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bugboysgf · 2 months
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Jealousy,Jealousy Pt.2
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AN: Okay so like, i'm sorry for disappearing but i promised myself this year i would write more, so i swear i won't take another three months to write again. I saw someone ask for part two so enjoy :)     ( I wrote this in like 40 mins so sorry for all the errors.)
summary: Peter likes Liz, but you can't shake this feeling that he might feel something for you. (repost)
Peter knew what he did was wrong and he wanted to fix it but he didnt know how. You were a  stubborn person .He couldn't have gone to Ned for help because everytime Ned gave him advice. It always backfires so he was going to say the only girl that wasn’t mad at him for advice.
Peter walked into the living room feeling super tired, all night he was wondering how he could make it up to you.
“Hey peter, your up early.” May said as Peter sat down at the table. “You want some coffee?”
“Yes please,” Peter said in a tired voice. May smiled at him and grabbed a cup from out of the cabinet. 
“You're never up this early, what's going on?” she said putting the mug down.
Peter takes a long sip and shakes his head “nothing”
She gave him a ‘Yea sure” look “Come on peter i know you..what's up.”
Peter didn't know how to explain what happened but he knew that may was the only girl that could help him. “ I messed up at the party.”
“Did you get into a fight?” May asked. 
“No, like with a girl,” Peter explains. 
“With Liz? Listen Peter i don't really like her she gives me bad v-”
“No not with Liz!”  He cuts her off  “with y/n.” 
“Y/n? What did you do Peter” May says in a worried tone, she liked you so the idea of him messing up with you caused her to worry. 
“I kissed Liz infront of her.” Peter grits his teeth out of a cringe . He hates thinking about how dirty he did you. He wishes he could go back and change everything.
“Why on earth did you do that? You told me you liked her.” “I do” peter defend himself “but it was a dare, i was asked to kiss the prettiest girl in the room and i choose liz because what if y/n didn't like me, then i would have lost a friend that night.” he explains 
“Come on Peter, I told you she likes you it's so obvious , go to school and fix the mess you caused.”
“But how?”
“Figure it out!” May wanted to help him but he had to learn how to deal with this on his own.
You knew that you had to face Peter but you didn't want to. The whole weekend ,every time you thought about Friday night, it brought you to tears. You didn't know why though, it could've been the fact that your crush kissed the girl that you despise in front of you or because you were so vulnerable with Peter, you cried to him and it was something that you've never done before. And for him to just sit there and look at you without saying a word made it worse.
“Hey” Mj said to you as you guys walked into school.
“Oh hi, what's up?” you said without a care in the world, you didn't want her to know that you were hurting from what happened but to her it was all written over your face.
“Oh well i don't know… you tell me” she said in a sarcastic tone “texted you all weekend with no response. You left the party without saying bye.” “It's not like you don't have my location, you knew where I was.” you rolled your eyes.
“Come on y/n i know what Peter did is bothering you.” she said, turning her  unlock to her locker.
“Well of course it is like-” you opened your locker and a rose and card fell out. You look at Mj “what the hell?” you say confused you pick up the rose and card from off the floor. “Im sorry please forgive me- peter” you read the note out loud.
You look in the way that Peter's locker is in just to catch him staring at you with a smile on his face. You gave him a forced smile and started to walk up to him.
“Yes the plan worked.” he says to himself still smiling, his smile dropped when he watched you walk right past him and throw the rose and card in the trash. Maybe his plan didn't work after all
You managed to make it to lunch and avoid talking to Peter, you had mostly every class with him so that was impressive on your part. Now it was time for lunch. Mj had electives so she couldn't join you so you sat alone, most of your friends had their own little group but now that you weren't talking to Peter the group was disconnected you knew Ned was going to take his best friend's side even if he was wrong.
Peter saw you sitting alone, he could tell something was bothering you and he knew it was his fault. Every second that he went without talking to you seemed like torture and he had to fix it. He didn't care if you shooed him away because he would just try again. He excused himself at the table he was sitting at and made his way over to your table.
You were so out of it that you didn't even see him approaching you. He sat down and you looked at him with a dull expression on your face. It made him question if he should be even doing this. 
“Please forgive me” you looked at him and didn't say a word. “I'm sorry, I didn't mean to hurt you.”
“You didn't” you say.
“I didn't?.” peter says relieved
“No, like I said before you just made everything clear. I was just blind i see.”  you said. Peter didn't say a word. “See you didnt change! You're doing the same silent thing you did at the party.”
Every second Peter goes with saying a word, he can feel you slipping away but it couldn't form the words to even explain how sorry he felt.
“I'm going to go,” you say, rolling your eyes. 
“I like you” he blurts out.
“What?” you said.
“I like you.” he says again without hesitation.
“No,” you shake your head. “You like Liz.”
“I- i don't…i like you.”
“You don't have to say that to make me feel better….What about the other girl?” it was hard for you to believe what peter was saying, yes you wanted him to like you but why couldn't he just have told you at the party.
“The other girl was you. I chose to like Liz because I thought there was no way you could have liked me, then at the party you confessed to liking me so ....”
“Oh” was all you could say, you smiled to yourself taking in the information that Peter just told you. “Are you sure?” you wanted to make sure you aren't dreaming.
“Yes, I'm sure,” he says, smiling. “Do you forgive me?” 
“Only if you forgive me for acting weird.”
“Of course…do you think it's too soon to ask you on a date?”
“No, never too soon” you laughed 
“Okay… so olive garden after school?” he asked.
“How could  I say no to the olive garden?”
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bugboysgf · 6 months
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Hate + Love
Chapter 4
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Summary: There is a thin line between love and hate but what if it's way thinner than you thought?
AN: I know it took me five months, but here it is.
“I need to know why he's doing this.” you pace back and forth in your room. Kitty just sat on the bed looking at you. She's never seen you this frantic before. It was the next day, you tried to not let what Derek told you yesterday bother you but it did.
“Calm down, i asked Q and he said he doesnt know anything, just that Min ho was worried about the date.” “I dont get it, this thing only happens in books not in real life.” you said.
“Maybe he's been reading too many books then.” Kitty shrugged.
“It always ends the same way… you dont think Min ho likes me right? He can't, he's him and I'm me.”
“It's a possible you guys are almost the same, i swear if you guys never hated each other i wouldve tried to set you guys up.” “It doesnt matter, Kitty, he can't do things like this. I had a date and I finally felt like somebody liked me and he just ruined it. He always finds a way to ruin things for me and I'm so done with it. We need a plan to get him back or make him confess.” Kitty sat there puzzled thinking of a plan. Suddenly she starts smiling and looks at you. 
“What?” you look at her confused. 
“We can pretend like you're moving out.”
“Moving out? Over a guy?” you scoffed, it didnt sound like something you wouldnt do and you knew there was no way it could be believable. 
“Hear me out, I know it sounds like something you wouldnt do but you think Min Ho is going to know that?  He's already on edge trying to make sure you dont find out about what he did. I can guarantee you it's believable.”
You look at her for a split second you didnt have an idea so hers was the best you guys could do anyways. “Okay fine what do i need to do?”
“Simple steps but it can be all completed in less than a couple of hours, firstly its breakfast so he's gonna go down there any minute. No classes today so you can go downstarts in a hoodie and sweats act like youve been crying all night. When you see him dont say anything, keep your head down and let me do the talking.” kitty explained. 
“Okay got it, this better work.” you knew this was extreme just to get a simple piece of information out of minho but if you confronted him you knew he was too stubborn to tell you his emotions straight up. 
You followed everything kitty said, you went downstairs with her with a hoodie and sweats on. You didnt want anybody seeing you like this, you were always well put together but today it was different. You needed to find out if Minho did all of this because he liked you. The possibility was very slim in your mind but in Kitty’s mind it was 100 percent the truth. 
You and kitty walked over to the table where Minho and Q sat at. You kept your head down and didnt say a word to any of them. Minho looked at you waiting for you to say something smart or sarcastic to him but you didnt. He was more confused than ever, he titled his head a little bit to see your face but you put your head down. 
“What's wrong with you? Why didn’t you go to class yesterday?” he asked you.
“She's sad minho. Leave her alone." Kitty said to him.
“I was asking her, not you.” Minho rolled his eyes. 
“Well she doesnt feel like talking, derkek ghosted her.”
“He ghosted you?” Min ho asked you in a concerned tone.
“I dont want to talk about it leave me alone.” you snapped at him. “Kitty, enjoy your breakfast. I'm going to go sign the papers.”
“Okay bye” kitty watched you walk about, minho waited until you were no longer in the cafeteria to say something. 
“What papers?” he asked, concerned. Q just sat there not paying attention to anything but his phone. “She's leaving.” Kitty explained. 
“Leaving and going where?” Minho was confused. What did she mea you were leaving?
“She's going back to los angeles she booked her flight and everything.” “Over a guy”  he scoffed.
“Yes over a guy, she feels embarrassed and she said you were right about him not liking her. She doesnt feel like she belong here.” “She does belong here, she loves this place.” “Well not anymore” Kitty shrurgged.
“You have to stop her.” 
“I tried but maybe you can just talk to her.”
Minho didnt understand why you would do something like this over something so minor. He didn’t mean to cause this much damage, all he wanted to do was stop you from going on a date. Now it backfired on him and he didn’t really know how to fix this but he had to try at least. 
You were in your room pretending to be packing. Kitty sent you a message saying that Minho was on his way to your dorm to stop you. The plan was working, you didnt know how you would be able to stay serious but you had to, you needed to know the truth. 
“open the door y/n.” you heard banging from outside of your room, you knew it was Minho. You huffed and opened the door. He barged in looking at all of the clothes in the suitcase and realized you were serious about this. 
“What's up with the suitcases?” he asked, he already knew the answer but he wasn’t going to believe it until he heard it come from out of your mouth.
“I'm leaving.” you said in a mumble. 
“But why?”
“I just want to be here anymore. I know it's dramatic but since I've been here it's like I can't compete. Everybody here has money and I don't. I'm on a stupid scholarship. You were right about Derek, he didn't like me.” you sat down on your bed with your head down. He sat down next to you looking at you trying to figure out what to say next. He didnt know how to comfort people and definitely not a girl at that. 
“He's just a stupid guy, maybe he was just busy.” “You dont get it, nobody likes me, no matter how hard I try. I barely have any friends here, and you hate me.” you were trying not to cringe at your words but you needed minho to believe this. 
“I like you.” Minho whispered.
“I mean yea you're starting to like me, afterall you did help me fix my necklace.” “No, I mean like, like you like you. In a romantic kinda way.”
You got up from the bed and just looked at him in shock. “What?”
“Listen Derek did want to go on the date but i told him not too. I had a video about him that I could use against his family. I got jealous, I'm sorry.” he explained, you were still stuck on what he said before. You got both of your answers at one time and it was a lot for you. 
 “You like me?” you asked, still trying to process it. You sat back down not knowing what to do. 
“That's what i said.” he said in a calm voice, how could he be so calm right now he just confessed his feelings for a person that he is supposed to hate. 
“Are you gonna say something?” he asked, he hated not knowing what you were thinking in your head, it was killing him inside. 
 You werent the best at saying how you feel but in this moment you had to, it was now or nothing. “I um- i like you too.” saying that to minho felt weird because you always thought from the day he met you that he would never like you. 
“Is it too much to ask you to go on a date with me?” he asked in a unsure tone, he didnt know if it was crossing the line after he ruined your first one. 
“No i dont think it's too much” you smiled. 
“So boba then?”
“It's a date.”
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bugboysgf · 11 months
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Hate + Love
Chapter 3
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“Do you think that's his boyfriend?” Q asked.
“I don't think so,” Kitty said.
Right now you,Q, Kitty, and Min ho were sitting at the lunch table having lunch, you were too busy on your phone laughing to even hear what they were talking about.
“I don't see the problem, just ask if he is seeing anybody.” Min Ho said.
“If only it was that simple.” Q huffed. “What do you think y/n.”
You didn't respond, you were smiling at your phone not having a care in the world. Min ho thought it would be a good idea to throw a chip at you to get your attention.
“What the hell dickhead.” you glared at Min ho.
“Why do you keep smiling at your phone?” Min ho asked.
“Oh Derek was sending me pictures.”
“So what's going on between you?” Kitty asked
“Nothing really, he asked me on a date yesterday.”
“Wait what?” Minho looks at you in shock.
“You heard me.” “When's the date?” he asked.
“If you must know it's on saturday.”
“I'm so happy for you.” Kitty said.
—-
“I don't get it.” Min ho said to Q.
“Get what?” Q sat up on his bed.
“Why is y/n going on a date with Derek.” “I don't know. What's the problem with it anyway?” Q asked, confused.
“Why would she choose him, that's all.” Min ho wondered.
“Maybe because he gave her his number.” Q said like it was obvious. Minho just stared at the wall thinking. “Listen man if he bothers you that much just tell her.” “It doesn't bother me.” Min ho said a little too fast. “You're lying, it does.” “I don't understand why I care so much.”
“Maybe because you like her.”
“I will not stop saying that.” Min Ho said, clearly annoyed.
“There's obviously something there, if it does bother you.”
“It doesn't, I was just thinking.” Min ho defended himself, but deep down he had this feeling about you and he couldn't figure out what it was.
“Q come on, open the door.” you said knocking on the door. You heard footsteps so you stopped knocking on the door.
“What are you wa- wait are you crying?” Min Ho asked.
“No” you swiped your tears. “Where Q” you asked.
“He's not here, he's sleeping at his friend's dorm tonight. What's wrong.” Min Ho asked concerned.
“Nothing, I'm going to go.” you turned around but Min ho grabbed your hand pulling into the dorm. He shut the door and looked at you.
“Just tell me what's wrong, I'm not going to make fun of you or judge you.” all you did was look at him, you were not believing that. “Pinky swear.”
“I'm not five Min ho, can i just go, it's not a big deal.” you explain to him.
“If you're crying, it has to be a big deal,” he says.
“Okay…it's my necklace my dad gave me.” you open your hand and show it to him. “I broke, and i don't know what to do, it was the last thing he gave me and-”
“Slow down y/n, its okay”
“It's not,” you said in a weak voice. “I can't tell my mom, she's going to be so mad, and i dont have the money to fix it.” Min ho looks at you not knowing what to say, he's never had a girl cry in front of him.
“I'm sorry for putting this on you.” you apologize.
“I'll fix it.” Min Ho said.
“What?”
“Give it to me, I'll try to fix it.” you had no choice to hand it over to him, you didn't know what to do.
“I should go, it's past curfew.” you said.
“Stay here”
“Why?”
“I just want to make sure you are okay,” he says.
“What if I get caught?”
“Nobody is going to see you plus there's no class tomorrow. You can take my bed” he explains.
The next morning you woke up in his bed, then it hit you that you cried to Min ho last night about a necklace. You cringe at the fact that Min ho saw you cry. You get out of the bed and go into the kitchen and sit down.
“Good morning.” Min Ho says.
“What time is it?” you ask. “2pm”
“Oh my god, I have a date at 5.” “You have time,” he says. He reaches into his pocket and pulls out a box and hands it to you. You look at him confused but you open the box. In the box was your necklace that you gave him last night.
“Oh my god, you fixed it.” you smile. “How?”
“I went to a jewelry shop early in the morning.”
“How much was it? I will pay you back, I swear.” you tell him.
“Don't worry about it and I apologize.” “Apologize for what?” you asked him confused.
“Apologize for bumping into you at the airport.” “Who are you and what have you done with Min ho.” you joked.
“I'll take the apology back.” he smiles.
“I'm nervous.” you said to Kitty.” “Dont be you look good.” She says.
“He's supposed to be picking me up any minute now.” you tell her.
10 minutes go by and he doesn't text you saying he's going to be late. You text him ‘hey when are you going to be here?’ but you get no response.
Another 20 minutes go by and you finally get a message
From derek: Sorry but I can't do this, i dont think it's going to work out.
“What did he say?” kitty asked
“He says it's not going to work out.” you say quietly.
“Oh I'm so sorry y/n. He doesnt deserve you.” “Min ho was right, it had to be a dare.”
The next day you decided to not let it get to you. Kitty asked if you wanted to go to breakfast most of the time you skip breakfast but you were really hungry.
“What are your plans for today?” Kitty asked.
“Not sure.” you said. Kitty looks behind you and sees Derek walking towards you.
“Don’t freak out but Derek is walking this way.” “Oh my god.” you roll your eyes. He sits next to Kitty and gives you a look that's supposed to say ‘I'm sorry.’
“y/n-”
“Save it, I don't want it here,” you cut him off.
“y/n i really wanted to go but Min ho-” “Min ho? What does he have to do with it?” you cut him off once again.
“He threatened me, he said he would release a video of me. I can't let it get out it would look bad on my parents company.” he explained “So he threatened you to not go on a date with me?” “Yes and a lot of other guys.” “What the hell, why?” Kitty asked.
“I'm not sure but he doesn't want guys dating you.”
“This doesn't make any sense.” you said.
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bugboysgf · 11 months
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Hate + Love
Chapter 2
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“Hi, im suppose to be tutoring somebody.” you told the lady at the front desk. The last 2 weeks had been stressful but out of extreme luck you managed to get all A’s but that also meant you had to tutor the people that were not doing so well in school.
“Oh yes, you must be Y/n.”
“I am.” you confirmed.
“Min Ho.” The lady calls his name and he jumps out of his seat.
“You gotta be kidding me.” you look at Min ho and he seems just as surprised as you are. “There has to be some sort of mistake, I can't tutor him.” the lady looks at her computer for a second and looks back at you.
“Sorry but there is a specific note from the teacher saying you can't switch.”
“What? Who wrote that.” you asked.
“It was your math teacher. Take a seat and get started.”
“I can't believe this.” you said sitting down.
“Do you think I want to do this? I have no choice.” Min ho rolled his eyes.
“Whatever can we just get started.”
After two hours tutoring you were done but to you i feel like 5 hours because every 10 minutes you and Min ho were arguing about something different.
“Thank you.” Min Ho says. You look at him in shock, you were never expecting those words to come out of his mouth.
“You have manners, I see. Can I get an apology too?” you asked hopefully.
“It happened almost 3 weeks ago, get over it.”
“God you're such a bitch.”
“Takes one to know one.”
—-
“We have Alex next.” Kitty said. “Oh my god we still have to walk up the stairs.” you said, you were tired already and it was only your 2 period.
“Do you want to go to a ramen place after the 5th period?” Kitty asked.
“Im Pretty sure I don't have to tutor today, so yes.”
“How is it? By the way, you are still not getting along.”
“Nope now i have to sit with him in alex class, because he wont let me change seats.” you rolled your eyes.
“Dude you have 4 months left until winter break, at least try to stop hating each other.”
“He's the problem, not me, he won't apologize. He said thank you yesterday when i tutored him but that's it.” you explained to Kitty. You honestly don't think that you and Minho would get along every chance he gets to make fun of you. He's gonna take it and you're tired of it.
“The problem is that you are both stubborn.” Kitty grabs the handle of the door and lets you into the class, she gives you a ‘be nice look’ and takes a seat.
You walked over to your seat and to your surprise Min Ho was already sitting down, he was always late. You take a seat and don't say a word to him.
“No greeting?” he asked
“What do you want?” you say in a cold tone.
“Woah, somebody woke up on the wrong side of the bed today.” he smirks.
“I just don't have time for your bullshit today.”
Lucky Alex didn't have you guys do anything with your partner work today you didnt think you could handle it anyways.
You grabbed your things and stuffed them into your backpack.
“y/n?” you stopped in your tracks and looked at the guy that called your name. Minho also stopped and looks at him.
“Yes?” you look at him confused. You've never seen this guy in your life and you had no idea why he was talking to you.
“I'm Derek, I was just trying to see if i can get your number.” you look around to see if anybody was watching and behind him were his friends waiting to see your next move. You didn't want to seem stuck up or anything, so you just smiled and typed your number into his phone.
“Great, I'll text you.”
“Cool” you watch him walk away and turn to Min ho. “And why did you stay?”
“What does he want with you?” “What do you mean?”you asked, confused.
“His dad is literally a millionaire.”
“I honestly dont give two fuck about that.” you said.
“It had to be a dare.” Min ho shook his head.
“Oh really? Just because an attractive guy asked for my number that means it has to be a dare?” you said offended. Min ho knew he messed up, he always jokes around but he knew that what he said really affected you.
“That's not-”
“Save it.” you walked away.
For the next few weeks you continue talking to Derek, you thought he would be a jerk but turns out he wasn't. He was really nice and listened.
“Where are you going?” Min ho asked Q. “Oh the nature club is having a hike today.” Q said, putting on his shoes.
“Great i'll come” Min ho got up from the couch. “You can't.” Q said.
“Why?” “Club members only.” “Dude i went last time.” Q stayed silent and didn't say anything. “Unless you don't want me to go for some reason?” “It's not that I don't want you to go, it's just that y/n and Derek are going to be there and I don't want you messing it up for her. She told me what you said when he asked for her number.” Q confessed.
“That's not what I meant, I tried to tell her that.”
“You should have said it in the first place, are you jealous or something?” Q asked.
“What no… no”
“Yup that sounds so convincing.”
“I don't like her, I hate her.”
“You know, you can hate and love somebody at the same time.” Q said shutting the door.
Min ho stood there thinking there's no way that he loves y/n? He hates her too much.
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bugboysgf · 11 months
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Hate + Love
Chapter 1
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“I can't believe we are going to korea.”
“Me too.” Kitty said, sitting down next to you.
“This is actually happening, it's like-” you look up and see a guy walking towards you with sunglasses on, even with the sunglasses you could tell him was hot. He walks past you and accidentally bumps your shoulder.
“Hey!” he turns around and takes his sunglasses off he doesn't say anything. “ you bumped into me and you didn't say excuse me that's rude- wait” you look at his badge on his neck and realize he's going to KISS just like you. “Oh my god you're a KISS student, i'm going to KISS too.”
“No english.” he gave you a confused look before walking to his seat.
“Weird.” kitty says.
“Very.” you huffed.
“He goes to KISS, you should probably confront  him.” Kitty suggested.
“He doesn't speak English, how am I supposed to do that?” you asked
“Google translate duh.” Now Kitty has you thinking, you don't speak for a minute, then you get out of your seat and grab your phone from out of your backpack.
“What are you doing?” she asked.
“I'm going to tell him to apologize,” you opened up google translate and typed ‘it's very rude to bump into somebody and not apologize so apologize.’
“Not now at KISS y/n.” kitty explained. You were too stubborn to listen so you walked over to where he was sitting.
You stand in front of him and he looks at you. You point the phone in his face, he looks at it for a second then looks back at you.
“I speak english.” he rolls his eyes.
“Oh so you're just a dick then.”
“A dick?” he scoffs.
“Exactly what I just said. A dick” you repeated..
“Heard you the first time, why don't you go back over to your friend werido.” he pointed to Kitty.
“werido?” you laugh. “That's your comeback really, how about you apologize and stop being a dick.”
“How about you go back to your friend and leave me alone.”
“Apologize.”
“No”
“Yes”
“No”
“Y-”
Flight boarding for seoul korea.
“We will discuss this later.” you glared at him.
“Looking forward to it.” he rolls his eyes once again.
You walk over back to the Kitty and grab your backpack.
“Why is he so sassy? I hate him already.”
“Hate is a strong word.” Kitty said.
“And I mean it, I'm not even at school yet and I already made an enemy.”
“Finally” you jumped onto your bed.
“Don't get too comfortable, we have to go to the welcome party.”
“I don't want to go.” you huffed.
“But dae is going to be there.”
“He's not my boyfriend, he's yours, it has nothing to do with me.”
“y/n please”
“But that guy is going to be there.” you cringe at the thought of him. “Maybe I can get an apology out of him,” you wondered.
“Just let it go, it's not that serious.”
“It is. He needs to learn manners.”
“While you're planning a way for him to say thank you? I'm going to get ready.” kitty walks out  the bedroom.
—-
“What the hell, what kind of budget does this school have?” your eyes wandered to all the decorations you've never seen anything like this.
“Do you think Dae is here?” kitty asked. It was the only thing she was worried about.
“He goes to school here so I'm guessing that's a yes.”
“I think I need something to drink.” you could tell kitty was nervous, she was never like this before. You decided to follow her to the drinks.
“Dude. look at her.” Minho points to a girl in a black dress.
“You can't even see her face.” Q says.
“But a body does say a lot.” Minho looks at the girl up and down. “I need to make a move, come with me.”
“Fine.” Q follows behind Minho. Minho watches the girl grab a drink, then taps you on the shoulder. You look up at him and roll your eyes.
“You can't be serious.”
“Oh my god ew.” Min Ho realized he had made a mistake.
“Wait, you know her?” Q says. “They don't really know each other.. Your friend doesn't have manners.” Kitty chimed in, Q raises an eyebrow at her. “Oh I'm Kitty Song Covey. And this is y/n l/n.”
“Wait, your Kitty? Dae’s pen pal?” Q says in shock.
“If you know Dae, that means your Q and he's Min ho.” kitty smiled.
“Right, what are you doing here?” Minho asked, confused. “Are you a stalker?”
“Shut it dickhead, we go to school here now.” you roll your eyes at Min ho.
“I didn't ask you.” he glares at you.
“I don't care who you asked, you better apologize.” you demanded
“Never.”
“So the girl that you were about to make a move on you hate now?” Q asked.
“You were going to make a move on me.” you smirked.
“I thought you were somebody else,” he explained.
“No you didn't, let's be honest here.” Q said. “Dude im your friend you can't just throw me under the bus.”
“Doesn't matter because I would never date somebody like you.” you said disgusted.
“Never say never.”
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Hate + Love
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Summary: There is a thin line between love and hate but what if it's way thinner than you thought?
chapter 1
Chapter 2
chapter 3
Final chapter 
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Take A Hint
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Summary: Min ho teases you because you can't take a hint
AN: I honestly didn't  really expect for people to like the last Min ho one but you guys did see here's another.
“Wake up” Kitty shakes you awake.
“Leave me alone.” you pull the covers up to hide your face.
“We have to go to the boys are making breakfast.”
“It's saturday.” you muffled under the covers.
“So what.” Kitty tries to think of an idea to make you go, then one pops into her head.
“You know…. Min ho is going to be there.” “I know.” you said like it was obvious. But you couldn't lie your heart did skip a beat when you heard Min ho’s name.
“And it's morning…. That means he definitely has a raspy morning voice.” Kitty teased. You pulled the cover off and looked at the Kitty.
“I like the way you think. I'm up.”
10 minutes later you found yourself walking to the boys dorms with Kitty.
“So what's going on between you two?” Kitty asked.
“Between who?” you tried to act clueless and hide a smile.
“You and Min ho, you've been spending a lot of time together”
“No we haven’t”
“Yes you guys have. Everytime i text you, you're always with Min ho.”
“I like him,” you confess, “but it's not going to work.” “You never know. It's obvious something is there.”
“That's the thing Kitty, there's something there because I feel something but because he does.”
“He does, you just dont see if because you are too busy getting flustered every time he looks at you.” “Not true” you defend yourself. Deep down you knew it was true. You tried to hide your feelings but as soon as he even looked your way, you became shy even, he started to notice.
“Just keep your cool.” Kitty said, knocking on the door. A few seconds later Q answered it.
“Breakfast isn't ready yet, Min ho is still cooking.” Q said as you and Kitty walked in.
“If you would’ve helped, maybe it would be ready by now.” Min Ho said. Kitty was right; he had the morning voice. The first thing you noticed when you looked at him was he had a shirt on with no sleeves and his biceps were on full display.
“Hi Min ho.” you smiled trying not to look at his arms.
“Hi, Good morning.” he smiled back. Q and kitty watch the interactions and look at each other. Kitty thought of another idea.
“Min ho. y/n is a good listener you can have her help.” Kitty said with a smirk. You look at Kitty with wide eyes.
“Good idea, come on.” you mouth to kitty “i'm going to kill you” before walking over to Min ho.
The whole time you were getting distracted when he would tell you what to do or help you your eyes would go straight to his veiny hands.
Meanwhile Q and Kitty were watching the whole interaction going on.
“What do you think about them?” Kitty asked Q trying to get his opinion.
“Not sure what one thing I do know is that she has a thing for him and his arms.
“What she does not.” Kitty defended you.
“Sure does.” Kitty looked at you for a minute trying to see if Q was right. She counted how many times you look at his arms in a minute.
“Oh my god she does.” Kitty looked at Q in shock. “We should do something to get Min ho to notice, because when he does he will tease her about it.” “Then he will figure out that she likes him. We are such a great team.” Q smiles. Q pretends to check his phone. “Shit.”
“What?” Min ho asked?
“I can't go to the gym, I forgot I have to tutor somebody.” Q lied.
“You don't even tutor people.” Min ho said, confused.
“I know but it's my friend and he really needs help.” Q looks at Kitty trying to get her to catch on. She gives an Oh look then speaks.
“Hey! y/n can go with you, she always wanted to go to the gym.”
“What i never-”
“For real?” Min ho looks at you smiling. You couldn't say no to him.
“Yep always have!” you put on a fake smile.
“Great, we can go after breakfast.”
An hour later you found yourself at a gym. You never work out in your life. Minho has changed shirt and now he is wearing a really tight shirt. You don't think you can handle this, but you have to he's your friends you can't think of him in that way.
You watch him as he grabs weights. You follow him as he walks over to his spot.
“God, it's hot in here,” he says.
“Maybe you take the shirt off.” you mumble a little loud then as expected.
“Huh?” he turns his head quickly to look at you.
“What?” you act clueless.
“You just told me to take off my shirt” he raised his eyebrows
“No, I said shoes.” you played it off. You watch as he grabs the hems on his shirt.
“What- what are you doing?” you look around to see if anybody is watching, but it's only two other people in there and  they are clearly not paying attention.
“I just said it was hot.” he shrugged and took the shirt off.
“God damn.” you whisper. You couldn't take your eyes off him.
“Eyes are up here.” you look at him, and play it off.
“I was looking at the floor.”
“Didn't know my body was on the floor.” He gets closer to you, you look at the ground trying to forget what just happened but you can't. Your mind is racing.  “Come on, look at me.” he teases. You don't look at him, you can't bring yourself too. He puts his fingers on your chin and makes you look at him.
You had no choice now, you couldn't break. You just couldn’t
“You think i don’t notice.” he says in a low voice.
“W- what are you talking about?”
“The way you look at me, you can't take your eyes off of me, especially my arms.”
“I don't do that.”
“Don't play princess.” you don’t say another word, he looks at you for a couple of seconds then goes back to working out. Like nothing just happened.
2 hours of him teasing you in the gym.
You are now back at his dorm, two of you are alone. He joins you on the couch and grabs the remote.
“Should we watch?”
“Can we watch spiderman?” “We always watch, we should watch something else.” he looks at you then puts his hand on your thigh. You stiffened up.
“What's wrong princess.”
“Nothing.” you tried to shake off the butterflies in your stomach. “Can we just watch the movie?”
“Fine whatever you say” The next few days were filled with you trying to avoid Min ho because every time you saw him, he either said something to tease you or did something.
“Ugh science is next.” kitty said, walking with you through the hallway.
“I know” you groaned. Suddenly Kitty stopped walking and her eyes went wide.
“Umm… we should go this way.” she said, quickly turning you around.
“What? Why?” you asked confused. You could only go to science one way.
“Um no reason.” she was clearly lying. You turned around to see what she was seeing and your eyes went straight to Min ho, he was smiling with a girl.
“Oh”
“I'm sorry y/n.” you didn't say anything else, you just looked at them. You had no choice; you had to walk past him to get to science.
“Let's just go, it's fine.” you walk past him and don't say anything but you can feel him look at you.
“y/n!” He speed walks behind you but you don't say anything. You keep walking. He walks faster to catch up to you. When he does, he puts his arm around your shoulder.
“What.”
“Chill, just wanted to see if you want to get ice cream after class together.”
“No thanks.” you brush off his offer. He looks at you in shock and you never say no.
“What about tomorrow?”
“How about never.”
You don’t speak to Minho for the rest of the week. At first he thought maybe you just had a bad day but he noticed that you stopped replying to text too.
“y/n!” you heard a voice as somebody knocked on the door. You close your laptop and get up to open the door. You open the door and see Min ho standing there.
“Yea no.” you roll your eyes and close the door but he grabs the door before you can shut the door all the way.”
“Can we talk?” he says walking into the dorm. You don't say anything, you just look at him crossing your arms. “Please”
He knew you couldn't say no to him if he said please “fine sit.” He sits on the couch next to you. He's got really close to you so you move away to the end of the couch.
“I don't get what's wrong with you.” he says.
“Nothing is wrong.” you hated opening up about your feelings, you didn't want to seem weak.
“Okay well it doesn't seem like anything, i asked kitty and she wouldn't tell me.”
“Why were you talking to madison?”
“Madison?” he asked, confused , he thought about the last time he talked to madison, then it clicked.
“Are you jealous because I was talking to madison.”
“No,” you said a little too quickly. You avoided eye contact with him.
“Oh my god you are.” he said with a smirk on his face.
“Ok well can you blame, you were teasing me and stuff and then you were smiling with her and her hand was on your arm.” you explained.
“I was teasing you because I was tired of you not taking a hint.”
“What are you talking about?”
“When you were busy day dreaming I heard kitty and Q talking, they were trying to set us up because you like me and apparently you have a thing for my arms.”
“I do not.”
“You do, I was watching you in the gym.” “Okay so, i can't control my eyes.” you tried to make up an excuse.
“So you dont like me.”
“Nope,” you said, shaking your head.
“So if I said I had feelings for you, what would you say?”
“It depends if you are telling me you have feelings for me.” you didn't want to say yes straight away because what if he was saying it just to say it. “See this what i mean.” he said getting a little annoyed
“Huh?”
“You can't take a hint, I just basically said I liked you and it flew right past your head.”
“Oh…ohhh” you stay silent for a second trying to process this. “Then… I like you too.” you smiled.
“Can I kiss you?” you didn't respond, you just pulled his shirt and kissed him.
“Yesss.” you heard a voice say. You turn around to see Kitty and Q looking at you guys from in the doorway. You saw Q roll his eyes and hand Kitty $20.
“You betted on us.” you asked shocked
“It was about time it happened.” Kitty shrugged.
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bugboysgf · 11 months
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Drop Min Ho fanfics ideas please. I have a series in mind might start it tomorrow.
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Me?
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Summary: You transfer to KISS for the the semester to be closer to Kitty but somebody catches your  eye….
AN: I just finished xo kitty an hour ago and looked on tumblr for fanfics but i couldn't find any so i wrote one myself. (kinda rushed so don't judge)
“Okay we should share this room together” you look up from your phone to see Kitty sitting on the bed.
“Okay cool.” you huffed. You were so nervous you've  never been miles away from your home before.
“Be happy your parents let you go this semester, it's a big deal.”
“I know…. I just don't speak Korean and I'm here. You've been here for one Semester already and you basically know everybody I transfer in the middle of the year.”
“But you were sad that you couldn't come to korea with me and my family now you are here coming to school with me.'' Kitty tried to get you to look at the bright side.
“Okay fine, so when can I meet your friends?” you asked
“Right now actually I'm pretty sure Min Ho, Q and Dae are at the dorm. You already met Julianna and yuri.” she grabs your hand and leads you to the boys dorms.
Your heart was beating the whole time, you had trouble making friends at school. Last semester you were all alone. Kitty was in Korea and she was your only friend. You were happy that you could be together now.
Kitty opens the door of the dorm and you both walk in.Then three pairs of eyes were on you. You kept your head low avoiding eye contact.
“Kitty! Your back!” a guy with curly hair hugs her. When they stop hugging he looks at you.
“Q this is y/n.”
“Hi nice to meet you.”
“Hi” you gave him a small smile. You notice another guy hugging her and you could tell who it was straight away, it was Dae.
“Good to see you in person and not a photo.” he smiles.
“Good to see you too Dae.” you said
“Please tell me you're not annoying like kitty is.” you look at the guy talking, he must be Min Ho, he's the only one you haven't met.
“I- l- don't think i am?” you say more as a question. The first thing you noticed was how attractive he was, you knew you couldn’t like him, you promised not to focus on boys. You look at a Kitty and you can tell she's on it already. She knows, she always knows.
“One thing I can say for certain is that you're prettier than a Kitty.” he looks at the Kitty with a shit eating grin.
“Haha, so funny.” Kitty glared at him “and don't flirt with my friend.'' Kitty flicks him off as he walks back to his room.
“He wasn't flirting with me” you came to his defense.
“He definitely was.” Q said.
“Sadly she doesn't know what flirting is, the last guy that flirted with her she said he was being nice but he was checking her out and telling her how pretty she was!”
“He was just being nice!”
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It wasn't a secret that you knew nothing about guys or how to talk to them. The only thing you knew about love was reading Harry Styles fanfics in the 6th grade. But Kitty knew everything she was a love expert and she only had one boyfriend. She makes you believe that the right one could be anywhere you just have to believe.
“Okay i'm ready.” you came out of the room. Kitty looks at you and frowns.
“Yea no. You are not wearing that.”
“What's wrong with it?” you look down at your outfit. You thought it looks good for the welcome back party.
“Did you forget that Min ho is going to be there? You can't show up with that on. You need something that makes a statement.”
“I've only said like three words to him, he doesn't like me.”
“Oh trust me he does, i've never seen him look at somebody like he does with you. Now change into this.” she hands you one of her dresses. You hold it up in the air, you couldn't say no to kitty she doesn't take no for an answer anyways.
“I can't believe I'm wearing this and I look good.” you said fixing your dress.
“Told you. He's here…look!" Kitty pointed to Min ho. “I'm going to leave now” Kitty got up from her seat when Min ho started walking towards you.
“Kitty what, no.” you tried to stop her while she was already walking away. You started to panic how were you going to talk to this attractive guy, that is way out of your league.
“Is anybody sitting here?” Min Ho said.
“Here? Oh no. no one. Sit.” you said a little too quickly, you were shaking your leg to try to calm down.
“Are you okay?” he put his hand on your thigh, you didn't answer, you looked at his hand on your thigh then looked back up at him. Your eyes were wide, heart beating faster than it was before.
“Oh sorry” he took his hand off of your thigh “So why did you come to kiss?” He continue talking like nothing happened.
“To be closer to Kitty she's like my only friend and also she said it was nice here so…”
“I mean it is, if you ever want me to show you around i could.” he offered. You shook your head and laughed. “What is it?” you could tell he was sort of offended.
“Nothing Kitty just told me you were a pain in the ass, but you're actually nice.”
“Of course, nice to pretty girls like you.” he smiled. Kitty told you that he thought he was the hot shit, and you hated that in guys but for some reason you just found yourself attractive to him.
“Thanks, you're not too bad yourself.” you nudged him
2 weeks later
“First A+ of the semester.” you danced with kitty.
“And we did it together.” kitty said “hows you and Min ho by the way, you haven't been talking about him”
“Nothing, I think we are just friends but I don't really know when somebody likes me.”
“I see it he definitely does just go for it i mea-” kitty stops talking when she sees you looking  at a text on your phone “your smiling it's him!”
“I have to go tutor Min ho bye.” you grab your backpack and open the door.
“Remember what I said!” Kitty yells.
“I will!”
“Done” Min ho hands you a paper. You look at the paper and realize most of the answers are wrong.
“Min ho you forgot to subtract.” you told him, you've been telling him this for the last 3 days and he keeps forgetting.
“Sorry I keep getting distracted.”
“Is it your phone? Turned it off.” you reach for his phone but he grabs it before you can.
“No it's this girl.”
“A girl?” you look up at him not sure what to say next.
“Yes this girl, i want to ask her on a date but i'm not sure if she likes me. She gives me mixed signals. What should I do?” he asks.
“Oh um.” you know right now you need to not sound jealous. “Just ask her out, if she says no then she's missing out.”
“Alright… will you go out with me?” you look at him stunned.
“Me. why?” you say confused you're not sure what to say, nobody has ever asked you out before.
“Because I like you.” He says like its so obvious.
“Me?  You like me? Is this a prank?” you look around to see if people are looking at you but nobody is.
“No? Why would it be a prank? Do you not like me back?” “I do.. I've just never been on a date before.” you confessed.
“Then i'll be your first.” he smiles and holds your hand.
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Jealousy, Jealousy
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Summary: You like Peter, Peter likes Liz but you can't shake the feeling that you and Peter might have something.
AN:i never really write angst because i hate it but i couldnt get this idea out of my head. Also this is my first post of this year so enjoy. I take requests btw :)
“God she's so perfect.” Peter said. Mj looks up from her book and you stop chewing your food to see what peter was talking about.
“Who is?” Mj asked, Peter didn't answer, you look at Peter to see him in awe. Then you look to see where his eyes were. He looked at Liz putting up the homecoming poster.
“Liz” you said coldly to Mj. Mj didn't say anything and just gave you a look.
“So… you asking her to Homecoming ?” Mj asked Peter.
“What? No I could never.”
“And why is that?” Ned asked Peter.
‘Because she would say no.”
“Just go with somebody that likes you. Y/n?” Mj said. “Yea?”
“Should Peter go with somebody that likes him?” you just looked and nodded your head at the question trying to see where she was going with this. “Got any people in mind.”
“No,” you said quickly.
“But-” the bell rang, cutting Mj off.
—-
“I mean you dont think she would go with me. Right?” Peter asked as you guys walked back to his apartment.
“I don't know” you didn't want to say too much. Besides you like Peter and you wanted him to see that but you were too scared to make a move.
“Did you see her in that skirt today? She looks amazing. and-”
You cut peters talking out by thinking of something else. you could stand the way he talked about liz, everything made you jealous, Liz had the looks, the money and the boy that you wanted crushing on her. You barely knew her and you wanted to be her so bad. You watch Peter crush on girls throughout the years and never been able to say anything because you didn't want to ruin the friendship.
“Peter?”
“Yea?” Peter stops talking and looks at you.
“Why do you like Liz so much?” you just had to know what made him like her so much and why he would always talk about her.
“Um i don't know, i have two crushes but i know one of them doesn't like me back so i have to resort to liz.” “Two crushes? Who the other.” “Umm…” he looked at you nervously. “You don't know her.”
“Oh? Is she really pretty?” you asked
“ pretty is an understatement.”
Now you're really jealous.
—-
“I can't do this anymore.” “Do what?” Mj asked.
“The thing with Peter is that I can't do anything. I like him too much. I think about him all the time and he doesn't even give me the time of day. Yesterday when we were walking he told me he had a crush on somebody else.”
“Did you ask who?”
“Yes and he got nervous and said that i don't know her.” Mj looks at you with a be for real face. “What Mj?” “It's you” she said like it was obvious.
“Huh”
“The other crush is you.” “I'm already delusional and you're making it worse.”
“Delusional about what?” Ned asked, sitting down next to Mj. Then Peter sat down next to you.
“Nothing.”
“Did you guys hear about Liz's party? She just invited me and said to bring my friends too.”
“You talked to liz.” I asked him.
“Yea she told me she would love it if i made it.”
“Of course she did,” you said, rolling your eyes.
“What is it hard to believe she might like me?” Peter said, clearly offended.
“Well just like how you said it's hard to believe that Flash liked me.” Peter looked at you shocked.
“That's not what I meant, I just dont think he's good for you.” he tried to explain.
“Yea whatever peter”
“This is where she lives, she has to be rich.” you said to Mj you guys looked at Liz's big house it was like a mansion. Outside you saw people you've never seen with drinks in their hands.
Mj looked at her phone then looked at you “peters said he's inside.”
“Why would I care?” you rolled your eyes.
“Because you like him.”
“Well he doesn't like me back.” you grabbed Mj’s hand, you led her into Liz's house, when you walked inside you saw a bunch of kids from your school in there. You started looking around and spotted Peter. He was with Liz, he was making her laugh.
“y/n-” Mj said, giving you an i'm sorry look.
“No, it's okay, let's get drinks.” you guys walked over to the drink table, you went straight for the vodka, you grabbed a cup and filled it half way.
You gulped down the first one then poured another, drank that one then went for a third but Mj stopped you.
“ We just got here, that's too much slow down.” you put the bottle down. You were a lightweight you knew you couldn't have too much.
“Hey everyone we are playing truth or dare in the basement if you want to play.” flash yelled. You watched a couple of people go down there but not too many, you were about to not go then you saw Peter head down there with Liz. There's no way you're not going now.
“Come on” you grabbed mj’s hand again. When you got down to the basement everybody was sitting in a circle. You decided to sit next to Flash and Mj sat next to Ned.
You watched a Flash spin the bottle and it landed on this random kid. For the next 20 minutes you watched people do dares but you didn't get chosen yet or Peter. Flash spins the bottle again and it lands on peter.
“Truth or dare.” Flash asked Peter.
“Um dare.” Peter looks nervous.
“I dare you to kiss the prettiest girl in the room.” you look up from your lap, he just used the perks of being a wallflower quote. You could help but think about how it ended. Peter looks at everybody, his eyes pass Liz and go to yours, he looks at you for a second you think you might be the one that gets chosen but he stops looking at you and his eyes go to Liz's again, he looks at her. Your heart drops, you have to get out of here before anybody sees you crying.
Peter knows he can't choose you, he knows if he does it's going to mess things up he doesn't want you to think that he's weird. He goes in to give Liz a kiss and when he opens his eyes, he looks at you to see your reactions but he notices that you're gone, then he looks at Mj. She gives him a disappointed look. Then he gets up and leaves. To look for you.
When he finds you, you're in a guest room by yourself crying.
“y/n.” Peter sits on the bed next to you.
“Why are you here peter?” you ask him. “ Go enjoy your time with Liz.” you were half drunk and half sober. You knew that this wasn't going to end well.
“You're crying, that's why I'm here , you left the room.”
“Why did you look at me peter.”
“What”
“Before you kissed Liz you looked at me for a second. Why?” you explain to him.
“ i- i don't know.” He shrugged his shoulders.
“Peter, you looked at me like you knew it was going to hurt me, like you knew that you were making a mistake.”
“I didn't, it was just a look, that's it, i looked at everyone.” he explained, he was acting stupid and he knew it.
“Peter but you looked at me the longest, and I want to know why. I'm so tired of this peter.”
“Tired of what.”
“Why are you doing this to me?” you snapped “ you- you keep hurting me, everything is always about liz. Liz this. Liz that. I don't care about Liz ,Peter. I just want you to look at me like you look at liz. You might call me crazy but I know something is there between us. Because you wouldn't have looked at me like that before you kissed her. I can't shake this feeling Peter, and I know you feel it too but it's like you think it's wrong to like me or something.” the tears were flowing down your face and you couldn't control it. The silence was too loud Peter couldn't even look at you. You waited for a response and you didn't get one.
In that movement everything was clear to you.
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Find Our Way pt3
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Summary: Jack ended things in high school between you to but now you're older and things start to get complicated.
Couple years later
“Holy shit.” Jade got up from the bed in the hotel room. You guys were in a hotel because you were going to a premiere later that day.
“What?” you asked looking up from your phone
“Jack he released a song with lil naz x-””
“I don't wanna hear about jack. You know this already.” you cut jade off.
“But look.” she shoved the phone in your face. You look at a guy with a white tank top on and pink pants.
“Okay? What am I looking at?”
“That's jack.” you furrowed your eyes and grabbed the phone out of her hand.
“Holy fucking shit thats jack.” you looked at her with your mouth opened wide
“Damn, that's crazy when he gets so hot.”
“He was always hot.” you said still looking at the video.
“The vmas.” “What about it?” you asked.
“There tomorrow and you're nominated and he's nominated, so you guys are going to see each other for the first time in years.”
“He's nominated for what?” you started to panic. You could barely talk to Jack when you were in high school with him so what were you going to do now?
“His song is  whats poppin.”
“Shit i'm dead.”
The vmas went smoothly with no sign of jack. You only saw him when he won his awards and that's it. You're so glad you didnt  see him on the red carpet. Now you were at the after party talking when some of your music friends. You decided you wanted another drink so you excused yourself. You walked up to the bar and asked for water since you already had been drinking.
“y/n?” you heard a familiar voice. You turn around shit.shit. Shit. It's urban.
“Urban hi.” you gave him a smile.
“You look so different… in a good way. How are you.”
“I'm good.” you nodded your head.
“Jack-” “Nope” you stopped him right there.
“Come on y/n that was years ago. He's not even signed with drama anymore.”
“What does drama have to do with me and jack.”
“Oh shit” you can tell he just said something he shouldnt have.
“Anyways do you want-” “y/n?” oh my god this time you knew exactly who it was. Jack. you turn around and give him a smile
“Hey.” you tried to act normal as possible meanwhile urban was backing away trying to leave the situation.
“It's been forever, how have you been?” “Umm good ..i've been good.” you nodded your head. Silence filled the space between you too.
“I have to go.” you said trying to get out of the conversation.
“No” was all he said
“What?”
“I said no, I need to talk to you.. Well, apologize.”
“There's no need.” you cut him off.
“Yes there is.” “Nope, I've moved on, you moved on. We're good.” you tried to tell him but he shook his head.
“You moved on, I haven't. I want to be friends again.”
“What?” you had to make sure you were hearing him right because there is no way he said that.
“I wanted to be friends again.” you looked him in his blue eyes and shook your head. “Look it was a mistake y/n, i didn't want to end things.”
“But you did.” memories of him calling you that night came into your mind. You remember sitting on the bed crying all night because he broke things off.
“I had to hear me out. Please.” he begged.
“Fine.”
“Drama made me  i choose you or him and if I choose you I was done for. I need him for my career. You have to understand you always wanted similar things. You got your dream, I got mine.”
“Yea jack but i didn't hurt people in the process.” you said turning around to walk away.
“If you make it any better, drama knew I liked you that why i had to end things.”
That's when your heart dropped. Jack liked me back this whole time
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Find our way pt.2
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Summary: Jack and Y/n are in highschool together. They both have the same dreams but Jack thinks his music carrer is more important than the people in his life. Will this stop them from finding their way to eachother? (i'm so bad at summaries don’t judge.
I take request btw :)
“Good jobs remember no practice next wednesday.” you smiled at your cheer teammates. Jesus christ you were so sweaty. You felt like going home and taking a long shower then going to bed.
“y/n? Did you know that jack was watching you the whole time?”
“What?” You turned to look at the bleachers and there was Jack with his eyes on you. He waved, then got out of seat and started walking over to you.
“I should probably go.”
“No” you watched your friend walk off. Dammit she left you with Jack. You're less nervous around people with your friends but now that you're by yourself this probably isn't going to look good.
“Hey princess” you turned around to look at Jack and gave him a soft smile.
“Hey Jack, what's up?”
“Nothing much. I need a lab partner and i dont have one so I was wondering if you wanted to be mine.” you stare at him for a minute. Your mind was telling you to say no but your heart was telling you to say yes.
“Yup. I'm cool with that.” damn why did you have to listen to your heart.
For the next 2 months you and Jack were inseparable, you did mostly everything together. You guys even went to the movies every sunday to spend alone time with each other, he would always come to you when he needed help with his music and only you. Jack couldn't even lie most of the songs where he was talking about a girl he was talking about. you.
You hurried up and got your lunch before the line got long. After you got your lunch you scanned the room until you saw golden curly hair. You walked over to the table and sat directly across from urban but you noticed one of them wasn't there jack… he's been gone for 2 days. You tried texting him but he didn't respond and you didn't want to show up to his house.
“Still no jack?” you asked urban.
“Nope.” he sighed.
“Where is he?”
“He got this call and it was one of the DJ drama assists. They heard some of his music and they wanted to meet with him. He's been busy trying to put out his best work to them. Today he's meeting them at 2pm tomorrow he's gonna tell us if he got signed.”
“Oh my god for real” you smiled, you wanted this for jack you spent years watching jack from a distance with his music career he deserve this.
“Well?” you leaned on the locker next to jacks. You looked at him with a big smile on your face. You just knew Jack got signed.
“I got signed,” he said.
“I knew it.” you gave jack a big hug. After you let go you looked Jack in his eyes. The same eyes you couldn't stop looking at every time he talked to you. “So what now?”
“I have to meet with them after school. They want me to record my first song today. And you're coming with me.”
“What i can't-”
“You have to be there when I record the song you helped me write it so you're coming.”
“The song about the girl? Are you ever going to tell me who it is?”  you knew jack had feelings for somebody else he wrote a song about her. It hurt you but you had to help him so he wouldn't expect anything.
From now on Jack started to bring you to every session he had at the studio until one day a DJ drama said he had to come alone for the next one. Jack told you what he said and you didn't mind. Jack didn't think anything of it until he pulled him aside to talk about you.
“Listen Jack, that girl that comes with you every time she has to go.”
“What” Jack looked at the Drama confused.
“You have to cut her off. I think she's slowing you down.
The last thing Jack wanted to cut you off. You were his inspiration for his music.
“I can't. She helps me write and stuff. Plus she is one of my best friends.”
“You're in love with her jack everybody in the studios sees it. Plus after I make you big most of your fan base is going to be girls. What are they going to think if they see you with a girlfriend?” Drama explained to jack.
“She's my friend, i can't do that you don't understand-”
“Cut her off or we're done.”
That's when Jack's heart dropped to choose music for you. He didn't have a choice; he had to cut you off; he needed this for himself. This is all he wanted his whole life.
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*ring* *ring*
You looked at your phone to see it was a phone call from jack. You thought it was weird because he always facetimes you.
“Hey Jack, what's up?”
“Hey y/n.” Jack's voice sounded sad like he had just been crying.
“Jack, are you okay with what's wrong?” you asked.
“I don't think we should be friends anymore, we should just end whatever this is.”
You froze when Jack said “oh okay” then you hung up.
You felt tear drops coming down your face. Why is he doing this?
You walked into school with sweatpants and a hoodie on. You always looked forward to getting all glammed up to see Jack but since you guys are not talking you didn't put any effort into your outfit. You needed a reason why he was doing this and you know jack wasn't going to tell you so you had to ask his best friend.
“Hey urban.” you leaned against his locker.
“Shit are you okay?”
“Not really” you took a deep breath before asking the question because you didn't want to start crying. “Is Jack umm.. Is he okay?  Last night he called and said me and him couldn't be friends anymore. And I need to know why.”
“That's really weird he hasn't said anything about it.”
“Well um im not coming to school tomorrow but text me and let me know if you find something out.”
“y/n… you can't just let him make you not wanna go to school.”
“He's not trust me. I have an audition tomorrow for this really big project soo….”
“Well good luck”
For the next 3 months you didn't speak to jack. Besides, you were too busy with auditions. You were auditioning for this non stop. They kept calling you for come backs over and over again.
You were doing your homework after school when you got a call from your agent.
“Hello?”
“Hey y/n i was calling because the chemistry read you did the other day.”
Just the other day you did a chemserity read with this guy named tom.
“Yea what about it.”
“So they called and said they wanted to cast you as the love interest in a spiderman movie.”
“Are you serious?” omg omg omg omg you couldn't help but start jumping up and down. This was your big break you've been working for your whole life.
“Yea um they want you to leave for LA in 2 days.”
“2 Days that's soon.”
“I know, so get packing now. I will talk to you soon.”
“Alright thank you bye”
You had one day until you left before you left. You need closure and the only way to get it was visiting Jack one last time before you left. Jack had given a lot of stuff including hoodies and stuff. Today you were going to his house and giving it back to him.
You rang the doorbell and you were surprised when Jack's older brother Clay answered it.
“Hey y/n.”
“Hi clay. Is um.. Jack here?”
“Yea he's upstairs. Come in.”
“I'm leaving tomorrow.” you had no idea why you told him that but you just felt like it.
“What?” “I'm leaving for about 9 months to atlanta.”
“Oh why?”
“Im filming a movie.”
“That's cool, congrats.” you said with a smile.
“Whos at the door-” Jack pusaded mid sentence when he saw you.
“Why are you here?” he asked confused
“I'm leaving jack. So here's your stuff back.” you handed it to him. He took it but gave you a weird look. “Leaving where?” “I'm going away for a movie jack.”
“You can't just leave y/n. What about-”
“What about what jack. You stopped being friends with me. I have nothing to stay for.” “But what about us?”
“There is no us jack! No more.” you turned around and left before it got to out of hand
How could he ask about us when he's the one that ended things.
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Find Our Way
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Jack and y/n go to highschool together. Will having the same dreams make them find their way to each other? *if this does well it will be a series (also didnt edit this sorry for the mistakes)*
“You pass on this side, I do the other side.” Jack told urban. He was having his first show in louisville and he wanted the whole school to come. Obviously he knew nobody was really going to come but it was worth a shot. He was a nobody he wasnt famous or really well known but he knew this was the only way to get his name out.
“Got it.” Urban said he started passing the flyers out to everybody. “Hey you” you turned around to look at Urban. You had your cheer outfit on because you had a game later today.
“Hi?” you looked urban confused. He never really talked to you before and you were confused as to why he was today.
“Come to this after the game.” He handed you the flier. You look at it and realize it was Jack that was performing.
“Its today”
“Right.”
“Only a one day notice?” you raised your eyebrow at him.
“Welp don't come then.” he shrugged his shoulders then left. You rolled your eyes at his attitude.
“You're coming with me,” you told your friend.
“I'm not. You're the one with a crush on jack. I don't get it, just befriend him.”
“I can't do that.” you said
“Why not. It's not like he's gonna say no you're a triple threat you can sing, act and cheer. Plus actors and singers go together.”
“I don't think it counts being in one commercial”
“You guys basically have the same dreams just try y/n.”
“Can't believe I decided to go with you.” your friend rolled her eyes.
“I can.” you smiled “come on”. You notice most of the people were Jack's friends. There were only about 10 people there counting you and your friends. Your friend excuses herself to go grab a water.
“You came.” Urban said, walking up to you. “I'm not surprised.”
“Why is that?” you ask, confused. “I see how you are looking at my boy jack. It's so obvious.” you scoff and acting like you didn't know what he was talking about
“I look at everybody I have eyes.”
“Yea right.”
“Look, I just came to support. I know how hard it is to make it big.”
“Oh I forgot your little actor. I saw the commercial Jack did too.” he teased. Suddenly you felt embarrassed had everybody at the school seen it? The only person you cared that saw it was jack. What did he think about it?
“Don't feel embarrassed he thought it was cute.” Urban said with a smile. “Hey everyone.” you and urban people turn your attention to jack. Right as he was about to start jade finally came back with two waters in her hand. She handed you one and kept one to herself.
“So did you like it?”
“Yeah white boy did alright.” jade shrugged.
“Stop calling him that.” as you were about to leave you heard somebody calling your name.
You turned around and realized it was urban with jack. Shit now you have to talk to him.
You walked over to them and every step you took your heart started beating faster.
“Hi Jack,” you smiled shyly at him.
“Hey, what's up?”
“Imma go do something bye.” Urban excuses himself. This dickhead set me up, you thought to yourself
“Ummm you did really well tonight.”
“You know my songs.”
“What?” you asked confused. “You know my songs.” he said once again. “I saw you in the crowd singing along. Shit you were caught. Once you have a crush on a person you always want to know everything about them. So one night you went on youtube and looked at jacks videos.
“Oh yea.” you smiled.
“I saw your commercial.” Why does everybody bring up the commercial Jesus christ. “You did a good job. You wanna be an actor?”
“Yup hoping a make it big, i'm trying to get more jobs but my agent is telling me to-”
“You have an agent?” Jack asked, shocked.
“Oh yea i got signed like 2 months ago.”
“Damn your the shit then.” Jack smiled. You looked at his blue eyes and just couldn't stop looking. He had you memorized by him.
“Yea i guess so.” you laughed.
“I might have also heard you singing in the school musical. You're really good. We should make a song together or do a cover if you're down.”
“I'm down.”
“Well see you around princess.” he said walking away. You tried to hide a smile but you couldn't.
The whole night the word princess was replaying in your head.
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bugboysgf · 2 years
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DONT MEET JACK HARLOW. He hypnotized me by looking me straight in my eyes. I think it was love at first sight
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bugboysgf · 2 years
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Meeting jack today definitely freaking out every time I think about it my heart starts beating really fast.
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no picture wtf???
I KNOWW IM SO MAD BUT IM GETTING A PICTURE IDC
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bugboysgf · 2 years
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Meeting jack Harlow soon
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