#uni has been killing me

[florencewellch]

I need to start reading fics again

#uni has been killing me #haven't opened ao3 in so long that when i opened the other day to save the link of a fic... it logged me out #i dont remember the password so need to check on my laptop

[fallout-fucker]

He moisturises.

#You knew I'd say something #I'm sorry I've been dead to the world #Uni has been killing me. I just moved country #Smash. #He's hot what can I say #Fallout #Fallout Show #How we feeling so far? I'm hoping for the best but Idk it's a money grab so I'm worried lowkey

[nem0-nee]

Haha... 🫠

The devil you know is better than the devil you don't... But gawdamn it's been three years since I was gone 😭

[further personal context to whoever wants to read it asnsjshsj]

So my recent rise in fortune is attributed to me going to the Philippines for college. Though, it kinda shakes me a bit? Like here, my struggle was that I never really fit in American society considering I've lived in the PH for a good chunk of my life. But now, what if that happens again, but rather I'm too American for Filipino society. Sounds whack I know, but I swear that paranoia is valid-

But hey, every day is a new learning experience!? I'm sure I'll be fine, I'll just be wildly culture shocked yet again 😭

#random rambling #my art heh #LIKE-- okay so idk how crazy shit has been in the PH but 💀 #super stoked to be back #uni is going to kill me...considering im going as an architecture major ahsjsjsjsks #sorry for the lack of twst content life just got real weird

[bxtchfxck]

hey your dad's kinda weird.

#i was torn between wanting to post the doodles of plas v the drawings of his kids so im killing two birds with one stone here. #all doodles are born equal but some are better than others..... #um. dont mind the changeling plas #i have a whole reference of him tbh if anyones interested. #anyway like. i know i missed phantom girl i just couldn't get her to look right both times i drew his kids . #uni has been killing me so like. this is all i have :( #dc #plastic man #eel o'brian #elongated man #ralph dibny #<- he's there like twice ok. #im tagging him i love him. #im not tagging his kids though. #sorry pado sorry edwina sorry luke

[bootyful-seventeen]

i am too mentally exhausted to even deal with this shit anymore with my mom and grandma and low key wish i'd go comatose for a few years to be left alone tbh

#had a clean up service come by to see the damage and give a quote on the estimate and my grandma wasnt having it #she got upset and started crying to them about she has only 1 daughter and is trying to help her and they're trying to tell her that keepin #all that junk isn't gonna be helping anyone especially my mom but she wasn't getting it and i said i'm not helping clean the junk that's #all around the house cuz i'm tired of it all and having to manage my emotions since i am for sure emtotionally stunted from my childhood #and have to deal with a schitzophrenic mom and an absent sister who's balls deep in denial while i'm struggling to find a job here #and my grandma always stressing me ot saying she's gonna kick me out isn't fucking helping here at all like she thinks it does #so when they left she spent all day sobbing on the phone how i'm a terrible granddaughter who wants to throw out good stuff #when i'm not gonna keep helping sell shit for my mom cuz my sister can do it as her family contribution since she did nothing since dad die #and the thing is i gave them all options on clearing shit out cuz i know this family by now and shit doesn't get tossed but it migrates #cuz i said months ago i can ask some friends if they could come down and help sort and declutter #grandma said no to that and said she'll kick me out if i do it and she didn't want to pay for my mom's shit to get moved into a storage uni #she leaves the clean up to my mom and i think the backyard got worse but she didn't call anyone to throw out the junk like she threatened t #so i call a fucking hoarders clean up service cuz that's what my family is on my mom's side at this point and the city will be called too #and she has this reaction cries all day and calls everyone to say i'm horrible and yells at me saying i'm the one killing her with stress #when she's already been doing that for months to herself when i'm just tired and possibly mildly depressed or something idk #i barely leave my room and don't go outside except to walk my dog but idk cuz my family's attittude was we don't go to doctors cuz #cuz they're for crazy people but of course it's gotta switch up for my mom and no one else and i'm just sick of it all #grandma doesn't accept free help and she won't accept help that i pay for myself with my money set aside for school so i'm done #unlike her when i say i'll do something i stick to it so i'm not doing shit anymore unless i can call a friend to help with this mess #it's gonna sound like such a horrible thing but i can't wait for my family to die so i can live in a clean home again and get help #like deep serious help cleaning and big time grief councelling cuz i barely had time to process my dad's death and being the one to find hi #and that was just this february like god i am going to need so much fucking therapy in my future it's almost rediculous #and probably say screw my mom's side and visit my dad's side a lot more since they seem to be the normal ones in this shit family tree #at least they're not stupid and leave junk everywhere where one neighbour getting sick of not being able to sit outside and enjoy their yar #without mountains of junk staring them right in the face and landing a notice from the city to clean up especially since #we have chainlink fences and at least 7 neighbours can see the backyard and everyone can see the front porch when passing by #i'm just tired of living in these suffocating households and even wanna file a report myself to kick them into gear #its horrible living like this and no one should live surrounded by junk and things they never use or even garbage

[bunkernine]

society if hoo had them at uni age and the lost trio went to chb and chiron is like "how tf are ANY of u alive and unclaimed". wilderness was just community college.

#on a serious note this changes a lot actually. annabeth and percy would not be in chb anymore so when percy goes missing #its like. a genuine possibility and fear because demigods don't make it that old. there is also some added time between tlo and tlh as well #further adding to jasons isolation as being even WEIRDER than everyone else. he also would've been praetor for longer so maybe the romans #wouldve cared more. this also does away with the plot hole of ppl not giving a shit that jason piper and leo (and dylan) straight up #dipped. introducing piper especially to a summer camp makes chb less appealing because they're too old for that and thus makes their #departure from chb make more sense in toa. yet also it opens up the possibility of new rome uni.... which i cannot see any reason as to why #leo would not go there!!!!! outside of being banned cuz he bombed new rome lol. but pipers sexuality arc works for college too!!! ur never #too old to find urself. but also this is the question of if you are able to relatively function in society (this is more for piper leo fran #and i guess percy) then why would you even fight this prophecy??? anyway lol them being college aged is perfect cuz percy is literally #going to a new place and having a new transition with new ppl... like u do in college LOL. now the question is would hazel still be 13. nic #is a lot older at this point and perhaps has the same age gap as bianca and him did 🤔 cant remember. but also don't know why hazel was 13 #in the first place lol. idk. in my college hoo she is just a senior in hs about to graduate from spqr and thinking about staying there or #possibly going to newru after seeing frank make the decision the previous year! SAD! #anyway in hoo. percy and annabeth are sophomores. frank and the lost trio are freshman. #but then in toa. percy annie frank and the lost trio are all graduating cuz percy got held back and Annabeth failed after tartarus fr. #but then also know that piper never went to newru and is adamant about going to mortal uni. and leo kills in newru but is bored. nvm i #forgot he died 🧍‍♂️ ummmmmm ok. ignore leo. and jason actually. so um. ok that really threw me off but are u getting it. that's when apollo #is like 'heeyyyyy i need help pwease 🥺' and they're all like 'dude.' #OK! #but also i ackowedge that this is a children's book and i am not its demographic so god be with you.

[mechieonu]

idk if this problematic in some way but i keep hope for a free palestine alive by being mad

#the people i put in power are denying w genocide snd smiling at me the whole time #the supreme court is going to take on a case abt whther the unhoused deserve blankets and pillows #medicine and food get more and more expensive and the rich continue to get richer #the commander in chief that I VOTED FOR bypassed congress #—not for student loans‚ or to stop building the wall (WHY are we still fucking building it!) #but to fund millions to israel. to kill innocent men women and children. #and i'm 21 and im wondering if the world has always been like this or if i'm just opening my eyes and growing up #so many things i've been taught by the US that i have to question #along with being angry a lot of my hope has been in ordinary people #from those blocking freeeways and airports and boats to the person who's been writing free palestine on my uni's white boards #in any case this is just a really long rant. i don't think any of us will be the same. #as always #free palestine

[la-galaxie-langblr]

screech

#tag rant incoming #the wait until results day is killing me #6 days 17 hours until I log onto ucas and see where I'm going in less than a month #time will not go faster no matter what i do I'm an anxious mess all the time and all I look forward to is going to bed so when i wake up #there's 1 less day to wait #I want to get into my first choice so so so badly and I'm not sure how I'll take it if I don't #my second choice is an equally good uni and course but it's just not the same to me #I'll go anyway if that's what ends up happening cus I know I'll enjoy it eventually but yeah #god has a plan everything happens for a reason etc etc but I'm Scared™ #ok positives #today i bought my new laptop that I've been saving for for months - there wasn't any in stock at currys so I'll have to wait for delivery #so now I can finally join discord calls and make silly PowerPoints again #the end of my job is in sight - I wasn't put on the schedule for my last week so now I just have 2 ish weeks to go #on Monday I'm going round to a friend's to play stardew valley #rwrb movie comes out tomorrow #no matter what happens on results day my friends and I are going to a gay bar in Belfast which I'm so excited for #followed by a sleepover with another friend #the future is happening very soon and it's very overwhelming but I will get through it #I am just the unfortunate combination of anxious and impatient #ellis exclaims

[merverelli]

happy (late) anniversary kill jse!!! 🔪👁️🩺

#jacksepticeye #septicart #antisepticeye #dr henrik von schneeplestein #dr schneeplestein #kill jse #just like art #HELLO its been a while #im sorry i always say that in the tags when i post art and then never change my posting habits lmfao #uni is back on and im in agony #did you know that tissue engineering has maths in it????? i did not. when i picked that elective. #me??? a biology/zoology student?????? doing MATHEMATICS???????? like some common day chemistry/physics/etc student????????? get outta here #to be fair the maths isnt even that advanced (it looks similar to shit i did in highschool) so its fine #but damn trying to restart the ''maths brain'' engine of it lying dormant and rusty for over 7 years is gonna SUCK #maths aside: ive been good and busy and my ankles are hurting again but thats fine (said thru gritted teeth) #just have to play catch up a little (read: alot) over the weekend with stretches + exercises + hw but its fine lmfao ill be able to deal #i just like complaining sometimes! its fun! #anyway ily thanks for reading see you in another couple of months lmfao you know the deal!

[slowblueuni]

🐿 🌟

—This one came out of nowhere in the middle of drawing someone else as you can see PTG butted their way in! 🤣🤣

“like pls remember…we yo faves…” and you know what? They right 🤣

Also at some point I need to drop all my other rando ptg art here someone quick write it down to remind me.

#pentagon #jinho #jo jinho #ptg #drawing #art #seriously I idk what high I was riding but I’m glad I took it as far as I could #I’m reallll proud of how they turned out 😭 #my art #missed this dweeb while he was in the army like I know it’s been a while since he has been back but still don’t feel real and like hui #is out now lollll #Jinho just went and like debut there like 3 times #idk his was tooo long #now I miss the marble eyes Hong #feel like he gonna kill me #but shinwon is reallllly gonn a kill me #I’m a mess #universe #Uni #ateez #san #hongjoong

[nerdie-faerie]

I hate our dependency on apps, I hate our dependency on apps, I hate our dependency on apps, I hate it, I hate it, I hate it *smashes phone with a rock*

#technology #ace is a grumpy bean #i have to get an app just view my payslips - a legal requirement that my employer has to provide! - and im so fcking mad im sick of it #i hate that everything requires a phone or an app these days you cant use the bus or order at a pub or see your uni timetable im just aaaaah #its so infuriating. i was out with my friend and her car phone and charger were dead anf then she could even buy a new phone lead because #she only has her card on her phone she doesnt carry her physical card or cash on her so she wouldve been totally fcked if id gone for my bus #when I shouldve and it just reminds me of when i didnt have a phone for a couple of months and i couldnt even access my uni site #like what kinda insanity is this? like i know the reason is probably to reduce accessibility to the homeless/impoverished or something #if everything requires phones but im going to kill someone

[lightfulonion]

hii @pierogish-side!!! thank you for tagging me!! <3

Last song: This could be us by Rae Sremmurd

Favorite color: mmm really feeling brown rn

Currently watching: OUR FLAG MEANS DEATH WOOHOO!! its so fun (everyone is going through it)

Last movie: The Wonderful Story of Henry Sugar dir. Wes Anderson

Currently reading: im currently studying for uni so im stuck at Good Omens by Neil Gaiman and Terry Pratchett and The Course of Love by Alain de Botton :(

Sweet/spicy/savory: sweet forever and always

Relationship status: uhhh im dying and rebirthing from my ashes 👍

Current obsession: .....kiribaku..... im back at it again OTZ

Last things I googled: wes anderson (so i could find out what the above movie was called lmao), werewolf (singular), boku no hero academia wiki episodes (this is a call for help)

Currently working on: im in my last year of uni (lmao pierogish... 😭) and i need to finish it so im studying really hard!!! (and trying to not give up) but itll probably be a while until i get my degree. also i bought an old polaroid from a thrift shop and im thinking of making it work

tagging: @skijjiki, @livingonyoghurtandspite,@peachybeesplease, @horson, @mars-matrix

#guys im gonna go back to my bnha era..... this was almost 5 or 6 (??) years ago and i was so happy but like......... #its been so long......... #i miss kiribaku so much and i hadnt had the mood for bnha since season 3 aired #i know whats going on in the manga (bc im noisy) and my interest is piqued and i probably will start reading the manga from the beginning #(im not kidding when i say this is a call for help) #if uni wasnt killing me softly (without a song or anything nice) and life was a little less uh 'much' i would have been reading so much #fanfic and (hopefully) drawing ;-; #i miss drawing #cant wait to reread chonideno's krbk fanfics!! they sure wont break my heart in tiny little pieces!! again!! (big faves please give them #a read if you want) #also i accidentaly (fate?) saw what 'mouthful' means in the 'you said a mouthful' sense and it has a positive meaning #specifically it means 'you are right' #'tasteful' has also positive meaning and 'touchful' doesnt exist (yet?) so thats how far ive come to my research #also completely irrelevant with anything ive said before but please if you can check out duolingo's insta profile and tell #me im not hallucinating #specifically the last and third to last posts. its one photo and one video #does it look like im stalling from my studies? (please say no) #get tagged #onion talks #i hope this whole thing didnt brought you a headache like it did to me...... theres a mismatch of so many different things......... #if you made it this far im gonna share with you one of my favorite songs im listening rn: brutus (Instrumental) by the buttress

[amourcheol]

hi fia!! so i just finished rereading great war...i dont know if you remember my tags from my first read but i did cry again i am so sorry im just the biggest cry baby despite knowing what coming anyways i again was reading without having any power in my house i seriously do not know what is about me reading your fic that the universe makes my house lose power but i don't care i'll do whatever it takes to reread it a million times!! i just wanted to stop by again to tell you how much i absolutely adore your writing and to give you your flowers for the rest of time, you seriously have such a gift and tremendous talent i hope it takes you far and wide in your life because seriously everyone deserves to witness at least a snippet of your writing a little blurb if you will :) i know i said i wasn't really someone that leaned to the side of historical fics but you really put you're all into this storyline that it makes you fall into a rabbit hole and you make it so interesting (even though it already is, you add a bit more!!) i'm sure you know but the countless messages and notes/tags left on your post that your fic is very loved, it is by me that's for sure :') your jeonghan fic is next on my list and i can't wait! again i want to just say thank you for taking the time to write such a beautiful fic its forever engrained in my head!! i hope you take care :) 🫂

OH MY GODDDDDDD I DO REMEMBER YOU !! u best believe i reread ur comments on reading the Great War when ur power went out I CACKLED 😭😭

WTF U CRIED ?:£:!:!:!:!: no because that is a COMPLIMENTTT PLSSS and don’t even sweat it im such a crybaby too 😭😭 but wtf i feel like a Disney villain cackling w pride over making u cry 💀 thank u for feeling my fic as much as i feel writing it !! ur power going out again as u reread it pls this is too funny 😭

user chaerbears ur the sweetest thing ever 😞😞 thank you so much for coming here again and giving me such praise like??? The time it takes to read the Great War too is so long and still u REREAD it 😞😞nothing makes me happier than to have someone who doesn’t necessarily read historical writings enjoy my history works like !! thank u for giving it a chance 🥹 i hope u enjoy the jeonghan fic just as much, but again no pressure since that one is even longer than the cheol fic 💀 fia shut up challenge FAILED ‼️

#asks #chaerbears asks #the great war tings #im so sorry First of all for replying so late 😭😭 uni has been kicking my ASSSSS #BIG TIMEEEEE #secondly pls do know that i have never ever forgotten ur feedback i always reread it cause the power outage kills me #I hope ur having the most wonderful day sweetie 🥹💖💖 #thank u for giving the Great War so much love 😞💖💖

[kendallroygf]

i hate freshers soo much like you’ll meet people and get along and talk for hours and then they’ll be like yeah we should do this tonight or do this with me tomorrow etc and then they’ll literally NEVER text you after. like what😭

#WHY would you say oh yeah let’s go clubbing on Thursday i’ll message you details and then you literally say . nothing. like if u don’t rlly #like me fine. but why offerrrrr😭😭😭 #everybody literally just goes out w their flat mates but it’s like. what if u don’t have flatmates ur age .. liek i have nobody to hang out #w and everybody u meet outside / in uni fsr will only hang out w THEIR flatmates. like actually wtf… #im feeling it more bc my bsf in bristol has gone clubbing karaoke and to a rave in the time she’s been there like. killing myselfffff #NO BC. you know what my past 3 nights have been like? eating dinner alone and watching the thick of it . like. bro

[hearvex]

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#ok fine if i get to 100 you'll get cute dnf edit #need to revive my tiktok account uni has been killing me lately #but we got content so i literally have no excuse #h talks

[8aji]

im a lil embarrassed that most of the posts ive posted (duh) as of late were text posts abt me being sick LMFAO n it feels silly to write this but i think i may log out of this acc for a lil while at least on mobile <3

#not being able to write is making me feel a lil dizzy dizzy #a lil embarrassed a lil 'i do not belong' ya know??? #hm yeah i also need to get off my phone bc i start uni next week and i need to wake up early and im soooo stressed bc of another uni thingy #so...i will be deactivating 😔👊 #im joking im joking #ofc i wont deactivate i think my shrink would kill me if i did anyway /hj #she was the once that convinced me to make the writing blog #but rn the internet doesnt feel good to me and i need to be more present and more real and prioritise other aspects of my life #i wanna be more stable and journal and move my body and read books bc i like the feeling of the paper and and #i had the sweetest ask ever about my book recs and i was also a lil embarrassed to respond bc im not much of a reader but i try TT #anyway !! aside from this mildly incoherent ramble which i loved writing ngl #i havent been writing a lot and i think ive lowkey un-hyperfixated on tr and jjk so the inspo isnt inspoing #and tbh that feels a lil awful to say bc tr has taught me so many things and helped me grow and im so painfully in love with shin but idk #idk what happened i think i just hit a lil bump in the road of life and the stress has me focused more on real life and other things than #my darling beloveds. and im sure itll pass like most things in life i will feel good again #but rn it doesnt. i havent even caught up with the latest ep of tr :') but nonetheless writing is one of my truest loves as well #so i will comeback hopefully with a few stories mapped out including a lil gojo series and all that fun jazz :D #i have shin naoto izana gojo and toji in store !! and tbh im not ready to just leave them all behind #ANYWAY OKAY this' gone for too long LMFAO but thank u if u read till here i think i needed to rant #that means ill probably be less active than im already am but ill be back !! #still i dont think this exactly qualifies as a hiatus so i wont mark it down as such wait is this a semi-hiatus??? lmfao idk but eh 🤷‍♀️ #i love love love love love yall so so so much and forevever and always will #MWAH #<3