how do conservatives think talking to children works? if a four year old came up to me and said “i’m a cat!!” i would say “really? what makes you a cat?” and they’d say some shit like “i have claws >:)” and i’d be like “oh wow, you do have claws. but wait, i thought cats had pointed ears!” and they’d say “they DO!!!” and then i’d pull up a picture of an elf and ask “is THIS a cat?” and they’d yell “NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO”
u wouldn’t say “fucking hell, Emily, get it together. this is the real world”
104K notes
·
View notes
People really don't know what transunity is or don't believe that even if you don't like certain people for whatever reason, they still should be afforded the same rights and protections as you.
Transfemmes that do wrong (I personally know one who gets me mad everytime irl because she abused my partner and me) still deserve transunity and the right to live in a world free from transphobia (yes, all legs of transphobia, too).
Transmascs that do wrong (I've mostly experienced them online) still deserve the right to live in a world without transphobia and deserve transunity.
Transneutral and all other trans people deserve the right to live in a world where there is transunity and no transphobia.
Hell, even cis and gender nonconforming (whether cis or trans or whatever) deserve transunity and to not live in a transphobic world.
If you want the world to be a better place, for the trans community to be better, then get over putting your personal shit onto whole demographics.
Why are you so for hurting that person who did you wrong that you'll gladly hurt yourself in the process? And not only yourself, but really all people?
142 notes
·
View notes
What's freakiest to me about bi/pan discourse is you won't find it anywhere else but online where a bunch of teenagers feel really called out if you're not the Model Gay and slurs are evil and send you to hell immediately. I bought my pan flag this year at pride which was very much organized by queer ppl and trans ppl, because outside of the scope of the internet, in the real world where you can touch real people (if they want it) and they can touch you back (should you want it) this is not an issue. Every queer group I'd hang out understood the nuance of language and sexuality and how it's ever evolving, growing with the number of people that understand themselves better and not every label applies to all.
But no I have to go on a blocking and unfollowing spree approximately every three months because I'm surrounded by people who hold grudges against their own without ever stopping to question why or why that's wrong.
9 notes
·
View notes
What flavor of queer are you, if that's not too invasive of a question?
question is just fine with chuck it is kind of interesting story.
on LGBTQIA trot i am TECHNICALLY two letters
easy first one is B that does not need any more explanation. that has always been my trot
second way is what i have learned through talkin with my online buds way of non-dysphoric trans. it has taken chuck LONG time to understand this but it has been fruitful journey i think. long ago chuck would post online about becoming other people or things or concepts or wrestling with my IDENTITY as a buckaroo (whether that meant becoming sweet barbara or becoming my reverse twin or becoming the entire seahawks footballs team, very handsome). in fitting with my entire heckin LIFE some buds probably thought these were jokes when they were not at all. they were just personal artistic bubbles tumbling up and popping in ways i didnt understand yet.
but through posting these thoughts and THEN writing trans tinglers and talking to my trans buds online, i started to realize there are all kinds of versions of a trans identity INCLUDING the ones that rolled around deep inside of me that i never had a name for.
three events helped chuck understand this
first: the trans buds chuck talked to while researching harriet porber said 'well i always knew if i could press a button and change my body to match my gender i would instantly do this' and chuck thought 'of course woudlnt we all do this?' and they said 'well no, do you feel this way?' and i would say 'yes very strongly'. i will FOREVER be grateful to trans community for these conversations and maybe it is another reason why being anti-gatekeeping is so important to chuck.
second: thought about all the games i have ever played like a dang videogame or a role playing game, chuck would ALWAYS choose ladybuck character. didnt really think this was a unique thing at time but it is a pattern across whole life
third: chuck was trotting around with some buds and they all said 'whose bod would you choose if you could transform into any body?' (this is common topic for chuck believe it or not.) and the buckaroo guys went around naming the usual brats pitt or handsome channing and it got to chuck and i said 'obviously brie larson' and then the dang guys just kind of stared at chuck and then i realized 'oh, i didnt even think my answer was unusual but i guess they were only talkin guy bods'
these three things happened pretty close to one another but they were all bubbling up for decades and expressed in various ways even chuck did not entirely understand
anyway. chucks way is NOT that i feel uncomfortable in my body and it does not bring me grief. i am not upset about it honestly. i do not even THINK about it most days. however, it is all TRUE and in a purely technical and utilitarian sense of A PLUS B then YES, male would not be my preferred gender.
didnt talk on this for a while because there are MANY dysphoric trans buckaroos who go through a lot of hardships and i have gone through ABSOLUTELY NONE IN THIS WAY. it has not made my life more difficult and it does not haunt me, so i do not want to have my voice drown out other trans buds who need space to shout. i am very privileged so even though technically this applies to chuck i do not need or want any bonus points.
that beings said, part of my journey on the autistic spectrum was to recognize that EVEN THOUGH my personal story is not tragic, it is still an important one to get out there onto this timeline. IN FACT there should be more stories of buckaroos who love being autistic like chuck. i am PROUD of my trot and i love my autism (this is also why i wanted to explicitly say my lead character in camp damascus is autistic)
so in the same way, when directly asked, i will say: i am technically non-dysphoric trans ALSO this has not weighed on my life at all. my story is not tragic it is full of joy and excitement. i will not shy away from this because there are all kinds of buckaroos on this spectrum.
anyway that is my VERY LONG TROT hope you enjoyed getting to know chuck a little more thank you for this question buckaroo
14K notes
·
View notes
Fun fact, “blond” is one of the few words in English that technically maintains its French-rooted gender-based spelling breakdown.
Blond = a male with blond hair
Blonde = a female with blonde hair
Blonds = more than one male blond or a mixed gender group of blonds
Blondes = and all-female group of blondes
Very few people follow this rule anymore. I doubt anyone but the worst pedant would dock you points for it if you got it wrong. But technically the rule is there. And I notice it. And try to get it right in my prose.
(Yes it applies to brunet vs brunette too)
(Now excuse me, I wrote “blond” so much that the word lost meaning to me. Blond. Blonde. Blondondondonnnddd…)
2K notes
·
View notes
honestly so much of the way we conceptualize autistic special interests is predicated on there not being anyone who shares them with us? and like. have you met humans. have you talked to any autistics. because lots of them are pretty interesting actually! and autistic people are often pretty good at infecting you with their interests so that you share them too even if you're not as motivated to fixate happily on them for their own sakes!
huge whorls of autistic-generated human communities exist, and people who aren't used to autistic people never seem to realize that Yes Those Are Also Autistics, often because people are used to autistic special interests occupying some very limited contexts like Computers because Computers were a big new societal innovation and community spinning up right when people also started thinking about autism as a Distinction Among Humans. Also Pokemon. And the Internet. Nineties kids know what I mean, eh?
anyway here are some heavily autistic communities that allistic people never seem to realize tend to concentrate autistics and be driven by them:
every non-commercial domestic animal fancy ever, including dog, cat, pigeon, chicken, and horse people; also includes a fair chunk of the commercial kinds but there are slightly less of these
fandom of any kind (for some reason--it's misogyny--no one seems to realize that this also applies to female-slanted forms of fandom focused on storytelling and modification as well as male-slanted ones that involve information curation)
religion. especially any kind that involves any kind of organization--less the charismatic ones that involve manipulating other people, more the kind that draw people interested in the way that religion works. less/more is not all/none.
kink and sexuality generally and also gender. we think a lot. it's a problem. and we get snagged on stuff. plus sensory shit ties into everything. just saying. e v e r y t h i n g.
academia. look we get. we get interested in things. if you get interested enough in things people call you an expert and sometimes they give you money. money is nice. it lets you buy more objects of special interest.
acting. we wear masks all the fucking time and we get caught up in it. which makes you think about structure, eh?
comedy. ditto.
building shit. admittedly the allistics have largely noticed that engineers concentrate us by now but it has taken a surprisingly long time to realize that this also applies to other, older crafts.
fibercrafts and textiles. what about "we like textures and also figuring out how things work" is a surprise to you. also math. again the answer to how the allistics keep failing to notice this one is "there's lots of ladies in there."
I bet I'm missing plenty that I'm just not thinking of but my god, man, look at how many of these things touch us! look at how they shape our understanding of one another and ourselves! how cool is that
839 notes
·
View notes
we're at an amusement park after we surprised our child with a trip for the summer after a long year of homeschooling. the noises are often overwhelming but i have my noise reducing headphones on my ears and my service dog to keep me at ease. i watch our little darling of a child skid down the red slide in the playground just outside as i reach my arms out to catch them only to scoop them up and give them kisses on the cheek and relishing in their laughter, a joy i seldom remember experiencing when i was their age. you laugh with me and you gently take our honeybee into your arms and congratulate them for how brave they were for having the courage to go down the big slide. although this child is of neither of our bloodlines, we love them just the same, with their beaming eyes and toothy grins and their eagerness to learn more and the traditional native braids in their hair. i'm immediately reminded of the way we fell in love before when we once came here years ago.
their tiny hand pulls on my fingers and asks me to push them on the swings. being the loving and adoring parent i am, i happily oblige without second thoughts. "higher!" their high pitched voice shrills and i do my best to make them ascend higher into the sky, anything to make them fly and smile, instead of being a bird in a cage as i was.
if i were to be asked several years ago if i would ever be a parent, i would scoff and decline adamantly at the thought of having a child after not having accomplished my goals and would only adopt a child after i was ready to live a life no longer solely for myself but for a greater purpose and after i'm married, financially stable and have completely matured and dealt with previous traumas so i wouldn't inflict those same traumas onto an innocent child and breaking the generational curse of trauma, poverty and martyrdom. in time this child softens me in a way most individuals do not and i want to give them everything i never had, the childhood i never experienced. while i never needed nor required a relationship nor a partner to be happy, this is still a blissful reality and i want to savor every moment of it.
we plant and continue to sow and water the seeds of unconditional love into our child's life, and love blossoms, the type of love that neither of us truly experienced. we are their safe place and although i pray that their world will never come crashing down, i know their first thought will be "it's okay because at least i have my parents with me to help get me through this", and our household is filled with playfulness and laughter. we do our best to give them everything we never had growing up and everything they could ever ask for: strong, stable, consistent, kind, loving and mature parents who look out for their child who won't walk away, judge or abandon them, someone who's willing to give stern, gentle and loving guidance, someone sturdy, strong and dependable when times are difficult and the storm is just outside our doorstep, the ones who earns their child's respect for raising them to be more than what they thought they could be, and most of all, a good example, a safe and loving environment where they could be encouraged to be whoever they want to be.
no more violent anger, no more explosive rage, no more slamming doors, no more raised voices, no more shouting matches to set the house ablaze, no more cocaine laced in veins and breath reeking of alcohol, escapism and tragedy. healed parents create healed children that create a healed generation and the seven generations after that, you come towards us with cotton candy much to our child's delight and glee, and as all four of us walk into the entrance of the amusement park to look at the towering ferris wheel above us, i come to a realization and an epiphany: this is pure, unadulterated joy.
0 notes