#tragic idol

[thisnoisemademe]

Weary frustration it's not enough, I'm pleading with the Solitary one.

#paradise lost #paradise lost band #solitary one #tragic idol #jens bogren #century media records #goth #gothic #gothic metal #metal #doom metal #alternative #alternative rock #uk #england #west yorkshire #leeds #halifax #nick holmes #greg mackintosh #aaron aedy #steve edmondson #adrian erlandsson #Spotify

[mamawasatesttube]

i do genuinely think an adult, fully-realized kon would be able to defeat superman in a fight. not just saying that bc he's my fav or whatever but because like. ttk is so op. telekinetic power with the range and raw strength to destroy every single gun in LA, and the finesse of control to not destroy anything else? that alone is a huge force to be reckoned with. add kryptonian abilities on top of that and you've got a fucking powerhouse. like um devs? op tbh pls nerf (except don't, because i find that sooooo tasty.)

because to clark, i think this is a good thing! it isn't quite so lonely when he's got a little brother/son/they really can't label it but they're family, who understands the alienation. the burden of having so much power. the fear of what your own hands can do. he sees in kon a kindred spirit, although it also saddens him that kon has to feel this burden too.

but kon?

oh, kon is terrified of himself.

#guy who has mind control and ''i was made as a weapon'' trauma realizes he can't even rely on the fact that superman could always stop him #he doesn't handle that well #it's tragic for him that he's so scared of himself bc *i* find his insane op-ness so fun cool and sexy. #also it should go without saying but like raw strength isn't everything in a fight and clark has more experience etc #like i don't think it's any sort of OOH WELL THERE'S A DEFINITIVE POWER RANKING anyway #but i think that adult fully realized kon does stand a very real chance of being able to beat clark in a fight #and that that fact scares the shit out of him #bc superman? that's his idol he shouldn't be able to ever touch him #clark is proud of him (what dadbrothercousin doesn't love to see his sonbrotherwhatever grow and even surpass him in his eyes?) #meanwhile kon is about to have a nervous breakdown #it's fun. not for him but for me <3 #kon #clark #rimi talks

[my-gf-timothy-jackson-drake]

I think Bernard should be unsettlingly obsessed with Tim, as a treat. And Tim thinks it's romantic because he's a little freak like that. See: showing up at Dick's apartment, asking Kori for him and leaving without a word while she's like "hey what the fuck?" And then showing up at the circus like "hey I know your brother just died but someone has to parent your dad or he will murder someone or get killed trying"

Freak4Freak

#i watched the alien idol mv series and got to the toxic tragic yaoi episode and i am rotating it in my head like a rotisserie

[mintaclestentacles]

Dick "I'd die for you" Grayson 🤝 Jason "If it had been you... I would have done nothing but search the planet for this pathetic pile of evil, death-worshipping garbage... and sent him off to hell." Todd

Wanting to fuck Bruce so bad it makes them look stupid.

#brudick #jaybru #idk if you don't ship it I assume you haven't read any comics #it's IMPOSSIBLE not to see the tennnnsionnnnn #this kind of unconditional devotion and idolization #ok but both of these ships are just kind of tragic #ugh my heart #And I am very weak to tragedies #they call out to me #batcest

[your-zipper-is-down]

BILLYTELLA IDOL AU

Commission by my bestie @lovethedanielhd

Idol Tella and bodyguard Billy. I have. SO MANY IDEAS, let's see if I can write them down into a proper plot lmao

In my head, he is singing Shitsurakuen by Queen Bee, because I'm a Queen Bee fan first and an Undead Unluck fan second

#I TOLD YOU I WOULD DO THIS AS SOON AS I HAD MONEY #NEVER LISTEN TO 01 + Mephisto on repeat for over a week lmao #undead unluck #idol au #uu tella #billytella #implied #plot I have so far: #Tella is an Idol that used to hide his face (because of the scars) #but one day he received a picture of himself in his house resting without the mask and his scars visible #so he decided to 'unmask' publicly and ofc got mixed response #including threats #so his agency (this is the most unrealistic part but like is my au) caring for his well-being hires him a bodyguard #billy who was a merc but decided to stay at the city to pass time with his daughter #(he's divorced) #so he's like 'taking care of a brat? easy' #(btw Tella's agency is Union. haven't worked it out yet. but is gonna be union cause I said so ) #OH i also have Tella tragic backstory™ and how he got his scars

[gggoldfinch]

feeling slightly crazed about refreshed order of death fic characterizations

#me when I write Otto as the healer despite him being perceived as the most brutish bc of his appearance #me when I make Oscar look up to Axel as a father figure & idolize him #me when I write their family lore to be so tragic. cries.

[nanisorezura]

#link! like! love live! #Tragic Drops #DOLLCHESTRA #Hasunosora Girls' High School Idol Club #sayaka murano #tsuzuri yugiri #love live! #ll! #love live! audio #love live! music #audio #music

[zeravmeta]

i really do like the angle they took with uta where she was specifically a antagonist that luffy couldnt just punch his way through because hes compassionate towards her but unfortunately the way her backstory is presented meant that this was one antagonist that luffy really should have just punched through because shes just like him!!! and not only luffy but also i think uta should have just utterly torn into luffy. maybe even taken a bite from him <3 she tried to stab luffy as a merciful murder suicide they should have done more of that

#<guy who is realizing he has more opinions about the funny idol movie than he realized #anyways. having uta freak out at people dying was a cool twist but i think they should have doubled down on her macabre angle #her crazy face is sooooooo good but also tragically underutilized in actual dialogue. i think she and luffy should cannibalize eachother #also the angle of uta reminding luffy throughout 'you cannot fucking save me' and then luffy does it anyways #(maybe. the end where utas fate is ambiguous is weird. like the idea that she'd die is far too cynical for one piece)

[ozymandiasdirge]

me ten minutes ago (ignorant): why have i seen so many people online complain about sanji in thriller bark, yeah the white knighting is starting to wear really thin but it’s definitely not the most annoying anime bullshit i’ve put up with in order to enjoy a piece of media

chapter 464:

……

#girl i know this is for a gag and i’m not supposed to take it seriously or w/e #the gag is simply not funny….*dk rap sound font voice* not funny. didn’t laugh. #one piece #how many more times will i be posting this image until i get to whole cake island #the way i didn’t have to have oda tell me how much he idolizes akira toriyama because they will both stop a good story dead in its tracks #to do this shit…..exhausting #do not try to tell me this is related to the tragic backstory coming in 400 chapters either for the love of god #cannot stress enough that when sanji is not doing….all that that i really do love him #like can we go back to the sea train in water seven can we return to that please

[retvenkos]

🚀 + our favorite boy, the dearly beloved: han seojun

!!!!!!!!! han seojun my beloved, the absolute king who belongs in all au's possible,,,, i want something better for him, pLEASE.

🚀 send me this emoji and a character, and i will tell you what fanfic trope/AU they best fit into

HAN SEOJUN in a NEXT DOOR NEIGHBOR! AU. when you were a baby, then a child, then a teenager almost grown, you lived next to none other than han seojun. because of you respective ages (seojun was two years older than you, a fact of which he always enjoyed reminding you), and the time you spent seeing the other, it was only inevitable that at some point, you grew an awkward, bumbling crush on your very own next door neighbor, and good friend's older brother. gowoon never really noticed it (thank god), and neither did seojun, but all throughout your high school years, you nursed this little crush you had on the slightly older boy, ignoring the way your heart would race when he'd bring over food for your family, or hide out in your apartment when he angered gowoon, or even walked you to the corner store in the middle of the night, when you needed to get something really quickly, but your mother didn't want you to go out alone (he'd grumble the whole way there, but you'd buy him food and sneak something sweet into his pockets for later, and whenever you asked, he was always ready in a dash). you were right at his side through it all (and he beside you), and you saw him at his worst - those months after seyeon's death, those weeks after jugyeong chose suho over him, and all other heartaches, besides. you knew han seojun better than you knew anyone else, and when you left home to go to a university abroad - majoring in communications, of course, something seemingly practical yet entirely evasive - you felt acutely as though you left parts of yourself there. but time passed, and you grew around your losses. you still kept up with your old friend from a distance, but now he was an idol, and you were something grander than you'd once been. you were different, now. you didn't have the same vices that a teenager can't extricate from their being. but then the company you work for sends you home - not all the way home, but back to seoul, which is close enough for you, anyway. and you're successful enough to be someone important - with nice real estate in a nice part of town, and who do you notice always leaving your building in secret but han seojun! your old friend and somehow, once more neighbor! you should certainly keep this to yourself - the last thing an overworked idol needs is an old friend who knows about his not-so-secret apartment and is somehow still love-drunk enough to miss his stupid gorgeous face. and it's not like he's going to stumble upon you one night when you were idiot enough to lock your key inside your apartment when you went to the corner store at midnight. and it's not like that's going to lead to reconnecting with a person you'd rather not miss, who has a life so complicated it makes your head hurt just thinking about it. and it's not like he's going to kiss you on the forehead that night when he thinks you're finally sleeping (you'll have to wait for the lock to be changed in the morning, and really, you've nowhere else to go in the meantime), whispering under his breath how he loved you all along despite himself. after all, it's not like these things happen - and certainly not to you. it's the last thing you need, being neighbors with han seojun. but maybe it's something you secretly want.

here's also a special second au because i'm simply brain dead for this man, your honor.

HAN SEOJUN in a SECOND CHANCE! AU. (idk the official name for this one so allow me to explain in greater detail than necessary) as it currently happens, you're living a miserable life. by all accounts you shouldn't be - you were born into a wealthy family who had every resource to set you on the right path. you tried to do all the right things - went to the right schools, took your place at the family company, moved out to live on your own, dated the people who your family would approve of, got married after a reasonable engagement, started on that path of a successful, if not bland life. you were doing things right. but your world is turned upside down when you find out your spouse is cheating on you with your best friend, the head of your household dying, and all the rich families in your world preying on your weakness. your sister takes you and your spouse on a weekend getaway, to the country where you always used to relax as a child. your spouse is cold to you the entire time, your sister worried out of her mind, and you wonder how you could have possibly been so blind. your spouse leaves early. your sister and you wait another day. on your way back into the city, you're hit by another driver on a rural road. you watch as you and your sister both die, all alone. this is the end of the line, and so you close your eyes... only for them to open once more. you wake up in your parent's house. did you... survive? did they somehow find you and nurse you back to health? if so, why does your body feel so... recovered? you check your phone - perhaps to text your spouse, though would they even care enough to listen? - and see the date is Clearly Wrong. what do you mean, you're two years in the past??? for a few days, you fumble around. your family is all in good health, your brother isn't married yet, and your sister... she's alive. you were given a second chance in life, though why, you'll never know. you do, have some plans, though, and catching your husband cheating on you with your best friend is only the start. divorce looks rather good on you, and so do the clever ways in which you are seemingly able to predict future events and major conglomerate changes. there are some things, you start to realize, that are unavoidable, but there's so much that is malleable in your hands. and as for the companies who once conspired to take your family down when they were vulnerable, well, you're nothing if not good at chess. and the game is so easy when you know they're playbook before they've ever written it. you'll take them down - just as they once planned for you - and yet when one of the families brings back from overseas their eldest son - a mr. han seojun who seems to like freedom more than the confines of stiff, upper class society - a wrench is thrown into your plans. he doesn't make sense - this son who'd rather not be. in more than one way, he just Doesn't Fit into the story, as it once played out. is his presence here a direct consequence of you cheating fate? and is his attempts to woo you genuine, or his family's con? and what is this strange tattoo on your wrist that you recieved after the crash, counting down the days to two years in the future, where, once, you died? what happens when the timer runs out? what happens when han seojun learns of such a curiosity, and spends his evenings at unusual libraries, searching for information on second chances at life? maybe you fall in love with this han seojun - the son who resents his place in his family, the boy who only ever wanted to be free. maybe you kiss him one night, when you're feeling lonely, and maybe it leads to something more. and maybe you tell him your secret one night, when you're drunk enough to not worry and in love enough to believe it will change nothing at all. but what happens when han seojun steals into your heart and nests there, then, after months of bliss and happiness, reveals a secret of his own - that in another life, it was his family who conspired to have you killed; it was his family who poisoned your past relationship; and it was his family who had worked their entire life to topple yours? and what happens when his family is still attempting to do the same, now?

#ask game #han seojun #okay about that second au i just think han seojun would be perfect for the ~type~ of character he'd play - a cocktail mix of discrepancies #that shouldn't mesh the way they do. #he doesn't belong in this family!! he is part of their inner fold as he knows their secrets. he is guiltless in their crimes! he currently #has a hand in their shadow-y deeds. he is allied with his crooked family!!! he is actively working against them in secret. #you think you have him figured out!! he has multitudes you've barely scratched. #han seojun carries that duality and depth don't @ me #and yes han seojun is not a trust fund baby and would actually gladly eat the rich but you know what??? #give him a dramatic; tragic; bloody WEBTOON backstory and it could still work. don't boo me you know i'm right #but also han seojun fits every au ever #bodyguard au with him as an idol!!!! #grocery store au where the both of you work part time through high school and have to deal with the Monotony and the other's shenanigans™ #FAIRY TALE AU WHERE SEOJUN IS A KNIGHT WHO HAS A FRAUGHT PAST WITH THE PRINCE (SUHO) AND THE DESPERATE URGE TO DISTINGUISH HIMSELF

[thisnoisemademe]

Ground below, embrace me.

#tragic idol #paradise lost band #paradise lost #nick holmes #greg mackintosh #gregor mackintosh #aaron aedy #steve edmondson #adrian erlandsson #jens bogren #century media records #alternative #alternative rock #metal #gothic metal #doom #doom metal #goth metal #goth #gothic #Spotify

[wishmemel]

chan hating himself is my roman empire

#how can someone so strong and capable and talented and gorgeous hate himself so much #like my god he’s so devastating #everything about him is laced with tragedy #the whole idea of loving him from afar (or any idol at all) and watching them say things like that about themself #and just not being able to. do. anything? #it’s so frustrating that the only way this works is that he has to put in the effort and realize his own worth but we don’t know if he does #or even will #because you can’t force someone to love them self or fix themself right #you can only love them through it and hope it’s enough #but it’s just sooo frustrating i’m #head in my hands he’s so devastating #i wish he was different #:(( #he’s so beautiful and so precious i’m so ill #i wanna give him the world #and the way he always stands in the back and observes the group as if he’s detached from this whole reality #as if he’s somewhere else completely #the way he once said that if it weren’t for the members and skz he wouldn’t even be alive #like he got a second chance at life #like he was saved all because of them #the heartbreaking way he said ‘you don’t care about me’ to minho like he really believed that #oh i wish someone would just grab his face and drill it into his head that he’s loved and he’s important and he matters !!! #he’s so me i’m so him #maybe that’s why i find him so tragic #it’s a loop #waiting to find the thing that saves me #or maybe it’s just the small things around me that i’ve been taking for granted #꒰ soon you'll get better. ꒱

[crybabyzine-subtext]

Girlies gotta stop having dead idols

You missed the point--

They are cautionary tales

Don't imitate their lives

Self-destruction is not as sexy as it seems

Lizzy knows she's playing a character

Do you?

Follow the survivors

#girlblogging #sylvia plath #girl interrupted #the virgin suicides #lana del rey #lizzy grant #sharon tate #crybabyzine #amy winehouse #janis joplin #whitney houston #the girlies #dead idols #stop having dead idols #follow the survivors #died young #tragically young

[vf7pr]

ℴ𝒽𝒽 𝒻𝓊𝒸💔

#music #acid #psilocybin #heart been broke so many times 💔💔 #spotify #the idol hbo #weeknd xo #sge tedros #josslyn jacks #tragic 💔 #mushrooms 🍄 #addicted #ugh fuck #the weeknd

[lucky-draws]

Ocelot is so interesting and tragic and insane because he was essentially raised in and molded for a world that the patriots weren’t so much dedicated to building as much as they believed that a man from such a world would be the perfect spy and ocelot is only able to find affirmation of such a world in the eyes and heart of Big Boss. He’s like an otter in the desert that fell in love with a goldfish in a bowl, the most water he’s ever seen in his life. A goldfish that tells him stories of the sea, a magical wonderful place neither of them have ever actually known.

YEEEAAAAS OMG. your mind your words!!! you're right + that's a very funky way of putting it. food for thought.

and like ocelot's childhood/his molding into shape by the philosophers is so so interesting to think abt honestly....... tragic and insane guy indeed.....

actually on this ive been thinking thoughts abt the philosophers etc bc i recently saw a page from the mgs4 novel on my dash, and like phew. (phew. i have the novel myself + i flicked through it to find the bit rather than dig up the post i saw and my god. what a novel.certainly some sentences in here.) anyway this bit:

the 'my insignificant personality' bit is very interesting and tasty to me....... i guess from childhood he's been raised to be an actor, to play numerous roles, as part of being a spy, and as such is used to sort of burying his true personality very deep, or pushing it aside. repressing it all. and i think...

like i often think of him in relation to bosselot as being like. he's raised to be working for various organisations, to be devoted to the philosophers and their will, and from childhood he's given all these ideas beyond his age about countries and politics and all these faceless organisations or powers, and i think of him as when he finds bb, it's like all that falls away and he suddenly finds someONE who's worth devoting his life, his skills to instead.

and maybe HE thinks of it as being far superior, far more meaningful than being loyal to any country or organisation, because bb is real and alive and smexy (sorry) and fascinating and all the rest of it. however.

i think the sort of tragedy of it is is that while bb might seem like that at the start, this goofy mgs3 eater of raw snakes, what bb becomes is essentially just another faceless concept; he loses his humanity, he becomes obsessed, he's this symbol of war, he IS war, he is a gun as he himself says, and i think it's like ocelot in his own mind is so infatuated that he doesn't see it maybe, or he does but it's too late , and the reality is that his devotion to big boss is hardly any less demeaning, or any less tragic, than devoting his life to the philosophers or to america or russia or whoever. idk. especially if you think of this is in a more canon sense of bosselot i.e. Not requited. because ocelot really does not get anything at all from his devotion.

Which. i guess links or mirrors the boss. Loyalty to the end. she's loyal to her country and gets nothing for it except you know. Exploitation and death. And ocelot is. Loyal to big boss and he THINKS he's on to something good, that bb is far more of a worthy cause than patriotism, but what does he get for it? the same thing really. it's a thankless task and it ends with his whole personality destroyed, except in his final moments, and death at the hands of a knock-off snake. idk.

kgnghfhffhjsk so yeah. well here we are with more bosselot discussion on this fine wednesday. thank u for dropping by!!!!!!! its very true what u say i enjoyed it and unfortunately was motivated to add my own ramblings.peace and love and meow meow meow meow meow miaow miao fucking mrreow on earth!!!!! 🐆

#lisette mumbles #bosselot #ocelot as a martyr .....ocelot's religious devotion ...big boss as a godlike figure .... #(who will therefore never return ocelots love in the same capacity) #things that are also really quite insanity inducing. #ALSO HELP. #at the bottom of that page it also says like.he became liquid snake blah blah.the son of big boss. #and blah blah perhaps that was what hed always wanted:: #to become the son of the warrior who he idolized/was so impressed by . #AND IM LIKE WHATTT!!!!!!! dot jpeg. #so crazy i think in that passage it's big boss sort of telling ocelots tale and my god. #personally in my own opinion i do not thinm ocelot wanted to be your son #HOWEVER THOUGH LIKE #ocelot if yiu remove bosselot romance idea is just ewually fascinating #like it's just as crazy and tragic if u explore them being brothers ish like the sons of the boss thing properly idk . #it's really quite a lot #anyway .time to be normal again #👋 #wrote this not long after breakfast so sorry if its full of post breakfast inchorencies #top secret documents

[usagimen]

     sayuri trying to escape the clutches of tokyo: I faked my death for seven years, don't think I won't again

#––– ❛ out of character 【 daddy needs to fake his death again 】 #// imagine wearing someone else's face for that long #// while owning a cafe / going about a normal life #// only to return to your previous occupation and have to kill your upper class idol #// tragic miss kobayashi