#tonight (i wish i was your boy)

[randxmthxughts]

contemplating 'tonight i wish i was your boy' inspired drabble with y/n and neteyam being secretly in love but she declines his offer to be with him bc she doesn't want the pressure of being with the chief

that song is so pop and modern tbh, mostly about matty's fame, but i think it can fit nicely with also being a leader of the clan and not quite having the girl of your dreams

but like...it could also work with ao'nung, or tsu'tey, or jake, idk why i am settled on neteyam tho.. maybe i should try it w/ all of them?

#we're talking about the 1975 btw #tonight i wish i was your boy #such a warm but sad song

[man-kills-everything]

I think I fucked it royally

#tonight i wish i was your boy #the 1975 #the 1975 tonight i wish i was your boy #tonight (i wish i was your boy) #the 1975 tonight (i wish i was your boy) #matty healy #matthew healy #matt healy #adam hann #ross macdonald #george daniel #notes on a conditional form #noacf #the 1975 noacf #the 1975 notes on a conditional form #notes #the 1975 notes #Spotify

[3terna15unshin3]

Roadkill Bagsy The Birthday Party Jesus Christ 2005 God Bless America Too Shy ohhhh okay next show add one more from notes❤️❤️❤️❤️

#tonight i wish i was your boy methinks…… #or me and you together song #then because she goes…… #the 1975 #satvb

[partoftheairforce]

i am still stuck here

#i want to bite his earring #also hands #can’t get out of law school #who cares #my life is so boring #i want to get drunk and get railed again i’m so bored #lawyers are no fun and now i’m no fun #tonight (i wish i was your boy) on repeat because matty is the cutest #noacf baby #the 1975 #matty healy

[daily1975lyrics]

❝they should take this pain and give it a name❞

#daily1975lyrics #the 1975 #matty healy #george daniel #ross macdonald #adam hann #lyric posting #lyrics #notes on a conditional form #noacf #tonight (i wish i was your boy)

[beeprich]

about you this … about you that .. listen to THIS reddie ass 1975 song

#music #like the 1975 is just so painfully reddie core I’m sorry it’s true #tonight (I wish I was your boy) ? #fallingforyou ? #like it’s enough. #Spotify

[akai-anna]

seeing mutuals and ppl i follow all working hard for The Birthday Boy: my heart is so big and i'm looking forward to The Creations

but also: extremely relatable

#la junk talks #this is also sort of: detco posting #damn i wish you all the luck people #i'm praying for you #and very excited to see what you have up your sleeves #as for me: stopping here for tonight. gotta work hard tomorrow too #night everyone and happy bday boy thoughts in *checks clock* 3 days

[cosettepontmercys]

not them playing the birthday party tonight is my life a joke to y'all

#post: personal #tonight i wish i was your boy ... the birthday party ... be my mistake ... ugh ... #i am so .....

[astraltrickster]

A poll absolutely not born of me being extremely frustrated with the behavior I saw of other drivers on the way home from stargazing nope no personal vendettas here--

#polls #like if im on a long stretch of sparsely populated road #and i see someone get into Eye Danger Range #i might give them a split-second flash because like #i wish there was a more polite way to say ''howdy-doo fellow motorist boy it's been a long trip hasnt it anyhoo #you seem to have forgotten to flip that little lever to save my eyes there but i trust that you meant to thank you and be on your way!'' #...and i dont mean that in a passive-aggressive or sarcastic way #and like. usually that gets people to kinda go ''AH SHIT RIGHT SORRY MAN'' #happened a couple times tonight - perfectly civil exchange with no injured retinas #but every time theres at least one fucking guy #usually with the brightest sharpest led bulbs you can get in both high and low beams #who just has them BLAZING AWAY LIKE A MIDNIGHT SUN and WILL. NOT. turn the high beams off. #but lately sometimes i notice its not the ONE guy. its SEVERAL guys. #tonight it was MORE GUYS THAN WHO ACTUALLY TURNED THEM DOWN #EVEN AFTER BEING REMINDED!! #i just see more and more of these dickheads #so i gotta wonder #...i actually have a serious hypothesis i want to look into but thats for another post

[tayfabe75]

"This is the anomaly on the record for me. I don't know where it came from. That was me fucking around when the record was feeling really, really relaxed. It reminds me of all the kind of proper pop music that I grew up listening to, like Backstreet Boys. And it's like an ode to early Max Martin, late-'90s pop. I don't think we ever do anything retro. We never do anything pastiche-y. But there's definitely a reflection on a certain time in our musical upbringing. And that was very much part of that. And it's got a great Temptations sample at the beginning, and kind of reminds me of Kanye or something."

May 22, 2020: Matty compares the track 'Tonight (I Wish I Was Your Boy)' to pop like the Backstreet Boys. (source 1, 2)

#year: 2020 #may 2020 #quote: matty healy #song: tonight (i wish i was your boy) #album: noacf #overlap: backstreet boys #connection: motown #source: apple music

[kimtaegis]

finished about 80% of a comp of this run bts special but you know what. no lol

#I’m so full of rage tonight I could really feel it build up over the last few hours #triggered by this – forgive my language – stupid ass fandom #the love I have for those boys is really being tested over and over again #and I don’t know how much longer it’ll hold against the absolute stupidity of a (way too) big part of this fandom #the utter bullshit I have to read makes me want to constantly bang my head against a wall #maybe then I’d be able to nod along and still have a good time #cause boy that has been tough #from hating on every other group over harassing people who dare to say one critical thing about bts to wanting #to ‘boycott’ sk because of the enlistment news #are you actually hearing yourself? #like who do you think you are? #this superiority complex mixed with that utter hate and negativity many armys spread makes me SICK #do you think bts would be proud of you for looking down and hating on everybody #for only supoorting their country and its industry #not because you genuinely like/ enjoy it but because you follow them like cult members that tell you what to do? #for turning them into these untouchable beings that are only allowed to like each other and everyone else is below their standard #and shouldn't even dare come near them. what a lonely life you wish these men istg #suddenly you're all spokespersons for grown adults you don't know shit about #or you're playing polticians who know excatly what's going on behind the scenes cause you read a tweet about it #I genuinely wonder how these people go through their life? are you defending your actual loved ones like that too? #are you capable of not throwing a fit when someone else has a different opinion than you or criticises you. actually YOU. not some band? #how can one abandon every bit of critical thinking like that? I just don't get it #what's wrong with just being sad about them leaving for a while #WITHOUT being the most ignorant arrogant hateful assholes #never in my life have I encountered this much spite and toxicity #just...chill. just listen to their music make cute edits watch their videos but please for the love of god. just shut up for once #I could go on and on but. also no #could already kick myself for even being this affected that I had to write it down #contributing to this senseless discourse and putting my own negativity out there #I feel at least a little bit lighter now

[piplupod]

man. my brother asked me if Nickory (one of my OCs, he wears a roe deer skull mask) is a wend*go and. man. that hurts. that one does hurt a bit. fuck I'm tired.

#that was leading up to the argument. there were other things i ignored lmao #i just. man. man!!! thats my fucking son!!! thats my boy!!! do not fucking compare him to colonizer appropriated bullshit!!!! #im horrified now like... do other ppl think this abt Nickory. I'd never even considered that might happen fhfkdl #GODDDDD. i feel SICK. im so upset djfkdl tonight was so fucked #there were so many things tonight that i held my tongue on and then my brother brought up something else and i just broke a bit #so idk if i can rly be upset w myself bc wow. that was.... a lot. a lot that i was working hard to ignore #but also !!!! i should know better!!! we've been thru this so many times!!! just hold your goddamn tongue!!! #bite it so hard u draw blood!!! better than the ensuing harm that happens after u say Anything!!! #i wish i could've reamed him out for asking that abt Nickory but i couldn't but. maybe it would've been better than the other argument lmao #pippen needs 2nd breakfast

[absolutely-xantastic]

It’s been 0 days since my last mom-related meltdown 🙃

#she just fucking hijacked my brother for an medical appointment on the ONE DAY I need to be driven to the airport #after I specifically requested he take that day of to drive me #so she wouldn’t have to #because I wanted him to drive me so we could hang for the hour it takes to get there #and it wasn’t on purpose but she basically hijacked him from me in the one day I needed something #and I don’t fucking ask this bitch for anything #and we had a disagreement about it tonight but she just never fucking says sorry #for anything #no ‘oh sorry I know boy was supposed to drive you’ #just like #oh sorry you can’t have him now cause I need him #like YOU KNOW WHY HE WAS FUCKING AVAILABLE TO TAKE YOU TO YOUR APPOINTMENT??? #BECAUSE I FUCKING REQUESTED HE TAKE THE DAY OFF #TO DRIVE ME #she just fucking makes me feel like I have the audacity to #no i can’t it’s fine I’m over it #I cried in the car on the way home bc I just wish I had a mom that fucking acted like she cares about anyone but herself #but apparently that’s too much to ask #so I’m just gonna move on #I did just get up and leave instead of fighting with her about it #okay enough good night

[faehrys]

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#very proud of tommy tonight #putting on a show the day that the news your friend died gets released #he’s a very brave boy and i only wish the best for him

[whitesuited]

they're  supposed  to  be  keeping  an  eye  on  the  rally  that's  about  to  start;  playing  the  parts  of  a  couple  standing  idle  just  off  the  main  group,  waiting  like  everyone  else. the  mood  is  still  pretty  light;  the  crowd  more  excited  than  confrontational  (  who  knows  for  how  much  longer,  but  it's  nice  at  least  to  bask  in  a  little  calm  before  a  supposed  shitstorm  )  -----  which  means  she  can  feign  being  interested  in  her  reading  materials  while  he  keeps  his  eyes  up  for  a  bit  before  they  switch.

just  gently  glides  his  hand  down  her  waist  and  let's  it  rest  on  her  bum  😌      /      @dicbolical​.

                "you  know  an  agent  tried  that  on  me  once  when  we  had  to  be  undercover  in  paris,"  it's  easy  for  her  to  keep  her  gaze  down  at  the  magazine  she's  supposed  to  be  reading  (  she  definitely  isn't  now  );  but  it's  a  little  more  difficult  to  keep  the  corner  of  her  mouth  closest  to  him  from  curling  up  into  a  smirk  the  moment  she  feels  the  weight  of  his  hand  ending  it's  spontaneous  little  journey  from  the  curve  of  her  waist;  his  fingertips  flirting  with  the  top  of  the  back  pocket  of  her  jeans.

she  finally  gives  him  the  glance  she  knows  he's  looking  for  over  the  top  of  her  sunglasses,  brow  piqued  as  she  not  -  so  -  subtly  shifts  her  weight  to  the  side  that's  getting  his  added  attention. if  he's  looking  for  approval  (  which  he  already  knows  she's  going  to  give  him  ),  her  body  language  says  it  for  her.

                "broke  three  of  his  fingers."

#huntsupe #┅┅┅ ANSWERED. ┉ ( INBOX. ) #✬ ◟ the boys. ⁞ 𝚊𝚕𝚝𝚎𝚛𝚗𝚊𝚝𝚎 𝚟𝚎𝚛𝚜𝚎. #✬ ◟ sorry about the blood in your mouth ( i wish it was mine ). ⁞ 𝚍𝚢𝚗 ♡ 𝚑𝚞𝚗𝚝𝚜𝚞𝚙𝚎​. #speaking of how he loves women who can kick his ass... #😏😏😏😏😏😏 #there was no way i was going to be able to queue this #i had to give it back to you tonight

[tojipure]

Haunted

Toji cannot move on, until he realized too late.

Warnings: Angst, slightest fluff (reader and baby 'gumi moment)

You were just a girl, standing in front of a man, asking him to love you.

How hard was that for him? Yes, he wasn’t good with his words but he wasn’t good at anything else either. He was just there.

Maybe because the woman he truly loved—he was still mourning over her. His sad eyes every time he watched an old couple dance together, wishing he had been doing that but with her. The cute babies babble with their mothers as Megumi babbles with his father, how he wished his wife was still here instead of you. He never said it, but that’s what it felt like. 

And perhaps that's what it was. 

Sometimes he curses himself out when he accidentally calls you his wife's name. During intimate times only. You tried—trying to keep the emotions in as if it wasn’t breaking every part of you, was the hardest part. “Look he’s walking...” You smiled at the dark haired baby who was walking towards you. Toji smiled, making sure he’d record every second of it; deep down he wished his wife was the one the baby was walking towards instead of you.

And it was wrong—so wrong. 

“This relationship, I’m with you but Toji—Toji this is the loneliest I’ve ever felt.” You whispered while he ate his leftovers, his brows still furrowed from the argument occurring earlier. Having Toji work from 9–5 wasn’t the best but good thing he had you, helping him out with so much. Picking up groceries, picking up his lovely son—until you mentioned that one of his teachers mistaken you as his biological mother. That right there was enough to make Toji angry for weeks at least.

But not this time.

He stopped chewing on his food after you spoke, waiting for more of an explanation. Which you figured he needed, “I don’t think you’re in love with me–” 

“I like you [name], a lot.” He cleared his throat. He leaned back on his chair as his arms crossed waiting for you to continue the sentence he interrupted. 

Right, he liked you a lot. These three rough years you’ve been dating Toji—that particular l word was never uttered once, not even if he was drunk, or having a special moment with you. You huffed trying to find the right words for Toji to understand. That was until little Megumi started crying from his room. “I’ll try to put him back to sleep, finish eating.” He watched as your fragile little body sulked its way to Megumi’s room.

He knew this was gonna happen, he knew you were bound to leave him sooner or later. 

You smiled as you opened the door to see the little Megumi standing on top of his little bed. His hands wiping his tears as he ran towards you, his arms now wrapping around your legs. “Sleep with mama and papa.” He cried out as you leaned down to pick up the little boy. “[name] and papa, not mama okay?” You corrected him, if Toji were to find out that he had been calling you that, then that argument would’ve climaxed.

The little boy nodded, his tears now gone as you swayed him around. “Sleep with you.” He mumbled, leaning his head on your shoulder as he played with a strand of your hair. “Just for tonight.” You whispered, watching Megumi pick up his head and smile. Content with your answer. 

Toji’s heart could just swell at the sight. You treated his son as if he was your own and nothing looked so much better right now, except for the fact that he wished it was his wife.

Megumi was now soundly sleeping between you and Toji, “I don’t think I can do this anymore.” His eyes shut tightly hearing those piercing words leave your mouth. It hurt when his wife left him, but this hurt was different—different because he knew it was coming yet he didn’t want to do anything about it. 

“I’m sorry—”

“You don’t need to be the one apologizing.” He watched your soft gaze stare at completely nothing. He was confused, this was his fault. He never treated you how you needed deserved to be treated. “It was my fault for throwing myself at a man who simply was not ready.”

The next morning was silent—baby ‘gumi was confused at the saddened look on your face. Constantly walking up to you asking if you were okay. He was still just a baby, yet he read the room so well. “I’m sure we can work this out—” Toji now sitting next to you on the couch, some cartoon playing in the back as Megumi’s little head sat on your lap. “You’re not ready, Toji.” You nodded, eyes still glued on the tv as if it was meant for you and not the little Megumi. 

“And how are you so sure—”

“Tell me you love me then.” Your eyes are now fixed on Toji’s. It was hard, he felt as if his mouth had been glued shut. You sigh, bringing your gaze back to the tv, “I love you—but it’s hard when it’s one sided Toji.” 

It hurt much more, seeing you drive away as the clueless Megumi waved you out. Poor thing thinks you’re simply going to the store. The house that once felt like home was so dull now. Toji sat little ‘gumi down on the couch. 

His constant, “mama?” or “[name]?” while he kept his gaze on the door every so often. Nothing prepared Toji for this. Megumi cried that he wanted to sleep with his mama and papa, his heart swelled knowing that he had been talking about you.

You were gone, just like his wife. But it hurt—it hurt so much more knowing that you’re alive trying your best to…move on. He stayed up late that same night, stumbling upon a video from two years ago. When Megumi first learned how to walk. You and Toji had just started dating but the look of happiness plastered your face as you watched the little baby walking. 

That was one thing Toji never forgot about, how much you loved kids. Telling him how once you had kids of your own you would finally be able to live in peace. How he heard of it less and less as the years went on, he wonders if you still think that.

next part ->

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