do chickens have feelings? Oh absolutely, I firmly believe all animls do

When was the last time you saw your father? In September when I went to my homestate for a visit

Is it hard leaving people behind? Of course, you constantly doubt if its a good decision.

What was the last zoo you visited? A zoo in FL

Do you like crime films and tv shows? Not really, especially not gory or violent ones

Is there anything in your possession that probably shouldn’t be? No?

Have you ever wanted to be a lawyer? Absolutely not, I’m horrible at arguing my point ><

What was the last type of soda you drank? A mini mt. dew a little while ago

Is there a person you talk to every day? My Husband

Does one of your parents ever complain to you about the other parent? Nope

Does your best friend have a job? Yes

Why did you break your last promise? I’m honestly not sure the last time I promised something and broke it

When was the last time you had cookies and milk? Its been a long time :/

Is there anyone you know with an amazing personal success story? My parents, they worked really hard to get where they are

Everyone has a certain part of their body they don’t like. What’s yours? I dont’ like my teeth - they’re not horrible, I just dont’ like their shape

Have you ever made out on a couch? Yeah, hasn’t everyone?

Has your name been in someone’s Facebook status lately? I think I was tagged by my sister-in-law after our family pictures in Sept - I got an email about it but I haven’t looked. I haven’t been on FB in nearly a year.

Do you prefer to eat carrots raw or cooked? Both, I love carrots - I actually have them for my lunch everyday lol

Do you get a lot of tourists in the area where you live? Unfortunately yes. I live in an extremely tourist-y area AND snowbirds. Wintertime absolutely sucks for traffic, especially on top of my already 1-hr commute

What artistic medium or style seems to have the greatest impact on you emotionally? Music for sure

If you make art, do you have a favorite medium or style that you prefer to use or that best helps you express yourself emotionally? I am not creative at ALL but I like journaling a lot.

What was the last new video game you were excited about? Pokemon Scarlet and Violet! But we’ve been really busy (Husband and I play it together) so we haven’t gotten too far into it yet ><

[PROBS VERY TMI] Have you ever broken a bed or other furniture during sex? Can’t say that I have!

Would you play naked Twister? I would with my husband, might be fun lol

When you die, would you rather be buried or cremated? I’m not quite sure yet.

What’re three physical features you get complimented on a lot? Eyes, smile and how small I am - I’m very petite and people always treat me like I’m younger than I am

Who’s a current friend that you’ve known the longest? Jon in 2009 through a friend from work. Then I met my husband at a party (for a different friend group) a few months after that. Not long after I met my husband, we go to another party together and Jon is there - come to find out they’re in the same collage classes together! Us three and Jon’s wife (who he met in 2012) have been best friends since then

What video games did you play when you were growing up? Legend of Zelda: Link’s Awakening, Legend of Dragoon, Tomba!, Chrono Cross, Pokemon, FF7, Dragon Warrior Monsters were my favorites

What's the most stressful job you've ever had? Now >< I work at a financial firm and the time-sensitive paperwork I have to process is super annoying.

Do you have a first aid kit at home? We definitely do, I hope everyone does

How many places have you lived in your life? Too many >< Since 2012 we’ve lived in 3 different states, 4 different apartments and currently live with in-laws until our house is built early next year. Cant wait to finally be a homeowner and finally have stable place to live!

Are your parents dog or cat people? Is that different or the same as you? They’re both. We had a dog and cats growing up. I’m more of a cat person but my husband is extremely allergic to them :/

Are there sounds that bother you on a visceral level? Nails on a chalkboard or SILVERWARE. I hate the noise of metal on metal.

Are you inside right now? If you're home, what room of the house are you in? Yes, I’m in our bedroom

Did you/will you have coffee or some other form of caffeine today? Too much >< Had coffee this morning, Mt. Dew when we went to lunch earlier today and had a mini mt. dew about an hour ago >< I typically don’t have this much!

Do you bathe your pets regularly? I don’t have a pet

When you listen to music with headphones, do you keep the volume low enough to hear surrounding noise faintly, or do you blast it? Somewhat low because I dont’ want to blow out my ears ALTHOUGH its super hard to do that with Rock music as I just wanna blast it and rock out

Have you ever watched an anime series, start to finish? Oh yeah, a few! There are a lot I need to finish though but most I’m waiting to watch with my husband and we can’t do that comfortably until we have our house :/

Do you have a friend named Nick? What’s his favourite food? I do not have a friend named Nick.

What is the best product made from milk? Cheese!

How would you feel if your husband didn’t want to wear a wedding ring? My Husband doesn’t wear his currently but that doesn’t bother me. He’s not a jewelry person and fair enough! I don’t wear my rings all the time either (I do when we go out but not at home) Plus we need to get him a better one anyway, we kinda rushed to get his.

What do you want your wedding song to be? “Perfect” by Ed Sheeran was ours

True/false: if it’s meant to be, it will be. I’m not sure,

Do you feel like your life would be better without a certain person in it? No? I don’t have anyone like that in my life

You go to the restroom and you see a huge spider, what do you do? I have my husband take care of it ><

Is there a game you’re addicted to? Not really at the moment. I’d like to play more pokemon scarlet/violet but we’re just busy :/

As a child what celebrity did you look up to? I didn’t really follow any celebrities like that when I was younger

What books are you reading? I’m almost finished with the last Wheel of Time book! Have about 200 pages left of book 14.

Do you remember the person you first kissed? Yes ><

What does your best friend call you? He has a lot of cute little names for me :)

How many people would you say you’ve been “serious” with? Just my husband. I thought I was in love before but that was no where near how I feel now.

Do you ever get goodnight or good morning texts from people? I text my husband both - always a good morning one (he’s typically sleeping and to also let him know that I got to work safely as I have an hour commute) and sometimes a goodnight one when I can’t go give him a kiss.

If you could choose to be any mythical character, which would you choose? Probably some kind of wizard but I’d fight for the good side

Do you find yourself on YouTube a lot? Not really. I just don’t have time to watch videos. The time I do have, I spend elsewhere (like doing these dumb surveys lol)

Are you satisfied with your gender? Yes, being a woman his hard sometimes but I don’t really want to be a dude lol

Has anyone suspected you of being a different sexuality? Not that I know of

Does it bother you to have blood drawn or not so much? I dont’ really like it but I haven’t had that in a long time

What would you say is your favorite type of flower? Probably Orchids I guess

#survey #surveys

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somedaytakethetime · 2 years

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Heyy, ohno I'm sorry, my ginger striker was the guy who scored twice against France, Andreas Cornelius. But I had a proper look at him during the next game and he's not even that red haired. 😳 Its more a dark blond color but with a reddish tinge sometimes but somehow he looks like a person who should have red hair, I dont know if this makes sense, probably not. 😅 But honestly the Danish guys have strange hair colors in general, Simon's hair is blond but the beard looked completely ginger, are we sure it was real at all and not glued on? 😆 Now I dont know if its a good idea to watch all the Denmark matches because what if I get too attached to them as well, its hard enough to keep track of all the Milan guys. I also watched Portugal to see Rafa play and hes not even playing that much but you guys are pretty good! But the Danish team is so cute! 🥺 They seem like a big strange happy family and there all so supportive of each other, it was so nice how happy everyone was for the guy who scored that beautiful goal against Austria, Jens Stryger something..why do they all have so many names and why is half the team called Andreas or Kasper, this is confusing!! Anyway apparently he's having a bad time at his club in Italy and not playing at all but then he got to play for his country and scored and everyone was so happy although they didnt even play that well. 😄

Atleast the people who schedule these matches have made sure that Italy and Denmark are never playing at the same time or against each other. But what is this, the seasons over and theres still stuff to stress about, also which players get bought and sold or leave or renew..Ive stopped reading most of these news tho because it seems like some journalists get bored and spend all there time making up crazy rumors. Maldini definitly needs to buy Spizzi for Sandro tho, they are soo cuuute. 🥺 Maybe I should call him to tell him that, I'd even chip in a few bucks and I could also help him with the rest of the squad planning..not sure how many more Danish players he would want tho. 😆😆

~S.A.

I figured Corner too but I forgot to say him. Of that match the only two I thought could have been considered red were Dolberg or Corner but they are both blonde yes 😂. The Danish (players) only have two settings: blonde or brunette, even if sometimes they may seem a bit of a mix. Except the beards.... Simon's beard is fully red... and glued on because I still refuse to believe that brush was real... 😖. Jens Stryger Larsen, I love him for that goal. I love all of them for every single goal actually (or just love them in general).. The Danes really do feel like a family, even the way Hjulmand interacts and knows all his players gives me proud father energy and I think that's cute 😭❤️

Fernando Santos has his favourites that he always plays hence why Rafa doesn't get as much time as he should even though he's a good player but I digress from that one... 😒

Off season is never really off because you have all these bored journos being payed to come up with all sorts of outlandish news and transfer rumours and yeah.... I don't read any of that because I'm emotionally fragile for it.... 😞

#I did say the blog contains sensitive content.. it's me I'm the sensitive...#as for the Danish names I think that might have to do with popularity #also because Kasper and Andreas are really nice names so I understand why parents would gravitate to them #I don't know if I'm forgetting anything I hope not 😅#my Sandro anonie <3

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0letterstoaghost0 · 2 years

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i have a poor relationship with food, to say the least. its funny, because i get cravings very often, yet i dont really want to eat anything; i just want to be half busy with something. i hate giving something a 100% of my attention, so i eat snacks or play games while watching youtube or something. but in actuality, i really hate eating. i really hate eating.

the thought of eating filling food makes me nauseous. it makes my mouth water the way it does before you throw up, it makes my head spin and my hands shake. even if its not a meal i dislike or something, oftentimes i wouldnt eat for days at a time not because im not hungry, but because im afraid i won’t like it.

im hungry right now. i could make toast or something. but i cant.

the thought of eating the toasts makes me gag. just thinking about it now i feel my eyes water and my throat swell up. instead, im huddled on the bed with a coffee.

coffee is safe. its good, it suppresses my cravings and it doesnt make me gag. there arent many things that dont make me gag.

its not really a matter of getting fat, or feeling like i dont deserve food, really, its nothing typical of an ed. its not a regular mental block like people with anorexia or bulimia often describe. in my conscious mind, i have no problem with eating. i dont have a reason to not eat. im not particularly scared to gain weight, i dont feel guilty after eating. its purely physical. despite not having a strong emotional response to it, my brain refuses to let me eat comfortably. my entire body refuses to accept any food. the moment the thought is brought up my body reacts as if i plan on eating rotting meat.

i really hate it. no matter what, i cant enjoy food. i dont know why. i want to enjoy food. i want to be able to enjoy the things i bake or cook. but even though i know my cookies are delicious and most people swoon for my pies, i cant eat them. my body simply rejects the pure idea.

i hope one day i will be able to explain why sometimes i would rather go hungry. why sometimes its a better option.

that its not my moms cooking. that i dont hate myself. that im not trying to hurt myself. that i do want to spend time with my friends.

i hope one day i will be able to explain why i feel sick at the thought, and i hope that people will understand.

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technowoah · 3 years

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Dating The Dream Team Headcanon(s)

Dream! (Clay)

Our supposed golden retriever

He loves you with his whole heart and he'll tell you that every second he gets.

He loves showering you with affection on and off camera

Mostly off camera

Pda isn't a problem because no one knows his real face.

He'll kiss you, holding hands, hug you, piggyback rides when your feet hurt, locking arms, arms around eachother when you're walking. All of be above

Just hugging you from behind all of the time. And always wanting to be around you

But if people know who you are and know you're dating Dream you two rarely go outside in public areas.

But home dates are amazing too!

Blanket forts even though its so cliché, he insists.

Watching horror movies on the first date was his choice.

Ya know for somone to cuddle, just in case they get scared. It worked.

You guys dont need "dates" because you always are around eachother.

But Clay likes to have formal dates every now and then

At first you didn't know what to call Clay.

You had called Clay, Dream for the first month you two started officially dating.

One day he asked you why, and you said that you watch videos that he's in and gotton used to people calling him Dream

He melted on spot when you mentioned you watched his videos and videos with him in it.

Except for the minecraft cheating ones

He always asks if you like the video first before anyone else because he values your opinions.

He'll sit you on his lap while recording or editing and sometimes, I emphasize sometimes, your voice will make it into a video.

He was very protective of you, and still is. Especially because of the place he is in popularity.

In the beginning your conversations while speed running would always be either muted from his audience or either cut of from the extended manhunt videos.

Now he takes pride in having his significant other's voice in videos. He dosent cut out your conversations, except if they're too personal.

Or the kisses

Dream bought you roses on the first date, and now roses are such a special thing between you two.

Those little rose pendants for jewelry, fake roses to keep around his place, gifts things that reminded him of your first date with a rose that comes with it.

He gives you merch of course!

Your closet is full of Dream hoodies and a box full of milestone coins.

You always either get the prototype one or the first one made. Idk how he made that happen, but take his word for it.

You've meet "Drista" before, and you had met his family too!

His family adores you.

He has yet to meet yours, but one day he promises he will make a great first impression.

I would do into more detail, but Dream is one of the most caring, sweet, boyfriend's you'll ever have.

Sapnap!

My boyyyy

I love sapnap srs

Gentlemanᵗᵐ

He'll treat you like royalty

He's not the biggest fan of PDA but further into your relationship he got more comfortable with showing you love in public.

He loves hugs, lying together, just hugs and sitting you on his lap and resting his head on your shoulder.

You guys mostly have home dates for him to have an excuse to hold you all day.

The dates are mostly movie marathons with one of you laying ontop of one another

He loves cheek kisses btw.. all the time

Conversation between you two flows so naturally you could talk for hours about anything.

You try to convince him to have a podcast.

When you get too riled up his voice calms you and he knows that so he uses it to his advantage.

You two play fight alot, its never serious you two barely fight.

Also calling him his real name was the strangest thing to him.

Like Dream, it had to take some getting used too because their friends wouldn't call them by their real name (most of the time)

He adores nicknames for the both of you. You both have too many nicknames but the most popular one between you is 'angel'

You never sit in the same room while he plays video games, because he can scream very loud.

There probably has been noise complaints. And you wouldn't be surprised.

You'll always defend him no matter what. Even when the twitter stans get to him, he knows you'll be there without a doubt. Always ready to defend your man.

You're kinda protective of Sapnap, but he's more protective over you.

You two would defend eachother to the ends of the earth.

You trust him with hanging out with other people, but you just dont trust Twitter.

He loves showing you off to his community. He kept you a secret at first then gradually started saying "my significant other" and they caught on.

Sapnap isnt that much of a gift giver. He loves to spend more quality time with a person.

He likes to spend more time with you than buy you material things all the time.

But he gives you his merch, but then the rest of the clothes you get are his actual hoodies.

He's actually starting to miss his clothing so he asks for them back for them to inevitably end up back in your closet.

You and Sapnap are planning to take a trip to meet his parents and then make a weekend out of it.

Then the next stop is to meet yours and out of all the relationships you've had you're not nervous for him to meet your parents.

We love sapnap in this household and he would just be the best boyfriend srs

GeorgeNotFound! (George)

This man is so annoying

But like in an endearing way ya know?

He never fails to brighten up your day

Making you laugh

repeating phrases over and over again

poking you nonstop to get a reaction out of you

giving you long hugs that never seem to end

kissing you all over your face.

He is just so bright.

Hes the neighbors kid

George loves giving you affection whether its kisses or holding your hand he wants you to know he's there.

Even if you dont want him to he'll always want to be around you.

He loves skinship.

George loves walking around London finding stuff to do for dates.

He loves taking small roadtrips too so you get to see stuff around the area you wouldn't normally see.

Just walking around holding hands while making fun of anything you can see.

You two are out in public a lot so when George does his meetups with his friends and brings you along people would stop them and want to take pictures.

He'll introduce you as his significant other in public to fans who ask or notice, but online when his friends ask about his relationship he says "what relationship?" Even though his whole fanbase knows you two are dating.

His fanbase loves you two together, but sometimes they can get too much.

George couldn't care less about what his fanbase thinks if him and his relationship and he wants you do think the same because its not worth it.

Your voice sometimes appear in his videos when you comment on something he does in minecraft.

George doesn't like to put his personal life out on the internet so he still keeps secrets about yall relationship

All his community knows is that you're his significant other and you're "really cool" in George’s words.

You stay in his room when he's recording because he insisted that you stay.

Also he doesn't give you his merch, he refuses to and everytime you ask he just says "because I said so" and "I need the money"

He ends up giving you merch, you knew it was a bluff anways.

Dreams love language is gift giving

Sapnaps is quality time

and George’s is skinship like I said.

Hugs and kisses all the time. Even when your mad at him

You guys have so many inside jokes its ridiculous.

You say them around your friends and laugh just to annoy them.

You guys love to flaunt your relationship around. Showing off that "this is George’s jumper" and "oh this is y/n's necklace"

One time you threatened to cut George’s hair and he didnt speak to you for like an hour.

You already have a good relationship with him and his friends, but you havent met his family yet.

If your family lives out of the country you both plan to travel for him to meet your family.

If your family is in the same country you guys plan a month where you both meet eachothers parents in that same month.

George would be so proud that he got to meet your parents. And the same goes for you.

After all you both love a little road trip from time to time.

Anyways being georges significant other would be a 20/10 experience.

Taglist(s)

Dream Team Imagines: @bozowrites

MCYT Imagines: @annshit @bobaducky @malfoysslutt @egorldevi

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