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iamastcy · 1 year
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A negative positive and a positive, positive.
[ 🎵: RM - Hectic ]
So yesterday was the countdown and officially we're in 2023!
Ended the year with that Vid-Positive (to those who are recovering, I wish you speedy recovery!)... And that shall not be the positive that taints the start of the new year!
No crazy resolutions for me, fortunately (or unfortunately?), but a couple main ones are definitely important and needed.
First and foremost, ahem, this blog... Needs to be used. After all, it ain't free... So let me try to find that ye'old spark to revive this personal blog.
Secondly, I am going back to my physical journal and writing down... "Things"... I shall try my very best for this cyberspace version as well.
For those of us, who have the moleskin addiction and have yours ready with the 2023 spread. I salute you. I've done most part for my journal/planner to work but I do not have a cover page yet. Rather than forcing it, I guess it'll be better if left blank...
How are you planning out your 2023? Are you going to ride the waves or are you a little bit of a planner? I'm inherently nosey on these things to learn more about people, haha!
Well then.... Wishing you a lovely day ahead and may this year be a good year for us all. I'm starting the bar like low, low... But a positive one nevertheless!
Happy 2023 love!
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sircharlesthepoet · 7 months
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You're a Phoenix
Photo by Edwin Rucci – Pexels Sometimes, some of our companions, all they needis a little life.They need to be reminded that they’re a PhoenixThey can rise from the disaster they’re lying in. You’re lying in your [temporary] defeat,in your ashes,but listen: as long as you have a story of where you’ve been,you have the power of making it to what you want to become:A full blown Phoenix in flare,…
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Welcome Back!
Hi friends. Ive obviously been super inconsistent about posting anything new here, mainly because I lack the motivation and sometimes time to do anything. But Im going to try to be better at posting some stuff because I have alot. SO thanks for being patient and I hope to give you guys some more reading material soon! Much love! S.S.
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luciferouslight · 1 year
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01-03-2023
an excerpt from my book.
Fall came and went in on a cool breeze here in Georgia just to give in to seventy degree winter after a cold spell that chilled us to our very souls. It took cloudless blue skies away and gave us dark and dreary rainy days that never seemed to clean our minds and wash our faces with its cold droplets.
When fall came I felt the changes. The change of the temperature of the air and they way I could breathe in and not feel the heat of death coming up from the asphalt. I would close my eyes and breathe in as deeply as I could just to feel the change in my lungs. I hiked all the old trails hand in hand with my love, but this was like walking the trails for the very first time again. The leaves were bright oranges, yellows, and reds. With slight touches of green peeking through. Leave littered the floor of the woods and partially hid the trails. We still found our way, our way to a picture I only wished that I could paint. The lake, the leaves, the trees, and the squirrels and lizards and let us not forget the gekkers. Yes that is an inside story/joke between Sugar and I.
I miss these days, I wasn't as sad, I wasn't as... empty. I find it to be a miracle that I have made it this far into winter what, thirteen days? It feels as though it has been an eternity since the leaves fell and gave away to nasty gray skies. I am aware that things are meant to change. And that leaves are there to show us how beautiful it can be to let things go. I somehow can't help but to hold on the the past and all the things I have been through. I often wish I was a leaf, or follow that little piece of philosophy. To let things go and just go with the flow. To just breathe. It's that simple after all isn't it? Just let it go. But for some reason I am stuck here feeling six all over again with a knife to my wrist because I was tired of being left alone. I feel like I'm ten, eleven years old laying on my back with nails poking me here and there as I lay on the plywood of a floor in a house that isn't complete yet. And him on top of me. Me saying no over and over again until I passed out from fear.
He's dead now. Murdered. In cold blood. And I don't know how to feel about it. I am saddened that a life was ended so short, but I'm sad for the little girl inside of me that never got an apology or a reason why. I don't know exactly what happened, part of me is not sure that it cares. Part of me can breathe a little easier, part of me cries a little freer, sleeps a little better.
The nightmares went a away a long time ago, but his face appears every now and again. Her face is always there, with her words echoing down a long dark tunnel with only me standing there at the end. Everything is so loud and so clear as though she were right there screaming in my face as she always did when I was a child. Suddenly I can't breathe and I am suffocated with what feels like death and despair. I know that a lot of people won't understand. Won't get what it feels like to have your soul die over and over again just for you yourself having to bring it back to life. If you know what I mean sound off below.
I take a little blue capsule at night to stop all the dreams and it works most of the time, but, when it doesn't I wake up sweating, crying, begging in the darkest of nights to it to go away, leave me alone, stay away from me. But it doesn't help and I'm up the rest of the night trying to fight my way out of panic attack after panic attack. Someone messaged me the other day and I haven't gotten a chance to reach back out, if you see this know that I saw and I really appreciate you reaching out to me. Thank you for taking the time to read and send me a message telling me so.
Please know anyone can message me about my writings, tell me your favorite part, tell me your feelings, what made you sad, what made you happy, what caught your breath and what you learned from it. I'm not writing this just for me. I am wholeheartedly writing this for all of you as well.
With all my love, Luciferous Light
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expatrie-blog · 2 years
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Starting Again...
So strangely after almost 10 years someone started following me on this blog.  And having forgotten all about it I logged back in only to subject myself to some fairly cringe-worthy posts from the past.  But as time goes on, I do need to accept that was / is me!  So strangely now sitting in hotel quarantine (another story) I’ve been motivated to write again if only to sort out my own thoughts on the last few years at a minimum. And to be honest I can type faster than write and I’ve only got a handful of ‘followers’ so there’s benefit to that.  So... starting again...
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lhenderson · 2 years
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Putting some color on the other panoramic canvas I've got. Considerably smaller than the last one, but this 12"x36" should be interesting. . . . #workinprogress #startingagain (at Punta Gorda, Florida) https://www.instagram.com/p/Cge6WYTuut1/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=
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lakotasapphire · 3 years
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https://gf.me/u/2knm6g ease check out the GoFundMe I'm doing for my mom. (BTW, I'm Kara's daughter, Callie, I'm doing this fundraiser for her). She truly deserves this second chance at life. Please help us give that chance to her. #domesticviolence #domesticviolenceawareness #domesticviolenceawarenessmonth #domesticabuse #domesticabuseawareness #domesticabuseawareness #domesticviolencesurvivor #domesticabusesurvivor #secondchance #secondchances #payoffdebt #startingover #startingagain #gofundme #gofundmeplease #gofundmedonations #raisingawareness #stalker #beingstalked #domesticviolenceshelters #domesticviolenceshelterandservices #whereisthelove #please #pleasereadthis #pleasepleaseplease #donateandshare #share #likeandcomment #makelovenotwar❤️ #hugsmakeeverythingbetter #bruises. Thank you to all who take the time to read my mom's story, and a special thank you to any donations made. You are truly heaven-sent, for helping to make my mom's dreams come true. I can't think of a better person who deserves this second chance at moving and moving away from her abuser. 💜💜💜💜💜 https://www.instagram.com/p/CVuUFrTLD2G/?utm_medium=tumblr
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booksandframes · 4 years
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Wheeeeere to start? It’s been four years since my last correspondence and there’s been so much so much change that has happened, I’m not entirely sure where to even start. The pandemic? The new job? The new state? The. new. state. of. mind? The death of my mother? These path few years have been plagued with death. It’s been the start of the loss of innocence and youth in such a way that feels irreversible. I hope that this in all, has made me more of a human, more empathetic, more understanding. In other ways, perhaps I’m still completely the same person. I’ve become more of a hermit (that I’ll gladly take) I’ve bought a more expensive camera (with expensive lenses). I’ve stopped social media-ing (but I’d like to still have a photo-journal). There needs to be some way to stay introspective. The journal allows me to move throughout my mind, throughout time. It’s only these times that I realized that I’ve always felt lost. That constant seeking of the next thing blinds me to the moments of now. The pockets of love and excitement of the present. It’s a push and pull, I feel like. Where the push allows us to explore, and the pull allows us to stop and catch our breath. Even if it’s for one second, even just for a photograph. 
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iamempoweredto · 4 years
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Good Afternoon 👋🏾👩🏾‍🦱 Are you a co-parent? Do you date? Do you experience a trade-off between time with your child and time to meet suitable dating prospects? This video is dedicated to you... 😘✨ youtu.be/l-veQB0HKJs #CoParenting #IAmEmpoweredTo #Date #HealthyMind #HealthyBody #HealthySouls #HealthyGoals #Positivity #Mom #Dad #SingleParent #SingleMom #SingleDad #StartingAgain #2020NewYear #NewYearNewMe #Dating #Love #Lovelife #Romance #WorkLifeBalance #Goals #Leadership #Family #FamilyGoals #Relationships #Respect #RespectHer #RespectHim #Balance https://www.instagram.com/p/B7BNeWgpdU9/?igshid=1vjdd5ovpem04
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Hey, stranger.
A friend encouraged me to start blogging again. Not for an audience though, for myself.. as a kind of therapy. Writing has always been therapeutic for as long as I can remember. As a kid, I used to keep journals and I make it a point to write on them everyday. The contents ranged from interesting to the mundane. Growing up, I realized it helps me de-stress. By writing experiences I never told anyone or never dared tell anyone, to feelings I don’t have the courage to say, to letters I never bothered sending. At some point in time I stopped. I don’t exactly know why I did, but I noticed that it’s like losing something really really important, you know?
So here I am again, about to start spilling my guts out. My mind is a repository of chaotic thoughts and by starting this blog I hope to sort them out or make them make sense for me. Possible rants will be written, as well as my unorganized thoughts, photos of stuff I find beautiful, photos of my pets, my artworks, among other things.
Stranger, please bear with me. Read the contents of this blog at your own risk. I am diagnosed with Major Depressive Disorder and most times my thoughts can be really dark. One thing I ask is if you ever stumbled upon this blog, keep the contents to yourself. Thank you so much. 
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xoxo-yen · 5 years
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Begin Again (basking in the past)
From 2017
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“You’ll be the moon I’ll be the earth and when we burst, start over. Oh darling, begin again”
Purity Ring
Unconditional love. I’ve felt and I’ve experienced this in the most wholesome way I could ever imagine. In my younger days I wasn’t so lucky, but I was never bitter. I spent the years in my twenties discovering myself as twenty-year olds do. I experienced puppy love, infatuation, I lived with my heart completely on my sleeve. With every heartbreak I learned that suffering is the key to finding happiness. No mud, no lotus. I had a sun within me that shined so bright, and my primary objective in life was to share that light with the people around me.
As I slid into my third decade of life I discovered one of the loves of my life. He loved me in a way that was cinematic. Never embarrassed, never hiding, he was openly in love with me and I with him. But at some point in my life I realized that he loved me to himself. He absorbed my love in such a way that it dulled my light. I wasn’t able to reach the corners of my earth and parts of my world were suffering from lack of sun. I wanted to shine my light on the world but instead I was hidden light years away.  I was Persephone in the winter.
At some point I burst. My light could no longer be contained. The sun loves the moon, but they can’t be in the same place at the same time. A constant eclipse, so beautiful but detrimental at the same time.
They say the twenties are the best years of your life, but I disagree. In my thirties I begin again.
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spyderking83 · 5 years
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So I made this cheeseburger casserole last night. Pretty good even though I didn't follow the recipe 100%. Also made some zuchini friestje other day. Pretty tasty as well. #keto #startingagain #food #Lol https://www.instagram.com/p/By8KiGCjWCX/?igshid=eov0jvqeuo4i
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myrandomwords-blog1 · 5 years
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fresh start://
how i love beginnings
the excitement, the rush the potential
a promise of endless possibilities
start, commence, embark, launch
fresh, new, novel, raw
there’s electricity in the air
time stands still and 
then moves in fast forward
a blank page just waiting to see
what amazing ideas will be  
recorded on its body
clean, blank, pure
untainted by disappointment or
marked by the curse of reality
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thewriterabbit · 2 years
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Quick Monday Update
Happy Monday! 
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I just wanted to come on here today and give you all an update on what’s coming up for The Write Rabbit. To be honest, this post is long overdue. I should’ve made this post when the Facebook page officially went live. However, a lot has happened over the last few weeks and if I’m going to be completely honest, I didn’t have the energy to do much of anything else. If I wasn’t working, I was trying to get as much writing sessions in as possible. 
It left me little time to do anything else. 
However, my schedule is getting better. I’m trying to work on time management and finding balance. While I’m not going to say that I’m going to be great right off the bat, I’m going to try to be better when it comes to being more active on The Write Rabbit.
Here’s my Plan Moving Forward
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First of all, I want to welcome you all to The Write Rabbit on Tumblr. I wasn’t really intending on joining Tumblr, but one night while I was procrastinating going to bed, I just randomly started one. Out of the blue. I did it for multiple reasons...one of them being, it would be the perfect place to put my TWR posts that are on the more longer side. For example: the “Finding my Process” series will be moved to this platform. Posts that are more concise/brief in nature will be shared over all social media platforms.
This blog is not meant to take the place of the upcoming website/blog I hope to publish in the near future. I do have major plans for that site and wish to be a little further along in many ways before that site goes forward.
With that being said, I’m just now getting back into the swing of things after a long few weeks at work and trying to build up a habit/discipline when it comes to writing, in general. I’m starting to find my way back and I have a lot of work to do when it comes to The Write Rabbit. I feel that it is in the best interest for me and this blog, if I stepped back for a few weeks to properly map out what I’m going to do, plan some actual content, and come back with a plan of action and with an intention of being more consistent. 
This is not an official hiatus. I do not consider this a break, because I’m still working behind the scenes. Hopefully, after this “break” there won’t be anymore for a while.
Meanwhile, I would like to take some time, before I let you all go, to thank those of you who have followed The Write Rabbit on any of my social media accounts and those who have interacted with the content, thus far. I appreciate your support so much, it means the world to me that people would like to hear what I have to say. 
Anyway, that’s all I have for today. Thank you for taking the time and reading this Monday update all the way through. I hope you all have a wonderful rest of your day and I will see you soon. 
Your Storyteller, 
Brianna
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drmarr · 2 years
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If you are scared to quit your job, change careers, or end a relationship because you don’t want to have to “start over”, just remember: There’s no such thing as starting over. We always have the opportunity for a NEW beginning, but you are never starting from scratch. You are starting from a place where you have more knowledge and information than you have ever had at any point in your life. You likely have a better idea of what you do want and more importantly, what you DON’T want…and that is definitely better than starting from scratch. You can buy into the belief that you are starting over or you can realize that who you are right now is the sum of all our experiences and emotions up until this moment. You are never starting from THE beginning… Don't be afraid of new beginnings, You may like the new better story. I know I have. Every single time ❤️ #startingover #newbeginnings #breakupquotes #careerchange #careercoach #reset #startingagain #startagain #mindsetmatters #personaljourney #personaldevelopmentjourney #breakup #breakupcoach #changingprofessions #relationshipcoach #lifetransition #lifetransitions #newchapter #newchapters #newchapterinlife #newchapterbegins #meaningfulwork #meaningfulrelationships #breakupsdonthavetobreakyou #changeisexciting #changeisconstant #alwayschanging #changeishard #lifejourney #journeyoflife (at French Alps) https://www.instagram.com/p/CboD0A3sgUU/?utm_medium=tumblr
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xc-photography · 2 years
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Due to a glitch in the matrix, I have been unable to post on here for a little 2hile, but I am back (once again like the rengade master), with new photos to share, but first I must take my hat off to @peacocktvuk for finally allowing me to sqvour the first four episodes of @psychpeacock in the uk, though I still need the new movie, but, I am a happy #pinapple thank you! #psych @dulehill @jamesroday @nelsonkirsten @magslawslawson and the delightful @omundson #bestshowever #streetfood #streetpinapple #pinapples #TVshow #streetphotography #street_photography #tuesday #startingagain #streetart #dowhatyoulove (at Brighton and Hove) https://www.instagram.com/p/CZKNdVgolc0/?utm_medium=tumblr
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