#while crying so that was an experience

[deityofhearts]

one of the fun things about my life being a neverending nightmare is that it has given me tons of joke material

#deity dialogue #like yes the nightmares are constant and unrelenting but I’m also so so funny #I live saying the most like out of pocket shit in reference to my experiences and having ppl laugh like yessss if I have to suffer it may as #we’ll be amusing ya know? #my fave jokes to make lately are orphan jokes #I’m not like really an orphan but also I think I can vaguely claim I am #I was almost orphaned though like when I was 12 or 13 my mom did straight up tell my sister and I that she was gonna send us to an orphanage #while crying so that was an experience #I love my life it’s so very normal and not at all a big mess that only a few people know about #i don’t think anyone knows everything but people know bits and pieces and together could almost piece together my whole life #I think that my roommates know the most of my whole life story #but like even then it’s like there’s a lot I simply have not and probably won’t touch upon because it’s irrelevant #like why would I bring up this random ass traumatic or messed up event? there’s no reason to #so it kinda just haunts me in the back of my mind #but I can make jokes about shit and sometimes people laugh :3 #this is how I cope. #humor as a coping mechanism my beloved <3 #I love to make silly

[orangerosebush]

Artemis will disassemble and clean a fountain pen with the same level of intensity as Butler disassembling and cleaning one of his guns.

#artemis fowl #Artemis will just automatically include the upkeep of Butler's his mother's Juliet's and Holly's fountain pens in the upkeep of his own #Holly and Juliet tend not to use their pens often (which they have because Artemis gifted them pens) so Artemis will help whenever they vis #visit. Then with Butler it is largely due to the man not having the habit of building 'frivolous' rituals of care into his day so Artemis w #will care for the pens as Butler does (at the end of it all) adore the devices #with Angeline I feel Artemis is just so wholly dedicated to that kind of small act of care when it comes to his mother #(thinking of him composing a unique ringtone for her calls) #I think Fowl Sr is more of a ballpoint pen or a pencil fellow and Artemis will sometimes include his father in the hobby by cleaning #and repairing pens in his father's study while the man works (so he will have the experience of being included through the upkeep) #Tim does appreciate when Artemis shows off some of the special/exclusive inks he purchases #he finds the beauty of the ink a much more accessible aspect of the hobby #that diane ackerman quote about crying in a museum while looking at a piece of yellow sulfur and thinking about how lucky we are to live on #a planet of a natural yellow that is so marvelously yellow #Artemis will do ink tests (when you get a new ink and experiment with it on good quality paper) when his father is in the room for this rea #reason

[0booboozefool0]

I’m not immune to gremlin man with a traumatic backstory

#astarion #baldurs gate 3 #baldur’s gate #baldurs gate astarion #baldurs gate #artist on tumblr #my doodled doodle #my love for him runs deeply #listening to unreal unheart while drawing him is a spiritual experience #all the songs fit #first light nearly killed me #made me cry #im so not normal about him

[kitocrystal]

I’m not dead.

#fanart #kitos art #omniscient reader’s viewpoint #omniscient reader #orv #kim dokja #dkos #demon king of salvation #HI #SO IM NOT DEAD #I got hit with one of the WORST artblock ever #it sucked #anyway uh I might be dead again for a while #so like take this experiment and consume #man it’s been a while since I’ve drawn Dokja #THE MANHWA’S GETTING TO THE TRAGEDY #WE’RE ALMOST THERE BOYS #BE READY TO CRY A FLIP FLOPPIN RIVER FOLKS #AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

[karizipan]

🦐🦐🦐

#what in hell is bad #But before I can talk abt this game... My wbh MC! 😁👍 Lee Keon. Goes with he/she pronouns. #<- this game devastated me. I was bored and it came into my life irrevocably changing me. It invoked a curse on me sjwkwkdkf #rizdoodads #<- The pronouns errors in the game really helped sell the transgender MC experience actually love that #Anyway this game.... Ouuuu this game. CRYING. IT'S LIKE. I say it's good. It's not even THAT good... It's buggy and grindey... #But it's got me logging on daily... Which I never do. Probably bc the tasks are so easy to accomplish + it's an idle tower defense game. #And it's decent enough writing that I get to grip the story by the collar and shake it wildly while I try to piece everything apart KSJDKF #LIKE THIS SHOULD NOT BE TAKEN AS SERIOUSLY. POINTS TO MY PRIV THREAD ANALYSIS. WHAT IS SHE ON ABOUT⁉️‼️ #Anyway prepare for so much art of these guys crying #Don't look this fucking game up btw KAHALSJFK #whb mc #whb sitri #whb

[andromedasummer]

remembering the time i watched the rtvs crew play ai dungeon live and they went with a star trek story and it generated a plot where Q teleported the entire crew of the enterprise into an infinite McDonald's and forced them to make "cheeseburrips", "hamburns" and "big mcchicken McSloppy jerkey" on an endless conveyer belt as part of a great competition where the winner would die and also geese howard was there and it made me laugh so hard it caused the one and only time one of my chronic vestibular/vertigo migraines has triggered while i was awake, destroying my balance and leaving me bedridden and unable to walk for 15 days. still makes me lose my shit every time i rewatch that clip.

#wayneradiotv #rtvs #the sensation of your head suddenly spinning as your vision goes by frame by frame vertically while youre crying #and heaving from laughing so hard is. something i dont think i will ever experience again #this + watching the final gnome stream in hospital pumped up on an iv of antibiotics with a temperature of 39 positive i was actually aslee #transcendant experiences i can only get from the combination of the genuis of rtvs and my own failing body

[doll-elvis]

I’m just having one of those days…

(crying over a man I never met because I miss him)

#forgive me while I rant #does anyone else have friends or family that tease you over your love for elvis #I got randomly really emotional and sad on a car ride home last night #we were driving by the beach and it reminded me of his last vacation to hawaii in ‘77 #and it made me think about how he passed away so young #how he was stripped of all the little joys life has to offer #like swimming in the ocean #feeling the breeze #relaxing in the sun #almost everyone in his group got to grow old and experience a lifetime of all the little things like that #but he didn’t #it’s just so unfair #and yeah then my whole family teased me and played unchained melody to purposely make me more upset #I know it seems dumb to some people to cry over someone you never met #but I just feel so sad for elvis #I know he had an amazing life and career but he deserved to enjoy it longer #I’ll miss him forever #personal rant #elvis presley #elvisaaronpresley #elvis #elvis fans #elvis photos #i love him

[yellowocaballero]

Been a fan of your fics for YEARS. I was just telling my friend how despite how much I read fics I never actually love them, with some of your fics (especially TMA) as the exception. Felt the need to reread some of them and saw you reblogged some ISAT fanart. So. Any thoughts on ISAT you'd like to share?

Hope you have a wonderful day!! So happy I found your fics again!!

I avoided answering this for a while because I was trying to think of a way to cohesively and coherently vocalize my thoughts on In Stars and Time. I have given up because I don't want to hold everybody here all day and I have accepted that my thoughts are just pterodactyl screeching.

I love it so much. I have so much to say on it. It drove me bonkers for like a week straight. I have AUs. It's absolute Megbait. They're just a little Snufkin and they're having the worst experience of anybody's life. Ludonarratives my fucking beloved.

I am going to talk about the prologue.

The prologue is such a fascinating experience. You crack open the game and immediately begin checking off all of the little genre boxes: mage, warrior, researcher, you're the rogue...some little kid who's there for some reason...alright, you know the score. You're in yet another indie Earthbound RPG, these are your generic characters, let's get the ball rolling.

Except then you realize that these characters are people. You feel instantly how you've entered the game at its last dungeon, at the end of the adventure. They have their own in-jokes, histories, backgrounds, adventures. They get along well and they're obviously close, but not in a twee or unrealistic way. They have so much chemistry and spirit and life. I fell in love with them so quickly.

But Sif doesn't. Sif kind of hates them, because they will not stop saying the same damn thing. They walk the same paths, do the same things, make the same jokes, expect Sif to say the same lines. They keep referencing a Sif we do not see, with jokes we never see him make and heroic personality he never shows - they reference a Sif who is dead - and Sif can't handle that, so he kills them too.

They become only an exercise in tedious frustration. Sif button mashes through their dialogue, Sif mindlessly clicks the same dialogue options, Sif skips through the tutorial, Sif blows through the puzzles. Sif turns their world into a video game. Sif is playing a generic RPG. Sif forgets their names. They are no longer people with in-jokes, histories, backgrounds, adventures. They're the mage, the warrior, the researcher, and...some random kid.

I did not understand the Kid's presence at first. I had no idea what they contributed to the game. They didn't do anything. As a party member in a video game, they're a bit useless. Why is the Kid there?

Because Sif's life isn't a video game. Because the kid isn't 'the kid'. They're Bonnie. Bonnie, who the party loves. Why is Bonnie there? Because they love them. There is no room for Bonnie in the boring RPG that Sif is playing. And then you realize that Sif is wrong, and that they've lost something extremely important, and that they'll never escape without it.

Watching the prologue before watching ISAT gave ISAT the most unique air of dread and horror, because you crack open ISAT and you see the person Sif used to be. You realize that Sif used to be a person. Sif used to be the person who made jokes, who gave real smiles, who interacted with the world as if they are a part of it. And you know you are sitting down to watch Sif lose everything that made them a person, to lose everything that made them a member of this world, and turn them into a character in a video game who doesn't understand the point of Bonnie at all.

At the climax of the game, when the others realize that something is deeply wrong and that Sif physically cannot tell them, they realize that there is nothing they can do. So Bonnie declares snacktime. And for the first time they have snacktime.

What is snacktime? Classic JRPGs don't have snacktime. There's literally no point to a snacktime - not in a video game, and not in Sif's terrible life. It's not fixing this, because nothing can fix this. But Bonnie gives Sif a cookie and Sif eats it.

It's meaningless. It's a cutscene. It didn't save Sif and it didn't change a thing. It will make no difference in the end.

But it did make the difference. It made all of the difference in the world. Bonnie is a character who you really don't understand the point of before you realize that Bonnie was the entire point.

ISAT is about comfort media. Why do we play the same video games over and over again? Why do we avoid watching the finale of our favorite shows? What is truly comforting: a story with no conflict, or a story where you always know what is about to happen? Do you want to live in a scary, uncontrollable world, or do you want to play Stardew Valley? Do you want a person or a character?

When I beat Earthbound for the first time (and if you don't know, the prologue/ISAT battle system is just Mother) and watched the ending cutscene where the characters part ways and say goodbye...I felt a little bit sad. I wanted them to be together forever. But that's something only characters could ever be.

#these aren't deep or unique thoughts they're just the specific aspect of ISAT that made it one of the most interesting gaming experiences #i actually like the prologue much more than ISAT for just this reason #its honestly a video game art piece that's created to give the player a very specific experience #that makes them an aspect of the narrative that is told #it's. incredible. #in stars and time #start again start again start again #start again: a prologue #isat #god and there is so so so so much more to say here #what a rich and complex and fascinating game that made me cry like a baby #i dont even kin sif. we arent similar at all. #i cant imagine how devastating this game would have been if i did #but I do have a deep relationship with escapsim #and i write about it a lot #and video games about being video games are wonderful #as are stories about being stories #and why we consume stories. how we use them. how they save us and hurt us. #never played a video game that used its medium so well #i bet undertales also pretty good at that but this is more so i think #stories about stories have to be about why we love stories #and im not an artsy person and i roll my eyes a bit when people talk about the spiritual neccesity of art #i think people need stories because the world is sad and hard and boring and we want to think about something else for a while. #some people need to be anywhere but here #and sometimes if you're Lil Depressed-Ass Snufkin that looks like being here forever #baby cringe-ass snufkin big hat idiot

[hooned]

i can’t believe i took these photos oh my god i luckily had a great view of the entire concert and wow, again, had thee absolute time of my life. ❤️‍🩹 enhypen, you will always be loved by me.

#i talk too much & that's okay ♡ #spent the entire day crying btw — pcd is real i need two to three business days to process everything and start functioning again #right now all i could think of is DAMN TAKE ME BACK PLS I BEG 😭 #enhypen are such phenomenal performers with so much love to give oh god if i could say in words how amazing they all are I WOULD #their eyes shining while looking at the crowd OH GOD they’re everything really !! #and sunoo’s cover ???? I CRIED. sunghoon dancing gento ???? OH MY GOD I DIED AGAIN. #jake singing love yourself for us ??? hee singing give me your forever ??? RIKI LIKE THIS DANCE ??? OH MY GOD. #the fireworkd too UGH it was a perfect night like the pre concert experience wasn’t the best bc of the heat and some lapses #BUT THE CONCERT ITSELF ??? OUR BOYS ??? #OH MY GOD I WOULD GO THROUGH ALL THAT AGAIN AND AGAIN IF IT MEANS SEEING ENHYPEN PERFORM AND BE LOVED AGAIN LIKE THAT. #I LOVE THEM SOSOSO MUCH I CRIED BEFORE DURING AND AFTER THE CONCERT #MY FANCAMS ARE A MESS BUT OH MY GOD IT WAS NOTHING SHORT OF MAGICAL #text post #this is my best picture everything else is unfocused coz i wanted to look at them with my eyes #they are soo beautiful ugh #the entire time i was screaming and crying and singing and dancing IT WAS LITERALLY THEE BEST NIGHT OF MY LIFE #i can’t wait to see you again #i can’t wait to see you again my sevEN 🌟🫀🧡

[cherrystonefemme]

Love the extremely hinged behavior of people responding to my posts like "Pillow princesses are BAD and I DO NOT want to have sex with them!!!!"

Feels like a stranger slamming their hands against my kitchen window and shouting "I don't want to eat that!" Like... Girl... I'm about to get you for trespassing. Git before I call your mama and tell her to take away your cocomelon tablet or whatevr

#meanwhile i got a whole town of bitches ready to blow my back out #strangers declaring on my posts how much they hate high femmes is so genuinely funny #like #uh oh bud looks like you forgot to curate your online experience #crying in your room all mad while your mom is in my dms #femme tag #high femme tag #stone femme adoration #🛏️👸 #pillow princess gang rise up

[purpleshadow-star]

People are saying that Noah went through and felt the same things Will did, and that's why his scenes hit different now. I've seen posts saying that he wasn't acting in some scenes and that he really felt the same emotions as Will, or that he was able to give such a raw performance because he felt the same way as Will. I've seen things about how Noah must have felt awful because his character was the target of homophobes, so he felt like they were attacking him, too.

I think people are taking this too far.

Could Noah have felt Will's emotions on a deeper level than we all knew? Sure. But we don't actually know that. At the end of the day, Noah is an actor. He's an actor, reading from a script, playing a fictional character, and he knows that the story is fiction. He also knows that the homophobes in the show are wrong and end up being punished/ shown in a bad light on purpose. Noah is an actor doing a job, and he knows not to internalize the scripts and the words of homobobic characters. He's played multiple roles. Will wasn't his first role. He knows how this works. He knows the homophobia is wrong and incorrect, especially since they make that clear in the show. I doubt he grew up feeling as awful as Will did just because of the words in the scripts (in scenes he wasn't even there for). Please give him more credit than that.

Noah's scenes hit different because now we 100% know that Noah was really able to put himself into Will's mindset. We now know that Noah was really able to imagine himself going through what Will was going through while filming, and he could relate to being closeted and scared to come out as well.

That's all we know.

We don't know anything else. We don't know his experience. It's entirely possible that Noah went through the same feelings and emotions as Will did, that the words from homophobic characters did affect him personally, but until we get a confirmation that that's true (which might never happen, and that's perfectly fine), I think we need to stop assuming we know his experiences while growing up closeted.

So to say, "Noah wasn't acting here," is just wrong because he was acting in every scene. Just because he is able to relate to Will more than we thought doesn't mean he wasn't acting. Until we get confirmation that he wasn't acting (like how he said he wasn't acting in the shoot-out scene and that he was genuinely terrified), let's not assume anything.

Here's what we know: Noah is gay. He was scared to come out. He came out to his family and friends. They said they knew already. They support him. He can relate to Will as far as being gay and scared and his family already knowing.

Until he shares more or clarifies further, that's all we know so far. Let's not assume things he never confirmed about his private life. We're not owed information about his experiences growing up, and we don't have the right to paint a picture about his experiences when we don't know the truth yet.

#please let's stop speculating about his private life and experiences growing up #lets just enjoy the fact that we know now that he connects to will on a deeper level than we knew before #knowing that noah was closeted and could relate to will in certain scenes DOES make he scenes hit different. for sure #but lets not speculate past that #i know ill be crying while rewatching will's scenes bc now i know that noah was able to put himself in will's shoes and envision his #experiences happening to himself to prepare for the scenes. its easier to put yourself in someone else's shoes when you relate to them more #noah is gay like will so he was able to put himself into will's shoes and portray his character with a raw intensity that brings tears #to everyone's eyes #let's respect noah and not assume anything more about his life other than what he told us! #noah schnapp #noah schnapp coming out #will byers #byler

[ilmhist]

Now, I have learned my lesson The price of this so called perfection is everything

commissioned the lovely @rickety-goose​ to paint Eirian (he/they) and I am simply blown away

#c: eirian #others' art #wayfarer if #wayfarer art #i am literally just blown away by this honestly #yes i did just slap some SAL lyrics on here to try and make it more aesthetic so sue me #oh hey if you want the primo viewing experience get akmigone's running up that hill cover on while you look at this it's peak vibes #this is THE eiri art now tbh #look at the steel on oatmeal! #have you ever seen alassar steel so pretty! #i scream i cry this is my desktop wallpaper forever now #i'm gonna just... schedule this to post at a decent time to be seen

[thedreadvampy]

The thing is I am definitely not happy or chill in the Immediate Sense lately but I am, big picture, so fucking happy with the person I am.

It's like. My brain was made by and for consistent trauma and since that trauma stopped about 5-7 years ago, it is incredible what the amount of resilience and cleverness and flexibility and thoughtfulness I developed to survive can do when it's not being all spent on surviving. like I had a hundred ton weight on me so I had to get REALLY STRONG to stay in the same place and not get 100% crushed, and when that weight came off I found I can use the strength it used to take to stand up and I can leap tall buildings in a single bound.

I was talking to my mum the other day and she said, "you've got the 'fuck it' energy at 30 that most women don't find until their fifties at least" and I'm like yeah man. Imagine how unstoppable I'll be in 20 years.

#red said #i don't know that i can express this clearly but it's the most encouraging thing in my life #my mum's always been proud of me but just lately she seems to actually really admire me #like she's genuinely impressed. she thinks I've surpassed her. i don't necessarily agree but it's a really nice quiet joy. #anyway like this sounds super up myself and it kind of is. #but also it's part of realising just how heavy the weight I've been carrying around with me for 25 years was #like not to be ridiculous but i have realised again this week. that it isn't that everyone's been raped that much and doesn't talk about it #i just have been raped an Unusually Consistent Amount. i have spoken to a lot of people who have had much more horrifying things happen. #I'm not sure I've talked to more than a couple of people who've had a similar level of total consistency of abuse from all angles #and the one is not heavier or harder to bear that the other. but. i think i spent most of my life listening to people's awful experiences #and going ok well nothing i went through looked that bad so it's microtrauma #obviously microtraumas build up but still. #then the older i get and the more i have these conversations the more I notice that stuff which to me is a microtrauma #is a lot of people's defining trauma. and they're reacting appropriately which means i am SO SEVERELY UNDERREACTING #told my friend the other day about a time someone who i still like and respect was having sex with me when i paralocated my hip #and then just kept getting really annoyed with me for not being ready to have sex again while i was literally crying with pain #until i caved and just tried to find the last painful position #and my friend was like pal what the fuck that's horrific #and i was like i mean no that's normal I've had sex with like maybe 3 or 4 people in my life who i haven't had similar stuff with #like i am genuinely thrown when i am allowed to say no to sex and have it be the end of the conversation. and not end up having sex #out of guilt or out of physical coercion or through physical rape. and i have had sex with probably like 40 people at this stage? #and I'm not sure it's as many as 4 i haven't had that experience with tbh #so like. I'm slowly coming to terms with the idea #that i may have actually been doing a hell of a lot of heavy lifting. #like i developed a sense of self that can survive being constantly crushed and at this stage is fucking diamond.

[crispbeigepages]

~Broken Dreams~

CW| Death, Swearing, Angst

I'm so sorry girlies

Osamu Dazai was fascinated with death. The idea of dying was ironically what kept him going, so why.. Why did it hurt so bad now?

The plan had been going smoothly like usual, with Double Black being sent on yet another mission to eliminate an enemy of the Port Mafia. It was just some gang, what could go wrong?

Everything. Absolutely everything.

"Whew! You didn't even have to break a sweat, Slug!"

Dazai taunted, a large grin on his face as he eyed the redhead. The redhead in question, Chuuya, was not so amused.

"Fuck off Mackerel."

There was a certain shine to Dazai's eyes when he was with Chuuya, something that had only appeared after the two had met.

Chuuya wiped a bit of blood splatter off his face before turning to walk away.

"Let's just report back to the boss-"

Before either boy could react, a flash of light shot past them.

A bullet.

The two turned around to see not only a new enemy in front of them, but all of the gang members that were previously dead had come back to life. Though, they didn't quite look alive. Something about them was unsettling and lifeless. Maybe it was the crooked way they stood or the fact that they retained the injuries that they had before.

The figure in the middle of it all, the new enemy, had this mysterious aura around them. The only real feature they could make out was the figure's height, the rest covered with a dark hooded cloak and silk gloves.

"Who the hell are you?!"

Chuuya exclaimed in annoyance, dreading not the upcoming battle, but the idea of having to deal with Dazai for longer than planned.

The figure said nothing, simply standing there.

A moment passed before the figure suddenly raised their hand to point at the two boys. This signal was clearly the 'go' command for the zombie-like gang members.

"Shit..."

Chuuya and Dazai exchanged a glance, nodding. It was their silent agreement on a plan.

Chuuya sighed in annoyance as he slowly discarded the gloves on his hands, taking a few steps towards the encroaching enemy. Almost as if a switch was flipped, red sparks began crackling around Chuuya.

Corruption.

The power reserved for last resort situations was finally coming out.

Dazai looked on with a grin, having no worries about the outcome of this battle. Any enemy was an easy kill for Chuuya's corruption and Dazai's ability was always there to bring him back to normal.

The battle went a bit longer than anticipated due to the ability of the mysterious figure, but it was still lightwork for Chuuya and Arahabaki.

Soon enough, the sight of blood and death returned to the alleyway they stood in. Dazai waltzed with a spring in his step over to the ferocious Chuuya, humming a tune as he gripped his shoulder.

Like usual, Chuuya fell into Dazai's chest out of exhaustion, leaving the two on the ground comfortably. Dazai chuckled, jostling Chuuya a bit as he flipped the boy around, presumably to look at his 'stupid' face.

"Jeez, normally you last longer before collapsing~"

Dazai teased, his clear innuendo falling on deaf ears as he wiped some residual blood splatter off of Chuuya's face.

Except.. Something was off.

Chuuya was normally more restless in his sleep, and Dazai could've sworn he'd wiped that blood off his lip already..

"Chibi?"

He called curiously, jostling him again.

The realization hit Dazai like a tidal wave, his eyes widening. More blood had poured from Chuuya's mouth as he was moved.

Dazai was shaking, an emotion he seldomly felt creeping up on him.

Panic.

His fingers darted to Chuuya's pulse, only confirming his fears.

Dazai didn't make it in time.

"C-Chibi..?"

The soft question echoed through the alley, emphasizing Dazai's uncharacteristic stutter.

"Chibi, wake up damnit!"

Dazai demanded, shaking Chuuya in desperation.

"Chuuya!"

...

"C-Chuuya.."

Then it came, the familiar feeling of wetness on his cheeks that he knew all too well.

It started of slow and quiet, small sniffles turning into choked sobs as Dazai repeated Chuuya's name to no avail. Soon enough, Dazai stopped shaking Chuuya and instead held him close to his chest.

Dazai Osamu was fascinated with death, reveling in the sight of it, so why did it cause such a painfully empty feeling in his chest? He didn't even like Chuuya.. Why was this so painful?

Dazai held Chuuya's head to his chest, burying his face into that pretty red hair. Chuuya's scent wafted up into his nose. It was a smell Dazai had grown to love, even finding it comforting. What was once comforting was now even more painful.

The sparkle in Dazai's eyes had faded, replaced by empty nothingness. Dazai felt empty, completely numb aside from the searing pain in his chest.

In place of a boy with ambition and a sick reason for living was now an empty husk. There was so much happiness he'd unknowingly linked with Chuuya, all taken away in an instant.

It was his fault.

That thought stung the most, that if he'd been just a little quicker, Chuuya would still be alive.

With a broken voice, he muttered into Chuuya's hair,

"Chuuya please.. Don't leave me..."

The broken cry of broken dreams..

#So sorry yall #was feeling silly #crying while Yung Gravy played was a new experience #crisp writes #bsd skk #skk #soukoku #15 skk #bsd #bungou stray dogs #bsd chuuya #bsd dazai #dazai x chuuya #dazai osamu #chuuya nakahara

[become-a-robot]

#i just thought this was an interesting question #ive seen so many people describe Naive Melody as an intense religious experience every time they hear it #and describe it as one of the greatest songs of all time #and while i understand the meaning within the lyrics it just doesn't really hit for me. Its just kinda decent #road to nowhere however makes me cry every time i listen to it #and i dont even care about most of the album it's from. it's weird #talking heads

[soplapinga]

My hyperfixations rn are TADC and FNAF bouncing unstoppably between my rooms walls destroying everything tangible while I cry on my bed

#purgatory toys going for my troath #designing my tadc oc while rewatching ALL of markipliers fnaf gameplays rn. since the very 1st. #living the life YASS #vashwood and satosugu sometimes quietly creep in too and beat me to death then leave again for a max of an hour then come again and ...yeah #also klance #they just appear at 3am to scream fucking KILL yourself at my face and disappear #im sane #the amazing digital circus #five nights at freddy's #tadc #fnaf #fnaf fanart #THE FUCKING MOVIE WAS SO FUCKING GOOD BTW OH MY GOD #I WENT YESTARDAT AND “!&?-”(&RRRRRRRAH #ME AND MY BOYFRIEND WERE FULL TWITCHING IN OUR SEATS LIKE !!!!!!!! CINEMA HAS. FUCKING BEEN REBORN #I NEED TO TALK ABOUT IT BC MY 11YO SELF WAS CRYING SCREAMING FULL ON THEATER #BEST EXPERIENCE OF MY FUCKING LIFE #!!!!!!!!