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drarrylover4life · 2 years
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I walk along the steep railing.
Nothing to hold on to.
The never ending black hole at the bottom.
It’s what I strive for.
The final feeling of peace.
The last breath.
The last time this blurry picture enters my head.
-E
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drarrylover4life · 2 years
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Maybe
He looked at her, she was beautiful.
Just as she always was.
If only she didn’t think so low of herself.
Maybe then he wouldn’t be standing at a graveyard.
-E
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drarrylover4life · 2 years
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Unfair
She smiled at him,
Just a soft smile, nothing more nothing less.
He looked at her,
Just a glance, nothing more nothing less.
They both fell.
One in love,
The other out of love.
-E
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drarrylover4life · 3 years
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Sipping heartbreak
And as she stared at her empty whiskey glass,
The ice still melting.
He went on to another ass.
Choosing their body’s. Over her love.
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drarrylover4life · 3 years
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Free
“You have nothing to cry about” he whispered to me with no emotions.
I stared straight forward tears rolling down my cheeks.
“You are a worthless human being” he raised his voice at me.
I looked up at him, another tear falling.
“SAY SOMETHING BACK” he screamed in my face.
“You are right,” I told him. He looked shocked. “I am all of those things”
I stood on the edge of the bridge, watching him evaporate from existence as I fell to my eternal doom.
“But at least I am free”
-E
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drarrylover4life · 3 years
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Fooled
I looked forward to seeing you.
But you had forgotten my name.
I was excited for our first embrace.
But for you it was only a game.
-E
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drarrylover4life · 3 years
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Asshole
You told me you loved me.
And you convinced me to love you back.
But as soon as I gave you my everything.
You walked the other way.
-E
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drarrylover4life · 3 years
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Foggy
I said hello to you last week.
But you chose to ignore.
I said it again today.
But you walked straight through me.
For now I give up and return to my grave.
-E
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drarrylover4life · 3 years
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Blinded
You became my everything.
When you were supposed to be passing by.
You became my everything.
When you were supposed to be some random guy.
You became my everything.
As I stared up into your smiling face.
You became my everything.
While you were trying to get to third base.
-E
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drarrylover4life · 3 years
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drarrylover4life · 3 years
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Bully
The world is against me.
It’s my big bully who pushes me into the mud.
And yet I stay in this vicious cycle.
For I have no where else to go.
As this is my home.
-E
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drarrylover4life · 3 years
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drarrylover4life · 3 years
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Masked
They scream into a void,
They cry until the night.
They fight every emotion.
So nothing shows.
For when the sun will rise.
-E
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drarrylover4life · 3 years
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Stinging love
She doesn’t believe in talking anymore.
She doesn’t believe in getting better anymore.
She does believe in bottled love,
Bottled help.
In the form of bottled rum.
And she learned to love the stinging feeling of it running down her throat.
That is her kind of therapy.
-E
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drarrylover4life · 3 years
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Betrayed
They feel betrayed.
As they look at the love of their life.
Alone in the distance.
Being lowered in their grave.
They feel betrayed.
-E
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drarrylover4life · 3 years
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It’s my birthday
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drarrylover4life · 3 years
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Resemblance
As she looked outside.
The rain splattering against her window.
She found that the outside world, resembled her own mind.
A world of violence and chaos.
Untameable, until it has been put down.
-E
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