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astrolomona · 1 year

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me when i lie

(ill get back to this sometime LMAO)

getaway

kazuha x reader

you are a lieutenant general serving for the shogun, and kazuha is the criminal you are ordered to hunt down. it is your sole responsibility, so why is it that you are trying so hard to defend him?

fluffy, angsty(?), ooc kazuha kinda

2 part series, possibly 3

it wasn’t supposed to happen.

“thank you for sparing me.”

you found him sitting on a rock on the beach. savouring the sounds of the ocean waves crashing against ritou, before you had decided to attack during a fairly vulnerable moment.

“leave before i change my mind. this could cost my job, for you are to be arrested immediately once spotted.”

kaedehara kazuha is an inazuman samurai, a criminal wanted by the electro archon herself. you are a lieutenant general of high-order belonging to the tenryou commission, told to arrest and present kaedehara to the raiden shogun immediately once found.

“i am to be arrested once spotted, is that so? then, why are you sparing me?” his guard was still up, ready to defend himself at any moment should you, or any lingering enemies, attack him.

you broke the strong eye-contact held between you two, looking at the sand beneath you. “why would you show your face to inazuma knowing that the raiden shogun is personally asking for you?”

it was barely evident, but a smirk slightly formed on the wanderer’s face as you finished your sentence. “you claimed before that letting me flee would cost your job. if you genuinely did care about serving for the shogun, rather than the mora, you would claim me without hesitation, no?”

your head shot up, gaze sharpening at the criminal before you, “watch your mouth. are you implying that i arrest you right now?”

“no, i am personally just curious about this sudden show of mercy,” kazuha shrugged. “you are of high importance to the shogunate, i can tell. you were able to exhaust and defeat me in a battle in no time, but once you had the opportunity to finish me off or restrain me, you simply spared me and told me to get up and leave as quickly as i could.”

he examined your attire, much more different and fancier than those of regular officers.

“i said,” you glared at the man in front of you. “leave before i change my mind. this is your chance to run, is it not? you said yourself that i am stronger than you, so don’t question me when i decide to spare you.”

he must be dumb.

how could you possibly pass up an opportunity to run from arrest by the tenryou commission just to ask a few nonsensical questions? just get out of here while you can.

you were stubborn, kazuha could tell. “i understand. again, thank you for sparing me, i wish to meet you again soon once this is all over with.”

the samurai left, stealthily making his way back to the ship of the crux, and fleeing the land of electro as the boat soon departed.

you continued on with your day, fulfilling your daily duties as if you had not encountered him at all.

two weeks had passed since the event had occurred, you were once again assigned to patrol ritou alongside your underlings.

that was until, you had met him again.

“wonderful seeing you again,” kazuha raised his hands in ‘defeat,’ still sitting on the same rock in the same position you had first met him.

“what are you doing here again? what possessed you to return?” you disarm your weapon, cautiously walking towards the calm samurai.

he put his hands down, “is it so wrong for me to return to my homeland?”

“it’s absurd to return to an area where you are a wanted criminal. are you not the least bit paranoid? uneasy?” you rolled your eyes. unbelievable.

the same casual smile stays put on his face, “it is true that inazuma is the last place i’d prefer to be at the moment. however, i feel the slightest bit relieved being here knowing that you are protecting me.”

your eyes narrowed, “protecting you? in what way? i spared you once, and you consider me protecting you?”

“that’s right. you spared me, showing mercy to a criminal man wanted by the archon you serve leaves an awfully big impact.” he explains, “besides, i’m still looking for an answer to my question.”

“it’s none of your business,” you spat. “take my offer of peace and leave.”

“you’re sparing me again?”

you glared at him, turning around and walking away from the conversation without so much as a goodbye.

kazuha found it amusing. there must be a reason, right?

before joining the shogunate’s army, you did not have much to stay in inazuma for. unemployed, with no motivation to stand by. you are a skilled fighter, and the tenryou commission recognized you for that.

you had nowhere else to go, so you did not hesitate to accept their offer to join their army. following every order, able to adapt to any change given by your superiors.

what you did not expect, however, was the unexpected order of the vision hunt decree. along with your sudden promotion to lieutenant general.

you were told to confiscate any and every vision, no matter what. to take it, and have it embedded within the statue of the thousand-armed, hundred-eyed god. to arrest any members of the sangonomiya resistance if found.

you were present when kaedehara kazuha’s friend challenged a duel against general kujou sara. you watched as kazuha stole his vision away from the electro archon and fled. and you listened as kujou sara shouted orders of hunting him down immediately.

that is your number one order, so why is it now that you are finally faced with your target, you decide to spare him?

hii im back! heres some kazuha for the soul

i already have half of part 2 done, probably gonna be a part 3 but who knows

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astrolomona · 2 years

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getaway

kazuha x reader

you are a lieutenant general serving for the shogun, and kazuha is the criminal you are ordered to hunt down. it is your sole responsibility, so why is it that you are trying so hard to defend him?

fluffy, angsty(?), ooc kazuha kinda

2 part series, possibly 3

it wasn’t supposed to happen.

“thank you for sparing me.”

you found him sitting on a rock on the beach. savouring the sounds of the ocean waves crashing against ritou, before you had decided to attack during a fairly vulnerable moment.

“leave before i change my mind. this could cost my job, for you are to be arrested immediately once spotted.”

“i am to be arrested once spotted, is that so? then, why are you sparing me?” his guard was still up, ready to defend himself at any moment should you, or any lingering enemies, attack him.

you broke the strong eye-contact held between you two, looking at the sand beneath you. “why would you show your face to inazuma knowing that the raiden shogun is personally asking for you?”

your head shot up, gaze sharpening at the criminal before you, “watch your mouth. are you implying that i arrest you right now?”

he examined your attire, much more different and fancier than those of regular officers.

he must be dumb.

how could you possibly pass up an opportunity to run from arrest by the tenryou commission just to ask a few nonsensical questions? just get out of here while you can.

you were stubborn, kazuha could tell. “i understand. again, thank you for sparing me, i wish to meet you again soon once this is all over with.”

the samurai left, stealthily making his way back to the ship of the crux, and fleeing the land of electro as the boat soon departed.

you continued on with your day, fulfilling your daily duties as if you had not encountered him at all.

two weeks had passed since the event had occurred, you were once again assigned to patrol ritou alongside your underlings.

that was until, you had met him again.

“wonderful seeing you again,” kazuha raised his hands in ‘defeat,’ still sitting on the same rock in the same position you had first met him.

“what are you doing here again? what possessed you to return?” you disarm your weapon, cautiously walking towards the calm samurai.

he put his hands down, “is it so wrong for me to return to my homeland?”

“it’s absurd to return to an area where you are a wanted criminal. are you not the least bit paranoid? uneasy?” you rolled your eyes. unbelievable.

your eyes narrowed, “protecting you? in what way? i spared you once, and you consider me protecting you?”

“it’s none of your business,” you spat. “take my offer of peace and leave.”

“you’re sparing me again?”

you glared at him, turning around and walking away from the conversation without so much as a goodbye.

kazuha found it amusing. there must be a reason, right?

you had nowhere else to go, so you did not hesitate to accept their offer to join their army. following every order, able to adapt to any change given by your superiors.

what you did not expect, however, was the unexpected order of the vision hunt decree. along with your sudden promotion to lieutenant general.

that is your number one order, so why is it now that you are finally faced with your target, you decide to spare him?

hii im back! heres some kazuha for the soul

i already have half of part 2 done, probably gonna be a part 3 but who knows

#kazuha #kazuha x reader #kazuha x gender neutral reader #kazuha x you #kazuha x y/n #kazuha genshin x reader #kazuha genshin impact #genshin x reader angst #genshin kazuha #genshin impact #kazuha x reader angst

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astrolomona · 2 years

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hiii im back lol

sorry for being gone for so long :( but im healing and doing better so hopefully im more active.

ive been reading a lot of genshin smaus lately lol honestly inspired to make my own,,,, who should it be about? (character x reader)

im thinking kazuha ngl,,,, or xiao,,,

#xiao #kazuha #im back!!#:p #smau #might be xiao ngl bc the plot im thinking about fits him

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astrolomona · 2 years

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love me

albedo x gn!reader

obsessive, deranged behaviour, you reject him and he copes in an unhealthy way

a/n: i didn’t think i’d be writing this type of content but i randomly thought about it while at the dentist so

also this isn’t very long but i put it utc just in case, spoilers for albedos backstory

“i’m sorry, albedo. i don’t feel the same.”

you watched as the hope drained out of his eyes, his comfortable expression that was full of love sliding down his face. his smile faltering as his eyes drop to the ground.

“oh, i see. is there any way to change your mind? please?” he asks. it wasn’t usual to see albedo this desperate, it felt strange.

“no. sorry, i’ve only ever seen you as a close friend. we’re only co-workers, albedo.”

you didn’t expect it to be this way. the two of you had grown close due to an assignment you solved together a year ago. ever since then, albedo had always asked you for assistance with investigations, despite the fact that he was the captain.

you two were the closest of friends, and you never thought about it as any more than that.

albedo, however, did. he fell in love with you, everything about you. he was so infatuated with you, you were more interesting than anything and anyone he had ever encountered.

leading to one simple conclusion; he needed you. you were to be his, and he were to be yours. it was destined to be, why couldn’t you see it as easy as he could?

“i do wish we can remain friends after this.” you broke the silence with a sad expression. albedo swallowed down his thoughts, “of course. something as irrational as this should not get in between our friendship.”

you smiled, apologizing once again before heading back to the city of mondstadt.

except, it wasn’t irrational. nothing about it was irrational. you were being irrational and nonsensical for not being able to see it. was it not clear to you that what you two had was more than just friendship?

he needed to think of something, anything that will finally help you realize the love you two obviously have for each other.

weeks later, you guys remain friends. it was as if nothing changed, nothing happened. as much as albedo is relieved you hadn’t stopped talking to him, he is still losing his mind over your rejection. no matter how much you’ve already moved on.

“i’m conducting a new experiment.”

you turn to him, tilting your head in curiosity. “really? what about the one you’re working on right now?”

“i’m still working on that one, but this one is equally, if not, more important.” he answered, you chuckle in response, “you must need me to get you materials if you’re telling me about it.”

“correct. i only need you to get me a few things.”

the materials he needed were not as you expected if you were being honest. but, you assumed it was for the sake of science, which is the only reason you would comply.

albedo is your best friend, and if a few locks of your hair and a sample of your blood is what he needed, you would give it to him.

“what is this for again?”

“i’m studying dna, and the differences between those of us human beings. my body is artificially made, therefore i am unable to use my own. you know this.” albedo explained, “this is also to help sucrose’s research as a bio-alchemist. i hope you don’t mind.”

you nodded, “no worries! i’m happy to help.”

after the exchange, you left. heading back down to mondstadt to continue your duties as a knight of favonius.

albedo is a master of many things. everyone knew this, he was a genius in alchemy and investigation, making broad discoveries that soon change the future of the nation. what people didn’t know, was that he was also a master at lying.

albedo chooses not to lie, what was the point in lying? it was pathetic, really.

so when you ask sucrose about the dna samples and how her research is doing days later, she had no choice but to give you a questioning look. curious as to what you might be speaking about.

meanwhile, hoards of formulas crowd albedo’s head as he jots down several notes.

i’ll improve them, rid of the impurities.

albedo is a genius. thanks to your rejection, he came up with a genius plan.

i’ll make them love me the way they are supposed to.

a/n: okay this was kinda stupid, ooc and probably not how alchemy works but shut

don’t be afraid to send in requests! interaction appreciated <3

edit: how did i forget the tags

#albedo x reader angst #albedo genshin impact #albedo come home #albedo x gn reader #albedo x reader #albedo x y/n #albedo x you #albedo #genshin imagines #genshin angst #genshin x reader angst #genshin x reader #genshin albedo #genshin impact

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astrolomona · 2 years

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pain tolerance

albedo x gn!reader

angst, just angst and that’s all

send in requests pls all that’s in my drafts rn is albedo and childe

“leave, and completely forget about my existence. do not visit me ever again, i no longer want to see you here.”

he looked you dead in the eye. blue orbs seemingly having absolutely nothing to hide.

“albed—”

“i said leave. do you not understand what i’m telling you? this is why we would have never worked out.”

your heart cracked with every word he spoke. so much so that you could even hear the breaking of your soul in your ears.

everything changed. you didn’t understand why, you never understood, which is why albedo seemed so frustrated with you. you never understood why he stopped loving you, why he stopped putting effort into your guys’ relationship, or why he would purposely make you cry.

it seemed as though he put more effort into ending this relationship and shoving you away.

“all i ask is why? why are you pushing me away? i thought you loved me, did two years mean nothing to you?”

he kept his eyes on your hurt form, “two years mean nothing. seven-hundred thirty-one days can be easily replaced and forgotten. i’m just trying to get it over with,” he responded. “so do us both a favour and leave, do not return. you’ve changed nothing in my life other than burden me and my work.”

and for the first time, you caved. tears finally streaming down your face as you turn around, finding yourself leaving the alchemist alone once and for all.

…

albedo let go of the breath he had been holding.

he’s just trying to get it over with. letting you go.

it’s nearing, the end of my sanity and control over myself. the end of mondstadt’s safety due to my own hands. i can feel it, my dear. and this time, i can’t have you by my side.

take care of klee for me?

it hurt you emotionally, but at least he can prevent himself from hurting you physically.

you had a high pain tolerance after all.

a/n: i love albedo therefore i love hurting myself with albedo angst

hope this made sense lol thanks for reading

#albedo #albedo x you #albedo x y/n #albedo x reader #albedo x gn reader #albedo come home #albedo genshin impact #genshin x reader angst #albedo x reader angst #genshin angst #genshin impact

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astrolomona · 2 years

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supervisor

xiao x gn!reader

fluff, angst if you look at it in an angle i think, but mostly fluff

“i promise you, i will be okay.”

he averted his eyes as soon as you finished that sentence. frustration building up on his face as you attempt to reassure him.

“last time, you did not call my name.”

“this time i will! if i find myself in any danger, i promise i’ll call you.”

trying to reassure the conqueror of demons that you will return without a scratch was not easy. especially after an incident that happened a week prior.

“how do i know you will?” he questions. although you were tired of this conversation and had to leave for your quest soon enough, you couldn’t help but swoon over the fact that xiao was so stubborn about your safety. this alone proves his love for you.

“i said i promise!”

“you promised last time too.”

you sighed, it was frustrating. “i learned my lesson. i will call your name if i can’t fight anymore. besides, i could have completely handled it on my own that time, you were just in the area and spotted me.”

xiao grumbled, “foolish. you were barely conscious and your head was bleeding profusely. i doubt you would have made it out alive, there were two ruin guards charging after you once you were found injured.”

“okay, okay. i know, that was a mistake. but, like i said, i learned my lesson. if i ever encounter a fight that i can’t handle, i will call you. i promise you.”

he looked at you, observing the sincerity in your expression. sighing, “you better keep that promise. i don’t want to have to supervise you every time you go on another silly adventure with the traveller.”

“hey! they’re a skilled fighter. they’ll be here for backup if anything happens.”

“and where were they last time?”

“they had a battle of their own!”

“with a singular whopperflower?”

“xiao!” you complained. just as you were about to be free to leave, he continues to be as stubborn as ever. “this time, we’re likely gonna stick together. and again, if things get out of hand we both know to call you.”

for the hundredth time, xiao sighed. “alright. please keep your word, and stay safe,” he looked away, “seeing you hurt makes me feel uneasy.”

you smiled, “don’t worry. i’ll be back with not so much as a scratch on my body.”

he nodded, don’t worry.

…

“xiao?”

“hm?”

“you can let go of me now.”

a/n: not proofread lol

#xiao x reader #genshin xiao #genshin impact xiao #adeptus xiao #xiao x y/n #xiao x gender neutral reader #xiao x gn reader #xiao x reader fluff #genshin x reader #genshin impact #genshin imagines

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astrolomona · 2 years

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being in love never lasts anyways

maybe love is overrated.

kaeya, childe (sep) x gn!reader

modern, highschool au

lowercase typing, oneshot

fluff -> angst, hurt no comfort, cheating, they fall out of love or they never fell to begin with

KAEYA

everybody likes him. he is gorgeous, popular, smart, athletic and perfect in every way. there is not a single person in the school who is unaware of this man, and upon meeting him they would soon swoon over him.

you were lucky, thanking the archons everyday to have been able to call him yours. hell, this isn’t a religious school but you knew the gods were in your favour.

you and kaeya alberich had grown close through biology, being assigned partners by the strict teacher everyone knew and hated. but with how things turned out, you grew to have been thankful for the teacher for causing you two to become close, turning into partners in more ways than just sharing a microscope.

kaeya wasn’t the best at biology, you were the only one who knew that. alongside a few of his friends. celestia forbid that anyone else knew alberich was bad at biology out of anything. you helped him through and through, he even stopped by your house for tutoring lessons. due to this, you’ve grown closer and closer, causing the boy to have no choice but to make the first move.

over the past few months, you’ve done nothing but fall deeper and deeper for him.

you would hope that he felt the same way, having dating him for almost four and a half months by now.

of course he does, right?

why would he ask you to be his significant other if he didn’t?

even so, why had he stopped visiting you? for the past half-month you’ve only ever seen him during biology class. meanwhile, during those classes he would care less about what you had to say unless it had to do with your guys’ recent assignment. every time you would try to text him, he would barely respond or would make up an excuse not to call. you excused it as stress, he had some issues at home dealing with his brother and terribly sick father that the two had to take care of. despite how content and alright his brother seemed as you pass by him in the hallway.

if he still loves you, you wouldn’t be feeling this way. if he still loves you, you wouldn’t have to overthink every night before wiping your tears and drifting off to sleep. if he still loves you, you wouldn’t be feeling like some biology study guide for him.

if he still loves you, you wouldn’t be watching him at a distance, arms comfortably wrapped around another figure that was not you. laughing along with his friends as said figure pecks him on the cheek, he looks them in the eyes with such adoration in his expression. he never showed you affection like that in public, not once. after this discovery, not ever.

he is in love, but not with you. never with you. for the past four and a half months he was in love with a good grade in biology, not with y/n.

CHILDE

you adore him, everyone does. although causing quite the stir on some occasions resulting in him ending up in detention, everyone found his presence entertaining.

he is charming, to say the least. his personality, looks, strength. archons, did he look good playing on the court/field playing for the school’s sports team. fitting to his nickname, he is very good with children, due to the fact that he lives and grew up with three younger siblings.

how fortunate for you to be able to call the one and only, tartaglia, your boyfriend.

everyday, you would provide him with a meal for lunch, whether it’d be homemade or his usual order from his favourite restaurant. he appreciates this, he appreciates you.

he appreciates me as much as i do him. keep convincing yourself.

one year ago, how fortunate for you to have caught tartaglia’s eye as he played on the football field. you, completely stood up by your friends, sat alone amongst the crowd on the bleachers. admiring the ginger boy who would continuously make eye contact with you, smirking your way whenever he’d get a touchdown.

“normally, people don’t go to football games on their own,” he approached you at the end of the game. you couldn’t tell if he was here because he was infatuated with you, or if he was going to bully you. “i came here with my friends.”

“where are they?”

“..i was supposed to come here with my friends.”

he laughed, “allow me to walk you home. this is our first time interacting, but i feel as though we’re gonna get along quite well.”

hesitantly, you questioned, “why do you want to walk me home?”

“there’s scary people out there, and i like to say that i’m a good fighter,” childe replied.

from then on, tartaglia walked you home everyday. eventually, he found the time to pick you up in the mornings to walk you to school. he would talk about his family, his day, and everything he wanted you to know.

whenever it was your turn to talk however, he would listen. sometimes.

he showed no interest in what you had to say, always changing the subject to something else.

even then, at least he would still interact with you, right?

months later into your guys’ relationship, you would see childe less and less throughout the day. he would excuse it as being busy most of the time, being part of several sports teams and outside activities. even as you knew damn well that his schedule had barely changed since you guys first started dating.

and so, you decided to subtly confront him after he had declined the thirteenth date in a row.

leading to an argument, you two were exchanging harsh words that would have never been said one year ago. your heart breaking down, while childe’s heart kept strong and stable. like he didn’t care. not about you, your shaky voice, your broken heart, or the tears flooding your eyes.

“you know what, y/n? i’ve been avoiding you because i don’t love you anymore. you’re boring, nothing about you is interesting and i regret ever dating you. you can’t possibly think you’re anything compared to me.” he spat.

how unfortunate for you, to have your heart broken by the one and only, tartaglia.

how unfortunate for you to have caught his eye one year ago, and in a blink of an eye be meaninglessly thrown away, just as he does with the lunches you used to prepare for him every day.

a/n: hiii! this is my first post lol sorry that kaeya’s part was waayyy shorter than childes, because there was supposed to be no dialogue but rip- i still have lots to improve so this is more of an improvement journey blog thing

this concept seems kinda basic but hey,, yeah

(also btw i dont know anything about sports touchdown = football right, for some reason i kept considering home run but that’s baseball)

interaction appreciated! thank you for reading! <3

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