So having chatted about it today, let me delve into Kugo’s gay side. It is not frowned upon, homosexuality was even a thing in the past of Japan, like by the Samurai. But it still can have some sort of taboo vibes, you won’t really talk about it openly. To sum it super roughly up.
Either way, he actually bi (but gay, feels sometimes like a term for it all, idk) but right now, I want to talk about his preference for guys, which clearly went downhill once he got older, considering how fixated he is on women then. As kid, he always got more along with boys, he could be more honest with them and not hold back, girls need to be treated respectfully and nicely, that much could his mother still teach him before she left and with that, he clearly lost an important role in his life (considering there was no one anymore who would really bother to tell him what is okay and what is not, his father certainly did not)
Some early hints had been there, he actually liked dressing up in more fancy stuff. His mother sure caught him more than once playing with her dresses. Reminder, she is from India, of course, she owns some sari and fancy garments with a lot of patterns, glitter and everything. Any kid would love that. Both his parents were slightly irked about it, considering apart of it, Kugo acted like a typical boy. Though to that age, still more friendly. He was a cute kid, got mostly along nicely with the others
// We all know Kugo is pale as fuck in canon, but surely you have noticed, I have been drawing him more darker since a while, due to his indian side (a hc), so definitely need to fix my about evtl. Looking at documentaries, stories, Mixed Race in Japan have it sometimes harder too, some are lucky, some are not and have to face actual discrimination.
Perhaps, he even used the lipstick of his mother once, just being playful, curious and sure as hell finding it pretty. This was eventually not tolerated anymore, though the reasons as of why, still confused him, though he had to admit, he had not met any other boy yet, who held the same interest. Kugo was not the deep thinker now though and would not really question himself. He was simply different, that was all. Also when his mother left, there was nothing left from her belongings anymore. Since then, he was pissed at his parents anyway and adapted a more rebellious style. But you can still experience his love for fancy outfits & such later. Not really on himself anymore, but on others. He loves make-up on women and revealing outfits, but also less revealing, if they are very nicely decorated like a sari and even kimono, which he won’t admit so quickly. Also he developed a certain liking towards roleplay, even slipping into specific outfit for it. Seeing men with make-up irritates him, that this is really something they still do now, but if it looks good, he gonna like it but if it is too much, nope. Not anymore. I think a Drag Queen could intimidate him as they usually look super fancy and over-done but are prideful as heck in what they do. His deep respect for that, personally he actually started to care about society, trying to keep up a certain image of a man. But also for himself, for him it embodies strength and certainly (due to society) more people will take him more seriously. The most fancy stuff you will see him wearing now are fancy, colourful shirts, which can have all kind of pattern but he actually prefers flowers. With still wearing mostly dark clothing though, it will remain rather subtle.
As he became older, it became more clear to him, that he really preferred the company of other boys more than girls. Though, he would still interact with some girls too, of course and find them pretty. But on a more emotional level, he felt at first closer to boys.
This was not something, he had ever really voiced to his father or to anyone, though there was the small desire to share it. And sometimes there was indeed the wish his father would care more about him again.
His first crush, he had with 16 and that was a 19 year old boy called Jian. More here. Either way, after that relationship ended, he was devastated, as he had actually loved him, though if it really was real in the end is another question, he really is never too sure but he definitely knows, that Jian had been important to him and that he had enjoyed to be with him. After him, Kugo would maybe still try his luck with boys, but more on a sexual level but his confidence was certainly slacking. He could perfectly make out with them, but if it ever came to the actual act, he got difficulties or even left. Too much pressure, while he was not loving them now, it was still important to him (as he is a pleaser - despite his ego, or especially because of his ego - because what kind of man would he be, if he does not manage to please his partner?) And for the act, he really lacked the confidence and experience, so it was always a bit weird too.
In the end, he would still flirt but even that became a rarity as he began to focus on girls from now on and that had been a far more pleasant experience, and easier. Must sound bit weird now, but their genital is certainly more made to be entered than the ass. Additionally, he felt more in control, even if a girl were more on the dominant side, though he developed a tendency to avoid those. One can still catch him off guard if done well.
Thanks to all the women though, he also became more confident in gay sex again (but it really was a rarity in his life), though it is still possible to notice a certain insecurity and he would never bed a male virgin (unless they turn out to be the love of his life), for that he really is not the best partner in his opinion. He really targets more experienced men then, reasons he developed a liking for slightly more older ones then. By guys, he really searches for more experienced ones. Younger types only, when they got a punk look, that is a style, he is still secretly (or not) weak to, but even there, preferably someone more experienced, who has no issue to prepare themselves.
Kugo is not overly open about that side, though if it comes up, he will talk casually about it, but yeah otherwise, he will rarely mention his affairs with guys, he really speaks more of all the women he has dated, rarely dropping any hints about any guys. Even if he talks about his one love/crush, which is rare, he tends to hide his gender at first. He is not ashamed of this side, liking men, but he is not living it so much out either anymore.
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All The Glitters | Part One | ao3 Link
An UnReal/The Bachelor deancas au
Dean’s ass was numb. There was a shooting pain in his back and he was seriously sure that there was glitter stuck in his eye. That was sadly nothing new. That was just his life. His phone had been buzzing nonstop for the past fifteen minutes but from the position he was lying in, there was no way of reaching it.
Most twenty-seven-year-old men wouldn’t spend an evening lying on the floor of a limo while talking to a bunch of single, probably desperate, women. Dean, however, was used to it. He’d done it for so many years now that it was like second nature to him. It was more natural to him than breathing.
“Dean? Hey, Dean? Is the limo going to be stopping anytime soon? I really need to go to the bathroom.”
Dean lifted his head to see which one of the girls had spoken. Amelia. A tall, composed woman with ‘wife material’ practically stamped across her forehead. Dean could see why Josie selected her for the show.
“Can you hold it? We’re five minutes out.” Dean said from his position on the floor of the limo.
“Dean, this dress cost me $375. I do not want to pee on it.” Amelia said in a near whine. Dean wasn’t surprised that she needed to pee. They had been stuck in the fucking limo for over an hour already.
“If I distract you with who the suitor is will you hold it in?” Dean asked. Amelia sighed but nodded her head. With a flourish Dean held up a headshot of the current suitor for the show. “Castiel Collins, son of Dmitri Collins and heir to the entire family fortune. They’re the fifth richest family in America. If Daddy’s latest business deal goes through they’ll probably become the third richest.” The girls all squealed or made impressed sounds.
“Ok, I’ll say it. He’s a handsome guy.” Another girl said. Rachel. Dean had read her file and knew that she was studying to be a civil rights lawyer. Far too smart for the damn show. “What do you think Dean?” Rachel then asked. “Handsome right?”
“I’m not ending up with a ring on my finger.” Dean said. “I don’t have an opinion.” Ok, he had to admit that Castiel was a handsome fucker.
“We’re still going to ask you. You’re our producer.” Anna Milton said. She was pale and willowing with long red hair. From her file Dean knew she was also a lawyer. It was a surprise to have so many smart women on one season.
“Dean, is it true that one of the girls was sent home last year for screwing a cameraman?” Ruby asked. She was all legs, dark hair and devilish eyes. She was the clear frontrunner to become the show’s ‘Bitch’. She would be a rating goldmine.
“That really happened?” Amelia asked. Ruby nodded.
“Oh yeah, she banged one of the cameramen and then got thrown out. It was all over the internet.” Ruby said, sounding far too amused by the whole thing. Dean sighed and tried to ignore the conversation. “That’s true, right Dean?” Ruby pressed.
“Fine. Yes, it’s true. Don’t fuck any of the crew. Simple as that.” Dean said.
“Winchester where the hell are you? Limo one is duller than dishwater so I need your girls now!” Josie’s voice came screaming into his earpiece.
“We’re five minutes out.” Dean said into his mic. Five minutes and I’ll be back in the madness. Dean thought to himself. As the limo drove over a speed bump champagne was splashed onto his head.
“We’ve got five hours of hard night left Dean, we need these girls now!” Josie yelled back.
“We’re five minutes out Josie. Outside of shoving a firework up the driver’s ass, we’re still gonna be five minutes out.” Dean said with a heavy sigh. “We’re gonna do one last tits and teeth check. There’s not gonna be a stray eyelash or rogue nipple in sight.” Dean promised.
“God, I fucking love you Winchester. Welcome back.” Josie said.
Yeah, he was definitely back to the madness.
The madness was Eternal Love. America’s number one dating show and a cultural smash. This had been his life, his whole world for the past eight years. He’d started as a shitty little intern at the age of nineteen and risen through the ranks to, finally, become the head producer. It helped that the showrunner and creator of the show, Josie Sands, loved him and basically treated him like a husband/son hybrid. Ok that was fucked up but Josie was the best in the business. She was driven, powerful and just a tiny bit scary. Ok, a lot scary. She had made interns piss themselves before.
“Hey Dean? Is there any members of the crew we can screw?” Ruby asked looking down at him, if she moved her leg even just a bit then Dean would have been able to see right up her dress. He really hoped that wouldn’t happen or that she was actually wearing underwear. “You know, just in case we get lonely or bored and Mr Moneybags doesn’t put out.”
“Honestly?” Dean asked. Ruby nodded sagely. “Don’t bother trying to screw the AD, he’s my brother and his fiancée Jess will make you all look like drag queens. She’s the head makeup artists.” Dean said. “If you get caught screwing a cameraman then you’re out. The showrunner is a woman and will eat you alive. Don’t think about fucking a producer so you can stay in the show, it never works.”
“So basically we can’t screw anyone?” Ruby asked, her eyebrow cocked sky high.
“Basically, yeah.” Dean said.
“Not even you?” She asked.
“I’d like to see you try sweetheart. I prefer dick to whatever you’re offering.” Dean said. All the girls looked down at him with surprised looks. “What? Oh yeah, like a straight guy would spend eight years giving a shit about this business.” He added while several of the girls snickered.
“Winchester, we’re a minute out.” The driver’s voice filled his ears.
“Josie, we’re a minute out.” Dean said.
“Thank fuck for that. The last limo of girls were the dullest bunch. Won’t last until the second episode. Get your skanks here now.” Josie replied.
“You girls ready?” Dean asked.
“I still need to pee.” Amelia whined.
“We’re a minute away, I promise. As soon as you meet Castiel you can sprint and piss.” Dean said.
“Fuck! Winchester stop the fucking limo! Move your toned ass out the damn car and get here now!” Josie screamed into Dean’s ear. Dean jolted from his spot on the floor. All five girls in the limo stared at him. Amelia, Rachel, Ruby, Anna and Daphne all stared at him with questioning looks.
“What’s wrong?” Dean said into his mic.
“That fucking drippy idiot intern lost the suitor!” Josie screamed.
“Frank!” Dean yelled to the driver. “Stop the limo!” The limo screeched to stop and everyone whined. “Everyone stay in the car.”
“Dean I really have to pee.” Amelia said. Dean glared at her. “Don’t look at me like that, I have to pee.”
“There’s bushes outside. If you have to go then go in the bush.” Dean said as hauled his body out the limo.
“Dean, I went to Yale. I am not going to the bathroom in a bush.” Amelia snapped.
“Yeah well my brother went to Stanford and he’s pissed behind most of these bushes.”
“The makeup artist is a lucky girl.” Ruby quipped.
“Right everyone hand over your phones, I won’t have time before you meet Castiel.”
“We don’t have our phones?” Ruby asked.
“Have you seen this fucking show before?” Dean snapped holding out his hands. “You get them back when you are kicked off the show or win.”
“So I’ll get it back when I win.” Ruby said. Dean rolled his eyes and turned to an intern who had sprung up outside the limo.
“Don’t let these girls leave this limo. If you do, Josie will kill you.” Dean said and took everyone’s phones off them before he slammed the limo door shut and took off in the run towards the Eternal Love mansion. He knew the place like the back of his hand. He spent every waking hour there when the show was filming and had done for eight years.
“Thank Jesus fucking Christ!” He heard Josie scream when he can running towards the driveway to the mansion. Lighting, cameras and members of the crew were everywhere. Several of the interns or cameramen stared at Dean. After last year, he really wasn’t too surprised.
“What happened?” Dean asked looking around. He could see several of the girls already standing around, jackets from the crew members thrown over their glitter covered evening dresses. “Someone lost the suitor?” He asked Josie. Her flaming red hair was all over the place and she looked as if she was about to murder someone.
“I am never trusting interns ever again. I was fucking blessed with you.” Josie snapped. “I put that new skinny one, I don’t know her name, on ‘suitor watch’ and she lost him. She lost him Dean. How can you lose a whole person?” She asked. Without even taking a breath Josie turned to face the rest of the crew. “If there is not a latte in my hand in less than a minute I will fire you all.” Her face was almost as red as her hair. “I will fire you all then destroy you. I know this mansion more than I know my vagina. I know where to bury your fucking bodies.”
“Josie, chill out. I can sort it.” Dean said. “Someone get her a damn latte and make sure it has three sweet-n-low in it and no foam!” He yelled to the crew. Three interns were already running off to the coffee cart.
“And a cigarette.” Josie said.
“You’re quitting.” Dean said. Josie’s nostrils flared. “And someone get her a box of Marlboros! Menthol!” Yet more assistants and interns went scurrying. “I’ll find him. I promise.” Dean said back to Josie. She gave him a rare smile, which still looked kind of scary, and let out a sigh.
“I love you Winchester. Fucking love you.” Josie said. Dean switched his radio over to Sam and Jess’ channel as he hurried over to wardrobe. “Have you seen our suitor anywhere?” he asked them.
“Nah, sorry Dean. I haven’t seen him since I did a quick powder on his face.” Jess, his brother’s fiancée and head of the makeup department, said. “Try wardrobe.”
“Scratch that Jess.” Came Dean’s brother Sam’s voice. “I saw him storming off towards the lake. Looked really pissed Dean so you better run.”
“Thanks Sammy.” Dean said quickly as he switched back to Josie’s main channel. Mainly to tell Josie but also so he didn’t have to hear his brother bitch him out for calling him ‘Sammy’. “Suitor’s by the lake. I’m gonna grab him.” Dean told Josie. “Got your coffee?”
“Yes and it is shit. I can’t trust anyone but you Winchester.” Josie replied. “I don’t care how you do it, just get my suitor back.” One day Josie’s head was just going to explode from stress. Dean would probably have to clean it up too. He didn’t complain too much because he had been a producer on the show ever since he was twenty-four. He didn’t know anyone else in the industry who had been given a producer role at such a young age. Without fucking their boss that was.
Taking off in a sprint Dean hurried over to the grand lake situated about five minutes away from the mansion. It didn’t take long to spot Castiel Collins. He was the only one who was here. Sat on a large rock, a trail of cigarette smoke curling above his head. When he heard Dean approaching his head whipped around.
“I am not going back to that madness.” He said quickly. “Who are you?” Castiel asked when finally looked at Dean’s face. His photos really hadn’t done him justice. The guy was a handsome motherfucker with dark hair, tanned skin and incredibly blue eyes. Even if he turned out to be the world’s biggest asshole the viewers would still love him.
Every woman in America is going to have dripping panties from the very first episode. That was how Josie had put it. She was kind of right.
“Hey, I’m Dean Winchester. I’m the head producer for the show. In fact, that makes me your producer.” That was sort of a lie. Normally Josie oversaw the suitors but Dean thought he would try his best to establish some respect from Castiel. “Mind if I sit down?” He asked.
“Are you going to make me go back there?” Castiel asked. Dean finally noticed how deep the guy’s voice was. He’d always been a sucker for deep voices. The female contestants would be ripping each other apart just to hear Castiel speak.
“Dude, you’re a human being. I can’t make you do anything you don’t want to do.” Dean said. “So, can I sit? I promise I won't try to make you go back there.”
“Fine.” Castiel said. Dean slowly walked over and sat down on the rock, right next to Castiel. “Want one?” Castiel asked holding out a crumpled packet of cigarettes. “I rarely ever smoke but this seemed like an appropriate time.”
“Sure.” Dean said. Castiel lit him a cigarette and handed it over. “This show makes anyone smoke like a chimney. My brother, he’s the assistant director, used to smoke like a fucking fiend until he met his fiancée.” Dean said. “So…what’s wrong man?”
“That show, it is crazy. It’s crazy.” Castiel said shaking his head.
“Yeah, it kind of is.” Dean said in agreement. Even after eight years he still found the show crazy.
“And that red-haired woman…”
“Josie?”
“Yes. She’s a piece of work.” Castiel said with a shake of his head. “Honestly, I don’t know why I’m here.”
“You’re Dmitri Collins’ son right?” Dean asked even though he knew everything about Castiel. It was his job to know everything. Castiel nodded his head. “He wants to buy part of the network doesn’t he? My boss, Josie, told me so. That must be why you’re here.” It was also because Castiel was one of the most eligible bachelors in the country but Dean wasn’t sure how Castiel would react to that.
“That sounds correct to me.” Castiel said between drags of his cigarette. “I just…I don’t know what on earth I am doing here. I’ve never watched this moronic show, no offence-”
“None taken man, I only watch this show because I work on it.” Dean said.
“Well I’ve never watched the show and I certainly don’t think I’m going to find love on a reality show.” Castiel said. “The whole idea just seems absurd.” He muttered as he glanced back towards the mansion. “The first car full of women…they just seemed to be here because of the cameras.”
Dean sighed heavily because that was true. They had a lot of contestants who only came onto the show to help their careers or to get exposure. Several of them went far, mainly because they were rating gold, while others didn’t make it past the third week.
“Look, I know that most people think that this show is just a load of bullshit and half the time they’re right. You’ve got a chance to find love, there are some pretty awesome women here. My limo was full of great girls.”
“This sounds like you’re trying to get me to go back to that mansion.” Castiel said warily.
“I’m just giving you my opinion. I mean, my job is on the line here but whatever. If you don’t want to be here then I can just go and get the standby guy.”
“There is a standby suitor?” Castiel asked. Dean nodded.
“Yeah, he’s some kind of doctor. Saved a load of dying kids in Africa.” Dean lied. There was no standby suitor but if it got Castiel back to the mansion then he was going to say anything. “Total ‘dreamboat’.” Dean said. He watched Castiel sit and think for several minutes.
“Dean! Where the fuck are you? Have you got him yet?” Josie screamed into his ear.
“Yeah, give me a minute Josie.”
“We’re losing hard light Dean!” Josie screamed.
“Give me a minute.” Dean snapped back. He knew if anyone else snapped at Josie then they would have been broken in half like a twig. Dean, however, could actually get away with it. “Can you make sure the standby suitor is on set?”
“Standby? Oh you fucking genius.” Josie replied.
“So we can head back now and you can hand things over to the other guy.” Dean said to Castiel. He pulled himself up off the rock, flicked his cigarette away, and turned back to Castiel. “You coming?” He asked. Castiel nodded and soon they were walking back to the mansion. Dean could see interns running around like headless chickens. When they spotted Dean and Castiel they looked even more frantic. Josie had probably dropped the ‘standby suitor’ bomb. Obviously, none of them had a clue what she was on about.
They were near the driveway when Castiel stopped Dean. “If I agree to do this then I want full control. I won’t do anything that I don’t want to do.” Castiel said. His voice was full of determination and Dean could tell that Castiel wasn’t a man to take any of Josie’s shit. She wouldn’t be able to the control him in the same way she had controlled the past suitors. “Can you promise me that?” Castiel asked Dean. That was a lot to ask of him.
“Dude, you’re gonna be told what to do a lot of the time. If you don’t want to do it then simply don’t do it.” Dean said. It would piss Josie off so much but Dean was willing to say anything if it meant Castiel staying on the show.
“Hey Deano! Found the runaway yet?” The voice of the show’s host, Gabriel, interrupted their conversation. Dean turned and saw the host waltzing towards him. Gabriel had hosted the show from the very beginning. He irritated Josie to no end but the viewers adored his quick wit and easy going personality.
“Yeah, he’s right here. We can get this show back on the road.” Dean said nodding over to Castiel. “I’m going to the control room to oversee everything.” He glanced over at Castiel. “If you need me for anything then just yell, ok?”
“Yes, thank you Dean.” Castiel said with a slight twitch of his lips that could have been a smile. Gabriel led him away back to the driveway while Dean hurried over to the control room. As he walked he saw several members of the crew continue to stare at him. He was half tempted to flip them off but he knew better at the end of the day.
Inside the control room. Josie was stood with the remains of her latte. Her steely eyes fixed on the monitors. Interns scurried around while the other producers were sat in their chairs, notepads in front of them and eager looks on their faces.
“Winchester!” Charlie Bradbury, a fellow producer, called out when she saw him. “You’re back.”
“Like I could leave this hellhole.” Dean quipped as he walked over to her and gave her a quick kiss on the forehead.
“I wouldn’t have done this shit without you.” Charlie said.
“I wouldn’t let him even if he tried.” Josie said. “What’s the situation with the suitor?” She asked Dean, it was always business with Josie.
“It’s fine. I’ve got him back but I don’t think he’s going to respond to anyone else trying to produce him. It’s going to have to be me.” Dean said. Everyone stared at him. Josie had always been in charge of the suitors. True, Dean was the head producer but the role of producing the suitor had always fallen onto the showrunner.
“Are you sure you can handle that?” Josie asked, her eyebrow cocked. “Because if you fuck it up then the network will want you gone. I won’t have any say in the matter.” She meant that as well. Their network had final say over the show and if Dean screwed up in any way then he would end up without a job. That was a lot of pressure to have on his shoulders.
“I’m not going to fuck it up Josie, I promise.” Dean said. Josie gave him a long look, her mind was probably going over the previous year but shrugged her shoulders. She threw up her hands then threw herself back into her chairs.
While Dean got comfortable next to Charlie his eyes wandered to the huge board behind them. Every headshot of the girls appearing on the show was stuck onto the board, along with who was producing them and comments Josie had included. Under Dean’s name were photos of Amelia, Ruby, Anna, Rachel and Daphne along with Josie’s notes. Under Ruby’s photo, the word ‘VILLAIN’ was plain to see.
“Ok, let’s get this show back on the road. Cue limo!” Josie yelled into her mic. The limo housing Dean’s girls drove up the driveway. It came to a stop not far away from Castiel, who still looked incredibly nervous. “This is opening night! Let’s give them fantasy, love and…I don’t know a glitter unicorn and magical fucking vaginas.”
“Very poetic.” Charlie muttered.
“It doesn’t matter, this is all a bunch of crap anyway.” Josie said rolling her eyes. “Love and all that bullshit that America chomps down with a spoon.”
“Someone didn’t get that glitter unicorn she wanted when she was little.” Balthazar, a fellow producer muttered.
“Suck my dick Balthazar.” Josie snapped. “Come on, let’s get these girls in here so America can believe in love again!” She yelled.
“First girl, go.” Dean said into his own mic. The limo door opened and Anna gracefully stepped out. Several members of the crew let out whistled. She was gorgeous, Dean wasn’t about to lie and say she wasn’t. She rocked the willowy red head look for all it was worth and the deep green of her floor length ball gown looked great on camera.
“Damn, we know how to pick them.” Josie said as Anna glided towards Castiel, her smile lighting up the whole screen. “Stats!”
“Anna Milton. She’s twenty-six from Ohio and is training to be a human rights lawyer.” Dean said, quoting her file that he had memorised. “She’s an only child and paints in her spare time. She’s actually a really good artist, I saw a few of her drawings earlier on.”
“Plus she was ‘wife’ material stamped on her forehead.” Josie said. Charlie rolled her eyes because as soon as a girl was classed as wife material she was guaranteed to stay several weeks. On the screen Anna had pulled Castiel into a hug, her smile beaming.
“Hi, I’m Anna. It’s lovely to meet you.” Anna said, her voice strong but warm.
“It’s lovely to meet you too Anna.” Castiel said, smiling at her politely. Dean could still see the nerves in Castiel’s eyes but his smiled looked genuine and Dean knew the audience would eat this up.
“Someone shove a firecracker up his ass.” Josie muttered.
“I’m really excited to meet you Castiel.” Anna said on the screen, her smile bright.
“Thank you…you look stunning.” Castiel said as he gave Anna a kiss on the cheek.
“She should do, that dress looks like it cost a fucking fortune.” Charlie said.
“Her mother made it actually.” Dean said from his seat. “They’re really close and her mom made her a lot of her clothes.”
“How do you know all this shit?” Balthazar asked.
“I was stuck in a car with them for over an hour. I know shit loads about my girls.”
“That reminds me, if you’re producing Castiel then you have to go over his file.” Josie said as she watched several screens at once. Dean nodded as Anna walked into the mansion and the next contestant stepped out the limo. Ruby grinned at Castiel she strode over to him.
“And here’s my villain.” Josie said as she looked over Ruby in her skin tight black dress. “Winchester, tell me about her.”
“Ruby Cortese, she’s twenty four and from Nebraska but now lives in L.A. She’s currently a waitress.” Dean said. “She’s basically a bitch on heat.” He added. “She’s already said that she’d ‘shank a bitch’ to get to the final two.”
“That would be damn good television.” Charlie said.
“Well hello gorgeous.” Ruby said as she looked over Castiel and instantly went in for a kiss. Castiel looked utterly taken aback.
“Nice. Who told her to do that?” Josie asked.
“Me, I mentioned to her that Castiel likes the whole public display of affection.”
“Does he?” An intern asked.
“Who fucking cares? This makes for good TV. The audience will hate her. It’s fantastic. Well done Winchester.” Josie said with a grin like a Cheshire cat.
“He looks like a rabbit caught in headlights.” Charlie said.
“If her dress was any shorter then he’d be caught in her vagina.” Balthazar quipped from his seat. Josie chuckled with laughter but didn’t say anything else. Dean could tell that she was already planning several scenarios with Ruby being a bitch.
Ruby sauntered off, giving Castiel a wink as she went, while Amelia glided out the car. Her dress looked good on camera and Dean could see the words ‘Wife Material’ practically stamped on her forehead.
“Stats!”
“Amelia Everett. She’s twenty-nine and from Chicago. She has a dead husband and a two-year-old daughter.” Dean said. He’d actually had a long conversation with Amelia about her daughter. Her name was Claire and she was Amelia’s whole world.
“Excellent, we can milk that for all it’s worth.” Josie said. From anyone else that would have been a sickening comment but this was Josie. Dean was used to it by now.
The rest of Dean’s girls made their introductions to Castiel. They were soon followed by Charlie and Balthazar’s girls. There were nonstop comments all the while.
“Those are some bad fake boobs.”
“Why did you give me this girl Josie? She’ll be lucky to last the night.”
All the while Dean could see that Castiel was nervous and really didn’t want to be there. Once all the girls had made their introductions Gabriel swooped in to announce that the cocktail party would start straight away.
“And cut!” Josie yelled. “Right, everyone get your asses down there and produce the shit out of your girls. I want drinks and hands at all times and killer fucking TV or I’ll rip your balls off. Protect the wives, pickle all the other girls. You get cash bonuses for nudity, cat fights and a promotion if we need to call 911.” She caught Dean’s eye and motioned him to follow her into her office. Dean pulled himself out his chair and went off after Josie. “You ok?” Josie asked once they were in her office.
“Uh…yeah…why?” Dean asked.
“Because you’re back in this shit storm even after last year.” Josie pointed out. “Look, I know I’m not all fuzzy and full of happy but you’re my little warrior. I need my knight by my side during this bullshit. I need to know you’re ok.”
“Last year…last year was bullshit but I’m ok. I promise.” Dean said as he desperately tried not to think about the year before.
“I’m pissed that Castiel wants you to produce him but I’m going to let it slide. You’re my second in command so I suppose you can handle it.”
“Thanks Josie.”
“Now go and produce the skanks and shove a firecracker up Collins’ ass. He’s ‘dreamy’ but boring.” Josie said dismissing Dean with a wave.
“You have such a way with words.” Dean muttered as he walked out the office. He quickly made his way to the huge patio area where the introduction cocktail party was happening. Already every single one of the ladies had a large drink in their hands. Dean spotted Anna and Rachel talking to one another while Amelia and Daphne were talking to a few of Charlie’s girls. Ruby was stood talking to a few of Balthazar’s girls with a smirk on her face.
“You know, she made me adjust her make up three times.” Jess, Sam’s fiancée, said as she walked up to Dean. The makeup artists were always on hand for emergency lip gloss application. “And she keeps making eyes at Sam.”
“Hey, I told all of them that the AD was off limits.” Dean said. Jess gave him a thankful look before her face turned sad. “Before you ask, I’m fine. Seriously Jess, I am fine.” Dean said quickly before Jess could say anything. True, Sam and Jess had been amazing after the shit storm of last year but Dean was done talking about it. “Come on, I’ve got a job to do.” He added as he looked over the girls.
“Suitor coming on set!” An intern said through Dean’s earpiece. Seconds later Gabriel came walking out onto the patio. All the girls cheered and clapped. Gabriel soaked it all in with a huge grin. He was made for TV. Dean had always thought that they had hit the jackpot when casting Gabriel as the host.
“Ladies, Castiel is on his way and he’s very excited to get to know all of you a bit better.” Gabriel said. “So enjoy yourselves and later on we will be having our first rose ceremony.” All the girls clapped at that but looked nervous. The rose ceremony was a big thing. The suitor would give roses to the women he wanted to keep on the show each week. Dean had seen many women cry over the years when they hadn’t been given a rose.
While Gabriel was hyping up the contestants Dean went into the house to find Castiel. Castiel was stood waiting for his cue. Though, by the look on his face it was as if he were walking to his death. Dean gave him a quick smile as he hurried over to him.
“You ok dude?” Dean asked him.
“This is a circus. When this is all over, remind me that I greatly dislike my father.” Castiel said with a shake of his head.
“Hey I get that. I got daddy issues coming out the wazoo.” Dean said. “But you ok? Gabe is going to announce you in a minute then you have to go out there a schmooze.”
“Fantastic.” Castiel muttered sarcastically.
“Look, I know this really isn’t your thing but America eats this shit up. They love this goddamn show. Just smile, flirt with the girls and make a good show then the world is your oyster.” Dean said. This felt weird, it was the first time that a suitor hadn’t been interested in the show.
“You’re selling a lie though, you understand that right? Do any of the people on this show actually find love?” Yeah, the cameraman and that bitch from last year Dean thought before he pushed that thought to the back of his mind.
“Last year’s couple are still together. They’re planning a Christmas wedding. A couple from a few years ago are now expecting a kid. Sure, some of them break up after but sometimes they actually find love and all that bullshit.”
“Do you actually believe that?” Castiel asked him.
“Fuck no.” Dean said with a snort. “I do this job because I’m fucking good at it. Now come on, I’ll be out there coaching you if you need it.” He added.
“Let me introduce to you this year’s Eternal Love suitor, Castiel Collins!” They heard Gabriel said from outside.
“Showtime.” Dean said practically pushing Castiel out the door. He quickly hurried out a side door to watch the drama unfold. All the girls cheered when Castiel came and greeted them. Charlie, Balthazar and other producers flitted around off camera.
Dean was walking over towards his girls when he spotted a familiar jawline. A very familiar jawline. The owner of that jawline was holding a steady cam and focusing on a few of the girls. What the fuck? What the actual fuck?
“Jack?” Dean asked, hoping and praying that it wasn’t him. The guy turned towards him and Dean felt his heart drop towards his stomach. It was him. It was fucking him. What the hell was he doing here? Josie had fired him the year before. Jack carefully put down his steady cam.
“Hey Dean.” Jack said. Fuck, he still sounded exactly the same.
“What the hell are you doing here?” Dean asked him. They hadn’t spoken since Jack had been fired and Dean really wasn’t keen on talking to him now. Still, he wanted to know why the fuck Jack was here.
“My job?” Jack guessed motioning to the steady cam.
“Josie fired your ass.”
“Yeah well Crowley brought me back. Apparently, I’m the best cameraman you guys have.” Jack said looking embarrassed. Fucking Crowley. Fergus Crowley was the creator of the show, Josie’s boss and the biggest dick on the face of the planet. “So…how have you been?”
“Fantastic.” Dean said sarcastically. Jack’s brows creased together at Dean’s tone and he couldn’t help but let out a snort. “Did you think I’d be happy to see you?” He asked.
“It’s been a year Dean, more than enough time to get over something.”
“Over something? That’s what you want to call it? Bullshit.” Dean said. “Why did you even come back here? Everyone knows what you did and they fucking hate you for it.”
“I’m here to do my job Dean. Josie might have fired me but I’m back, I am here to do my job.” Jack said trying to square up against Dean. It didn’t work seeing as Jack was a good few inches shorter than Dean.
“Yeah and I’m here to do my job so fuck off.” Dean snapped.
“This is boring Dean. I want good interviews with the girls now.” Josie said in Dean’s earpiece.
“Got it.” Dean said turning away from Jack and heading off to find his girls. “Now you can tell me why the fuck Jack is here.”
“Jack? As in Jack? Jack is here? What the fuck? I fired his bastard ass last year after he turned out to be the world’s biggest jackass.”
“Yeah well, apparently Crowley brought him back.” Dean snapped.
“That bastard.” Josie snarled. “Right I’ll sort it, you won’t have to see him again if you don’t want to.” She said. “Now get me some good TV.” Josie might have been a calculating bitch but she looked after Dean. If that meant destroying the bastard ex-fiancé who cheated on Dean with a contestant then that’s what she had to do.
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