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ohawritingblog · 5 years

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Nothing

funny how i can't give the same energy back of someone making efforts for me

i know he's struggling for i keep on pushing him away

away from me

i am very selfish for I can't seem to give it back,

the same energy he gives away for me

so freely

so easily

i felt worthless for i can't make myself try

but i am trying

so hard

funny how i onced wished for this very moment to happen

and now

here it is,

right in front of me

and yet here i am

doing nothing,

what ever happened to me?

•J.K.•

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ohawritingblog · 6 years

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Afraid

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ohawritingblog · 7 years

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“If you could choose how to die,” she said, “what would you choose?” I thought for a moment before I spoke, quietly as I gazed at her face, “In your arms, with a mouthful of laughter and lungs filled with your stardust,” I smiled, “A death like that, is surely, heavenly.”

Lukas W. // Forgotten Words #150 // “Death in your arms” (via somepiecesofmyheartandsoul)

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ohawritingblog · 7 years

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have no connection for 2 weeks now 😔 made me realize it's not that bad

internet isn’t real life

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ohawritingblog · 7 years

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Out of all these people, there’s this one guy who stood out. He saw me but then who am i to be noticed anyway? I did the best thing I’m good at. I walked away, past the crowd. and back to my reality.

•J.K.•

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ohawritingblog · 7 years

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Yes, I do love you. I really do. But I want my heart in my own hands. I want to take care of myself, with you walking right next to me. I love you, but I want to love me too.

Lukas W. // The world at my feet (via somepiecesofmyheartandsoul)

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ohawritingblog · 7 years

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She’s picking at her fingers again as she’s staring or more like watching what’s happening outside. She’s tuned out the world again, very immersed on listening to music. she sighed, stopped what she’s doing and now she’s resting her head on her palm. I went inside and headed to her direction and stopped just in front of her table. she didn’t noticed me, i waited. I observed every single detail of her up this close. Her eyelashes are not that long but her eyes are very expressive, how it’ll barely widen or constrict a tiny fraction. She glanced up and saw me, i was startled that she caught me staring. she let out a small laugh at my sudden reaction and removed her earphones “hi” she said, smiling, i scratched my nape and uttered a barely inaudible hello. She smiled even wider and tapped the seat beside her signalling me to take the seat. “I’ve been waiting for you the whole time” she said. “I’m sorry to keep you waiting”

•J.K.•

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ohawritingblog · 7 years

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Should you know that I will still be entirely yours, no matter where you are, no matter whose heart you carry in your arms. Should you know that I will always love you no matter the weather, no matter the time.

Lukas W. // Only yours no matter what (via somepiecesofmyheartandsoul)

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ohawritingblog · 7 years

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I am so sorry that I am no longer the one you want and need.

Lukas W. // You don’t want me (via somepiecesofmyheartandsoul)

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ohawritingblog · 7 years

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I watched from my seat how she grabbed her earphones and ever so slowly sank into her seat as she’s now listening to her music, nodding her head occasionally to the beat of the song. I stared at her for the longest time, she looked up and tilted her head to the side. She saw me, she didn’t smile but what i saw in her eyes. I saw longing, a sad soul she is. She stared at me as if she saw something in me that seems of interest of her. Seconds felt like it was eternity, I watched how one side of her mouth quirked up. oh God. Finally. She saw me.

• J.K. •

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