Revelation: my whole life, when I've responded to sarcasm seriously, people have been like "uh...why you so serious... I was being sarcastic..." and it makes me insane because like... duh? Why am I not allowed to respond to sarcasm seriously? Why does it have to be treated as hOw DiD yOu MiSs ThAt I wAs KiDdInG? Basically: why is it framed as me failing when I absolutely knew it was sarcasm?
Anyway, this just happened with my wife (no shade, it's very rare with her as compared to like, my uncle, and I told her it made me uncomfortable, we're good, it was just the spur to the revelation) and I think I've realized why it happens and why it bothers me so much.
It's always framed as me missing something, but it's not.
I knew they were being sarcastic, and I chose to respond seriously.
THEY failed to interpret MY response.
Or: damn boy (genderneutral) sorry my Yes, And game is just SO FUCKIN SUPERIOR yall should work on recognizing deadpan. Skill issue.
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I went to a friend's birthday party at their apartment and lasted like 30 minutes before I skedaddled on out. I only knew the birthday person there, but I'm a friendly guy and find it easy to chat with people, but like, 15 minutes in and I'm sitting in the corner with the cat cause the poly group is off in one area and the cishet couple won't even make eye contact with me. I tried chatting with a few people, but it felt like I was having to pull teeth to get a conversation going.
It's not the first time I tried to go out with that person and their friend group and was completely ignored. I'm trying to not get into my head thinking whether I'm too much of a weirdo or if there's something off putting about me. But like ??? It felt so uncomfortable and anxiety inducing to feel invisible like that??
I feel so dumb and lame, but I could really use some kind words if anyone has a moment to spare 😩
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