#to worry about it being too hot

[ionomycin]

Mother of Pearl

#artists on tumblr #seahorses are cute aren't they #how are we coping with the heat wave everyone? #i'm too busy having like three different kind of existential crises #to worry about it being too hot #hot girl summer more like nonstop anxiety summer #pondering the fact that nothing is permanent #can't rely on anything to last #life is just #drifting in a sea of uncertainty #but anyway #happy pride month #be gay #eat ice cream #don't think about your mortality

[alumirp]

Luffy works as security for a fight club. It is illegal and is located in the poorest and most remote part of the city, where the police have no interest in going. The problem is, while the job pays well and beating up drunks or competitors who break the rules is fun, things can also get ugly and he ends up getting injured.

The best option to treat these injuries is to go to the 24-hour clinic on the other side of the city, a few minutes from Luffy's house.

That's where Law works, he's a grumpy doctor with a history of terrible insomnia who always takes the most godless shifts at the most ungodly hours. Luffy is a very popular visitor and at this point Law has stopped asking questions, knowing he won't get satisfactory answers. Plus, the guy didn't seem like he was lying when he said he was a security guard and not a gangster.

Still, especially with the number of visits and the growing crush, Law can't help but worry. A security guard shouldn't get hurt that much. They play this game where Luffy comes in hurt, Law scolds him and treats him anyway and then they flirt, for a few minutes before Law has to see another patient for a few months, without ever going any further than that.

The fun ends when the next time Luffy goes to the clinic looking for stitches, he doesn't find Law. Not the time after that and not the next. In fact, the next time he sees Law, the doctor is being dragged, chained and bruised, into the fighting ring, pitted against an opponent twice his size.

#lawlu #lulaw #one piece #one piece lulaw #the thing is #someone its about to get beaten and its not law #doffy is in the background kidnapping his nephew #and throwing him on the fighting ring #He doesn't even know the mistake he made #Luffy likes his job :( #he gets paid to hit people #I'd like that job too #law is worried #Right now I think he should worry about himself #but I bet he's still worried when he finds out that Luffy is a security guard at the fight club #which is five minutes after being thrown into the Octagon when Luffy appears panicked outside the bars #lol #doffy is going to get the beating of his life #luffy will not play about his hot doctor being hurt on this hellish place #Law can defend himself #but Luffy gets hot when angry #so he plays the damsel in distress

[7potato7]

Been rereading tgcf and I just reached the cave of ten thousand gods scene again and. Feng xin and Mu Qing want so badly for xie lian to be deeply disturbed?? And his reaction can be summed up as “omg my crush likes me back!”

#the dichotomy is hilarious #he’s describing how hot hua cheng looks when he’s angry and #fx and mq are panicking over xl being literally stalked for 800 yrs #then ofc hc is having an entire mental breakdown bc he’s worried about losing xl but that’s a whole other thing #everyone is having opinions (!) and feelings (!!!) and none of them are the same and I just think it’s so hilarious #as dramatic as the scene is it also has such comedic value #not to say I don’t have Too Many Feelings about it #tgcf #xie lian #xianle trio #feng xin #mu qing

[irbcallmefynn]

one underrated aspect of being a dog that i would very much appreciate is the whole "no sweating" thing. i would much rather pant than deal with my clothes constantly getting stained.

also yeah sorry to any of you who like your big bara wolf men absolutely drenched in sweat, either that wolf man is biologically inaccurate, has sweat glands despite being a canine, or that isn't his sweat, regardless, i am carving this into your brain you will never forget this whenever you look at your sweaty wolf men you will think about how that might not be their sweat they're borderline drowning in.

#sweat #fucking haaaaate how much i sweat it's so gross #like if i could cool off by panting i'd be SOOO much happier and i'd actually be willing to wear nice clothes #like seriously so many of my shirts are super discolored around the upper back because of my sweat #i mean ideally i'd like to just never worry about being too hot but this feels marginally more realistic.

[mumblesplash]

the half dressed men are for "references" sure yeah totes

listen i would have no problem admitting to staring at hot dudes for horny reasons if that were the case but imagine if i was and i thought the best the entire world wide web had to offer was completely sfw pinterest pins of shirtless guys playing sand volleyball. now THAT would be embarrassing

#being ace and trying to figure out how to draw pinup art is a nightmare #only found out after the whole calendar was done that 'hot guy in drenched unbuttoned white shirt sitting in a bathtub' is a classic option #which i'm kinda mad i didn't know about because it would have given me a good reason to learn how to draw waterlogged fabric #probably for the best though i'd be worried about missing the mark too badly just bc i don't Get it get it yk #splashasks #anonymous

[crvstybowlofcereal]

Happy Glam Saturday

#i feel a little silly for reacting like that but i also know i was thinking thungs through and being rational with the information i had #yknow? #its good to know i dont have to worry about it #its good to be back #i think i willwear pink jeans today- it shouldnt be too hot #but i need to get up NOW im gonna be late #glam saturday #glitter and guitars

[obstinaterixatrix]

I consider myself good at hosting but not necessarily a ‘good host’ because I try take care of everything and try to keep an eye on everyone but am very. Never Forget You’re In My House. I’ll put guests to work when relevant and get clean-up started while people are still around lol

#my ramblings #I think this is fine to say #but one time I was home while sister’s ex was visiting for a while #and I got pissed off because I never saw him do anything and he was getting too comfortable. leaving things around. #so I made him take the trash out #I think dad was like ‘oh but that’s my job. I’m not going to have anything to do.’ #if he doesn’t take out the trash I will kill him. and take him out to the trash. #I also hated him because he wouldn’t actually tell mom what he would or wouldn’t eat #his version of being a good guest was never saying his preferences and always going like ‘it’s fine’ and leaving everyone else to guess #hot tip: expressing preferences actually makes it easier to accommodate you #like obviously there’s a rude way to do it but I don’t care if someone has dietary restrictions or is a picky eater as long as they just. #Say What They Can/Will Eat #tho I will admit I’m not perfect at remembering #oh I’ve been handing out pistachio chocolates at work because folks get stressed a lot but one coworker is allergic to tree nuts #I finally remembered to pick up Non Poisonous chocolates so whenever I bring them out I can be like. And You Can Have These #anyway compared to mom she’s a lot more willing to go above and beyond for guests #she’s very ‘gotta make sure they don’t worry about anything!’ #I’m very. ‘they can worry a little.’

[hearties-circus]

#gamer txt. #assuming its like a comfortable temperature in your bedroom and youre not worried about being too cold or too hot

[darling-bxby]

today, my girlfriend explained she had trained themself to stop playfully hitting peoples arms when they got excited, and I told her they could do it to me if they wanted to, of course. which started out with them gently punching my arm and me telling her i barely felt it, and ended up with her realising they find it hot if they hit me and i brat back

#literally so excited to see where this goes #god it was so hot too #they were worried about it being too much but the moment i told them it wasnt hard enough the tension was PALPABLE #constantly realising how ridiculously sexually compatible we are #i dont think any of them were hard enough to properly bruise but i can absolutely feel them still #my post #t4t nsft #gf uses she/they and i use they/them

[subuwu-dyke]

'Adrian ex-packagehandler why do you reblog so much art and photography representing gay men if you're a lesbian? Check and mate'

Well strawman, the thing is, I'm an all round homosexual; I'm butch4butch, I'm a masc dyke loving masc dyke, I'm a rock hard lover of rock hard babes. You know what I'm saying here you're picking up what I'm putting down

#don't get me wrong femmes are hot too #but art representing gay men tends to reflect more on my actual experience #being butch and loving butches #vs most imagery of lesbians #nothing wrong with any of the lesbian art and i usually reblog that too #i do just worry about my brand sometimes lmao

[blossom-in]

i knew id struggle with a shared kithcne but i didnt expect to struggle this much... i dont think it helps that i dont even know who im sharing with and it seems like more than the amount of people the kitchen is for are using it? like in a i share with 2 girls i think that already know each other and are 3rd years and make food with some of their friends so the kitchen feels full and i feel way too self concious to go and make my coleslaw wrap

#anyway ive had a cereal bar today and i need to eat lunch but i dont wanna go to the kitchen and ti end up being full of people #other people seem to actually talk to who theyre sharing with too and like cook at the same time #also whenever you look up executive dysfunction cooking tips a lot of them say to do it on your own so you get less overhwelmed #im not homesick im just kitche sick i want my own kitchen with no other people in it #hoping it will get better once lectures start so i can just eat at the canteen and su and stuff like that so i dont have to worry as much #also the pip lady asked about how often i eat in the phone assessment and i was genuinely like i manage one a day but all bets are off afte #apparently its meant to be more like 2 cold one hot meal i havnt managed that since i was in full time work so not for like 9 months #im gonna see how the next week or two goes and if its still really bad i will have to drag myself to student services i think

[nakanotamu]

Slept so so badly, again. Stomach bothering me all night, still not great tbh kind of just hoping I'm not actually coming down with something. I mean I'm confident it's what I ate but it's usually not this bad. Between not being able to fall asleep and sleeping like total shit I hit a point where I just started crying and spiralling about everything which wasn't. Great. I'm so tired. I still have to go to the pharmacy today. Could December please just stop being constant breakdown season I want to be happy again I want to feel good about myself again

#I'm also like freezing cold without a sweater but too hot as soon as I put one on which isn't helping me not worry about being sick. #but I checked and I don't have a fever so I don't even know #I wish I was just. Better at being functional

[lunarhoneybunny]

sighs. okay tmi posting sorry guys

#lunar bunny chatter #my horniness has been fluctuating the last day or so and it's definitely because of my period. this morning was crazy #i went to some DMs to listen to an audio message i got and i just died again and thought about some stuff which led me back onto tumblr #and i just went to look at some text posts and now that i look back. dude i have such an atrocious daddy/mommy kink it's actually funny #i mean. i really like the idea of being an appealing figure and my criteria for who i call daddy is so specific. there's just two people #that fall into that category but i don't like the other person as much as the other one. hi sorry for being gay i need this off of my chest #also hanging out with some friends and im so bad at comebacks and all that. how the fuck am i gonna top without stuttering and fumbling #and forgetting words.... that's my biggest worry. it doesn't help that i get super chatty when nervous but maybe i can work it in my favor #i wanna try out the title stuff just to test the waters before going absolutely ham. maybe as a cute joke i'll go “oh sure w/e u say daddy” #“lol haha” but it just seems real fun. i think it's hot too but. yeah it's a lot to unpack ahaha. #i still have a lot of guilt for talking dirty and being more brave when talking but that's just because i always felt like i didn't have... #the right to explore that especially when a lot of people i knew back then thought of me as “pure and innocent girl” and like. yeah fuck no #this was a really meandering ramble but my point: “daddy hot mommy hot i wanna explore that and im also nervous about stuff” #i do genuinely enjoy when i get in the mood though especially with someone i trust and like. click with? i hope that isn't too much to say #but it feels very natural and i don't have to force or hide anything. i just need a bit more confidence ahaha #that's all the rambling i got in me im gonna listen to some classic music from latin artists because im silly and mildly sentimental rn.

[vanillabat99]

I've been trying a "nightmare rescripting" exercise my therapist wrote out for me, and I'm not sure if it's been helping much. It's hard to follow the instructions without getting stressed out due to The Horrors invading my pleasant imagery ._. I've had a couple bad nightmares and a couple normal nights this week, so it's not much different than usual.

I will stick with it for another week and see if there's any changes, but I'm losing hope. I don't really have any ideas on what else we could try. Maybe this is just something I have to accept ._.

#ive been sleeping in a call with my partner lately and it helps to know that someone is there. #i had a really bad one the other day that made me feel so gross ._. #im not so afraid i cant sleep but i am apprehensive about going to sleep. #im worried i will have another one and i really really dont want to experience that. theres only so much srcubbing i can do. #sidenote: my heart has been acting up more lately and its bothering me a bit ._. i still havent been able to see a decent cardiologist. #also my insurance lapsed so i have to pay for my therapy and my medications :( idk if im gonna get back on insurance or not. #sorry for being negative. it is 4:30am and i cant sleep. its too hot. and my head hurts. ._. #batty blogging #text