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doeilovr · 3 months

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Hi so in lovers series had we never met before and it was a fantasy? Did I die in reality a while ago and he didn’t since he’s a vampire & so when he met me at the end I was like reborn in another lifetime somehow?

Oh yes, I love your question, thanks for asking and of course I will gladly answer everything:

So in this world reincarnation is a thing, as well as vampires that live an eternity.

Basically Jaehyun is a vampire that lived forever already and one day he falls in love with someone in a bar and then they live a happy life until that person passes. Because at one point obviously Jaehyun will be the same age, while y/n would start aging and then he would leave or fake his death or move away.

Anyway Jaehyun, after y/n's passing, is terribly depressed for god knows how long, and he wants to end everything, so he stands in the sun, typical vampire kryptonite right.

Then, as he is ready to leave and all, y/n, reincarnated and all, shows up and suddenly he is kind of healed of his immorality and as soon as he talks to y/n it is clear (i suppose) that the sun doesn't hurt him anymore and he can live a happy ever after just like any human.

Hope it makes sense, it's written like this in purpose. For you to wonder ;)

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doeilovr · 11 months

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you guys thanks for all the ongoing support :) check out my most recent work, love you all!!

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doeilovr · 11 months

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[2:02 AM]

It was cold outside, you had your arms crossed in front of your chest in an attempt to feel at least a bit warmer.

You were waking down the street some time after midnight, the full moon and the stars were shining and you could hear waves crash softly in the distance.

Next to you, arm brushing yours every now and then, was your crush.

You've spent the entire summer with him, meeting for coffee in the mornings, going out for lunch, taking a swim or getting kind of drunk after work at night. It all happened at least once.

Another thing that happens at least once - having a crush. And so for this summer - for the first time in your life - you had a crush. And it was no other than Mark.

"So you will leave early tomorrow?"

Marks voice snapped you out of your thoughts.

"My friend is gonna take me to the airport at 12", you bit your lips.

This was your last night, the last time for you to see Mark for god knows how long. It hurt a bit.

"Ah, that's nice."

You hummed, feeling slightly awkward.

The thing about your crush on Mark was that Mark himself knew about it. You told him, you confessed.

And you talked it out, settling on being good friends, because Mark was still getting over a fairly recent heartbreak.

And you had cried days and nights. But it didn't matter anymore, you got over your pain and accepted the situation and Mark's decision. After all, what else could you have done.

"I think it's sad", Mark chuckled, "it's sad we're all leaving and this summer is ending."

You nodded, "yes I know."

You had almost reached your apartment, Mark having insisted on walking you home.

"I think we will probably not see each other for a while after tonight."

You glanced over at Mark and you weren't sure if it was because of the cold or if he was holding back tears, but he sniffled a few times.

"Do you still want to be in contact with me even after you leave?" Mark asked very carefully.

"What? Of course, I want to, if that's okay with you?" You looked at him, stopping in your tracks as you were now standing next to your front door.

"Yes me too", Mark smiled, "I would like that."

You smiled too.

"Alright, there we are, so, there is one more thing I want to say", Mark paused, stepped closer to you. "You are very lovely and I wish I could give you what you want and deserve. "

"Mark", you whispered. It hurt a bit.

Mark gave you a half smile, his eyes glistening. "But my heart is not well and before I can't fix it, I don't think I should give it away. You deserve a strong heart and all the love in the world."

Your eyes burned, "No, Mark. I just ask for you."

"Maybe when we meet again my heart will be fixed. And then, if you are still interested, we could try again."

Mark grabbed your hand and squeezed it.

You held back tears as you looked up at him. You understood it and altough you just asked for him to stay by your side, you understood that he needed space and time to heal.

There wasn't a lot you could say or wanted to say. Now you needed time, too.

You softly smiled. "Okay."

Mark smiled too and pulled you into a long hug. "I'll come visit you next month, as planned."

You stepped back and smiled widely. "I'll ask you again then. Is that okay?" Your eyes were sparkling with hope.

Mark chuckled softly. "Ask me again in a month, yes."

"Okay, I'll see you then", you waved at him and stepped back even further to where your door was. "Wait for me."

"I will", Mark nodded, watching you disappear inside your apartment building.

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doeilovr · 1 year

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It's been a minute.. anyway haha i finally got some inspiration and wrote a (hopefully) cute Mark timestamp for you guys :)

I hope all of you have a great weekend my friends :3

#hehe

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doeilovr · 1 year

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[ 01:11 ]

*Knock knock*

You slowly lowered your hand, eyes moving between the wooden floor and the white door in front of You.

Somehow you felt stupid knocking on your roommates door at one in the morning. On the other hand, it was him who had invited you to come to his room, after just minutes ago you had sent him a long paragraph on how you felt.

Mark, your friend, coworker and the person you couldn't stop thinking about.

For days you had the urge to text him to finally find out how he felt about you. Just last week you two had hooked up after watching a movie and then suddenly he went all cold and stopped talking to you.

It didn't make it any easier that you worked with him. At work though it was different, he was very bright and playful and you often caught him staring at you.

And so you found yourself knocking on his door after he returned from his shift late at night.

The door opened after a moment and on the other side stood Mark, dressed casually in sweats and a zip-up. Very different to his usual black slacks and white button up.

He flashed a smile and your heart almost dropped just at the sight of him.

"Hi", you whispered.

"Hi", Mark whispered back, his smile only getting wider. "Come in."

You carefully stepped inside, "I'm sorry."

You walked into his room, Mark chuckling behind you. "Don't be."

"But I don't know what's wrong with me. Am I overreacting?" You furrowed your eyebrows, turning back to him.

Mark walked over, still smiling a little. He sat down on his bed. "It's okay. Come here."

You swallowed, suddenly unable to move. "Huh?"

"Let's cuddle a bit."

"Oh."

Mark snorted, patting the spot next to him on the bed. "Come here."

You felt strange, somehow nervous but also excited. You really needed a hug. You climbed into the bed and got comfortable next to Mark, who also laid down.

It was dark, the only light in the room coming from the bathroom, where the door was open a bit.

Mark lifted his arm so you could cuddle up against him. He wore a fleece zip-up, so he was even cuddlier than usual.

"This is nice", Mark said, after he pulled up the blanket to cover the both of you.

You hummed in response.

"So you're an overthinker", Mark whispered. A soft chuckle following.

You sighed, "yeah it's so bad. I'm really sorry." You felt bad, it was as if you had to force him to spend time with you - let alone hug you like this.

"No, why? It's a good thing."

"How so?"

"You care", Mark whispered, saying it as if it was the most logical thing in the world. "You're not shallow, but rather think about what you do and say. You have empathy and a lot of love to give."

You swallowed, your heart feeling strange in your chest.

"Thank you, Mark."

"It's only the truth."

He planted a kiss on your head, rubbing your arm slowly. A yawn escaped his lips.

Several moments passed without either of you saying something.

"I didn't feel well the past days", Mark began, still speaking in a soft tone, "I didn't have the energy to do anything. I didn't mean to ignore you or make you feel bad."

You nodded. "I think I just really really missed you."

Mark chuckled again, his chest vibrating. "I missed you, too. I will give you more attention from now on, I promise."

You smiled, feeling almost a sense of relief. You closed your eyes, melting more into Mark's arms.

"You know", he said very softly, "I feel so cozy with you in my bed, if I fall asleep now, I fear, you are forced to stay here."

"I'm gonna have to accept my fate", you whispered back at him, smiling faintly and feeling so safe in Mark's arms.

"Mark?"

There was faint hum in response.

"I really like you, you know and I hope you're not mad", you began, "sometimes it scares me a bit, how much I think about you and how intense my feelings can be. But then, at moments like this, I forget about all my worries."

You paused a bit, hoping you didn't make him feel uncomfortable with your subtle confession. "Thank you for that", you added.

A moment of silence passed between you.

"Mark?" You whispered his name. As you were about to continue talking, a soft snore was heard.

You lifted your head only to find that Mark had actually fallen asleep. You smiled, pecking his cheek, before you slowly lowered your head back on his chest.

You closed you eyes and whispered, " good night, Mark."

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doeilovr · 1 year

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Heyyy hope you’re good!! Happy new years

hello :) yes i'm good thank you so much for asking! i am still taking a break as i work a lot these days, but i can't wait to come back with new inspo :3

happy new year to all of you too

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doeilovr · 1 year

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Music shuffle 💕

rules: shuffle your “on repeat” playlist and post the first 10 tracks & list 10 songs, each by a different artist, and then tag 10 people to do the same (combining 2 similar games into one)

Tagged by: my dear @morningsunandnightsky - thanks so much for tagging me :) I hope I did it right lol

Tagging: @sunflowerforhaechan :3

♡ NCT DREAM - WE GO UP

♡ NCT U - ALL ABOUT YOU

♡ MARK & JOY - DREAM ME

♡ NCT 127 - MAKE YOUR DAY

♡ NCT 127 - HIGHWAY TO HEAVEN

♡ NCT U - COMING HOME

♡ NCT U - FROM HOME (REARRANGED VER.)

♡ TAEYONG - LONG FLIGHT

♡ SUPERM - BETTER DAYS

♡ NCT U - LIGHT BULB

okayy i shuffled my (mainly nct) kpop playlist and damn why are all these songs so good wow :D

#tagged #music shuffle

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doeilovr · 2 years

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next to you

It's nearly two in the morning when your phone rings, making you jump off the bed, where just seconds ago you've been dozing off.

You quickly accept the video call, fixing your hair in a quick motion and smiling widely as the person on the other end of the phone appears.

It's your boyfriend Jaehyun, calling from Japan, where he has been spending the last month working.

"Hey", a deep voice appears.

You smile, sitting back in your bed. "Hey Jaehyunie."

Jaehyun's dimples make an appearance as his smile deepens. "How have you been?"

You sigh, trying to maintain your smile. Of course you want to be honest with your boyfriend and want to share how much you miss him and how many times you cry yourself to sleep because he's so far away.

But you don't want to burden him, or make him feel bad. Besides, he'll be home very soon and then there will be enough time for you to be with him.

"I'm good", you tilt your head at him, "but I miss you, of course."

Jaehyun sighs loudly, the screen shaking and going black momentarily, before it returns to normal. A smiling Jaehyun reappears.

You laugh, "what just happened?"

"What do you mean?" Jaehyun chuckles. "I hugged you."

You stare blankly at him for a moment, before you laugh again. "Jaehyun", you drag his name out.

"What? Whenever you said you missed me I hugged you tightly. Have I been gone so long you forgot about that, or what?"

Your smile softens as you remember those days. When Jaehyun was next to you.

"I can't wait to come home in a few weeks and hug you in person", Jaehyun almost whispers. He sounds as sad as you feel deep inside.

You nod, your throat tightening, "me too."

You smile at each other, getting interrupted by loud voices on Jaehyun's end. He looks around, his phone shaking again as he says something, probably to his colleagues.

"Hey, baby, I have to go now. I'm sorry todays call is so short."

"It's okay", you reassure. It's night for you, but Jaehyun is a couple hours ahead, calling in his lunch break.

"I will call you again tomorrow, now go to sleep, I know you probably already dozed off four times waiting for me", he chuckles, knowing you all too well.

"I love you", you say quickly, waving at the camera.

"I love you more."

And with that the phone call ends and you're back to sitting in your silent, empty bedroom. You sigh, putting your phone aside and lying down in bed again.

You know he's only gone temporary and the sooner you know Jaehyun will return from Japan and you will have him next to you again.

That's all you want, having him next to you again.

#nct #nct imagines #nct scenarios #nct u #nct 127 #nct fluff #nct jaehyun #nct jaehyun fluff #jaehyun x reader #jung jaehyun boyfriend #jung jaehyun x you #jung jaehyun x reader #jung jaehyun fluff #jung jaehyun #jaehyun imagines #jaehyun

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doeilovr · 2 years

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My latest post was a request.. i hope it helps maybe even just a little bit. Instead of a reaction I wanted to do a text cause when I feel down texts always help me <3 stay strong my friends, you are so important and loved, I hope you know that

#<3

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doeilovr · 2 years

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Mark texting you when you struggle with life - this is for everyone who needs it <3

#nct #nct imagines #nct scenarios #nct fake texts #mark lee angst #mark lee #mark nct #nct 127 #nct dream #mark lee texts #nct mark texts #nct texting you at night #nct text scenarios #nct texts

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doeilovr · 2 years

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I can't with some of the usernames on here, I'm looking at my phone and a notifications pops up "marks-left-ear liked your post" or my personal favorite "marks-phat-ass-cheeks is back"💀💀

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doeilovr · 2 years

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You guyssss I can't :( your love for my recent work makes me soo happy <3

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doeilovr · 2 years

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Thanks you guys for giving my recent work so much love <3 I can really feel it :3

#thank youu <33

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doeilovr · 2 years

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[11:27]

You yawn, heavy eyes slowly blinking open. You scan the room, it was still night, moonlight shining through the sheer curtains and illuminating the room in a blue hue.

Your eyes wander to the alarm clock sitting on the side table, a sigh escaping your lips when you realize it's not even midnight yet.

Just then the bedroom door opens behind you, followed by a few loud shuffle sounds. You even hear a faint "sorry".

Your boyfriend Jeno is coming home late as usual. On some days you don't hear him at all, on others he wakes you up on accident, which of course you never admit, telling him you weren't sleeping yet instead.

Today you're awake, but Jeno's doesen't know that apparently. You can't help but smile as the shuffle sounds behind you get louder and Jeno keeps apologizing silently.

Finally he joins you under the warm blankets, as carefully as possible. You turn around with a big smile, Jeno looking at you with wide eyes.

"Don't tell me you've been awake all this time", he gasps.

You shake your head, pecking his lips in a quick motion. "Don't worry, you didn't wake me up or something."

Jeno relaxes, lifting his arm, so you can rest your head on his chest. He plants a kiss on your head and just holds you in silence for some time.

"So how was your day, baby?" Jeno whispers again, something he does unconsciously whenever you cuddle.

"I had a relaxing day at home, did some cleaning, took a long shower, watched a movie", you pause, smiling as you remember your calm day off. "How about you?"

Jeno yawns, "My important meeting went well, practice was great today, for lunch we had takeout, so I was in takeout heaven."

"Takeout heaven, huh", you laugh, Jeno joining in as well.

He only hums in response. "And then I went home and my baby is awake so I get to cuddle. A perfect ending for a perfect day, if you ask me."

You snort, "cheesy."

Jeno rubs your back and plants another kiss on your head. "You know me."

"Yes. And this is why I love you."

"Oh, is it", Jeno chuckles playfully, "I thought it was because of my incredible good looks and abs."

You smack his chest slightly, giggling. "That too", you whisper.

Jeno only smiles. "I love you too."

You cuddle into him more, closing your eyes and focusing on his heartbeat.

"Sweet dreams, honey", Jeno whispers gently.

"Sweet dreams."

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a/n: like mark would say/rap, it's been a minute.. anyway I am back with a timestamp you guys, I've missed this blog and all of you :) I hope you enjoy it and I am happy to be back, sharing my work! <3

yes, I was just busy working the past months as I said, and actually I will obviously also go back to working, but today I had the time and inspo to write this so I just went with it and yea.. I hope you like it! Have a nice weekend :3

taglist: @shrutiajit

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doeilovr · 2 years

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TAG GAME

- tagged by @sunflowerforhaechan <3

- tagging @morningsunandnightsky

slow burn or love at first sight // fake dating or secret dating // enemies to lovers or best friends to lovers // oh no there's only one bed or long-distance correspondence // hurt-comfort or amnesia // fantasy au or modern au // mutual pining or domestic bliss // smut or fluff // canon-compliant or fix-it // reincarnation or character death // one-shot or multi-chapter // kid fic or road trip fic // arranged marriage or accidental marriage // high school romance or middle aged romance // time travel or isolated together // neighbours or roommates // sci-fi au or magic au // body swap or gender bend // angst or crack // apocalyptic or mundane

#tagged

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doeilovr · 2 years

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Take care, Kai! I'll miss you 💖

Thank you berry! Oh dear I will miss you too! ❤️🥰

#ask #you're the coolest kindest and sweetest

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doeilovr · 2 years

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you guys I think I'll officially take a lil break until I'm back home in November :) I tried juggling the writing and working, but considering the lack of wifi on top of that it's best for me to use this time to just enjoy life! I'll be back with new ideas I promise!

Thanks for the Support and I love you guys <3

#Update #well I don't have wifi #expect at my workplace and random spots on the streets #if that ever changes I'll come back though #Love you #take care

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