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#i live in hope that one person knew the suit would get the reaction it did
trickybasterd · 1 month
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all I'm saying is if the insomniac team had full faith and love for miles's new suit it would've got a introduction scene like the advanced suit and miles' original suit did
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fangswbenefits · 10 months
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Consequences
Summary: Miguel’s obsession with you reaches a breaking point, and now he’s left to deal with the consequences.
Pairing: Miguel O’Hara x spider-woman!reader
Word count: 2.5k
18+. Miguel POV. Obsessed and jealous Miguel. Shy/inexperienced sweet reader. Pining. Pillow hump*ng.
Part 1 (if you’re just starting out) - Previous part
Miguel hadn’t managed to get a single second of sleep.
After having heard you mumble that name over and over, he had retreated to the living room, scanning through your file like a madman, hoping he’d find out who this person was.
Tom.
He had Lyla comb through everything, but nothing had come up.
By the time six in the morning rolled around, you exited the room with a long yawn, stretching out your arms, as Miguel sat on his counch, eyeing you intensely.
Still not wearing a bra.
Still in his shirt.
But having mumbled someone else’s name.
Needless to say, this ordeal had effectively killed his boner for good.
It was hard for him to hide his scowl. “Sleep well?”
Your lips curled into a satisfied smile. “Hmm. You?”
Laughable.
He nodded, not wanting his voice to betray his feelings.
“Do you think I can take a shower before I go to the lab?”
“Sure.”
You glared at him, arching an eyebrow. “Is… everything okay?”
“Of course,” he said, clearing his throat. “You have some fresh towels in there.”
“Great!” you chirped happily, disappearing into the bathroom.
Maybe a few hours ago, Miguel O’Hara would have been rock hard from the thought of you being naked with nothing but a door in the way.
But he was having a hard time focusing on anything beyond his blinding jealousy.
Who was Tom? A boyfriend? Family? A pet? Someone random?
Or someone important?
Why didn’t he know about this? Was he overreacting? Maybe there was nothing to be jealous of.
But he was sure of something: he needed answers.
He walked up to the kitchen and brew himself a cup of coffee, needing to deal with the headache that had settled.
Not long after, you emerged from the bathroom, completely soaked in the scent of his body wash, and he nearly gasped at how it completely overtook his senses.
Already in your suit, you quickly dropped by his bedroom to drop off his clothes, and walked right back, bearing a sleepy smile.
“Want something to eat?”
You nodded, sitting on the stool by the counter. “Yes, please. Do you have some fruit?”
He grabbed his cup of coffee and scanned the cupboard. “An apple?”
“Yes!” you beamed.
Miguel offered you one that you immediately brought to your lips, sinking your teeth into the soft surface.
To someone on the outside, this could be considered a moment between a couple who was just getting ready to start the day.
Everything looked very… domestic.
Except, it wasn’t.
Maybe he shouldn’t ask. Would it be too much?
But he had to know. It was eating him alive inside not knowing.
“Who’s Tom?”
Your eyes shot up to meet his and you immediately stopped chewing. “What?”
Miguel tried to appear as casual as possible, but something in your reaction made him regret having asked in the first place.
There was no going back now, so he might as well push for it.
Right?
“I heard you in your sleep,” he went on, taking a sip of his coffee. “You whispered that name.”
Your face had hardened lightly and your gaze dropped to the apple in your hand. “Uh… yeah. I’m sorry if I woke you up.”
I didn’t even sleep…
“Is he family or…?”
You swallowed and slid off the stool, waving a dismissive hand. “It’s no big deal. Wait… what time is it?” you said, tapping your watch. “Oh. I need to head back to the lab.”
At this point, Miguel knew he had maybe fucked up big time, and went into full on panic mode.
“I’m sorry that I asked, I-”
You immediately shook your head. “Don’t worry. It’s fine! Thanks for letting me stay over.”
He rounded the countertop and walked up to you, desperate to fix whatever he had just broken.
“You can take the day off if you need.”
You smiled again, but he knew that this time it was genuine. “That’s exactly what I don’t need. Now that I’ve managed to get the chips to work, I need to get back and run some tests.”
He allowed himself to relax slightly. From this distance he could smell his shampoo on you, and it made his heart clench.
There you were again.
His hardworking sweet girl.
You gave his arm a light pat. “Thanks again, Miguel. Your bed is really comfortable,” you said, heading to the doorway while rummaging through your backpack. “Much more than mine.”
He’d have it in your apartment in a heartbeat, and he nearly offered, but chose silence.
“See you later!” you waved with a smile before taking another bite out of the apple, and disappearing beyond the sliding door.
That smile could break a man.
It had broken him long ago.
And now Miguel wanted to scream.
To break something.
Not only did he not get an answer from you, but now he was under the impression he had crossed a line he shouldn’t have by having asked you.
He stormed into his room, and paced hurriedly from one end to the other, trying to decide what to do next.
That was until your scent gripped his heightened senses again.
He glared at his bed.
Your scent lingered in the bedsheets and, as if on autopilot, he paced towards it and gripped one pillow, bringing it to his face.
The family rush of blood downwards was almost painful.
You had been in his bed, and he had lost count of the amount of times he had fantasised ravaging you in it.
He allowed his digital suit to dissolve, leaving him fully naked.
Miguel knew deep down that this was too desperate. Even for him.
But that didn’t stop him.
Instead, he got on top of the mattress, right above where you had slept, and positioned the pillow lower, until the underside of his cock was resting on the soft material.
You had left his shirt neatly folded on top of another pillow and he brought the fabric to his nose, breathing in your scent mixed with his.
His hips rolled once.
It was intoxicating, but he couldn’t stop himself from slowly dragging his cock up and down the pillow soaked in your scent, soon to become soaked in his precum.
His grunts were muffled by the fabric and he felt his fang tear through it.
He wasn’t going to last long.
This was too much.
With a few more snaps of his hips, and feeling more and more precum spill out, Miguel was a moaning mess.
How he wished you’d be right under him, taking all those thrusts deep inside, whimpering and sobbing as he filled you over and over again.
The thought of you struggling to take him for the first time was enough to push him over the edge, and more sounds of fabric being torn filled his ears.
He stilled as a guttural growl broke from his throat, strings of cum shooting out and seeping into the soft fabric below.
His breathing was still erratic by the time his fangs retracted.
Once he found the will to get up, he picked up the cum-drenched pillow and decided to throw it away.
The post-nut clarity hit him like a thousand bricks, as he cleaned up the mess, allowing his suit to cover his entire body once again.
If you weren’t going to tell him about Tom, then he knew just who to ask.
Jessica Drew.
Pulling out two orange screens in his livingroom, your file immediately coming up. He then tapped on his watch twice.
Jessica’s hologram popped up. “Morning, Miguel.”
“Busy?”
“Just headed out to brief my squad.”
“Who’s Tom?” he blurted out, positioning his wrist so that she could see your file on the screen.
“Oh.”
He scowled deeply. “What do you mean ‘oh’?”
Jess clicked her tongue. “I mean that I’m not surprised this is about her.”
“What?”
“You’re not as subtle as you think you are, Miguel O’Hara,” she said with a teasing smile. “You might be able to fool others — hell, even her —, but you can’t fool me.”
That was Jessica Drew. Perceptive as always. He wasn’t all that annoyed that she could read him that well. After all, he had recruited her for a reason.
“I’m just concerned about her,” he said, admitting defeat.
“I’m sure you are,” she said, adjusting her glasses. “But maybe you should be asking her, no?”
“I did, and she pushed the topic away.”
She shrugged. “Well, I don’t know of any Tom. That name never popped up while I was scouting her.”
He felt disappointment and frustration grip him tightly, and he began scrolling through your file, wishing he could have missed something.
“Look, I may head out to her dimension later today, and see what I can find,” she offered with a sigh.
“Thank you, Jess.”
“But Miguel…?”
His crimson eyes darted to the flickering hologram. “Yes?”
“If she doesn’t want to talk about it, there may be a chance you won’t like what I find out. If I find anything, that is.”
Point taken.
He was started to accept that the truth might be an inconvenience for him.
But he had to know. The frustration of not knowing was driving him crazy.
“Just do what you have to do.”
She nodded and the hologram faded.
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The first time Miguel had been at to your place was to check up on you after almost an entire week of going without sleep.
You were stubborn. Even more than he had been in his younger days.
You’d go home, but continue working, so he had no choice but to restrict your access to the lab data from outside HQ. As expected, you weren’t happy, but finally took his advice and got some rest.
Now he was back, but for a different reason, and he could only hope things between you two hadn’t soured.
He had kept his distance throughout the rest of day, occasionally checking you through the cameras as the mic in your suit.
Nothing had seemed out of the ordinary.
But he had an uneasy feeling brewing inside him, so he had to make sure.
You had promptly let him in even though it was close to midnight, slightly confused as to the reason of him dropping by.
As he stepped in, he was met with a sight he hadn’t seen the last time he had visited: there were wires spread everywhere along the floor, mixed between card boxes and paper scattered across every possible surface he could set his eyes on.
“Sorry for the mess,” you giggled apologetically. “Wasn’t expecting visitors.”
Good.
But also… very workaholic of you.
You were dressed in just a shirt — seemingly wearing a bra, this time — and some sweatpants, with a pencil tucked behind your ear, as you paced in circles, glaring at your pad.
“Love what you did with the decoration,” Miguel mused, trying his best to strategically avoid stepping on anything. “Fire hazard aesthetic, is it?”
You paused to stare at him with a lighthearted chuckle. “Bingo!”
Your reaction made him feel more at ease. Perhaps he had read too much into things.
You were still acting like his sweet girl.
The table at the center had barely any room left, and he managed to find a vacant spot on a chair nearby. “May I sit?”
You were looking through a tube with five different wires running along it. “Oh… I was going to place this there.”
Miguel immediately moved away. “Right. Of course.”
Priorities of any scientist.
Flashing him your trademark grin, you moved around to rest the tube horizontally on the chair.
This place truly resembled his when he was first getting started with Nueva York. All the blueprints and planning and computers and screens.
Oddly enough, your apartment made him feel nostalgic.
“So, what’s up?” you said, before taking a sip of your water.
He ran a hand through his hair and heaved a deep sigh. “I wanted to apologise for earlier today.”
You blinked.
“That conversation… about Tom?”
“Oh!” you suddenly said as realisation hit you. “There’s nothing to apologise for, Miguel! It’s a non issue.”
Well. He begged to differ, actually. Whoever this Tom person was, it had already created a slight rift between you two, even if unintentionally.
And he wanted to fix that.
Miguel was a fixer.
“I just want to make sure that Tom isn’t going to become an issue. For you… or for us.”
He added that last part in an effort to compel you to talk about him, which stemmed from genuine concern. What if Tom was someone dangerous and that could put spider society at risk?
You waved your hand dismissively. “He won’t. Don’t worry.”
He bit the inside of his cheek, feeling the urge to continue with the questions, but it had become clear you weren’t going to collaborate.
It didn’t matter.
He would have information on Tom soon enough, and then he’d decide whether he was an issue or not.
But then… “Are you two close?”
He mentally slapped himself for his impulse.
“Oh, yeah… I guess you could say that,” you said, dragging your finger along the screen in front of you. “But, really, there’s no point talking about it.”
But why?
So he was someone close to you… he had dreaded this possibility becoming true.
But maybe… maybe it was just some family member.
He began pacing around with arms crossed, glacing outside the window and into the night sky.
Deep down, he wanted you to know he was there for you, but he also wanted some answers.
He needed answers.
“He didn’t hurt you, did he?”
At this, you slammed your palms on the table, a frown settling on your face. “Miguel! Drop it, please… it’s nothing.”
That was unexpected.
And so unlike you.
And it was enough to stop him in his tracks. “I’m just looking out for you.”
He was. Truly.
And for his relationship with you. A future one, hopefully.
Your features softened as your eyes met his, and he felt the sudden urge to close the gap between you two and pull you into an embrace.
But he chose to keep his distance, not wanting to seem overbearing.
“I know. I’m sorry,” you drawled out, rubbing your temples with both hands. “I shouldn’t have snapped like that.”
He shook his head at once. “I shouldn’t have asked.”
“I’ve been too overloaded with work, which is my fault, I know,” you said, pacing nervously. “But… I just want to help.”
Miguel sighed. “And you are. You don’t need to constantly prove yourself. No one will think less of you for not figuring things out at first,” he continued, and he meant every single word. “There’s so much trial and error in our line of work. We should work hard, yes. But not to the point of exhaustion.”
You halted, glaring at him like he had just uttered something unthinkable.
Unexpectedly, you were the one to close the distance between you two with unsure steps.
Dropping both arms against his sides, Miguel watched in silence as you paced closer and closer, your face holding a hint of sadness that should be forbidden.
You should never have to feel sad.
“I know you care,” you said, you voice but a whisper. “And I’m really grateful for you.”
Miguel’s heart sped up, as you tilted your head to stare at him. “Can I hug you?”
How could he ever say no to you? He’d give you anything. Everything.
You just didn’t know that.
He was left baffled and could only nod, and you wrapped your arms around him, pressed your cheek to his chest.
For a man who was perceived as a genius and had built an entire city from the ground up, Miguel sure felt like a fish out of water. So out of his element. He hadn’t shared this level of closeness with anyone in years.
But slowly, he managed to place one hand to the back of your head while the other pulled you closer, in the hopes that you would find safety and comfort in his embrace.
“Thank you.”
A few hours ago, he was humping his pillow thinking of you, fully drunk in your scent. Now, something else filled him.
Anger.
Rage.
No… there was no doubt whoever this Tom individual was that he had left a mark on you. And he couldn’t stand seeing his sweet girl like this.
He had to find out what had happened and what he had done to his sweet girl.
He would find him and he would break him if he had to.
Your tears were wetting his suit, and he had to muster all his willpower not to bolt into your dimension in search of him.
The fingers on your back caressed you slowly, lulling you into a comfortable position.
“I’m here for you.”
He felt your arms tighten around him, and he heard a sob. “Can… can you sing something?”
“What?”
“It distracts me…”
He felt puzzled at first, but he did want to help you. “Uh… anything?”
You nodded with a sniffle.
“Okay… uh… the itsy bitsy spider craw-”
You broke into a laughter. “Seriously?”
He felt his lips turn into a warm smile, as he kept rubbing your back.
Slowly, you loosened your grip around him and tilted your head to stare at him, chin resting on his chest with a sweet smile.
It had worked.
“You have such pretty eyes,” you whispered.
On impulse, he brushed his thumb along your cheek, wiping away a few teardrops.
His eyes then fell to your lips as they parted slightly, and he brought the thumb to brush along them, enjoying the softness and how your breath came out in shallow pants.
His sweet girl…
How he really wanted to—
And then his watch stared beeping, cutting the moment short.
Of course.
You jolted and he bent his arm and glared, as spider-byte’s hologram emerged. “Boss, Jessica has found subject A on Earth-2848.”
Fuck.
You immediately tore from him, wiping away the remnants of your tears.
“My Earth? What happe-”
He quickly cut you off. “Send me the file.”
Margo glanced briefly at you. “Uploading the file, boss.”
Miguel immediately terminated contact, and the hologram dissolved. He was then met with your questioning face
“Is it an anomaly? Is everything okay?”
He pinched the bridge of his nose. “We are just tracking some unusual activity.”
He didn’t want to lie to you.
But you had left him no choice.
He had to know who Tom was.
For you.
“I’m taking care of it,” he tried to reassure again.
You didn’t seem all that convinced, but didn’t insist.
Instead, you took a few steps back, and he felt your warmth painfully leave him at once.
He could get used to it so easily.
Then, he glared down at the screen of his watch, waiting for the file to be ready.
“Hey, Miguel?”
79%
Almost there.
“Miguel?”
His gaze remained fixed. “Hmm?”
“Do you think you can unlock my suit settings?”
That made him snap his head to glare at you.
What?
You were holding your pad, extending it to him. “I’ve been getting this weird interference in my suit,” you sniffled, eyes still puffy from crying. “I wanted to troubleshoot, but it doesn’t let me access the settings.”
Of course not. He had made sure of that.
But something else began looming over him… “What kind of interference?”
You shrugged, tapping the screen. “Static, I think? I only hear it from time to time, though.”
Miguel’s heart instantly dropped, Lyla’s words of caution ringing inside his head: “You’re not the only tech savvy spider here.”
No, no, no…
“So… can you let me in?”
The mic.
Fuck.
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intoanotherworld23 · 7 months
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Dirty Little Secret
Pairing: Reader x Joel Miller
Warnings: MATURE CONTENT AHEAD NSFW 18+, mention of sex toys, description of sex, female masturbation, consensual sex, unprotected sex, swear words, cheating
Word count: 2386 words
Summary: Joel Miller owns his own company and is your boss and you’re his personal assistant. He’s the most incredibly handsome man you’ve ever met but unfortunately he’s married. Then one night he unexpectedly comes knocking on your door
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"He does what for a living?" Your friend exclaimed on the other side of the phone making you cringe at her voice.
"He designs sex toys." Repeating yourself but in a much lower tone as you laid down in bed. "He owns his own company."
"Fuckin a Y/N." She sighed loudly making you laugh at her reaction. "How in the hell did you get this job?"
"I saw an ad somewhere that he was looking for a personal assistant so I applied and got the job." Not really wanting to tell her the full story of what happened during the interview.
"Does he get to ya know.. test the toys on you?" You could hear the teasing tone in her voice making you shake your head.
"Absolutely not." Scoffing loudly although it would be kind of hot if he did. "I keep track of his schedules and just run his errands."
"The man has to be kinky as fuck." Surprisingly she wasn't asking a question it was more of a statement to herself.
"I would have no idea about that." Even though it wouldn't surprise you at all if he was.
The man probably had a whole room filled with all kinds of toys. He just screamed dominance and power. The type of guy to call you a good girl as you he bent you over his lap, and spanked you until your ass was on fire.
"Is he at least hot?" She went from shocked to interested very quickly.
"He is absolutely gorgeous." Humming to yourself picturing him in your head, and how good he looked in his dark gray suit. "I've never seen a man more handsome than him."
"Is he married?" A frown appeared on your face hating the fact he was married.
"Unfortunately yes he is married." Both of you groaning at the fact, and a sense of envy washed over you.
"She probably forced herself on him, and made him marry her." She replied making you burst out laughing. "Or she has huge tits."
"Well let's just say I know her boobs aren't small." Remembering the picture you saw on his desk of the two of them. "Or real."
"Well at least you get to stare at him all day." Her words reassuring but it didn't help your feelings at all.
"I guess yeah." Shrugging your shoulders as you bent your knees moving them side to side.
"Does this man come with a handsome name?" She asked you as you sat up and tried not to moan while saying it.
"His name is Joel Miller." Hearing her groaning on the other line as she mumbled something to herself.
"God I can imagine screaming that name out loud." She was more promiscuous than you ever were, and she had no filter.
"Jesus you haven't even met the guy and your more horny for him than I am." Joking as she laughed and you could picture her flipping you off.
"Holy mother of god I just googled him, and I about creamed my pants." Of course she was instantly looking him up wanting to know exactly what he looked like.
"Hope you have an extra pair of panties to spare." Raising your eyebrows as she laughed loudly.
"Well I know what I would be doing that you wouldn't." You knew exactly where she was going with this.
"And what's that?" Humoring her with a question even though you already knew the answer.
"That you would never grow some lady balls and fuck him." Her vulgar words had you rolling your eyes as you giggled. "I would be all over that in a heartbeat."
"I know you would." Agreeing with her instantly knowing her history. "Then you would get fired."
"At least I would get to fuck someone incredibly handsome."
A part of you became jealous hearing those words come out of her mouth wanting this man all to yourself. Constantly wishing and fantasizing that he wasn't married to his wife, but was married to you instead.
"I bet his cock is incredible and huge." If you had water in your mouth it would be all over you. "His wife probably needs crutches after him."
This time you weren't laughing or shaking your head at her. Your mind went to what he looked like below the belt. Picturing him standing there naked stroking himself to the sight of you.
Imagining what it would feel like if you wrapped your hands around it. Wondering what it would feel like when it would slip inside you, and just how much he could stretch you out. Imagining him taking you in every position, and never once letting up.
Feeling your panties getting a little wet at the thought. Your insides were clenching, and you felt your body become heated with desire. Your eyes glazing over as you squeezed your thighs together trying to relieve the pressure.
"Alright I'm gonna go masturbate." Her voice interrupted your perverted thoughts making you come back to reality. "Talk to you later byeeee."
Hanging up the phone before you could even respond. Tossing your phone to the side as you laid there with a hand on your lower stomach. Your mind on Joel unable to get him out of your head.
A part of you felt bad for not really telling her what was going on, and what really happened. For now it was something you wanted to keep to yourself, and hope and pray nobody else would find out about it.
Spreading your legs as you bit your lower lip your hand started to move down. Under your pants feeling a wet spot on your panties. Your fingers moving the thin material to the side as you rubbed your pussy in slow circles.
Increasing the speed of your fingers as you rubbed yourself in figure eights. Brushing your hips against your now throbbing clit making your tremble. Wanting nothing more than to feel Joel's skin touching yours in such a sensual and passionate way.
Closing your eyes as your juices coated your fingers before you stuck two of them inside of you. Gasping as you thrust them in and out imagining it was Joel who was the one fingering you.
Your other hand reached up to grab your breast massaging the mass in rhythm with your thrusting. Pinching your nipple till it was hard causing you to moan out loud. Your cheeks heating up at the possibility someone heard you.
Moving your hips around as you were grinding against your fingers hitting a deeper angle. Curling them upwards as you lifted your back off the bed, and tossed your head into the pillows.
The sounds of your moans, and the squishing sound from your wet pussy echoing around the room. The room was becoming so thick and heavy with your own lust you were so consumed in it.
Picturing Joel bending you over his desk, and drilling his cock so deep inside of you that you could feel him in your stomach. Kissing your neck and sucking on the flesh to be sure, and leave his mark.
Just as you felt your stomach tightening, and your release just right there a knock came from the door. Grunting as you pulled your fingers out wiping your juices on the cover.
Adjusting yourself before you got out of bed to go see who was interrupting you. Opening the door a huge grin appearing on your face at who was standing on the other side. His eyes looking your body up and down with a dark gleam.
"Was I interrupting something?"
His tone mocking knowing exactly what you were doing noticing your panting, and the sweat along your forehead. Feeling your heartbeat echoing in your ears knowing you got caught, and he wasn't stupid.
"Nope." Answering a little too quickly raising his suspicions.
Joel shut the door behind him his eyes never once leaving you. He was hungry for you and had been thinking about you all day. He recognized your scent and his senses went into overdrive. His inner animal was banging against the caged doors screaming to be released.
"I can smell that sweet cunt from here." Sniffing the air an audible gasp leaving your mouth at his choice of words.
"I couldn't wait any longer."
Whining as he backed you up into a wall growling when he pressed his body into yours. Feeling the warmth of his body heat radiating onto yours making the blood rise to your cheeks. It was like all the air was sucked out from your lungs as your true fantasy was about to come true.
Never did you expect something like this to happen. Thinking that he never took an interest in you, and you'd never get to live out one of your dreams.
"Mmm now I'm gonna have to decide what to do to you." Towering over your figure staring down at you like a predator ready to attack its prey.
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"Joel." Choking out a moan as your back arched off the bed.
The smirk on his face grew even larger hearing you moaning his name. If anything it encouraged him to keep pounding into you harder.
"Can feel you squeezin my cock sweetheart." He chuckled as he watched your face contort in pleasure. "Such a tight little pussy for me."
Feeling your orgasm building up again as you turned your head to the side, and gripped the sheets beneath you. Biting onto the pillow trying to muffle your screaming.
"Say my name again baby." He whispered into your ear as he sharply thrusted inside of you making you squeal.
"Oh god Joel." Your toes curling against the bed as he tightened his grip on your hips. "Joel."
"Fuck that's it sweetheart let everyone know whose fucking you so good." His thrusting was slowing down, but just as powerful.
"Such a good girl."
Rotating his hips at a certain angle had your legs trembling. Leaning forward so he could attach his lips to yours. His mouth swallowing all your moans his movements never once missing beat.
"Your pussy so sweet it won't let me go." His stated matter of factly as his fingers reached down to rub your clit.
"God the sounds you make for me sweetheart." His eyes trained down to where his cock was disappearing. Your juices coating his cock making him groan at the sight.
Closing your eyes for a brief moment as the pleasure was taking over your body. Feeling a hand grip your chin making you open your eyes to see those chocolatey brown eyes staring you down.
"Look at me when you cum around my cock." He growled as the veins in his neck popped out.
Leaning on his forearms so his hands were on either side of your face. It was such an intimate moment, but you found yourself entranced with his eyes. Like he was holding onto you and didn't want to let you go.
"Oh fuck right there." You screamed as he hit your sweet spot. The pleasure boiling to the top you felt you might explode.
"Harder Joel."
Opening your legs even further so he could thrust deeper. The muscles straining to the point it was painful, but feeling his condition inside you motivated you to keep them open.
"Such a cock hungry slut for me." Groaning against the skin of your neck before his lips moved downward towards your breasts.
Sucking on the nipples turning them raw and hard. One of your hands reaching out to grip his hair as your senses were overwhelmed. Feeling him smile against your flesh as to how he was making you feel.
"Can feel how fucking close you are sweetheart." His words making your legs shake. "Pussy is just begging for me."
The moans were just spilling from your lips you didn't care who heard you. Your body twitching and moving all around unable to control yourself anymore. The warmth was spreading through out your whole body.
"Cum for me baby." His voice straining as he was trying to control himself as well. "Cum around my cock."
"Be a good girl and squeeze that pussy for me."
He encouraged with his filthy words. Feeling that burning in the pit of your stomach as you were on the edge. Joel was loving the reactions you were having towards him, and if he could take a video of everything he would.
His movements stopped as his cock remained still inside of you as your pussy clenched hard around him. Both of your groaning as you looked each other in the eye.
Burying his head in the crook of your neck while he catches his breath. Rolling over so he's on his back as well. The room is silent and neither of you speak for the next few minutes. It was awkward or uncomfortable which you were thankful for.
When neither of you said anything you decided to get up and start getting dressed. Joel continued to lay there with a confused look on his face.
"What are you doing?"
"Getting dressed I figured you'd want to leave as soon as possible." Your tone harsh and cold mentally preparing yourself for rejection.
Plus you figured after this Joel would fire you since he wouldn't want to deal with the drama that would soon take place. A man like him didn't want some woman he slept with once to become obsessed with him and disrupt his life.
"Come here." He patted the bed indicating you to lay back down.
Crawling back into bed he pulled your body close to his, and you snuggled against him relishing in the warmth of his body. He could sense something was wrong, but you just didn't want him to see you get emotional so quickly.
"What's wrong?" He asked you with genuine concern in his voice.
"Am I fired?"
"Why would I fire you?"
"Cause we just had sex, and I thought you weren't allowed to sleep with your assistant?"
"I'm the boss sweetheart I can do whatever I want." Grabbing your face and planting his lips on yours for a sensual kiss.
Maybe you were completely wrong about him, and things you were worried about were just all in your head.
"So don't worry about getting fired." He reassured you. "Also I'm not done with you yet."
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unspoken words || max verstappen 1
type: one shot pairing: max verstappen x reader word count: 3.5k summary: admitting your feelings isn't that easy, especially when the man you're having feelings for is your brother's best friend... requested: yes! I've combined multiple requests for this fic, simply because I feel like they all fit well together! ''PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE write something for max thank you I love you & hey! can i request something with max that's angst to fluff or possibly hurt/comfort? feel like that trope really suits max for whatever reason?? anyways thank you! + i love your writing <;3 & driverXbestfriends!sister with max and daniel’s sister plsss & max verstappen, enemies to lovers, drivers x driver or driver x driver/bestfriend!sister & Could you do one where the reader is drunk out of her mind coming back from a party/club then maybe she throws up and max just comforts her and helps her shower to get clean?'' requests are CLOSED!!! warnings: angst, alcohol, reader being drunk, anxiety (a little?), protective!max. notes: HOOOLY FCK this took long. I think I've been working on it for literal MONTHS. However, it's finished, and I really hope you like it. Please leave a comment or even a reblog, because it's really something that keeps me motivated other than a like. Don't read me wrong, I love to get likes, it's just that a comment feels a lot more personal! Also, it's been so long, I've had to look up one of my older fics to see how I used to make this set up thingy. It's been way too long and I've missed you all <3 P.S. Did you guess correctly who the brother was?
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Formula 1, something you had grown up with ever since your brother decided it was his passion, his world. And it slowly became yours too. Accompanying him at races became a monthly habit, and even though you were still in college, you always found a way to support your brother from the garages in the pitlane. Starting in the Toro Rosso garage, making your way to the Redbull garage. Renault was the next place you’d find yourself, and it all ended last year, in the McLaren garages.
It was a time of uncertainty for both Daniel and your family, as you knew how much love your brother had for the motorsports. He always mentioned that he’d rather live racing, than race living, because that’s what, according to him, wasn’t the goal in life. You had to enjoy every moment of your life, something he would often refer to as ‘enjoy the butterflies’.
The uncertainty soon ended when Daniel told you he was going back to Redbull. ‘’But you must keep it quiet, little one.’’ He told you with a smirk plastered on his face. ‘’Oh my god, are you for real? That’s incredible, Dandan! I’m so proud of you!’’ That was your first reaction, because you were beyond excited for your brother. Even if it was as a reserve driver, you couldn’t obtain your excitement.
It wasn’t just because of Daniel you were a Redbull fan, but ever since 2016, you had secretly started to admire the team more and more. Sure, your brother had always been your idol, and you couldn’t help but feel an intense rush of pride every time he got behind the wheel. But your attention wasn’t solely focussed on him.
Max Verstappen, currently one of the best drivers on the grid, and one of your brothers’ best friends, was the reason you could feel your heart pounding against your chest once you stepped foot back into the navy-blue garages. You and Max had known each other for quite a few years now, ever since he joined the Redbull team back in 2016. He was a few years older than you, and your admiration for him slowly grew into something more.
His talent, charm, and his fierce determination were something you found yourself captivated by, and it only grew more every time you saw him. But you were just Daniel’s little sister, at least you thought.
Monaco 2023, the Grand Prix of Europe, where the high class, fancy people wandering the paddock made you feel like a teenage schoolgirl on your first day of university. Even though you were twenty-three years old, and couldn’t complain about the money you had, you were never one to dress like you were attending a royal wedding.
You were watching the cars, and then looked at your brother, who was dressed in his Redbull polo, seated on the pitwall whilst you were standing in the back of the garage, him watching the screens. As soon as the camera turned to capture the Australian man on the pitwall, you could hear the crowd go absolutely wild. They loved him, and so did you.
After the race, you made your way over towards your brother’s apartment, changing your outfit for something more afterparty worthy. That’s where you were going, and you knew it was one of the few chances you had of being close to Max.
Realising the feelings you had for Max were more than just friendly, brought a bittersweet taste to those afterparty’s, because you knew Max probably didn’t feel the same about you. You always did your best to hide your emotions, burying them deep inside so that nobody, not even Max, could catch a glimpse of your true feelings. It was a delicate balancing act, pretending to be just friends while your heart yearned for something more.
‘’Hey, congrats on your win.’’ You embraced the Dutch driver as he was quick in placing his arms around your body, pulling you in for a friendly hug.
‘’Thanks, y/n, I’m glad you’re here.’’ He partially shouted over the music, your cheeks heating up at the thought of what he meant, or what you thought he meant.
You quickly shook that thought away and nodded at him, shooting your shiny smile, the one you and your brother had in common, and you pulled yourself away from his hug.
As the night went on, both you and Max were sharing stories and naked truths, finding yourself on a conversation that went beyond your usual banter. The alcohol loosened your inhibitions, blurring the lines between friendship and something more. It was dangerous territory, and you both knew it.
‘’Naked truth coming.’’ He said, leaning against the wall in front of you as you stood facing him, the blue coloured cocktail in your hand. Your eyes went over his features as he licked his lips, ready to tell you one of his naked truths.
‘’I’m not going to sign a new contract after this one.’’ He smirked, watching you, looking for your response. You weren’t surprised, to be fair. You kind of did see it coming, because there have been quite some rumours going around lately. But you did feel privileged as he trusted you enough to say this. It might be due to the alcohol he had burning in his system, but you liked it, you liked this intoxicated version of Max, because this way you could be close to him, without anyone thinking anything.
‘’Your turn.’’ He smirked, stepping a little closer and you could swear you felt his body heat warming you up, even though you were still a meter apart from each other. Your mind was trying to come up with something, because you had to be careful of what to say. You wanted to tell him about your feelings, you wanted to speak the words that had been dancing on the tip of your tongue for so long now, but you couldn’t, and you hated it.
‘’I think I’m in love with one of Daniel’s friends’’ you managed to spill, avoiding his eyes as you immediately tried to wash your mouth with the alcohol in the cup you were holding. You searched for the straw with your tongue, sucking the burning liquid through the straw, all the way to your throat, as if it made your words less harsh.
‘’Really?’’ Max answered, clearly not expecting this kind of naked truth coming out of your mouth. ‘’Who?’’ He immediately shot this question after the other, wanting to know which guy stole your heart, but little did he know.
‘’Do I know him?’’ You could almost facepalm yourself at the awkwardness, because now you knew you had to lie to the world champion. ‘’No, I mean, I don’t think so…’’ you simply replied.
As you continued to avoid Max’ gaze, you felt a mixture of relief and regret for not being completely honest with him. Regret, because you wanted to tell him the truth, you didn’t want to hide your true feelings any longer, but relief, because you knew that if you would have spoken the truth, things would have become more than awkward between the two of you. Besides, what were the chances that he would feel the same way about you?
However, Max’ eyes did not leave your face, trying to study your expression for a moment, he was seemingly lost in thought. The weight of his silence was hanging in the air, and you could almost hear a pin drop. Your heart was racing with anticipation, but then he finally let out a deep breath, breaking the heavy silence.
‘’Well, whoever it is, they are a lucky person,’’ he said softly, a flicker of something you couldn’t quite place crossing his eyes. Happiness? Sadness? Jealousy? Relief? You couldn’t place it. However, you started to remind yourself that he probably wasn’t talking about you, but that it must have been a general statement, a well-intentioned compliment.
As the night wore on, the music became a distant hum, the conversations of the people around you started to fade as you let the alcohol numb your feelings. It was one way of forgetting them, or at least, not having to think of them. The tension between you and Max was heavier than before, and it was as if the universe wanted to test you, pushing you closer to the edge of admitting your true feelings.
With each sip, each passing moment, your longing for Max intensified, but the fear of rejection held you back from speaking the unspoken words. You knew that crossing that thin line of friendship with Max could change everything, although you weren’t sure if you wanted to take that risk.
As the afterparty came to an end, you stumbled out into the cool night air, the city lights blurred before your eyes as you faced reality. Max didn’t love you, and the love you had for him would forever be unspoken.
‘’There you are!’’ You heard a faint voice, a pair of arms holding you by your elbows as you saw the man in front of you. ‘’Jesus, how much alcohol have you had?’’ Daniel had a concerned yet relieved expression on his face as he embraced you in a hug.  
When you entered what you thought was Daniel’s apartment, alone, you immediately located yourself on the nearest couch, laying down as your stomach started to twist and turn because of the litres of alcoholic beverages you had been consuming this night. Your hand was fumbling around in your bag the moment you felt something buzz, and without blinking, you answered the phone call you were receiving.
‘’Hello… y/n?... where are you?... hello?’’
‘’Hello,’’ you managed to croak into the phone, your voice barely audible as you fought off the dizziness and nausea that threatened to consume you. ‘’I’m… I’m at Daniel’s… apartment.’’
The voice on the other end of the line sounded frantic. It was Max. ‘’Y/n, stay there. Don’t move, I’m coming to get you.’’ His tone was laced with worry, and you could hear the urgency in his voice.
As you waited, your mind started to spin, mainly because of the alcohol, but also because of the confusion. Was Max coming over because he was genuinely concerned about your wellbeing, or was he just being a good friend to both you and Daniel?
Minutes felt like hours as you lay on the couch, your mind racing with a thousand different thoughts. Finally, you heard the sound of hurried footsteps approaching the apartment. The door swung open, and there stood Max, breathless and confused at the same time. His eyes widened as he took in your state, and he rushed to your side, concern etched deep into him.
‘’What happened, y/n? Are you okay?’’ Max’ voice was filled with genuine worry, his hands gently cradling your face as he tried to assess your condition.
You forced a weak smile, trying to make Max feel a little more at ease about the situation. ‘’I… I had a bit too much to drink. I’m sorry, Max. I didn’t mean to worry you.’’
His eyes saw straight through you, his gaze piercing into yours, his worry transitioning into a mix of frustration and tenderness. ‘’You should have known better, y/n. Drinking yourself into this state… it’s not like you.’’ His words were filled with disappointment, and you felt a stab of guilt pierce through your already shattered heart.
He helped you sit up and handed you a glass of water, his touch gentle, but you felt every nerve on your skin tingling with his touch. You couldn’t help but feel the weight of his disappointment, causing you to feel even more ashamed of what you had managed to get yourself into. It was as if your actions, your decisions to drink more alcohol than you could consume to keep a somewhat sober state, caused your friendship with Max to become even more tensed.
‘’I know,’’ you whispered, avoiding his gaze as you took a sip of water, hoping it would wash away not only the physical effects of the alcohol, but also the mistakes you had made. ‘’I’m sorry, Max. I didn’t mean to disappoint you.’’
His expression softened a little, but the tension remained. ‘’You didn’t disappoint me,’’ he whispered, his voice filled with a mix of genuine concern, but also a slight frustration. Was he frustrated with himself for making you feel as if he was disappointed, or was he frustrated with you, for putting yourself in this kind of state?
‘’I’m just worried about you, y/n. You mean a lot to me, and seeing you like this… it hurts.’’
The honesty in his words made you tear up, tears welling up in your eyes. You had been longing for a moment like this, a chance to be vulnerable with Max, but not like this. ‘’Why did you let yourself get this drunk, y/n, you’re never drunk, you hate being drunk.’’
You knew he was right, and that made you feel even worse, because he knew you so well, your friendship had grown into such a big thing, that you feared breaking it. You were scared of crossing that thin line, and losing Max, both as a friend, and possibly something more than that.
But you knew you had to spill the words, because the pain of keeping your feelings bottled up was becoming unbearable, even if the fear of rejection still lingered.
‘’I…’’ You started, trying to one by one collect the words, the words that would cause either a lot of damage, or a lot of relief. ‘’I’m sorry for everything. I just can’t hide it anymore. I’m sorry for hiding my feelings, for not being honest with you. I… I love you, Max. I’ve loved you for so long, and it’s tearing me apart. I thought maybe if I’d get wasted, I’d stop the pain in my chest, at least for this evening. Because I couldn’t bear it anymore, it hurts.’’
The room fell silent as your confession hung in the air, the weight of your emotions suffocating you. Max’ eyes widened, his gaze searching yours as if trying to decipher the truth behind your words.
‘’Y/n,’’ he whispered, his voice barely audible. ‘’I… I had no idea.’’
This could go two ways, and that mixture of hope and fear filled you up, danced within you as you waited for Max to speak again, you had to know if he felt the same way. But before he could respond, a voice broke through the tension that had been built up, slicing through the moment of vulnerability you were in right now.
‘’What’s going on here?’’ Daniel’s voice boomed from the doorway, his eyes filled with concern and confusion as he took in the scene before him.
You quickly managed to stand up, your hand rising to wipe the tears that were on your skin, the rawness of your emotions leaving you in a horrible situation right now. Max stood up as well, his gaze shifting between you and Daniel. He was lost for words, and it was evident on his face.
‘’Daniel, I…’’ you began, struggling to find the right words, how were you going to explain to him that you just confessed your feelings to one of his best mates? You didn’t have to, because your brother held his hand up, cutting you off.
‘’Not now,’’ he said firmly, his voice filled with a mix of protectiveness and disappointment. ‘’Y/n, let’s get you to bed. We’ll talk about this tomorrow.’’
And so, days went on, you explained Daniel you just drank a little too much, and that Max was there to bring you home, and waited till he would arrive home so Max could go to his own apartment. You hated lying to your brother, because you two were so close, and you felt as if the tension with Max now also elongated to you and your brother.
It was race weekend, yet again, and you and Max had avoided each other the entire week already. You never received an answer from him, after you poured your heart out, explaining to him you had been in love with him for a while now.
Every time you saw Verstappen in the paddock, you felt a pang of regret, wishing you had never revealed your true feelings. Those once unspoken words were better than the distance the two of you had now, the pain of those unspoken feelings was better than the pain you felt every time you saw the Dutch man.
It became harder to pretend everything was normal when the truth hung in the air, casting a shadow over your interactions. The once vibrant friendship between you and Max seemed to fade, replaced by awkward glances and strained conversations. The pitlane, once a place of excitement and joy, now felt suffocating, reminding you of what you could never have. Max.
As the season progressed, you found your strength in supporting your brother at Alpha Tauri and throwing yourself into your studies. You buried your emotions deep within, trying to move on from the pain of rejection. But no matter how hard you tried, thoughts of Max lingered the corners of your mind, constantly reminding you of those words that were no longer unspoken.
Months passed, and the distance between you and Max only grew wider. The dynamics within the team had shifted, mostly because Daniel was no longer in the same garages as Max was. This made you feel like an outsider, looking in. The once close group Daniel would bring you along in, was now separated, fragmented, and you longed for days when everything was simpler, when your love for Formula 1 brought you together rather than tearing you apart.
One evening, as you sat alone in Daniel’s apartment, as he was in Italy for some meetings for Alpha Tauri, you received a text message from a not unknown number. Curiosity and a glimmer of hope filled your heart as you read the words on the screen.
‘It’s Max. Can we meet and talk? I need to apologize.’
Your heart raced with a mix of anticipation and anxiety. You agreed to meet him the next day at Daniel’s apartment, knowing your brother wouldn’t be home this week anyways. He gave you full responsibility for the apartment.
When you opened the door and saw Max standing there, you couldn’t help but notice the weariness in his eyes. He looked nervous, his usually confidence replaced by vulnerability. As he walked inside the apartment, he sat down after you gestured for him to take a seat on the sofa.
‘’I’m sorry, y/n,’’ he began, his voiced laced with regret. ‘’I didn’t handle things well after you confessed your feelings. I was caught off guard, and I didn’t know how to respond. I let our friendship suffer because of it, and I’m sorry.’’
You sat up straight, taking a deep breath to maintain your somewhat calm heart. You had missed the connection you once shared with him, and hearing him acknowledge his mistakes brought a sense of relief. Even though your feelings for him were still very much apparent, you’d rather deal with that pain, than the pain of never seeing him again.
‘’I understand,’’ you whispered, your voice filled with a mixture of pain and forgiveness. ‘’It’s not easy for either of us. I never wanted to jeopardize our friendship, but the feelings became too much to bear.’’
Max reached across the couch and gently took your hand in his, a glimmer of hope shining in his eyes. ‘’I’ve been doing some soul-searching, y/n. I realised that I’ve been pushing my own feelings aside because I was afraid of losing what we had. I guess you just had more balls to admit it, which made me think.’’
Your heart skipped a beat, hoping flickering within you. ‘’What are you saying, Max?’’
He took a deep breath, his grip on your hand tightening. ‘’I’m saying that I’ve come to realise how much you mean to me. I’ve been blind to the love that’s been right in front of me all this time. I don’t want to let fear hold me back anymore. I want to give us a chance.’’
The emotions you were feeling at this moment were all over the place – joy, relief, and a renewed sense of hope. The pain and regret that had haunted you for so long began to dissipate, replaced by the possibility of something beautiful.
‘’I want that too, Max. I’ve been forcing myself to get a grip and end my feelings, but I couldn’t. I’ve never stopped loving you.’’
In that moment, the weight of unspoken words lifted, and the hand Max was holding a few seconds ago found itself at his cheek. His hands slowly moved from your arms to your cheeks, pulling your face closer to his.
‘’May I?’’ He whispered, his voice so delicate, gentle, barely above a whisper. You always imagined your kiss with Max to be out of this world, but the tender feeling of his lips, the smell of his minty breath and his hands caressing your cheeks as if you were a porcelain doll were more than you could ever imagine.
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☁️control-sunato banda☁️
a/n: i haven’t been able to find any banda fics so i chose to write one lmao. im currently obsessed w him🤭
warnings: spoilers from S2 i guess (?), mentions of killing
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sunato banda x reader
you sighed loudly as you leaned against a wall, watching people enter the prison to also take part in this next game that you joined.
jack of hearts.
the game? prison cell.
the voice from the speakers explained the rules. you had to guess the suit that appeared at the back of the collar that the game made everyone wear before beginning.
you couldn’t see your own suit and after each round the suit would change. you also couldn’t use reflective object to see what suit you had and no violence could be used to kill people. each round would last for an hour and at the end of each round you needed to step into a cell and guess which suit you had. if you guessed wrong, then the game would end for you. your collar would explode and you’d die.
the difficulty of the game was that the game was a test of who you could trust. the jack of hearts had also joined in the game secretly as a participant. and the game would only be cleared once the jack of hearts is killed.
simple right?
not quite.
the game could potentially go on forever if everyone just worked together. however, that was never going to happen. eventually, someone would cave in and lie which would cause a chain reaction of betrayal.
you just hoped the people who had joined the game weren’t all idiots. you wanted to live.
some people chose to work as a big group, while others went into pairs.
you scanned the room, examining each person up and down. you were trying to figure out who best you could trust. and also who could be the jack of hearts.
it was easy to determine which people were more trust worthy than some of the others. however, you were drawn to one person in particular. a guy who was slim, tall and wearing a blue shirt. he looked familiar but you couldn’t quite pinpoint where you’d seen him before.
he was talking to another participant and it looked like they were going to form an alliance. you wanted to join them too, out of all the participants you wanted to study them the most. especially, blue shirt guy as he had a strange but also a strong aura to him.
for a second you debated on how you should play out your personality. would you show them your real personality or your fake one? you needed to keep your guard up. you had to stay in control.
so, your fake one it was.
“let’s be friends” you had overheard the blue shirt guy say as you approached the pair.
“excuse me, i was wondering if i could join and make your pair a trio?” you asked sweetly putting on your innocent face “my name is y/n and i haven’t been able to find myself a partner. i get a little nervous in big groups so i’d prefer a trio”
“yeah of course, we call all tell each other which suit we get with each round! is that okay banda? my name is matsushita by the way” the one who paired up with who you now knew as banda said with a small smile.
“why not? we can all be friends” banda smirked eyeing you up and down.
“we can start with you matsushita. if you turn around we can tell you your suit” you smiled at him and he nodded before turning around.
you briefly looked at banda who without hesitation told matsushita his suit.
“it’s spade” he said and you nodded in agreement.
“yes you got spade” you confirmed and matsushita bowed as a thank you.
“we can do banda next” matsushita suggested and banda hummed in agreement before turning around.
“your suit is club” you told him and matsushita confirmed it.
“turn around” banda said after turning around to face you.
keeping up your act you acted surprised at his monotone voice as he told you what to do.
you brushed your hair out the way and banda read what suit you had.
“heart” he said and once matsushita confirmed it you thanked them both.
it would’ve been a lie if you said you weren’t a teeny bit nervous about the first round. you still didn’t know if you could fully trust the pair that you had joined.
however, after you made it through the first round, you started to ease up.
you knew you couldn’t fully trust both of them but for now staying with them was the best move considering at any moment someone could buckle and start killing people.
banda and matsushita were talking about it. the only way the game would start getting anywhere is if the jack of hearts starting killing people or if someone afraid of getting killed, starts lying to kill other people. until that starts happening, everyone would be stuck in this prison forever.
“what’s your problem? hurry up and tell me, fucker!” another participant yelled as he threw his ‘partner’ on the floor.
in an instant you went over to help him up, banda followed aswell.
“are you okay?” you asked and the guy nodded.
banda came from behind and began to help the guy up so you decided to step back a bit.
“tell him ‘club’” banda whispered and you just about managed to hear him.
without reacting you moved back to where you originally stood.
you were impressed but you didn’t let it show. that was smart move from banda to get things moving.
the game had only just begun.
as you expected, people began to buckle under pressure after the first person died.
as each round went on, more and more people began to die.
‘friends’ turning on ‘friends’.
you also began to notice different patterns from certain participants. people were generally easy to read, it was all about keeping a close eye on the small details.
you had also made a friend. his name was chishiya and when you weren’t with your ‘teammates’ you were with him discussing different possibilities. you both understood each other well and around him you felt as though you didn’t need hide your real personality.
“you can’t be good hearted in these games. you have to play your cards right in order to win. being a part of this world gave me control and i intend to keep it that way. the jack of hearts will slip up somewhere and that’s when i’ll catch them out” you told chishiya as he nodded his head.
“im impressed, you aren’t who i thought you’d be” he commented with a chuckle and you sent him a quick smile before walking off to avoid your ‘teammates’ seeing you with chishiya.
“what shall i get?” you mumbled to yourself as you looked at the snack selection in front of you. the area was quiet and you were the only one in there.
your hand reached for a pack of crackers and as you grabbed it, you felt someones presence behind you.
when you turned around you pretended to be shocked and jumped back.
“you scared me!” you put your free hand over your heart as you let out a fake laugh “did you need me to tell you your suit?”
as you waited for his answer you kept the fake smile plastered on your face.
“you’re still playing that game y/n?” banda sighed with an evil look in his eyes “it’s been 10 hours..don’t you get tired?”
“huh? what do you mean?” you then tried your best to keep the smile on your face.
“i know it’s all fake. i could see right through you from the start. especially when you heard me tell that guy to kill the bully. you acted like you didn’t hear me tell him but, i know you did. you know, there aren’t many people who’d approach someone like me” he continued and you eyed his hands as he pulled out a blade.
he held the blade to your side and you finally let your natural personality show.
“so what? you think im the jack of hearts?” your smile dropped and you looked him dead in the eye.
“you know what i think? you’re brave. for you to willingly join a murderer in a game like this…it confirms that you’re not innocent” he smirked and pressed the blade to cause some pressure on the side of the body where he held it.
a lightbulb went off in your head and you finally realised why banda looked so familiar. he was on tv and in the paper for killing 4 women. he was supposed to be serving a life sentence, yet here he was in this alternate universe. everything about his murders was calculated, he was the one in control.
“unbelievable, you’re THE sunato banda” you let out a laugh followed by a sigh “i saw you on tv, you’re not as bad and scary as they made you out to be..i’ll admit though that you are harder to read”
“tell me. why are you participating in the games in this land? until now, i haven’t been in a land as beautiful as this one” banda pulled the blade away and held it up to your cheek instead.
“control. in this world, im in control of everything and i intend to keep it that way. you and i both know that if you wanted to use that blade on me, you would’ve done so already” you lifted your hand and pushed his arm away so that the blade wasn’t near your cheek.
banda smirked and stepped backwards.
“you and i are quite similar” his eyes flicked between your eyes and lips.
“i think so too” you leaned in, lips almost touching his ear as you whispered “except, that im the one who’s in control”
without a second thought, you brought your hand to cup the side of his face and moved your lips towards his. you then closed the gap and pressed them onto his. surprisingly, banda reciprocated the kiss and his hands moved to your waist where he held you in place.
once you both pulled away from the kiss, banda smugly grinned, the grip on your waist tightening slightly.
“if i were you i wouldn’t be so sure that you’re the one in control” his voice was low and he then let go of your waist with some force before silently walking away and exiting the room.
had you ever been the one in control around him?
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airas-story · 6 months
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Just a Kick
“Well,” Tony said, trying not to let his amusement get the best of him. “Say what you will about Peter, but subtle he is not. I think he wants us to date.”
Stephen glanced at him, arching an eyebrow. “What gave it away?” He asked, tone dry. “The mistletoe a few weeks ago that was completely out of season? The three different staged dinners that, admittedly, took us two dinners too long to figure out? The time they locked us in a closet after having stolen my sling ring? The fact that they’ve now tried to shove us into a single room with only one bed despite the fact that I could literally portal us to our own rooms for the night without anyone the wiser?”
“We could do that,” Tony agreed, even though Peter had made them promise not to abuse portals. Apparently it was part of the ‘vacation experience’ and it was cheating if they just went home every night. Tony didn’t get it, but he’d gone along with it this far. He let out a little hum as he considered the situation. “Or, I suppose, we could just go along with it.”
“You kick,” Stephen muttered under his breath. “It is incredibly annoying.”
Tony had gotten used to Stephen knowing random things about him—about them, in the hypothetical situation that they happened—that Stephen should, by all rights, not have any way to know.
14 million timelines.
Tony didn’t know how Stephen had done it, wasn’t sure how Stephen was still sane.
Wasn’t sure how, after all that Stephen had to have seen, Stephen for some reason loved him. There was no way that Tony deserved that.
Personally, Tony blamed Stockholm Syndrome. Stephen had clearly been forced into Tony’s proximity for so long that he’d been tricked into it. And yes, he knew it didn’t work that way, but Tony thought it got the point across remarkably.
But however many timelines it had taken Stephen to fall in love with Tony… It had only taken this one for Tony to fall in love with Stephen.
He just wasn’t sure how to actually do anything about it. He wasn’t sure that Stephen would believe him if he did, for one. And, perhaps more importantly, a part of him worried that his love could never measure up to Stephen’s own.
He would try. Hell, he’d try. He’d try to do right by Stephen. But the fear lurked. What if Tony wasn’t enough?
Such thoughts clearly didn’t plague Peter who clearly thought that he and Stephen were perfect for each other. 
“Well, wouldn’t want to kick you,” Tony said easily, trying to hide his gut reaction. “Just open me up a portal to my place. We can deal with Peter tomorrow.”
The words were supposed to come out casual, but something must have slipped because Stephen eyed him curiously.
“Do you want to share a bed?” he asked, sounding uncertain. Uncertain didn’t suit Stephen.
Tony opened his mouth, then closed it. He wasn’t sure how to answer that question. The truth was that, yes, he sort of did. But he also wasn’t sure what that would do to their relationship. Would it progress things faster and further than Tony was ready for?
Would he be giving Stephen promises that he couldn’t possibly live up to?
He knew he wasn’t good enough for Stephen. Did he want to give Stephen the false hope that Tony might someday be?
Stephen’s brow furrowed and Tony realized he’d been silent too long.
“Yes,” he admitted. He ran a hand through his hair before throwing caution to the wind. “I do want to share a bed with you. I want to do a lot of things with you, actually. The sort of things that Peter wants us to do. Like hold hands. And kiss. And sleep together, both platonically and not. And you know… uh, fall in love with you.”
Stephen’s mouth dropped open just slightly. Clearly he hadn’t expected for Tony to go all out like that. Well, Tony had always lived to surprise.
“Except,” Tony continued. “It can’t be perfect, because apparently I kick in bed, and maybe that’s a sign of other things. That maybe I’ll metaphorically ‘kick’ if I try to love you.”
“You…” Stephen shook his head. “You sound ridiculous, you know that, right? Are you really suggesting that because you kick in your sleep you’re incapable of loving me?”
“I’m just saying that maybe it’s a sign.” He looked away. He sounded like an idiot and he knew it. But the point stood. “You love me.” Stephen didn’t deny it. They were far past that. “And I just… I don’t know if anything I give you can ever match that.”
Stephen huffed out a breath, shaking his head. He waved his hands and then suddenly he was in his pajamas instead of his many layers of sorcerer garb. Tony felt his mouth go dry. Stephen looked… well, he always looked good, but he looked soft and approachable in the soft, worn white t-shirt and comfortable looking lounge pants. “You’re an idiot. Now get into your pajamas and get in bed.”
“Did you hear anything I just said?”
“Yes,” Stephen said. “You admitted you love me. You added a whole bunch of nonsensical commentary about somehow not being enough for me that I’m choosing to ignore until we’re both less tired. But the essence is that you love me. Since that’s true, I don’t see why we’re still dithering about this.”
Tony stared at him, searching for the right words.
Somehow he still surprised himself. “Alright.”
If Stephen was going to make it that simple… Well, Tony could accept it. For now, at least, until they had that discussion they needed to have.
Stephen waited until Tony was comfortable in the bed before wrapping an arm around his waist and pulling him close. “I love you, Tony,” he murmured, breath warm against Tony’s skin. “Even when you kick.”
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prongslvl · 1 year
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DATING HIM - tangerine.
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PAIRING tangerine x gn!reader
SUMMARY hcs of what's like to date the man, the myth, the legend; tangerine.
a/n: it's my first time writing hcs for a character so i hope it doesn't look weird or something! i merged two requests together to make it easier for me. happy reading! my reqs are open
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the start of your relationship with him, even before the dating, was a rough road, to say the least.
with tangerine's secretive personality because of his job, it caused a lot of arguments. this results in lemon jumping in to save the day— honestly, the two of you owe him so much. 
when the two of you aren't talking about jobs, he's usually sarcastic and teasing during conversations. tangerine eventually confessed that he did it to gain a reaction from you. 
he confessed his love for you when you got caught in between the chaos of a job he and lemon had; the thought of you dying made him do so because to hell with a normal declaration of love, right? 
if you were never involved with anything, it would've taken him at least a month or two to even realize what he feels isn't just "person-who-unfortunately-crossed-paths-with-him" type of guilt but actual infatuation.
angry confession, most definitely. as i've mentioned, you two argue a lot, so in the heat of a argument, he'd go;
"can't you see i'm doing this for your safety?"
"i'm a full grown adult, tan, why are you so worried for!?"
"because i fucking love you, alright? and if see any of those bastards lay a hand on you, i don't know what i'll fucking do to 'em!" 
and he wouldn't be embarrassed about it after. you can hear lemon in the background saying, "about damn time!" 'cuz he knows from the very beginning.
tangerine would act differently the next day. "different" means just him being himself with you and finally expressing his true feelings for you openly. 
in your case, ever since you met the man, you've been in love with him. at first, it'd be sexual (have you seen that man's walk?) but after getting to know him better, knowing all the bits and pieces of his actual personality from lemon, you'd catch yourself staring too deeply into his eyes. 
the only reason you fought with tangerine in the first place was your need to get to know him and also let him know you're a person he can trust. as much as you liked every inch of him, secrets and lies left a bad taste on your tongue.
hanging out with them would be a reason for your involvement in their job. it's one of those cliches where the bad guys target the person close to their target so they can trap them. of course, you kept up your own fight.
when tan saw your injuries, he saw red. he didn't even think about the vast difference in your wounds compared to those of your captors. they'd have several bruised patches on their body, black eyes, etc., while you only had a bunch of cuts and a busted lip. lemon did tell you he was the type to shoot first and come with answers later.
in both scenarios, getting captured or in between arguments, after he confesses, you would be too shocked to answer him right away. 
a few weeks into tangerine's unspoken courtship, when you confessed as well, your relationship with him was all like clockwork. 
tangerine finally told you everything about himself, lemon, and the life they lived. all secrets were uncovered— he still kept some details, but it was enough for you.
expensive dates are on the table. as much as you refused to use so much of his money, tangerine would find a way to trick you into a fancy restaurant, saying it was for business, but after desserts with no businessmen approaching him, you knew it was all rubbish.  
tangerine wasn't the only one who could afford expensive things; as a professional pianist, you also had a bit of money to spend on your boyfriend. when he refuses to buy new suits that are actually on trend, you'd go by yourself and buy them for him—he'd have no choice but to accept the bags of new clothes when they're already nearly placed inside his closet. 
you shower him with compliments before he leaves for his job, wearing the suit you bought for him. he'd roll his eyes as he suppressed the smirk on his face. vice versa, he'd give you tons as well on both your looks and performance.
speaking of performances! 
someone give this man a perfect attendance certificate; he's always present at your performances, whether you can ask him or not. he uses his "in a relationship with one of your best talents" ticket to get front row seats. 
you would glance at the crowd to look for him, your eyes automatically scanning the front rows. you'd see him staring at you as if you'd created everything he's ever known. when he does notice your stares, he'll wink with a sly yet proud smirk on his face. 
lemon's beside him, silently cheering you on. 
he's the one you see first after going backstage, engulfing you in a tight hug and kissing your forehead. 
"how was i?" you'd ask, with him answering with no hesitation. "amazing, as always." 
tangerine may or may not have bought a whole grand piano in the middle of his and lemon's house so you can play or practice in their home. 
there would be attempts by tangerine to learn how to play the piano with you. you were a great teacher, he reassures you; his hands weren't just made for all that grace. 
in exchange, he'd bring you to a local shooting range. he brought his own gun for you to use, placing himself behind you as he guided the weapon in your hands. he purposely breathes on your skin, whispering inappropriate words in your ears as you press the trigger— that earned him a knock on the head after the session was over. 
shorter ver hcs !
you didn't like holding grudges, but tangerine was there to hold them for you. 
tangerine hates when people touch his hair, except for you, who give the best messages. he told you it was probably because of your profession that you got so good at working your fingers (several very mature jokes were made after that).
in the beginning, he always had his hair slicked back, but now he keeps his hair naturally curly when he's around you. 
he nicks it, and you put it back. 
lemon refuses to wear a bulletproof vest, saying something about a false sense of security, even with tangerine's scolding. but with you in the picture, he could only grumble to himself as he wore the vest underneath his suit. 
he likes giving you forehead kisses or on your head, saving the intimate ones for private. 
eye contact. unbreakable eye contact. he stares directly into your eyes whenever you talk or are just face-to-face with him. 
your waist as his arm rest. he'd snake his hands around your torso, the proximity between the two of you lessening by the second. 
you like fiddling with tangerine's rings, especially when he's wearing them.
you find it hot whenever he rolls up his leaves, and tangerine is fully aware of it. 
he doesn't like admitting it, but he easily gets jealous. when another person smiles too sweetly at you, his arm will find its way onto your shoulders, using his height to his advantage. sometimes it would be a fan of yours, so you'd scold him for scaring them away.
as for you, you're open about your jealousy. unlike tangerine, it takes a lot for you to get mad at a person, let alone be jealous. but when they were a woman purposely resting her boobs on his arms or a man getting too friendly with him, you'd shoot them the sharpest glare tangerine ever saw you make. he voluntarily removes himself from the person and tries to calm you down. 
when tangerine's angry, he's loud and aggressive. but when you are, you're unnaturally quiet and serious. lemon thinks you're much scarier than his brother. 
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vipersproperty · 11 months
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𝐑𝐞𝐣𝐞𝐜𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧? 𝐒𝐮𝐜𝐡 𝐧𝐨𝐧𝐬𝐞𝐧𝐬𝐞…
Summary: in which your pride eats the better of your love. teasing your way to his heart, hoping he would be the one to confess. yet in the blindness of your cowardice advances, he fulfilled your wish. all the sly remarks have choked you, words you never meant fell from the roots of your mistake.
Featuring the following - Riddle Roseheart + Azul Ashengrotto
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He was a responsible and respectable person. You admired that part of him, often times ogling like a puppy if he looked your way. You wanted more of his attention, his approval.
It was by nature to react jokingly with a friend. Subtle flirting on your part, that seemed to fluster him more than you’d like. Faint touches and fulfilled promises. Times where you let your persona slip up, times where others suspected the two of you were dating. The word has you biting the inside of your cheek when he brushed off these claims. Didn’t he miss the twinkle of sadness in your eyes?
The more you think about it the better sense of your mistakes grapple you. Squeezing your head from the memory, embarrassment. But not because of him. But what you did to let him leave so soon.
There wasn’t anymore hugs or shoulders to lean on. No more moments to check up on him so he doesn’t overwork, making sure he ate a decent meal and took proper care of himself. That’s what friends are for. And you were happy being just that, if only you handled your feelings better. Not make it noticeable or let others perceive that idea. You still blame yourself.
All those teasing remarks how nice he’d look in a suit. That he should sooner or later get a partner or else you might steal him. Alright, maybe that’s what blew it. But the teasing didn’t stop, his reaction was something you cherished because it was the closest thing you can have besides rejection. Nights did you sleep with a hand over your waist or cheek, caressing and imaging he was the one holding you. More than you’d admit, you craved for him every living day. You wondered if he did too.
“What are we, [Name]?”
You nearly felt your heart leap out of its cage. Hearing the pumps of your blood make its way through your ears and cheeks. A cheeky and nervous laugh as you turn your attention towards him.
“What? My best friend duh.” A small snort leaves your lips, your fingers trying to wipe the sweat that began to cling to your skin.
You looked the other way.
His hand shot out to grab your wrist, stopping you from cowering away now that the subject was nothing but personal. A sense of control washed over you, opening your mouth to ask him where he got the idea from. You’re so used to making him embarrassed, to leave the conversation as it is because what point was there to argue with you. You liked that, but things didn’t seem to go your way today.
Your mouth hangs slightly open, words choking you as you stare in awe at this newfound beauty. The crease of his brows twitch ever so slightly. His lips parted to show how his teeth clench against each other. A deep red covering his cheeks and nose, as if you told him you would kiss him.
“[Name], I’m serious.”
Fuck.
ΣRiddle Rosehearts has a confession,
“Please don’t lie to me, [Name].” You knew Riddle accustomed your streak of getting on his nerves. But he let you get away with it. Because instead of thinking logically he let his heart speak for himself.
He prioritized honesty, and through all of your sleazy lies, never once had you had the heart to lie in his face.
Until now.
“This is getting awkward…haha, what made you think that?” Nails dug into your palms. Tugging your hand away from his hold. You didn’t let him answer before speaking again.
“Man, that’s silly. Dating you? Did you think I like you or something? Riddle you’re so gullible, it’s all jokes!” You should’ve stopped there. “I mean if you wanna try dating me why not, sounds like fun.” You didn’t miss the way his eyes flashed a tint of anger.
He scoffs at you. “Fun? Is that what you think of our relationship? Is it fun now, [Name], am I some sort of joke to you…?”
His questions made your brain lack the sense to respond. The sides of your teeth but down harshly on your tongue that dare to speak.
“Why are you so worked up? Stop making this a big deal, we were supposed to go out and shop today and you’re ruining it with these dumb questions.”
He lets out a frustrated sound, his face turning a deep shade of red. Not of embarrassment but anger. Something you haven’t seen since NRC. The two of you weren’t thinking straight, words slipping out in a defensive manner because you’re so scared. You don’t want to escalate this situation any further, because in that moment when his snarled expression melted into your head was the moment a life without Riddle flashed through your eyes.
A question that ruined everything. And you couldn’t save a relationship you loved stay. Suddenly there’s yelling. Accusations and vulgar language. Bringing up past problems and current ones.
What you wished was to turn back time. Swallow your cowardly ways and face him directly in the eyes. Tell him how much he meant to you. That you want to be there for him no matter how bad things get. Hug him and kiss his cheeks, that you love him the moment you laid eyes.
Separately, with heated exchanges the two of you parted ways. You couldn’t hold the angry tears running down your lashes, throat sore and tight from screaming and preventing a sob.
Riddle wished things turned out differently too. When he asked you those questions he prayed to the great sevens that you didn’t mean it. He knows you. Yet he couldn’t grasp this side of you in a situation like this. Not when he openly made himself vulnerable, once more, to confirm his feelings. You just couldn’t get through yours.
ΣAzul Ashengrotto seeks a confession,
“You don’t sound convinced. I won’t make fun of you.”
Did he see right through you? Of course he did, Azul was good with these kind of things. But for him to bluntly call you out like this made you agitated.
“Hah, you? Come on, Azul. You know me, you make the funniest faces if I told you how good you look. Are you sure you’re not the one in love with me?” Azul’s eyes glazed over yours, focusing on the way your teeth gnaws on your bottom lip.
“Still making jokes at times like this? I shouldn’t be surprised, but I’m serious here. Floyd keeps nagging me about you, people are suspecting so why not settle this?” Maybe you took that the wrong way.
“Never going to happen. Can’t your best friend be close…you always worry what other people think it’s getting annoying. Stop worrying what people think, you’re making this weird.” His charming character falters, as if you told him heartbreaking news.
He was already sensing how defensive you were getting. “I could never date you, Azul. You’d focus more on your work than me.” That was supposed to be lighthearted remark.
The curls of your lips stutter as you looked up at him. Eyes watering when his eyes look back at you, wide and sorrowful. You didn’t mean to say it, you knew how badly Azul’s self image was. To have his closest friend tell him that he wasn’t worth dating, that he prioritized work over them. Azul felt like he was dying. Fighting back a shakey sigh.
His gloved fingers reach up to his eyes to wipe them clean, masking it as if he was irritated and massaging the temple of his nose. It was a look that will haunt you till you died, because you didn’t have the courage to say sorry. Say you’re sorry and that you love him. You’d take any chance to date him.
“I see. If you wish to act like a child than adults then I guess I’ll be leaving. I have better things to do.” You want to call out for him. Instead you sucked in a breath and rolled your eyes.
In a matter of minutes you watched as he leaves without saying goodbye. Maybe this would be a little problem that’ll resolve overtime. His messages stopped, so did the smell of him. The sound of his voice. You'd be lying if you said you didn't cry that night, screaming into your pillow for acting so harshly without considering the fact he made it clear it wasn't to make fun of you. Your fear of losing him was the cause of his neglect. You couldn't even apologize still.
Videos you took of him were being replayed in the middle of the night, staring blankly at your phone as you listen to his laughs through the speaker. You really miss him.
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Headcanons for the Mitchell-Bradshaw kids (+ friends & family) because I can | Top Gun AU ✈️
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Summary: What happens when you live with 4 little ducklings? Unforgettable memories!
Pairing: Bradley Bradshaw & Jenny Mitchell
Characters included/mentioned: Dane Bradshaw, Austin Mitchell, Maverick, Slider, Iceman, Carole and etc
Note: Fluffy/ Top Gun Headcanon fic
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1) Bradley and Austin used to volunteer at an Animal Shelter, full of puppies and full grown dogs if all breeds. One day, Slider’s kids wanted to adopt another dog but couldn’t since they already had 4 already so in result, they called Iceman to help them out and so in result he adopted the doggie.
But there was a catch, the Yorkie made so much more barking than expected and had so much darling energy, so Iceman had no choice but to call him—Maverick!! Let’s just say the real Maverick wasn’t the happiest person after hearing that and the kids laughed so loudly at his reaction
2) Speaking of dogs, Austin Mitchell may or may not have brought home in an panic a week later. Jenny was sending text messages on her laptop when he rushed in yelling, “Don’t tell Dad!”
She was confused and looked up, “What did you do?”
“I want you to know that I love you VERY much and you’re always welcome in my room for the bigger closest room.”
“Aussy, what happened? Did you break his motorcycle again?”
“No and for the 10th time that was Dane!”
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He hoped the door for a puppy to walk in as his sister’s jaw dropped to the floor, hugging the fur ball to tackle her. He laughed at the moment and whistles as two more dogs came in grinning brightly.
“Sooo? What do we think?” He asked with a matching grin as the dogs, carrying the puppy.
“We ain’t NEVER telling Dad!” She repiled with a little giggle falling in love with the dogs.
3) As a kid, Dane really in awe of Ice's ability to flip pens like it was nothing and wants to be his student to learn the trick, begging for him to teach him one day after school. His mom brought him a small pack of pens and pencils to practice with for flipping tricks, eventually he gets the hang of it where he showcasing his tricks in class.
He thanked his Uncle Ice later on for showing him the trick, calling him cooler than Maverick jokingly and laughed running off to show his friends his new tricks
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4) Speaking of Dane, is maths kid in school. History was never his strong suit but surprisingly, numbers came much more naturally to him. It resulted in the type of career he would have in the future.
His brother and siblings knew this fact very well, being able to be crafty where he can calculate prices of analysis for planes. As well as when needed he can calculate, like the the tax and measurement when it comes to paying for a restaurant bill.
It would surprise his mother as she would ask, “Not bad, sweetie. How did you do that so fast?”
In result he would hold up the pen and napkin he used to do the math then reply, “I counted.”
5) When it comes to certain things, Jenny is terrible at keeping secrets and wants to gossip, so she can be a little nosy at times (she gets better at it with age). Ice and her dad like to say, she got from their Aunt Carole, since Sunset was most likely the one to be hush hush about certain subjects.
When she was 5, and Bradley was 7, she knew he had a silly little crush on the babysitter cause she was so nice. So she told her auntie Carole who stayed gushing with her all about it, teasing her son about it
When she was 10, she heard all about uncle Slider becoming Commander after watching the adults talk about it and went running to her daddy to spill the news giggling with excitement. It was supposed to be a secret for a few short days but she couldn’t help herself.
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When she was 16, she found out that Dane and Austin had a crush on the same girl or so she thought. She squeals so loudly, knowing that she would have to be quiet about it or else. Bradley even gave her an odd look.
But Jenny had other plans as she sneaked up on her brother and asked, “Sooo who’s the girl?”
“What girl? There is no girl!” Austin exclaimed playing video games on the computer.
“Oh my god it’s the senior!”
“How did y-no! I am not into a senior.”
“But I saw you talking about some girl name ‘Avery’…”
That’s when her brother snorted, “No, Avery Thompson is the senior leader of the drama club. I’m into Avery Rodriguez, he’s on the basketball team.”
Her eyes widen and gasps, “HIM?! Damn, you got good taste!”
6) Jenny had a small crush on Bradley when they were kids, jokingly saying ‘You are my boyfriend.’ when she was 7 but let it go a while later. Especially since fictional boys existed on Tv duh! However, Bradley thought girls had cooties and said, ‘Gross!’
As early high school rolled around, Jenny was watching Disney Channel movies and texting her friends as she watched the boys play guitar and drums in the center of the garage. Austin, Dane and Bradley were jamming out in their band laughing and singing covers.
Tracy and Rachel, Jenny’s friends, walked into the garage jamming out to the songs as she greeted her with a hug. They were chatting and gossiping about the latest movies, along with newest episodes of Gossip Girl.
“Can you believe Blair said that to Serena?! That was uncalled for!” Tracy exclaimed as they sat on the bench, sipping water bottles.
“I know right?! But Serena had a point though.” Jenny yelled, chuckling.
“Blair was better.” Rachel added for a debating measure, “But I love Serena too.”
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Bradley was tuning his guitar but paused to look at the girls with a loopy smile, stuck in a mini trance.
That’s when Austin threw an empty water bottle at his head and yelled, “Dude! Stop staring that’s my sister.”
Dane laughed at his brother’s face, waving at Tracy, Rachel and Jenny who giggled. Bradley just glared at Austin as he stuck out his tongue muttering a few things.
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I know this is random but I wanted to do it for fun. If you want to reblog with HCs or ideas you have for Top Gun universe, feel free to do so! ;)
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pinkcoffeecup · 1 year
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three doors down, part two
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part 2, the wine
story summary: In which Spencer’s terrible cooking skills almost burns down a building, but also gives him a chance to get to know the girl who lives three doors down.
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When Spencer finally entered the apartment building that night, he was more tired than ever. Yet, despite his eyes involuntarily closing shut every now and then, he knew that he would not be able to sleep tonight. The case was far from solved, and Spencer had a habit of pulling all-nighters to get to the bottom of them.
“Long day?” A voice said from behind him. Spencer's lack of sleep, along with the stress of the case, made him jump at the sudden noise, but the soft giggle made him relax once more. “If only you knew, Y/n,” Spencer smiled, turning around to meet her eyes.
“I was planning on offering you some leftovers, but I bet you’re dying for some sleep,” She said, leaning against her front door. Her hair was pulled back into a messy ponytail, small strands of hair falling across her face. “Actually, that sounds perfect, I wasn’t planning on sleeping,”
She looked as if she was planning on questioning his unhealthy habits, but ultimately she decided against it. “Welcome in,” She smiled, opening the door behind her.
Her apartment was warmly decorated, books and plants covering every windowsill and every table. She told him to leave his bag in the hallway, and Spencer carefully hung it up on the empty hook along with his suit jacket. “I hope you like Indian food,” She spoke, watching him as he sat down at one of the mismatched bar stools at the kitchen island. “It sounds perfect,”
He loosened his tie, feeling as if it was suddenly choking him. Spencer watched the familiar scene of Y/n dancing around in the kitchen in front of him, placing a plate of curry in the microwave before hauling herself onto the kitchen counter. “So, what’s up? Did you catch any bad guys today?” Y/n wondered, Her legs dangling off the counter.
“Unfortunately not,” Spencer sighed, loosening his tie a little more as he spoke. “But we’re close, I probably would’ve worked all night if my boss hadn’t forced me to go home,”
Y/n let out a comforting laugh, “I’m sure you’ll figure it out, if I remember correctly, you’re a nerd of sorts,” She hopped off the counter, grabbed the plate from the microwave before placing it in front of Spencer, taking a seat next to him.
“In a cool way though,” Spencer joked, taking a bite of the food in front of him. “And you are, what? A Masterchef?”
“Well yeah, I thought we had already established that,” Y/n responded, a wide grin on her face as she spoke, “But I guess you needed something to remind you,”
Spencer chuckled at her words, taking a couple more bites of her food, “Did you know that the name curry was coined by British colonisers because of a misunderstanding?”
“No, I did not,” Y/n giggled, “you really are a nerd,”
“Shut up,” Spencer laughed, Y/n smiling as she watched him take a second bite of the food. There was something so endearing about the way he looked just then. His wrinkly shirt, matched with his loose tie, and his curly hair was messy as he tiredly took another bite of the food. “What?” Spencer mumbled through the food in his mouth.
“Nothing,” Y/n laughed, her face turning red. She was yet unaware of Spencer's exact profession, and that every single reaction she had would be carefully analysed by the man next to her, but despite Spencer's tiredness, he did not fail to notice her red cheeks. He didn’t press her any further, only letting out a small laugh.
“How come you aren’t planning on sleeping?” Y/n asked, hoping her question wouldn’t be all too personal.
Spencer took a final bite of the food in front of him before turning towards Y/n. “Well,” He began, “It’s just a bad habit I have. Whenever I’m forced to go home even though we haven’t solved a case, I can’t help but stay up all night trying to figure it out,”
“It’s like when you have a song on your mind, and you know the lyrics deep down, but for some reason, you can’t think of it. It’s impossible to think of anything else and it just drives you crazy knowing that you can figure it out if you try hard enough,” he continued, “I mean, I have all of the evidence right in front of me, and I should know who did it by now, but-”
His words came to a halt, “Am I rambling?” He sighed. “A little,” Y/n giggled, “keep going,”
She rested her head in her hands, an endearing look in her eyes as she waited for him to continue talking. “I don’t know, I always feel like I know the answer, but for some reason, I can’t find it. It drives me crazy knowing that this guy is just wandering around out there, and my boss wants me to go to bed?”
Spencer let out a deep breath. He wasn’t quite sure why he was telling Y/n all of this, there was something so trusting about her, something so calming about her. “Do you know how admirable that is? Wanting to do everything in your power to help someone else,” She began, “But don’t you think that the reason why you can’t crack this one, is that you haven’t slept in like forty hours?”
Spencer let out a small chuckle, “You know, I’ve been awake for longer,” He said, almost bragging about his horrible habits, “one time, I didn’t sleep for three days,”
“I am so absurdly concerned, but also a little impressed,” Y/n giggled, “Just so I know. Is there absolutely zero chance that I can convince you to go to bed?”
“Are you trying to get rid of me?” Spencer grinned, “If you wanted me to leave you could’ve just asked,” he stood up from his seat watching as Y/n playfully rolled her eyes, grabbing his arm as to keep him from leaving. “Never,” She smiled up at him, a firm grip around his arm.
She watched as he sat back down, smiling. “I don’t want you sitting all by yourself sulking about this case all night, like a sad puppy,” Y/n teased.
“Sulking? A sad puppy?” Spencer placed a hand across his chest, pretending to be hurt by her remarks, “Ouch,”
The two shared a moment of comfortable silence, each of them with a relaxed smile on their face. Soon Y/n found herself rising from her seat, “Wine?” She asked, and despite Spencer’s polite “No you really don’t have to,” the bottle was quickly opened, a glass placed in front of him as she poured. “Wine it is then,” He chuckled, earning a smile from Y/n before she poured herself a glass.
“What’s your favourite book?” Spencer asked, seemingly out of nowhere.
“My favourite book?” Y/n questioned, earning a nod of approval from Spencer, “You can’t ask me that, that’s mean,”
“I am mean,” Spencer scoffed, “What’s your favourite book?” He pressed, watching as Y/n suppressed a smile.
“I don’t have one,” She said, “I like most books, but for different reasons. Some have a terrible plot but have amazing writing, and some have an amazing plot but terrible writing,” She took another sip of her wine, as she watched Spencer think about her words.
Spencer couldn’t help but agree, though he had never quite thought of it like that. He was a fan of the classics, either that or he read non-fiction, and neither of those categories was especially notorious for lousy writing.
He watched as she swallowed her wine, placing the glass back on the table. “I suppose you’re right,” Spencer said.
“Wow,” she gasped, “Dr Reid, did you just say I was right?” She continued, “say that again please,”
Spencer smiled at the title, not expecting her simply addressing him by his title, something he heard multiple times every day, to have such an effect on him. “Y/n, you are right,” He repeated, a warm smile on his face.
He couldn’t decide if maybe it was the wine in his system, or if it could be contributed to something else, but everything within him wanted to stay here with her forever. He wanted to move a little closer, if only to see her smile more up close. Spencer felt like he’d do anything to stay in her presence.
“You have a wine moustache,” Y/n giggled, causing Spencer to lick his lips in hopes of getting rid of the red stain. “Did I get it?” He asked, Y/n only laughing at the red line still resting above his lip. “Wait,” She said, leaving her seat and grabbing a napkin.
She walked back up to him, only stopping once she was standing inches from him. He couldn’t help but smile as she reached the napkin to his face, a smile on her face as her cheeks flushed red. His eyes met hers, looking up at her as she wiped the stain off his face. She lingered for another second or two before taking a seat back down, Spencer clearing his throat.
There was something within him that wished she would’ve stayed standing in front of him for a little longer, gazing into his eyes. An even bigger part of him wished that he would’ve kissed her, but it all seemed much too soon. “There you go,” She said, folding the napkin in front of her as a shy smile made its way to her lips. “No wine moustache?” He asked.
“No wine moustache,”
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nogenderbee · 11 months
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For the event, may I request Al-Haitham in a fluffy with a pinch of angst (does that even exist) scenario using the song The Heart Wants What It Wants by Selena Gomez.
I'd like to use these lyrics
You got me sippin' on something
I know I'm acting a bit crazy
Strung out, a little bit hazy
The bed's getting cold and you're not here
But I'm not alive until you call
Hey! Of course! Honestly it suited so much for Yandere Alhaitham for me but I held back my fantasies and did angst to fluff!
Alhaitham - The Heart Wants What It Wants
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Song:
You got me sippin' on something
Alhaitham absolutely hated it when you were so smiley and all with other men and one of his friends since he knew very well that they were trying to make him jealous on purpose, and he had to hold himself back to not give them that satisfaction.
"Could you stop flirting with someone who's taken?"
It was all he said because he knew that if he would let himself speak more, he'd probably get into argument and give his companions that satisfaction they want.
I know I'm acting a bit crazy
Strung out, a little bit hazy
But it didn't last long for him to finally break. Everyone at the tamble simply couldn't stop complimenting you! He knew you were so pretty and your personality was more than admirable but you were HIS partner! His fist slammed on the table and he literally had so much anger in his eyes.
"Could you stop?! They're NOT partner of any of you. So stop playing around and leave them finally alone!"
He quickly realized that it was a bit different from his usual personality, so he tried to regain his composure. He felt ashamed when he realized what he just did. His companions, counting you in were surprised or some were laughing from your boyfriends reaction. You were kinda happy that he's so protective of you since it shows how much he cares but... that just was too much. You get that he felt jealousy or so but was it really the reason to yell at his friends?
You weren't about to be mad at him for that tho... but you did wanted him to apologize for it so you sent him a little look that he knew well. But of course, he would never to that so he kept quiet and let his companions tease him while you stood there clearly unhappy.
The bed's getting cold and you're not here
But I'm not alive until you call
When it was night, you decided to show him consequences of ignoring you. He was waiting for you in bed for good time now... he even finished reading his book! So he finally got up just to find you in living room.
"Dearest, what are you so busy with?"
"..."
"Why the silent treatment? Is it about what happened back then? Look, I'm sorry I just... didn't liked that they were hitting on you. I promise I won't yell at them over something like that eve again."
And those were the words you wanted to hear! So you went with him and layed next to him. Your side was cold but his was warm, it was obvious he was really patient and hoped that you'll come to his side. Once you layed down, he immidietly wrapped his arms around you. He truly did missed you through this time so you can say your mission was a success! But now... you have someone who is absolutely craving for your attention so maybe you can celebrate your victory a bit later~
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taranida · 9 days
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Schrödinger's Cabin or Who wrote the eruption
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Continuing on answering the points I left out in the theory about what really happened in the 70s. Yet another long read.
the Bird Leg Cabin and the Diver’s Isle, that might or might not been retroactively removed by the eruption under the Cauldron Lake.
The question that bothered me with all this eruption: what did the cabin and isle do to deserve such treatment? Thomas was knowledgeable enough to understand, that it’s the lake that brought the nightmare, not the isle or the cabin, why take them down as well? The isle, even after he “wrote himself out of reality” still bears the name it got from his hobby, not like if it would stay where it was, anything would change. And not like there are no other places on the Cauldron Lake’s shores; the Cauldron Lake Lodge is one of them, but there are also the rental cabins. Removing the isle and cabin had only grim consequences: 32 miners died as a result of flooding and seismic activity. I doubt that Thomas didn’t know how close the mines and the lake are; and I’d love to believe he’s not the type of a person who will be a-okay with mass murdering people. What we hear of him throughout the game is that he was considerate and caring enough to leave shoeboxes and charge Cynthia with helping whomever will be the next victim of the Dark Presence. The situation, when he made a decision, was dire, of course, he could not think about all the links between eruptions, earthquakes and mines, but Thomas knew one thing for sure: the Dark Presence will twist everything to its evil needs. Better write nothing, then hope your work will not be used to cause harm. Also, in every source that gives us information on 18th July 1970 we have nothing about the eruption:
This House of Dreams: “And he took his girlfriend for one last dive. Together they sank down into the depths, far deeper than he had ever dived before.”
The Poet and The Muse: “And vowed them both to silence deep beneath the lake”
Manuscript page: “He put on the suit, untied the monster from the chair. The thing in his arms thrashed weakly, but he held fast. He stepped outside, off the pier, and into the dark water, a sinking pinprick of light, descending toward a bottom that never came.”
Cynthia Weaver: “He tried to undo it, wrote himself, her, everything he’d ever written out of the world.”
I don’t believe Thomas was the one to write the eruption. But we have one person, who could do it, was in a proper state of mind to not care about chain reactions and would love to solve the problem the easiest way.
As we hear in the Alice’s call with Heartman, Alan’s way to solve the problem is to pretend it doesn’t exist:
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How to solve Alice’s death? Write the very place she drowned at out of existence. If there was no cabin, if there was no pier, there would be no way for her to drown, right?
Well, sort of.
This theory has a couple of evidence to support it: the radio and the coffee thermos that we can find in the cabin.
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In the guide we even know the people who placed the radio there, and how the signal is not so good because of the caldera rim.
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And here’s one of the beloved thermoses with a little note of someone in-universe.
They, of course, could be taken with a grain of salt. We do not know when Sam and David lived (or I might’ve missed them somewhere in games or other materials; there are hints that they are active KBF-FM engineers in 2010), yet it’s doubtful that the radios they left in various places were exactly there for 40 years, tuned to KBF-FM and look just as every other radio in 2010. The thermos… well, sadly the person, collecting them, meets a grim fate, probably being stuck in the Dark Place. Yet, the items are there, and the first time the eruption is mentioned is after Alan escapes from the Dark Presence. Let’s not forget also how he escapes: he just walks the bridge and gets into the car as if he was not in the Dark Place this whole time, there is no transition between worlds. And the moment he starts the car, the cabin just dissipates in a black smoke: is it the writing starting to shape reality?
There is a peculiar manuscript, that might hint on the cabin still existing at the time Alan and Alice arrived:
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It’s talking about Cauldron Lake, surely; this is the place of power for the Dark Presence, we know this for a fact. So why would the weak and at the time hurt by this trip to the dinner Dark Presence even consider an effort of conjuring the Bird Leg Cabin? How would it even muster this trick with no art involved, with no artist to feed on? Unless the cabin was there at the time.
After all, the entire isle and the cabin are in tip-top shape. In the first game we see the Dark Presence launch multiple objects out from the lake, but all of them keep the damage, look old and rusty.
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On the isle, however, even the vegetation is green and alive. And as far as I know the Dark Presence is not a good gardener: in Control the very presence of The Third Thing (formerly known as that arsehole Emil Hartman) was killing the plants, that we had to save with light. In the second game the manuscripts that were washed ashore even leave a dark goo on their place.
The cabin and the isle show no signs of Dark Presence’s touch.
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Were there other options? For sure!
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Here! Cabins for rent near Cauldron Lake. This is so much easier to pull off: take the key of one of them, make instructions how to get there and give them to the writer. No need to do the impossible and raise an entire isle in the middle of the lake.
Yet, instead, we have the Bird Leg Cabin on the Diver’s Isle, apparently collected from the bits and pieces they should’ve turned into in the eruption, with rejuvenated vegetation and no sign of any damage; all created by the Dark Presence so weak, it’s “not real enough to properly exist”:
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That is… if this wasn’t the first loop Alan went through. As Tom the Filmmaker said in the second game:
Remember, the Dark Place works in loops and rituals. If the waves keep pushing you away, you just need to find another way in.
Or out — in this case.
But I will leave the loops of the first game for another time.
For now I also suggest to think about this little thing:
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Time is a story, after all.
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hungerofhadarr · 1 month
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hard to choose any of these but im gonna ask about “hey me and my boyfriend saw you from across the bar etcetc” and/or “romanticizing bad joints” 🫶
🫶🫶 HEEHEE okok ‘ hey me and my boyfriend saw you from across the bar etcetc ‘ takes place during citadel dlc but that’ s not really important .. Kaidan has the new habit of training in the arena by himself but he doesn’ t have his score up or has his matches recorded so it’ s something you gotta See Live .. the ‘ me and my boyfriend ‘ in question is Thane and Jacob … Thane is just happy his recovery is well and Jacob is just a Big Fan . Homoromantic all the way down ( eventually when I get to it Yknow how it goes )
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A hand wrapped firm around his shoulder.
No interviews, no teaming up, no pandering.
Kaidan, respectful to a point and not ravenous just yet, let himself be held back.
No interviews, no teaming up, no pandering.
He could only hope that maybe it would be that he was misrecognized, or maybe a quick congratulations and nothing more
No interviews, no teaming up, no pandering-
“I had worried your incident would have scared you off from biotic displays.”
…He knows that voice!
Based on the stories he has heard from Dr. Chakwas, Joker, and from Shepard on rare occasions, Kaidan knew Thane Krios relatively well. The burst of time between them, shared in a hospital room that Kaidan kept waking in- something about the meds, he would fall asleep again and again, no recollection of it happening- and the chair that Thane would keep sitting in, Kaidan knew him from that as well. Not a bad way to meet- there are plenty of better ways, don’t get him wrong, but there are just as many worse ways. He was happy with what he got.
“Hey, you have to tell me how you managed that final push. Never seen a biotic reaction that powerful. Swear I felt tremors.”
Hey! He knows that voice too!
Jacob Taylor was, all around, the sort of guy Kaidan would have liked to work with. He, still, would like to work with him. Maybe they could have met earlier in their Alliance careers, but that idea held far too many uncomfortable facts that would have had to be true to make them line up. And, to be honest, Kaidan was happy with how they met face to face. Joker had been… rather truthful. In his descriptions of the man. A rare sort of thing for him to do.
Romanticizing bad joints is another Jeff/James/Steve classic from me .. another Citadel dlc classic bc I would like them to share a king sized bed . Boils down to James … romanticizing bad joints UM .. Mostly just him getting waaay too aware over little repeat movements that Joker and Steve do + learning exactly what certain actions strain or cause like . The snap / cracking of joints . Listen … maybe it is bc of my own bad joints but I would love for someone to find it almost endearing when my hip cracks .. + more general domesticisms for them
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They had managed to claim a bedroom. Four walls, a door, a bed, a personal bathroom. Joker had the argument that he needs a private bathroom. Pills and ointments and hey, you guys don’t want to see that.
Okay, sure, Joker was the one that claimed the personal suite. But James is a beneficiary. So is Cortez. It was their bedroom.
The door was closed, not locked, but the sound of continuous traffic faintly filled the air of the room. Not bad for sleeping ambiance.
(Steve was a better shuttle pilot than Jeff, something about spatial awareness.)
(The rental flew great, James propped his arms on the middle console.)
(The Wards were busy like always, and Jeff tapped along to a song on the radio.)
(Steve snapped with him.)
(James hummed.)
Joker- countdown still ticking away, sleep still looming- moved weakly. Not moving to get anywhere, just moving so that he could. James- careful, careful- rested a hand against his back. Thumb rubbing the smooth dip down the middle, up and down the small length of spine he could touch.
There was a point when he could feel the bumps. The bone of Joker’s spine firm against the skin. It was comforting to feel, to know the difference now.
Cortez- impossible to tell if he was asleep or just laying still- held one of Joker’s hands loosely. Just barely, fingers untense where they curved to hold, palm laid flat and open. His breathing was even, his other arm tucked underneath his pillow, the blanket barely pulled up or around him.
Him and blankets never got along. He always kicked them off or had them bunched around his legs when he got up. Helped that he ran hot, anyways.
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mahoushoujotechsupport · 10 months
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episode 1, start! ok trying this again because my original post was community flagged for reasons i don't understand
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so, this little goober decided to ride inside aerial on her trip from mercury to asticassia instead of like wherever normal passengers ride??? lmao
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she really is a little cinnamon roll huh? and i love the added light novel details that she just automatically thought miorine was beautiful the first time she saw her here lol
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and that she did, miomio
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wow is this that suit that one person had during that big ass match in episode 13?
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leave suletta alone, you jerks
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oh, miorine-san, if only you knew what that girl would become
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gotta wonder how in the world miorine dealt with pretty much being bullied by all these rich fucks. like how many failed attempts to try to go to earth had she had at this point that felsi and petra use it to make fun of her
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see, if guel had realized secelia wasn't sitting on the couch, then maybe he wouldnt have asked suletta to duel against him later on
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yeah, yeah, i know he mostly redeemed himself and didnt even end up being a weapons manufacturer in the end like his daddy (assuming the new asticassia isnt basically the elite's military training grounds like it was at the beginning), but god guel was such a fucking asshole
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in this moment, suletta's like "this is nothing like my fair use expired copyright mangas"
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there's no such thing as an ethical capitalist, but sarius definitely didn't like the way delling was running things
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prospera was at least a tragic figure, but we never really got to know what the hell made delling the way he is. like is he just some stupid war veteran with ptsd who lost his wife? either way, don't care. he was an asshole for everything he did to miorine and just irredeemable in my eyes lol
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funny how suletta talking about her mom is what gets miorine to be a little bit kinder to her in this scene just because of her own mother. yeah prospera was manipulative with suletta and it was her idea for suletta to go to asticassia, so that makes it a little funny that talking about prospera here is really what in the end allows miorine to open up her heart to suletta. sorry, miorine, guess suletta was kind of right huh?
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sorry, lauda's just another character that will never be likeable to me either. he's just an asshole on top of being a total moron
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so glad guel got his comeuppance
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yeah, i wasn't gonna skip the slapping (editing my word-use here because i think saying sp**k got my original post for this episode community labeled... which i know now is not why because it got labeled AGAIN!!! and i still don't get why) but dang look at miorine's reaction to that. i still haven't decided if this is the moment miorine takes romantic interest in suletta for standing up for miorine or at the end of the duel later on this episode when she actually makes good on her promise
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get him, suletta lmao
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*wild tanuki noises*
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bob, you're so fucking stupid. glad he's just stuck listening to secelia and el0n now
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really wish we could know more about these two lol like rouji's an anxious little mess around everyone else, but perfectly comfortable with secelia
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i was really hoping for another scene of these two in the cockpit together, but miorine would've just died inside calibarn
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aerial really is such a cool mobile suit
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and there it is. the final scene to shock literally everyone ever on their first watch. it really makes me wish i had started watching live instead of just before the first cours was almost over, i can just imagine ~the discourse~
i started right around when the grassley fight episode had finally been subbed by gjm so around episode 10 real air time i believe? and like yeah, i had kept hearing it be referred to as gundam utena, but i wasn't prepared for this lmao
we didn't get a kiss and we didn't get the wedding on-screen, but i am so so happy these two ended up married in the end and that they're both so obviously in love with each other
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Well, i saw this on someone's else's tumblr and I wanted to see what you think Billy's reaction would be like.
Soulmate stuff, people see only in black and white until they saw their soulmate for the first time. It can be a glimpse, just a little something in the corner of the eye and BOOM! Colors.
The idea: billy saw his soulmate for the first time in the school hallway, lots of people, no idea who it is and he just gets punched in the face by colors and colors.
A/N: okay so I hope you read this because it's important to say I kinda took this in a direction that maybe was less fluff, more angst? Because I really feel Billy would not like the idea of being bound to someone he didn't pick- like another part of his life is controlled. I think there would be a lot of mixed feelings from him. As you'll see in what I wrote. So I hope this is okay! I'm sorry if you wanted some fluff 😔 i got carried away with my characterization of Billy ily anon AND ik u said like u wanted to see how I think he'd react which is what I'm doing I JUST FEEL BAD ITS NOT FLUFFY- ily
Pairing: Billy x soulmate!reader (no interactions)
Length: 1.3k
Warnings: angst, Billy is depressed tbh, Billy has complex contradictory emotions, mentions of abuse, self-hate kind of, no dialogue just text
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Not A Soulmate - B.H.
Billy hated the idea of soulmates.
It was stupid, he didn't need a better or more articulate word to describe it because the simple word was good enough, it was exactly what he thought it was. Stupid.
Seeing everything in black and white suited him just fine. Why did it matter if he were to see colour or not? His entire life had been black and white, literally and figuratively. So he never yearned to see colour.
He didn't like the idea that there was something out there, maybe an other wordly being, trying to dictate who he was meant to be with. It was already enough that his own father kept his foot down on him at all times, pushing him around and hurting him, but now even the person he was "meant to be with" was decided for him too?
No one told Billy Hargrove what to do. Not outside of his home. That was when his life was his for a few fleeting hours.
To be frank, he was almost positive that he didn't have a soulmate anyways. He wasn't meant to be with anyone, and God forbid someone was meant to be with him.
It wasn't that he thought himself to be unattractive; he'd had relationships. He'd done things in a night with people that he'd never talk to again about it. But that wasn't love. That wasn't having a soulmate, that was just lust. And that's what he knew about. Lust. Not love.
His father never found a soulmate. Not his mom, not Susan. Maybe there were people who were never bound to find that person. If it was true, he was glad that his father hadn't found a soulmate; he would ruin them with one touch. And maybe he would too if he found one.
It was so glaringly obvious when someone had a soulmate.
People would quite literally glow. It was annoying; the way they smiled and acted like their life before their soulmate had been worthless- as if life before hadn't been actually living till this person came into their life.
And the way they talked about colours? Sometimes forgetting not everyone had a soulmate yet?
God he despised it.
But Billy was fine where he was in life. No attachment to the people he had sex with; black and white walls, black and white everything. Nothing had deeper meaning, and it didn't need to have deeper meaning. This was fine.
He'd die seeing the world in black and white, and that was fine.
It was what he deserved he supposed.
The schools hallways were jam packed. They always were in the morning. And if Billy didn't have to drive his sister also to school next door, then he wouldn't even be here this early.
There had been times where the moment he left with Max, he drove just far enough, kicked her out of the car (she usually didn't react badly- she likely hated being with him just as much as he did) and made her skate while he fucked off somewhere else. Coming to school later.
That happened less often nowadays. His father had been harsher lately. He hoped it might pass.
It never passed.
Billy kept his head down at first when he entered the hellish hall; something inside him beckoned him to look up and scan the halls but he wouldn't do it. Not yet. He didn't want to look around and people he hated, people who wanted to be near him for the status he held. People who were more akin to lost sheep than human beings.
He wanted nothing more than to be away from here. Not just the school, but Hawkins in general.
Billy Hargrove was made for the sun and the ocean- he believed that. He was made for something that wasn't Hawkins. Hawkins fit wrong; like a pair of jeans that were loose. It wanted to be right, but nothing was right. (He couldn't admit that sometimes California fit weirdly too. Maybe he had no where; belonged no where.)
He wouldn't give it a chance, not a real one at least. To him, Hawkins deserved his ire, it deserved not even a single chance to cage him in. To take away the only thing he had left- California.
But it already had, hadn't it? It took the beach, the sun, the friends he actually did have back in California. It took his mother. (His father did that. But California was where he saw her last. It was as close to her as he could get. And now that was gone too.)
If he tried maybe he could grow to like it in Hawkins. But months had gone by, and he was no closer to letting Hawkins try to grow on him.
Billy Hargrove was just angry. Even if he couldn't see colour, California felt colourful. He had no idea what that meant but he felt it. He didn't need a soulmate, he didn't need anyone, he only needed himself. He could only trust himself. And even that was a challenge.
An arm brushes into his own as he pushes down the hall, lost in thought; no, not brushes- it's more like a shove. Likely not on purpose; likely someone in a rush. But he doesn't care.
He's angry. He's always angry. And that's just the thing he needs: something to channel it into.
"Hey, watch where the fuck you're going-" it forces him to look up so he can yell, scanning his eyes for the person in the crowds. Yell at the person who did it.
But he stops. It all stops. Like a ship stranded at sea; no wind to guide its way and make use of the masts. Completely and utterly still.
Colour. Too much colour.
It comes in from the centre of his vision and it spreads like water colour on paper. It's too bright, too colourful- he can't even begin to describe the colours because he never knew what blue looked like, red, green- he doesn't know what they look like. All he knows is black and white.
All he knew was black and white.
It makes his head pound. His stomach churn. He feels like he may actually vomit on the now coloured floor; something that once was grey is now a colour he can't name. It forces him to take a foot back because it feels like someone has quite literally just tried to run him over in a freight.
His heart aches. And his body feels heavy. And now he's just standing there. In the middle of he hall. And no one gets mad at him for blocking the dead centre because he's Billy Hargrove, and right now, he looks scary. Scarier than usual.
This isn't happening.
He repeats it like a mantra in his head. Because this seriously could not be happening.
No. He was only meant to ever see black and white. He had decided that for himself- he wasn't meant to have a soulmate. He was a man doomed to a life alone; finding pleasure in nameless people with forgotten faces. He was the dictator in that part of his life. He could never be someone's soulmate.
He would only ruin them.
So why?
His head whips around. He's looking; navigating the new colours in the world, but he's looking for them. The person who did this to him. The person who took the black and white away; that safety away, and painted it with colour.
The person who had him scared for once in his life away from his father. The person that he... Wanted to find but at the same time he wanted to never see.
His world was off kilter. And he didn't know how to navigate it.
It felt nice. But horrifying all the same. And he was angry, at the unknown person, at himself, at the world. He was a ticking time bomb in that moment and he hated it. He wanted them but he wanted nothing. He was nothing.
For once, Billy Hargrove, was truly, completely, utterly lost.
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Tony Stark x Avenger!Reader: Nudity
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Summary: Who really lost this bet, then?
Rating/Warnings/Tags: T (post-Avengers (2012); sexual references; noodle incident)
Challenge: “120 Bits of Random” challenge by SugarLandBabyGirl on Lunaescence Archives.
Tag List: @imaginesfire​
Nudity
Everyone was leaving. The stupid battle was over, and everyone was leaving. You knew that you needed to follow, that not doing so would attract attention before your worst fears could spawn in reality, but you couldn’t bear the thought of moving one inch. Instead, you just stood there, still in your own suit of armor, praying that the rest of the team would leave without noticing you hadn’t bothered to take off your gear.
They did not.
“Come on, [Name],” Clint called over his shoulder. “You’re gonna miss shawarma.”
Stupid after-battle tradition. Stupid Clint. Stupid Tony for getting you into this situation to begin with. Everything at that moment was completely stupid. Had you been a more vindictive person, you might have actually tried to blast someone with your repulsor beam. But you wanted to maintain some shred of dignity, so you settled for just awkwardly saying:
“You guys go ahead. I’ll catch up to you.”
“Oh, no. I don’t think so.” You could hear the smirk in Tony’s voice. “That wasn’t part of our original deal.”
Steve paused on his way out the door. “What deal?”
“[Name] and I made a bet. I won,” Tony explained.
“What was the bet over?”
Your face burned hot as a coal. No one else could see that, of course, but your obvious embarrassment only made you feel worse. God, if Tony told them, you really would have to blast him. The terms of your little bet were even worse than the consequences, and those were bad enough. Thankfully, your boyfriend seemed to sense an explanation would somehow cross an invisible line.
“That’s not important right now,” he said with a wave of one hand. “What is is that [Name] has to go through the entire suiting up and down procedure in the nude.”
Every single person in the room froze. Seeing as how the lot of you had just finished battling a giant, homicidal entity from space, you thought their reactions were a little much. You stewed in silence hoping that they’d all be too uncomfortable to ask further questions, but you had no such luck. After nearly an eon had passed, Steve was the first to speak up:
“The nude?”
Clint grinned. “You mean, right now–”
“Yes,” you wailed at last. 
Why couldn’t they just leave? Why did they have to stick around to watch? You might not have minded Tony sticking around–he quite regularly saw you naked, after all–but not the rest of them. Their presence certainly hadn’t been in the terms of the agreement.
“Can you actually…do that?” Steve asked awkwardly.
Thor laughed boisterously. “It is already done! The question is, is it at all comfortable?”
“Not very,” you snapped.
“Then why don’t you take it off?” Clint could not entirely suppress his Cheshire smile.
Out of the corner of your eyes, you saw, from the live feed in Tony’s helmet, him flash a smile as well. “Yeah, [Name], why don’t you take it off?”
Despite your trepidation at being seen in the nude by your coworkers and friends, the longer you stood there, the more difficult it became to answer that question. Your suit pinched you in all the wrong places, and you could feel bruises forming in your softer parts from all that in-flight jostling. Leave it to Tony to prioritize sex appeal over safety when it came to bets.
“For God’s sake, you’ve all seen naked people before,” Natasha said, then threw her hands into the air. “I’m going to eat. If the rest of you want to ogle [Name]’s nethers–”
“Wait, you’re not wearing underwear either?” Clint asked. 
He and Thor exchanged a delighted look. Your eyes darted back and forth across the room, desperate either for escape or a sympathetic soul. They found only Bruce, who kept his face carefully blank.
“No,” Tony answered for you. “That was part of the deal.”
“I’m leaving,” Natasha said flatly, and turned to do so. “Are you coming, Clint?”
Although he looked a little disappointed, Clint turned as well. “Yeah, I guess I better.”
“I’ll come with you,” Bruce said quickly. 
“And I as well,” Thor said.
Steve didn’t even bother to announce his exit; he just rushed off after the rest of group. Once their footsteps faded, the room fell eerily silent. You could feel the heat radiating off your face and focused on that until Tony broke in:
“Well, that wasn’t nearly as fun as I wanted it to be.”
“Oh, shut up.” You wrenched your helmet off your head. Then you stepped onto the waiting platform to get the rest of the suit off. “You should get changed, too. They’ll want to know why we’re late to what I anticipate will be the most miserable after-battle shawarma dinner I’ve had to date.”
“Somebody’s grouchy. This ought to teach you not to make bets with consequences you can’t handle.”
“Whatever.”
You were already at your locker pulling out your civilian clothes when Tony grabbed your arm to stop you. Needless to say, you weren’t in the mood to play with him then. But he didn’t give you the opportunity to remind him of this little fact.
“Listen, about dinner…” he began.
“What?”
“I can understand if you’re not willing to go tonight, and I can think of a few things we could do here instead that don’t require you to get dressed.”
You eyed him for a minute or so. Against your better judgement, your expression (and your heart) softened the longer you looked at him. Sure, Tony was an ass, but at least he wasn’t making you go to dinner after that little show. Defeated, you sighed as you pulled your top over your head.
“Only if we don’t make any bets this time around,” you said.
“If you want to do it the boring way.”
“The boring way is all you’re getting for a while.”
Then you headed toward the stairs–without bothering to find your pants. Tony didn’t bring them with him either. In the end, not to say you’d ever pull such a stunt again without walking into another foolish bet with your boyfriend, going straight from the suit to the sack wasn’t an entirely inconvenient way to do things.
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