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gococogo · 1 year
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Destiel | Desperation
「Synopsis 」 : While on a hunt, Dean gets hit with an unknown pollen that stings the throat. But after awhile of thinking everything is fine, Dean realizes he is not fine and very horny...
「Word count」 : 3.97K
-> Genre: Destiel Smut
Paring: Dean Winchester / Castiel
[Warnings] : Sex pollen/Dub-Con/Overstimulation/Multiple Orgasms/Top Castiel/Bottom Dean/Car sex/Hand Job/Praise/P without P/Smut/Soft Castiel/Adult themes
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Whatever it was, it sprayed Dean straight in the face with a hot, sticky pollen like substance. It smells sweet, but so sweet that it instantly makes Dean sick in the gut. It gets in his eyes, and he doesn’t know where things are anymore. It almost burns his skin, and he shouts out in frustration towards himself. He holds onto his knife tightly in case anything else happens while he’s trying to wipe the shit from his eyes with his other hand. But with how much he wipes, it doesn’t want to come off.
“Cas!? You there?” Dean calls out.
He hears footsteps coming closer then they stop right in front of him. “What happened?”
“Something sprayed me in the face and I can’t get it out of my eyes,” Dean explains his situation, pointing to his face.
Cas is silent for a moment as he assesses the problem. He quickly runs over to the Impala and comes back with one of Sam’s half empty bottles of water. Cas pushes Dean’s head to the side and gently so that he can splash the water into his eyes. Dean scrunches up his face and holds his breath as the angel cleans the pollen from his eyes. Finally, Dean is able to open his eyes. But he can still feel it in his lungs and taste it in his mouth. It’s horrid. He has to hold his stomach down, swallowing bile that rises to the back of his throat.
Dean looks around at what attacked him and sees a big purple flower wrapped around a tree. The two of them are currently in the middle of the woods tracking an unknown creature. This woods is it’s home and is layered with traps and other shit that they’ve had to disarm or cut down.  
“What is this?” Dean asks, poking the flower with the knife.
It poofs another smaller yellow cloud, but it looks like it’s all out of juice. Cas looks it over but doesn’t get too close. He steps away from it, as if realizing what it is.
“So?” Dean asks again.
“It’s nothing,” Cas says a little too quickly before walking off further into the woods.
They haven’t even gotten ten minutes into the trees and Dean is already being attacked by flowers and Cas is lying. This job is going to be great. Dean follows the angel a few feet back, not wanting to walk into another trap. But he soon finds it hard to concentrate when his lower gut begins to feels hot. Almost a contraction that has him folding over slightly. His breathing becomes heavy and oh god, why is his dick hardening in his jeans.
He stops and leans up against a tree for a second. Castiel disappears behind some other foliage and Dean curses to himself. He pushes himself off the tree and nearly collapses, his knees feeling weak. God, what did that flower do to him. Whatever it was, he has to push on. He treks through where the angel went and spies him further up.
“Cas, wait!” Dean tries to call out loudly, but his voice comes out hoarse.
His jeans hold his hard on painfully and he tries to shift his cock around so it’s less uncomfortable. But it doesn’t work well since he decided to wear a tighter pair than his others. Cas comes over and keeps his eyes up even though he blatantly saw what Dean was doing.
“You’re shit at lying, what was that flower?” Dean grumbles out.
The hunter is starting to form a layer of sweat over his forehead now and Cas quickly realizes that he got the full brunt of the flower’s pollen. He thought he would have some time to get back to the bunker after the job. But’s it’s less than a minute and Dean is already feeling the effects greatly.  
“It’s a flower only one type of creature puts around their den to protect themselves,” Cas explains as Dean leans up against another tree. “If it’s not treated it can lead to fatality.”
Dean’s eyes nearly pop out of his head. “What!? You said it was nothing. You lied!?” He snaps.
“I lied, okay? I thought we would have some time before…” the angel trails off, trying to figure out how to say it without being so blunt. But’s he’s going to have to be.  
“Before what, Cas!?” Dean snaps.
Castiel thinks for another second before saying very bluntly, “It’s a sex flower. The pollen creates an effect to the body that if you doesn’t have any form of release, the person effected will die.”
Dean stares at Cas for what feels like forever until he groans, nearly folding in half. The heat in his gut has turned into a desperation that has the hunter feeling so ungodly horny. He inhaled a lot of that pollen. God, Cas isn’t kidding.  
“Just my luck,” Dean mumbles through grinded teeth. “So what? I gotta jerk off and this will go away?”
“Kind of, Dean. That’s if you can out last the pollen before you pass out and die,” Cas says very bluntly.
Green eyes stare wide at the angel. “Dude,” Dean snaps.
“What?” Cas snaps back.
Another wave of heat and rawness takes a hold of Dean that has him holding his gut. He grinds his teeth and holds still until it eases up slightly. The hunter inhales deeply not realizing he was holding his breath.
“Are you going to lend a hand?” Dean grunts out.
Cas feels himself freeze up and go red in the ears. “Uh, how would you-“ he stumbles over himself.
“I don’t know!” Dean suddenly snaps. “I’m starting to freak out man! My hands are shaking so much I can barely hold shit at the moment!”
The hunter slides down the tree and drops his knife, pushing it away slightly. Cas kneels down in front of him and Dean suddenly grabs him by the tie and pulls him in close. It’s so bad. His body feels like it’s on fire. He can barely think straight.
“Cas, I need you to do something!” Dean shouts, making the angel flinch.
Cas hesitates for a second before beginning to unbuckle the hunter’s belt. “Tell me if you want me to stop at anytime or-“
“Cas, I swear to God! Just hurry up!” Dean snaps.
At this point, if the angel touches him he knows he’s not going to last long. He tries to help Cas pull his pants down but his fingers feel numb. His dick though is already painfully hard but it’s better than it being stuck in his pants. His dick is already leaking a little and he hasn’t even touched himself yet. Cas spits into his hand and Dean wishes he could appreciate the sight but he just needs the angel to hurry the fuck up at this point.
He regrets it instantly at the shock that zaps through his body as Cas wraps a hand around his cock. Dean grunts loudly and holds onto Cas tightly, digging into his shoulders. Cas doesn’t move, waiting for Dean. The hunter is hunches over, his head buried into Castiel’s chest and his shoulders shudder with every breath.
“Keep going,” Dean finally pants out. “Just, ah-“
Cas moves his hand and it feels like they’ve already gone five rounds, his dick sensitive as all hell. Cas strokes his cock slowly, not wanting to hurt Dean any more than he seems to be doing. He shifts Dean and himself so that he can hold the hunter closer and keep both of them on their knees. He keeps Dean upright with a hand on his back and having him lean into him. He can feel the hunter shaking under him, with every heavy exhale he grunts through his teeth. Cas becomes worried about Dean’s safety. He knows he can outlast the pollen, but can Dean. He’ll just have to push the hunter through it.
Despite the pain, Dean begins to find the pleasure in it. The heat that rolls in his gut doesn’t let up, it only gets stronger with each stroke. Dean begins bucking into each stroke, trying to get to his high. To get this over and done with. Cas speeds up, pulling his dick and smearing the precum with his thumb over the head.. With another thrust and another stroke, Dean is coming in Cas’s hand. It’s a quick and lazy hand job, but it’s one step closer to riding out this pollen. Dean holds onto the angel as it feels like his orgasm rips through him. It leaves him panting and feeling dizzy. Cas wipes his hand in the leaves on the ground but he ends up just cleaning his hand on his trench coat.
But Dean’s cock doesn’t soften and the heat in his gut doesn’t disappear. The consequences of the pollen are still in full effect and he doesn’t want to go through another one. Dean thought the symptoms would start to disappear, but they only heighten. He groans in protest as his whole body becomes sensitive and his vision begins to go blurry with how badly the pollen is effecting him. He needs another release even though Cas just finished pulling him off two seconds ago.
“Cas, that didn’t work,” Dean pants out.
“The flower acts like a drug. You’re going to have to out last the pollen until its effects wear off,” Cas explains in his ear.
His eyes widen. “And how long can this last?” Dean asks.
“The amount you got hit with? An hour or more?” The angel answers.
Dean is silent and with shaky hands, he tries to stuff himself back into his jeans. But it’s difficult when he’s still rock hard and has shaky hands. The effects of the pollen are hitting like a charging bull and it’s getting very hard to think about anything else but getting fucked.
“I need you to help me back to Baby,” Dean seethes out through his teeth.
He’s not angry, he’s trying to hold himself together until they get back to the car. Cas helps him to his feet but his legs feel like jelly. They get two steps before Dean’s world becomes lopsided and he nearly falls over himself. Without hesitation, Cas picks him up bridal style and jogs all the way back to the car. The entire way there, Dean is panting and he’s sweating. He still can’t think straight and his body feels like it’s on fire.
They both struggle to open the car and Dean falls into the back seats. “Cas get in here!” He shouts, gripping onto the front seat with one hand.
His legs are parted and he’s breathing so heavy it almost looks like he’s about to give birth in the back seat. Cas pokes his head into the car and when he sees the sight of the hunter he can’t help but looked shocked and horrified. Dear god, he got them into this shit. Now he has to fuck his way out of it.
“There’s lube and other shit in the glove box. Jerking me off isn’t going to help me at this point,” Dean confesses.
He watches the angel’s face go wider and redder than it already is and he would make a snarky comment, but he’s too dazed himself to think of something. Cas quickly moves to the passenger seat and digs through the glove box to grab the small bottle of lube that he finds and chucks it back. He also chucks condoms at Dean before he heads around to the back door. Dean doesn’t even notice the condoms as his hands are slipping on the bottle of lube. He just brushes the condoms off him onto the floor as he tries not to black out.
Struggling to open the lube he chucks it at Cas with a “Fuck it,” and begins to try and undo his belt and pants. The bottle smacks Cas right in the face and he retreats back outside of the car holding his face. Dean doesn’t even notice what he’s done as his fingers shake over the belt buckle. Panic starts to set in as the pollen’s hold on his becomes constricting at this point. He feels like he can hardly breathe.
“Help me get these things off!” Dean finally shouts at the angel.
Cas comes back into the car and quickly unbuckles his belt and unzips his jeans. He then pulls Dean’s shoes off aggressively and then tugs with all his might to get Dean’s jeans off. He throws Dean’s legs around as if he’s whipping a horse. It’s an awkward struggle that has both of them swearing their heads off, but Cas pulls Dean’s jeans off and chucks them outside with a little bit of anger to the action.
 Dean is just lucky that this woods is out in the middle of nowhere. No one comes out here, there’s no houses and the entire way along here they didn’t pass anyone. So, they don’t have a problem about someone coming up behind them and seeing the ungodly actions that are about to go on in the back seat of the Impala. Only the creature in this woods would see this if it’s curious enough. But if Dean had to be honest, he could give two shits right now.
Cas pushes Dean back until his head is hitting the car door. The angel comes into the car so he’s leaning over Dean, one knee on the seat and other off it. It’s an awkward fit that has the angel asking himself how the hell did Dean do this in the back here. But Cas gets to and he lathers his fingers with lube generously and pushes Dean’s legs up, so that his ass is on display. Dean wraps his arms around his thighs so that Cas doesn’t have to hold on them for him.  
“Are you-“
Dean cuts the angel short, “Cas I swear to god if you ask me if I’m alright one more time, I’m going to die out of spite. I’m going to start fucking myself if you don’t!”
“Okay,” is all Cas can say.
He presses one finger into the hunter’s ass and Dean groans out from deep in his throat. Cas fingers him at a slow pace but it isn’t enough. It’s doing nothing to satisfy that need that is consuming Dean’s body. Is dick is hard against his stomach and already leaking precum again. He doesn’t want to touch his own dick because of the shock that just ran through him with a finger up his ass.
“Come on,” Dean snaps. “If you’re going to finger me, finger me properly and not like some virgin!”
Cas glares at the hunter but he adds in two more fingers straight, making Dean’s back arch up like some high school virgin. Dean might but desperate, but Cas still doesn’t want to hurt him. But Dean dying is something the angel does not want happening. Cas takes his fingers out and steps back out of the car to take off his coat, jacket and pants. He comes back into the car with on his shirt and tie on and for a split second Dean can appreciate the look. Cas closes the door behind him and gets in position again at the hunter’s ass. He feels kinda exposed having the car door open, his white ass on display for the woods behind him.
Dean watches Cas, needing this angel to hurry the fuck up. The angel pushes Dean’s legs up further with one hand as he strokes himself to a full erection, coating his own cock with lube. Condoms are long forgotten by both of them as the need to get Dean through this becomes first priority. Cas presses his the head of his cock to Dean’s ass and just the thought of it has the hunter panting. He’s about to snap at the angel again when Cas pushes in. Dean’s words get turned into a groan and a moan and another noise that he can’t name. He holds onto his own legs as Cas pulls out and pushes in further again.
It's almost as if Dean can feel everything ten times more than usual. It burns, but like before with each thrust and with each movement it begins to feel good. Soon enough, Cas sinks all the way in and he’s panting himself. Dean clenches down on the angel’s dick and he hears Cas’s breathing hitch slightly. He must be enjoying himself too a little bit as he stays still for a passing minute, letting Dean adjust and catch his breath.   
Cas suddenly moves and sets a quick pace with his hips. It’s a little awkward how he’s positioned in the back seat with one leg off the back seat, but it’ll have to do for now. And it’s working, the tension and the coiling, painful heat in Dean’s gut slowly disappears and turns to pure pleasure. It’s still very overwhelming and has Dean moaning like some virgin with each movement. Dean moves from gripping his legs to grabbing onto Cas’s tie and bring him down close. Cas has to push Dean’s legs open more, moving the left one to his side and off the chair while the other one is hooked over the angel’s shoulder. The new angle sends a new thrill through Dean that has him moaning for more.
“Ca-Cas. Ah, ah,” Dean pants out in the other’s face, not being able to catch his breath.
The angel begins getting caught up in his own little world but the brutal pace is what Dean needs. It’s what this pollen wants. Cas breathes heavily in Dean’s face and it begins to get annoying. He grips the angel’s black hair and brings him down for a sloppy kiss. None of them care for romantics at the moment, it’s pure desperation. The kiss turns to just kissing each other’s faces lazily. Cas travels down to Dean’s neck where he breathes heavily but kisses his hot skin every now and again.
Cas brings a hand down between them and grabs Dean’s cock. The hunter arches his back again and tries to move away from the touch but the angel holds him tightly. Dean holds onto Cas’s shoulder with a deadly grip as he stares upwards at the roof of the car. He’s so close that with only a few strokes of his dick he’s coming again. He clenches down around Cas and the angel stutters in his movements. This time the orgasm is more intense than the first one. His vision goes black for a moment and he thinks he passes out for a couple of seconds. Cause when Dean comes to, Cas is watching him intensely, his body very still against him.
“How are you feeling?” Cas whispers down.
Dean wishes he could say they were done, but the need is still there and his dick isn’t softening. Even though he’s made a mess all over his stomach, he needs more. But his body feels worn and he’s tired. He shakes his head, he doesn’t want to go on. He meets Cas’s blue eyes and holds onto his shoulders tightly.
“It’s- It’s not over, Cas,” Dean pants out.
The angel pulls out and the coil of pain and heat tightens in Dean’s body. The second orgasm did something for the pollen, the effects have lessened but it’s still got a hold of him.  
“I’m tired, Cas. No more,” the hunter begs.
Cas shakes his head. “We have to keep going,” he says bluntly.
Dean shakes his head but he complies and goes along with Cas as he pulls him up into a sitting position. Cas sits down in the middle of the back seat and brings Dean onto his lap. He holds onto Dean tightly, hugging him as the hunter moves along with him. Cas guides his dick back into Dean easily and he sinks down on the angel with a wince and a hiss. He keeps Dean still, letting him readjust.
“You have to come again, Dean,” Cas says in his ear.
Dean swallows thickly. “I think I’m dry,” he says hoarsely.
“You just need to go through the motion of release, we don’t need your seed,” the angel comments bluntly.
“Don’t call it seed,” Dean grimaces. “That just ruins the mood.”
“Sorry.”
“Move. Before I change my mind and have you jerk me off again,” the hunter quickly says as he places both of his hands on Cas’s shoulders.
Cas begins moving, rolling his hips rather than thrusting in and out. It doesn’t satisfy the shivering and hotness inside of Dean so he begins moving his ass up and down. He works through the pain that it brings him. Everything is sensitive and with this new angle Cas is hitting his prostate with each grind. Dean pants and groans as he works through it. Tears prick to his eyes and he has to wipe them away quickly. It’s not as bad as the first couple of times but it’s his third round and his body can’t handle it even though the pollen needs it.
Cas holds Dean’s hips and helps him move when the hunter begins to get tired. The only sound is the steady slap of sweaty skin against skin and Dean panting and groaning. They’re so close together that Dean’s dick grinds against their shirts. It’s enough friction for Dean to feel another painful orgasm building. He buries himself into Cas, his body feeling limp and numb.
‘Stay with me, love,” Cas pants into Dean’s neck.
The hunter opens his eyes, not realizing they were closed. Cas doesn’t stop but he pushes Dean slightly back so he can wrap around his cock again. A burning sear has Dean grabbing his wrist to stop before the hunter even knows what he’s doing. He doesn’t want anything near his dick.
“Dean,” Cas says in a hush. “It’s okay. It’ll be over soon.”
Hesitantly, he let’s go of Castiel’s wrist and grips onto the angel’s shoulders tightly to get through the burning. He can feel the effects of the pollen dying off, but it’s still there making him unwantedly horny.
But fortunately or either unfortunately Cas is able to get a third orgasm out of Dean. It painfully rips through him, and he comes dryly. His dick twitches in Cas’s hand as nothing comes out of it but a small dribble. He clenches down on Cas and that’s enough to tip the angel over the edge after going for so long. Dean’s insides are painted hotly and he would normally find pleasure in it, but right now he feels gross and tired. Cas takes his hand of Dean’s cock and it’s like a relief the hunter didn’t know he could find happiness in. Someone taking their hand off his dick.
“How are you feeling now?” Cas asks while keeping the hunter close to him.
Dean can finally feel his dick softening. The coil and the pain slowly ebbs away and the horniness that pollen was forcing is gone. He brings his hips up until Cas’s softening cock falls out of his ass. He sits down back with a grunt, not caring for the mess in the angel’s lap. He feels like he could sleep for ever.
“I’m fine,” Dean grumbles out. “I just want to sleep for the rest of the day with oily pizza in my hand.”
Cas moves but stops when the hunter shakes his head. The angel stills and waits for a response. Dean leans heavily onto Cas, resting his forehead on the angel’s shoulder.
“Give me a moment, Cas,” the hunter mumbles.
“Okay,” Cas agrees as he begins to draw random shapes and patterns on Dean’s back.
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clouds-of-wings · 1 month
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Emoji Kitchen is really the only good thing Google has done lately. Look at these beautiful masterpieces.
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Happy because I listened to my brain instead of my heart today!
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Okay, listened to my heart this time but it actually gave me some realistic advice!
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Wearing sunglasses over prescription glasses, never really worth the trouble tbh.
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Annoyed Nerd, this is needed as a regular emoji.
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"A dog jumped on me, threw me to the ground, got all my clothes dirty. I could not be happier!"
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The ultimate Millennial emoji.
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When your crush gets out the edgelord humor again and you're not sure how you should feel about it.
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So true #society #modernlyfe #peoplesuck
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If you see this, even the crystal ball can't handle how dim your future looks
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"Fuck this shit, art is too annoying, I'm going back to generating big tiddie manga girls on Unstable Delusion!"
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"I hate working for Boeing, this happens every third flight!"
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"At least I saved my karate clothes though, that's what matters. Fuck those passengers, they were rude anyway!"
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Sure, why the fuck not!
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"Ohhh hehehe but there's only one bed available! But wait, wasn't Destiel exposed to sex pollen earlier..? Yes, yes, I remember! Oh no, however will this night play out for them? hehehe"
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"And then, and then Billy POOPED HER PANTS in front of the class and had to go to the nurse!! And we talked about it all through recess but Miss Susan said we weren't allowed to mention it again but we still did and then she got mad but she also got nice again."
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The derivatives were risky but fuckin HELL they paid off when the stock started tanking!
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Lovesick :(
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Sure, why not :) Amanita snowboardita!
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hozierisgod · 8 months
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Kinktober Prompts 2023
1. Gagging (Merthur) here
2. Fisting (Birdflash) here
3. Car sex (Wesper) here
4. Public/Semi-Public Sex (Dorlily)
5. Make up sex (Dick/Roy)
6. Phone sex (Peter/Rose (The Night Agent))
7. Body Worship (Drarry)
8. Pegging (Pandalily)
9. Marking (Peter/Harley (MCU))
10. Praising (NottPott )
11. Period sex (Sterek)
12. Pregnant Sex (Jon/Daenerys)
13. Strip Game (Jercy)
14. Edging (Sabriel)
15. Riding (Percico)
16 . Threesome/Polyamorous (redbirdflash)
17. Partner Swap (Dick/Wally, Roy/Artemis)
18. Toys (Nobleflower)
19. Cunnilingus (Percabeth)
20. Face sitting (Kanej)
21. Table sex (Jon/Daenerys)
22. Bondage (Perpollo)
23. Choking (Dorlene)
24. Begging (Stiles/Scott)
25. Overstimulation (Jegulus)
26. Sex pollen (Birdflash)
27. Blindfold (Peter/Harley)
28. Gender swap (Destiel)
29. Shower/Bath (Jily)
30. Hate sex (Pansy/Hermione)
31. Double Penetration (Perjasico)
Again I will try to do as many as I can manage but who knows what’ll happen 🤷
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Kinktober 2023
Requests are welcome on days with “?”. Please submit an “Ask”. Thank you!
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Day 1: Sex Toys/Strap-on (Domestic Destiel #7)
Day 2: Frottage (Domestic Destiel #8)
Day 3: Dry Humping, Sam x Gabe (Sabriel)
Day 4: Overstimulation (Domestic Destiel #9)
Day 5: Face-Sitting/Face-Fucking, Sam/Eileen/Jess
Day 6: Leash and Collar (Pet play), Sub Sam x Dom Fem Reader
Day 7: (Consensual) Nonconsensual and Somnophilia Dean x Castiel (Domestic Destiel #10)
Day 8: Sex Pollen/Fuck or Die, (Anon Ask request!) Female Reader x Sam (Post with Ask)
Day 9: Slutwear, Castiel, ART (Link for Tumblr version)
Day 10: Anal Sex, Kissing, Crying, (Domestic Destiel #11)
Day 11: Exhibitionism/Voyeurism, Sam x Masochist Fem Reader
Day 12: Lingerie, Dean, ART (Tumblr link)
Day 13: Pet Play, Castiel x Fem!Reader (Bunny)
Day 14: Uniform, Castiel, ART
Day 15: Spanking/Flogging/Whipping/Caning, (Pet Play, Bunny) Castiel x Fem!Reader (continuation of Day 13)
Day 16: Body Worship (Genitals), Dean x Cas
Day 17: Pussy Eating, Destiel x afab nby reader (timestamp for “Romancing the Hunter”)
Day 18: Bloodplay, Castiel x Dean Winchester
Day 19: ?
Day 20:?
Day 21:?
Day 22:?
Day 23: Breeding/Impregnation, Alpha Cas/Omega Dean (Any Fandom Goes Bingo Square-filled: Breeding/Breeding Kink)
Day 24: Day 24: Bratty Sub, Anal/Oral Training, Caging, Destiel, [WARNING: Risk Aware Consensual Kink (RACK)]
Day 25: Day 25: Leather, Daddy Dom, Knives (Plot: Daddy Dom Angel Castiel x Little Boy Sub Dean and Knives (Bloodplay) , blood drinking, with leather cuffs (continuation of Day 18))
Day 26: Grace-Tentacles (Domestic Destiel #XX)
Day 27: Wax Play, Dean x Masochist Female Reader
Day 28: Cuckolding, Sam/Eileen/Gabriel
Day 29:?
Day 30: Hotdogging, Destiel (Continuation of Day 24)
Day 31:?
@shakingmyheadcanon thank you so much for being my beta on this project. You’re help is amazing. Thank you! ❤️❤️🫂
@absurdthirst Tagging you so you know that I’m doing your prompt. Working to catch up. ❤️
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nexus-my-beloved · 8 months
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Kinktober 2023
Kinktober 2023 #1 : Sex Pollen Word Count: 5,049 Pairing: Destiel (Top Dean, Bottom Castiel) Castiel shows up at the bunker, seemingly sick, enough so it’s concerning to both Sam and Dean; Dean takes care of Castiel and keeps him in his room, wanting more than anything to help him get healthy again when things take an unexpected turn. (It's less sex pollen and more sex curse, but it's close enough. Enjoy!)
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olderthannetfic · 9 months
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Hard agree with the last anon. I've written wincest sex pollen fic with a horrible angst ending, and all my destiel fics end up very happy. It's just fun *shrug*
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angelinthefire · 1 month
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I'm writing a destiel fanfic and am trying to challenge myself, so give me one thing to happen in it. Could be anything, including killing off a character or a crossover with another show, provided I can watch the source material. If the crossover is for one of the fandoms in my pinned, then I'm definitely going to be able to do it, but if it's not, I can't guarantee anything. :>
hm. sex-pollen, but the narrative purpose of the sex-pollen is not to get them to have sex.
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coolotplblogloadng · 1 year
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Top 5 Rated M Fanfic - Multi-Fandom
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or: 5 times they held hands after the war.
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ao3feed-destiel-02 · 1 year
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Desperation
Desperation https://ift.tt/jqPC6R8 by pinkoaktree While on a job when it's just Dean and Castiel, they both seem to get into some trouble. Dean gets hit with an unknown pollen that tastes sickly sweet. Castiel knows what has just happened but doesn't want to alarm the hunter. Until Dean starts to feel the symptoms and Cas has to step in to help. Words: 3975, Chapters: 1/1, Language: English Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005) Rating: Mature Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Categories: M/M Characters: Castiel (Supernatural), Dean Winchester Relationships: Castiel/Dean Winchester Additional Tags: Sex Pollen, Multiple Orgasms, Destiel - Freeform, Overstimulation, Anal Sex, Dean being high on sex pollen, Castiel and Dean acting like a married couple, bottom!Dean, Top!Castiel via AO3 works tagged 'Castiel/Dean Winchester' https://ift.tt/WPBgETt May 20, 2023 at 06:16AM
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questions for fic writers 1, 2, 15, 16, 23, 37, & 41 (if you want)
questions for fic writers
What fic of yours would you recommend to someone who had never read any of your work? (in other words, what do you think is the best introduction to your fics?)
Hmm. I guess it depends on who's asking! I've written like... 200 fics???? I think maybe Seeing Wolves (Where There Are No Wolves) on my loserchildhotpants account is a good introduction to like... my writing style? I guess? And it covers my most used tropes; slow burn, mutual pining, love confessions, eventual smut, etc etc.
That said, I think What Used to be Mine on my someonetoanyone account is probably a better example of what my writing has transformed into.
2. Go to your AO3 "Works" page, to the side bar with all the filters, and click the drop-down arrow for "Additional Tags." What are your top 3-5 most used tags? Do you think they accurately represent your writing habits?
On my loserchildhotpants account the top 5 Additional Tags are: Fluff (111), Angst (91), Tumblr Prompt (71) [I'm not gonna count this one tbh], Romance (60), Humor (54) and First Kiss (5)
On my someonetoanyone account the top 5 Additional Tags are: Mutual Pining (12), First Kiss (9), Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence (9), and Love Confessions (8)
and yeah, these are all p accurate - on both lists, the next one on the list would've been 'pining' lmao so a p accurate depiction!
15. What's your favorite AU that you've written?
Tbh my favorite AU that I've written isn't up yet -- I'm posting it in ~2 weeks and I don't wanna spoil it here, but... it fucks. This AU fucks. I'm so proud of it. It'll be on my someonetoanyone account - check back in w me then lol
16. What's an AU you would love to read (or have read and loved)?
So, first, I'm not big on AU's typically. I'm a basic bitch, i like canon-divergence best of all, and I don't usually stray outside that until I'm like, running out of things to read in the canon-divergent tags lol that said, a canon-divergent AU i NEVER get sick of (for my current fandom - destiel) is time travel fuckery. Older!Dean going back in time, meeting his younger self, or interacting w early seasons Cas, or Older!Cas going back in time and meeting Stanford Era!Dean, Stanford Era!Dean getting plonked into later seasons canon and meeting Cas at all -- it's delicious to me.
23. What's a trope, AU, or concept you've never written, but would like to?
Oh, so many. I'd like to try my hand at omegaverse (i've only read a handful in my LIFE that didn't feel weirdly transmisogynistic and over-the-top sexualized to the point that it had an opposing effect where it was suddenly sexless to me? I feel like i could mASTER IT AND GET IT RIGHT i just have no plot ideas yet lol), sex pollen something or other I'd love to do, I'd love to do a time travel fic of my own, I'd love to write a djinn dream fic, amnesia fic, murder husbands fic -- i wanna do all the things!!!
37. Promote one of your own "deep cut" fics (an underrated one, or one that never got as much traction as you think it deserves!) What do you like about it?
hmmmmmm
On my loserchildhotpants account, I think June is the one I was most proud of that didn't get much feedback. And it's got all the hits for the reddie fandom! Emotional Hurt/Comfort, Angst with a Happy Ending, Mutual Pining, Love Confessions, First Kiss, it's Richie-centric and i was really proud of the pacing and imagery of June :( the only person to ever point out June to me was my friend Grace, and it made me SO happy to know at least one person remembered June by name and that it came to mind as a favorite ; _ ;
On my someonetoanyone account, I think So Tirelessly maybe deserved some more love ; _ ; i love writing endverse!destiel and i plan to write more of it in the future, but this fic was short and bittersweet and i enjoyed writing it. i was like 'oh yeah, this one's a banger' and then it didn't really draw attention lol
41. Link a fic that made you think, "wow, I want to write like that"
how do u expect me to stop at one
In a destiel rec that will shock absolutely no one, sobsicles' 'let's take a drive' changed my brain chemistry forever and tbh i had a Crisis after going through their entire AO3 bc i was like 'oh what is the point of writing actually when sobsicles is out there doing the damn thing this well i should just be quiet' sdkjfhskldjhf genuinely an amazing fic and writer
In a johnlock rec that WILL shock someone, 'The Quiet Man' by ivyblossom - it's 157k words and i could. not. put. it. down. and why is this shocking? it's in First Person POV and i usually can't handle First Person POV bc it personally gives me the cringe (godspeed to everyone enjoys it, i mean no offense, it's just not personally for me) but this fic Changed My Life and genuinely made me rethink how and what I write.
And in a final, spicy and unpredictable thorki rec that no one asked for, 'Find A Home,' by Aria and filiabelialis is... incredible. Listen, when you open the link, you'll see it's 107k words, DO NOT BE INTIMIDATED, GO READ IT, IT'S LITERALLY INCREDIBLE AND SUCH A GOOD CHARACTER STUDY SDJHFKSKDJHF PLSSSS
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WIP Fic Tag/Ask Game
Tagged by @unlifeira ! Thanks :3
Rules: In a new post, post the names of all the files in your WIP folder, regardless of how non-descriptive or ridiculous. Let people send you an ask with the title that most intrigues them and then post a little snippet of it or tell them something about it! and then tag as many people as you have WIPs.
Okay, well, I have A LOT, so I'm putting them under a cut
Not tagging anyone because I don't know too many other fic writers, let alone 58 other fic writers, so if you want to do this, consider yourself tagged.
Let's go!
5 Attempts to Ask on a Date
A Million Ways to Say Goodbye
Achilles Come Down
Almost Hallmark
Angel AU Thingy
Angel Demon AU
Avengers Sleepover
Blackbonnet Angst Fic - Title TBD
Bucky and Sam and Alpine
Bucky Birthday Fic
Bucky Makes Cookies
Bucky Teaches Steve to Kiss
Bucky Teasing Sam Smut Fic
City of Ghosts
Dean Winchester Knew He Liked Women
Destiel
Enby Bucky - I'm Leaving for New York
Fixing My Immortal
Garbage
Howard Stark as a Father
I Need You to Teach Me How to Kiss - Stucky
In Full Color
In Your Pages
It's a Sex Pollen Fic
It's Been a Short, Short Line
Kinktober-ish
Lips Like Licorice, Tongue Like Candy
New Year's Eve Smut - Stony
Nomad
Not Even God
Pumpkin Spice and Everything Nice
Sam Wilson Birthday Fic
SamBucky Christmas Fic 2022
SamBucky First Date
SamBucky Soulmates (Possibly)
Sam's Nightmares
Shrinkyclinks
Steve Birthday 2021
Steve had Always Hated the Cold - Stucky
Steve Rogers Birthday Fic
Steve's Letter to Bucky
Stony Birthday Smut
Stony Pole Dancing
Stony PTSD
Stony Smut Fic - Trauma and Suit Sex
Stony
Stuckony - Physical Touch
Stuckony Fanfic
Stucky - Nightmares and Trauma
Stucky Christmas Fic
Stucky Fic - WIP - Cuddling Together
Stucky
Tony Gets a Cat - Winteriron
Werewolf AU
Werewolf Stucky
Winteriron
Words of Affirmation - Stucky
YOI AU
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come again? by jacqueline albright-beckett 17k E an ancient blessing lets cas and dean feel each others sexual sensations
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oddsocksandstuff · 4 years
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Love in the time of lockup
For @badthingshappenbingo square: locked in a cage
For @spnkinkbingo square: anal fingering
Fandom: Supernatural
Rating: Explicit
Word Count: 2.8k
Pairings: Dean/Cas, Sam/Cas
No archive warnings apply
Additional tags: PWP, sex pollen, magic made them do it, mentioned off screen noncon attempt
Summary: With Sam out on the hunt for a cure, and out of time to come up with a better plan, Dean locks Cas in a cage to ride out the effects of something they touched down in the bowels of the bunker.
Turns out touching is exactly what Cas needs help him through his predicament
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drowninginfanfics · 4 years
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Dean gets whumped by sex pollen in Purgatory.
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javocjovian · 5 years
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The Trap, SPN Bingo
Title: The Trap Link: https://archiveofourown.org/works/17444402/chapters/43002287 Square Filled: sub!Dean Ship: Destiel Rating: E Warnings: Dub-Con, Rough Sex, Pain, Humiliation (with a happy ending!) Tags: Sex Pollen!Castiel, Top/Dom Castiel, First Time Destiel, Grace Bondage, Multiple Orgasms, Forced Orgasm, Grace Orgasm, Grace Healing, Fluffy ending, Rowena calls bullshit Summary: Castiel falls victim to a powerful spell and needs Dean's help Word Count: 3342
Created for @spnkinkbingo
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It was moments like these when Dean’s rational failed him. People often considered it one of his strengths; He never felt nervous before a fight, he never worried about the plan, his thoughts just stopped, allowing him to charge head first into danger. But in this situation, it wasn’t a strength at all. Dean’s thinking had completely abandoned him, leaving him only able to consider the unthinkable.
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The Trap
Dean was bouncing back on the legs of a metal chair in a dimly lit storage room. The walls were lined with shelves full of unfamiliar crap, but Dean had barely noticed. He wished he had his headphones. He wasn’t bored, he was on edge. His gaze was unfocused, resting on the unconscious figure lying in an angel trap. Castiel was bleeding from his nose and his face was ruddy – he probably had a fever. When the guilt became too much, Dean looked away. This was all his fault.
Sam and Dean had been hunting a witch for three days. She’d enslaved a town in some sort of twisted revenge scheme, and they had to kill her to break the spell. It should have been a simple hunt, but it was never simple with witches. That was why Dean hated them. Well, most of them. Rowena did end up saving their lives at the last minute, but at the cost of Castiel’s well-being. So, yeah, Dean hated witches.
Dean’s eyes flicked back to Castiel when he heard him move. Castiel made a low grumble of a sound, like an animal stirring from a deep sleep, then lifted himself up on his hands. He’d had been knocked unconscious by Sam, but an angel could only stay unconscious for so long.
“Dean...”
Dean didn’t say a word.
“Dean…” Castiel repeated desperately. His voice was low and rough. He sat up and leaned heavily against a storage shelf, making it creak. He took a shuddering breath, “You need to leave...”
“Rowena will be here soon,” Dean assured him in a voice of forced calm, “I’ll stay with you until then.”
“No,” Castiel shook his head, “Need to… leave… you need to leave… I need… I need it...” Castiel made a pained sound and his eyes flashed blue. A wave of angel power extended to the edge of the trap and fizzled out. The light hanging from the ceiling flickered and swayed.
Dean swallowed his fear and put on a stoic face.
“I need it.”
This wasn’t supposed to happen.
The witch Sam and Dean had been hunting was stronger than either of them expected, so Castiel flew in to help. It was a coincidence that Rowena called. If she hadn’t, they would have never known that killing the witch outright could have ended their lives.
After hearing what the witch was capable of, Rowena told them that she was probably protecting herself with a revenge spell that would curse whoever killed her with whatever her most powerful spell was. The four of them assumed it would be the mind control spell, but there was no way to know for sure, so Castiel decided he should be the one to kill the witch.
Castiel reasoned that no matter what the spell was it probably couldn’t kill an angel. Rowena could then meet them and reverse whatever damage it had done. Sam and Dean didn’t like the plan, but they didn’t see another option. So they gave him their gun loaded with witch killing bullets and, after an intense fight, Castiel killed the witch.
“Dean…” Castiel growled.
The sound startled Dean and he looked over at him.
Castiel looked feral. His eyes were radiating blue energy and he was trembling with a ferocious need.
“I need you.”
Dean paused. “W...what?”
Castiel seemed to be going through some sort of internal transformation. One moment he was clutching the floor and groaning in pain, and the next moment he was growling and eyeing Dean hungrily. Dean could feel the angel trap pulsing with power.
“I want you, Dean.”
Dean swallowed. One look at Castiel confirmed his worst fears. Castiel was horny. He was fucking horny. Dean’s mind went blank. He looked away quickly, telling himself it was just a malicious side effect of the mind control spell, but he knew that wasn’t true. Castiel hadn’t been attacked by the mind control spell; Dean knew that the moment Castiel killed the witch. The spell she’d attached to the revenge spell was something much worse. Sam called it the attack dog spell, but Dean knew it wasn’t that, either.
The moment Castiel shot the witch, he turned on Sam and Dean. They fought him off in complete shock and baited him all the way to the storage facility. Dean had no idea how they managed to trap a violent, ravenous angel full of grace into some poor stranger’s storage room, but there they were. At least the town was saved, right?
“Dean...” Castiel was repeating his name over and over again, like some twisted mantra. It sent chills down Dean’s spine that he couldn’t shake off, but he couldn’t leave Castiel like this.
Castiel groaned and growled in the angel trap, “Dean…” he took a deep, unsettling breath, “...come here.”
Dean stared wearily at the storage room door.
“Come. Here.”
“No, Cas. You’re going to wait this out. Rowena’s on her way.”
“Can’t. I can’t do it.”
“Yes you can.” He said firmly, but Castiel looked a mess. He wished Rowena would hurry the hell up.
“Dean...” he sputtered, “I want you.”
Dean tried to block him out.
“I want you so bad. I want you on this floor… beneath me… writhing.”
“Stop.”
“I want… to take you apart, Dean...” he rasped, “I want to feel you melt...”
Dean couldn’t hide the look of alarm on his face. “You don’t know what you’re saying, Cas. This isn’t you.”
“Come to me.” Castiel commanded.
“No. Not happening.”
“Dean!”
His shout shook Dean embarrassingly deep. He closed his eyes. He hated himself for doing this to Cas. If he could help him, he would, but he couldn’t do this. Not this. Not with Cas. It was tearing him up inside.
Castiel groaned. The sound was borderline erotic, and it woke a tiny voice in Dean’s head that reminded him quite plainly: you’ve thought about it. You’ve thought about that noise... at the back of your neck. Dean immediately shut the voice down and berated himself for it, but he couldn’t block out Castiel’s voice.
“I want you, Dean...” He growled, “I’ve always… wanted you. I pulled you… from perdition. I made you mine. Come here… and let me make you mine. Let me claim you… again…”
“Enough.” Dean’s voice shook. His gaze was fierce, but it hid something weak and uncertain.
“Dean...” Castiel was unrelenting, “Let me… let me fuck you.”
Dean had never heard Castiel talk like that. He stared at him hard.
“I need it.”
Castiel was radiating angelic power from inside the trap. It should have been enough to keep Dean away, but like it or not, it only made enticed him more. Dean closed his eyes resolutely.
“Dean,” Castiel breathed, “come here.”
It was moments like these when Dean’s rational failed him. People often considered it one of his strengths; He never felt nervous before a fight, he never worried about the plan, his thoughts just stopped, allowing him to charge head first into danger. But in this situation, it wasn’t a strength at all. Dean’s thinking had completely abandoned him, leaving him only able to consider the unthinkable. He glanced at the metal storage door, visualizing Sam outside waiting for Rowena.
“Dean...”
Dean opened his eyes. He didn’t remember telling himself to get up, but the next thing he knew he was crouched outside the angel trap, staring at Castiel.
Castiel’s blue eyes were dark with promise. His breath was heavy, falling off his lips in pants. It sounded like it was right in Dean’s ear.
In a moment of weakness, Dean moved into the trap.
For a moment nothing happened, but then Castiel lunged. He sprung on Dean like a wild animal, pinning him to the floor with inhuman strength. Dean gasped and, like a spark of ignition, his instincts kicked in. He thrashed, struggling for some control at least, but it was useless. Castiel held him to the floor with one hand on his collarbone, the other crushing Dean’s bicep. He was beyond reasoning, and Dean wasn’t going anywhere.
“Sh...” Castiel hushed him, although it sounded more like a growl.
Dean tried to relax, he really did, but now that his adrenaline was pumping, he only knew how to fight.
Castiel ignored his struggles completely and ripped Dean’s pants down with ease, although he fumbled a little getting them around his boots. In another lifetime, Dean might have laughed. But he suddenly found himself naked from the hips down and didn’t feel much like laughing.
“Cas!” Dean breathed, only to be shoved back onto the cold, concrete floor.
Dean knew it before he saw it: he was completely erect. A part of him was mortified, but Castiel didn’t seem to notice or care. Dean cursed his own twisted sex drive while Castiel made quick work of his own pants. Then he grabbed Dean by the thighs dragged him across the trap.
Dean knew what he was getting himself into, but it was still a shock to see Castiel’s cock so suddenly between his thigh. He was… thick. Dean swallowed. This was going to hurt like a bitch. What the hell was he thinking? But then Castiel laid a hand on Dean’s forehead and he felt a curious sensation work its way down his pelvis and into his groin. Dean realized what Castiel had done the minute he tried to squirm away. He couldn’t flex anything between his hips and his thighs. Castiel had shut off Dean’s muscle control, making him completely lose and pliable. And lubed from feel of it. Dean felt a rush of panic that was strangely erotic. Sure, he’d tampered with bondage before, but this was a whole other level. Castiel seemed to have done for his sake rather than Dean’s, but Dean didn’t care. He was embarrassingly, impossibly more erect.
“Cas...” Dean sputtered, his nerves finally getting the best of him.
Castiel was unresponsive. He reaffirmed his hold on Dean, then flipped him over. Dean groaned outright. He couldn’t help it. The objectification got to him, and it sent a flare of arousal straight to his groin. He knew what was coming next. Sure enough, he felt Castiel climb on top of him, grappling him brutally to the ground.
Castiel said Dean’s name again, like he was making sure it was still him beneath him. Dean didn’t get a chance to think about it, because in the next second Castiel’s thick cock was parting his ass without warning.
Dean groaned through his teeth and clenched down, but the muscles surrounding Castiel’s cock didn’t respond. Dean had never felt so violated. Castiel slid it without any resistance, spreading Dean further apart with every inch of his throbbing cock. Dean nearly hyperventilated. It was the most intense sensation he’d ever felt. He couldn’t take it. He thrashed in an attempt to relieve some of the pressure, but Castiel just grappled him even more effectively. Dean could feel his hungry breath beating against the back of his neck and Dean moaned. He actually moaned. A rush of fear paralyzed him. Sam was just outside. But it was so hard to keep quiet with Castiel filling Dean to the brim. And when he began fucking him without any reprieve, Dean shoved a fist into his mouth to keep from shouting.
Castiel fucked Dean into the concrete floor like an animal, making him shout and moan into his fist. He could barely breathe. No matter how he writhed or twisted, he couldn’t do anything about the cock fucking him raw and hard. He couldn’t even reach down to touch himself, and he could tell Castiel wasn’t thinking about that. He was groaning in satisfaction. The sound was incredible. Castiel may not have been in his right mind, that groan… that groan was all Cas.
As he passionately, carelessly hard his way with Dean, Dean finally began to submit. It was almost out of necessity. The sensations were beginning to feel way more good than painful, and Dean couldn’t handle it. Every thrust made his skin light up, and the way Castiel was dragging his cock up and down his walls made Dean want to die from pleasure. He slammed his fist on the floor, looking in completely agony, but he’d never felt anything so good in his life. He cursed himself for it, but at the same time he needed more.
He tried to shimmy out of Castiel’s grip so he could hump the floor, but Castiel didn’t let him. He pinned his free arm behind his back, forcing his chest to the floor, and pounded his ass with his hips. A shout died in Dean’s throat. The angle changing everything. Castiel was assaulting his prostate and Dean couldn’t buffer the sensation without use of his pelvic muscles. Dean was gone in seconds. He gasped and sputtered uselessly, helpless to stop the orgasm from being fucked out of him. Dean moaned and keened on the floor, screwing up his expression. He came harder than he’d ever done in his life. The sensation seeped into his every nerve and, being unable to clench, it reverberated like a shock-wave, endless and severe, through every inch of his body. Dean was lost in pleasure.
Castiel didn’t seem to be stopping anytime soon. Dean’s ecstasy soon inverted, and Castiel began overstimulating him to the point of tears. Dean couldn’t even move now with his arm trapped behind his back. He wanted to thrash and break free, and yet, he was grateful he couldn’t. He was grateful that he had no choice to lay belly down and endure. It was his deepest, darkest fantasy. He groaned Castiel’s name as his knees and chest repeatedly scuffed the floor.
Castiel heard him that time. He reached down to the floor and grabbed Dean’s cock. Dean’s lurched, but couldn’t move. His head spin in submissive pleasure. Castiel’s hand glowed and Dean was suddenly on the verge of orgasm again. It shocked him and he moaned in surprise. It built up painfully slow, then burst in a fresh wave of ecstasy. Dean moaned shamelessly. Castiel reached down and squeezed Dean’s balls possessively, and it sent Dean even higher into ecstasy. He bucked his hips and pounded the floor as Castiel squeezed the cum out of his balls. Dean had to stop himself from shouting encouragements loud enough for the whole town to here.
Just as Dean thought he couldn’t possibly take any more, he felt Castiel shudder to a halt and drive his cock impossibly deeper. Castiel came with a feral groan and Dean’s grace orgasm finally stopped. Castiel grabbed his hips like reigns and fucked his orgasm into Dean’s ass.
He could barely see straight, but Dean chanced a glance over his shoulder. He had to know. When he saw Castiel coming, his heart flew up into his throat. He looked wild and undone. His lips were parted in a silent moan and his eyes were fluttered closed. He was sweating and glistening with grace. His tie was swept over his shoulder and he’d removed his coat at some point. His white collared shirt was sticking to his chest. Dean dropped his head on the floor and focused on not passing out.
Castiel’s orgasm felt prolonged. Maybe it was the magic, maybe it was just how angels came. Dean had no clue. He just lay there, aching and throbbing in both bliss and exhaustion, somewhere on the verge of consciousness.
Finally, he felt Castiel finish. He was sure of it, because not a second later Castiel collapsed on Dean’s back. It winded him, but Dean was still strong enough to not be crushed. Castiel was panting slowly now, and Dean was suddenly confronted with a new fear: if Castiel passed out, Dean wouldn’t be able to move. His only saving grace would be in Sam and Rowena walked in. Except… yeah, Castiel’s dick was still in his ass.
Luckily, Castiel came to quickly. He pulled out and got off of Dean, leaving Dean feeling winded and oddly empty. Between Castiel’s heavy breaths and pants, he heard a zip. If Castiel had enough presence of mind to cloth himself, Dean wondered if he was back to normal. Dean glanced sideways at him, barely seeing him. He still looked feral, but there was more intent to his gaze. His eyes weren’t glowing, either. Dean felt Castiel grab him and turn him on his back. Dean felt like he was made of cement. Castiel looked around and found his jeans and boots.
Dean dressed himself, deciding he needed to maintain what little dignity he had left. He sat up and winced. Everything ached. Castiel wasn’t speaking, and Dean was grateful. He didn’t think he was stable enough to respond. He got dressed lamely and collapsed on the ground again.
“Dean...”
Dean looked at him. He knew that voice. It was Castiel. The Castiel. Or most of him, anyway.
“Yeah.” Dean breathed.
Castiel didn’t respond. So they sat there, panting and half staring at one another.
“Cas...”
“Yeah.”
“Can you… I think I’m uh...” Dean shifted a little. He was definitely bleeding.
Castiel understood and reached over to Dean’s thigh. Dean felt his muscles return to normal and pain leave him. Dean felt weirdly heavier. He felt the cum seeping out of his ass disappear, too. His jeans were probably stained, though.
“Thanks.”
Castiel nodded numbly.
“What happened?” Castiel mumbled.
Dean sighed. He filled him in, but he found he wasn’t capable of much detail. The first pangs of guilt and humiliation were getting in the way, but Castiel seemed to recall it anyway. After a moment of quiet recollection, he tried speaking. Dean knew what he was going to say. Castiel had that sad look, and it made Dean’s heart flutter.
“Don’t worry about it.” He said brusquely, “You healed me. We’re good.”
Castiel stared at him hesitantly.
“Cas. I made that decision. Not you. If anyone should be apologizing, it’s me.”
“I forgive you.” Castiel said in confusion.
“Great. Now c’mon, let’s get Sam and get out of dodge.”
Neither of them even tried explaining how Castiel had beaten the curse on his own. Sam eventually gave up and assumed it was because Castiel was an angel.
Rowena called bullshit. She arrived not ten minutes later and questioned all three of them about it. Luckily only Dean and Castiel had any real grasp of what the spell was, and they both feigned ignorance. Dean had a creeping suspicion that Rowena knew exactly what had happened, but she kept her lips pursed.
Dean was more concerned with what it was going to be like with Castiel. The ride home was quiet, but Sam was in the car after-all. At the bunker, Castiel was awkward and oblivious, but that was nothing new. A couple times, Dean caught himself considering telling Castiel the truth: that it had been the best sex of his life.
Dean turned in early. Sam didn’t say a word. He was too tired to keep asking the same questions over and over again. Dean was grateful.
That night, as Dean tossed and turned replaying the scene in his mind, he heard his door open. He ignored it, feigning deep sleep, until he felt a weight on his bed. Castiel’s breath was at his neck again. Dean glanced over his shoulder and didn’t say anything. Castiel slid his arms around Dean’s chest and buried his head in the crook of his neck. The guilt and humiliation that had accompanied him since the storage room gradually faded, replaced by Castiel’s gentle breathing and the warmth of his bare skin. Dean relented and closed his eyes.
“Come here,” he sighed, pulling Castiel close.
Never in his wildest dreams did he think he’d be cuddling Castiel in his bed, but it felt too good to question. He felt Castiel relax in relief, and Dean couldn’t help but indulge that voice of his. He fell asleep in Castiel’s arms, dreaming for the first time in a long while.
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