« remind me why Iâm here again please? » your bestfriend renjun says as he takes his shoes off to enter your place
you told him to come extra early because as always you were nervous as shit and needed someone to vent to before meeting up with mark near the park
« renjun please stop taking the piss out of me before I get where you are and get violent » you say as youâre heading to the kitchen going to grab something to drink
« I am literally not making fun of you, also I havenât completely made my mind up on whether I should ditch you or not so Iâd watch it if I were you » your bestfriend says sitting on your couch
you watched amused from the kitchen seeing how comfortable he is around your place, it made you happy to see such an important friend to you ease so well into your living space
« youâre here because i gave mark flowers and never want to be alone with him ever again » you say handing him the glass of waterÂ
« you do realize that if you actually want something to happen with mark, youâre going to have to hang out alone with him even if youâre nervous about it » you bestfriend says sighing
« i donât even know if I want something to happen with mark itâs all so⊠quick and scary you know? and also I have hung out with him alone before like right after my finals for example?? » you say throwing yourself on your couch to really emphasize the dramatic effect of the whole thing
« true, but anyway youâve had a crush on mark- or sorry hallway crush on mark for like two years? and now that you guys are finally getting to know each other thatâs when you wanna back off? » your friend says not really understanding youÂ
« like you said, Iâve had a hallway crush on mark for a long time, it was fun pretending that he definitely looked at me and that heâs in love with me just because he glanced at my direction for a micro second. It would make me laugh so hard having mark in my vicinity and going to tell you guys about it saying how he practically proposed to me. But now that I actually got to know him, heâs nice and weâre friends and I get along with him. I donât want to have an actual crush on mark where i seriously start to overanalyze whatever the man does to comfort me instead of the funny delusions i used to have. I donât want to have an actual serious crush on mark because I donât want to lose him as a friend. I thought I was doing a good job but that fuckass flower bouquet oh my god.. my hands were so sweaty and I was so nervous, I didnât want him to think that I was weird and I was so scared and I feel like thatâs not a reaction that I want to have when being with mark, I honestly donât know where my feelings stand today and itâs not something I wanna find out. thatâs why I need you here for support today » you rant to your friend not even bothering to look at him in case you start to actually get emotional or somethingÂ
« canât believe Iâm only here to be your emotional support animal or whatever » renjun says getting up from the couch (probably to refill his glass)
« noooooooo donât say that, youâre making me sound like an asshole » you say voice muffled as youâre hugging your friend from the back (or more like hanging off of him while he very painfully drags you to the kitchen)
« you are an asshole » he replies to which you only nod, it was fair after all.Â
« but whatever Iâm here so unless I start to feel like a third wheel Iâll be by your side the whole time so you donât have to worry, now go get dressed now cause otherwise weâll be running late » renjun finishesÂ
as you head into your room you softly smile finding comfort in the fact that no matter how badly this whole mark situation ends, youâll still have your friends to back you up
you were standing next to renjun who was sitting on a bench complaining about the park that was- and i quote- a longer walk then what you told him. as you were about to speak to get him to shut up you hear both your names being calledÂ
« hi, Iâm sorry I hope you guys didnât wait for long » mark says
holy shit the man looked good. suspiciously so.Â
« no we just got here because the walk was THIRTY MINUTES and not fifteen like she told- » before your best friend could finish his sentence you put your hand over his mouth, you had ENOUGH
« renjun, i love you, really you know I do now PLEASE ENOUGH » you say as renjun puts his hands up innocently and mark laughsÂ
« do you guys know what you wanna do? » mark asks to which you both shrugÂ
you looked at your surroundings spotting a cool cafe that seemed cozy enough for you guys to stay in so you pointed at it and in a mutual agreement they both nodded
« so how long have you guys been friends? » mark asks you chuckle quietly seeing how hard he was trying to make this less awkward (it also reminded you of when he did that the first time you sat next to donghyuck)
« i donât even know man, i only remember seeing his drawings and i was gagged, i thought he was the coolest person i had ever seen in my life⊠little did i know tho » you say earning an elbow to your side from renjun
« omg wait renjun i didnât tell you⊠mark congratulated us for being in a relationship the other day » you say as mark immediately gets red and renjun looks at you in confusion trying to decipher if you want mark to believe that youâre dating him so he should play along or if he should tell the truthÂ
« iâm sorry, itâs just the tweets, i believed you guys were dating.. man why would you tell him im so embarrassed now » mark says and before you could reply your friend bursts out laughingÂ
« cmon now.. the thought of me dating you surely isnât that fucking funny » you say cause why the fuck was he laughing that hard
« yes it is oh my god⊠yea no not in a relationship not now not ever » he replies as you just frownÂ
« you know what? ningning would never treat me like that, iâm going to ditch all of you for other people i canât keep being disrespected like that » you say, mark raises his hands up
« what did i do?? » he defends himself « youâre laughing!! » you reply to which he only nodsÂ
« so you take piano lessons? iâve heard you play before and have a hard time imagining what you could possibly learn more » you say trying to make conversationÂ
« no haha, i give piano lessons to a child, i do it here and there to make a bit of money » mark replies
« damn, maybe i should do something with my life to get a bit of money too, iâll like babysit or something » you say more to yourself than anyoneÂ
« babysit?? i donât think anyone in their right mind should trust you with their kid » renjun saysÂ
« i have to start somewhere though i mean look you sell your art, make gives piano lessons the fuck am i supposed to do?? » you reply sipping on your drink
« iâve just got this crazy idea.. what if you like gave bass lessons? » mark says pretending to be enlightened because⊠duh? why would you consider babysitting when you can play the bass?
you just shrug at him because you werenât in the mood for reassurance which you know would come if you told the two men youâre eating with that you couldnât give bass lessons cause youâre not talented enoughÂ
as you were sipping on the (very overpriced but very good) drink you ordered you stopped for a second to watch your bestfriend and mark just being completely in love with each other. you giggled quietly remembering the whole speech renjun gave you about putting yourself out there to catch markâs attention when as it turns out heâs the one stealing your man from you
« why am i third wheeling right now » you say with a smile on your face, this whole situation was just too funnyÂ
« yea, thatâs crazy, i didnât know we would get along so well. renjun, i was so intimidated when she told me you were coming » mark says
« iâm glad iâm here though, you really are nice i understand why jaemin and y/n like you so much » renjun says somehow emphasizing the fact that you âlike him so muchâÂ
« cmon now i donât like him THAT much letâs take it down a notch » you say defending yourself. mark was going to eventually figure out you liked him but it was definitely NOT todayÂ
« youâre so obsessed with me oh my god » mark says laughing
as you guys were heading out of the cafĂ© (after multiple hours of you third wheeling) renjun turned to both of you guys. you expected the worst seeing his quick apologetic glance he threw at youÂ
« guys iâm so sorry iâm gonna have to go but please by all means continue your hangout i wouldnât want it stopping just because i leave i mean after all i wasnât even supposed to be here in the first place » he said. he looked so apologetic you almost couldnât get mad at him.Â
almost. because you knew him too well and knew for a fact that he did not have anything planned at all and was just ditching you guys to make you hang out with mark alone. how did you know? first of all the fact he so clearly insisted on the hang out not being over just because he left but also because of the small smile (more like smirk) he was so desperately trying to fight. asshole.
as he hugs you before leaving he whispers in your ear « youâll do fine iâm sure of it, and if you donât then i owe you for life or something » then he left. and suddenly you wanted to kill yourselfÂ
« you can leave if you want, i wonât tell renjun i promise » mark says looking..apologetic?Â
« huh? » you answer because why was he looking at you like that
« i know you didnât wanna hang out alone with me and i donât want to make you uncomfortable so you can leave » mark says not even looking at you anymore suddenly finding the ground much more interestingÂ
« itâs crazy how big of an asshole i must be oh my god. i wonât leave though, not unless you want me to. iâll be honest i didnât want to hang out with you alone because i thought you would find me weird since i gave you a bouquet and i got nervous » yeaaaâŠ. thatâs definitely why yup!Â
mark bursts out laughing « thatâs why?? dude i really loved the bouquet you shouldnât feel nervous. and weâve hung out alone before so bouquet or not you shouldnât feel nervous with me weâre friends » he says putting his arm around your shoulder (you wouldâve totally freaked out if the man hadnât called you his friend right before doing that)
« iâm glad i got to meet renjun though, you guys seem close » he says removing his arm from your shoulder ( âčïž )
« yea renjun is an amazing friend honestly i wouldnât trade him for the world, he constantly reassures me and takes care of me i really wonder what good deeds iâve done to deserve the man » you say
« sounds like you might have a little crush » mark teases
« nah, i love renjun to the core but itâs really not like that, heâs my twin flame my best friend, iâm just immensely grateful for everything heâs done for me » you finish your rant, mark only nods somehow understanding what youâre telling him
« oh thereâs another park not far away letâs go » mark says
« im down » you answerÂ
once arriving to the park, mark automatically goes to the playground, an action that made you chuckle a bit
« dude check out there monkey bars, i used to be so good when i was younger » mark says climbing on themÂ
« really? i hated those so much i only went on the swings and slides » you answer while mark calls you boring
after three hours of talking (and playing) it was now getting late so you both decided to go home, with mark walking you there of course.Â
you were now in front of your apartmentÂ
« thank you for agreeing to go out with me today. iâm glad weâve moved past the awkward stage of our friendship. thank you for the flowers again, you never fail to make me feel special, i hope one day i can make you feel that too » mark saysÂ
« duuuude you are special iâm not even doing anything. also iâm glad weâre friends too. and you need to stop thanking me for the flowers it was nothing » you answer
« maybe it wasnât much to you but it means so much more than you could ever imagine to me. anyway i wonât bother you any longer, goodbye y/n » mark saysÂ
« bye mark » you say waving at him before closing the door.Â
you make him feel special.Â
35. third wheel
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notes: this chapter had me stressed omg (none of this is proofread so if you see any mistakes.. no you don't tf) (i say this as if any of my chapters are proofread lol) (to the đ anon i saw your ask n yes you can be đ anon (i haven't answered bc i'll answer when i publish your req) ) ALSO to every other person that requested smt i wll work on it just not now as my finals are coming up lol
also idk if anyone noticed (you probably did not) but not only a new mark nickname unlocked but also a new contact name?? ohhh these two are ADVANCING (i also had a full mental breakdown (almost cried) bc my taglist wasn't working and wasn't tagging anybody?? so ply tell me if it didn't work for youuu)
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