#you got less than 3 days

[hecateisalesbian]

Alright fuckers if this gets 5 4 5 THOUSAND notes before midnight new years eve(Central American time) I’ll actually start doing the things that I want/should do

including:

basic self care

actually staying on top of chores

writing the mbalwjjsoqjjwillion fanfics

expand ALL my au’s

finish most of the art pieces that are sitting as wips

and more

WHAT THE HELL I LEFT FOR 5 MINUTES TO TALK TO MY MOM WHATAUWKJSJWJBDBNSA

NO MORE REPLIES

NO MKRE

ALSO NICE KUNG POW PENIS

yall really wanna make this fun

get this to 10k and I’ll start and begin posting a fic by the end of January

#try me i dare you #you got less than 3 days #Should’ve specified New Year’s Eve lol #Lowering the stakes

[icewindandboringhorror]

sneepy cozy....

#cats #(medical stuff mention for tags) #poasting confortable image of boye for peace and serenity and such forthe #I have little weird episodes sometimes where I get shaky (but like violently like 'would spill a drink if you were holding it beacuse #your hands are moving so much' type shaky) and weird and sick feeling but usually it passes in an hour or less. but last night I just #literally couldnt sleep I was shaking so much and my heartrate was up a ton and wouldn't go down even after like 6 hours plus super nausea #so I went to the hospital and now shall wear a heart monitor for a week. which hopefully it's just some weird drastic low blood sugar #event or something and there's nothing actually going on. ekg + ct scan for blod clots + virus panel + almost all of the blood work seems #normal so... aa....... #Though me being so privacy focused hrggh... I basically have a constantly bluetooth connected device around me #since the monitor comes with a cell phone that is constantly transmitting data to the place. which they said they'll call you #if they see anything weird which is also scary. random phone calls... but definitely better than letting an issue go unadressed lol #the phone is also not meant to be more than 10 feet away from the monitor at any time so I put on this old tactical fishing #vest thing thats like navy green with 100 pockets and im just using one of the giant pocketson the side as a phone holder #my enormous silly vest just to keep one little phone #ANYWAY... because I got up early the morning before and didn't sleep at all and spent nearly all day in waiting rooms and such #I have been awake for like 32 hours striaght. which I'm sure also does not help with an elevated heartrate lol #feeling shrimp emotions or whatever people talk about unlocking at a certain level of stress and sleep deprivation #and also no food or water. after a while they brought me like 3 saltines and some ice water but I basically also haven't eaten since 3am #last night and it's 2pm now.. #thus............ bapy............. baby boye....... he will help ease all ailments with his baby powers... #And no I dont drink energy drinks or anything with caffiene really I'm afraid of all substances on the planet essentially #My body just likes to become shaky and weird randomly even when I'm not conciously anxious about anything/have had no caffiene/etc #and I guess I'm always more nervous about getting anything heart related checked out because of my arm/shoulder/chest area injury stuff #... i literally have constant chest pain all the time. it moves around but i nearly always have some sort of pain or pressure in my chest #so when people are like 'oh well a little weird heartrate is fine but watch out if you have pain!' it's like... i always do lol.. how am I #supposed to tell the Bad Pain apart from the Always Pain when the descriptions of Bad Pain are very very similar #AAAANYway.... hrghh... i wanted to be very productive and finally post drafts and wrok on things today. but alas.. #I can at least post small image of soft boye.. though he recently got into stuff in the bathroom whilst left #alone and knocked things into the toilet.. So perhaps not an innocent and NICE boy.. but still.. a soft one .. beautfile....

[itsokbbygrl]

ya girl is officially a ✨union employee✨

#poppin fucking bottles yall 🍾🍾🍾 #we heart labor regulationsssss #also I got the jobbbbbb #I’m in the US so like having union benefits is EVERYTHING #our healthcare costs are so much less than my last job at a mega corporation #basically 1% of our monthly salary for premium and a $500 annual deductible #INSANE #AND!!!!! #a good old fashioned FAT ASS PENSION BABEYYYY #3 personal days AND 3.5 weeks of vacation per year AND 12 paid sick days #you love to see it #LJ lore

[altruistic-meme]

here is a sneak peek of some antics from chapter 11 of (why is there) joy in this poison!!! i think im almost done with the actual WRITING part of it ;]

#(wit)jitp #i mean it's 500 words less than i want it to be generally #but also what is written is like 5 separate scenes in a trench coat so i assume the 500 ish words will come #from me trying to tie everything together #and then it goes to milo :) #so chapter 11 should be coming to you SOON #shoutout to the people in the discord for holding so many sprints (now that i got my notifs turned on for that channel) #bc I've done so much writing over the last 3 days :'))) #including another 400 words sitting in the laundromat!! #also this is probably one of the nicest moments in this whole chapter so enjoy it while you can #I'm being mean this chapter #HOWEVER hopefully chaoter 12 should have some good andreil scenes so at least there's that to look forward to? #aftg #shh ac

[sysig]

I’ve always assumed that gaster and the dreamers had a parental relationship, considering that he seemed pretty young (teenager) when they took him in, plus it’s kinda implied that gaster had a abusive or at least neglectful childhood so it makes sense that he would want to view asgore and torial as parental figures.What do you think?

Also sorry about pestering you about fell!Handplates but it’s such a fun au. But how do you think gaster first reacted when the dreamers started becoming cruel?

Yup! Generally speaking I view Gaster as having a mostly parental/filial relationship with the Dreemurrs, and that evolving into a (mostly) platonic family dynamic, though it is kind of complicated with Asgore being his King and boss and Toriel disappearing and them grieving her together - I think it brought them closer, and not necessarily in only healthy ways ♪

Haha, I don't really mind, but I can only give my own thoughts and opinions on it! Some of it is stuff I'd also like to know haha ♫

I kind of assumed they were Fell from the beginning, that the argument is that Monsters are just Like That, it's in their Nature, and Fellplates!Gaster is trying to find proof that Monsters are capable of change, that with the "correct" kind of Nurture, they don't have to act on their Fell impulses. As for when he was inspired to start looking for that, hmmm ♪

#UT #Handplates #Fellplates #I have my own headcanons about Gaster and how he views relationships but that's really neither here nor there lol #Cough cough queerplatonic Gaster cough what #Me? Projecting on my faves? I would never #Also remember: Neglect /is/ a form of abuse - just because it wasn't physical doesn't mean it's less impactful #This is more of a PSA lol - love yous #Gaster's internalized - well everything really lol - definitely points to him having a very skewed view on his own intrinsic value #The Dreemurrs tried to course-correct! And they definitely helped!! But those moments ah #I was looking through the Handplates gallery the other day and Asgore smothering Gaster into a hug hhh </3 #''It's all I'm good for'' No shut up ;; #I'm also kind of fascinated by Gaster's growth over such a long period of time - since they're all Boss Monsters he's Very old #But he's younger than the Dreemurrs! Makes me wonder how much Boss Monsters ''mature'' once they stop aging #As for Fellplates hehe it's true I don't mind but I'm still just another fan of it hehe ♪ I know as much as the next person! #Probably less actually since like I said I never really got into Underfell proper lol #It is very fun to think about tho ♥ At some point I'd like to return to Healing now that I've properly read all of Handplates #I had some new ideas ♪ All in due time! #As you can tell I'm a bit on Helix at the moment lol - taking a small bite of every little fixation as they go round and round lol

[publicuniversalenemy]

it was gonna be a weird night regardless but hot damn. that was a Night for Sure

#basicaly i got tickets for a lil pre-halloween misfits tribute show bc yippe! fun yk? #as i dicovered a couple days after i made that purcahse #the venue was the fucking hard rock cafe #which couldnt be More Lame tbh but yk? #i already had the ticket and it would get me outta the house at least right? #so i was planning to have a silly lil tropical margarita just to make danzig roll in his future grave #but uhhhhh. plans Changed <3 #basically iiiii ended up drunksitting n drinking a mediocre strawberry lemonade instead #imm not gonna put all her shit Out Here on the internet even tho there is a less-than-zero percent chance that it could be connected to her #but yeah she now has the honor of being easily the most intoxicated (n still mostly conscious/functional) person ive ever been around #like hey it was nice to have a distraction from feeling Very Out Of Place #but i woulda Preferred that to not have stemmed from the 'oh holy shit this person is vulnerable i gotta Keep Them Safe' instinct #girl i hope you got home safe fr <3 #anwyas. i go sleep now bai!!! #whatever the fuck #alcohol /

[tracle0]

Bvvvvvv

#Art #Artist #artist on tumblr #original art #digital art #tw eyestrain #my art #hello I’m still alive I’m just easing off social media usage #Still around somewhat but much less than before yknow? Yknow #Don’t wanna vanish but also don’t wanna have my automatic bored response be to scroll on tumblr so I’m stopping for a while and reading #Currently on the Stormlight archives book 3 that’s cool! #Here’s this! It’s unrelated to the books. I think I was trying for a Cain vibe at first #And then a Theo vibe #But I think it’s too relaxed and serene for either of them so. Who knows #Once again inspired by James fenner you should check him out his stuff is gorgeous #And I don’t think I like how the pine trees in the background are. I think they need to be taller or. More? Maybe denser. They just seem. #Odd I suppose. Hmm. Oh well! #I’ve got therapy in. Oh! Half an hour. Better get cracking. Have a good day you! #Trade-marked

[leatherbookmark]

aw, when i was ordering the albums they said "usually ships out by the release date", so i was excited about that, but then the release is SOON and they still haven't shipped it so i guess something happened or maybe they had a whole lot or orders, and now i see that they changed it to "usually ships in 3-7 days". a lot of orders then, i guess! u_u

#shrimp thoughts #i sort of miss the days when i had to wait over 3 weeks for an order from japan to arrive. pre-pandemic i mean #catch/opcd spoiled me ROTTEN with packages arriving in ~10 days and then one of my recent orders from japan took like... less #than a week? to arrive? and so i got my hopes up. the most dramatic canine sigh you can imagine

[b-rainlet]

The way women experience horror is so much more interesting than men

#I am so serious about this #I am listening to a horror podcast with 3 guys and 1 girl and first of all she gets way less talking time than the others #She's excluded from convos more often than not #And THEN they discussed their fave Slashers #FAVE = subjective #And all the guys had the same three in their to three because they're 'influential' #(so Halloween/TCM/Scream/Nightmare Movies) #And she was like: these fave lists are pretty old -> was shut down IMMEDIATELY #Then she presented her list and got absolutely zero feedback #I am a. Mad about how she's treated #But also b. SHE HAD BLACK CHRISTMAS IN HER TOP 3 YOU FUCKING UGLY MOTHERFUCKERS WHINING ABOUT INFLUENTIAL HORROR MOVIES #BLACK CHRISTMAS DIDN'T EVEN MAKE YOUR TOP TEN #Next time you talk about movies I sure as hell hope you ALWAYS mention journey to the moon because it's 'influential' #Anyway thinly veiled attempt to shut down people (women) with differing opinions #(I swear to god I am in a discord with these people and the host of this pod is so awful) #(I said I expected Evil Dead Rise to be more bloody and he went on a whole rant about kids these days expecting the new Terrifier) #Absolutely full of himself asshole who thinks his opinion is the only valid one #Filmbros are so disgusting #Hatched from the Brain #(Btw I expected the movie to be bloodier BASED ON THE TRAILER) #The trailer promised me things that did not happen (eg. The Eye scene)

[atinyladybug-daydreams]

Advice from experience: Be VERY careful on spending money on games, especially if what you're spending money on is like, limited events and shit.

Once you're in, you're IN and it's very, very hard to get out of mostly because of guilt and not wanting to put down stuff you've spent hours grinding for.

#alt rambles #rants in tags #recently started putting down and breaking off of a game that i've been grinding on for two years #and realised how much more time i have on my hands #and how much less draining my daily life is #and that i have more energy and time to do stuff instead of spending 2-3 hours every day to grind on the game #yea i spent 2-3 sometimes 4 hours per day just playing this game on a daily basis for the last 2 years #because i spent money and a shit load of time and effort in it #so putting it down genuinely makes me feel a lot of guilt #cause i feel like its such a waste #but like idk #i got really frustrated the other day and so burned out i gave myself a few days break and hoenstly im doing so much better than before #and i actually have time to do other stuff and do more art that now im starting to like #not want to go back to playing the game anymore #lmao yea if you know me you know what game im talking about #i mean i still love the game but damn was it fucking predatory and its only gotten worse thanks to new updates imo #it was fun before and now its just endless grinding #anyways #its another reason why i dont wanna pick up playing genshit even though i really want to #cause i finally got scara (thanks friend who logs in sometimes) #cause like i know genshit will also do that to me smh #anyways idk its just been on my mind lately about how i have unhealthy relationships with a lot of video games #i think im just going to stick to games like sdv and sr that don't have event after event #so thta i can go for breaks without feeling bad or like im missing out

[bunnyb34r]

Two medium, two topping, pizzas should not cost $50 with tip 😭 wtf is this shit

#marquilla #i mean mom got extra everything on hers so it was a full $7 more but like come on man 😭 its not even good pizza #the place that makes actual handmade pizzas with (nasty to me) Wisconsin cheese and is CHEAPER actually is carry out only #and mom said 'fuck that ill get what youre getting i guess :( ' #it's $50 including the tip idk if i was clear there #i add 'please' every time i add a request lol like 'make the meat crispy please' 'side door please' bc im overly polite (try ordering at a #sit down restaurant with me ill put you to shame with all my pleases) and i just hope that we dont get a stalker delivery guy bc of that #again. we had one guy who would recognize our name on the order and volunteer to deliver it himself 😬 stopped getting it there for ab a #year at least after that hoping to wait him out... #anyway i put please after every special instruction thing bc i know they get treated like shit and i wanna not be another asshole #oh i remember why he kept delivering to us like that it was bc i said please and i put in the delivery instructions #to have a nice day or 'drive safe' and he thought that was so nice. like well im a nice person... and i want you to deliver my pizza w/o #you risking an accident trying to be quick like dominos (look up why it's no longer 30 min or less) #dominos is such nasty ass pizza too omg sgsggsgs we got it ONCE bc DogCousin likes it and god never again #it was like $70 or something for 3 people yuck id rather nasty ass papa Johns cardboard shit than that #anyway shshshhs

[goldkirk]

.

#the days are getting rarer now but sometimes like today I wake up and feel really really sick already #(and today I’ve got good workout pain too but it’s still pain lol) #but now it’s possible for me to get out of bed on days like today and #immediately go ‘what will make this have at least a higher chance of being not this bad?’ #and then I start piling up tiny habits #take pain meds instead of forgetting to use them #and take them now rather than when it’s bad enough you have to bribe yourself into walking to get them #pre-prep some food for Aoife before you lose your 12% energy you’re starting with #move your laptop near the bed and bring its charger so worst case scenario you can work from bed #put on extra warm clothes now early #get the braces and heat pads you might want out now before you need them so it’s less strain on your wrists to get them if you do need them #write a post it note of quick food options so you don’t have to think later just read and do #grab out the bowl and place it in this room so you don’t have to run for the toilet if you need to puke #start pounding water rather than drinking it #and pre make a Pedialyte dose so it chills in the fridge #grab treats and put them with the leash so Aoife’s pee breaks are as fast and smooth as possible #etc etc #and not everything helps every time but enough #of them stack up that it makes a big difference #and makes this only a 1-3 day thing rather than a week of never getting back to baseline #just one step at a time and do what you can to make it a little easier for future you #not better. better puts pressure. easier. easier is just being nice which feels warm and good on both sides #health #personal #shh katie

[llycaons]

the other grads going 'we love having three-day work weeks and vacation time' well that must be fucking nice!!!

#for context if you work 36 hrs/wk (3 12 hr days) it's still considered full time #you make less money but you get bonus if you volunteer for shifts #but we have to make 80 hrs biweekly so we have to do a stupid 8 hr every two weeks #and I just want the cleanliness of a three-day week PLEASE #anyway I just signed up for the january and february schedule #call every other weekend is annoying but it does mean money #and I need to get these loans paid off already!!! I have a six month plan but also I'm impatient #none of the og ppl at work have been able to take a vacation more than 4 days long #one of them is being denied her jan vacation so she's just like I'll call out #she got offered a job with lower stress better schedule and more vacation and our manager is NOT doing much to try to keep her on #I still have a whole week of vacation left this year but am i going to be able to take it? absolutely not #better take at least 2 next year #cor.txt

[karliahs]

every day that i have to navigate health issues with employers i get closer and closer to becoming the joker

#i hate you 'supportive' sickness absence policy i hate you 'attendance management meetings' #i hate employers using their inherent power over me to extract deeply personal health info #so that they can analyse whether my efforts at minimising them - not so that i can suffer less but so that i can work more - are sufficient #i hate that my manager prefaces every one of these meetings by telling me over and over not to worry #and then after sends me a letter basically being like #be less sick! this is a threat! #hate that i try and talk to him like a human being sometimes and go okay i am going to try a new medication #might be worse in the short term but hopefully better in the long term. and therefore achieve what you say you want (less absences) #and he goes okay :) so if you have more than 3 days/1 episode of sickness absence in the next 6 months we will have a More Serious Meeting #and then i got covid. which used to be exempt from counting as a normal sickness absence. and now isn't #and so now because i did the objectively correct thing and didn't go to work while very sick and very infectious #a thing that would have been bad both for me and for my workplace #i get to have another '''''supportive''''' meeting about why i had the temerity to get the plague

[yohankang]

i’m so tired and angry i can’t believe it’s just the beginning....

#i cried 3 times since yesterday #my first exam is in 2 days #and the last one.. in a month. #it's not even about the exams tbh #but spending HALF of my monthly pay on train tickets and one (1) night at a hotel was a bit too much for me lol #and i had to make many calls to friends/family to find a place i could stay at #bc train tickets are so expensive i literally can't afford staying at the hotel too #and my friends were so helpful and lovely #but first i wanted to ask my uncle.. bc yk. close family. that guy is even my godfather. and he treated me like shit lmaoo i got so angry #i cried at work bc i couldn't believe this #like we know each other well i know he's not the kindest person. but his reaction?? honestly that might be the last time i talked to him #sorry for being so vague i don't have the energy to tell you what happened sdfghjs #but anyway. can you believe i'm literally less stressed abt the actual exams than i am about the commute/accomodation? #but ngl i am also stressed abt the exams. a bit. mostly because some of our professors still haven't sent us the materials for exams #and one of them in on sunday lmaooo this is fine i can memorize everything in one evening. right? #also bc my previous uni experiences literally traumatized me. but it's gonna be FINE i'm gonna be FINE i just need to. focus #i'm taking a day off tomorrow and i hope it will help me calm down #k.txt #sorry for losing my mind on main <3 if you've read this far i'm sending you a kiss <3

[risingsunresistance]

i lied so hard on that old post of ppl saying they'd never been through this before and asking if it gets better and i talked about edd and said it does get better. i was 11 and did not process what happened and moved on and thought that i had "accepted it," now im 21 and actually realize what's going on and it is NOT getting better

#tw death #chat #this SUCKS man. WHY DOES IT KEEP GETTING *WORSE* #it would help if literally anything normal could happen in my life for like. 3 days. that's all i need #did yall hear about the spill in ohio. it got in the ohio river. so now our water is being monitored #gas leak where my uncle lives. so bad the entire stretch of road is closed #got like 3 people dead 1 in the hospital and literally no one will give me updates on her #im DESPERATELY trying to graduate between all this and im job shadowing under a freak of a man and he kinda scares me #ever since my dog died i have been on a downhill spiral man #scooter died a while back btw. i just didnt say anything bc i didnt wanna make ppl sad #it was cancer... #i am trying to climb back up this hill i've been thrown down im really trying this time but people keep throwing rocks at me JKFHSDG #''stay positive'' i say covered in blood #anyways my birthday is in less than a month. cool #at least i didnt have to be home for the super bowl for the first time ever. absolute god send #also i've caught like 6 shinies in the past couple days. FOUR OF THEM were full odds and also back to back. wack #finally got my shiny bronzor i love bronzor have i ever told you guys that. he is JUST a circle #h #vent #idk how to tag this i just dont wanna throw it in ppl's faces on what should be a kinda nice day lol #but i wanna say it eventually bc i've held back for too long #and now im worried abt ppl back home bc im stuck at the dorm and i have a test and a paper due soon #i need a BREAK. not spring break. i need a BREAK break. i need to grab everyone and go to the beach or something #or just. stay in a nice hotel for a day or two. waste some money #drive everyone to falcon overlook or something so they can see the hills like i did #fun road to drive it's all bendy hehe