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I'm glad it gets to be just another regular day for you, I'm glad your life didn't get frozen in time; I wasn't as lucky as you were.

07.04.24

#mental illness #trauma #depression #ptsd #mental health #depressed #anxiety #sadness

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no one gets how debilitating anxiety disorders are, everyone thinks they can relate because they've felt anxious before...like no I literally want to die it's so bad

#mental illness #anxiety #anxiety disorders #im so anxious #suicidal ideation #selective mutism #social anxiety #generalized anxiety disorder #ptsd #trauma #mentally ill

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Dear diary...

I wish I had the words to express the amount of pain I'm currently in.

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“I don’t know how to do this anymore. I don’t know how to get better. My head is a dark place and it only gets worse, day by day. and I have no idea how to stop the darkness from coming in. I have no idea how to save myself anymore.”

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I just don't have it in me to keep going anymore

28.02.24

#mental illness #depression #ptsd #anxiety #suicidal #self harm #bpd #sadness #eating disorder #relapse #trauma

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I'm so exhausted of this world

I'm so tired of being here

I feel so trapped

It's feeling unbearable

17.02.24

#mental illness #depression #anxiety #ptsd #bpd #i want to die #suicidal ideation #self harm #relapse #depressed #eating disorder #existential dread

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I just don't have the same desire or instinct that everyone around me seems to have for life

I feel so different and alone

05.02.22

#mental illness #depression #i want to die #suicidal #depressed #anxiety #eating disorder #self harm #anorexia #bpd #neurodivergent #neurotypical

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You betrayed me, you betrayed everything you believed in, just so that you could hurt me. And you did it with ease.

29.01.24

#depression #mental illness #anxiety #trauma #ptsd #bpd #sadness

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The pain of living is so overwhelming. I don't think I can do this anymore

30.01.24

#mental illness #depression #i want to die #trauma #depressed #ptsd #bpd #eating disorder #self harm #anxiety #relapse #suicidal

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There is nothing to say. There are no tears to cry. Just a numb hollowness. A reminder of the emptiness that pervades your life. I wonder if I'll ever feel something again.

30.01.24

#mental illness #depression #anxiety #trauma #ptsd #bpd #eating disorder #self harm #depressed #mentally ill

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Sylvia Plath

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There is before and there is after. All of the light has become darkness.

29.01.24

#mental illness #depression #i want to die #anxiety #trauma #ptsd #self harm #relapse #eating disorder #mentally ill #numb #sadness #bpd

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Was all along everything a lie? Was it that easy for you to turn on me, like our past didn't even exist?

29.01.24

#mental illness #depression #anxiety #trauma #self harm #suicidal #i want to die #eating disorder #bpd #ptsd #anorexia #relapse #betrayal #toxic people

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Sitting here, panicking at the thought of living, at the thought of being stuck here in this world that has betrayed me endlessly

In a world where everyday I am hurt again and again and again by people who tell me they are good and kind as they stab me again and again and again

29.01.24

#depression #ptsd #betrayal #mental illness #anxiety #self harm #ana #mia #trauma #bpd #trust issues #sadness #alone #suicidal #i want to die

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Something inside of me has died and I can't bring it back to life. I feel really bad right now.