#what if i kms rn

[milfhandholder]

I don't really believe in MBTIs but I just had to know

#IS THIS NOT JUST WHAT HAPPENED DURING THE END OF JACK THE RIPPER ARC #what if I kms rn #kuroshitsuji #black butler #grell sutcliff #kuroshitsuji grell #kuroshitsuji grelle #grelle sutcliff #madame red #angelina dalles #redcliff #grelle x madame red

[cyou-nt]

i hate how my meds make me so emotionally numb but if it’s better than trying to kms

#is it tho #what if i kms rn #what’s stopping me

[kisaraslover]

at the risk of sounding like a Very Hurt Person ill be frank. Seto Kaiba being set up as a traumatized, mentally ill kid with PTSD, who had to cope alone and heal alone and bury his past and reinvent himself, proving to and deeply convincing himself that he can do anything in the process, resulting in this narcissistic double ended blade persona, which, narratively speaking, only gets stomped on, by the good guys, antagonized, by the good guys, and as the Merciful course of action the good guys: Force Him Back Into Accepting And Becoming His Past Self (literally cant imagine a worse fate for anyone who had to erase their past and remake themselves tbh) With Its Past Loves And Past Hurts:

this shit suck lol

#not art #seto kaiba #yugioh #ygo #i might hiss like a wounded animal when Atem is near Kaiba. but worry not. its only because im personally offended when he speaks to seto #i AM projecting before anyone accuses me of it. but the interpretation is solid sadly. this post is canon compliant! #do with that what you will #would literally rather die than to have a a gang of friends following me and forcing me to accept FURTHER BACK the past i escaped like #wdym??? ill kms?????? right now?? #and the secret past is one where he was your SERVANT???? this man with THIS ego???????YOUR LOYAL SERVANT? #AND HE LOST THE LOVE OF HIS LIFE THERE????? and he spent the rest of his life MOURNING after both yall??????? #no id rather kms than acknowledge im sorry #i get him #this is why im a kaiba kinnie and youre a kaiba shipper with atem or yugi or joey #LMAO came out swinging at the last sentence im unwell rn

[meowmeowmessi]

pep really tried his hardest to make messi's life both on and off the pitch as easy as possible at barça so he could just play football happily with no worries or stress..

#like he dealt with the board all on his own and wouldn't let them touch him.. scaloni is the same way #he just tried his best to make sure messi enjoyed his time with the nt.. #i think there's smth to be said abt how both pep and scaloni were novice coaches at the beginning #but they both understood messi in a way no one else did and saw HIS vision and messi in return brought them glory.. #i'll keep saying until i lose my voice but the best coaches in messi's life are pep and scaloni literally no one else compares #you have to very sprecial yourself to really unlock messi's potential otherwise you'll just squander his talents #which unfortunately is what happened to messi for the majority of his career #i think despite all his achievements he's actually underachieved bc of how long he's been mismanaged and had to rely on his #individual brilliance #which is what im afraid will happen to him under xavi. not to mention the political turmoil laliga's experiencing rn #you bet your ass messi's going to get involved somehow #and this was what pep tried protecting messi from during his era hahahaha kms

[vinieer]

Sketchbook not going too great rn,,, And you can tell bc this is the only drawing i liked in these last 2 pages,,,

#artwork #trafficblr #grian #secret life fanart #Im doing my internship rn and have to translate 23 pages of work regulations so #I am literally dying inside #Ive done like 4 and already wanna kms #Bro i barely understand what these things mean in my native language #Save me dictionary. Save me.

[sugume]

tumblr keeps taking down my posts omg 😔❕ they almost took down the Toji fic my heart stopped </3

I have to keep removing my headers but?? I see worse headers and those posts stay up 😭 I don’t understand

#dear diary ࣪ ˖ ੭ #like what if I just dropped dead rn #if they take down another post #ILL KMS

[satoruoo]

just watched the newest jjk ep and I am physically unwell

#ramblesss #what the fuck was that #that was so sick #fwisted #nobara baby i am so #STOPPPP #MY SCKRUNLIES #IM GONNA CRY #NO FUCK THAT I DID CRY #THE GOJO + ITADORI + MEGS SCENE?????? #MAPPA R U TRYING ME RN #DONT PLAY CUZ ILL KMS FR #THIS ISNT A JOKEEEEE #ITS NOT FINNY #is this kind #i swear to god mahito is the root of my problems

[b1mbodoll]

repeating “jealousy is a disease get well soon bitch” in my head every time i block rude anons and delete hatemail so i can try to brush it off but i am not ur strongest soldier so can you all stop being mean 🩷 please

#♡.gabi barks #im okay i prommy (im crying rn) #like omg seriously what did i do!!!!! i dont do anything but mind my fucking business!!!! and talk to my precious little friends!!!!!! but #apparently i cant even do that bc no matter what i always get meanies in my inbox 🤞 #like im seriously not doing anything i just came back and im already receiving asks telling me to kms and deactivate like do yall realize #im a person too.. like im literally real and i have feelings and im not a complete ditz #like what is so hard about treating people with kindness!!!! #ive spent all morning blocking mean anons and deleting asks and trying to brush off the mean words i see and receive and it hurts!!!! #im just a girl #if u send hate or tslk meanly to or about me im assuming ur a LEWSER and have no life bc i dont even do anything fr!!!!! im coolin!!!!! #i was gonna post this with the jealousy is a disease get well soon girl meme but i couldnt find it #anyway im fine!!!! (as im actively texting my therapist) #no bc im so upset and so angry WHAT AM I DOING WRONG #what am i doing to deserve this like please give me a valid answer so i can fix it im so tired of being sad and mistreated and bullied :( #i know i promised i was gna try to be more active but my little heart is so heavy and sad

[comradedanipedrosa]

Liberty buying MotoGP, we are gonna lose the Indian GP and all the sluts.........

Girl no they'll just put it in fucking. Gift city kill me I can't deal with an f1 track here let alone motogp

#buddh starting prices are 800 rn it'll be 8000 once liberty gets here.... #doxxing myself yes idc this is serious enough i don't wanna see a street circuit 10 kms from college 😭 #u know what we'll lose first? jiocinema and eurosport/sports18 #f1tv for all like naur.... leave this sport out of this... #but yeah f1 fampusly doesn't get along well with india lol we'll only have her this season 😔

[mushed-kid]

i have winter break next week and i wanna have fun

#ive been so sad tinught im gonna have my period soon #im so gonna get it so that it ruins the whole fucking break😭 #its gonna ruin all the fun if i get it next week #it better come tonight i swear #im gonna be with my friends but ill be rude and sad and its gonna ruin everything #i hate being alive #yeah no it’s definitely coming. soon cause im crying about it rn #i just ohhhhmy god does it have to be me???? specifically???!???? #im gonna kill god #can i just get it rn and have it done by the weekend please #please please please let me get what i want lord knows it would be the first time #😔😔😔😔😔 #ong its gonna start tomorrow trust with the way im so emotional rn #i fucking hate myself #i shouldve gone in the shower earlier cause its gonna be So Bad but i have to do it tonight #i wanna fucking kms #sorry im oversharing

[tiredstressedemotionalmess]

now that hell week is over and i actually have time to Feel Things the dread is hitting full fucking force despite the fact that my period is over.. im a having a delayed reaction and i am Not enjoying it

#just gotta keep reminding myself i dont actually wanna kms but jesus christ its so hard to feel anything other than Bad right now #stressed out of my mind because of school bullshit feel like a disappointment and a failure #im so fucking exhausted all the time i just want it all to stop #something something i have got to reread frankenstein something something something #that or watch inside out again.. that sould hopefully fix me #genuinely what i need is someone to hug me while i cry for like an hour but that is Not gonna happen because theres nothing i hate more #that crying in front of people!! #its fine im fine i dont need human support and companionship right now i have my stuffed hippo and my chemical romance to keep me alive #i hope everyone is doing better than me rn

[mintypsii]

me gaslighting myself into thinking that what i just found out was a silly little joke everytime i get a spoiler

#this is about one piece btw #this applied to tpn too actually #got The Norman Spoiler #almost died #JUST GOT A TIMESKIP SPOILER IM. GONNA KMS #also got the ace dies spoiler wowwwwww #and also a sabo spoiler <3 #AND the jimbei joining the crew spoiler <3 killing myself < #3 #that was supposed to be a <3 but im not going back to fix the tag bye #uhhhh what else #actually id gotten a spoiler for every single crew member. none of them have been a surprise for me #UGHHHHHHH THIS IS MY FAULT #WHY DO I ALWAYS SCROLL IN THE OP TAG DESPITE KNOWING ILL GET SPOILED #kill me rn #im so mad rn #i was just about to start marineford too. i did not need that timeskip spoiler bro #IM SO ANNOYEDDDDDDDDD #i can never win #my rambles #OH. AND I GOT THE 1B BOUNTY SPOILER TOO #AND THE YONKO ONES #UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH #OH YEAH AND THE SANJI BEING A MODIFIED HUMAN (?) OR SOME SHIT #BRUHHHHHHHH #please. let me live #if i get one more spoiler itll fr be my last and final straw

[munamania]

i know it’s been said but um do we have to keep going. must we go on

#need to be like this on my couch rn instead i have all these fuck ass obligations. what if i threaten to kms to all my professors. #abby talks

[sunnykeysmash]

something we have discussed is how dennis was the only one who could understand mac and that's great but can we also discuss how it must feel for mac that no one can understand him

this seems to be accentuated by how off he keeps being about things (offering of war/dennis being shot being "awesome"/being unable to read subtext both with dennis ["figure of speech"] and donald) and how much he's looking for a sense of meaning that he used to find in his identity until s15 made him realize how pointless it was (in a way that reminds me of his crisis in goes to hell 2...), but legacy, history, money and prizes are worth nothing if your heart is not in it.

and in a way I think dennis is coming to the same conclusion which is why he's the only one who can understand mac.

dennis "you're just being honest about how you feel" reynolds, so concerned with authenticity and upset by the perceived lies when it's just his own denial making it that way. that's building the biggest lie of all.

if we're looking for the Point, then the point is to have fun and embrace feelings. Big Mo already showed this.

it's interesting to me how it seems that mac and dennis are working off of each other in the way sunny works as a whole. because if mac is the structure and the text, and dennis is the subtext and the jokes (it's how he's trying to communicate in inflates but it's also the whole reason he comes with mac in madbu), they kinda NEED to be working together for the show to work... they need to find their harmonies, they can't just one or the other lead, they gotta have each other's back.

and also like, a small coda. this season deals so much with nostalgia vs how the past really was, there's so many flashbacks.

becoming aware of denial and reality can feel really upsetting but ultimately it's a positive development.

if "the hair is a lie" chopping off the head isn't the answer, that was the old way of doing things (in times of war... murder, betrayal, beheadings... "we figured out what works a long time ago"), but now we're looking for peace. basically, death isn't the answer. building your legacy doesn't have to be like pulling teeth. "this doesn't have to be a scam"

it's a good thing if we start seeing things for what they actually are, because it means less denial.

#iasip #s16 spoilers #it's always sunny in philadelphia #always sunny #macdennis #analysis #meta #i have decided that for my own mental health im not gonna do indepth meta until the season is over #by in depth i mean making extra sure i dont sound rambly as hell #i still want to make an extra post on charlie i have stuff to say about HIM but they closed soap so i cant screenshot shit #kms fr #the tldr is that charlie represents rcg's frustrations and fears to me pretty consistently since s14 #it's why a lot of his jokes have become ''thats actually not funny'' and ''this is so annoying'' or “can we just start?'' #and why he wants the status quo and laments that he ''wants his life to be simple and doesn't wanna live in a maze'' #and a lot more..... #sorry for metaposting do you still think im cool #i reread ''my thoughts on the first 2 eps'' and i basically already said all i think. except for this charlie thing #dare i say this season has a theme of truth? it's too early to say #but to have the meaning theme hit right after the identity one is crazy because its... LITERALLY WHAT RCG WENT THRU WITH SUNNY #anyway both mac and dennis are the jumper... theyre holding two big piles of darkness called denial rn #find yourself in him.... #it's 6am if this doesnt make sense thats why. but it does to me #big mo really was the key....

[boydykepdf]

if i end up having to go into english instead of history i might actually kill myself

#trying SO hard to develop a project that i can turn into a history phd thesis #but everyone else doing this kind of research is an english professor. kms #writing a paper 4 my history class rn & my arguments keep turning into literary arguments….they need 2 be HISTORICAL or i will die. #like why tf am i talking abt this text if i can’t situate it within broader historical discourses. what’s the point

[i08wony]

read tags (not quitting, js a vent)

Tw: bullying nd mentions of sewer side

#❤︎ ― 𝓘ssy's 𝓛ittle 𝓣alks #so uhm #im crying rn #idk what to do #my mental health is litterally a joke right now #i hate school so much #its so draining #and i might even go as far as kms bc of it #you might think im being dramatic #but the amount of bullying i go through is quite litterally insane #i get called a nerd for wearing glasses #but like its not my fault that diabetes is actively destorying my eyesight is it #i get made fun of for my lastname and i get called lesbian js bc of it #im starting to hate life so much #it hurts to live and not tell anyone about this problem #thank you for reading 💞