#zash's stuff

[playawner]

Discord and Fluttershy are my everything you guys just don't get it. Like go girl, get married with a god. A god of chaos, because he's funny and if I were you I would do the same

#zash's stuff #mlp #my little pony #my litte pony friendship is magic #fluttercord #fluttershy #discord mlp #I love them so much ok #little me loved discord when he first appeared 🤭

[0alix0]

sith inquisitor story is boring... let's fix it

so... i've been thinking about what exactly was wrong with it and how it could've been improved, and one of the things was that writers really failed the whole "old ways vs new ways" dynamic between inquisitor and Thanaton, because despite them being a slave (most likely from non imperial space, probably alien, who discovering force much later in life and never even heard about it before) it's INQUISITOR who actually relies on the old ways (literally ancient ghosts) and just so happens to be from an old powerful bloodline as an (absolutely unneeded) explanation for inquisitor being able to shoot lightnings out of their ass.

SOooo instead, try to imagine this:

Inquisitor is still a slave, but that's it. no distant fancy bloodline, no ghost grandpa to save the day, nope! you're on you own BUT you have a lot of raw power, which naturally draws Zash's attention.

Instead of getting random artifacts the whole first chapter (which you do but about it later), the plot is about inquisitor kind of learning about Vitiate and Zash theorizing about how does one manage to live so long. And to spice things up, from time to time she says stuff like: "well maybe his body DID get old, he just changes them... oh well :)". So they still go to planets, but this time they're picking up valuable information related to Vitiate and immortality, maybe relics that make you (who isn't dumb) VERY suspicious about Zash's intentions.

THANATON IS THE ONE WHO SHOULD BE USING GHOSTS, and inquisitor is the one who should be searching for possibilities to cut his connections to them! So they have to use the most unorthodox things (at least by empire standards) to win: alliance with aliens, imperials (that most sith have a very low opinion of), non-force sensative people, technical weapons, traps, anything that is considered "weak" by the """true""" sith.

and your companions would actually make much more sense: Ashara - there are things to learn even from your enemy, Xelek is a proof that you can be any species and be powerful non the less, Talos, a talented historian, helps you to learn what artifacts/ghosts Thanaton uses (despite being non-force sensitive), Andronicus as an unconventional ally that most sith would dispose of immediately or at least wouldn't even consider keeping him around, but you gain more by just being a good and respectful leader. and Khem... maybe Khem is learning to adapt in a new world? And you constantly challenge him to stop concentrating on his past?

you know make the story really show how stagnating the empire actually is. LS inquisitor actually tries to improve things, meanwhile DS inquisitor is just like malgus, war is a war we have to win no matter what BUT also inquisitor (as a former slave) is much more cruel and manipulative especially towards high ranking imperials and sith traditionalists. Cycle of abuse and all that.

and in the end of it all, you also help some dark consul members (with diplomacy on Voss, and with your unorthodox mini army of aliens on Correlia like JC) so you're allowed to face Thanaton on Korriban like SW faced Baras. Using your new knowledge, you cut his connection to force ghosts showing that his power wasn't really his own, and that to become stronger you have to be able to learn and change

...anyway thanks for joining me in my "bioware just hire me" rant, i'm here every day of the week

#sith inquisitor #swtor #star wars the old republic #darth imperius #darth nox #textpost

[relevant-url-incoming]

Power Games

since I've been on my roleswap bullshit, here is a little peek at how Ven's doing in the role of Sith Inquisitor (hint: not well). If you look closely you can see the moment both Andronikos and I looked at Ven and went "oh this is a baby"

Andronikos hadn’t expected to wake to the barrel of a blaster against his forehead, but then again he was the idiot who’d thrown in with the Sith.

“How frequently do you make your reports?” snarled the Sith. In the dark, he could barely make out her shape; her black eyes were luminous as they caught what little light there was. Too bad they were sparking in anger.

Mask off, her voice sounded different – Republic, for one thing. Her full mouth displayed her displeasure with a dramatic curl of her lip. Andronikos would bet anything she wore the thing just to hide her expressions.

“What the hell are you talking about?”

“Don’t play stupid,” the Sith spat. “You’re Zash’s little pirate pet, and I know she wants you on this ship. The navigational blocks aren’t enough? The threats to innocents? Forcing me to do every last bit of the Empire’s dirty work until I break isn’t fucking enough for her?”

He realised with a sinking feeling that he had stumbled into something darker than typical Sith bullshit.

“Maybe not,” he said slowly. “But I don’t take orders from Zash, Sith.”

“I’m not a damn Sith!” she cried, her voice breaking, but she tossed the blaster at the wall. Andronikos sat up warily.

She was just a kid, he realised. He’d buy it if she said she was twenty, but nothing more than that. For all her cynical comments on Tatooine, there was only so much this young woman would have had time to see.

“She’s watching you that closely?” he asked. That didn’t sit right with him. There were some things he drew the line at, and freedom was too dear to Andronikos to make this kind of thing ok.

“I left Balmorra without doing the job she wanted, and the ship shut down. I tried to avoid working for the war effort, and an officer tracks me down with orders to kill prisoners until I complied. I tried to steal a different ship, and some fuck pops out of the woodwork to stop me, because apparently Imperial Intelligence has nothing better to do!”

She rubbed her face ruefully, leaning against the wall. With a clatter of armour, she slid to the floor and hugged her knees to her chest. It was almost funny, seeing such a brawny woman curled up like a toddler. Andronikos wasn’t laughing.

“At least you’re telling me the truth,” she said to her knees.

“How can you tell?”

The look she gave him was withering. “Same way I know Zash is using me. Same way I know she won’t have me killed. I can tell.”

She looked away, laughing bitterly. “And I’d bet you anything that’s part of the power Zash is so fucking obsessed with.”

“Ok… So I’m not gonna mess with the Force stuff, but I know ships,” he said. She stared at him like she’d suddenly stopped understanding Basic. “Want me to take a look at the navigation systems?”

She narrowed her eyes.

“You’re serious,” she said. “You want to help me.”

“What can I say?” Andronikos said. “Pirates like freedom.”

She rolled her shoulders and stood slowly, looking thoughtful.

“It doesn’t fix the other things,” she said. “The POWs they’ll gladly throw away just to keep me in line. Whatever the hell Zash really has planned for me. And I bet this ship is being tracked in a couple ways, just in case.”

She pushed her tendrils back over her shoulders, lifting her chin with a defiant expression. It was the first time she’d looked both powerful and comfortable.

“It’ll help, though,” she said. “And as much as I hate it, I know how to play a long game. The Sith have all their power games, right? Maybe I can get control over Zash.”

“You’re getting all this from me offering to look at the navicomputer?”

She shrugged ruefully.

“It’s easier to plan when I have more than me on my side,” she said. “If you’re in?”

“Something tells me you already know my answer,” Andronikos said. She huffed out the tiniest of laughs and, to his surprise and mild offense, saluted him. Before he could ask her why the hell she’d done that, she’d left. He shook his head. He’d have to be careful around her, but he already knew that. At least this way he knew what she’d be looking for, and that he didn’t want to work against her.

And she’d left the blaster. He picked it up and tucked it away. It had been damaged when she threw it, but there might still be something he could do with it. He’d help the kid. He just wasn’t dumb enough to forget how ready she’d been to kill him.

#someday I'll write about Not Ven in the roleswap but oh my god it's so juicy #just considering how to force her through the whole storyline opens up a host of angsty options #swtor #roleswap au #my writing #sith inquisitor #swtor oc #my ocs #ven: never done adopting new family #andronikos revel

[trash-gobby]

Star Wars: The Old Republic Masterlist

So I am not putting a lot of characters as part of this list in order to make things a little easier for me. I also put some of my characters I created in game cause I wanna write some stuff for them.

Mostly with the original characters I created in game I wanted to explore what they would be like in roles outside the main storylines which are given within the SWTOR universe.

SCI-FI MASTERLIST

REQUEST RULES CAN BE FOUND HERE

Symbol Meanings

✨ Fluff = 🐶

✨ General = 👋

✨ Dating = 💕

✨Romance (not specifically dating) = ❤️

✨ NSFW = 🔞

✨Violence = 🔪

✨ LGBTQ+ = 🏳️‍🌈

✨ Tragedy/Angst = 🖤

✨CrackFic = ❄️

Symbols beside the characters names show you what kind of content I will be willing to write for them.

Warning!: I DON’T write anything that is NSFW for minors. If you’re a minor DON’T interact with any NSFW content please.

Arcann 🐶👋💕❤️🔪🔞🏳️‍🌈🖤❄️

Ax'ikor (OC) 🐶👋💕❤️🔪🔞🏳️‍🌈🖤❄️

Darth Baras 🐶👋💕❤️🔪🔞🏳️‍🌈🖤❄️

Lana Beniko 🐶👋💕❤️🔪🔞🏳️‍🌈🖤❄️

Numen Brock 🐶👋💕❤️🔪🔞🏳️‍🌈🖤❄️

Kira Carsen 🐶👋💕❤️🔪🔞🏳️‍🌈🖤❄️

Cejur'a (OC) 🐶👋💕❤️🔪🔞🏳️‍🌈🖤❄️

Csel'li'sto (OC) 🐶👋💕❤️🔪🔞🏳️‍🌈🖤❄️

Cytharat 🐶👋💕❤️🔪🔞🏳️‍🌈🖤❄️

Elara Dorne 🐶👋💕❤️🔪🔞🏳️‍🌈🖤❄️

Vector Hyllus 🐶👋💕❤️🔪🔞🏳️‍🌈🖤❄️

Darth Jadus 🐶👋💕❤️🔪🔞🏳️‍🌈🖤❄️

Aric Jorgan 🐶👋💕❤️🔪🔞🏳️‍🌈🖤❄️

Shara Jenn/Watcher Two 🐶👋💕❤️🔪🔞🏳️‍🌈🖤❄️

Juda 🐶👋💕❤️🔪🔞🏳️‍🌈🖤❄️

Lokir-Ka 🐶👋💕❤️🔪🔞🏳️‍🌈🖤❄️

Kaliyo 🐶👋💕❤️🔪🔞🏳️‍🌈🖤❄️

Darth Lachris 🐶👋💕❤️🔪🔞🏳️‍🌈🖤❄️

Mako 🐶👋💕❤️🔪🔞🏳️‍🌈🖤❄️

Nil'aan (OC) 🐶👋💕❤️🔪🔞🏳️‍🌈🖤❄️

Sanju Pyne 🐶👋💕❤️🔪🔞🏳️‍🌈🖤❄️

Malavai Quinn 🐶👋💕❤️🔪🔞🏳️‍🌈🖤❄️

Gault Rennow 🐶👋💕❤️🔪🔞🏳️‍🌈🖤❄️

Andronikos Revel 🐶👋💕❤️🔪🔞🏳️‍🌈🖤❄️

Aristocra Saganu 🐶👋💕❤️🔪🔞🏳️‍🌈🖤❄️

Lord Scourge 🐶👋💕❤️🔪🔞🏳️‍🌈🖤❄️

Skavak 🐶👋💕❤️🔪🔞🏳️‍🌈🖤❄️

Raina Temple 🐶👋💕❤️🔪🔞🏳️‍🌈🖤❄️

Phi-Ton 🐶👋💕❤️🔪🔞🏳️‍🌈🖤❄️

Yana-Ton 🐶👋💕❤️🔪🔞🏳️‍🌈🖤❄️

Khem Val 🐶👋💕❤️🔪🔞🏳️‍🌈🖤❄️

Vonelus (OC) 🐶👋💕❤️🔪🔞🏳️‍🌈🖤❄️

Vette 🐶👋💕❤️🔪🔞🏳️‍🌈🖤❄️

Jaesa Willsaam 🐶👋💕❤️🔪🔞🏳️‍🌈🖤❄️

Xalek 🐶👋💕❤️🔪🔞🏳️‍🌈🖤❄️

Yalasia (OC) 🐶👋💕❤️🔪🔞🏳️‍🌈🖤❄️

Darth Zash 🐶👋💕❤️🔪🔞🏳️‍🌈🖤❄️

Ashara Zavros 🐶👋💕❤️🔪🔞🏳️‍🌈🖤❄️

Zenith 🐶👋💕❤️🔪🔞🏳️‍🌈🖤❄️

Despel "Beef" Zomas (OC) 🐶👋💕❤️🔪🔞🏳️‍🌈🖤❄️

Two Bounty Hunters Walk Into a Guild Meeting 👋❄️

#star wars the old republic #swtor #swtor fanfiction #swtor masterlist #masterlist #trash gobby masterlist

[a-master-procrastinator]

Iressa and/or Auletta for the outfits asks?

Why not both? x2

(sorry for a delayed answer, some unexpected stuff happened irl)

This is Auletta's apprentice outfit, which she wears in chapter 1 of class story. These robes are quite simple, yet they look good on Auletta.

Also, I completely forgot to even mention weapons in other answers, so I'll do so now. The lightsaber Auletta uses is the one that Zash gave her, I just didn't like the in-game model, so I headcanon this one as Zash's lightsaber.

Pieces:

Chest - Dark Acolyte robe, no dye, colors unified; Hands - Juhani gloves; Wrists - Juhani bracers; Waist - Juhani belt; Legs - Apprentice's Force-Lord lower robe (story quest reward); Feet - Juhani boots.

Auletta wears these robes after becoming a Sith Lord in chapters 2 and 3, and it's sort of an upgrade of the previous outfit. I especially love the purple parts because they glow a bit in dark environments.

And the lightsaber is Kallig's (the one that sorcerers receive in game, but with a purple crystal).

Pieces:

Chest - Inquisitor's Renowned robe, black and light gray dye, colors unified; Hands - Inquisitor's Renowned gloves; Wrists - Juhani bracers; Waist - Remnant Dreadguard Inquisitor belt; Legs - Inquisitor's Renowned Feet - Juhani boots.

Here's my favorite outfit of hers, one she gets as the Dark Councilor after chapter 3 and until sometime in KotFE (well, she isn't involved with Zakuul and Alliance stuff, just timeline wise). This is when Auletta starts putting more effort is lightsaber combat and just overall becomes more involved with the war against the Republic, which explains the lack of super long skirts (they would just get in the way in a fight).

The lightsaber is still the one Kallig sends you after, but changed to better reflect Auletta - the hilt is still curved, just slightly modified, the color crystal is different, and the blade itself is a little unstable (mostly to look cool, but Auletta probably has another use for this).

Pieces: Charged Hypercloth Force Expert armor set with primary black dye.

And this is her last outfit at the moment, which she wears after getting back on the Dark Council (which happened about 3 years before Outlander is freed from carbonite). I was pretty lucky to get the dye for this outfit when it didn't cost me a fortune, but it makes it difficult to replicate for her clone.

Pieces: Resilient Warden armor set with black and dark purple dye.

There is supposed to be one more outfit, but at the moment I still can't put it together, so it may be added in the future.

Another thing I wanted to mention, that applies to all of her clothing - Auletta always wear something around her neck to cover the scars left by the slave collar.

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There is a small problem with showing Iressa's outfits - she's an inactive character at the moment, and I cannot access her, so I hope that the screenshots I have saved before are good enough. (bless TOR fashion for helping me find the names of armor sets)

The apprentice outfit that Iressa has in chapter 1 of her class story. Again, a simple outfit with some armoring to better fit for a lot of fighting.

Pieces:

Chest - Juggernaut's Renowned body armor, (probably primary or secondary black dye), colors unified; Hands - Juggernaut's Renowned gloves; Wrists - some small bracers (can't check); Waist - Juggernaut's Renowned belt (not exactly, something similar looking, but again, I can't check); Legs - Zakuulan Security pants; Feet - Juggernaut's Renowned boots.

This is the armor Iressa uses in chapter 2 and on Belsavis. She went for something more imposing to reflect her status as a Sith Lord (hence the cape, for the dramatics). Wish the bandolier wasn't this big though.

Pieces:

Chest - Conquered Exarch chestpiece, (probably) primary black dye, colors unified; Hands - Juggernaut's Renowned gloves; Wrists - some small bracers (can't check) Waist - Canderous Ordo belt; Legs - Doonium Onslaught pants; Feet - Juggernaut's Renowned boots.

And this what she wears when she's named the Emperor's Wrath (on Voss, Corellia and everything after that). This one also costed me a fortune, the set itself isn't cheap on cartel market at all, plus I used a dye from cartel market as well. Looks nice though!

Pieces: Sovereign Executioner armor set with underworld boss dye (or honorable admiral, can't check which one exactly), belt is from Imperial Advisor set.

Interestingly enough, Iressa is another rare Force user of mine who never changed her lightsabers.

#if i had a nickel for every time auletta wore an outfit that's similar to what another sith (whom she despises) wears i'd have two nickels #which isn't a lot but it's weird that it happened twice #(the sith she despises are ffon and malora) #thanks for the ask! #swtor #ask game #oc:auletta #oc:iressa #space-unicorn-dot #i swear auletta is just a walking ace flag aesthetic

[doli-nemae]

well idk much about swtor, but how about 1, 2, 5, 8 and 10? :)

thank ya so much for asking and sorry for responding only now!! qwq

1. How many characters do you have?

I have 15 characters but only 10 of them are implemented in my story in some way (and I play only 8 of them qwq). I have:

2 Sith Inquisitors - Dem`etra Revo and Sepho Kallig (the first was my main and another because I decided to replay story for the same character and remake first one into her mother if she survived) Marauder/Assassin, later Sentinel/Assassin (both)

1 Sith Warrior - Yanek Ragtith (Juggernaut)

1 Jedi Consular - Ben Se'men (Shadow)

1 Smuggler - Caroline Jester (Vanguard)

2 Bountyhunters - Will`ow Satori (Operative) and Jess Marli (Powertech)

1 Jedi Knight - Gharess Ferr (Sage)

1 Imperial Agent - Nicolas Wright (Sniper)

1 Stormtrooper - Ronesh Dough

2. What is your favorite class and why? And/or list the player classes in order of most -> least favorite

Ok, for now - that's Sith Inquisitor class story I guess. I just really like all these spooky scary skeletons ghosts stuff and companions.

AND ALSO ZASH, OKAY?? q-q

I can't say much about other stories since I finished only SI and on most of them I'm in Act 1\Prologue, but here's my top 3 for now: 1. Sith Inquisitor (Light Side) 2. Smuggler 3. Sith Warrior (Dark(??) Side) 4. Jedi Consular (Light but in the middle of corruption arc) 5. Bountyhunter 6. Jedi Knight (Dark Side)

5. Favorite advanced class and discipline?

Sentinel (Combat), Assassin (Deception) and Operative (Lethality) I guess!! owo

8. Name your top favorite companions (feel free to include reasons why).

I'll just put here whole Smuggler's crew by the beginning of Act 3. I love other companions, but oh god, this kindergarten kids bunch of misfits is my favorite. I love all of them and I think they all deserve first place

Andronikos Revel - cool dude, a pirate, reminds me of my smuggler a bit, if my SI wasn't lesbian she would've romanced him

Ashara Zavros - my little meow meow WHY IS SHE HETERO

Mako - also my little meow meow and ALSO WHY SHE'S HETERO

Vette - I know her only one prologue and through KOTET\KOTFE but I'm ready to protect her with my own life

10. Favorite love interest?

Empress Acina and I DON'T CARE if it doesn't count, okay?

Also, Darmas Pollaran AND I DON'T CARE IF IT DOESN'T COUNT EITHER IT'S NOT MY FAULT THAT ALL MY FAVORITE ROMANCE INTERESTS ARE HETERO OR PLANET\PART OF STORY RESTRICTED OK??

#swtor #swtor ask #update bc I forgot my stormptrooper :DDD

[pentacass]

I don't know if you've answered this before but do you remember the name of some of the clothes your inquisitor wears? No specifics I'm just tired of my inquisitor looking like an evil grandma. I have to be better than zash yknow.

hey evil grandma is a sexy look if u pull it off well ;) i'll share the chestpieces cos i like to mix and match stuff with them

left to right: imperial advisor, force apprentice, shikaakwan royalty, redeemer's harness

#thanks for the excuse to do some ves edits nonny lollll #i miss my sith clown #swtor #vestra lenshe #sith inquisitor #ask #anonymous

[cryo-lily]

Swtor Player Asks

2, 6, 8, 9, 15

Thanks for the ask!

2. What is your favorite class and why? And/or list the player classes in order of most -> least favorite.

Honestly? Jedi Consular has been been my fav so far where I started a redux play through of my Main so I don't repeat my first blind play through where I made some choices I wasn't happy with. I'm honestly all about the Wise Healer slowly becoming more and more disillusioned the more the Consular class story goes on; Wanting to do good only to be just another pawn in just another war.

But I will say Sith Inquisitor quickly shot up the list to a very close second. Just everything about that class story really. Zash? I both love and hate her. Seeing her on Nathema the first time made me go feral. I'm totally not debating playing with the story beat of she didn't die then and will come back AGAIN later down the line... lol. That and the whole force ghost story bits, and the end of the class story? *(Chefs kiss)*

Least fav? Jedi Knight. The whole light vs dark side bits were waaay to ridged for my tastes. Yes Kira was like a little sister to my character, No that doesn't mean she's turning to the dark side.

6. Do you primarily play Republic, Empire, or a mix of both sides? Is there a specific reason for this preference?

Currently I mostly play the pub side only because most of my Cartel items/purchases are reedemed on Isadola (my main). I have been slowly leaning towards playing more of both as I dust off my Sith Inquisitor more and more. But I'm not gunna lie I love the Imp fleet a lot more, it's design is much more up my alley.

8. Name your top favorite companions (feel free to include reasons why).

Ohh, that's a bit of a list but I'll stick with my top 5. Top of the list is Lana hands down, She's Issie's better half among other things that would be too long to list here. Number 2 slot is HK-51, I've had him for less than a few weeks and I would already die for my assassin bot buddy. Next in number 3 & 4 is Nadia & Ashara, My fav force students that are borderline sisters to each of my mains. And number 5 is Khem Val easily, I love my big morose monster of a teddy bear. He reminds me a lot personality wise of my old cat. So yea.. I got quite attached to him.

9. How about your least favorite companions?

Doc. Hands down, no list. Dude does not take "no" for an answer. Kira was close to killing him? Girl would have to get in line behind me as I throw his ass out the air lock. At least Tharan took the hint when you shoot him down, but fuck does Doc just not let it go if you're playing a female jedi. Not to mention he's so fucking full of himself. I could rant all day about this, and no shame to those that do like him, but Doc just rubbed me in all the wrong ways and there was no way I could get rid of him. He made a tedious playthrough like I was pulling teeth.

15. Show us your main(s)!

You mean fav swtor OCs/ my mains? Hell yeah!

First we have Isadola Ardeen Shir (Or known as Issie by those closest to her); Jedi Consular, Miraluka.

This girl can hide so much trauma in her.

I've been trying to write more stuff for her considering she's the Character I have almost literally all my time/progress on. I feel I need to do her backstory justice.

Now my other main, Or in Issie's case the other side of the mirror-

We have the Sith AU Issie, otherwise known as Atteia Ulla Shir, Sith Inquisitor.

Small changes in their shared backstory resulted in her becoming Sith instead. In this timeline she lost her original name, and was given another.

In some sense they are both the same person and different people. And if you forced them to meet, they would probably try to kill each other over who suffered more in what little of their pasts that they share, but would be stuck in a stalemate because they are both on the same power level as the other.

Best quote I can borrow for these two is from Bioshock Infinite: "Constants and Variables". These two are the almost literal embodiment of that quote.

#swtor #swtor ask game #swtor ocs #Thank you again for the ask!! #Always happy to just talk/rant about this game with other players!! ^-^ #oc: isadola ardeen #oc: atteia ulla

[ap-trash-compactor]

Anyway it’s criminal the game doesn’t let the SI have a single planet romance with Ffon. I headcanon that Shinnan got it on w him somewhere in the tombs and he was like “ugh I’m disgusted with myself” and she was like “are you? I’m not” and then Zash killed him and Shinnan was like “are you for real?! so rude! but he was a jerk, so thanks I guess.” And then she thought Zash was legit her bestie until That Other Stuff Happened.

[common-ish]

Hey! I like to think about Erasermic and I have a mini story I want to share!

Aizawa disliked drinking, he typically didn’t. He has many reasons, it’s could stem from his dad always being drunk and abusing his mom while drinking or from the fact he liked to remember what he did, and couldn’t do that when he was drunk. He had never been drunk unless he was with his husband Hizashi, he trusted him enough to keep himself in check. He was walking home from the bar down the street, with two bottles of white wine. White wine was perfect, while he liked rum it always got him to drunk to quick, white wine didn’t. He always bought two because his counterpart loved to drink. Yamada would drink all of Aizawa’s wine and he spent way too much on it to be sober. His wine was $40 and he just loved the taste, he would rather spend $80 and be drunk than spend $40 and be sober. They had the money too, with his two jobs and his husband’s 3 jobs it was rational to spend the $80. He walked into their shared home, which was a pent house but on a lower floor, right above the parking garage. He opened the door and felt at ease, vulnerable. He only felt vulnerable around Hizashi and loved him for giving him vulnerability. He immediately felt two arms wrap around him and leaned into their touch, “Hey Zash” “Hello Sho-Chan!, your late is everything ok?” I nodded and showed him the bag, he took it from me and sat it on the counter. I took off my shoes and walked to our bed, him following right behind me “I was thinking we could drink and watch a move after your patrol, but before mine” he pulled me close and laid next to me “That sounds nice baby, I’ll buy some real stuff on the way home” I punched his chest, playfully of course, and I earned a chuckle from him, he grabbed my chin and pulled me into a kiss. Sweet, gentle, perfect like always, it got slowly more progressive, and before I knew it I was under him and his tongue was all the way down my throat. I pulled back and pant, a string of saliva connecting us “You still can’t hold your breath long enough Sho” he laughed and I flipped him off with a grin, his phone started to vibrate signaling it was time for him to go, my grin drops and I wrap myself in a blanket. “Do you really-” “Yes Shouta” he laughs as he interrupts me, I walk him to the door, we’ll followed him to the door, giving him a gentle kiss before he left “Bye sho, love ya!” “Bye Zash” I looked at the shut door for longer than id like to admit and grabbed my computer. I cuddle up in bed and did schoolwork slowly falling asleep with the computer still open, dreaming of the night ahead.

Hi! So thank you if you finished this! I worked hard and have a whole story line written out for these two! If you enjoyed let me know I might wright again not too sure TvT

#erasermic #mha #boy love #aizawa shouta #yamada hizashi #after work #my hero academia #white wine

[the-chavoi-legacy]

i made a thing

#swtor #i was watching this episode the other day and i immediately thought of the inquisitor's crew #zash's memorial is just the inquisitor and andronikos emptying our her office #ashara helps because she knows they're going to set something on fire #sith inquisitor #darth imperius #darth occlus #darth nox #ashara zavros #andronikos revel #darth zash #just swtor stuff #swtor memes

[playawner]

Maplestar doodle, already posted in the Fallenclan server, but I feel like it belongs here too

Fallenclan: @fallenclan / @extreme-faggotry

#zash's stuff #fallenclan #clangen #clangen clan generator #warriors #warrior cats #warrior cats oc #warriors erin hunter #artist on tumblr #oc not mine! #got too surprised when I saw his death #didn't expected him to become... tigerstar the first... iykyk #(sorry)

[1zashreena1]

I Am Having a Sad -9

18+, m/f, technically OCxDiego Jimenez [Power]

Summary: Princess has a bad and lonely self-esteem day. Diego goes too far too fast from 2500 miles away and she calls her safeword for the first time in her life. 

WARNINGS: Ridiculous descriptions and ‘the code is more like guidelines’ outlook on grammar. Is it OOC if the character was given essentially zero development in canon???

FEELS. the L word, SAFEWORD, depression/anxiety, self-esteem issues, sensory processing issues, sel-expression difficulties, plus size woman+fit man, soft!Diego,  overwhelmed Princess, is a relationship happening?? apparently. Leftover high school Spanish.

A/N:  Princess took on a life of her own and has essentially become an OC. There are infrequent mentions of her description (specifically as plus size) and her actual name in later pieces (its Bicki). She started as self-insert so she looks like me (plus size, white, short, blue eyes, curly hair). If that is not your thing, I totally understand. And do not feel obligated to read this, I will not be offended!

I’m not a fan of “plot” so be aware that most of this series is just meandering through their relationship, angst-fluff-smut whiplash style. But with dick jokes.

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I am having a sad. This is normal and okay. I just have to wait it out. I do not need to text him. This pep talk would be more effective if you would stop staring longingly at the last selfie he sent you.

It isn't working. All you want right now is to be smothered in Diego but he is in a different time zone. And you don't want to be clingy. And demanding. And needy.

Surely making yesterday's selfie your new lock screen will help, right? 

With a big sigh you flop backwards into your bed. You eye your phone like it's a live grenade. It hasn't even been eight hours since the last text and. And you have this… pain? In your chest? What if I'm annoying him?

He has to be super busy, I should just wait. What time even is it in LA right now?

You snatch up the phone and check. 7:46 pm PDT. You wonder what he ate today. Did he have dinner yet? What shirt is he wearing? Does he have a headache? He always says he has a headache when he gets back to New York. And then you rub his head, stroke through his soft hair, stretch out his solid neck, break up all the adhesions in those broad shoulders.

Bitch, this is not helping. What do you hate about him?

Oh yeah, that list is blank.

You open up the text conversation and stare at the blinking cursor. Just one text can't hurt, right?

You look at the selfie again. He's in bed, deep plum sheet tucked up under his chin, all sleepy chocolate eyes and a soft little smile. His face is relaxed, leaning against his left hand. His beard is ruffled on one side, flattened on the other from where he must have slept on it. You can feel tears welling up again. 

How the fuck is he so gorgeous? Why is someone who looks like that sending me selfies? I have no right to this. I don't deserve this. 

You reach out and trace one finger down his cheek. His right dimple is visible under the stubble. Minimizing the picture, you go back to the cursor. The screen is blurry until you blink and one tear slips out. 

You type out one hasty 'hey' and hit send before you can quadruple guess yourself. This is stupid. He's too busy for your little drama queen hissy fit meltdown.

Sorry, should've asked if you're busy first 

Send.

Enough time passes that you flip the phone screen-down and plop it on your heaving chest. You bring both hands to your face and press into your closed eyelids. Just as you reach back down with a huge sigh the phone vibrates.

Princessssss. You know I'm never busy to you

You choke out a sob-laugh and try to breathe normally. Okay, now a decision. Idle chatter or metric fuckton of feels? While you waffle about it, Diego initiates a videocall. Oh, hell no. You jab 'Decline' so hard it bends your nail back.

What is wrong? Why can't I see you?

I just look like shit rn. Please don't 

That has never been true. Mi princesa bonita

Always quick with the compliments. You sniffle.

I just. I guess I just miss you. Tonight

Perfect, you hit send before could have deleted it. Great job. Wonderful. Brilliant. 

Is everything ok? This does not sound like sexytimes

Oh, Diego. 

Yeah, I'm fine. Mostly. I mean nothing is wrong, its just me

Just me having feels

… should you have sent that? Probably not. Do you regret it? Yes, instantly. In fact, if preemptive regret were possible you would already have drowned in it.

The phone is quiet for a minute. Good job dumbass, now he IS annoyed.

What kind? Sad feels? Headache feels? Work is stupid and frustrating feels? Huffy feels that require cheese? You have many feels. At all times. It sounds exhausting 

Yep. I'm annoying and clingy. You chastise yourself rather effectively.

You're right. Sorry. I got this

Does that sound bitchy? Is it bitchy? Oh my god, I need an off button.

Nonono. I asked. You have to answer. Its a rule

Your laugh is sharp. 

Since when do you care about rules lol

When they're your rules. We agreed to answer direct questions honestly, yes?

Well fuck. He got you there. You had agreed to that. When you two sat down in your living room after the Emotional Spanking*™ and had a 'groundframe setup' discussion. Sometimes you were fairly certain he mangled phrases just to watch your eye twitch violently. Little shit. 

OK fine. I'm feeling shitty about myself.  Happy??

Now that is bitchy. 

FORBIDDEN

And no, that does not please Diego

And is that why I exist? To please you??? 

Before you can stop it, your temper flares.

No Princess. The other way. Let me please you

Oh no. Oh shit. What. Is. Happening?? You are royally fucked now. This entire conversation has gone so completely off the rails that you can't even define a 'train'. Those little bouncing dots have not stopped yet.

Should I tell you how I miss you? How these stupid meetings and these stupid people and my stupid sister bore me when I would rather be listening to you read a dictionary? Or sing every word to every song ever played on the radio? Or explain the differences between cat breeds?

Or maybe I could say how ridiculously empty this bed is with only me in it. How there are no tiny socks hidden under the comforter. Not a single lip balm in sight.

Perhaps you need a list of everything I would touch. The soft lips. A little bitty hand. That tiny ribcage. Those thick thighs. With my beard, ofc. Your forehead with mine?

Oh. Ohh. Oh no. This is not fair. This is an attack. How did he just break me like this? Your face is flushed and you are crying outright now. You have to stop this right now.

Stop.stop please. Diego no

Diego yessss 

You can't take anymore. This isn't funny. You can't even form words. When autocorrect suggests the picture of a pineapple you stab it and then hit send in rapid succession.

Pinnaea🍍🍍

………………………...

Your phone emits one aborted ring then it cuts off.

Can I call? Please

You're trying to figure out a way to calm yourself, to stifle the heaving gasps and whiny sobs. You're nodding. Not useful, idiot, you scold yourself.

No video. Just talk. Please Princess

You can't say no to that when he is trying so hard. 

Ok yeah 

You barely see the message load on the screen when the ringing starts up again. Smacking the green button entirely too hard, you hold your breath to stop the pitiful sounds.

"Princess?" His voice is cautious, tone soft.

"I'm h-here." Is all you can manage. Any more and you'll burst into sobs again.

"Are you in bed?" Keeping it short and precise. Yes or no answers. Nothing too demanding. 

"Yeah. S-s-sitting." He is being so sweet. How is someone like Diego so sweet to you. Something rustles in the background. 

"What was it? A specific word? Or just too much?" His voice is hushed, like he might be in a small room…

"Are… are you in a c-c-closet?" Is he really…? You hold your breath.

"Si. Your closet is too small. I was going to send you a picture." He answers.

You absolutely cannot deal with this man. 

"Baby, I--" Your stupid soprano voice gives away how emotional you really are. He was going to send you a picture of a closet big enough for you to hide. Probably a panoramic shot so you could fully visualize it. Your chest compresses and you gasp.

"Princess? Talk. Make a noise. Something!" He sounds panicked. You suddenly remember he can't read your face this way. He can't see your pleased smile.

"That's. That's just. Diego, I love you so much." Its out before you can stop it. Even though you know he can't see it, you still hide your face.

"Love." He breathes softly into the phone. "Tell Diego what you need, my good little girl." His voice is quiet, controlled. He is letting you lead him where you want him. Everywhere. Forever.

You feel safe enough to actually confess, "I just have a, a really hard time believing… all of. That." You wave your hand in the air vaguely. "Not that you're lying!" You rush to clarify. "Just that anyone could actually like, well seems to, at least, everything…?"

"Did that make any sense?" You chew your lip anxiously.

His soft chuckle makes your stomach flip. "Well, it was technically English." Your snort sends him into quiet giggles.

"I like hearing you laugh." You whisper. He goes silent. You tense up.

"Perfect little princess. No one has ever told me that before. Most people are frightened of my laugh." He seems a little bewildered by his own words. Like he didn't mean for that to come out but now he definitely wants to hear the reaction.

You cover your smile, then pick up the phone so you can lie down. "Apparently I'm not most people." You feel around blindly until you locate TMP (Tiny Murder Panther) and tuck the stuffed animal under your chin for cuddles. "I like your voice, too. Like when you talk to me. Sometimes its just the words. Or rather my ingesting of them of that trips me up." Your quiet sniffle is hidden in silky black fur.

"The words are the problem? Do I need a, a…. The book with words that all mean the same thing." He bites out.

Sometimes you forget that English is his second language. Then things like this happen. And its fucking adorable.

"Thesaurus. Synonyms, baby." Your smile is audible.

"I know!" He huffs in mock indignation.

"I know you know. That's cute, though."

"So are your little 'aqui's and 'si's and 'ahora's."

"Fine! Gawd!" 

You both dissolve into laughter. It fades into easy silence while you rub your cheek over faux fur. 

He sighs gently into the phone. "Was it the forehead touching?" His voice trembles a bit, like he is unsure that he should have asked. As though afraid. A little overwhelmed, just like you.

"Um. Yes. Actually. That was. Yeah, that did it." You blink back tears. "We have a thing. We're a 'we'."

"That is what you want, yes?" Diego sounds cautious. As if he might accidentally utter an irreversible spell or something. Then, a quiet whisper, "It's what I want."

You suck in a deep breath and decide to just force it out. Just take what you desire. Jump already.

"I want you. I don't think a typical, um, relationship would work. But, people can define themselves. Relationships should operate the same way."

That… that actually sounded decisive and authoritative. Wow. You're really that bitch tonight, huh? You are very pleased with yourself. You can hear something sliding against the phone but can't identify the sound.

"There she is." The wide smile in his voice stabs directly into your heart. It was his beard rubbing the phone when he smiled. You laugh with his approval, pleasure burning through your veins.

"Maybe I can write some stuff down. For discussion purposes. Maybe you can write some stuff down for me. Reading it makes it seem more real to me."

"If that is your royal decree, Princess." He shuffles around, you can hear clothing rustling.

"Do you really like finding my orphan socks?" Your voice is sly, like a kid springing a trap question. He likes that smirky tone and you know it.

"They are cute. Just like the tiny feet. You are so very little, Princess." Oh, but he knows exactly how to flip the trap back onto you. The sound of muffled tapping comes through the line. "Tiny feet. Added to the list." His voice echoes the smallest bit, he must have you on speaker so he can access the note app. "Next item: fat ass."

You explode into guffaws. "Damnit Diego!" Your wheezing almost drowns out his husky laughter. 

"Wait! I almost forgot! Fan-tasss-tic. Rrrrack." He sounds out the words as he types them. You lose vocal control again, giggling like a child. Logically you know these juvenile jokes shouldn't be this amusing, but clearly you both have the same maturity level.

"Baby, you are my favorite pervert." Your declaration is met with haughtiness. 

"I had better be your only pervert, Princess." The possessive tone straightens your spine with shock. "You are mine!" He growls fiercely. 

Everything is quiet for a very long minute. You seem to have consumed every butterfly, hot sauce, and poprocks-and-cola mixture on the planet when you weren't paying attention. 

You think about all the gifts. Designer purses, specially tailored clothing, the six pairs of redbottoms you now own, how the last ring he gave you still twinkles up at you from your right hand (he took great pleasure in ensuring it fit your middle finger so you can still be pretty while you flip him off).

You remember all the places he has taken you. The Michelin starred restaurants, that hole-in-the-wall Mexican place where they know him by first name is your favorite, the stupid stores he wanders through with you, the cheesy tourist traps where he always gets you a hideously clichéd souvenir. 

Your memory flashes through a slide show of his laughter. Gleeful giggles at your horrified reaction to the neon orange lipstick he presented in Sephora. His wheezing delight when you gagged on the seaweed appetizer he shoveled into your mouth before you could object. The gentle, knowing chuckle when you pulled TMP out of your bag to take a nap two weekends ago.

You realize he is entirely correct.

"Yes I am, Diego." Is your quiet confirmation. 

"Bicki. I." He seems startled. You stay silent and let him gather his thoughts. The swallow is audible before he continues hesitantly, "I will see you this weekend, mi amor?"

All the ways this man says 'I love you' are so many more than just the actual words. Your pleased smile stretches your cheeks so far it hurts.

"Yes please!" Your shameless request ends in a yawn. "Sorry." 

"You need to sleep for work, Princess. I have one last meeting here then I will be there tomorrow." 

You wish he was here now but keep that to yourself. 

"OK, let me know when you're here." 

I am so not wearing panties under that new maxidress for the flight up and demanding that he pick me up personally. Yes. A perfect plan. You amuse even yourself with your scheming.

"Be careful tonight, Diego. I want you to come home to me." The thought of anything happening to him crushes your throat.

"I, I want that, too. Love you." All comes tumbling out of him in a rushed confession of quiet hopefulness. It makes you so happy that tears well up again. Fucking stop this, woman.

"Love you. Bye, baby." You whisper warmly, hoping he can feel even an ounce of how deliriously happy he makes you.

"Goodnight, Princess." The reply is sighed, full of self-conscious relief and pleasure. His rough voice is so calm and soothing that you nod off before the line disconnects, face tucked into his miniature proxy.

…………………………...

Incoming text

Friday 12:09am

From: Murder Panther

🥰💋💟💯🔜

#damnit diego #murder panther #24 fucking 7 hours in this house #the feeeeeels #zash writes #i hurt myself with this one guys #safewords aren't just for physical stuff

[a-master-procrastinator]

Auletta for the Character Danger Meme?

Ofc the first candidate for this is Auletta, should've known :)

I'll try not to fangirl over her too much, but can't promise

Raw power - ★★★★★

No question there, she's powerful as hell (only taking her Force-sensitivity into account). I could take away one score bc of her lacking physical strength, but her connection to the Force and the way she uses her potential make up for it tbh.

Formal training - ★★★

Auletta had the least formal training of my other Force-users in this verse (and less than even agent and trooper), but I also can't call trials in Sith Academy on Korriban insufficient. First of all, SWTOR is confusing and made it seem like characters don't spend much time on Korriban, so I went and said "in my imagination it has been at least several months (more than 6-7)". Second, Auletta worked really hard to become a Sith, and that in addition to her determination, great potential in the Force and intellect made for excellent training. However, Sith Academy is the only place where she had formal training, so I leave it at 3/5.

Combat experience - ★★★★

Now, this one depends on what point of her life we're talking about. Just like with formal training, she had almost no combat experience prior to her time on Korriban, but after the Sith Academy she surely gets a lot of it. Though if we take class story stuff aside (bc it's universal for all Inquisitors in SWTOR), most of her experience comes from behind the scenes (not actually in game).

But I think managing 2 warzones during the search for the artifacts for Zash, opposing a Dark Council member, winning Kaggath on Corellia, defeating Thanaton, leading a long hunt for Dread Masters and Hero of Tython simultaneously while also managing to aid the war effort against the Republic is impressive enough. And I haven't mentioned the stuff that comes during and after KotFE/ET (bc I need to figure out the details).

Besides, Auletta is not exactly the type to fight head on, not all the time at least. She'd rather manipulate the events and wait until they go exactly as she planned, weakening the opponent before facing them, so not sure if this can be included in combat experience, but wanted to mention it.

Willingness to kill - ★★★★★

Oh, this is too obvious. I would even say she's a bit overeager to kill. Even if Auletta doesn't kill opponents right away, it's either because she could use them or bc she wants to play with food before finishing them off.

Previous victims - ★★★★

Okay, the only reason I didn't give all 5/5 is because Auletta doesn't get to kill Vitiate, Arcann or Vaylin (bc whole Zakuul stuff goes without her), because otherwise her list of victims is long and impressive (spoilers ahead???). Nomar Organa, Lord Paladius and Darth Zash as just an apprentice, Revan on Foundry (though with help), Darth Thanaton and his entire powerbase, all of Dread Masters, Hero of Tython and many other victims behind the scenes. It may seem that the list stops here, but it's mostly because Auletta's story in my headcanon is not over yet and needs more development. She goes relatively passive after Acina becomes the Empress, preparing and waiting for perfect opportunity to enact her plans. Let's just say that Nox a very important role in my future story (that is if I ignore a lot of in-game events after Ossus).

I would also indirectly add Emperor's Wrath to the list. She didn't kill Iressa, but Auletta destroyed her life's work and reputation, which then led to her death against Zakuul invasion.

#this is as fair as i can. auletta is my favorite antagonist among my ocs #tyvm for asking! #seriously raven i can't thank you enough for tagging and sending asks ♥ #ask game #swtor #oc:auletta #the-raven-of-highever #let auletta kill valkorion #wait no it's a bad idea #she'll just team up with him and cause even more trouble #one day i'll actually get her story but not today #(though now i'm somewhat motivated to work on it) #(well as much as it's possible right now) #legacy (verse): lette

[reliciron]

Gotta love how after the Inquisitor visits the vault on Balmorra they must be absolutely dripping with toxic waste. They’re wearing fabric robes for fuck sake, they must be sodden with the stuff.

And they just hop on a speeder (which is now irradiated, thanks SI), waltz through Sobrek (leaving a trail of toxic waste and unconscious people who stumbled over it), and into Major Bessiker’s little office (how is he not dead? it’s in the carpet now, they’ll need to quarantine the whole city block).

Where’s Darth Zash’s apprentice? Just follow the geiger counter screeching.

#swtor #sith inquisitor

[rainofaugustsith]

SWTOR: Ashara

It's interesting to me that SWTOR dropped a character who a) walks away from the Jedi and b) uses the Dark Side but c) does not go off the deep end into players' laps, and it doesn't seem to be noticed much. To be fair the character has been poorly used since the class story, but in the little we get from her, we see how she's expanded her practices in the Force without becoming Darth Edgelord. Which again, shows it's possible in canon to use both sides of the Force, just as the Revanites do; just as Zakuul does; just as the Voss do. 

It's your cue, Ashara Zavros. 

Unlike Kira, Nadia or Jaesa, Ashara has been with the Jedi Order for her entire life. She doesn't know her parents. She wasn't in another situation before being discovered by the Jedi. She's been there for the duration. She is the one who knows how the Jedi Order operates, backward and forward. 

If you pay attention on Taris when you look at the recordings of Ashara's lessons, you find that she's questioned some of the things she's learning, despite having grown up in the Order. She says as much later on. She doesn't understand why she can't learn certain things, and doesn't necessarily see them as evil just because they are not Jedi. In fact, that is exactly how the Inquisitor gets her to engage: she offers Ashara a holocron. 

Caption: Ashara Zavros: The Jedi never talked to me about Yavin. There were stories, and I asked about them, but I was always told I wasn't ready. Am I ready now, my lord? Ashara doesn't go with the Inquisitor because she really wants to. She goes because she's burned all the bridges with the Jedi on Taris and she feels she has no other recourse. And she's not happy about it. She tells the Inquisitor she will never respect them. She gets angry with them for the actions of other Sith. 

But she talks. 

She questions. 

She learns. 

She doesn't delude herself that the Inquisitor is on a secret quest to turn the Sith to the light, the way LS Jaesa is. She doesn't go off the deep end and decide to abandon everything she knows like DS Jaesa. She doesn't want to kill all the Sith like Kira. 

Instead, she learns more. She makes it clear she is intelligent and perceptive. If the Inquisitor warns Zash not to mess with Ashara, Zash scoffs and says that Ashara's way too sharp for head games.

If the Inquisitor doesn't blow her off, she can have conversations with Ashara where they basically pick apart her world view, little by little. By the end of the class story, it seems she's adopted philosophies from both sides of the Force, she agrees with the "peace is a lie" part of the Sith Code, and she ends up reciting her own code that sounds a lot like that of the Grey Jedi. She doesn't go full Dark Side. She doesn't deny it, either. 

Caption Ashara Zavros: Passion, peace. Strength, knowledge. Power, serenity. Victory, harmony. Freedom, the Force. Before Ashara returns post-KOTET, if you have Master Ranos, you can ask about her. Ranos tells you that she's heard of Ashara...sometimes as the hero, and sometimes as the villain. When she's located, she's on Voss - a planet known for its own way of using the Force outside the parameters of the Jedi or Sith.  At the beginning of her reunion with the Inquisitor, she is very obviously channeling the Dark Side. But if the Inquisitor attacks her, Ashara does not retaliate. She calmly deflects the lightning and walks away. Her lightsabers now have yellow blades, showing her changes and growth in the Force. 

Back at the Alliance base on Odessen, Ashara can be found standing close to Darth Hexid, on the Sith side of the room - and she's not exactly channeling light - so it's not a writing lapse. 

I wish this were pointed out more. Ashara's got some fascinating stuff there, and I'd love to see her show up in the story again. 

#swtor #rain talks swtor #sith inquisitor #ashara zavros