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A member of the Piegan and Cheyenne tribe - 1911.

Photographer: Edward Curtis

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#Bar #Cantina #Antigua #México #guadalajara #photography

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#Quitupan #Nightowl #photography #mexico

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#Trees #Old #Art #Mexico

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Provactive parts of private arts.

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The World Sits Still

What do you consider a qualified writer. Well you have to just trust in your work. Believe that I obtain the potential to write more. Many stop after they can no longer produce. Feel insecure about what they reveal that may hold insecure to share. I don’t know. I think it takes a lot of skill to keep writing. To really let everything out openly and be satisfied with one’s work. Without really thinking what to write next but to just write it down first. To be still in the works of word maneuvering yet flow as your muscle nerves do. It’s a work of art, yet, it is nothing but fluid thoughts being written down to see.

#thoughts #writing #inspiration #The world sits still

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Cat in the Sink.

NY, October, 2018

#cats #catsoninstagram #cat

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Sentences that lead nowhere.

I’ve been learning more, rearranged my room, threw away my bed, got rid of thee old rug, and I laid out all my music gear. Got organized, enough to keep me going.  Making habits to stow away what I put out. Taking off my shoes before I enter my room. Cleaning as I go while I cook up plant food. Having extra food for the next day. Taking vitamin B12, multivitamins, and mushroom supplements. Lowered my alcohol intake to about an ounce and half, maybe 2, a week, at most; I don’t know, I mix drinks for a living, it’s around me. Still, I keep my discipline.  Peace.

#Goals #Life #self discipline #new chapters

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Who Occupies your Thoughts?

#...

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Tumblr feels like a hole for an empty place

#viral

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doesn’t see you the same way.

Too much energy for a load that never fulls.

Wasting my time for someone, that’s cruel.

I’m not here to die alone.

I wish that I had always known.

#invest #poem #drawing #byme

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I’m good though.

#forreals

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I wonder if she still thinks about me, I still do 

I would not like too, 

          but I still do. 

She is poison that has taken residency 

in me and I cannot find the cure.

Is this unhealthy of me 

            or is this a strong connection? 

#toomanyquestions

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Feeling The Battle

 I hate windex! 

I hate laundry detergent smells that aren’t natural!

I hate heavy duty dish soap!

I hate that this fucking society isn’t aware of what they partake!

I hate dryer sheets they give me headaches! 

I hate this toxic chemical warfare that is easily covered with advertisements!

I care about your health!

I care about our health!

Our environment. 

Ours! 

Stop letting the media control you!

RESIST!   WAKE UP!!!  WAKE UP!!!

#consciousliving #conscious awareness #mindfulness #modern day society

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17:26

Machines will never truly understand the human experience which is ever so rapidly in constant change. Day to day bases always seem to shift with emotional behavior. You can’t algorithm my emotional upbringing by just habits alone, though sometimes precise, you can never tell how you’re going to respond to love, to hate, jealousy. We are human and that’s always gonna be are mistake.

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2:42 AM

..and in most times i’ll find myself in the corner of my kitchen with one single light source drinking some assuaging herbal tea; wondering how the hell I’m going to get out of this rut.    *inhales*      -sigh..,                                                                  I gotta figure out how to get to a better place without loosing my soul to the corporate world while                                                                                            still balancing my excessive reservedness. This is shit is hard MAN. But papa didn’t raise no quitter. Anyways if you’re reading this I just want you to know that I think this is pretty cool that you’ve taken your time to read a strangers emotional perspective through his eyes. And I don’t want you to leave feeling robbed of your time SO, I want you to have the best day, or night, of your life BECAUSE, you know you well damn deserve it. Take a step back and gather back yourself; the self that really gifts you your joy to living. Life is beautiful if you set yourself to find the beauty in anything. I love you because I love myself. I think I should just end here before I get carried away with_

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#newyear #new #old #love #life #essay

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These days, these days I feel more like myself but, the world around me isn’t stable. I think it’s my poor attitude to giving up to what I truly desire. I want to quit my job. I want to cut my car lease short. I want to go away in solitude and re-find my purpose. I want to do what I want but I cant seem to find the courage to take control. I need help. I need love. I need some guidance. I know, that I’n not going to get any and that’s what tears me up.