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ghostlywritter · 3 months
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who am I not to love you
I truly fell in love with you and all this feeling of mine I wish everyone could experience
What would happen if we hadn't met, or had left aside
if you had never asked me to watch a movie with you, or
I had never laid my hand on yours.
whisper "I love you for all my life"
you answer me back in another whisper,
you understand me like no one else
my words dance in poetry when I write about you
a sincere outburst from someone who once thought they could live without love
but how would I live without you?
who am I not to love you
or love little
I deliberately love you with all my being
I am silent,(in)quiet
and with you I mix
you will always be part of my heart and my life
who am I to love you?
I'm the happiest boy in the world
and you are the most spontaneous
fun, beautiful, funny talented, fragrant, sweet, calm and explosive at the same time
who am I not to love you?
I remember and remember you every minute, every moment
I only think about you.
this is me, so why not love you?
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ghostlywritter · 3 months
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my life was dedicated to seeking happiness
incessant
this dream of mine that guided me, burning.
every step, a desire
but happiness escaped me
like when someone avoids you
like an eager dance
dedicated days and nights to this search,
deaf adventure
happiness still proved to be an obscure search.
I read books tirelessly in the hope that happiness could be found in the pages to come.
but happiness remained elusive
distant.
in the empty melody
on moonless nights, I fall from above
quick---slow death
death doesn't come with a warning
home alone trying not to think
I hate the way she looked at me
accidentally got lost
searching for who I can't be
I wander
among the echoes of a life that no longer belongs to me
I am a lonely figure
the love in my heart is faded
I write about stories I didn't live,
everything I see without my eyes,
what if my happiness was in the words I never said
in fragile embraces
in the tickle in the stomach
I am the damn poet
that even though I'm dead, I refuse to die
life is an eternal search
happiness is a journey, not a result.
even without finding it
I accept that the pursuit of happiness is what really sustains me.
my great perhaps
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ghostlywritter · 3 months
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Lana Del Rey for SKIMS
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ghostlywritter · 3 months
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you became a specter
a figure on the horizon, an absent presence that my heart misses. abruptly my bones broke when he collided violently against the walls of his contempt POW
I grew up with some heartaches, you broke the chain of love, I felt that, after you no one else would love me.
If you don't love me anymore, who will? the child me looked at his empty side of the bed filled me with meaningless questions. why leave? night after night, for months I watched you appear and promise me you would come back, lie! I just saw you walk away. wet pillow, some secret tears a ghost from the past, still present. the gray days have become my favorites, I had to get used to seeing everything in black and white I don't recognize you anymore. I haven't known you for 6 years but I know you're not that interesting to talk about in a whole poem so when you left me, should I die?
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ghostlywritter · 3 months
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hey, I go rodrigo or roro, whatever u want.
I like poetry, read books, write some history that never go out and listening music (lana del rey, billie eilish. Im new here btw 😅
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