-accept that sometimes we won't get an apology or closure, or generally an answer
-stop seeking validation on the outside but finding it inside of us
-give ourselves more attention, focusing on our own mental health and well-being, and setting boundaries
-believe, have faith in and trust ourselves
-let others do what they want with their lives, we can only get to a certain point before we need to call ourselves out and respect their own decisions
(Although flirty in nature, this is not an invitation. I have no interest in sexting with you or seeing your genitalia. Also DON'T call me sexy, it makes my skin crawl. This is simply a woman sharing the love of her body with the world. PLEASE READ MY PINNED POST BEFORE FOLLOWING.)
You're that kind of woman that always says, "I'm not pretty enough" or "I'm ugly". Sometimes forgetting your boyfriend is Levi Ackerman
Everytime he hears you say thag to yourself, he kisses that part you hate or dislike on your body or features
He would say things like, "shut up you're beautiful" or "you're breathe taking even for me" . His words reassures you and that you start loving yourself even more because of it.
When you two are making love, he loves kissing on your stretch marks, your scars, freckles, nose, eyes, hands, stomach, in between your thighs, your calves. Levi will always kiss them to let you know he loves every single bit of you
Whenever you feel down and the thoughts telling you're ugly and not enough, Levi senses it and notices it, so he always showering you with so much love words, "you look beautiful" "better looking you are, with no makeup" "I'm proud of you love" "don't listen to them, I love you" "you're stunning" "so glad you became my girlfriend, a beautiful one at that". He never gets tired of them saying those to you.
When you cry and hide yourself in your room, Levi would knock softly and his tone of voice always low and soft, "please let me in, don't you dare hurt yourself in there" "baby please. I wish you can see what I see in you" "don't succumb to the darkness of your thoughts" "I'm here remember?" "I'll hug you, kiss you, make love to you, hear your beautiful sweet voice. Please, let me in baby" "let me kiss you, please" "I love you so much, it pains me that sometimes you don't feel it" "baby? Let me in, please, I strongly hate seeing you like this"
Levi loves you so much, that you didn't deserve him. He loves you out of all the beautiful women in the world, he chose you. All your insecurities would vanish in a heartbeat whenever he gives you reassurance.
He manage to experience love, you taught him to love. So, his inflecting that towards you, if you love him, Levi loves you to orbit.
Hey everyone, I felt down today, so I made this, if you feel the same, I'm sending you virtual hugs!
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Never hurt yourself if you start feeling insecure about your body or features or anything about yourself π«π
it's difficult to speak your truth or tell the truth about something if all you are used to receive back instead of support is harsh judgement and yells/anger.
It takes a lot of courage to leave that fearful place and just be open and speak, despite the consequences. But even if your scared younger self is still inside of you, remember that they have you as well. And you can be brave for them and stand up for them. You can also take the blame or accept you made a mistake or anything: you know your worth and lovability do not depend on that cause everyone makes mistakes and fails. And everyone is lovable and worthy anyway.
It doesn't matter what you think you'll look like in the eyes of those people you never wanted to disappoint but make proud (and only get praised by) when you were little. You know you cannot stand up to others' expectations of you (you are already perfect) and you know they failed you as well many times anyway. Lovability and worth, once again, do not depend solely on those times.
(Although flirty in nature, this is not an invitation. I have no interest in sexting with you or seeing your genitalia. Also DON'T call me sexy, it makes my skin crawl. This is simply a woman sharing the love of her body with the world. PLEASE READ MY PINNED POST BEFORE FOLLOWING.)
Everyone wants the emo girl with the crazy clothes, the rocking body and the big sad eyes until they realize she is actually sad all the time and itβs not just part of the aesthetic.